This Chick Is A Delusional Hot Mess/Confessionals

Day 1
"pobeda"

- Ruby is making herself a huge target in our tribe. Telling everyone she's our tribe leader is going to be detrimental to her game. Usually if someone did this I'd be all for it, however seeing as I'm supposed to work with her in this game, it's bringing unnecessary attention to her.

"slava"

- So things are going well in our tribe, everyone is really nice, and are trying to communicate a lot. If we lose it's gonna be hard to decide on who to vote out. My only thought would be Fonda to be voted out for two reasons: someone commented on the cast announcement thread that Fonda 'apparently' quit out of another game, and in this recent challenge, he complains about bad internet connection so he can't get a good score, which might affect the whole tribes game. He sounds nice, but this game is about keeping the strongest people.

"slava"

- We’ve been playing this game for less than a few hours, and I already hold a good amount of power within my tribe. I was approached within minutes by two groups for potential alliances. One seemed really, really fishy, though- Fonda had said to me that Nickson wants to align with the two of us as well as Pydo, and when I spoke to Nickson, I didn’t mention the alliance- but neither did he. Weird. And then Tyler came to me, Pydo, and Ryan with the idea for a North American alliance, but a smaller American one within that (excluding Ryan. Canadians. Pfft.).

Naturally, I found the common link- Pydo- and talked it out with him. Ladies and gents, I have an ally! We’re going to tread lightly on both sides for now, but I’m pretty confident that the North American Alliance, and the Silent Killer Alliance within that (Tyler named us and I love it so much), will be stronger in the long run.

Now can someone post the challenge already? I need things to do.

"slava"

- And we have a challenge! I saw the three parts and immediately panicked a little bit- I’m in the mountains of New York for the next few days with spotty wi-fi, so puzzles and flash games have a hard time loading. But I found a spot with a good connection. Phew.

When we went to decide how to split the tasks, I swear I must have said the words “Nickson is a crazy person” to Pydo about 2891357892 times. No matter how many times I said “I’m only doing trivia if nobody else wants it,” he kept insisting that we do it together. I know there’s a tiny bit of a language barrier, but “I’M NOT DOING TRIVIA” is fairly basic to understand… Isn’t it?

Thank god I have an ally who is far more sane than I am…

"uspekh"

- I'm so excited, I got in! The cast mates are how can I say... Puurfect in their own right, but I don't particularly know them, so i'm just judging of looks here, heh! My tribe seem strong, and I have another girl on my team, so that should be an advantage, because you know how girls are with their gossiping and things, so advantage already! Yay!

"pobeda"

- Yay Finally Started. Liam, Grant and I have gotten along pretty well. Maybe We Might Alliance. :DD

"pobeda"

- Before the actual game, I've been seeing several players adding me and posting some status on Kamchatka. From that, I felt excited but I am not letting my presence known because sometimes being excited can let other people feel annoyed. That is why, even I am seeing people posting...I kept my silence.

Once the cast were announced, I was surprised to see MICHEAL HILLER! In my very first org game where both of us where players, I confronted him and since then I don't want to talk to him anymore. Luckily, he was replaced.

On my tribemates Immediately, Fonda messaged me and shown interest in having an alliance with me. I told him to pull Lindsay on our alliance (which I totally doubt that he can) so I am doing it while I sway Pydyn as my alliance as well.. That makes four.. :)

On Jeremy Funny how he wanted to get the HII early in the game, it could cost him by persuading the HII. (just saying) I have my eyes on my competitive tribemate

On Tyler The very first message I received from this guy was "Aren't you and Ivan good friends?" On that very moment, I was like saying YOU'RE THE FIRST TO GO TYLER... (My reason below)

On my (our) secret Maybe even you Host doesn't know but Ivan and I are very close in real life. We've been travelling the country and climbing mountains for almost 4 years now and we are also fans of Survivor. Our plan is to keep this as a secret as much as possible because obviously, if they knew then they would not let me and Ivan reach the merge. Its like we are not only playing survivors challenges but we are also playing not for anybody to know we are tight or we are doomed. I hate to say this but Im not just protecting my tribe but I am protecting Ivan as well. We are obviously an automatic alliance...AN UNDERGROUND ALLIANCE (as what we call it). Hopefully, that secret doesn't affect our status in the game. Its like BLOOD vs WATER for Ivan and myself.

That secret must not be known to anyone in this game, it should remain inside the "Irene's Jar of Secrets".

"pobeda"

- Rumour has it Ruby was elected leader of our tribe. Honestly, this chick is a delusional hot mess. She told me she'd be proud and dissapointed if we lose this challenge.... Who are you? My mom??? So confused by this chick.

"pobeda"

- In A 5 Person Alliance With "Grant, Ivan, Liam and Ruby". Ivan has an Alliance with Andreas who we can use in the merge. I Plan on Replacing "Liam" for "Andreas" as I know Liam has his game planned out as he said when at the beginning of the game.

"uspekh"

- I was a little disappointed when I discovered that I wasn't going to be on a tribe with Lindsay or Jack. They immediately jumped out at me as people I would like to work with. Lindsay seems like a nice and funny gal. I would love to work with them in the future. Ziggy seems pretty cool and told me he think we can trust James and Rebekah. He says he told James good things about me I guess. I asked if we should form a majority with those two. All he said was "we can". I'm not really sure if he actually wants to or is just saying that. I talked to James and he is a fun guy. I'm worried about Molly. Her account went away and her messages were marked as spam. Now I got a new request from an account with her picture called "Molly Sock". Hmmm... strange name... sock? Sockpuppet anyone!? I could see her being the first to go from our tribe. Oh crap! I just realized my tribe is the blue tribe. We are against a red tribe and a yellowish tribe! This could be like Survivor: Philippines all over again! Please don't let us be Matsing! haha It's like a bad omen or something!

"pobeda"

- Woah, so this is like, really cool. I'm so glad I'm on Survivor: Kamchatka! I can't pronounce Kamchatka, but whatever. It's weird being on a tribe of 7 people. I've never played a game that has 3 tribes with 7 people each, so it's definitely going to be a learning curve.

The only person who has taken the time to message me privately is Andreas. We seem to get along well, even though talking to him can be so annoying. Small talk is something I'm not used to in online games. Mostly it was about Survivor and stuff, but it was definitely awkward. I hope my performance went well though because I don't want him thinking I don't like him.

So, we have out first challenge and I see Winterbells, a challenge I am actually really good in! But I don't want people to think I'm a challenge threat so early on in the game so I volunteered to do the Survivor Trivia, because I have a good memory. Plus, I have been watching some older seasons with my mother, so if the questions are about old seasons they'll be fresh in my mind. The tribe aka Ivan is testing me right now and it's annoying me. Just trust me for Heck's sake!

Okay, now Ruby-nobody comes in and says, "Can I be a little bossy for this challenge" She wants to be the leader, like what the heck. This is an online game, if you want to piss everyone off by being a leader for a challenge go ahead, I won't stop you. You'll be the easiest first boot from our tribe.

I thank all the people who got me cast for this season, I'm so excited to play! But if I have to stay on this tribe for longer than 4 challenges, I might go crazy. Don't let me die please.

xoxo, Jack.

"slava"

- Phew, the game is afoot!

My assessment of everyone: Lindsay seems very sincere and is by far my closest ally at this point. Tyler is a complete gamebot. There is no talk that does not surround game. Ryan hasn't said much, I think he was in a hurry to go somewhere when I talked to him. Nickson is... sketchy. More on this later. Fonda is almost downright untrustworthy. Again, I will explain. Jeremy doesn't seem to be playing quite yet. Almost no response from him yet and nobody's plans include him.

Once I got in contact with Lindsay, we immediately got on an hour long skype call. We exchanged stories, and apparently Fonda approached her for a 4 person alliance with me, her, him, and Nickson. I had no idea about this, and Fonda has been extremely short when talking with me. When she talked to Nickson, he wouldn't talk about it and said he wanted to just stay one big family. Of course, Nickson has brought up working with me. Tyler wanted to tack on 2 extra members to our alliance, Nickson and Ryan. Lindsay doesn't trust Nickson at all, but now Ryan is in. I'm supposed to keep in contact with Nickson.

Lindsay and I have agreed to stay close and keep each other in the loop about anything we hear. We have two options: Go with Tyler and Ryan, or go with Fonda and Nickson. I am heavily leaning toward Tyler and Ryan, but we'll make the decision at the time. We are likely the two most powerful people on the tribe as swing votes. We decide who will live and who will die haha. We are going to be each other's closest allies, and that's good, because I don't trust Fonda, Nickson, or even Tyler if I'm honest. She also has ties to Taylor from Uspekh and that may prove critical at a swap.

Hopefully, it'll be long before we have to decide. We want to win challenges, And I think we have a good team for that. Even when we go to tribal, Jeremy is probably our first boot because to our knowledge, he has no one.

"slava"

- After a long period of everyone in the cast bitching about wanting to know what tribe they were on, we finally are split up into groups. I'm on Slava with Jeremy, Lindsay, Fonda, Nickson, Ryan, and Tyler. I'll admit, it's an odd feeling being the youngest person on my tribe, but we all get along well together. I expect us to do well. So far, the only people I've talked to one-on-one are Ivan from before the game started, and Nickson. Nickson offered to work together "In case things go bad" so we may become #teamnick in the future XD

I'm going to start talking to each person on the tribe individually so I can establish a relationship with each of them. If I don't, it will be odd trying to talk strategy with them later and they won't have much reason to work with me. Plus if I can, I'll try to figure out how they're going to play. I want everyone to like me so I can hopefully get them to do what I want without seeming like I'm in charge.

... And I might as well get this in before I send this, I just tried sparking a conversation with Tyler and he immediately proposed an American Alliance with Lindsay. Okay... I wasn't really trying to talk strategy with him yet but I can't just turn him down. I'll need to talk to Lindsay soon and see if she'd be interested... Because I'd prefer to take a different route if possible.

Day 2
"pobeda"

- Grant and Liam have this Australian bond happening and I'm not happy about it. They're going to take control of this tribe. And Ivan and Caleb are basically handing them it. They plan on knocking out Ruby cause she's a lunatic. But honestly, she's a number for me. She's incredibly loyal, but majority rules in this game. So I guess that means Ruby is heading home.

The alliance of Ivan, Ruby, Jack, and myself ended about as soon as it was formed. Ohh well... I guess I'm over it??

In the guys alliance, it's Grant and Liam running it, then Caleb is their 3rd. Ivan is the 4th and i'm 5th, at the bottom. I'm going to try to build personal relationships with Liam, Caleb, and Grant. Hopefully after that, they'd sent Ivan home over me in the event we continue to lose.

I really like Jack. Me and him are super similar, and I want to go far with him. However, this tribe is one gigantic sausage fest. And poor little Jack, unknowingly is on the outs.

"uspekh"

- Hopefully Ziggy and Bryce are completely on board with working with us(James and me). I can't tell if Ziggy is or not. He could have something going with Rebekah. He did say he trusts her, and they joke around a lot. James definitely seems like he loves the alliance though. Only time will tell if we're solid or not.

"pobeda"

- You can bet there's nothin' but net When I am in the zone and on a roll But I got a confession, my own secret obsession And it's makin me lose control

Everybody gather 'round Well if Troy can tell his secret than I can tell mine I-I bake What? I love to bake, strudels, scones, even apple pandowdy Not another sound Someday I hope to make the perfect creme brule

No, no, no, no No, no, no Stick to the stuff you know If you wanna be cool follow one simple rule Stick to the stuff up you know,no no Stick to the status quo

Look at me and what do you see? Intelligence beyond compare But inside I am stirring Something strange is occurring It's a secret I need to share

Open up, dig way down deep Hip hop is my passion I love to pop and lock and jam and break Is that even legal? Not another peep It's just dancing Sometimes I think it's cooler than homework

No, no, no, no No, no, no Stick to the stuff you know It is better by far to keep things as they are Don't mess with the flow, no no Stick to the status quo

Listen well I'm ready to tell About a need that I cannot deny Dude, there's no explanation For this awesome sensation But I'm ready to let it fly

Speak your mind and you'll be heard Alright, if Troy wants to be a singer then I'm coming clean I play the cello! Awesome! What is it? A saw! No, dude, it's like a giant violin! Not another word Do you have to wear a costume? Coat and tie

No, no, no, no No, no, no Stick to the stuff you know If you wanna be cool follow one simple rule Don't mess with the flow, no no Stick to the status quo

No, no, no Stick to the stuff you know It is better by far to keep things as they are Don't mess with the flow, no no Stick to the status quo

This is not what I want This is not what I planned And I just gotta say I do not understand

Something is really Something's not right Really wrong And we gotta get things Back where they belong

We can do it! Gotta play! Stick with what you know We can do it! Hip hop hooray! She has gotta go We can do it! Crme Brule! Keep your voice down low

Not another peep No! Not another word No! Not another sound No! Everybody quiet!

Why is everybody staring at you? Not me, you Because of the callbacks? I can't have people staring at me, I really can't

No! (No, no, no) Stick to the stuff you know (Stick to the stuff you know) If you want to be cool follow one simple rule Don't mess with the flow, no no Stick to the status quo

No, no, no Stick to the stuff you know (Stick to the stuff you know) It is better by far to keep things as they are Don't mess with the flow, no no (Dont you know?) Stick to the status (Dont you know?) Stick to the status (Dont you know?) Stick to the status quo

"pobeda"

- Before the challenge ended. Andreas talked to me about forming a group of 4 which included himself, Ruby, Ivan, and myself. Being on a tribe of 7 I thought it was a great idea because I never want to be in the minority, that's not something I want to do. I said I would make a group the first time we lost a challenge.

Sadly, we lost a challenge too soon. I made the group and we were all avoiding bringing up a name and I noticed it. Luckily I had to go to a Sweet 16 so I didn't have to be apart of the awkwardness.

I come back, and I am bombarded with messages. After jamming to Anaconda all night, I came back singing "My Anaconda don't want to deal with this bullshit."

Andreas is saying a majority of people are voting for Ruby. Oh, before I get to this let me talk about how much Ruby annoys the crap out of me!

Ruby, she is literally one of the worst Survivor players I've ever played with in my entire life. She volunteers to be a leader, sucks at it. Tries to strategize, sucks at it. Tries to bond with me, sucks at it. She just sucks. Let me show you a beautiful conversation we had today. http://prntscr.com/4i7r47

Here I am thinking she found a hidden immunity idol, but no, she tells me I am safe at this tribal council. Um, Ruby, I thought we were in a "Majority alliance" I already know I'm safe, why are you telling me. She is so shady I can't stand it.

Liam's first words to me were "u on board to vote out ruby?" Like wow Liam, I guess I'm very important to you, just using me for a vote, thanks. I know who I want out of the game after Ruby now, since I can't swing the vote now, and I hate Ruby more so I want her gone.

This vote should be easy. Ruby should be gone. If I somehow have been played this whole time, and I go home. Feel free to slap me in the face, and also reserve a spot for me on Salvation, because me going home is absolute crap.

Also, a funny note I should add. My high score for Winterbells is around 167,000,000. If I would have done the Winterbells portion, we would have won. Oops, sorry not sorry. At least I don't have to here from the Dictator aka Ruby anymore!

See you never, Ruby. I probably will never talk to you again. <3

"uspekh"

- I just DOMINATED that challenge, I got a higher score than EVERY person who played in it combined, and my hours of being a bunny hopping into space by jumping on bells have payed off. I think with that, I have secured myself in a safe spot for at least this tribe, but I am scared if I were to absorb onto another tribe that I would become a big target because I plan on doing amazing at every challenge. Anyways, I made a final 2 deal with James on day 1 and we plan on expanding with Taylor and Ziggy creating a majority alliance, Taylor actually brought up us four which makes it perfect, we just need Ziggy to join in. Only problem is, I actually like Rebekah and Molly, although I haven't really talked to them, I feel as though they could be major assets to my game further down the road.

"slava"

- I did the puzzle. I did it 44 times. I counted. And I got my time down to 5 minutes, 53 seconds after tons of trying, a few tears, and a semi-delusional attempt at 4AM that resulted in a time of 13 minutes and 29 seconds (and a lot of sleep-deprived laughing at myself).

BUT WE WON! WE WON IMMUNITY AND TOOK FIRST PLACE!

I may have shit-talked a few of my tribe members in the NAA Alliance chat (specifically Nickson, for being a little bit clueless, and Fonda, for complaining for 12 hours straight about playing Winter Bells), but it didn’t matter. We’re safe, and we clearly work well together, even if I’m questioning my sanity every few minutes. Which, I should clarify, I am.

"slava"

- I’m worried I’m starting to play a Parvati-style game. I know I did really, REALLY well on the puzzle for the challenge, but right now my game is very social. I’m talking to my alliances, my tribe as a whole, other Kamchatka players on other tribes… I’m already basically flirting and charming my way right through the first few days of the game. I didn’t want to be that kind of player… But I guess I didn’t really know how I was going to play this until I got in here. And hey, I’m good at flirting. If by flirting I mean awkwardly starting conversation and calling myself a troll. Because I’m excellent at that.

"uspekh"

- Halleluigah!... or however it's spelled.... We're NOT Matsing!!! I was so worried that we would lose because of my poor flash game skills. Good thing that score of 6660 wasn't a sign of bad luck! Luckily Rebekah did worse than me, and Erik didn't even submit. Erik was our original target when we thought we lost. He will probably continue to be our first target. A new alliance has formed between myself, James, Ziggy, and the challenge beast Bryce. They are all great people. I've talked to them the most, and they are my favorite tribemates! I do really hope to work with Slava Lindsay in the future. I know she knows this, and I hope it will help me out in the future if a tribe switch occurs and I'm in danger. Unless of course she thinks I'm some weirdo or creep... then uh ohhh for muah!

"pobeda"

- We're gonna Replace Ruby for Andreas because she's pretty strategic and nobody really likes her. #harsh but yeah.

"slava"

- I do not know if we're only suppose to give them when only at tribal council or how to even properly do this so hopefully they'll get better the longer I'm around.

-Winning the first challenge is definitely a moral booster for our tribe. I feel the majority of us our pulling our weight.

-Winning early on is making me love my tribe. I know it's day two but I'm already terrified of tribe switches later in the game.

-Lindsay and I literally blew the other tribes puzzle's scores out of the water. It was kind of sad to see them do so poorly. And even Ruby who was suppose to be their leader for that challenge.