DING DONG!! Your Time’s Up!/Confessionals

"aumakua"

- Holy shit. Ok so Sora, Nick, and I had wanted Ali out because of many different reasons, but for me it came down to the fact that I had saved her 2 times this game and she did not seem very gracious of my efforts. Going into this vote, I was nervous that it was going to be a 4-4 with Audrey Nick Sora and I on one side. I am so happy that Declan proposed a plan that kind of got Ali out! He said let Lexi vote Audrey, let Nick, Sora and Audrey vote Ali, but me him Maya and Ali would vote Lexi. As you can tell by the vote, I turned his 4-3-1 vote in favor of myself and got Ali out. I need to play damage control with Dec and Maya, but I think I scored some brownie points with Lexi cause I technically saved her. Final 7 holy shit ok wow I am just shocked I made it this far!

""aumakua"

- As I was told, Alex went and it does suck a lot. I knew it was coming and was even ready for it to happen last tribal and the tribal before until I contributed to it changing both times, but even so it sucks!! The plan I put into place, I knew to keep Nick and Sora on my side it had to fail, but I was hoping a little bit that it worked and either Audrey or Rob voted out Lexi. I really think it's best for my game that Alexandra is eliminated but personally it does suck.

Looking on the bright side however, this is a perfect opportunity to get Rob eliminated. Maya is down, I think Audrey might be down if I talk to her. Rob has been a force in this game to say the very least but it's too aggressive and by getting rid of Alexandra, he's lost a layer of protection from Alexandra and I. Maya herself has been targeting Rob but stopped doing it every time because Rob acted like he trusted her, now he's blown up his own game.

I really think I'm handing the game to Nick and Sora but I feel like they are Wendell and Domenick and I don't know what to do. It makes sense for them to cut me really, they don't need my vote any more so I might try to suck up to them, follow their every move and see if it can take me to final tribal. They both have idols, not sure what I can do to stop them at this point!! Sora in particular is in good with everybody. They're both amazing players, it's quite scary, but I do think it's telling that I was the only person in my group to go out of my way to become friends and allies with them!! David and Alexandra didn't and it might have cost them in the long term I think. Nick and Sora have really ran this whole game and if not me haha, I think one of them deserves the win. " ""aumakua"

- Wow. This vote was nerve-wracking.

Alexandra being gone is the best scenario for my game, in the circumstances.

But the more things are going the more I'm getting to be a seen as a big threat. I'm just wondering how much I can push my social bonds to save me.

I've totally guilted trip lexi by telling her that I wasn't after her before/after the vote. Now she thinks I am not after her and I feel like she will want Declan or Maya out before me.

We are just entering the worst portion of the game. It's just a matter of who will flip before who and who will play an idol before who... this will be a really hard one. Best case scenario would be Nick and I flipping on Rob this round I think... Because if we wait too late, he'll do it before us... " "aumakua"

- I KNEW IT I FUCKING KNEW IT ROB IS SHIT. NOT ONLY HE DID LIED TO ME ONCE HE DID IT AGAIN. you know what i’ve been wanting to get him out since the day we got merge and i should just fking go for it like i’ve been contemplating the whole time because I still wanted to give him more chance and see if he really wanted to go further with me. but this just sets it, he screw our relationship by telling lies about voting for lexi but then flips, ew his lies are disgusting.

"aumakua"

- So this is a challenge where we need to be alert for 24 hours straight! I dont know how Lexi is doing it, but she is already pulling away and can respond in .31 seconds. I would love for Lexi to be here in the final 6, but I do not want her winning immunity. In people's eyes like Declan and Maya she is a huge threat for competitions, so they want her out. This would be great for me because Lexi will be on the receiving end of votes as opposed to me. I am telling Lexi that Declan wants her out so she will vote him too. This allows none of the votes to be on me so if an idol is played then I am in the clear. However, if Lexi wins immunity, Declan and Maya's target will shift and since I betrayed them last vote it can shift to me. So now, I am trying to convince Lexi to throw this challenge. I am telling her that if she keeps up this pace, Declan and Maya will want her out more in the future and more people will side with them since they will see how big of a challenge threat she is. Additionally that the hosts will not post as many questions later if she has such a big lead, it would be trivial. So Declan and Maya who live in different time zones will be aggravated with the lack of posts when they are on. This is just a way for Lexi to slow down enough so someone else can swoop in and get immunity so she remains a recipient of votes.

"aumakua"

- So my idol hunt has finally come to an end. Declan clearly has enough trust in me to tell me that he has the idol. I think my best play with it would be to inform him that he is getting the votes so he can use it and send a big player home that is not me.

"aumakua"

- OH MY GOD. I DID IT. I'm so happy. I worked so hard at that immunity challenge, and so winning like- it's the best thing. I've gotten votes at the last two tribals, so now that my name can't be on the table- maybe I can FINALLY get the person that I'm targeting out. This vote, my target is Declan. He apparently wants me out for being a challenge beast, which I'm not though I'm sure my performance this challenge didn't help. He says he think I've been underrated, but that he thinks I have a good chance at Final Tribal Council. I don't know about that though. So far I haven't done that much strategically. My main thing is my social game- which I thought I was doing good at, but I'm not so sure after being targeted these last two tribals. Honestly, I don't know who would be best to have at the end. I would say Declan and Maya since they haven't seemed as active- but Declan wants me out. I guess maybe if I go with Audrey and Nick or Rob would be my best bet? Sora would definitely win in my opinion. He still doesn't have a vote against him. Basically, I don't think I'm making it to the end, unless it's because people see me as a goat. Ultimately, I think if I can just keep winning immunities it will strengthen my case. I don't want to be a goat, and I don't want to get to the end that way. So if doing that leads to me getting voted out then so be it, but I will not be someone's goat. <3

""aumakua"

- Rob! DING DONG!! your time’s up! Not that you messed up the whole entire plan last tribal and now you tell me LIES again while wanting to get either me or declan out. Honestly you are full of bs and I can’t wait to write your name off.

I’m sorry I have to laugh when you tried to bring up about wanting to make an alliance of 4 with me, you declan & sora. yeah i will act dumb but I certainly won’t believe anything that comes out from your mouth yet once again.

I hope I pick the right side this time with Nick & Audrey. Both of them said that they want to work with me since the beginning and I think it is the right time to actually solidify the relationship. Everyone pretty sure know that i’ve been sitting in the middles for a long time and they ofc won’t let me stay there any longer. Getting Rob out would means a lot to my game. I hope I trust the right people since I will have to vote early this time around. " "aumakua"

- At this point in the game, I don’t think it matters who i take to the end. The honest truth is that I have played the best strategic game here. If the jury wants to vote based off of strategy, then I will win again anyone. If they wanna vote based off story/person, then I will lose no matter what. With that being said, I would rather lose to sora or nick that way than Audrey or Declan. So I would prefer to take sora and nick cause they deserve it more, but if these all stars are voting for who played the Best game, I shouldn’t have a problem.

""aumakua"

- I apologize for the lack of confessionals this round again, but I've been really busy to say the least.

I don't have a ton of time so maybe later if I get more time I'll make another one, but I'm in a sticky situation right now.

Rob fucked me over last challenge and bitched about a point or something specifically about me which I thought was petty and unnecessary so I wanted him dead, well I blew off my steam and got over it........... but now everyone else wants him gone lol.. He's been flip flopping too much in this game and now the other side wants his head. This normally wouldn't be an issue but so does Nick. So right now I'm once again in the middle. Do I just vote out Rob with the majority or do I vote Declan with Rob. There's no way I'm playing the idol on him cause I'll need it next round or the one after so I can't do that for him either.

It just sucks cause I don't know what's best, I do think him going now is best for my game but I don't know how to handle the situation. I don't know if he'll hate Nick or me, or how he'll handle it on the jury if he knows I knew or Nick knew. Will he hate if I don't vote him but don't say anything, I have no idea. " ""aumakua"

- So today has been really hard. I've decided it is finally time to vote Rob out. Rob is by far one of the best friends I've ever made online and we've now carried that friendship into real life which is crazy. We've been with eachother for pretty much the entire game. I just know that I can't trust Rob. He knew that people were targeting me this round and he didn't even tell me which pretty much confirms it. We all know him getting rid of Mackie fucking PISSED me off and I just feel like from there on it's been his own downfall. I feel like such a shitty person and a shitty friend but I'm here to play this game and I'm here to win. Which brings me to my next point.

I'm trying to figure out wtf do I do with Sora. I feel like I have a devil on one side of me saying get him out so you can win and I have an angel on the other side of me saying you can't do that he's your best friend. I think that voting him out would solidify me winning, but he would be SOOOO fucking mad at me. Right now, my dream final 3 is me, Audrey and Maya because I feel like I would have a really good shot at winning against the both of them. I just REALLY don't know wtf to do with Sora and it's really bothering me. I just want to win this thing, I've worked my fucking ASS off this season and I'm not going to stop now. There's only 6 days left and I've been fighting since day 1, I can't BELIEVE how fucking close I am to the end. "