Board Thread:Season 19 - Indonesia/@comment-24114312-20140827174944/@comment-25339101-20140827213220

Jamie, being a goat was the plan since the merge. I was aware of everything I said to every body. I still feel really bad the most about calling Recks an irrelevant, and I remember that clearly. If it were just me being rude I wouldn't notice it as it would be a bad habit, but I know all the mean things I said to everyone. I am not that person guys. When this game is over and you read my confessionals you will find out the truth. I'm afraid to read your confessionals Jamie, but when you read mine I never say a mean thing about you or anyone. It's all 100% business and strategy with me. Also Jamie I said in my opening speech that I would own everything I did wrong, and I never said I fought for myself (unless someone was yelling at me and I had to yell back) I said I merely survived. Had Exile Island not saved me, which was probably thanks to my pre-game relationship with Casey, I would have been voted out second tribal council.

9 - Sarah, the answer is obvious, she would have one with a perfect score if she was here

8 - Dennis, he would win the game just being a funny charmer

7 - James L - the forgotten genius mastermind strategist of the pre-merge who could have done great things in the merge

6 - Lucky - I also put him in the wildcard category that I've put Jake in, but he was more of a controlled wildcard. Later in the game he would have probably be a reliable partner.

5 - Jake - You're the wildcard, but a cunning wildcard

4 - Recks - Simply because I didn't know much about you or your game :( sorry

3 - Jamie - Jamie I put you on the bottom. You played a great game pre-merge, but I am not putting pre-merge in this decision at all. You made such a huge error during the merge I can't let you slide. When you knew you were going home you said that I outlasted you, which at first I was kind of insulted by because it was me who got Sarah and Jake to vote you..... it was my move, but then I realized it's true. I outlasted you, because you were a good player but only have yourself to blame for getting voted out. The plan Casey proposed was that the 4 of us (me, you, Casey, and Juliann) would vote Jake out. Something I could have fell for trying to get back into Casey's good graces, but you underestimated my power of observation. Not only during the roast were you going off on me about how Casey wasn't pulling your strings, but every time I picked on Jake you were quick to defend him. That tipped me off 100% that he wasn't going home that tribal, and since you couldn't help but brag to me about how you were in the true threat in the game I worked for hours to convince Sarah and Jake to write your name down.

That's my strategy, that's what I did. Act like a goat, but know how to talk to people without being fake and sucking up to them to get them to make the right moves for both my game and their game.

What really bothers me about the error in your game play is going after Casey? You got me there, because I couldn't foresee it, but I couldn't foresee it because it was a dumb move. Not only did you miscalculate the votes that could be coming your way and her way, but what would your next move had been? Casey was nothing but loyal to you, and you're insulting Sarah and Jake's intelligence if you don't think we wouldn't have banded together to take you out next.

Actually this might have been a bit cruel, but I can't let your huge error keep going unnoticed. :( thanks for the cookie squad, without that alliance I wouldn't have been able to think properly post merge.