Flip The Script/Confessionals

Day 25
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- THE FUCK WAS THAT TRENT? I GENUINELY LIKED YOU AND WAS ACTUALLY TRYING TO HELP YOU BY PUTTING IT OUT THERE TO VOTE LOXIAS OUT AND YOU LEAVE SAYING "GOODLUCK EVERYONE EXCEPT SHERYL AND CHRIS"? REALLY? FUCK THAT. I REALLY fucking hope he doesn't actually feel like that because to me it feels like it actually might HELP my game, now I can tell people trent just said goodluck everyone else except chris and sheryl, he's not going to vote me. I hope he said that to help me BUT IF HE DIDNT, SCREWWWWWWW HIM.

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- Dani saying "feel free to argue with..." because they are in minority just makes me feel like I HAVE to take her to the final 3 LOL

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- WELL THEN! That was very exciting. I've wanted to argue with someone for the longest fucking time now, I didn't exactly go all out like I wanted to because I can't do that in the position I'm in, but I needed her to know I respected her and I needed my alliance to know I'm standing up for jember against her attacks against us calling us boring. I think I successfully accomplished that, although I hope my alliance doesn't turn it into "oh he's just sucking up to her saying he respects her to get her vote" because then im fucked. I trust dani to not vote me out, i trust edward to not vote me out and i'm pretty sure sheryl wouldnt so worst case scenerio it'll tie if i get votes, although i'd like to avoid getting votes as i havent gotten one yet. I just need to be smart about this round and what we want to happen, edward is an idiot wanting to keep loxias but i mean if i dont have backup from sheryl dani and alex to get rid of loxias then danielle will have to go, which might not be a bad thing as she's really stirring shit up.

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- Holy shit, this challenge is a little scary because if I do get all the good answers people might see me as a threat, so I hope they all throw it at other people, so I can flip the script and get those people out, trololol

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- To be honest I really hope people aren't going to praise Danielle for being in the minority and doing nothing to help herself, i mean she's had 2 rounds now to talk to people and try to blow everything up and she didn't do jack shit for xavier, she didnt do jack shit for trent and only now while she's in danger is she going to try to put the spotlight on her, and the whole fake idol shit was clearly to get people to like her. There's been so many great underdogs who were the last of their minority alliance and I really hope Danielle isn't put into that category. Sorry not sorry bitch.

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- Well, today is the day. I can choose to either tie the vote this coming tribal or stir the meth at f7. This is a tough decision m8. It's my life in this game.

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- That week was just, a major flop. Loxias and Michelle said they’d vote with me and Trent but alas, they didn’t, which really sucked because Trent got voted off and I genuinely liked talking to Trent just about anything and everything and now I can’t do that and I’m so so sad. Trent being voted off made me realize that I really was alone in the game, and that’s when the fire lit under my ass and I think I’m actually starting to play Survivor

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- ...touchy subjects. like i know a thing or two in this tribe. ugh. i feel dumb about the xavier vote right now. i hope danielle would win so that something different might happen. i could be voted out this tribal and damn it'll be okay for me. at least these people aren't the modern day old school palau.

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- So I just cut a deal with Michelle that we're not going to vote each other out until the Final 4, and I just accepted, considering I don't see Michelle going anywhere for a while and Chris is a big target, which means he will go before then. If we go to rocks and Chris/Dani/Sheryl go that means Loxias/Edward/Danielle are the next 3, if Edward goes Loxias/Danielle/Chris are the next 3. Either way, going to rocks will further my position a lot, unless I draw it, that would be the moment I should throw myself from a cliff ROFL

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- MY FEELINGS

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- So Danielle started talking like a shit, attacking Jember and almost begging for her life asking everyone to make a big move. Like hello, doing a big move at this time is like suicide. I’m happy that I’m part of the majority, but real game will start once all Malasan are out of the game and jember start attacking each other.

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- You know what pisses me off and something I've been thinking about is that danielle keeps saying how this game is boring and not fun and that people need to make a move to make it exciting. Sweety please, just say that you want people to make a move to be safe and I'll respect ya a hell of a lot more, because that's the truth. And what else pisses me off is that we're probably going to make a move and vote loxias out and she'll still be like "it's boring" and she will probably get the fucking credit for it from the audience when she has done jack shit since we've merged to try to get her out of the position she's in. That's what's frustrating, is that she's probably viewed as this minority queen when she doesnt do anything. Enough about her, time to vent about edward. I brought up last night that no one should take anything personal in this challenge and should still stay together, like im not going to take anything personal I could give a rats ass. Parvati was named mistakenly thinks is running this game and won, so many people have been named bad things and won so I don't give a shit. But edward is probably going to throw a hissy fit which is fucking pathetic. Oh how I cannot wait to vent about him if he does that, cannot fucking WAIT. Also idk how I feel about my position in the game, on one hand I feel relatively okay, we're working on an alliance, michelle dani and I with sheryl which I think we're going to get on today, I have the formidable five so in that sense you'd think im safe but idk i just get really paranoid, im sensing vibes from alex he's not so on board with me as he was which also pisses me off that he lets others influence him, in this case danielle who was going on about how im the leader, which is disgusting because he should be able to make decisions for himself and not be influenced by others but w/e thats the game I guess.

Day 27
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- Ya know, I'm happy that I don't deserve to be here, and I'm one of the most gullible. Although I was probably lied to by my allies, What can I really do now? If I try to pull a blindside, it's not gonna do much, unless I can pull lox in

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- Well the challenge wasn't that good, Loxias won so now we can't get him out. Looks like Danielle has to go now. Oh well! I really don't care that I was answered a lot, it's good to know people are thinking about me But I really couldn't care less this is a game people had to answer someone and I understand, I just think it's funny I was named like most bitter juror because I really won't be a bitter one. Also the hate to see win and biggest poser was kind of funny to see. Although I'm glad people think I'm most likely to return Good to hear. I find it funny alex answered himself for trust with your life, oh hunny. Hopefully no one takes anything personally and we can just move on and vote danielle out. I just need everyone to stick together for one more damn vote then I can go and do what I need to do.

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- Damn looking back at this chart alex reaaaaaally likes to toot his own horn! He answered himself for the romantic date, donate money to charity, most likely to return, trust with your life, he REALLY thought people would pick him for those things. So sad.

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- I lost the immunity, big shock now. I am so never gonna win an immunity, But Me and Chris got the best ones, I have surprised people so far and I MAKE ALL THE MEN SWOON! This is another easy vote, Danielle 's goose is cooked at this point, she's done everything from throw us under the bus to scream her head off. I just hope I don't get LaShawna'd out of this game. if any of these stupid heads write 'Dani' as shortened for Danielle and it goes to me I am going to shoot someone in the face.

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- I had a long conversation with sheryl and it seems like we hae the same mindset moving forward which is good. She thinks that the all womens alliance plus me is a good idea and I trust her a lot. I don't think she'll betray my trust either. But we had a good conversation and I feel good about her. I also talked with mikey, like I guessed he was all depressed over the challenge like fuck off, but I think i made him feel better and i dont think he has a problemw ith it anymore. Sheryl told me danielle has been going around trying to get everyone to make a big move, I'm expecting a vote or two but I don't expect more then that, hopefully. I'm going into this tribal feeling hopeful that i'll still be here although anything could happen. Danielles ass needs to go.

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- ROCKS!

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- I find it funny how Danielle in her tribal answer was like "oh i didnt come here to play nice and bow down" okay then sweety, where were you then for the last 2 fucking rounds? Oh that's right, you sat back, played nice, bowed down and didn't do anything. She's playing to the audience and it's fucking pathetic in my eyes. She doesn't deserve no support from anyone, she can go home.

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- Yep, I fucking SUCK at that social psychology challenge, and Loxias winning shocked me because he like hates everyone, how the fuck does he know the Jembers LMFAO

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- So I have a really bad feeling I'm going to be voted out, everything just seems too quiet, I mean I talked with everyone about the vote individually and in the group chat and everyone seemed like they were but I just have this gut feeling it's not going to go the way I plan it to go and I'll be finding myself voted out, and it sucks because there's nothing I really can do about it at this point. I really hope I'm wrong on this one but idk it's just something I'm feeling. I hope it's just paranoia. I really fucking do I can't go home before MIKEY. Oh god I can't even think about it. Hope this isn't my last confessional in Java.

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- If this works out PERFECTLY as planned, Edward will draw a purple rock in the vote and then I can run right back to Chris and be like "oh lol it was Edward who went to rocks and he was eliminated himself, idiot" because that way Chris will still believe me and I can sit my butt in the middle of the game with nobody thinking about voting me out, really

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- There was a touchy subjects immunity challenge and I won! It feels great because otherwise I might have been going today but that won't happen. The Jember plan is to continue with pagonging, Chris texted me once again y to ask if I am good with voting Danielle. But the real plan is to go into a 4-4 tie. Alex texted me and asked if I am willing to go to the rocks. I agreed because that is the best solution for me. So if things will go how they are supposed to go, Me, Michelle, Alex and Danielle are voting Sheryl, no one will flip at the revote and hopefuly, Chris, Edward or Dani will go home on the rocks. But I dont trust Alex at 100%. He may be just fooling me, only to make me turn on Jember once again. This vote is a huge risk I have to take if I want to go to the FTC

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- Um Edward thanks for being such an idiot and revealing your final 3 deal with Chris and Dani to me because now I know where I stand with them and secondly I know that I can use that against you when the vote goes to rocks and send your ass home by telling them you flipped, baiiiii. Well.... unless I draw the rock then that shit is fucked oops

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- well, sheryl won't bite the chris and dani duo. in fact, i'm most certain sheryl said that to chris and dani. here's a breaking news tho. alex will flip. so he said. hallefreakinlujah! here's to hoping the madlox (me, alex, danielle, loxias) will push through rocks. but wait what's this? mikey's willing to flip as well because apparently he was pissed being called gullible. hey, who else can he talk to right? lmao. the madlox is voting sheryl for a possible tie, but dammlox (danielle, alex, mikey, me, loxias) can vote sheryl out straight away for the tie breaker. holy crap. i don't really trust anyone in this tribe anyway tbh. not loxias, alex, or mikey (so much for alliance nicknames), or even the shady girls+chris which, well, i think i'm a part of but not necessarily because these people talk to me only when tribal is up. and mind you it's just only for a few chat lines. ugh. i guess it's good because i don't give a damn about owing anyone anything plus i can flippity flop anytime lol. so i'm hoping this works so i can mess around and put jenn brown's vote out to justice.

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- I'm so surprised that people are giving me all the information I need into my basket though, like is it Easter? All those chicken pooping out all those eggs for me to poison them, fry them and serve them to all the idiots that think they are running this shit, haw haw

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- What did I FUCKING tell yall. I said I knew something was going to happen I knew it, that challenge always fucks with me and always the least stable person ends up going out of fucking control and flips. I was able to get loxias to tell me one person who flipped and he said michelle, i hope it wasnt a lie but i think it'll be easier to either flip michelle back to us with this information or keep michelle on our side in the revote. I think mikey is a fucking lunatic and doesn't know what the hell he's doing in this game and I think he flipped, it was him or alex either could be the one who flipped and im trying to get loxias to give me the last person who flipped. I'm starting to think though he's not telling me the last person because he lied about michelle flipping and wants to cover for alex and mikey. I don't know. Either way I'm not going to stop at all today in getting information and talking with people and throwing people under the bus, ANYTHING to get danielle out of this game.

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- Do I really need to think anymore? I literally can't trust anyone anymore, and am sure as hell that Sheryl is screwed to hell

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- People are idiots sometimes I swear. When you identify a threat you take them out, danielle has the perfect story and people are literally handing her the pencil to finish her story which is outlasting her entire original tribe, then breaking into a solid group of 7 and making it to the end and winning. I would hand her the win in a second if she managed to do that because that deserves to be rewarded. I don't see why everyone else in this game feels the need to hand her the win at this point, it's fucking stupid in my opinion as to why anyone would want to do that. Danielle sweety I'm not going to give up and I'm going to fight my fucking ass off to get you voted out of this game. You'll see.

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- Hahaha, the vote came out as planed, there is a 4-4 tie between Danielle and Sheryl, Chris is now playing the psychologist and explaining me why I should change my vote, and why I am so stupid bc I flipped. He said that I was involved in his future plans and that he would have told me about them right after that tribal...Well, I might be a bit naive but definitely not stupid. So bye bye Chris and the whole Jember alliance, see ya at the rocks!

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- I have a gut feeling that alex flipped he's just so fucking shady and just in everything he's saying he seems too calm about this entire situation. He said that "we will be okay im sure" "dont crack your head too much over it" obviously he wants me to not do anything and not worry and not talk to people. I don't trust him at fucking all, and I don't trust loxias. I really think mikey and alex flipped and I need to convince mikey to flip back. Alex is a shady fucking bitch and it's so obvious that he's trying to cover for himself by throwing mikey under the bus, because he'd think because of all of the shit we've talked about mikey that i'd just assume "yea it was probably mikey" and he'll be covered. He's a snake and I can see right fucking through him and I think he thinks he's playing me but he's not. Alex if this re-vote goes the way I want it you're sorry ass will be handed a 7th place quicker then you can fucking blink.

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- Dani is something else let me tell you. She legit comes on doesn't give a fuck and starts telling it like it is. I love it, and she makes a group chat without consulting anyone I love her she's fucking amazing. I talked with michelle it's so fucking hard to talk to her I swear. She doesn't make much sense when she's talking and it's awful but i need her to flip. Alex is pathetic. He for sure is probably laughing his ass off saying "haha i tricked them all" which I mean he looks like a fool right now as we all know he flipped, but it's best to just play dumb with him. and let him think what he wants so he gets blindsided next. Right now it's looking like a 3-3 revote, loxias may or may not vote danielle as well as michelle, i dont know nor do I care to know where alex's head is at so yea.

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- OH. MY. GOD. ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE GOING BANANAS.... I FUCKING LOVE IT! They're all going crazy over the tie it's just so fucking sweet to see people finally have a meltdown over a vote lololol. Chris is REALLY gullible if he thinks that Edward actually voted Sheryl but I mean good for me

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- Chris sucks

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- Welp I've come to the conclusion that my entire game was ruined based on that immunity challenge so I would like to thank the wonderful hosting team for providing us with that challenge, because from it michelle has now taken that her being gullible is her having no chance, and she is now throwing away her entire game for danielle to win. I told her danielle is going to win this game if she doesnt flip, and she said "well i love underdog stories so i wouldnt mind". She's lost it and is out of the game. Alex is fucking retarded and thinks he knows everything when he doesnt and thinks by pleasing the audience he will probably return or something i dont fucking know but he's an idiot. Loxias has always been awful and danielle i'd give her credit for flipping these people but they're all idiots anyways.

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- This is so sweet because Chris thinks Edward flipped and Edward thinks Chris or Dani flipped and I'm just floating by like a little bitch with nobody 100% believing it was me, oh the good ol' villain life, now I better not pick the fucking rock

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- Tbh that touchy subjects challenge got to me. I don't know who to trust anymore, I just feel absolute hopelessness in this game.

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- I confronted alex about him flipping and he basically keeps denying everything and turning it into someone trying to blame him for everything when it's not the case clearly and he tried to make a move and it's backfiring and he's trying to recover. He also keeps saying things like "i think people want the audience to like them" when he's clearly referring to himself. i just find it funny. I also had a longggg conversation with michelle, i tried and tried and tried to get her on my side but it doesnt seem like she's budging, and it's so unfortunate because it really is the best thing for her game if danielle is voted out, but apparently she wants to be a fucking idiot and throw away her game. I use the analogy that what is happening right now is danielle was sitting at home in her room writing her survivor story, and her story was going so well and all of her tribe members were being voted out and she became the last person left from her tribe, and then her pencil broke that she was writing the story with. Then, people swooped in and handed her a sharpener. they handed danielle the thing she needs to finish writing her story, and are going to let her continue writing that story all the way to her happy ending of her being crowned the winner while she stabs everyone in the back with her newly sharpened pencil. That's exactly what's fucking happening and it's pathetic. And I'm probably going to be drawing a rock for that reason. I'm playing with a bunch of idiots.

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- Then, I went on my huge rant about how they weren’t playing the game, and Chris was talking back to me and I’m just like, shut up? I’m allowed to be as bitter as I want. I’ve been to all but one tribal council, and I’m the last remaining person from my tribe. I will bitch and complain as much as I fucking please. I still feel like an outsider in this game, and that I can leave at any moment, because these people have been together since the beginning of the game, and the division between “Alliances” has faded into oblivion, because everyone’s just voting for whoever the biggest “Target” is. I’m terrified that people will think that I’m a target because I’m an “Underdog”, but I don’t want to be described as that. I know that’s what I am, but I don’t want to be described as that because I don’t want people being like “IT’S AN UNDERDOG STORY!!! YASSS!!!!”, but that’s probably unavoidable.

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- Chris goes "OH Mikey sent me his vote" how pathetic is it, play the game normally you can't just ask people in real survivor to pull out their voting paper out of the urn to show it to you. The fact that Chris is so salty about a tie vote that he has to ask people for proof because he can't fucking play the game without being a whiny ass bitch just makes me see through why everyone thinks he's a leader, because he goes out of his way to get what he wants lol. In other words, bye bitch I don't give a fuck, I'm going to purple rocks and if your ass leaves then on a strategic level, I wouldn't be too sad

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- tribal went as planned. i actually left mikey a crazy message before tribal results that if it went to tie, she can vote sheryl out. but alas, he didn't. chris was literally wrote me long ass messages during work. i was like dude, can you not? i'm in a freakin' meeting and he's like demanding an explanation. excuse you. funny thing is, he's the only one scrambling for my vote. and he wanted me to stay in the girls+chris alliance. tbh i can't imagine being in an alliance of people talking less than 10 exchanges and expects me to trust them and be loyal. good lord give me a break.

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- So Michelle is now very annoying and stubborn. I was trying to convince her to flipp back and we need to solidify our all girls alliance and she started talking like it's ok with her to draw the rocks. It's as if this big move that she's talking will bring her to the top. If I got voted out and this girl made it to the ftc, I'll make sure she's not gonna win.

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- You know what's REALLY annoying? When you spend about 3 hours doing the talking to someone who doesn't read anything you've said and refuses to change their mind about something. I've spent 3 hours talking to this woman and she hasn't read any of it. If she just takes the time to read it she'll change her mind, I know it. I've been working so fucking hard all day long to try to get danielle out and it's idiots like michelle who'd rather risk their own game to keep a big threat in that are getting in the way. Ugh im doing all of this work and for nothing it seems

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- Oh I'm so loyal I'm so honest, this is all the shit you hear when people want you to vote a certain way, honestly Sheryl why do you even care you're not going anywhere if the vote goes 3-3 and you're most likely making final 2 anyways.. Well at least I plan on dragging her to final 2 for now unless people decide to be bitter and vote her for being loyal then I will most likely take Michelle because I can portray her as my goat. But realistically I can't expect to make finals that easily, bring it purple rocks

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- This is so so crazy. Alex and Michelle are completely out of their mind. Mickey, dani and chris are now at risk of drawing the rocks, if one of them goes tonight, we will be doomed to minority, and danielle together with loxias,michelle and alex will lead the game. Damn. I am really hoping and praying that it will be michelle leaving tonight.

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- I was able to get Michelle, Loxias, and Alex to vote with me at the very next vote, and make it a 4-4 tie between me and Sheryl. It was a huge gamble putting my trust into them, and hope they’d cause a tie, but I had nothing to lose at that point. Then, once it did tie, all I could do was hope and pray that they tied it again and let it go to rocks while I was immune, AND IT DID GO TO ROCKS and it was just, the BEST moment of this game. It was so fucking amazing. People say that Diamonds are a girl’s best friend, but I like to think that rocks are a girl’s best friend. Dani ended up getting rocked out, which, I have to admit, I did, and didn’t feel bad about. I felt bad because Dani liked the game and was actually playing it (unlike Sheryl, who doesn’t deserve to be here), but at the same time, I was either her, or me getting voted out, so I don’t feel bad that she got voted out instead of me.