Board Thread:Season 52 - Tasmania/@comment-31855306-20190416050728/@comment-27489225-20190416131656

Hey Catman,

Sorry to let you down on the speech front, not gonna lie I was watching Game of Thrones trying to catch my ass up. Anyway, I think I was inactive at the start of the season and time zones didn't help me in the back end of the season either but I guess I cant go around blaming them forever. I do however think to some extent inactivity was a nice little thing to fall back on whenever I needed to downplay my game. I mean even the merge vote, people cared very little about me and I do believe Seamus, Benj, and even you probably thought JJ was a better option because I'd be a great little inactive goat to take further and vote with you. Anyway thats probably not the hard hitting, stuff you want to read.

First off my social game is flimsy and I'm not typically like that but I did neglect the one world thing (because I spread myself to thin with orgs), and I didnt talk to many people beyond fake fights and just irrelevant voice messages about who knows what! I get my social game let me down a little this season. Heres the thing... I'll go through everyone and honestly tell you what I think of people, and no I wont know a lot about each of you because yes a lot of talk was about the game, or like I said was irrelevant babble, but I'll do it. However if you guys get offended, just know I'm mostly commenting on the in game person I met and not you as a human.

JJ: I hardly knew you, like i said I neglected one world and therefore neglected getting to know you. I couldnt even tell you if you were on my tribe honestly and thats completely my bad. I got second hand information that you were nice but I really didnt bother to follow up.

Seamus: I feel like I knew you but I didnt know you and to be honest I think that the whole just knowing you trusted me and I trusted you in return was nice. I think you and Benj had this tight thing and if it were up to you both I would've been your little bitch. I thought you were a cool guy but you were socially savvy and had you're ride or die (benj), and your little bitch (me) in one corner with your numbers in Catman and Brian just willing to come along. Just how I saw it. You were super nice though and were inclusive, funny, and just a good guy.

Brian: I feel like Brian you were kind of like me in a small way in the sense that you also used inactivity to your advantage then had an idea to break out later in the game and fuck shit up. When you messaged around asking people to save you I actually felt a genuine human emotion and that was shit. Falling on the wrong side of the numbers though and giving power to two people who had to much at that time kind of ruined it for me. We joked about you being forgotten about and once you sent me a message about getting messy and that was fun, but yeah ultimately I think we didnt ever click because of your inactivity and my inability to put in effort to get to know you.

Zack: 'Final Tribal council is for women and gays only' was my favorite quote from you and I hope Hayden and Benj are gay or I'll be disappointed. I remember bringing up Seamus' name to you and it was a lot of fun that whole night because I got to hear your voice and its my favorite thing. Voting for people based on Ari songs they liked was probably my second favorite thing about you. Honestly I dont even give a fuck about this sounding like I'm a suck up because I am being honest. For some reason Brians vote out sucked because he was begging but your vote out sucked because you were iconic and you were giving everyone power on the Ronnie/Bryce side of the fence. Anyway icon, cat man dont hate me but I aint saying a bad thing and idgaf if I dont get youre vote Zack and I probs wont when I say what I'm about to say. I dont love Ari and the first time I hear 'Break up with your girlfriend I'm bored' was the same day I told you it was my favorite song. Oops!

Catman: The fact that you go for the West Coast Eagles makes me upset but I mean whever you hardly support AFL anyway so I guess I cant get to mad. I think we only ever bonded over fake fighting, I remember saying some things in the tribe chat, some real some fake but I mean I pretended it was all fake because I needed to keep you at least thinking we were friends. Most of the time you are right we only spoke strategy or I got messages like 'meow' which I mean that was your thing whatever. But yeah I thought you were fine except that you and Benj were tight and I didnt like that. I knew you didn't trust me so I kept our convos brief or non existent.

Bryce: We hardly spoke I think most of the things I spoke to you about were lies or were just me being stupid and messaging you silly shit like I think I distanced myself from you because I didnt think you trusted me at all and I did the same thing with Ronald so I mean yeah, I out in little effort in the social department.

Abi: You were a little hot and cold in my emotions towards you. Some days I'd just about tell you anything and everything and would talk game with you so much i swore I was on crack. Other days you would try to take the reins and run off and that annoyed me. Actually I remember a time when you shut down an idea of mine during Zacks vote out and thats when I started plotting to take you out. I told Benj about everything during Hedgers vote and then from there the rest is history. Youre paranoia was in some ways annoying and in other ways interesting to watch develop. It was one of the ways in which being semi inactive at times worked for me because people just had to trust I was voting with them, where as hearing that you were talking to others about the vote lots more then you needed to, to confirm was quite obvious as to who we were planning on working with. Anyway, not hate like you were fun, I liked talking we had our moments but I hope you aren't to upset.

Ronald: I sort of explained you in Bryce's because I did distance myself a lot from the both of you. The only time we really talked was to confirm votes because I knew you didnt trust me so I was just careless, admittedly not my best move of the year but Yeah it happened I cant go back.

If thats not ruthless enough for you then I mean its as honest as I get and I'm not here to completely destroy anyone, I'm just saying I'm going to be honest, ruthless if my honest opinions have a reason to be, and I'm not going to sugar coat it to get votes. I would much rather honesty as opposed to someone pandering me for votes if I was on the jury. If I'm honest the only way in which I was 'ruthless' in my game was when I voted out Seamus and Abi so maybe ruthless isnt the right word but I sure didnt sugar coat anything, I said what I felt and I guess in that was I wasn't exactly the delightful lovely young lady I should be. Honestly when it comes down to it you have three players that excelled in three areas (or claim to). You have Benj the challenge beast who was 'physical', you have Hayden who claims to be the social butterfly, and me the strategic person. I knew due to inactivity I was probably the bet at merge to be here as someones goat, first Benj and Seamus' and then Abi's but I'm here having been on the right side of every vote, and having had more control over the game then either of the boys beside me. We all played well in separate aspects of the game but the fact that I knew and in most cases put into action, almost every vote out thats gotta be cash able for something. Also if I've skipped over or avoided any of you questions let me know.