The Angel From Hell/Confessionals

Day 29
"balegdeh"

- And just like that, coming back from tribal I’m the biggest idiot in this game. Not only did Dani and Jenna turn on me, but so did all those girls from our alliance too. I honestly am still in shock, like I really did not see any of that coming and the fact Jamie played an idol on me was only because she had to pick a second person to use it on, not because we thought I was in danger.

I would be less mad about this whole thing if it was at least strategically smart for them to do this, but it just really isn’t? Like now one of Audrey, Chelsea or Jessica is 100% going next, because according to Chelsea, they were bored.

This whole round has completely flipped my perspective on the game. I was being nice and kind to everyone, just because I liked everyone and wanted to be their friends. I don’t care about being anyone’s friend anymore. They want to target the angel for being nice? They are about to see the angel from hell about to come back and bite them. I literally have no sympathy whatsoever for Dani and Jenna too, I don’t care that half of this tribe talks shit about both of them cause they just sided with them. They are really annoying me clearly making this personal by putting Tyler was robbed on their parchments, like shut UP. I didn’t hold Ally going against either of you and now you both just lost your shoulder to cry on. There’s a new era of Sydney Bright coming to this game, and everyone should be afraid of what that means for them.

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- Hahahahahhahahaha. What was I thinking?!?! Me, Audrey, thinking I'll be having minimum damage control to do, lmaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

-_-.

So, I think my relationship with Jamie is mostly intact except that she will probably go after Chelsea and Jessica sooner rather than later and I do not care about that. Jared and I barely talked to begin with and I did a bit of damage control but at the same time I couldn't care less. Szymon was busy today but he is active now so I'll start my damage control with him as soon as i can. He supposedly wanted to turn on my, chelsea or Jessica at F9 so he has no say in being mad since I didn't even attacked him. And Sydney, she is so upset about the situation and in a way I understand why. But also, she has to get back on her feet as soon as she can. I feel like this was only good for her. She is now on the "minority" and will continue to fly UTR watch her. But I won't forget her. I explained the real truth to her, everyone else was bs-ing her so I figured that my honesty might give me an edge over the others. I told her that I saw her as a threat that didn't see me in her long term plan and that she was playing the middle to perfection and that is why she was dangerous for my game. If I didn't flip on her she had the people to do it on me. She told me that she was loyal to the alliance of 7 but .......... you need to talk to me girl I can't read your mind.

Anyway, I'm back in damage control mode like I said earlier but this is what I am used to so it's not like I will suck at doing that. I'm glad we got out a ton of advantages but that can only make me think that a ton of other advantages are out there and that I WILL BE the death of one of them. That's okay to, I just want to be able to leave my mark before then.

As for the people I flipped to : Cali I like her so much she is so precious but I have a feeling she will be voted off because Jakey will probably win his challenge. But her staying would be best case scenario for me.

Jenna continue to be "just there" we had a good talk last night when I "convinced" her to vote sydney over jamie. It didn't take that much convincing. She told me that she saw why I would be a winner.... RIP. I need her out so soon.

Dani is .... Dani. Mariage of convenience, but can be detrimental for my game. I'll see where that will lead me.

And as for my darlings. they are messes. LMAO. Nah, they are good but have you ever seen a group of overplaying people all reunited in the same alliance like that. It's ridiculous. Our target couldn't be bigger, but that's my creation so I gotta assume it. I wouldn't be oppose to one of them being "blinsided" real soon even though I love them to pieces.

My goal moving forward: winning immunity. LMAO, I'm becoming Evan. Bye.

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- I cant believe someone cheated in that stupid challenge akjdhagkjsdhg

Anyway this game keeps changing so fast... Now with this team twist i really want Jessica not to win this, so we can blindside her. I think she's in a brillant position in this game and i don't see any other time to get her out at. Part of me also wants to blindside Jamie, but at this moment that would be really stupid and unnecessary. However im willing to cut off Jamie asap, certainly i donut want to bring her to the final 6. Im aware that there is no way for me to win if i go to the end with Jamie so ill do what i have to do when the time comes. Sydney is probably going to leave on the other team if she doesn't win so.. that isnt so cool either. Cali is not a threat so i definitely donut want her to leave this round

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- Jake is gone and my dreams of us being a final 2 are ruined once again!!!! Five years of trying and yet we still come up short.

I am going back 2 my old strategy of trying to be as chaotic as possible bc I don’t rly care about making the end if Jake isn’t here. Honestly this is not very different from how I was already playing. In conclusion: this game is rigged and Chris Hates happiness and me specifically

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- Day 29 Confessional

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- I would like to personally title this round “Jamie FRANZEL : How to kill a Cali”

HER ASS has been out to get me ever since we damn merged and OF COURSE I’m stuck with her on this tribe and OF COURSE she wins immunity OF COURSEEE AHHGHDHDHDJF

Ok rage over but ya things seem super bleak and it SUCKS to be in this situation right after last round where I really thought I could prosper long term in this game. BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP. I either A. Want to find the idol or B. Make people think I have the idol. Jamie has been known to become a paranoid mess at the inclination of anything so if I can just drop a small seed of doubt in her head that I do in fact have the idol, than tbh I’m sold.

If I do somehow survive this round I have to give credit to Jessica. It does seem too good to be true to think that I had thought she hardcore hated at one point, but even if she’s lying to me about everything she is such a sweet person and I will root for her if she gets voted out. So ya DONT COUNT MY ASS OUT JUST YET!!!!

Day 30
"balegdeh"

- F*CK OFF JANET Vine ORIGINAL

"we have a lot of laughs": the tribe chat/VL confessionals "fuck off, janet": DMs

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- I hate this fucking game so much. How does me, Audrey queen of fifth place, survive a tribal with 5 people ????? Never happened before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway, here is what I want to do. Couldn't care less about explaining more than that: This round what I'm trying to do is telling sydney that me and chelsea will vote with her to get rid of dani because her and jenna are subtle threats that will fly utr if we don't get rid of them telling jenna and dani that I'll vote sydney I'm trusting chelsea blindly on this one but oh well I can't do anything but that at this point ALSO: Lying to jessica and Jamie about wanting to align with Sydney so hopefully they leak that back to her. What I actually want to happen is : Dani, Jenna and Chelsea vote Sydney Me and sydney: votes Dani. If she doesn't play an idol she goes (best case scenario because I'm pretty sure szymon/jared/jamie and sydney is REAL) IF sydney plays an idol : Dani goes IF sydney plays an idol but actually voted me. It ties with me and dani. I have 24h to do some more work IF jenna and dani decides to flip on me : 2 (me) 2 (dani) 1 sydney. On the revote dani goes. If sydney aligns with jenna and dani: I'm done deal.

Voilà. Also I hate all of ya'll copying one of the most stupid twist in Survivor History but what else could I expect from Kingdom Screwer Chris Blue.

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- I gave Chelsea the friendship bracelet and apparently she’s upset about it because it means I don’t trust her!!! IT MEANS FRIENDSHIP DONT TAKE IT SO DEEP. :( I used it on her because she is immune and wouldn’t be like “omg she played it on me she’s voting me out”. I’m clearly just trying to survive!! Anyways this tribal I want Audrey out because she’s a huge threat, obviously Sydney is too but she doesn’t have as many people close to her and I always trusted her 10000x more than Audrey. I’m just hoping she can forgive dani and i for voting her last round, cause chelsea and audrey did as well but i think they told her lies about why they did it.

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- Okay so this twist could either make or break my game.

There was 3 possibilites for this tribal: -Sydney Jenna and I vote Audrey -Everyone but Sydney vote sydney -they all lie to me and vote me out

My vote rn is on Sydney, unless she comes online. If she comes online and proves that she didnt self vote to me, then i will vote for Audrey. If not, then i gotta vote for her :/// i sure hope i dont have to ugh. I wanna make this move :(

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- I'm not sure if i'm going to pull this off, but I mean come on I had a lot of fun at least TRYING lmao! I basically tried to come off as sus and confident and not worried as possible, and planting seeds of potential doubts in Jamie's head was hilarious.

I have mentioned that Jessica is such an angel? Love her. To be realistic, I don't see me and her making it past this tribal together which is really sad how the cookie crumble, but what I can say is that we both worked our ASSES off at an attempt to stay.

In general this round was extremely stressful, if I get voted out then whelp at least I can't say I didn't try and if I stay, well then lol I'm winning this season. (DAMN NEAR COCKINESS I'M SORRY I HATE IT ALSO)

also I'm sorry but dani and jenna basically handed Jamie a W on a silver platter by voting audrey