Leading Lambs To The Slaughter/Confessionals

Day 4
"kawau"

- CAN ALEX STOP TALKING

"kawau"

- Uh... same, Alex? That guy confuses me every time he talks. Like I get he's smart, but holy... Talking to Berk, and he says that Alex is just digging himself a grave, so I show him a thing (see below), and Berk's like: "He probably looks like that." Public enemy #1 will have to wait. We got a youngin' to fry.

"kawau"

- I would like to slap Alex but I can't so I just slapped myself. That is all.

"kawau"

- So, the Alliance has basically expanded to the point where ever person thinks they're in it but Kyle and Kostas. It's going to be Kyle tonight (not Alex) because he's obviously hoping to flip, he doesn't talk to any one and he's totally uninvolved. Essentially, the Fab 4 has convinced everybody that they're in the majority alliance. It's just a matter of the kick order now. Right now I'm just trying to gather my numbers within the alliance (Casper and Josh are both exclusively loyal to me, I'm working on Charlie) and trying to keep every one feeling safe. Feel like we're leading lambs to the slaughter.

"kawau"

- Okay now that I finally got to meet everyone I'm going to do a little tribe assessment. 1) Brian: I LOVE Brian, he's probably my closest ally right now and I really trust him. He was the first person I spoke to about making some type of alliance and we ended up creating the core four. The only thing is he asked Alex to be the 7th member of our alliance and I didn't want that at all. It also led to Alex believe he would be the bottom of that alliance and he exposed it. Other than that Brian is pretty adorable! 2) Berk: He tries to include me in everything he does and he's great to have as an ally. Berk is very insightful, he's called out several groups or pairing in the tribe and I agree what he's said. He knows some things that I don't know about so that's pretty useful. He tried to make an alliance with Alex and I, but it blew up before it even started. And not only did Matt insult the alliance name I came up with, but I changed it and he still doesn't like it. Emotikon unsure THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD COME UP WITH THE NAME. 3) Charlie: One of my faves in the game and he's currently the "loose" member of Six Pack, but I think I wanna go deeper than that with him. I rant to him about Alex and he's anything, but basic. Emotikon wink 4) Pav: He's in the core four, but he's the one I trust the least. He's making strong relationships with people outside of the alliance so he needs to be look out for. 5) Casper: He's really smart and he's really trying to downlay his game right now. I think he's a threat that needs to be dealed with later in the game, but for now I'm going to keep him close. :> 6) Kostas: The Greek God, yeah right. When he wasn't here for day one he missed making those starting relationships and that probably hurt him. I think Kostas realized that so he started trying to get in with the group hardcore. Alex had told him about the alliance so he started freaking out and was trying to get answers from myself and Pav, his closest allies. 7) Josh: He's one of the people that's in the background in the tribe. He showed weakness in the challenge so I'm not sure how that will play out for him. I think he's nice, but I don't have any major alliances with him. It sucks because he may be too busy outside of this game to have a good game. 8) Kyle: He's not trying to play this game. 9) Alex: He had given me really bad vibes when I first met him. Brian accidentally slipped and tried to invite him to Six Pack. He's trying to blackmail everyone on the tribe to let him into an alliance it's disgusting. He's really rude. And he keeps bringing up old games, like no one cares. Stop being a douche rocket. He blew up his own game. Emotikon unsure I think if we go to tribal council he's gonna be the first one voted out from our trib

"taieri"

- So whitney left. I think it was a huge blindside. But she spelled my name wrong which pissed me off. its regan hun. Not ragan. Thats not even how its pronounced. also whitney like should know if you f with me youre dead. Hahha.

"kawau"

- Brian exposed to me that C'iere said he trusts Brian most in the game. This isn't good, because I've talked about plotting against Brian with C'iere (nothing too damning, but if Brian knew I was even slightly dishonest I've completely lost his trust). I basically told him C'iere had tried to make a two person pact with me and was really suspicious of Brian. Hopefully I'm sowing the seeds of doubt, I need every one in the fab 4 to distrust each other by the time the merge rolls around.

"kawau"

- You're probably confused as to why I would rather keep Alex over Kyle. Six Pack made a hoax alliance with Alex and I think he's going to actually be loyal to it until he has to turn on it. I tried to talk game with Kyle and he seemed kind of uninterested. I feel like as soon as we swap or merge he's going to instantly flip to the girls. So if we have to go to Tribal Council I think I'm gonna vote for Kyle. If we have to vote again though Alex is a goner lol.

"taieri"

- so i won my matchup so happy I won it. It should redeem me a bit. So far the girls are doing really well. Hoping to pull out a win herr

"kawau"

- I somehow won over Brian and Ci'ere, and I made what I believe to be the first alliance chat on our team. This is with Berk, Pav, Ci'ere, Brian, Casper, Charlie, and myself. They are unaware that Kostas already knows about the alliance, so this puts me in an unfortunate situation. Kostas is a strong player and even though I know he would genuinely work with me, it looks like the situation is such that he has to be the first to go instead. When we lose a challenge, I will get the group to pretend like we're voting Joshua but then actually vote Kostas. Hopefully he will then be eliminated before he can spill our alliance to other players or spill my leaking of the alliance to the members of the alliance. However, I'm not going to let me team know we should eliminate Kostas ("for his individual strength") until the right time.

"kawau"

- Seventh Heaven... If we merge at 10 they will suggest The Ten Commandments as a name? Would not be shocked if Brian, Ci'ere and Charlie had an alliance called The 3 musketeers, Brian, Ci'ere and the Matts the fantastic four and even an alliance called 2 Matts 1 Alliance existed. If there comes another alliance layer in existence I'm calling it right now that they are going to call it the Hateful 8.

"kawau"

- Should Kawau lose the challenge, the vote will be 8-2 against Kyle. The 2 votes will be for Josh, we figured we'd have Brian and Kyle vote for him, and tell Josh that it was Alex that voted for him. Currently I'm mentioning to Josh that Alex wants him gone.

"taieri"

- so britt and alissa had saved me in the vote so i definitely have to work with them. And other people for sure. I need like a 5 person alliance to solidfy something so theres a 5 person alliance of me, chelsea, brittany (the only one i knew prior to this game), daniellaand alissa. I love this alliance so much. Chelsea seems super sweet. Alissa is clearly team regan since she saved me so happy and thankful that she did. Britt is an amazing friend and hopefully will be loyal- so glad I finally get the chance to work with her in a game. In other games things never really aligned for us to work together.

"taieri"

- Faith is definitely ruining her own game with the things she said to Heather. But it's just great because i never really liked her anyways. oops.

Day 5
"kawau"

- So Pav and I solidified a final two deal, today. I believe him. We're both so two faced, it makes a lot of sense to take each other. That being said, I think C'ierre is trying to take Brian over me. So I talked with Brian today about the the end game, and convinced him that because Ci'erre was too social, he'd probably be better off against me. I'm not so sure that's true but it gives me some incentive to stay true to the Fab 4

"kawau"

- I'm pleased we won another challenge. But the longer Kostas stays in the game, the higher risk he will out the alliance. I wish I hadn't told hom about it when Ci'ere was late to accepting me into it.

"kawau"

- I'd love to do confessionals for you guys but it's just going to be me talking about how much Charlie slays and how much Alex never stops talking

"taieri"

- Survivor Wiki ORG Round 2 Confessional 2

"kawau"

- Alex and Kos keep ping ponging back and forth over which is more annoying. Alex drones on with these inane observations that are only interesting to him, and I think, yes, clearly he is more annoying. But then Kos tries to be funny and ends up sounding like a caveman pig and takes the crown. And yet, somehow, neither of them will be the first one voted out cause we're all worried the little gay kid will go running to the girls at first opportunity. What a game.

"taieri"

- I'm literally lying left and right phew this is too much

"kawau"

- We've come to the point where pretty much every one in the tribe feels safe. Pav, Casper and I were able to create a fake alliance with Kostos and Josh in order to keep an eye on the two of them. Kostos is totally oblivious and Josh is so grateful for me "saving him" that he proposed a final 2 pact. Things have stabilized (after a lot of hard work) which gives every one a chance to think farther down the line. The order of vote offs is going to be Kyle, then Alex, then Kostas, then Josh, then Charlie (we'll see if C'iere tries to make a move move before his ally is voted off), then Casper, leaving the Fab 4. I really do want to make it all the way with the 3 guys I started this with, but I foresee C'iere trying to make a big move. My options are basically 1) trust the fab 4 and go to the end with them, hopefully going to the end with Pav or Brian 2) voting off C'iere at Final 5 with Casper, and essentially being in final 4 with 3 guys who think of me as their number 1. I have a feeling that decision is going to decide the game.

"kawau"

- Just so I don't come across as a completely mean dude, I do genuinely like Berk and Casper. Brian is sort of a kiss ass but seems like a good guy and Ci'ere is maybe sneaky but decent. Josh and Charlie are just sort of there.

"taieri"

- Omfg these girls are not budging my brain is hurting

"kawau"

- I think people think I'm a villain? Not my original plan, but okay... This game just got ten times better. *maniacal laugh* Maybe I am the villain. I really hope that I can help him solve this. I think I'm on the right track, but we won't know until he tries.

"kawau"

- "I ate a mix of pro-gay and anti-gay that day." - Alex

"taieri"

- so I guess it's either faith or HLC.. I don't really want to vote for either of them because I don't see why they should be targeted but I guess this early in the game it's hard to vote anyone out. I might just throw a wrench in the game and put a random name down to start some paranoia. But we'll see

"kawau"

- I think I've called Kos at least 6 different things over the course of the game. Why stop now? Ko needs to trim his beard. In absence of any scissors to do the job myself, I'm just going to keep cutting his name shorter and shorter until he disappears.

"kawau"

- quote from Charlie just now - "I actually do (trust you the most) just because you seem the most genuine with your intentions and I don't think you're running around telling people different things y'know" LOL

"taieri"

- Survivor Wiki ORG Round 2

"taieri"

- There's been a rumor going around that the next possible vote for this tribal counsel is HCL. I'm not too sure if that's the truth or not but I might roll with it. People thought that HCL and I had a problem but I didn't. It was probably taken wrong. It was taken wrong but I have apologized to her therefore we are okay. Whitney being voted out was completely unexpected. I casted my vote then has Chelsea message me to change it to Whitney. It was a surprise to me but I wanted to vote with majority.

"kawau"

- So I am finally escaping Alex' s paranoia. The dude is telling the same lie to everyone. Someone would expect that an experienced host would know that everyone speaks with everyone. I don' t know if Ci' ere and Brian are really close, I am really confident that the FIVE alliance is going to stick at least for the first votes even if the other group is real. AT the same time I have started trusting Berk and Casper, my 3 Stooges, and I have a nice thing going on with Charlie, Kyle and Ci' ere. I am friends with everyone, I doubt I will be in danger any time soon. I just want to get Alex out first, which shouldn' t be too hard.

"taieri"

- I have heard that Alissa is being 'friends' with almost every girl on the tribe. I'm not sure to believe it or not but if it is true then that's pretty snakey

"kawau"

- I'm glad we've been winning these challenges. Our first tribal seems to be planned, but it gets more confusing each time I talk to someone.

"taieri"

- Okay, so I have had a ton of crap in the past couple of days with real life that I have not been here & been AS social as I normally am, but these ladies still just do not really talk. I have pm'ed a few this mornin, nothin yet. I am in no alliances. So I guess A.) I am the wild card B.) We are all wild cards & are just gonna scatter votes C.) I'm the damn target. I think I have made a connection with Alissa & Brittany. I seem to talk the most to them. Idk, maybe they are at work. I guess that IS what normal ppl do...but wth is normal, anyways? XOXO

"taieri"

- Messy Confessional 2 for New Zealand

"kawau"

- Berk wants to discuss post merge plans... He's also sure there will be more men than women... And Kostas is already the goatiest goat in the history of goats according to him. I think I'm going to ask him which stocks I should invest in, I think I have found the modern day Survivor equivalent of Nostradamus. Although I'm afraid he'll look as stupid as the people who really thought the world would come to an end in 2012. To think that he's one of the people I'm considering one of the "smart ones"... Most of these people don't seem to realize that survivor is an edited TV show trying to tell a coherent story to keep you engaged and make you feel good. And even then it's often a big clusterfuck... However, in reality it's even a bigger clusterfuck. Right now I'm just hoping to keep winning, preparing for a possible swap as I will have to do my best to integrate well with the girls and just waiting for any opportunity to better my game. I also kind of want to ask some people if they got anything decent during the rewards, but I don't want to come off to demanding or curious. I may ask Berk though. I find it strange that no one has asked me anything about that yet, but I don't want to read too much into that. Day 5 would be a bit early for me to already become a paranoid wreck... But I know that will happen soon enough.