Stroke His Ego/Confessionals

Day 37
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- I feel like I should be on top of the timezone differences by now…

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- Finally got to use my diego parchment… win!

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- My and Miguels plans works great. Diego is out, Tom thinks that he is king and Katie is biggest target for him. Now is so important to win next immunity challenge and vote Tom out. This was awesome move but Tom was just co-worker and not boss.

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- I'm at F5 with an idol! But that doesn't mean I get to rest, I need to make sure that however things turn out this tribal is gonna set in motion me sitting at FTC. I'd hate to finish 4th.

Diego not only had me worried during the game but even afterwards he continues to do so. He left a very suspicious comment that makes me think that Tom might have an idol, which mean that once again we might need to split votes between Tom and Katie.

In the very likely case that Tom wins this immunity, I think I might give my idol to Katie and send Red home instead. That way even if Tom wins the FIC, he will have no choice but to go with me to the end, he would have a tougher time beating Katie in the end over me and I'd make sure to let him know that. And if he loses that challenge then he's obviously going home.

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- Katie is so amazing, like I have so much fun trash talking the other people with her and she's so witty and just awesome, it's a shame really that she's so inactive, we could have been this badass duo together.

Tom's ego has been getting bigger and bigger the more immunities he wins and the farther he gets to the end. First, the dumbass think it would be funny to mess with Rick and tell him that Katie is gonna idol him out,only for the lulz, like that's gonna make Rick not hate him anymore. And then he asks about which Survivor player he is more like, clearly expecting people to stroke his ego (which I do because it will only make it more fun when he realizes how much of a fool I'm gonna make him look soon). The way things are going I'll have no choice but to sit with him in the end and I will literally kill a kitten if that egotistical overplayer crappy guy wins the game. Like, he sucks at the game and I've been saving his ass for so long and he still think I'm the Stephen to his JT, well forget him, I hope he gets trashed at FTC... I'm sure he's a great person irl and an amazing father though.

People have talked about Rick being a troublemaker since Day One but the guy is literally the only person who has never lied to me or tried to get me out during this whole game, I think people overlook just how loyal Rick can be. Sure, he was frustrated early with Tom's ego, but who wasn't? Some people just hide those things better than others. The guy even told me he's willing to fall on his sword for me to get to FTC since he's realized he has zero chances of winning, I can't ask for a better ally really.

I've had this feeling lately that Tom wants to get me out at F5 or F4, the dumbass even said he wanted Katie to vote for Red because he didn't want him in the end with no votes against him, and I'm like : What? Does this fucker seriously not realize that I also have no votes against me? Is he really foolish enough to think that I will buy he'll be happy to go to the end with me without any votes but not with Red? Fuck that guy... So anyway, I told the guys that I have the idol and I'm playing it tonight so they don't try shit on me and stay the course. If someone is controlling this vote it'll be me, not them.

I feel like making a big move tonight, but not just because, I have a legit reason. I plan on playing my idol on Katie and join her in voting out Red. First of all, this will make Tom and Rick to have no choice but to take me to the FTC because Katie will kick their asses so hard it won't even be funny and if Tom happens to lose FIC, I'll just send his ass home and show the jury that I was the one who dragged Katie and Rick there when everyone wanted them out at several points during the game. Sure, going to the end with Red and Rick would be a lot easier but with Tom being such an immunity whore that might not happen and I don't want to risk going to a tie at F4 or everyone realizing I'm a bigger threat than Rick and Red and send me home. Second of all, a flashy move like this will earn me some respect with the jury, especially the impressionable ones like Erlend and maybe get people like Trevor who I never talked to to see that I'm playing my own game. And finally, if everything goes according to my plans, Katie will not trust Tom anymore for trying to send her home, Rick will have no one to turn to since Katie ignores him and he hates Tom, and Tom will be so mad and bitter but ultimately will have no choice but to go fuck himself since I'll let him know Katie will be getting every single vote and he will believe me. Which means that they will all be depending on me for the next vote and not the other way around.

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- Game feels good right now. I have immunity and power again. Now that I'm safe, Miguel had a little confessional time with me. He wanted to know if i had the yum yum idol. I do not, but he confessed that he had the miyang idol.

Things continue to go as planned otherwise, Katie should be going home next. Every tribal council has gone the way I wanted except for erlend. But Diego won immunity that time and put a small, temporary wrench in my plans.

Seems like getting him out was the right choice. Was always a bit suspicious of him since his hard play on day one. Unfortunate for him he turned on me. If we worked together, he probably would've found a seat in the finals and won.

Apparently everyone hates rick and Miguel, and I'm worried they'll turn on me if I don't win immunity next round. But I plan in using red to at least force a tie if need be.

Day 38
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- Oh gosh....i told that Katie is immortal...she is...i don't know why Miguel save her. She can beat everyone in FTC. Now i can be voted out day before FTC, because Miguel don't want tie and firemaking challenge. So if Tom will win immunity, Katie will be probably with Miguel and if Miguel put target on my back i will be out. But Tom promise me that he will vote with me, he don't trust Miguel and he don't want Katie in final. So now i'm like...can i still trust Miguel? i know about his idol but this move was...

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- AHHH MIGUEL YOU SNEAKY SNEAK YOU ARE MY LIFE OMG!!!!! WHERE DID YOU GET THAT IDOL AND DAFKSDHK YOU ARE THE BEST AND I WILL DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING TO HELP YOU WIN THIS GAME!!!! PS: Loving my fans in the viewing chat I just was shown some of the artwork aka my head on stepahnie lagrossa’s haha so good. What makes me love it more as how upset Tom gets over it. “she hasn’t done anything why does she have the most fans” I’m still here aren’t I? ;) <3 you guys!

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- soooo...Miguel used his idol on Katie and saved her. He claims he was afraid that Rick and Red were going to force a tie at final four, putting Miguel up against someone. He also claims that Red trusted Rick more than me. I don't see how anyone trusts Rick more than me or anyone. Red always talked positive towards me.

Either way, Miguel just screwed things up big. Katie will run away with this if she's at the final tribal. Now I really gotta go balls out on this final immunity challenge, because either Miguel is using Katie to send me home next. Or Katie wins straight up and takes the crown.

Then later, Miguel tells me Red and Rick were playing on ousting me at final five if i didn't win immunity. But Red didn't even try to win immunity. Miguel keeps having all these wishy washy plans.

I never fully trusted anyone. Everyone seems to have their knifes out, ready to stab me in the back, haha. GAWD DANG IT

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- My move to keep Katie as a shield for one more vote got me a lot of backlash from people. I had to do damage control with Tom and Rick and not only that but I feel like the jury might not understand the reason why I made the move, if I make it to FTC I'll make sure that I explain my thought process. Ok, so for the FTC what I expect to find there is a bitter as fuck Nick feeling entitled to crap on my game when he himself never had a shot at winning since he was planning to go to the end with Hugo and Diego and didn't even bother to talk to the people outside his alliance. I hope the other jurors are at least open to listening to me when I get to plead my case. Rick and I have really bonded over the last few days, I found out he and I live in a very similar situation within our country and I've found him to be a great person to talk to, I can see myself staying friends with him post-game.

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- Oh Tom...he won final immunity, great we can vote out Katie but like i beat him in few parts and he is so annoying. Like how musch cookies you have, how much blablabla like you won so shut up. his ego is bigger then Earth. When i won individual immunity his first reaction was ...you are cheater like really? nobody can beat you?

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- Put my heart and soul into the final immunity challenge only to come up short to Tom once again… doesn’t he have a child that need holding… ??. But seriously Tom needs to calm it down he is constantly arguing with us and especially the hosts after every challenge, whether he wins (which he usually does) or looses. Everyone is getting really tired of it especially Miguel. Yes Tom we are allowed to get good score too, no we did not cheat... did you?

Day 39
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- I told Katie that I was going to vote for her because I really didn't want her to be blindsided and she was so understanding. Of course I also throw some final shade at Tom and she told me she was gonna do her best to get people to vote for me so hopefully she has good convincing skills.

Rick has pretty much given up by now, which is a shame since I think he can get a decent amount of votes, I mean, Nick hates Tom and he hates me even more, he's probably voting Rick, Red and Erlend might do the same and who knows about Trevor. I would love it if Tom finish last but right now I don't see it happening.

It worked! I actually didn't get any votes during this tribal, even when Tom was shamelessly telling Katie and Rick to vote me out.It feels great because this I feel like validates that the move I made last tribal was necessary to keep the target off me.

Tom is asking now which previous players are parents so you know he's using that as a reason for people to vote for him at FTC, which makes no sense to me since if he wants to state how he can both be a good parent and make it to the end, he really shouldn't have played the fucking button game for 10 hours! Newborn babies wake up like every four hours, take care of them!

Really trying to have low expectations for this tribal in case the jury isn't fond of me. You know what they say, hope for the best but expect the worst

So this is the last confessional for me! It's been so many days since started the game and now it's all ending. I'm really proud of myself for making it this far and hopefully I'll get that sweet title of Sole Survivor!