The Dawn of Brawn/Confessionals

""kelapapantat"

- Getting rid of Alexandra kind of rejuvenated my zest to make it far. I didn't vote out an incredible person and cost them the chance at winning just to flop in the next vote or two. Also, I can NOT get comfortable. Cause obviously Tyler and I are way tighter than he was with anyone else but I still would believe he'd flip on me. I think Ting Ting, me, Tyler, and Danielle as the final four is perfect. Ting Ting would be the jury threat that needs to go, and let me slip into the final 3. Until then, Ting Ting is going nowhere. I just cant justify taking Nadine or Max out at 4th, since it would be SO tempting to drag them all the way.

Though I do have faith already that people want me in the FTC, I have hatched a new plan to make it even more secure. Alexandra knew she was leaving before tribal, so she was messaging each of us about the departure. To me, she said good luck and that she is proud of me, mad at Tyler, and will say good things to jury (by no means guaranteeing a jury vote but defintely optimistic for my chance with her) BUT when I talk to Danielle and Tyler next I will casually ask them what they said to her, they will respond with the typical ""good luck in the game nice meeting you"" answers and Ill say ""Oh... shit. Thats not what she said to me :O She said 'Even though you have no chance at my vote I still want to keep in touch'"" I want to keep planting little things/lies that minimize the perception of me as a threat. I dont need to tone down my playing style to become less threatening, I just need to tone down my perception.

Also, this might be so embarrassing to say, but depending on the jury, I stand a shot against Tyler and Danielle at FTC. Danielle seems pretty strategically passive and a little inactive, so lets assume its between Tyler and I. Alexandra and Jenna are pissed that Tyler turned them against each other, I was the least for getting Christina out, Elmo wasnt as betrayed by me as he was Tyler, and Max always appreciates my honesty. Nadine likes me okay too, the only vote I for sure don't have is Ting, and probably Hannah. Im not saying I will for sure beat him by ANY means but I am saying that if I get asked at FTC why tf I brought such a huge threat to the end, I will have a well defined argument.

Now that me Danielle and Tyler are half the tribe, I like to think that its the beginning of the our official steamroll to FTC: THE DAWN OF BRAWN "						""kelapapantat"

- So right now, it's three brawn, ting ting and Nadine, and max. Max is the least liked and presumably the next vote, but I want to flip it to Nadine and here's why: either Nadine or ting ting has the idol. This is just a fact, so Nadine will play it at final 5 no matter what if she has it, ruining our plans. Also, if Ting has the idol but wins final 5 immunity, she is much more likely to play it on Nadine than she is Max. Basically, Ting Ting and Max have no relationship and would scare me a lot less in a final 5 idol situation. I think I can easily get the vote to flip

Also, with Nadines self vote at final 7 I officially became the last Bali castaway to receive a vote! Dang I'm excited to hopefully get to FTC and see if the jury can respect a UTR yet in control gamestyle!! Should be a fun last few rounds "						""kelapapantat"

- Max has only voted correctly twice I'm crying

For Elmo he voted Alexandra For Jenna he voted Alexandra AND THEN WHEN IT ACTUALLY IS ALEXANDRA ""Ting ting"" "						""kelapapantat"

- ""I totally have the best merge gameplay. (sarcasm!!) Getting left out of things and voting in the minority, yet going to F6 with no votes on me, if you exclude my self vote.

I just told Max and Ting Ting about my idol, and what we should do for the endgame. But right now I'm too pooped and lazy to talk about I've planned so far. It's 2 AM here!

Good night!""

I've been so laid-back so far but this is actually getting stressful because that involves putting effort into the endgame "						"kelapapantat"

- Nadine is heading home tonight, I love that girl but she hasn't been scrambling or making things happen so it should be pretty easy. Personally I think TT has the idol instead of her, only because I can't picture Nadine spending the time to search for it 😬 It truly seems like the final four is Ting Ting Danielle Me and Tyler which I'm FINE with. I truly would love to sit next to Tyler and Danielle and think I could represent myself well at FTC. Ting is going to fit the mold of robbed goddess SO perfectly if that works out how I want it to. I am literally going to FORCE tyler and Danielle to put WERK into the FIC I swear to god if they don't.... ""kelapapantat"

- Me: DAWN OF BRAWN, love this trio, FTC here I come

Also me: hmm what should my blindside reaction be tonight

I'm seriously so paranoid and even if I have little reason to be I will be in edge until the results! I do not want to come in 6th again on a big org :/ :/ wish me luck, adoring fans "						""kelapapantat"

- I do not feel safe at all tonight, I have a big hunch that it is going to be me. Either my paranoia is skyrocketing, my alliance is doing a terrible job of communicating, or its me. I am such a fighter but I am so scared to overplay this vote. i need to get everyone one on one to discuss this and compare notes.

I have NOT voted out my best friend and backstabbed others to come in SIXTH this cant happen to me "						"kelapapantat"

- It seems after every vote coming into the next one I'm always working with the person I voted at the previous tribal council. In this case after failing to vote out Ting Ting last tribal, I'm now working with her in a final 3 alliance with her and Nadine. Nadine told me she has the merge Idol, and that because Ting won Immunity no matter what happens as long as she plays it on her or me, us three will decide who goes home because we won't have to draw rocks as two of us will be Immune. I've really tried my best to push for us to vote out Tyler over David. Tyler has been a snake and liar all game, and has completely played me twice, he's by far playing the best game and he needs to go so I can avenge Jenna and Elmo, I really hope Ting wasn't lying to me and Nadine, and that Tyler goes next. It seems after every failed tribal for me I'm given new life in the game.