Thread:DrMarble/@comment-5825130-20140226203140

Hello, this post is going to be my official explanation for the mess that happened yesterday. Some people are under the impression that I quit due to my failed attempt to flip to the favorites, or that I wanted attention. I would like to clarify that those are both 100% untrue. I quit for one reason and one reason only; I just couldn’t handle it. The Alaorta tribe was already putting strain on me. It was basically Casaya if it was getting Ulonged; it was very difficult to deal with on a daily basis. Yesterday I was already having a bad day, which is probably why I came up with possibly one of the dumbest ideas in ORG history. I decided that in order to secure my safety on Alaorta, I needed to convince the favorites that I was willing to betray the fans and ally with them. So I decided the best way to convince them was to make a blog post attacking the fans. My downfall was that I took it to far. Even though I believed none of it, I said some truly awful things, and hurt a lot of people’s feelings. The flak I received was bad, but what made it truly unbearable was how absolutely awful and guilty I felt for saying those things. I couldn’t handle all of it, and I cracked. I wanted to play so badly, and I still do, but it was too much to bear. I’m not asking for you sympathy, just that the hateful comments stop. And now for the most important part: my apology. All seven of the fans: Nuno, Kaeden, Craig, Sam, Spencer, Mike, and Sergio, I am terribly sorry for what I said. It was rude, immature, and completely uncalled for. I also apologize to Gerda, and the rest of the Madagascar mods for quitting the season they worked so hard to pull off. I’m not asking you to forgive me right away, nor do I expect you to, I just want you to know that I regret what I did and I am very sorry for it. I wish I could turn back the clock and have never done what I did, and continue to play with you wonderful people, but what’s done is done, I’m sorry.  