F*ck You, Jamie Franzel!!!/Confessionals

Day 24
"minerva"

- MERGE! I have accomplished my second goal: MAKE IT TO THE MERGE. (First goal is not be the first person out). So on with the last and the biggest goal of all: GET TO THE END AND WIN. It is still a long road, but ORGers can dream, right? Once again, MERGE!!! Well ummm, everybody knew it, with the whole 36 hour rest or something... And it didn't even had to be 36 hours. Koror dropped out and he was so bitter about his exit. Like he didn't find his exit interesting or whatnot. Little did he know that if he or Josh haven't voted yet, Jamie was planning on blindsiding Brittany. Rumor has it that Brittany has the Caracalla idol. And she is on Jamie's number 1 hitlist. Jamie is all about making big moves, and she is so enthusiastic about it. I know that for as long as I try to play the I-will-go-with-you card with Jamie, I will be off her hit list. But she is a great player, and has the tendency to be a flipflopper, so that is always on my mind. The Favorites are planning to get back together. But after days of being separated, it's like we are still adjusting to each other. We are like long distance lovers, who were practically forced to make love with the enemy - the Fans. Well a lot of people can go and make love with multiple alliances, they enjoy the pleasure but their heart is still foused on the pot. However, some people might get emotionally attached after countless nights of cuddling together. And I know that given the outgoing personalities in Caracalla 2.0, I would expect that everyday their camp is exploding with messages and constant bonding. That's sleeping, in this case, chatting with the enemy. I already have a hunch that Nuno might be protecting Grace and Ethan. It is very obvious on how close they are. But I was able to convince myself when I had a chat with Sora. We were thinking on who to target first, SHOULD the favorites stick together. I pointed out Ethan as the biggest threat. But he countered it saying Ricky is also a threat and that Ricky is a douche. I was kind of sensing a power struggle between the Favorites in switched Caracalla and the Favorites in switched Titus. WHO WOULD BE WILLING TO GIVE UP THEIR FAN? I won't. I won't give Domonique, Brittany, Ricky and (surprisingly) Josh to be the merged tribe's first boot. I have established good rapport with them, that taking them out would only give Sora and Nuno a leverage on having more options - with keeping Grace and Ethan. So it is very interesting on how this Favorites' power struggle will end. One thing is for sure, if we don't straighten up our act together, we are doomed to failure. What is making it fun is this 1-2-3: 1. KATIE - who I still think is my number one, I hope I can convince her to side with me and the fans just in case Nuno and Sora won't surrender Ethan. 2. JAMIE - who is very enthusiastic in being in control and making big moves. She might actually continuously target Brittany, who is in our side. 3. TOPAZ vs NUNO - I know that there is still tension there. I have talked to Topaz to at least downplay the hate and the need to get vengeance from Nuno. We have to get our act together first. And Nuno, he is indifferent to what Topaz is feeling because, well he was seen as the mastermind of his boot. He is gradually becoming a bad guy, and a convenient target. So I really don't know what will happen. This first merged tribe tribal council is sure going to be a crazy one. WHICH SUCKS. Because I have another backpacking trip, this time to see the amazing Tadhana and Galang camps, the beaches of the brains, beauty and brawn, in CAGAYAN! So I might not be able to witness a crazy day filled with paranoia because of this. I can only hope that the people I've built relationships with, and whom swore to watch my back during this impending absence, will really watch my back and not say, "LET'S JUST TOSS OUT IVAN. HE WON'T BE ABLE TO SCRAMBLE ANYWAY." If that happens, RIP.

"minerva"

- Bye Redemption, it's time to say goodbye *cries a little*. I'm so excited to not be a flop right now. My boyfriend will not breakup with me, cuz I made merge now. I can cook some revenge plans against Nuno when im back and omg queen Katie will be there. So I came back and first thing I do is fuck up the idol clue/ game. I don't even know what that was. Topaz 0- Karma 1. My strategy will first be to talk to everyone and see were there loyalities are. For myself I make up the story that im unable to win this thing. I got voted out so my strategy wasnt good enough, take me to the end please. Let's see if it will work.

"minerva"

- So excited to have made merge! Now just to continue talk, gain bonds and strengthen already made alliances

"minerva"

- Just really quick. This is not going like I would want it to go. I've tried talking to like everybody. Nobody is giving me anything, no alliance, no good information. I feel like dead weight. And that's smelly so, dayum. I do still have the dream team alliance from the tyler vote. But that's only 4. And Jamie's doing weird again. "Sora is with us, I tell u"......yeah right...sora voted for me twice. Like why would I even wanna work with him ugh.

"minerva"

- Tyler told me to do a confessional so hiii, happy birthday. What the hell is with these people. This is the first vote after the merge, one of the biggest votes in the game. And what do we have? This cast is dead! There just dead. Did they all block me? Did they finally get real lives? Do they all have some pottery workshop at the same time? Who knows! Also, I knew Katie wasn't the most active, but I did love her and she was probably one of the only people I could trust 100%. So her leaving is not the best thing for my game. But the game must go on (also tell that to the rest of the cast tbh).

Day 25
"minerva"

- I have learnes so much today. Did you know that bullet dildos are tiny rod shaped vibrators, that have a cable and a controller at the end of it, it's for external use, for the clitoris. I didn't. I am in a kinda better position now (I think). I made up things with Dennis and now am just gonna fight him for the sake of popularity. I mean, who doesn't love a rivalry lol?

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- Okaay another, im the confession whore anyways so, deal with it. I could show you how most conversations with the fans go. -Hii -Hii - How ur doing? - Im fine thanks, how ur doing? - Im also good just did blablaba - *Me doing some personal question* - Sorry have to leave for school It's hilarious, I can't get a conversation of the ground that goes further than that^. I'm now trying to do somethiing with jamie, sora and nuno. Yeah im really out of options here..... OH LOOK dom is talking YAAAS. I finally can have a conversation ....*praying*

"minerva"

- Wtf, this puzzle is not even hard, why are people saying it is

"minerva"

- The hosts who love to watch us in pain and torture gave us this 300 piece puzzle for Immunity. When I say torture, it's not an exaggeration but it really was TORTURE. It was hours before my trip and instead of going to bed, I spent hours working on the damn puzzle. I knew the key to win this is to not just do it once, but I didn't have time to redo it. My eyes were falling out. My brain was already complaining. I had some technique to pause every now and then and print screen it on Paint. But even with this technique, it still took me almost two hours to finish it. Dang. I would have loved to be immuned for this highly possible crazy merge's first tribal council. Results are up. HOLY FUCKING SHET. Ricky pulled off an amazing 10 minutes. HOW ON EARTH. Ethan submitted a so-so score. Hmmm.. I was thinking Nuno or Sora kind of tipped him that he is getting across people's radar so he should submit an unimpressive score. Hmmm... Props to Ricky who is one of the Titus 2.0 fans who wants to work with me. I actually tipped him to work his ass off because people are considering to vote him out. And he did work his ass off. Ricky...I can see him rough on the outside, like if you just observe him, I can understand why people would dislike him. He would tend to poke fun at people. But he is actually a fun person to talk to. I'd rather have Ricky stay than Ethan who doesn't even talk to me at all. ...after the result, a heartbreaking disqualification. Katie failed to submit and got three strikes, and is officially out of the game. WHY WHY WHY. This is like one of the saddest days for me in Rome. She was just spilling the beans about Caracalla 2.0 to our alliance, I wasn't able to understand why she didn't submit. I mean, I am super busy too, like I have a life, but the moment I signed up for this, I make sure to allot time to really play it. But she said she did the challenge and sent the screenshot to herself. **cries** This moment reminded me of the heartbreak I got in Kamchatka when Ziggy failed to send in his vote in a crucial split vote tribal council. Katie deactivated her account. And she didn't make it on the jury. Katie, you are a cool chic. Do not listen to whatever you may hear after your exit. I know you told me your worries on this, but keep your head high. And I am looking forward to seeing your name in the real Survivor show as part of the production crew. **sad**

"minerva"

- Honestly though, this game is so screwed over. Jamie is playing HARD, HARD SO HARD, and nobody is doing a single fucking thing about it. Then we have Dennis, who is acting all like "oh whatever ill vote who you want", like bitch please, we know you are acting like you're the mighty swing vote, but you're not, k? Ivan is gone (THESE TRIPS ARE PLANNED TO BE WHEN SHIT HITS THE FAN I BET YA), and Katie, my one true ally had to go (cries internally). Katie, I will win it for you Now, to top that off, Domonique is the only sane person on this tribe right now, and while she is the target (from what I heard), I wanna keep her. Honestly, I want to keep Domonique, not because I don't think she is a threat, but because I may need her later in the game. I need to see what people are thinking, but right now, nobody is really playing.

"minerva"

- I've come to the conclusion that Brittany has the idol. Not only was her vote not accounted for in the first vote, her and Ricky seem REALLY close right now, so I would put my money on her having it. The last thing I want is an Idol ruining my plans.

"minerva"

- I officially hate everyone, omg... this game isn't even fun anymore, it's just Jamie pulling every crazy thing she can do and insult all of her allies at every occasion possible. It's not really a fun game when someone like that is around. Plus, I am PRETTY sure that there is a chance I go home tonight (WHY WOULD THEY NOT VOTE ME EXPLAIN ME THIS). And to top that, they wanna vote off Brittany, who like, has an idol and knows her name is on the chopping block????? And to top that, they are all acting like I was some idiot on the alliance? Like, it makes me want to flip because of these people, but I won't because it is not the best game move right now. Mark my words Jamie, though. I am not voting for you to win....

"minerva"

- So apparently my head is on the chopping block tonight, and my fate relies on if the person we are targeting use their idol. This is my do or die moment, and I am going to do everything in my power to live. I've gathered an army of the people you excluded, and we are fighting back. So if I leave tonight, I know I went out trying everything I could.

"minerva"

- Alright, let me explain, how many times I have said Jamie's gameplay sucks. 7, and it will keep going. I don't understand how a person who completely overplays, betrays everyone and makes it look like a joke think they can win, because I am 100% sure Jamie is gonna be cocky one way or another (as a jury member or finalist). I am not ready to hear her sick bullshit explanations at the FTC, so I need to make sure I stay in this game long enough to take her out. Like, come on, it is gonna be the easiest boot ever, as long as sheep don't listen to a stoner sheperd, it should be easy to pull off. As long if....

"minerva"

- I have a bad feeling about this tribal. I can't put my finger on it but I know I'm more paranoid than I usually am. Normally by now I would've voted, but I'm like still debating if I wanna play my idol and it's because of Jamie. I don't trust her. My gut is telling me that bitch is sneaky as fuck & I know she's been waiting to try some shit. She's got that premade with Ethan and Josh and I think she's controlling Ivan. I think she's gonna get Ivan to play that idol and take the people aligned with Brittany or Brittany herself out. She already said to me it's between Brittany and Ethan and I'm like "Ethan trashes her in challenges, so why would you target Brittany?" Of course she's gonna get Ivan to play his idol on Ethan and take out the next person closest to Brittany who isn't immune, which is me. HAHA NOT TODAY BITCH! Jamie is cool but she's like a strategic goddess and I can't play these games with her. Girl B Y E. Now I could just be totally and completely paranoid for the charts and nothing could be happening. OR I could be right that Ivan & Jamie are planning on blindsiding me. All I know is my stomach hurts from nervousness. #PrayForME

"minerva"

- A fan going this round is not even good for me anymore. I need someone from the other alliance going. I really also need Ethan/Sora/Jamie out of here as fast as possible, since they, despite it sounds stupid, could always team up with Josh + Ethan is good physically, Jamie good strategically and Sora good socially, so that's 3 coconuts knocked down. Then we have Grace who is probably playing the most funny game I have ever seen, like she is totally favorite material, so I wanna work with her till the finale. I don't think I want anyone from the opposite alliance on the finale in all honesty, I mean, they are all threats #00p, but most of all, now I am simply determined to get my revenge. And to kick miss smuggington on the nuts.

"minerva"

- Jamie needs to drop her act. I am sick and tired of having to deal with her for 25 days now, with her insane paranoia, her problematic ways and all of that. Like, yo, if I survive this tribal, it will be my number #1 mission to take down Jamie. Like she would say "Off With Her Head!!!!!"

"minerva"

- Ethan wants to vote the person who may play the idol.... ok, I get he may be going bananas if he is getting votes, but voting off Brittany is legit the riskiest way to go right now, whereas voting anyone other than her out is safer. I can see Jamie is trying to vote Brittany because she doesn't want people to know she has the idol, but this seems too much of a problem. Makes me wonder, who's voting me?

"minerva"

- The merge TC is always crazy but this should be spectacularly insane. If all goes to plan tonight, an idol will be played successfully (maybe even two) and the newly formed Sovereign Six alliance will come into power (even though some of the members will be blindsided by the vote). Right now, post-swap Titus are wanting to stick together which would create an alliance of me, Ricky, Ivan, Brittany, Domonique and Josh. Alongside with Dennis, that makes us 7 strong against 4 Caracallas. Great in theory, but in practice not so much. I was on the bottom of that Titus and although I feel close to Ricky, I don’t really feel close to the others and they’re a lot more threatening that the Caracallas. That, and the fact that Brittany probably has an idol, Dennis probably has an idol and Ricky 100% does have an idol makes me extremely worried about sticking with them. On the other side there’s Ethan, Grace, Nuno and Sora. I’m much closer with those guys and feel more comfortable around them, so me and Josh flipped to them and made an alliance called the Sovereign Six (after the BB6 alliance obviously). Sora is Howie, Ethan is Kaysar, Josh is Rachel, Nuno is Sarah, Grace is James and I’m Janelle. I really like the people in the alliance so I chose to tell everyone about my idol in the hopes that it would unite us, which it did. The vote has been more complicated than that though. Originally, we wanted to make Brit think that we were all voting for her so she’d play her idol. We changed it and decided to blindside her with her idol, but then someone in our alliance leaked that plan to Dennis and to make sure that we’re all safe no matter what, me, Ethan and Grace came up with a plan. I would play my idol on Ethan, then me and Ethan would vote Domonique without telling the rest of the Sov 6 (because of the leaker). The others would all think we’re voting Brit. That way if an idol is played on Brit, Domonique goes. And if an idol isn’t, then Brit goes. And also I won’t be a target and people won’t want to blindside me with my idol, which was another thing I was worried about. I’ve been wanting to blindside people for the whole game so I’m definitely looking forward to this but it sucks knowing that I’m gonna lose the trust of Dennis, Ivan and Ricky, all of whom I’ve become close to and am aligned with. But that’s the game and I’m ready to play it.

"minerva"

- Katie's disqualification only means one thing: the Favorites are down, 5-6. And this is not good. On one hand, it is a good thing there are cracks among the fans. Ricky does not like Ethan. And Brittany dislikes the Fans who blindsided Minke. This is a crucial point where I need to expand my options. I am still technically in an alliance with the Favorites and we call ourselves LIESAGNA. It is funny because being true to its name, I feel like this alliance is run by lies. Lots of Lies in Liesagna. I trust Topaz, like the others screwed him over but not me. I trust Jamie to an extent, and I trust myself to understand that Jamie is playing hard, and may do crazy stuffs that may either hurt me or benefit me. Then something tells me Nuno and Sora are baking a lot of liesagnas. But this first tribal council will be a wake up call for me - if we will be able to vote together, and not stir shit up, then I can remove all my suspicions on the underlying ingredients of the Liesagna Favorites. So I upfront told them early that I am voting for Ethan. If Nuno and Sora are really with me, this should bear no problems for them. And everyone agreed. This time, I was able to talk strategy with Brittany and Domonique. Domonique said she has no idea who are in possession of the idols. I also told her that Ricky and her are possibly in people's radars because of their challenge performances. Then I was surprised that Domonique knew what Jamie is doing. Jamie literally is targeting Brit and planting rumors that Brit has an idol. Somebody's ratting Jamie out. WHOOOPS. This is why playing this hard is not good. Brittany is again, sad and down and depressed. Whenever I talk to Brittany we always talk about her mood, and it is just legit making me sad when I hear people in this depressing condition. So I had to console her because I want to lessen up her depression a bit. I hope it works - in a genuine way, and in a game perspective. I want to be so nice to her that she will feel bad if she is compelled to vote me out. I finally formalized an alliance with these two girls. I knew the Favorites, most of us are playing hard, are doomed to failure so I had to expand my options. And right now, I am banking on Brittany and Domonique.

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- Jamie's dictatorship game is pissing me off again. You don't act like your allies are dumb or are gonna flip, you act like you wanna know what's happening, and Jamie is literally threaning me of voting me based on the fact I think it's dumb to vote Brit smfh

"minerva"

- so I convinced Ricky to play his idol (YAS @ ME HONESTLY) and I'm gonna play mine, Ivan will play his on Ethan and I'll vote for Jamie & hopefully she will be out. This is will get all 3 idols out of play, so I won't have to worry about Ricky don't something crazy and I'll take a huge threat out in Jamie. I don't trust her because Jamie is a shady as fuck. SHe's like a super genius and I don't have time for her Einstein ass, plus just in case the Fans get back together we will have numbers. I don't think that will happen though because the tribe swap seems to have put divisions in between us and it's probably us vs them. Plus Ethan & Josh will probably hate me afterwards. I mean like I like Ethan so that will sucks and I don't give a slice of a fuck about how Josh feels because BITCH WHO? OH OK but yeah oh well game on lol

"minerva"

- ME WHEN I WANTED JAMIE OUT AND GOD HEARD MY PRAYERS. Ok, that was like an early christmas present, my revenge was premature and not even I did it smfh. My Survivor gods listened to my prayers!!!!! OMG HOW DID I RANT ABOUT JAMIE LITERALLY 24/7 BEFORE THE VOTE AND SHE WENT, OMG WHO DO I RANT ABOUT NOW