I Have No Confidence/Confessionals

Day 31
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- I'm sad to see Anna go but now I don't need to worry about her anymore and I can say my social game is still strong as fuck Now I just have 3 people I need to get rid of *snickers*

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- So Joanna was being absolutely stupid this challenge. The whole purpose of me voting in the minority last round was so I could make it easier to sway Claire over to our side. A gambit with a high probability of success if we she had just not started fights with Claire for no reason! Jo intentionally targetted Claire in he challenge and has made it known she doesnt like her... AND ALL THIS FUCKING PUTS ME IN DANGER NOW BECAUSE THE VOTE WILL BE ON ME SINCE CLAIRE HAS HER FUCKING MIRROR AND PEARLS!! God damnit :(

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- Ok, so Im pretty much dead at this point. I get the feeling Ill be targetted by Marie, Christine and Michael. We have the numbers to beat them, but they likely have the idol and Maries vote spy so it wont matter

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- IM LOSING THIS GAME BECAUSE OF A BUNCH OF MORONS

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- As I mentioned before, the vote was initially between Linus and Marie. I of course didn’t want Linus to be on the chopping block, so I told Michael, Marie, and Christine that I would rather vote out Anna or Claire this week. Marie and Christine both seemed to agree with me, and they ended up convincing Michael that voting Anna would be their best plan. (It would have been difficult to get rid of Claire since she had two Light Pearls still in play.) Initially, I thought that deciding between the two was going to be the same dilemma I had with Linus vs. Marie, but nope! After talking with Linus, we realized that our best plan going forward would be to have the Vatanchu Three team up with Claire to get out MMC, thus, if I voted Anna and Linus voted Marie, the vote would be 5-3 (MMC/me/Joanna to Claire/Anna/Linus), and Anna would leave. This way, Linus still is close to Claire, and she will join forces with him, and by extension Joanna and I, to get out MMC.

And thankfully, our plan worked! Anna left 5-3. After cycles of constantly bad things happening to me, this cycle was really nice! A clutch immunity win and a vote that I wasn’t blindsided in. I’m hoping that this little streak can keep up, and the four of us can try and get out one of MMC next tribal, to break up their trio before it’s too late.

Day 32
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- So things look a bit iffy mostly cause I'm scared of Marie getting that Idol and that makes me sad but hopefully I can be a swing vote because all I need to do is sell that Marie/Christine/Michael are a threesome and bingo

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- Linus came to me asking "it's either Claire or John right?" and I was like "bitch you voted for me last tc" and he said "no I didn't?" and I was like "I used my spy vote, it's really bad to lie, now it's either you or Claire, byeee". So yeah, it's either him or Claire, I need to talk with my alliance. Oh, and I won immunity <3 I needed it after getting those votes last tc, Linus/Claire probably would have targeted me this round too so I'm glad to have that necklace.

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- To be fair everytime I try to make a plan it goes to **** but I always survive so hopefully this goes well again!

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- To make it simple I want to tell Marie to use her pearl on Joanna and to vote her while me and the others vote for Michael or Christine and if she does I'll flip and vote out Joanna with them and if she doesn't well it shows she doesn't care for her allies and Michael goes home np!

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- I'm almost positive that there's going to be a Final 3 and a jury of 9 players. I think I can beat Joanna and possibly Marie, but it won't be very easy. I need John and Claire gone because I think the jury is rooting for them the most. Everyone knows that Marie wants Claire gone, but I don't want the credit of that move to be on her hands. I think my best chance of winning would be if I got Marie to waste her dark pearl on a chance to get rid of Claire and I made her look incompetent, but then I use my idol at the next tribal council to take Claire out so that the credit of the move will go to me. Getting all of this done would be complicated and it might upset some people but it's the best thing I can think of if I want the jury to think I made moves because so far I don't think they're very aware of what I've done.

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- Right now, I want Claire gone. But Christine is weirdly wanting her to stay, which makes me think she could have a deal with her, but I can't be paranoid about that now. I have to focus on either the Vatanchu 3 are trying to sway Claire to their side or it's either Claire just lying to me. I don't know who to trust.

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- Can I just say that I’m almost regretting getting Anna out instead of Marie? This girl is so dead set on getting Claire out I’m over it. Our best bet would be to get John out, he’s a major social and physical threat at this point and keeping that around is um, you know, DANGEROUS!? I’m totally biased here because Claire is my girl and I’m not letting her go anywhere any time soon, so I can see why Marie wants to get rid of her so bad but again, it’s not happening, I won’t let it. Claire will at least always be a number for me whereas John could be playing very sneaky to get him and the other Vatanchu’s to have the majority. Realistically I do think Claire is a threat. She’s social, smart, maybe not the best at challenges but that doesn’t even matter. She’s had my back from the start and I’ve had hers so none of this chaos is gonna bring us down.

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- I think Christine, Joanna and Mike are gonna vote John. I'm gonna vote for him too. He's been really sketchy and I think he's gonna vote for Michael with Claire/Linus. If we vote Claire, it's gonna be 3-2 with her light pearls and we do not want that. So, I hope John's gonna go.

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- I have a difficult choice to do. People want to vote for Michael and John and again I'm the decisive vote. (It's something normal in season for me to always have open options). I want to vote for John VERY MUCH and I assured Michael about that (and he the rest) but I don't want to be in a tribe with Claire who I hate, betrayed Linus again and sweet, mendacious trio who made an false alliance with them to make sure that I'm going to vote with them again. I'm not that stupid to enjoy being of the bottom of 4th alliance. But I don't want also to vote out Michael with whom I truly want to go to the end like I promised him. Not because he impressed me or I like him. Only because going to the end with him would be FUNNY. So... what to do? I decited to don't vote out all... and have hope that there are going to be SWEET ROCKS. I don't like have votes for me and it's good way to use my pearl. And it's crazy. I'm going to pretend that my Interned transfer ended unexpectedly. <3 And it's why I woudn't vote during this tribal. This what I'm going to do it's too crazy to people believe that I did it for purpose... I hope. And I hope that you undestood all my plan smoothly. I'm aware that someone would betray or have

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- At least I'm going to have fun at tribe chat. I love teasing people.

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- Everything is either going to go super well or my touch is getting snuffed and I'ma say farewell

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- I don't really know with whom I should really vote. Again I have a feeling like people are going to vote for me. They see that I'm playing both sides. Thay can't be so stupid to left me in the game... Something is really wrong. And all of the advantages... they should be used. Fast.

{{quote|doabslavskq|}Marie does not want to use her dark pearl at this tribal council and now all of a sudden I hear I'm getting votes. I THINK I'm in the majority, but I'm going to play my idol because I'd rather be safe than sorry. I've also been talking with Marie and Joanna about making a Final 4 alliance with us and Christine, so Marie made a chat and now we should be sitting pretty unless I'm being lied to.|Michael}}

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- Our next immunity challenge was Rope Chop, i.e. 24-hour live endurance. I don’t think this challenge could have been more ill-timed for me, lol. I had an English paper to work on the night it started, then the next day I was at school (which has Messenger blocked) so it was veryyy difficult for me to make any progress on the challenge at all. I chopped a few ropes in the beginning, but I was quickly down to one, and Marie eventually took me out in the end. And, of course, Marie ended up winning. She’s really becoming a major challenge threat now, which is worrying! But there’s nothing we can really do about it this week.

Tribal plans! As I mentioned last time, our plan was to get Claire on board with the Vatanchu Three to vote out one of MMC, and we decided on Michael. The other three were likely going to vote either Linus or I, since Joanna doesn’t seem to really be much of a threat to them. Claire and I had a really good heart-to-heart discussion after the last vote, and while she still hates me probably, I know she knows that I want to keep her safe. Of course, she can totally flip on us. Will she? Probably, I have no confidence, especially if MMC decide to vote out me--she’ll jump at the chance to get me out. But I’m putting all my trust in her, and I hope she realizes that. An idol or something would be nice, lmao.