Everyone Is Being SUS As Hell/Confessionals

These were the confessionals made within this episode.

Day 11
"malama"

- I've never felt this horrible and stupid before. I was responsible for Priscilla's departure and it sucks because I know I should've been more careful. I knew that idol was fake at some points I should've tried to switched the target from her to a yellow right from the start. Days like these I realize i totally suck at Survivor. I'm currently in the minority with no idols, no advantages, nothing. And I know that Ci'ere knew I gave Priscilla the fake idol urghh so i dont know if he even trusts me anymore. Alex well, i dont hate him but im just rly mad bc i dont understand why he had to put his face on the parchment. This is a terrible outcome but it doesn't mean I'm not gonna dig deeper and deeper. So far all l I ever did in this game until now was being a coward but it's time to step up and play my own game. For the last time, Pris I'm sorry I wasn't brave enough.

"malama"

- Motherfucker, there's so much that happened this vote and I have no idea where it's even going to go, but one thing is safe to say: I've never been at a point in the game where someone I felt was shady in the beginning was the person that I've been ripping my ass open in order to save them... So much drama and under-the-bus-throwing and me playing therapist and re-assuring people that everything is gonna be fine and that the vote is gonna work and that it's the best decision for Mai to vote her, that the Lovatics need to stick together and letting Ally & Drew know that I have their back.. holy. shit. christ. If I get blindsided after all this I'm literally never playing a survivor game again lmao

"malama"

- Honestly I had mixed feelings about Ci'ere playing the idol. My first reaction was ""Yas Gaga, slay"" after I saw the 5th vote for him, on the other hand I was like ""lol shady bitch not telling us you had it"", but I personally am not surprised, I didn't expect him to tell us, I probably would've done the same, had I been in his shoes. What Ci'ere did after the tribal however was ridiculous. He literally went in on Shannon & Drew on a really personal level and I think it's a massive woodhead move, strategically AND personally: A) He completely fucked up any chance to flip Shannon in the future B) It's simply not okay to say those kinda things All is forgiven for me though, because it was clearly heat of the moment, but hopefully I can coach Ci'ere in the future about the do's & dont's, because I think at this point he fucked up his chances of winning tremendously. On another hand, that's kind of good for me, because the target immediately shifts to him if we lose another challenge, so I can just sit pretty and not receive a single vote. Now, Ally approached me after the flip and apologized with this huge ass paragraph, I didn't want to read it at first because she was a fake ass bitch in my books, but since in this game bitterness is the deadliest poison, I just decided to read through it, and she told me stuff like ""Ci'ere told everyone that he trusts them"". Oh shocks, he did literally the same thing on Troodos, not a fucking surprise, not something that I would classify as a lie, because I literally know that it's what he does and it was why he was going to be the first one to go on Troodos, had we lost a challenge. He would've probably even left with his idol, because of how confident he was, that he had all of us on lock. Once I saw the fights going on, I tried to do instant damage control and bonded with Shannon over braces... the stupidest thing to bond over, but we did it. We made jokes about how we would vote for each other, if one of us makes it to final 2 or 3 and brought up the argument that they ""needed the money for their professional teeth cleaning"", so hopefully that is a genuine relationship forming, because Shannon seems like a cool person and I'd rather have her with than against me. I mean I've been honest with her about the vote before the results, so I guess she thinks I am an honest person? We shall see how that story continues. On the other hand, I've solidified my bond with Jimmy. We do agree on a lot of things, we have random ass conspiracy theories over stupid bullshit and I just overall really enjoy talking to him, especially because it mostly happens in my timezone and he was like ""If you get voted out, idk who I can talk with at this time"". He also agreed with me on points about Ci'ere and how he needs to watch his mouth and realistically thinks that he's gonna go the next tribal, which I believe too, unless he whips another idol out of his ass. And no offence, I would actually gag over it, because I would love to see Drew get the fuck out of here, after being such a shady piece of shit. At least Ally came to me after, trying to mend everything, but he is literally just sitting there like an idiot, doing nothing. Social game on point, lol. Eva put a ""mad"" emoji on Priscilla's vote off post, so I assume, if I make it to the swap with her, there is a LOT of explaining to do. Hopefully she'll understand, because I still have the intention of a purple tribe alliance and I would love for at least 4 of us to make it to the end stage of the game, it would be fabulous. Um.. what else.. lmao.. I think that's really everything that happened from my part. This challenge is disgusting btw, yuck... I hope that I'm gonna get out of this mess asap, because if we lose and Ci'ere DOES get voted out, idk what's gonna happen next and how fucked I would be, lol... Good luck to myself!

"malama"

- uh im sensing that Ci'ere has another idol bc why would he go around randomly attack some ppl if he knew in the end that would only make them hate him more? that makes no sense to me but for now I need him bc i literally have nowhere else to hide. I guess I'm just going to have to try my best to lock Jimmy down first and make sure to talk to some ppl on the other side to make sure the fans' target isn't me and is never me. At this points I don't care about the Mac & Cheese alliance or the witches coven thingy. im fighting for myself and myself only.

"kyrenia"

- Priscilla is the one person I wanted to play with in this game. Not just play with her, but get to know her story. I feel so sorry for her because if anyone in this group is a favorite it is her for sure.

"kyrenia"

- GOD DAMNIT CI’ERE, JUST TAKE THE BULLET, ITS NOT LIKE IM GOING TO ALLOW YOU TO WIN ANYWAY! But now that you took out my main girl from Kyrenia, Antarctic revenge is gon’ get served in Cyprus.

"malama"

- I wanted to make a big move if I was going to play an idol. I didn't come back to be liked, I came to win and if you don't like that I'm playing the game and making moves and you would rather clueless people stay in the game that don't know who targeted them...then yeah maybe Priscilla should've stayed. she wasn't my ally and she voted against me

"malama"

- First of all, clicking SUCKS. My fingers are fucken tired... Secondly, Ci'ere was being a twat waffle yesterday, granted he's apologized (although it was definitely more because of the fact we're on the same tribe, and not because he's ACTUALLY sorry) I do not trust the slimy weasel.

"malama"

- I really want to win this immunity because A) my head is on the chopping block and B) I want that advantage. Bad. I left an alliance chat after tribal results the other day in a really disrespectful way which I wasn't proud of at all :

"kyrenia"

- This is it. This is war. Fuck fans vs favorites, it's time for me to build MY forces and get to work getting rid of these people. I'm making my list and checking it twice and right now there are two big ass names printed on it in fucking comic sans. I'm Jessica Jones and these two clowns are my proverbial Kilgrave. I'm mad as hell and the sweet, nice Eva that says sorry for voting people out and playing the game is not gonna be around anymore. I hope it was worth it to Alex and Ci'ere, because they just made their first enemy in this game and I don't forgive and I don't forget.

"kyrenia"

- Eva knows I'm drunk, so I sent her something that was ""supposed to be for confessional"" saying how Eva is my go to and I love her so much and trust her so much. Let's hope she buys it

"kyrenia"

- She bought it, this is my way of trying to show he I will be more loyal to her than Rhi or if I blindside her she won't expect it

"malama"

- : I mean, I hate to be the one person that is personally celebrating to go to tribal council, but I'm ready to pull a BIG move, and turn the tide of this Fans Versus Favorites.

"kyrenia"

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"kyrenia"

- Ahaha it didn't take long for the favourites to fracture - it could, of course, merely be a comedy played for my benefit - but I somehow doubt it.

"malama"

- Jimmy needs to join forces with the rest of the faves like climb on board hairy dudes.

I think we can get Jimmy on board then it'll be 4-4 which would result in a tie. If we can scare Brandon/Shannon into not doing rocks and by joining forces we would be golden.

Alex was told by Jimmy that Drew and Ally were the ones that got people to put the vote onto me so that's why I knew I had to play the idol.

"kyrenia"

- so im watching jessica jones and this old fuck has a pretty fun saying that i want to relate to whoever reads this in the future ""when you burn a bridge, you better learn how to swim...or fly"" the fun part is that doesn't just apply to the person doing the burning. i mean everyone on that bridge better figure their shit out in pretty short order so a bridge has been burned, and it's time for us favorites to swim, fly, or sink

Day 11
"malama"

- I'm praying to whatever there is to fucking pray, that we have a tribe switch after this tribal.

"kyrenia"

- I AM TOTALLY 100% GOING HOME AGAIN AND I AM SO MAD I DONT DESERVE THIS WHY ME EVERYONE IS BEING SUS AS HELL AND I KNOW FOR A *FACT* THESE PIECES OF SHIT ARE GONNA BOOT ME IN 15TH BECAUSE THAT'D BE SO FUNNY I AM GONNA FUCKING GIVE THEM ALL ACID ENEMAS AND STOMP THE YARD WITH THEIR HEADS THIS IS FUCKED UP

"malama"

- At this point I don't think anyone wants to work with me, but at least I still have one more idol to get me through. My goal is to survive until at least the merge again. Brandon is clueless, he thought I was a girl. Priscilla I like you, but Usually when people tell others they have an idol things get messy for them and they ended up getting voted out so I haven't told anyone about the idols because I don't trust any of these people tbh. It's crucial that we win this next challenge because I'm in a tough position and I don't want of my allies going home either

"kyrenia"

- I MADE A F3 WITH RHI AND EVA CALLED THE UNHOLY TRINITY, NOW IM BETRAYING THEM AND MAKING THE HOLY TRINITY WITH CRAIG AND BRITTANY

"kyrenia"

- So the vote SHOULD be Brittany like everyone says it'll be her and also we're all gonna vote her i think so it might be unanimous but IF SHE HAS AN IDOL SHE'S TOTES GONNA PLAY IT AN IDOL ME OUT I KNOW IT motherfuck nothing is okay

"malama"

- I really wish people got to know because I'm not really mean :< Then again villains have more fun. Jimmy is like a single man that just widowed his wife Priscilla and both the fans and faves wanna put a ring on it. He holds Ally thinks I'm sketchy because of things she's heard about me, but how about you make your own judgement. I never play the same and if hiding a HIDEEN immunity idol is sketchy then I guess I AM sketchy.

"malama"

- I'm pretty upset with the outcome of Ci'ere's idol last night. So much was lost like an ally who I liked, a chance to take a threat out, and relationships with certain people. However I feel like my social skills were really able to rebuild the bridge with Alex, and we really cleared the air and understood each other. It sucks the plan didn't work but I'm actually pretty glad to see where people stand in this game. We're just gonna have to wait and see what will happen next. However, I don't know if the VL saw this, but Ci'ere actually had the nerve to call people out, which is fine, but then to bring personal shit into it. That's how you know when you're an actual flop. Alex himself said he lost so many connection due to that. It really shows his true colors, and yeah the plan may not have worked but I did benefit from it. Ci'ere finally showed his colors and how much of a wild card he actually is.

"kyrenia"

- I am taking out the people I initially told myself I wanted to work with, but I can't worry about who the fan favorites are because this is my game. I loved the unholy trinity but the second they tried to shape me as a threat, I knew I could not trust them anymore.Rob

"kyrenia"

- What is with these people and playing so hard so fast? Rhi trynna get me out alright hm think again, this aint happening so early. I'm here to stay. I owe lots to Rob. He's basically my casper from NZ (ly Brian) why do they all try to get me out so early like you clearly have a favs majority I get you're trying to pull the favs in but why try to go against it so early like people in the alliance are going to doubt you'll go against them too ya ain't slick