The Hospital Excuse/Confessionals

"gatsuur"

- "Looking at my tribe, I see a lot of potential in my tribe to move forward in the game as a solid group. Ruth seems super cool as we seem to get along well so far and I think we can work together. The main thing that I am looking for right now is how everyone does in this first challenge. We will see who the weak links are and who the best players are. With 4 tribes, our likelihood of going to tribal is lower, but it's still something that I am worried about."

"tarvaga"

- First confessional : don’t want to go to hard out of the gates, so I’m really downplaying my experience in orgs. Telling Landen I have no idea how this works and pretending like I don’t really know what I’m doing. Truth be told I’ve done well in orgs and am just hiding people from the truth. I also host my own org... oops 🤪

"mori"

- Hey y’all so this is my first confessional of this season, I have played some orgs before in the past but it’s so nice to finally get into one of the big 3. First impressions on my tribe. Bradley: He’s a smooth person in my opinion after talking to him, he’s someone that’s know how he can play Survivor. Jerome: I don’t know much about him but he’s okay. Patrick: I have yet to get a message from him yet so can’t really give an opinion yet. Tal: someone that I know pretty well as I have played in his org before, in Survivor: Mount Etna and finished in 7th out of 15. So overall I like this tribe and hopefully we could pull a victory in the first challenge tomorrow. Don’t wanna jinx it though.

"mori"

- So I had to google it and found out a sentinel is a soldier. Trust me my tribe is not a bunch of soldiers waiting for commands. I have to assume that since they are here they are hard core survivor fans and competitors. They’re really thinking about what they want to do and who they want to align with. It’s only day one so I’m going to try and be sociable and really choose wisely who I want to align with.

"tarvaga"

- So the twist this season is that we are divided by our personality types. I think this is a super cool twist and I can’t wait to see how it plays out! I was placed on the diplomats tribe, which is Tarvaga. I thought this sounded right until we got the definition, and now I’m not really sure. Diplomats are supposed to be empathetic and cautious.. I do have empathy but if you come for me you will be bowing down as I send you out the door. I’d consider myself a diplomat of evil, maybe. Right now, I’m fitting in good with my tribe and I hope to keep up this benevolent charade for a little longer.

"tarvaga"

- We are only a few hours into the game and I already have gotten alliance proposals from everyone. Eli wants me to work with him and Liam, Landen just wants us to be tight allies, and Kyle wants to work together with me and Landen. I feel like I’m in a great spot right now and I can go whichever way I want to. I’m happy that these people like me enough to start conversations and strategy talk with me. I don’t know who I want to work with yet, but I know I’m probably going to be steering the ship when I do pick a side.

"sarlag"

- DV: Day 1 of trying not to screw myself up, wish me luck guys.

Day 1 of trying not to screw myself up, wish me luck. Also, the fact that everyone is so nice in this group is lowkey scaring me.

"sarlag"

- Round 1: (Day 1) initial thoughts of tribe um well its small af!! But I think I can make it work since I sort of have a connection with one of my tribe mates, Ty because we know of each other, but we will see how it plays out. As of day one this what I think of everyone. (in order of who I feel the best about so far) 1. ) Ty: I'm glad he is on my tribe because we have a connection and secret already because if anyone found out it would not be good for either of us, we've already told each other we are gonna keep it between us. He even said that he won't say that he is from Louisiana because any connection people could make between us wouldn't be good for us. He also made a comment about how small the tribes are and that we would only need one more to make a majority. Which is great to hear but I'm not letting my guard down, It's not like i actually have ever talked to him before this so I don't know how much I can trust him. 2.) Carlos: Talked to him a good bit, pretty easy to talk too. talked to him almost as much as I talked to Ty. Not much else to say so far. 3.) Jack: Very hard to talk to, felt like i kind of had to force the conversation, hoping that will improve. 4.) Randy: Only reason Randy is last is because I haven't heard from him at all yet. Hopefully we can get some conversation going tomorrow. Overall I feel the first day has been quiet, lets see what happens tomorrow!

"mori"

- Okay. Wow. Starting a season is always overwhelming. Even when I only have four people to talk to. But these are four people who I've never talked to, but who I have to talk to. Let's do this confession.

Theme and Cast Reveal: Unfortunately, 8:00pm EST is equivalent to 12:00pm EST, and 12:00pm EST has to be lunch time, and lunch time has to be with the family, a big Asian family, meaning no phones. Luckily I didn't miss that much for today, but I still had to catch up. This might suck for when I want to see challenge reveals, challenge results or Tribal results immediately, or when I want to discuss challenges with my tribe, but that's okay. Adapting.

But when I ended up seeing the theme, it was a little surprising! Four tribes, where I only expected three. I thought Gatsuur was going to be the merged tribe, but stupid ass found out merged tribes are named by the members as usual after I saw Doabslavskq as a tribe name. Also, only five people in one tribe is terrifying. The odds are damn slim if you go to Tribal, but hey at least the chances of actually losing the Immunity Challenge are also slim! The mascots are also a cool touch to the tribes. And yes Grace! I agree that we have the best mascot, a good horsey.

And then the tribe divisions! I had no idea those personality tests were going to come into play with how our tribes were going to be decided. But it's a good theme! Sometimes when people are too alike, they might clash, or they might be perfect for each other.

The tribe - Mori: And I think our tribe is the latter! I mean, it's only been 7 hours, but from what I've seen, we all seem to agree to want to win and stick with each other like glue. Patrick and I discussed that that's what our tribe seems to be - not fighting soldiers, but loyal soldiers. I hope we all live up to that label!

I'm super happy to be on this Neigh tribe. Everybody appears to be very nice, and I hope that that is who they genuinely are as well. And our name is fantastic. It's the most punnable tribe name. And what it means - horses - I LOVE horses. They're are hands down my favourite sit down animal. Nah, horses are cool. Despite our name, I don't think we'll be horsing around in the challenges.

Tribe Members: I'm surprised to see there are like, only two females on the cast? Surprisingly low.

Anyway, like I said, I talked to everyone in my tribe and I like everyone in my tribe. Bradley, whose name in my head was always either Bradley Cooper or Brandon, was who I talked to first and we talked well! Talking about what we do, then where we're from, then Survivor, then our tribe. He talks more formally than I do.

Logan A. I also talked to, but only for like a little bit, since he's quite a little hard to talk to. He responds one or two words, and none of the "How about you?" stuff. I understand, he's young, and when I was his age, I'd probably do worse. But when you find it hard to carry a conversation, and there is barely any stimulus there, I find it hard to talk. So after a while of going through a lot of topics in a breeze, I had nothing left to talk about. He's nice I guess, and very active, but Patrick also finds it hard to talk to and get a read on him.

Patrick is the dude I've talked the most with, and again, very cool. Talked heaps about the theme and our tribe, then our ORG history. Found out he was first boot twice which I found sad, and when I told him I'll try not to make him first boot, I think we ended up trusting each other, having each other's backs. We then also talked about Survivor which was great. Almost similar opinions.

Finally, there's Tal. Timezones meant he only became active just around now, and I really like him as well. We're talking a lot about ORGs and that. From Logan, apparently he and Tal have played with each other before. Logan only thinks Tal is "okay" so I don't know what else to make of it. But Tal's nice too. If we lose Immunity, I'm to find it really tough to have to vote one of us out.

I also done a little looky looking into other cast member's Facebook profiles in case I want to learn more about them before I even meet them, but sometimes it's better to hear it from them anyway. There's a lot of other people I'm looking forward to playing with in a swap, though.

Final thoughts: So, first ORG in a while, and I think I'm starting much better than I have in my past seasons. I think I'm coming up more talkative than I really am, but I've got to play well, and sometimes that has to override playing like you are yourself.

That's it for the Day 1 confessional! Stay tuned for Mori confessionals! Ew that looks a lot worse than it sounds

"gatsuur"

- So there are some things happening already and me and Jacob clicked really quickly. We are both fan of Eurovision and we are both fans of Survivor so that connection felt natural and the others are not online at the moment so that sucks cause I want to start talking to these people as fast as I can.

"gatsuur"

- hi, it's me, Jacob, your fave vietnamese flop (it's not like i'm the only vietnamese here but shhhhh)! I'm super happy with my tribe so far! thank god for 5-person tribes i don't want to be 9-1'd, and it's also easier to manage conversations with others! so far, i've only chatted with megan and vojta and megan seems v chill. for vojta, i know him from Survivor Fanon Wiki, and A LOT of other places, so we already have an alliance formed. i'm fully intending on utilising this as best as i could without being too obvious. also rip my school trip is conveniently tomorrow hhhhhhhhhh please be gentle

"mori"

- In a form of 5 people in a tribe, it can be really easy to be voted off first, no need many voted to vote someone out, and this is what so problematic about this. First, I really hope we will win as much as we can, but no one wins forever, and I have to get ready for this. In a tribe of 5, I just have to make sure 2 people are not voting against me. I know Logan won't, that leaves me with one more person. I don't know many of the people here which is grate, because I will be able to have a fresh start with them, but im my tribe I have Bradley. I don't know how many people from this season knows him, but he is a good player, and I have to be cerful of him. I talk with him about this and that our last game was like more then 1 year ago and that we can work together, but I have to keep my eye open on him, I can trust him in 100%.

"sarlag"

- Cheers to day 1! I was already a little shocked by the 4 tribes twist, I think having such a small tribe from the beginning can be a double edged-sword, but I’m happy to be in the “Analysts” tribe, I really feel like it’s where I belong, especially when it comes to playing the game.

I started talking to some of my other tribe mates, and so far they seem nice. Four of us are college students all around the same age, which is good, and there’s definitely a couple super fans of the show as well, which is scary - yet fun.

Let’s see how this goes, I have hope!

"tarvaga"

- I don’t know why, but I love lying. Like just little lies that no one can prove wrong, y’know? I was talking to Eli and he was talking about how he was from Sydney. I wanted to make a personal connection so I told him one of my best friends is from Newcastle, which is like two hours away. Little did I know Liam is actually FROM Newcastle so it somehow gave him and I a bond. Little do they know Miss Barbara or whatever the fuck her name is doesn’t even exist?? Whoever she is though she’s really helping me out today.

"tarvaga"

- So we get here and everyones all buddy buddy with each other and that great. Hell I've been able to get them all agree to a final 5 plan already, and wouldn't you know it a bit of humor gets people wanting to know you, but I'd be lying if I said i felt safe. I'm gonna need that idol for the simple reason of I can't trust them, because the can't trust me and that just leads to an endless circle of paranoia. So I'm gonna try and put that on the backburner and keep one eye on my tribe and the other eye looking for that idol.

"gatsuur"

- I just had an amazing long chat with Ruth. She seems like such a sweet heart and she is from Germany so we love a german queen. Cole on the other hand is total opposite. He barelly said a sentence and then left me on read so not really liking Cole but Megan still didn't reply so who knows if she is any better or worse.

"sarlag"

- Been chatting with Logan quite a bit this morning and hitting it off great. We've got each other's backs....for now from my stand point, but need to pick up a third and trying to figure out the best way to maneuver going forward. A little nervous about how tribe swaps will happen. If we go to 2, 3, or 4 tribes. Numbers (being an analyst) will most likely be in nobody's original tribe's favor so it's going to be very interesting.

"sarlag"

- I am starting to get a feeling that being a statistics teacher is painting a target on my back. Going to have to down play it quite a bit I think.

"sarlag"

- Welp, day 2 is coming. I'm ok with everyone so far (even though I felt like I'm most likely gonna get left out), first challenge is coming soon, and I still awake at 3 in the morning. What could possibly go wrong? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

"sarlag"

- So right off the bat I’m like oh fuck I know Logan. Well actually right off the bat I was like omg I’m on a tribe with all men this is a nightmare. But then I saw Logan and I said period! Someone I know! This really is Christie and Tommy teas but they’re awful people so let’s forget about them. I feel like me and Logan hit it off and since the tribe is 5 we only need one more bitch for majority lol. I like Carlo he’s super nice. Jack is trying bless his heart he’s nice too and Randy is a 50 year old math professor.. I’m surprised he admitted that but I think that’s a good thing because he could easily lie about that and he just chose to admit it. Randy’s in the worst spot for me currently he’s not that chatty or fun to talk to which REALLY makes it hard for me to hold a conversation. If we lose I’m pretty confident I could get the votes to get him out lol it depends I might feel sorry for him eventually hehe. Omg am I a villain.. but anyways I told everyone I’m from Texas to get rid of any doubt that Logan and I know each other and go to the same school. So I go to UT in Austin baby. I wish there was a girl on my tribe :(

"gatsuur"

- Now I know it's still Day 1 and all, but I have a feeling that I am pretty safe right now. I like everyone and, unless I perform poorly in tomorrow's challenge, I probably wouldn't get voted out at this point. The only thing that could hamper that is a bad swap, but I think that that won't be much of an issue. All in all, I'm getting pretty pumped for tomorrow's challenge, and I hope that my teammates are as well.

"mori"

- So after the first day talking to everyone, I've grown to like Jerome the most. I've already approached him with the idea of an alliance. We both like Patrick, so that should hopefully become a group down the line. Tal I just don't connect with for some reason. Logan is a different story. I started off really liking the vibe of the chat, but as time went on, all of the conversations stopped immediately. He always uses closed sentences which I then struggle to keep the conversation flowing, and I'm trying so hard to keep the "little ember from a once bonfire" alight.

"tarvaga"

- So far I feel like my tribemates!

Liam, we have a lot in common with cooking and our jobs. Even thought Baking isnt my full time my, it's my second job which I do as a hobbie.

Evan and Landen. YES I love these two a lot! We seem to really click the moment the tribe was created. We already are discussing an alliance, could change but I'm getting a vibe that it might work out since Evan offered me that Idea.

Eli, He's the person I least know right now. He seems really nice but don't know him that well. But he could be a great ally if nobody feels close with him.

I want to try to stick with people who I know have my back weather they are in the minority or not.

"sarlag"

- First puzzle done. Hopefully nobody screws up, including myself. Would be a shame if our tribe got the first boot.

"tarvaga"

- Hiya! DisasterPrince checking in from my Royal Throne. I mean, I'm sitting on the stool by my kitchen counter, but it's practically the same thing. The ORG equivalent of a jagged rock to deliver my confessionals from while sitting in frame, truly..... This is gonna just be a short update! But we started the game yesterday, and I'm feeling really great! My tribe is the Diplomats, and I feel like I felt that really quick. Everyone takes a super positive and social approach to the game. We're all quite aware of our messaging, and with most of being newer to the game, I really felt that side of us come out, in terms of everyone trying to feel eachother out and talk to eachother the right way. That is, except for the one diplomat, the charismatic crazy leader that is Liam...

Liam is fantastic. But Liam is great in the way that say, Noura Salman is great. He's a complete and utter loon... but you kinda have to love him? The fact that he came into the tribe chat just preaching Tarvaga Strong, Final 5, it was bold. We certainly noticed it was bold. Most of us thought it was a joke! The only joke there though, was Liam thinking my sad face react to Evan's suggestion of a Swap was serious and he'd upset me... He's a bit clueless, but I just have to love him in that his small misunderstandings lead to hilarious moments. I feel he ultimately has brought Tarvaga closer together, and given us an environment where even though he came off strong about it... I'm not entirely opposed to sticking Tarvaga strong right now. I don't play the game by tribal lines, I play by who I like. But right now? I really. Really. Like Tarvaga. Specifically I'm getting along with Evan and Kyle, but Eli and I had some good chats, and well, you know my thoughts on Liam. I feel like an alliance could be brewing between Evan and Kyle, but everything has to be timed right in Survivor, and in politics. As a Diplomat, I'll be keeping things subtle and social until it's the right time to bring out the alliance talk, but for now, the hints are there. Feeling good about the game, and the tribe! #TARVAGASTRONG!!! xD

Thanks for checking in with me at my jagged rock.. but my butt hurts and I have people to text! Seeya! ^_^

"tarvaga"

- I'm really enjoying my tribe. With how well our personalities are when we want to help people out and work together. really puts an advantage in our tribe. So hopefully (since there are 4 tribes) one tribe is lacking that, to where our tribe can get to know eachother and be a strong team!

"tarvaga"

- I really cannot deal with this tribe right now. Other tribes are already submitting who is doing what and I’m just playing with a bunch of silent sheep. We need to get going or we are seriously going to be at tribal.

"gatsuur"

- ugh the 2 americans on my tribe is infuriating megan and i chatted a bit but now she keeps on leaving me on read, and cole just talks about challenges and winning like we are not on roblox survivor, actually talk about something else if you want to stay. talking to them is so hard istg. on the other hand, is it bad that i already have my f3 on day 2? ruth and vojta are both AMAZING people, and we're officially the Eurovision Hoes now hehe. we need that idol and we'll be golden!

"sarlag"

- So Day #2 we got our first challenge and I'm glad i didn't have to do the puzzle part because that just would of been the worst. Instead I'm doing the posting part which doesn't sound entirely awful. So it's day 2 and we have new rankings, shaken up a good bit. 1.) Randy- Jumping from last to 1st! Finally got to talk to him and surprisingly got along pretty well. He already has been talking about having each others back and bring up pulling someone else into an alliance. He suggested I talk to Ty and pull him in. And I'm like hmm lets wait a bit before creating an alliance. He told me his guess for the idol so that an extra 3 numbers i can rule out. 2.) Carlo - Talked a little less today than yesterday but he did tell me his numbers as well so that's another 3 numbers ruled out. And because he just gave me that information without me even asking is why i have him 2nd for now. 3.) Ty - other than having a bond because we keeping a secret that TY IS NOT FROM TEXAS shhh. Don't really have much reason to trust him. He told me that none of the numbers he tried were right but didn't tell what numbers he tried. 4.) Jack - Other than us both liking soccer i don't think have anything in common. Still a bit hard to talk to but i think its getting better. Other people have agreed that he is the hardest person to talk to though. If god forbid we loss first i might be able to him an easy vote off if i want. Notes Down side to Randy is I think he has watched a ton of survivor and is probably pretty good at strategy, and two people really good at strategy do not mix well together. so that's something i have to keep in mind as well Trying to prolong the process of creating an alliance until i really know who i want to work with but, my strategy right now is to make everyone feel like they want me in there alliance and we pull someone in, that way I have all options open.

"mori"

- This problem always occurs with me. Generally speaking, I'm very good at challenges, which makes me a threat down the road, and I usually get taken out at around the 6th place mark. But in order to get to there, I need to not go to tribal, and a way to do that is to do well in challenges. Here's the dilemma, I don't know whether to submit an incredible challenge score, in hopes of winning the challenge but may put a small target on my back which will grow, or submit a score which won't put a target on my back, but may cost us immunity and risk getting voted out.

"tarvaga"

- So Eli comes to me today and tells me that he wants to enter an aliance, that he'll be loyal to me and only me and while he's saying this I'm thinking wheres the loop hole because if you don't want to get on someones bad side you add a loop hole to save yourself. Then he follows it up with until a shuffle, I'll still be loyal but I'll protect myself in the minority. Well done, that is the Survivor loop hole which basically says, I can get rid of you and make it look like it's the only move I can make. It's clever so I told him that I've got his back for as long as I'm able to, which basically means if you're becoming too much of a threat I will get rid of you. I'm sitting nicely right now, I've got all my tribe mates coming to me and wanting to talking to me, I'm making group decisions that everyone agrees with, the only thing that could make it better is if I had the idol. But it's not a matter of if its a matter of when.

"tarvaga"

- I’ve been here for 2 days and I’ve already lied like 8 times. It’s about random stuff too. I wasn’t on when the challenge was announced so I told everyone my car broke down, I told people random stories to get them to relate to my personally, and I know I lied to Landen but I really don’t know what I lied about. All I know is that mama didn’t raise no honest bitch.. she probably should have though.

"gatsuur"

- So we just finished the challenge and I will have PTSD from stairs to my death cause that challenge sucked ass. I still haven't heard a word from Megan so who knows if she even finishes her part of the challenge. I was thinking that Cole would be the easy target but Cole is talking to me at least so there might be change of plan. Me,Ruth and Jacob can easily rule this tribe but I cannot get to cocky because then I would be going home.

"sarlag"

- Just completed the stairs challenge. Logan did a great job. I messed up early but didn't cost us 1 minute. I think I am going to be able to work with Logan well going forward. We are sharing info with each other on the idol numbers. Each of us are reaching out individually to two others but not letting them know we are sharing all four info with each other in hopes of securing the idol for the two of us.

"sarlag"

- Challenge time! I feel confident with the flash game, it's not extremely hard. However, with such a small tribe, there's a lot of pressure to do good. The other members of my tribe are pretty cool, I've been talking a lot with Logan and he seems like someone I could work well together with, I shared some idol guesses with him and Jack to make them feel like they could trust me, and luckily they gave me some of their guesses as well. I was a little skeptical about Randy at the beginning just because I didn't think I could relate to him for his age, but he's actually a cool dude and a big Survivor fan. He also seems like he's putting effort in the game which is nice. I don't think I'm ready to go to tribal already tho, I want to escape it as long as I can, also because if we win we'll get a clue for the idol which I really need. Good luck to us!

"gatsuur"

- "I'm now starting to get very worried about today's challenge. Most people on my team are talking about how they didn't do well in their part of the challenge. And while I have confidence that my score in my game was pretty good, if we bombed in the other parts then we most certainly will go to tribal council. This is very bad as I don't really want to vote any of these people off, especially them being the first one voted out, which is a distinction that I do not want either. Well, just got to hope for the best at this point."

"tarvaga"

- Evan wants to throw the challenge, in order to get Liam out.

I'm like, whatever with the idea. As long as it ain't me. Cause it seems like Landen is up for the idea to.

I honestly don't like the idea of spending to much time on this challenge LOL. I just wanna get it done and over with so I can do my own thing. So I for sure need to contact him about not spending over 2 hours on it. gskdbgsjdf

"tarvaga"

- MMMMmmmmmm the hospital excuse is a little to much for me...

I was glad he decided to speed up, I really dont want to lose this challenge. But I don't want to fight with Evan and Lendan on it...

"tarvaga"

- Before the challenge today, Kyle and I decided we wanted to throw it and vote out Liam at Tribal. Liam seems nice but he’s been kinda rude and he seemed snobby to me and I love the drama of throwing a challenge. We were put on the stair portion of the challenge and we TANKED it. We literally got like 48 minutes for a simple challenge. I told the tribe that my dad had called me because my Grandma was in the hospital because she had chest pains and they believed me. It actually got Landen to trust me even more because he is a very empathetic person and felt terrible for me. When results come back, I wouldn’t be surprised to see us going to Tribal and I would definitely not be shocked if Liam’s torch got snuffed.

"sarlag"

- What's been going on: I'm "working with" Randy to try to find the idol. We've been telling each other our guesses. (accept I might of lied about one of my guesses to him since one of my numbers was right this morning) I just told him I guessed 63 instead of 62 and that it was an X. Randy got Ty's guesses and told them to me. And I got Jack's guesses and told them to Randy. But Randy doesn't have Carlo's guesses but I do. So I know everyone's guesses (depending on the theory that no-one lied) and I also know 1 of the 3 numbers! Me and Randy did our part of the challenge today and I think we did pretty good hopefully it was good enough. Hopefully we win and get a clue for that idol.

"tarvaga"

- Kyle, Landen and I just made an alliance together. I love them both and I really see us going far. I was able to convince them to work together and make them think it was their idea. I told Landen that I liked Kyle and I told Kyle I liked Landen, and I mentioned working as a group with both of them. I just sat back and watched it unfold, and here we are a day later working together! If we go to tribal I know we will work together and decide who goes. I am super happy with my place in the game right now.

"sarlag"

- So Randy told me he was gonna guess 38, 40, 42. Then turns around and tells me 40, 42, 44 XXX. I find that a bit suspicious, like is he trying to hide something. I'm definitely going to be trying 38 next guess. I feel like Randy is up to something....

"gatsuur"

- "Welp, we lost the challenge, I expected it, but I was also dreading it. It's very hard deciding who to vote for tonight because I have a solid relationship with everyone in my tribe. Jacob and Vojta did the worst in the challenge but I'd feel super bad voting one of them out because Vojta didn't even want to do that part of the challenge and Jacob seems like he loves the game so much, so I don't want him to be the first boot. Me and Ruth did the same challenge as each other and have had a pretty good relationship so far. Megan and I also have a pretty solid relationship and she seems to be the most active besides me so far. It's tough, I'll probably have to talk with everyone first before I make my final decision. Also sucks that we don't get a clue to the Hidden Immunity Idol."

"gatsuur"

- Well, I thought my tribe had what it takes to win it all, especially us having the only two girls in this game. Turns out, is explorers SUCK ASS at challenges, myself included lmao. We lost the first immunity challenge and quite honestly, most of us except for cole, flopped. I would like to establish a trio with Cole and Ruth and we can stick together for as long as we can and hopefully vote out one of the other two.

"sarlag"

- Thankful for a victory today. Was nervous reading the results. I felt Logan and I did very well, and I was right. Just was expecting a little more out of our team. Carlo seems like someone Logan and I might want to work with, and we are having discussions about possible tribe split scenarios. Going to be a fun 3 days not having a tribal to attend.

"sarlag"

- Okay dead ass the first number of the combination is 38! What did I say I knew Randy was up to something. Because honestly he was either keeping it from me or his reasoning of "i wanted to go higher to fill in the middle of our gaps" is true and that's just one big coincidence. But either way I have two of the numbers, just need one more. Altho Randy did just tell me that Carlo gave him his guesses, so at least that shows some trust because he could of hid that, (like i did). so that means randy also now knows all the guesses. Randy trying to talk big strat right now, and i aint about it right now, its making me more cautious about him. I just have a feeling this is gonna go the same way as Ecstacy S9 did with me and jake, I dont see how we are going to be able to work together long term. I'll humor him though, because i dont want him to second guess me. But this talking about swap strat with him right now making real uncomfortable. FYI. the fact that randy is an OLD MATH TEACHER, has Jake written all over. Was literally having flash backs when i realized the connection yesterday. We won the challenge or rather came in third so just barely squeaked by alive on that one. But at least we arent going to tribal and we got that clue which ruled out the 1-10. Randy and carlo over here worried we gonna swap at 18 into 3 tribes. And i just dont think thats gonna happen, I'm thinking 16. Where we would go straight from 4 tribes to 2, which I'm not looking forward to.

"mori"

- Wow! I can’t believe we came in first! I was speculating who the disaster tribe is and it looks like it’s yellow. Everyone on blue sounds like they want to stick together so the more challenges we win the further we go! So let’s go!

"gatsuur"

- "Well, looks like I've gotten myself in a little pickle. I was actually planning on voting for Megan tonight but she suggests an alliance between me and Ruth and............... I accepted. I mean, how could I not, but, it also puts me in a position where I either: go back on my word, or: go against my gut instinct. I now have no idea what I am going to do and I am completely lost game-wise. What a great start to the season."

"tarvaga"

- Kyle and I had a wonderful conversation this afternoon where they told me that they identify as gender-fluid. I had been referring them with he/him pronouns and they said they didn’t care which type I used, but I want to respectful and use the singular they. I come from a very small town and have never met anyone who identifies as gender-fluid before, so this was a new experience for me. I am so happy that they are my closest ally and I hope we can go deep into this game together. Let it be known that if anyone comes for Kyle they’re going to have to get through me first.

"gatsuur"

- so yeah we lost the challenge and i kinda felt at fault because hello we took 6 tries to complete the stairs shit. say no to stair climbs in org ppl! but i think that i'm in the majority with vojta and ruth who is 100% loyal and honest, so i feel relatively comfortable tbh. the problem is that we don't know who to target heading into tribal. cole is strong in terms of physical but he is terrible in terms of likability, and megan is better socially but she kinda leaves ppl on read a lot. and apparently they invited ruth into an alliance and are really close, not on my second-hand cheapass watch huns. so this vote's gonna be a shitshow lmfao

"mori"

- I won’t lie, I do feel good in the tribe, I feel connected to everyone (some more and some less) but I don’t think that if we will get to tribal I will be voted off. But, of course I prefer not go get to tribal, because I do think the tribe will vote out Logan, which I don’t want to lose yet in the game. Bradley is a good player and I’m really can’t trust him in 100%, and that’s why I don’t want to get to tribal. I just don’t think the other 2 will want to vote him off, they will prefer to join him and vote Logan off. Well, hope we will get to a swap before we will get to a tribal.

"sarlag"

- Well holy shit we came really close from getting the short end of the stick. Shoutout to Logan and Randy for getting first in the first stage, good job mates.

"sarlag"

- Welp, whoever's getting the first boot of the season tonight, sucks to be you lol.

"tarvaga"

- So we got 2nd and while it's not first it's still immunity and an idol clue. I'm getting close I know I am. The problem is that even with the clue there are alot of variables, so it may take some time. As for the other tribes they don't really bother me right now. I don't care who goes home on Gatsuur, I don't know them so for now its just competition leaving.

"gatsuur"

- so we are voting megan out! don't get me wrong i personally like her, but like she leaves me on read a lot and that kinda renders her useless in the future for my game </3. and ruth hates cole sm lol i swear, it's so entertaining! i've already brought my popcorn hihi

"gatsuur"

- So the Eurovision hoes barely could decide who to target and what can I say we are massive flops. I would personally go for Cole but acording to Jacob, Cole has no problem with voting for Megan so we would at least make the tribe united for the vote at least.

"gatsuur"

- So, since we have to do this and go to the first tribal council, I already have to vote somebody out. I sure hope it’s not me that goes. Ruth, Cole, And I have all talked individually about being a trio and working together, so we should all be voting together this round. I have chosen to vote Vojta for a combination of challenge performance, personal connection, and also it’s because that’s what my alliance member Cole wants to do lol

"gatsuur"

- So Ruth told me that Cole is looking for allies that I need to go. Why the f**k am I the target? I legit have said nothing bad about the guy and he for some reason wants me out even if he never talked to me. Like what the f**k is that logic. I really hope Ruth and Jacob will stay loyal to me cause I don't want to go home first episode.

"mori"

- I've only played 3 Survivor games my entire life. 2 LRGS and this ORG is my first. But I'm happy to say finally I'm not the first boot! Wahoo! But it's also strange because people are coming to me with information. Jerome and I are super close we promised not to write each others name down night 1 and I think he's genuine. Bradley has also approached Jerome and I and we've considered making an alliance with him. However Bradley drops the bombshell that not only did him and Tal play together in another ORG but Bradley voted Tal out first and made it to final 2. I'm sitting her going DUDE are you trying to make yourself into a threat?! Because if so you're succeeding!

"sarlag"

- So today Randy tells me that 38 is in the combination... well now I guess that builds some trust. But I already knew that... so thanks but no thanks. At least he doesnt know that its the first number. But enough about that. So carlo comes to me says he is most comfortable with me and randy and says we could make a good trio going forward, then follows it by saying at least for now. hmm at least for now sure carlo. I'll decide when that for now ends tho. Keeping my eye on them. Jack seems to be on the outs, mainly because a little hard to talk to especially because of the disconnect of the time zone. But I'm thinking i need to put in a lot of effort in to making a strong 1 on 1 connection with him, to where he could be loyal to me because i'm the closest thing to him. Then that leaves TY at the bottom of my list which is ironic since he was number 1 on day 1. But we will see things could change again. Another view is TY sucked in that challenge 300K on that flash game, and thought that was enough, that was just lazy not competitive at all. So that be someone good to have in a merge situation if he just isnt going to put in the effort. but that's not a good enough reason to keep him around. I think he feels too comfortable especially for how inactive he has been.

"gatsuur"

- Day 3. Oh my God! I love my tribe but Jesus Christ, all of us are so f***ing weak that I cannot even believe. I came here to win all challenges before the merge and boom, first try - first tribal. I am actually surprised there are only 2 girls in this game so me and Meg should be close but unfortunately we aren't. #teamFEMINISM I am in alliance with Vojta and Jacob and I'm fine with it for now. But if we keep losing challenges we might have to vote each other which is a tragedy so tonight's voting is very important. Meg is weak but it seems she is honest and doesn't put much interest in this game which is good for me. Cole seems to be a challenge beast who tires so hard, even too much. Today he threw 2 names around: Jake and Megan's. He also called me "shaky" which is an absurd. I am one of the honest and kindest personalities in this season and he call me shaky? Excuse me? I guess you got me who I am voting tonight, so can't wait to see how Coca Cole is leaving this game first. Any two guys are brilliant so let's just play this!

"gatsuur"

- "Well, the vote reveal is almost here. I think that I successfully orchestrated a blindside against Megan, my former #1 ally. The reason I did this was because I thought I could make it further in the game with Jacob and Vojta, with Ruth as a solid alliance member. Megan is someone that I could see being a super savvy player down the road and potentially make a super strong alliance with other teams to take me out. As long as we have a swap soon, I could see my little alliance make it a long way in this game. Is there a chance I go home tonight? Of course there is, but since I performed the best in the challenge I don't think it would be a very good move."

"gatsuur"

- Megan just confrimed Cole's plan and I feel happy because now I think it could be 4-1 vote agianst Cole. He is telling me that we need strong united tribe but he is also telling that to Megan. So we both know that Cole is the snake and what is the best move? Cut the snake's head off before he can bite you.

"sarlag"

- Hmmmm it's been pretty quiet. I'm thinking thats not the absolute worst thing because since the tribe is so small, scrambling and double dealing this early on would be overkill. I was scared cause I kind of flopped this challenge and it would have been really bad if we lost because I technically did the worst out of the tribe. But that other tribe flopped like super hard lmao Matsing who? Anteaways Randy I have a feeling Randy is better at this game than I originally thought. He's been sharing his idol clues and telling me which numbers not to pick which I think he's doing with everyone honestly, so people feel good about him. I could be wrong and he trusts me for some weird reason but nah I think he knows what he's doing. That's why I'm telling him random numbers and not the ones I pick so he can potentially pick wrong numbers lmao I'm mean. But feeling good overall. I'm gonna enjoy the peace before this shit gets messy.