I'm Here To Chew Ass And Kick Gum/Confessionals

Day 1
"sotara"

- We’re back bitches

"galeras"

- So like i'm just going to scream for like 10 minutes. I'M BACK ON MAIN ORG AAAHH. Like yes i am SO excited to be back but NERVOUS. RETURNEE SEASONS ARE NOT MY STRONG SUIT SUSAN. I played probably my BEST game in newfoundland and like i want to attempt to do well again. like i am EXCITED to get back into the swing of things. this cast is honestly? kinda stacked. like ya really stacked. JAMES??? TORSA??? ROB??? ALEX???? ELIZABETH??? SU??? JONES THE LOML ???? like fuck im going home early but im here to play unless a twist is ready to fuck me over.

"sotara"

- We live react the survivor NFLD wiki page and the cast of BvW

"sotara"

- I’ve only got 3 days left in this game so I’m really emotional... Sucks being first boot.... But um our tribe seems pretty good so far!! Layla seems nice, I know Torsa Alex and Rob a little bit already and they’re all legends... Yeah. This is such an awful conf I’m so tired sorry

"sotara"

- Oh baby am I hyped to be on the main org for the first time! Playing with a former winner is also pretty cool. One World is really going to shake things up because come swap time I will have made bonds with everyone. The blood pendant twist is interesting, and I hope Layla, who is a giant wildcard, doesn't get a pre merge boot. The grid kinda sucks though because for christ sakes, 20 people are vying for 5 advantages. And I am making sure I get one.

"galeras"

- Okay! Cast drop has happened and I am over the MOON to be here. Playing another season with the love of my life Andreas is a dream come true and I can't wait to tear up the competition with him!!

I don't know most people on the cast but there are a few familiar names that I'm excited to see. I love Callum and Matt and and can't wait to hopefully connect with them more. Layla and Jones are also players who I've seen before but I never had the opportunity to actually work with. Maybe I could work with them this time???

Anyways! I love my tribe and I can't wait to talk get to know them more!!!!

"galeras"

- Caño Cristales Day 1 confessional - "Feeling fun, fresh and flirty"

"sotara"

- SO HELLO FOLKS!!!!! it's day 1 and i haven't a fucking clue who's on my tribe. but apparently, looking at the cast reveal post, i've sent a message/talked to all of the people on my tribe, so like... woo i guess?

ANYWAY i'm feeling super refreshed. the people on my tribe seem like really nice from first impressions? i mean i'm probably gonna get absolutely dragged and called boring and dry but i don't really care about that anymore so if people wanna be pressed then let them be pressed ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

i really like torsa, jones and andreas more than anyone else tho from the first convos last night. also jake's wikia name is Slag09 and that is the funniest shit. ALSO matt really likes james, su and elizabeth (i.e the partners of the people i like) so omg what if we ally on day 1 or smth??? i'm not coordinating that shit tho. i wanna stay under the radar as much as possible :)))

i'll have more to spill later today!!! now i need to go meditate before i go on my next batch of socialisashun luv x

p.s IT'S ALSO ONE WORLD??????????? brb preparing my own cremation. i DONT HAVE THAT ENERGY to talk to people especially from the other tribe.

"sotara"

- Hiii! Its my first confessional of this season. So, so far I really like my tribe. Everyone seems really fun! My biggest fear this season, coming in, was playing with a bunch of people who I played with previously and I get on a tribe with Andreas and Torsa. Both of who I voted out in other orgs, so I'm hoping that won't come back to bite me in this season. (last time I'll mention another org, sorry fam).

But anyway, this tribe is pretty active so far. Which kinda scares me because that means that everyone is playing the game! I'm just gonna lay low and be social this season. Hopefully my talking to people skills have improved and I can put myself in a good position. So far, I've enjoyed talking to Rob, Loris, Torsa and Callum. I've enjoyed Andreas but I'm gonna have to see if there is animosity towards me. But I think I can make this tribe work. I'm gonna try to relax, guess for the idol, and try to let the game kinda flow.

The only reason that I'm back this season on this org is for redemption. I never got to play the game I wanted to play and its killed me a bit on the inside. This season, I'm here to chew ass and kick gum, and I'm all out of ass. No prisoners from me. I want to play a game that sweet, ol Jerry would not expect to see. I want to observe, figure things out, and go after it. I wanna go pedal to the medal when things get going. But, i'm not gonna play crazy out of the gate so we shall see how things keep going.

"galeras"

- CC Video Confessional 1

"galeras"

- OK, so the game is officially ON! And I'm really excited for the adventure ahead of me. I plan to be super... active and be able to provide content in confessionals constantly as well as actually being able to do well... I have a place to beat, and I will not be getting pre-merged in general this time around! I refuse it.

I do wanna do some thoughts on my tribemates, but I'll make a separate confessional about all that... for now, I just want to say that I am so fucking ready to kill the game, and I'm so thankful for being given the opportunity to play the game!

Day 2
"sotara"

- The game is underway! The thing about the first challenge is that it really sets the tone for how the game will play out. If we go out there and get popped in the mouth and lose 5-0, it will diminish all these pre tribal jitters. Because, for now, I'm still riding the hype train of having made the season. But soon, reality will set in and I will realize I'm battling against 19 people for sole survivor. I will not let my first season on main go to waste because I wasnt in the loop. I am going to be on the winning side of every vote.

"galeras"

- OK, so I'm back and I have some thoughts on my tribemates and the other tribe already! The whole one world twist is overwhelming, but it's also given me an opportunity to meet a bunch of people I'm very interested in getting to know more about. This is the first cast in awhile where I don't have someone I've been openly very against in the past (see Arshie, Sam, Tobi, Sharky, Marie kjFHAS), so I can't peg my bestie (because I always work with that bitch above everyone else), but I'm still very intrigued by all the people here.

OK, so I'll start with my tribemates...

Aaron - I haven't talked to him yet, but I have messaged him just a little bit ago, so I hope we get to talk soon! Yu - I've heard good things about him, and I do like him a lot so far! He's very funny and reminds me of myself a lot, so i think we will vibe, but he's also someone I feel like I have to watch out for... so I will keep one eye opened at night around him. I just think he's going to be a bit snakey... Elizabeth - I like her a lot so far! She's very down to earth and real, and it's nice to get to meet her after watching her in HvV and I believe Comoros? She's also gorgeous, so we loveee a pretty queen! Andre - I don't know Andre, and we haven't talked too much yet, but I will say that he's Alex's partner and that immediately makes me want to like him. So I'm really going to work on my relationship with him, but I'm shoreeee I will love him! Jayme - I'm so excited to play with Jayme! They're someone I've always kinda vibed with in VLs, so to actually talk to them and everything? A pleasant thing about this game! I really think that Jayme and I will work well together, especially because his partner is queen Torsa.... but I also just think that we vibe well so it's bound to end up in a good relationship! Layla - LEMME TELL U! I am most surprised by Layla so far! I don't really know a lot about her past games, but I've seen her play before and she seemed really nice and whatnot, but she has been the most talkative with me so far (aside from Su and my previous friends) and she sends me paragraphs! PARAGRAPHS! I know a lot of people are thrown off my large chunks of text or like separate paragraphs... but I love it so much. I'm so bad at conversations, but she's been making it very easy and nice.. Matt - That's my husband? I'd die for him. I will definitely be working with him, and I just.. love him so much! Caleb - We haven't really talked much yet, but he seems nice! I just think I have to get to know him more before i get a better read on him! Su - I love Su so much?? I think he's literally my favorite person (aside from Matt) on this tribe. He's easily my best new relationship, and the fact he's partners with Jones just makes him a more desirable person to want to work with in this game! I also just think he's so funny and easy to talk, sooo!!

And the other tribe... umm...

Torsa - We love Torsa in this house. We played together like 2 years ago? And we didn't truly truly work together in that game (kinda sorta did), but I think now is a different animal... Her and I have met up a few times and hung out in person, and I just smile and love every second I have spent with her in person! I know I want to work with Torsa in this game, and her and Jayme are such a cute partnership, too soo.... <3 _ <3 Jake - Jake's nice! I don't really know much about him yet, but he's seems like he's going to be nice to talk to. Callum - I've been talking to Callum a little bit, but the main aspect of me wanting to like Callum is that him and Matt are partners and I want that to be a cute little thing going on. I know him and Matt are friends outside of ORGs, so I think working with them is a reliable thing for me personally. I do like him, though! Kat - She immediately talked to me about Ariana, so we have to stan and support... I do think she's someone I might vibe with through more convos, but we shall have to see!! Rob - I'm finally getting to play with the Yoshi man! He's been really nice and fun to talk to so far, so I'm excited to get to know him more over time because he's definitely someone I can see myself going farther with. I know Zack and him played together in the past and Zack saw him as a snake, but I'm willing to extend my arm out for Rob and hope he doesn't snake me LOL... Loris - DAS MY BABY!!! I'm happy to play this game with Loris... although he already made a joke about voting me out, but dkjashdsa.... well... Jones - Jones has hosted me before when I was like.. dakjshds super vulnerable.... so I'm excited to play a game with her because she kinda has seen the real me and knows what I'm about and adores me anyway! She's also literally such an angel?/ And her partner is Su... so like... we haveeeee to love her... Jerry - I haven't talked to Jerry yet, but we aren't on the same tribe, so kdjashdjkas... it's not the end of the world! Andreas - King! I saw him in HvV, and he seemed to be a really good gameplayer and kinda fun and relatable... him and his boyfriend were cute in that one pic he shared, too, so maybe I'll throw in a cute ""Wow go Y'ALL!"" Uh... aside from that, I can't wait to get to know him more!! Alex - Last but definitely not least... I love Alex! We didn't end on great terms in BAR: Minshan, but we have since talked shit out and made amends, so I know this time will be different. He's really nice and fun to talk to, and I don't doubt I'll love him more by the end of the season. I will umm... be very careful this time with him... but I hope he doesn't do me dirty like he did last time!

And that's my cast assessment! I plan to do videos every once in awhile, too, but I love typing up thoughts because it helps my brain process things.

"galeras"

- First confessional of the season! It feels GREAT being out here, in all honesty! I've never played in a Facebook ORG but I'm loving every second of it thus far. The hosts, contestants, and the season itself are pretty amazing, so far. Will that change? Let's fucking hope not, but it most definitely will.

Now, let's get to brass tax.

Strategically, I'm starting this season off by making myself seem a lot more UTR than what I am. My goal is to let people know that I'm new to the game, that I haven't had much to do with ORGs, and that I can be a great addition to people's alliances. Essentially, I'm trying to paint myself as a friend, ally, and number for anyone on my tribe to use, whilst secretly trying to form connections in the background to ensure that I will have a foundation once a swap or merge comes. The smartest play right now is to not make myself a target, and I'm doing everything I can to prevent that from happening.

Multiple people have came to me in the past day to welcome me into the community and to tell me all about their jobs, personal lives, interests, schools, and whatever else they fucking want. I'm putting up a facade to everyone that I care about everything they're saying. I make up stories to relate to them; stories that are pure lies to ""get in"" good with people.

Now, I'm going to make a list of everyone, in order, of who I like and dislike, and my personal thoughts on our relationship inside the game.

I'm a bit apprehensive about putting her this high on this list, purely because I think she is DEFINITELY a gameplayer. She's a lot like me where she'll try to talk to anyone she can, form a bond, and try to get close to avoid getting voted out. She knows what she's doing, and I wouldn't be surprised if anyone else put her this high on her list. The thing is: she needs people as much as people need her, and if I can make myself seem special, which I've done a good job in doing thus far with our superbly boring talks about life, I think I'll be set with her as an ally. I've gotta keep a close eye on her, though, because she has done amazing thus far as a returnee.
 * 1) 1 - Layla

I do NOT fucking care if you go to school or work or are interested in Stranger Things, Su, I only care if you like me and truth be told, at this point in the game, I think you're so goddamn bland and boring that you'll most likely like anyone who can put up with your boring ass conversations. With all my ranting aside, I do think that Su is extremely nice and can get along with anyone he wants. He's definitely a force to watch in the next few days, because I think his gameplay strategy is to make himself close with anyone and everyone he can. He's a bland talker, but his strategy is probably there.
 * 1) 2 - Su

Ah YU. Yu is a fucking G. I love him but god, he needs to work on his english and social skills. He's SO far out of the loop that I think he has made his own loop. If anyone on this cast has been severely overestimated by me, it is most definitely Yu. When you hear the name ""Yu"", you think 'OH LORD, a guy named Yu HAS to be smart or just... interesting.'. I was dead wrong. He is so incredibly bland that I feel that there's nothing to even poke fun at. He's fun to talk to because I like teaching him about the American ways, but he's so out of the loop that I think he's bound to be taken in by someone sooner or later (pun intended). That person will be me, I hope, but we'll see. He's just BEGGING to follow to someone.
 * 1) 3 - Yu

What does it say about everyone else on my tribe when Brian, a guy who has slept for 12 hours last night and missed the initial cast reveal, is put this high on my list of likes to dislikes? Brian is honest, which is what I like to see in people. I think he's most definitely a good guy, but I can sense some sort of suspicious behavior coming from him. He's the guy in the back of the store who contemplates stealing from the store, but will deny it to the fullest extent. He's such a creepy guy, but a part of him I like because he's honest about it. The first few messages he said to me was ""Yeah I'm not good at messaging people"" LOL. I like him.
 * 1) 4 - Brian

Here's where I start to dislike a few people. We spoke for about 5 hours on the game of Tetris 99. You know how much Tetris I like? Absolutely fucking none. I hate Tetris, honestly, but if Matt asks, I fucking love it. I can't connect with him on anything else, because he instantly shuts down any conversation about anything else. He's absolutely horrible to talk to, but at least with him I have some sort of a connection that can help me later in the game. Any inside joke about Tetris will instantly link back to him, so there's that, I guess. His ego is SO high, I can tell. He likes to speak about himself a LOT. If I wanted to kill myself, I'd just jump from his ego down to his intelligence because truthfully, that's where this conversation is headed with him.
 * 1) 5 - Matt

Urban Dictionary's top definition for Elizabeth says ""he most beautiful spectacular, gorgeous, cute, incredible, breathtaking, wonderful, pretty, adorable, and most importantly cutifulazing girl ever."". I am sorry to anyone she has dated, because this is the most antagonizing person I have EVER spoken with in an ORG before. Boring, bland, and generic is one thing to describe someone, being plain old robotic is another. She is literally a robot in conversation, cycling between replies like ""haha I relate"" to ""haha that's so funny"". That's all she says. Literally. Fucking annoying ass responses like that will put you in pre-merge, honey. I don't know whether to continue talking to her or shoot myself, because at this rate, if I don't die or at least get away from her, her annoyance will surely cause me to kill someone on this godforsaken tribe.
 * 1) 6 - Elizabeth

Andre is nice, but truthfully SO gone and so AFK that I'm not sure what else I can say about him. I like him, he's nice, but we haven't spoken much. He likes Jet and Cord from TAR, which is nice, but that's the only connection I've had with him thus far. Only time will tell on him....
 * 1) 7 - Andre

Who? I should probably go message them LOL. They haven't even spoken in a chat yet, so I doubt anyone has got that close to them.
 * 1) 8 - Jayme

Refer back to #8.
 * 1) 9 - Aaron

OVERALL: I like this cast. Some hits, some misses, but I do like it. The twists are rough, I hate the OW twist, but like I said in my app, I need to have the best play with the hand dealt, even if the hand is a load of dogshit. I've already lied, and have been outspoken in chats, but I feel like if I'm not careful, I can rub people off the wrong way. I'll do my best to stay covert on my previous experiences in ORGs or Survivor games, but we'll see.

Until next time, y'all. Thanks for listening to all of this.

"sotara"

- Day 2 with 1 idol already, sounds like a pretty good start if you ask me skskks. Mainly making this so I can prove to people that I did wonder about if I should tell them, cause I'm conflicted I think this is my first idol found in an ORG so yeah I'm kinda freaking out nnn. I feel like I should tell Andre since loved ones and all that but I haven't even decided like what my overall aim is here omg, I think I should tell Andre and try and make it to be the last partners cause the two rounds of immunity seems super cool and also it would probably mean that he'll be more invested in keeping me around, but he should already be really so.

Aside from the idol nonsense, I am having a great time with my tribe, Loris, Rob Kat and Torsa are my faves atm from my tribe, I just hope they like me as well. And then from the other tribe, Andre ofc <3, Brian, Matt and Layla. There's so many people I want to talk to more and get to know better but just because of the whole One World thing it can get a bit overwhelming and difficult to hold that many conversations, so I think I'm gonna take it a bit slow for now and see what goes on because I do feel like I'm quite safe, but I also know that some people might see me as a target just for being the only winner back and that me Rob and Matt were all from the same season and they both voted for me to win so... bit awkward but yeah hopefully I can make it work ahhh.

ugh well not to make this into an essay but yeah I'd say I've set myself up for success and peaked already so i'm excited to see my own downfall <3.

"sotara"

- main org woo !!! i'm gonna try to keep my confessionals short and sweet bc i'm lazy lol my tribe seems nice, ive been getting along with most of them so far. i love alex!

"sotara"

- day fucking TWO. and I find an IDOL? like. it’s not my tribes idol but brian getting it isn’t too bad either hehe. also the face that I got it for him should make him feel inclined to potentially ✨use it on me?✨

i believe what made me find the idol was adding david hoban to my confessional. I added him and then guessed and wow. I found it. thank you David.

I do think I’m in a ~good~ spot on my tribe? I’m talking to everyone and I do think some people generally just don’t like others due to them not replying, or for them just being boring and I don’t think I fall into either of those categories so wooh!

"sotara"

- CC Day 2

"sotara"

- The game is underway! The thing about the first challenge is that it really sets the tone for how the game will play out. If we go out there and get popped in the mouth and lose 5-0, it will diminish all these pre tribal jitters. Because, for now, I'm still riding the hype train of having made the season. But soon, reality will set in and I will realize I'm battling against 19 people for sole survivor. I will not let my first season on main go to waste because I wasnt in the loop. I am going to be on the winning side of every vote.

"galeras"

- Y'all. This game is insane. I don't know whether to shit or go blind at this rate, because FUCKING hell this cast is AIDS, but the game itself is fun.

This cast is smart, though. I can already tell who will be power players later down the road. Layla, James, and Su are DEFINITELY ones to watch out for.

Layla is nice, and reacts to everything in a pleasant way. The best euphemism that I can give her is that she's a Walmart greeter. She'll welcome you, talk to you, and literally try to do anything in her power to become your friend. I somewhat gathered her strategy through talking with her: she's trying to be that way with as many people as possible. A nice personality is one to keep, right? Wrong. The safest thing to do with Layla is to be nice back, but she needs to go ASAP, especially with being a returnee. She's a nice shield for the time being, though.

James is nice, he's the only one I feel like I'm having a true connection with, without lying about anything. We started talking about alcohol and jobs, which is all dandy. James isn't fake like everyone else, it feels like. I'm not sure though, he could be playing me. At this rate, I'm keen on just wanting to believe that he's a nice guy, which I truly believe he is.

Su on the other hand. He's weird. I don't have much to say about him, but he's a man of few words. I'm trying to get him to pry and talk about something meaningful but at this rate, he's gone robot on everyone. The reason why I think Su is a good ally to me is because, like Layla and James, he's good to use as a shield when it comes to merge or a swap. Using someone, i.e. a returnee, as that person to hide behind, to be 2nd in command with, is something that will make you win this game. I don't want to get too strategic with this confessional, but essentially I like that idea to start with.

ANYWAYS... If someone came to me and said ""Caleb, I hate to tell you this, but Yu climbed up to a tower and shot someone from it..."", I would NOT be surprised. That kid is a serial killer, I fucking swear, dead serious. At the risk of crossing some offensive line with a highly offensive joke, I'll just say this: the kid has some sort of split personality disorder. One minute the guy will go from ""Hey Caleb, I love you"" (no joke) to ""You're DONE"". I know I'm preaching to the choir with this but HOLY FUCK I'm exhausted from just talking to him. He messaged me a few minutes ago saying ""I think our tribe is gonna have to take an L on this..."", meaning he FUCKED up his part of this challenge. As much as I'd like to say I'm sorry for him, which trust me I did at the risk of getting murdered or DDoS'd by saying anything else, I need him on my good side if I want to make it farther. I have to put up with his conflicted ass if I want to make it any farther. With him also being a first timer for the Facebook ORG community, him and I have that bond that I appreciate. However, there won't be anything to appreciate if he flips out on me again..

Elizabeth is nice, but SO unsociable. It's horrible. I stopped conversing with her and y'know what? I'm okay with it. I've never met a fun Elizabeth in my entire life, and that hasn't changed now. Elizabeth can go to hell or the moon or wherever the fuck she wants for all I care, I just don't like her. She sounds... bitchy in conversation and too fake. I definitely won't miss her if she fucks up the flag section of the challenge and we have to vote her out.

Everyone else is chill. The only person I have yet to greet or hear from is Aaron, which honestly, at this rate, he's looking to be our first boot if we do lose this challenge. He's SO out of the loop with anything that he's on the previously-mentioned Yu loop, except Yu has vacated that loop and gone into orbit with how high, crazy, and psychotic he is.

Going back to the challenge, my goal isn't to come off as too strong, but not too weak either. I want to be an advantage to our tribe, not a nuisance or liability. I've surpassed Andre's score, so hopefully that will be seen in some sort of good light. Guess we'll see, though.

That's all I've got today. Y'all have a damn good one.
 * 1) Blessed

"galeras"

- I cannot believe I have this kind of confessional for you guys on day muthafucking 2, but I HAVE AN IDOL???? LIKE DAKJSHDKSAHDSA... WHAT!!! EVEN!!!

Loris has been guessing a ton since the game first started, and I kinda took a super lax approach to it, but I guess that approach paid off for Loris because he found my tribe's idol and now I have it... WHEW!!! I love Loris so much, and I mean... who else was he logically going to give an idol to? I'm his partner, duh... but like it really secures the fact that Loris and I have an unbreakable bond... now he could really just use that tea to get me out, but ... I doubt he'd do that because he knows this idol can be used on him, if I'm feeling generous. ;)

So... now's the point in the game where I have an idol and have to keep my paranoia to a minimum, but the good ish is that if I ever hear my name, I do have back-up to keep me safe if I feel it's necessary!!

"sotara"

- Right now I think my position in the tribe is good. I've been talking to everyone, and I really will have to wait until I go to tribal to see where i stand. Hopefully tribal wont be for a little while, though. But if I did have to go to tribal tonight, I would try to get people to take out Guacamole. I mean dont get me wrong it's a cool name and all but she has yet to accept my message. And she's overall not very active. I hope I'm around long enough to do plenty more of these and this isn't my last one.

"galeras"

- I was feeling hopeful about the first immunity challenge but things have taken a turn.

I volunteered to do the flag making challenge because no one was really jumping to do it and I knew I would be slammed with work so I figured it would be the most convenient part of the challenge for me to do.

Aaron was assigned as my partner for the flag making but I still haven't heard from him yet. He hasn't responded to or read any of my messages so far and I haven't even seen him online. I went ahead and started making the flag by myself just in case he never gets back to me in time but I really hate not having anyone to talk to about it. Graphic design is certainly NOT my passion and I've been staring at my flag for so long that I honestly can't tell if it actually looks kind of cute or if I've just tricked myself into thinking it's not hot garbage.

"galeras"

- On a different note, my tribe relationships have been progressing nicely! Layla messaged me and asked if I wanted to work together and I definitely wouldn't be opposed to having her on my side.

I've been getting along really well with both Matt and Jayme and the three of us have decided to work together. I'm honestly loving this group and they're definitely my favorite people on my tribe as of now. It feels really great to have people on my side and I really do trust them both.

Day 3
"sotara"

- Cast Assessment

Aaron - Never responded to my initial message and probably first boot. Not gonna miss you.

Alex - He better work with me after I let him win Newfoundland. Feels like the one I trust the most.

Andreas - Seems to want to get close with me or something because he always is really complimentary and kind of fake tbh

Yu - Integrating himself way better than I thought and just overall doing rly well so yay

Elizabeth - Havent spoke to her and Yu says he hasnt either

Andre - Kind of wary of working w him due to past ORGs but he's Alex's partner and our convos this game have been better than in the past. Seems to wanna work w Yu

Jayme - Know them from outside the game as well as Torsa, Yu doesn't really like them tho.

Jerry - Havent really hit it off socially and haven't spoken to his partner

Jones - I like her but I heard she isn't messaging people. I want to work with Su but she may need to go.

Layla - Already seems untrustworthy and I don't want to work with her or her partner but Yu seems to like her

Loris - Seems like one of my main allies and Brian is who im closest with on the other tribe

Matt - Wary of him due to Newfoundland but he seems to want to work with me and I love Callum

Kat - Didn't really want to work with her going into this but IDK she may be useful

Callum - Didn't know him at all going into this but have had really nice convos

Jake - Barely responds, doesn't ask questions

Caleb - Haven't gotten the chance to talk to him

Su - Wanna work with him but haven't talked much this season

Brian - TBH i like talking to him more than anyone on any tribe besides Yu of course so I could see him being a really good ally

Torsa - Trust her a lot, one of my closest on the tribe

Overall - Closest allies are probably Alex, Loris, Torsa, and Brian rn. People I'm least close with - Jake, Aaron, Caleb, and Elizabeth People I want out sooner rather than later but will require work - Layla, Andreas

My tribe seems way better at challenges but who knows what type of challenge will be next

"galeras"

- So it's been three days, and we of course lose immunity! Me and Matt pulled our weight and stayed up for the endurance and we were literally the only ones who won our section, though Elizabeth was robbed....that's the tea. I hate tribal council, but like...this season I think I'm feeling good? It's not that I 100% think I'm safe, but I also trust that people will see I did the endurance, see that Aaron has literally not shown up yet, and will see that I've connected and vibed w the tribe as a whole ^^

Coming into tribal, in my opinion, it should be straight-forward. Aaron should go 10-0 with him self-voting and leaving the area immediately!! He logged on only ONCE yesterday to tell us he was working, and then he never showed up. Now, unless smoething dRASTiC happens (or like i randomly get blindsided which...always a possibility, I guess), this should be what happens!

Thinking long-term, I think I adore most of my tribe??? Matt, Elizabeth, and I formed a CUTE little trio of an alliance that I plan on sticking by. The three of us really gel and I'm so glad to be on the season with them and play with them!! On the other side, I ADORE YU SO MUCH? LITERALLY THE SWEETEST, MOST KINF HUMAN BEING EVER!! I am going 2 make sure he goes far!! I can't believe this!! The only man i trust....(sorry Matt). Brian is the last member of my tribe that I feel really confident with atm. he's an angel but god he's definitely the most dangerous player on this tribe so whew...gotta be real careful about that! I ofc love Su, but on a game level I don't know how well we gonna click, and Layla is cool, too, just mayhaps a bit gamebotty!! Andre is chill, too, though...I don't have any read on him still. Last but not least, Caleb is someone who is interesting, but his profile on wiki paints him as someone not to trust, so if it was up to me, he'd be second boot from this tribe.

Overall, a cute tribe hopefully losing their most expendable member !! G'bye Aaron I pray!

Oh and Andreas gave me his tribe's clue?? That is like ... rly fucking cute...now i can find it and not give it to him and give it to torsa who also told me<3

"sotara"

- Layla sent me what appears to be a mass text so I am trying to turn people against her by bringing it up hopefully it doesn't backfire

"galeras"

- Fucking. Shit.

We lost the challenge.

I have no words here. I'm exhausted and don't want to talk strategy with anyone on this tribe right now, but I know I'll have to sooner or later (pun intended). You know that thing where you get super paranoid and start criticizing every single one of your moves or sentences, which makes you more nervous? That's how I'm feeling right now.

I want to talk strategy with people eventually, but the problem is bringing it up. None of these fuckers want to do anything but talk about their social life and whatnot, which I know is super hypocritical of me to say, but they're SUPER antisocial when it comes to having the balls to say anything strategy related. I was the FIRST person to answer the question while everyone just... watched. What does that say about this cast? I digress...My goal right now is to try to paint a target on Aaron, since that's who I think should and rightfully deserves to go home. He's so quiet and I think that we need to cut our loses with him to ensure that we live on after this tribal.

Guess we'll seeee... Later ya'll

"sotara"

- We won immunity and that’s amazing ! So happy. Currently I’m just trying to build strong relationships. Right now I really like Kat, Callum, and Jerry the most on my tribe

"sotara"

- whew well im extremely happy we won immunity omg that really was unexpected but we all managed to do well <3. im also very happy that I know the whereabouts of the two idols in the game and it's day 3, like why am I actually doing well and thriving? I know Brian has the Galeras idol because Torsa told me the idol was found at G8, well first Matt went to Andre and told him that the red idol was found which was scary but today after finding out it was at G8, me and Loris have been exchanging guesses and he told me he guessed G8 so I knew Loris found it and ofc he would have passed it to Brian. so then I just talked with Loris abt it and he admitted it so yeah now I know Brian has the red idol so hopefully that helps Andre with his time on that tribe and yeah I've basically just resorted to telling Andre everything, he's much smarter than me so he won't freak and he can help me with second opinions on how to use my idol so yeah it all feels good and right. BUT someone could easily check B13 and see that the Sotara idol was found and trace it to me so my plan is that by the time that happens, someone from my tribe will be gone so I can just pin the blame on them and say they told me they checked B13 and they must have found it and went home with it, kinda weak but I guess it deflects from me enough to be able to use it properly ugh <3 hopefully tht works ksksks

"sotara"

- idek how to talk to anyone on my tribe this is so tragic lmao

also us winning immunity was so nice, i feel so bad that i messed up endurance but matt/fitz snapped and got 41 out of 42 possible posts.... so well

"galeras"

- Hi babes! It's Su! sorry i didn't confess earlier I know im a big bad flop :'( i wanted to but i was zoned in on getting my driver's license and meeting 19 effing ppl cuz of the swap so. yeee :'( but im here now and i luv yalls lots <3

starting off, im loving this game tbqh. There's so many people I love here. Jayme and Rob, I'm hosting an ORG with them rn (shoutout to iceland <3) and they're my faveeesssss. Matt hosted me in timbuktu which was iconic as well. I also know torsa a lil from b4 the game, just a lil, and jake who i just played indie with. And then of course there is my queen JONES <3

i luv her so much. Jones is my twinnie and my flop cop and my everything and im happy we get to slay this game together, i know its gonna be ours for the taking <3 i cant wait to crush it once we get on the same tribe

rn im on galeras, the red tribe, which is cute ig, i love the other tribes dark blue tho. anywho, the ppl i've bonded with most so far are def Jayme and Matt, and BRIAN. BRIAN ILYSM. hes such an icon and i love talking to him. Jayme has officially stolen me from Jones and is my new twinnie :O and matt is my broski so....step off haters. I've also formed a really good friendship with Andre, and I'm getting along well with Layla, Elizabeth, and Yu as well. Layla offered me an alliance and duh i accepted so we're working togehter, its cute shes also 16 <3 we stan youth. and elizabeth also does games with kids about conservation so i love her, and yu rhymes with su so im COMPELLED to love him. Caleb is rlly nice too. I just love this whole tribe, sadly excluding mr. silence.

yes, mr. silence aka aaron has legit said nothing but one comment in the tribe chat and has spoken to no one on our tribe one on one. I was scared to go to tribal the first time on main, cuz being first boot is SCARY, but thankfully i think its gonna be unanimous for him, hell it might even turn out 10-0 from how active he's been. but yeah everyone agreed on it without much hesitation so like i feel not very worried and hopefully this vote unifies us so we can slay in the future.

on the other tribe, i've also rlly gotten along with TORSA <3 so far. legit my queen i love her. Loris is an icon as well. I love them. I've talked with most of the rest of Sotara as well, and I also am liking Kat, Jerry, Andreas, and Alex. And OF COURSE rob <3 my king i luv him i hope we get to play together

but yeah, rn im just building as many bonds as i can manage and doing my best to lay a good groundwork for a strong game. i have hope i can crush this one and while its gonna get tough rlly soon and imma be whining like a bitch about this game in a couple days, rn im enjoying myself and i hope yall r ready for a CRAZY ride <3

"galeras"

- This is my first confessional, so I have a lot of tea to spill!

Firstly, one world is so freaking demanding, especially when all 19 of your castmates are active. I made a big mistake last night due to my laziness - to get everyone on the other tribe off my back (so that I could talk about tribal with my tribemates without interruption), I told everyone basically the same thing: I've gotta deal with tribal right now, but I'll talk to you later.

Apparently, people from the other tribe banded together and determined that I was pretty much telling everyone the same thing. I didn't copy & paste any messages, but I wanted to get my point across to everyone. People found that to be suspicious, I'm guessing because it was sort of a gamebot thing to do. I mean, it's not like I don't want to talk to them on a personal level; I do. I was just in a hurry to have less than 15 unread messages. Andre was the one who told me people were suspicious of my actions, and I'm thankful that he warned me not to make the same mistake again, but also that he trusts me enough to leak information and put himself in danger for the sake of protecting me. I won't throw Andre under the bus for telling me.

As far as my game goes, I haven't lied to a single person yet, and I haven't made a ridiculous amount of alliances. Things are actually going well for me, despite the copybot fiasco. I don't intend on playing a strictly villainous or heroic game, though.

So now, a long evaluation of everyone. Buckle in, this might take forever. From most liked to least liked: 1. Jake. He's the only person playing that I believe I can trust unconditionally. A win for him is a win for me, and I'd like to think that mindset is mutual. 2. Andre. I played Malawi with him, so we've had a long friendship. He knows that I can be trustworthy if I'm loyal, so I think he's willing to overlook my reputation and rely on me. 3. Brian. I didn't know him pregame, but we've really hit it off. He's a great guy and we have a lot in common on so many fronts. We have formed an ""official official"" alliance, and I plan on staying close with him throughout the game. 4. Su. We're the same age, and for that reason, we have a lot in common. He's also so sweet and we've had good conversations, but I know most people like him, so our relationship might not be 100% genuine. We are aligned, though. 5. Jayme. He's one of the few people on this cast that I don't have stale conversations with. He's very easy to talk to, and we've agreed to work with each other. 6. Yu. I knew I loved him from the beginning because he is insanely charismatic. We don't talk as much as I'd want us to, probably because of conflicting timezones. 7. Caleb. I love him and I could definitely see myself being like him a couple years from now, but I know he can't be trusted. He exudes villain. 8. Elizabeth. Elizabeth is extremely sweet, but our conversations get boring every now and then. We're both Heroes vs. Villains alumni, though! I don't really have reasoning for why I like everyone else from here. The following rankings are mostly based on how much we converse and how much we have in common (but also whether or not I like their partner!). 9. Loris. 10. Alex. 11. Jerry. 12. Callum. 13. Matt. Only because he gives me very short responses and it's hard to maintain a conversation, but I do like him. 14. Torsa. 15. Rob. I've voted him out twice in past ORGs, so I can't imagine he's the fondest of me. 16. Andreas. 17. Kat. 18. Jones. 19. Aaron.

Long story short, I like everyone, but definitely some more than others. I hope I can recover from the other tribe's suspicions of me soon!

"galeras"

- Aaron's been hella inactive and didn't help me at all with the challenge. I'm sure he's a lovely person and I won't judge because I don't know what's preventing him from playing but honestly? Boy BYE

"galeras"

- OKKKKAAYY!!! So the vote's not much to talk about since Aaron is most likely going unanimously because he hasn't been active!! I don't really feel a need to harp on this topic.

But I want to discuss 2 major things just to have them written in words. One is the idol situation... and the second is my current thoughts on this cast!

Idol situation is kinda tricky because... people know the idol has been found, but only Alex had pieced together that it was Loris/me with the idol. I kinda... came clean to him as soon as Loris told me, and I don't MIND Alex knowing because I do trust him, but I didn't really want to tell anyone about the idol outside of Loris! So that kinda sucks... but then I followed that up by telling Matt, so... kjHFADJK... I just really do think Matt is the one person who will have my back above everyone else no matter what, and I will trust him to the end of this game! So I will definitely, definitely not worry about Matt having this information, just... Alex idk! My only concern is that my last game with Alex was him getting me idoled out, so I don't want that to happen again.

Now my thoughts on this cast. I think I've done a rough thought list of them all, but I think I'm going to rank both tribes based on how comfortable I feel with them. My big... issue right now is that I do think I've promised too much to too many people, and it will come back to bite me, but if I can skate by without people being smart enough to catch on... litty titty!

So I'll start with my ranking of my tribe, Galeras... and I'll give my rough, rough thoughts on each, too, because I don't want this to be TOO long! EDIT: JK... it's long!

9. Aaron - Obviously, because Aaron and I really haven't had a single conversation, I can't rank him anything above last! He might be nice, and he probably is because Kat is super nice, but I can't work with someone who doesn't talk. 8. Caleb - My only issue with Caleb is that I really, really don't click with him like anyone else. Our conversations are always very spread apart and I don't vibe with him like I vibe with everyone else... he's nice! But he's just not my speed... SOrry... 7. Elizabeth - Nothing against Elizabeth, but I just kinda... don't vibe with her like I vibe with everyone else! So far, our conversations are very robotic and feel unnatural, but I do like the girl, and I'd say she's at #7, but she surely isn't anyone I feel UNCOMFORTABLE with.. just have the weakest social connection with her on my tribe (aside from Aaron/Caleb).

It gets tricky here... because I genuinely LOVE and adore these last 6 people already and have clicked so well with all of them. No offense to Liz, Caleb, or Aaron, but I just have connected with the other 6 well enough where I think they're all tightly packed at 1-6... so hope none of y'all take offense to this when you see it! 6. Andre - Andre's #6 for me because I personally LIKE him a lot, and I trust him even more because his partner is Alex, but I think my main concern is that he's someone that will be messy asf. I haven't heard the best comments about his previous games, but he may change my mind real quick and become one of my closest in the 6. I don't like to target people based on previous games, but I also feel like if he's a mess, I don't wanna deal with that till the end of the game! 5. Layla - I really love Layla... like we are soul sisters! She had messaged me a week before the game about a shirt I was wearing in a picture, and it's so funny that we're both now here, ready to kill this game! Her and I have a lot to talk about at all times, and I genuinely enjoy her presence so much... she feels so genuine! I ranked her at 5 because while I feel all these things, sometimes, she sends like an overwhelming amount of information, and I just wanna relax for a whole ass 5 seconds... and I know that she kinda... plays up a social game with everyone like me, so ... idk! I do love her so much, though1 4. Yu - I LOVE Yu... he's literally my Asian Loris... and I love it so much! He's funny, and he gives off this super genuinely new to FB vibe that really makes him so much more enjoyable lMFAO!! I've really figured him out to be like Loris, and that makes me love him more... but my biggest factor to liking Yu outside of his amazing personality is the fact that him and Rob are partners, so I feel more trust in that relationship! A true king, and I feel like he's someone I'd love to go far with. 3. Jayme - I love, love, LOVE Jayme! Within the last 2 weeks, he made a post on FB kinda.. calling me out for using the bottom emoji, but it was so funny and so memeworthy because we had literally NEVER talked in PMs before that, and I was like... omg highkey a callout! BUt it was all in good humor, and it really just became an interesting add-on into our convos because now i just randomly say ""bottom emoji"". I adore him so much, and I know I'll be able to pop off with him in the future (also him and Torsa are a pair, so it's even better). OH... the LI connection is also >>> because it really was something that brought me and Nick Kiper together, too... so WIG! 2. Su - I'd say this top 4 specifically is so close, but I'd have to rank Su at #2! He's so fun and amazing to talk to, and I just really think he's my genuine twin. Him and Jones are the most angelic pair, and I'm so happy that I get to play with both of them in this game at once! Su was someone I started seeing around a lot more and wanted to get to know, and so far I have literally nothing but amazing things to say about him! He's genuinely so amazing... 1. Matt - I'm kinda... going to have to go out of my way to say that my pre-game relationship with Matt has a lot to do with why I trust him so much, but I think that in this game, so far? We have clicked even better than ever before. Matt and I don't talk every single day, but now we do! I think Matt's going to be very good for my game, and I trust him wholly.

Next up.... the other tribe umm... Sotara (s/o to Tara queen)...

10. Jake - I don't have too much to say about Jake because we've only talked a tiny little bit, but Layla wants me to trust in him because she has put in a good word for me! However... it doesn't just... djkashdsa work like that for me.. 9. Jerry - I like Jerry, but I feel like we have this kdjsahdas... kinda .... off relationship? Like we just don't bond as well as I do with the others, unfortunately! I do like him, and think we could work on getting stronger...

A few leaps above them!

8. Kat - I love Kat and Andreas about the same, so we're gonna say they kinda share a spot and I'm only doing 7/8 because of their names kjHFASJKA... basically, with Kat... I like her, but we haven't had full-on convos yet, and I'm unsure how she's going to react to us voting her boyfriend out... but I do like her, and I do see potential in working together. 7. Andreas - In Andreas's case, he's very nice, but he's kinda... bland compared to the other people daskjhdsa... nothing against him because I also think he's an angel... but he's just not the person I connect to the most in this game, and I still feel like I have a bit of guard up against him...

OK, soo this top 6 is pretty tightly packed! Very similarly to my own tribe, I feel very confident in working with these 6 in the future of this game and love and adore each in their own ways. Not to say I don't feel the same about the other 4, but I just feel a lot stronger with these 6 in terms of connection!

6. Jones - OK, so I feel really bad ranking Jones at 6 because I adore her so much, and I think her and Su are the best combo of people, but I feel like Jones hasn't been the most talkative with me so far, and so I'm forced to rank her at the lowest of my like... top 6 from this tribe. However, I know she can turn it around because she is truly an angel and amazing!! And I also love her so so much! 5. Rob - I like Rob SO much! We talk a lot, and he's genuinely someone I wish was on my tribe, but he donated me Yu, and I love Yu, too... sooo!!! WIg. I think Rob is someone I will definitely be working with a ton down the road, but I also know I have to keep an arm's distance with him because.. I don't know... again, I don't want to be like, ""Oh, they're like this EVERY game,"" but I feel like Rob has snakey qualities to him that make me scared of him in the long-run. Love him, still! 4. Torsa - LOVE TORSA! I don't even have to say more than that because that's IT! My relationship with Torsa is super wholesome and real, and I adore her with my whole heart. I do think we have a bit of room to work on in terms of game talk, but I think that we can be super close in that regard, too... and she also brings Jayme to the table, so that's another plus for her! 3. Callum - I LIVE for Callum! He's so relatable, and he's just an all-around amazing person to talk to. I've never really vibed with someone like I have with him, and it was such an unexpected thing because I had just seen him playing some games, and now he's here, like, wow! OK! Werk! But he's a gem, and I know he'll be someone I love more and more as the game goes on. He's also partners with Matt, so it adds to my level of trust with him. 2. Alex - I love Alex, and after BAR, it was a rocky relationship.... but we worked to fix that and have maintained a far-loving friendship! He's also one of Zack's friends, so !!! I do love talking to him about anything and everything, and he's also someone I'll definitely be working with down the line. My only concern is BAR shenanigans, but I really will keep it to that game. It's a different time for both of us! 1. Loris - Loris may be my loved one, but he's also like.... my favorite person in this game (sorry Matt hehe). He's genuinely been one of the best friends I've had in the last year I've known him, and I will never be able to fully tell him the extent of how much I appreciate him, but I'm PRAYING we can slay this game together and... it's already starting off good, so it can only get better from here. Love my twink kingie....

"galeras"

- Another Tribal 1 confessional from Matt!

"sotara"

- So I forgot to mention that our tribe won an idol clue. I immediately shared with Jayme & Liz because I want to strengthen bonds with people this season. Liz mentioned ot me she is apart of an alliance chat but didnt name drop other that a)Matt found out the Red tribe idol is at G8 and found and b)Jayme was in the chat and never told me which I think is sketchy on his part BUT im not gonna get too worried.

Right now I'm still focusing on strengthening bonds and that's really been my Day 3. Nothing crazy