Now I'm All Alone/Confessionals

Day 33
"yaacov"

- First of all i would like to apologize for not sending confessionals. i am sorry Jessy and Joan for always troubling you guys with my late submissions. :/

So Dennis was voted out... no words to describe exactly how i feel.. i have been with Dennis since the early days and now i am all alone.. I am happy to be in the Top 6 but it just doesn't feel that great without the one who has always been by your side since the beginning and who has protected you.. :(

I mean, when Jamie, Laure, Casey, Julian and Jake had a new alliance and thus leaving Reks and me as the outsiders, Dennis was always telling me what was going on. If my name was ever mentioned by anyone, he would tell me. Dennis is a great guy who didn't deserve what happened to him today.

I asked Jamie and Julian why did they vote for Dennis, and they said it was because Dennis had lie to them. I wasn't angry at them. I didn't want to be bitter because of this. i want to be rational. They have their reason to why they did that. :/

When Jamie and Julian said that I am so nice just because i didn't go berserk at them for voting Dennis out, the only answer I have for them is i am not nice. I dont want to make anything too personal. I have learned from my mistake when i voted Tommy based on something that wasn't even true. I wasn't rational that time and i followed my heart without any clear judgement. I wasnt thinking straight. I dont want to do that anymore. I dont want to make any decisions that i would rather regret.

I dont know if this makes sense or not... but this is how i feel now.

Ps: Sorry for my grammar. :/ Hope you understand. Thank you :)

"yaacov"

- This is perfect. Everyone thinks Casey is pulling the strings but what people don't realise is that as soon as I want Casey gone, she'll go. I just need to say the word, and I have Julian, Sarah, Jake and Casey voting whoever I want, and I know people will realise that soon enough, so that's why Casey needs to stay because for the time Casey is left, she'll be a bigger threat than me and no one will wanna vote me. So I plan on keeping Casey around for another vote (or maybe two and vote her out at F4 providing she doesn't win Final Immunity), but then again I can't let survive too long because if everyone thinks she's pulling the strings then they'll vote her at FTC. People don't realise that I've saved Casey twice and that I didn't need saving whereas she did but still, I'll let them think that I'm her goat and there's no reason to take me out. After all, I do whatever Casey says, right?'

Loved Ones Confessionals
"yaacov"

- Hey guys,

I feel honored to be part of this amazing season!

When I pair up with Sarah, I can see clearly how hard she try to give her all to ensure she can win this season.

No pressure girl, you already make all of us proud, me personally. You already best Malaysia female to play the game..and most probably best Asia female player.

I told her that she should and can be the best Malaysian ever played this game.

Sole Survivor Sarah Aiman - YOU CAN DO IT!

You rock girl!

"yaacov"

- Omg these people are amazing i love everyone and I suck at roastin so much lol. I hate roasting, mostly because it forces you to offend people xD I love the cast from Indonesia, Laure is super funny, I love her, Jake is cool, Jamie is like nice, Sarah is queen, Casey idk, Julian (I pronounce it like Rulian) is quite too shy, but overall love them. I personally think everybody sucked at roasting XD, me included, despite what Emma did was fun, and still, it was fun being here for now xDDD <3333333 GOTTA LOVE ME SOME INDONESIA, DESPITE MY BAE DENNIS IS NOT HERE BECAUSE IDK CRY CRY CRY ;-;-;-;-;-; omg i am just saying shit because idk what to say.

Overall it was fun, and enjoyable, despite omg sardinia and madagascar xD to prove that the drama and controversial seasons can actually being out favorites.

Baiiii <3 good luck indonesians <3333

"yaacov"

- Hiiii i suck at this challenge i feel bad for my partner since people keep on calling him a floater so good luck julian u the best.

"yaacov"

- I am sooooo happy to be Casey's loved one! I mean she is a beast at the game and I am so rooting for her to win, it is such an honor to be competing in this challenge along side a few future legends such as Jamie, Casey, and possibly Jake/Laure.

I love the challenge we are doing, I have wanted to do this for a while, sadly not in Madagascar for obvious reasons, but I was really looking forward to it in HvV but sadly no. But now I'm finally doing the roast! And Casey is super happy because, who better to do a roast with then the master of the ORG fighting ring himself, ME! But along with this comes a few cons, I am a very contraversial player so this means their is a LOT of dirt to be dished on me, I just hope no one can come up with some epic burn that could cost Casey the challenge!

Day 34
"yaacov"

- I thought this might be our last confessional.

So the roast was bullshit I went on and on about that (AND YOU HOSTS KNOW IT IN YOUR SOULS), but my mis-steps this round doesn't bother me, because I am going to the final 5.

During the roast Jamie went off on me telling me I had no strategy therefore I have no right to criticize her strategy. I just don't understand this ORG thing, do you all not watch Survivor. Because she makes it seem like she is the best strategist in the game meanwhile all I remember her doing was voting James out instead of Casey with a good lie, and so far it looks like she only does what Casey wants to do. Of course from my point of view she looks like a sheep. If she has been masterminding the whole thing why would she tell me? It makes her a threat. Threats don't go to the end.

I think I know what her plan is. Notice that during the roast anytime I went off on Jake (which I had a right to do because like he stole the Chaos Casey video and he wasn't funny) Jamie defended him. He is also declaring this vote will be 3 v 3 and that he is with us cause Casey and Jamie are threats, but he is being very fishy. I think Jamie's wonderful strategic plan is that she is keeping Jake safe and buttering him up in reserve so she can use Julian and Jake to vote Casey out at the final 4. When Sarah confronted Jake about not voting Casey this vote he said 'I promised them I would vote Casey'. If he was talking to Sarah why didn't he just say Laure? Why did he use the plural. It could be a mistake, this theory could be dumb, but what will chaos casey think when I show her the screen cap?

Anyway why did I say I was going to the final 5 no matter what?

Because Sarah gave me her idol. It took a lot of convincing, but I think the web I spun sounds reasonable.

If Jake indeeds does vote with us 3 v 3 Sarah having immunity and me having the idol means there is a 1 in 4 chance we lose a number on the rock draw (and this is provided someone doesn't flip on the revote)

If they vote me, like I think they will because Casey told me we had a truce and they wanted me to vote with them (which I don't buy cause Jamie hasn't messaged me super paranoid yet like she use to when we were aligned) which means it will be me. I mean Casey is a queen let's be honest, but if you aim at the queen you better not miss. I missed and I will have to pay the price.

If Jake does write my name down, which signs Jamie's death warrant because who else are they voting for other than me? Then I can most def sell Casey on my theory and get her back on my side.

I will be loyal to Sarah up to the final 3, and I mean it. She's a bigger threat than me so if our side gets targeted again by a mis-step I'm sure it will buy me another day. This move puts me in a great position.

I just have to get rid of friggen Julian because he is a goat, and I want people to think I'm a good goat to take the end. I don't have a chance if Julian is the game. Give me the floater position! If though friggen look at this confessional. Did I not break down every odd and every scenario for this tribal council move? People think I'm bad at strategy.

There are 2 rules when playing with Laure: - Blindside the bitch because if she knows she's in trouble she will call everyone out and take everyone down with her - Don't underestimate her, unless she's busy that week moving or working then, but other than that I'm a rat. I will try to weasel my way out of anything.

I am writing Jamie's name down, because I don't want to give up on a Casey / Laure final 2. I mean I would probably lose, but friggen brand recognition! Sam won Madagascar, Wes was a beast in Saradina, and if me and Casey can make it further.... ummmm hello ORG people better friggen recognize us tumblr survivor folk do not fuck around. We're smarter and more cunning than you.

Also season 2 of Boardwalk empire has me confused everyone is betraying each other. Like why?

"yaacov"

- could tell from the way Laure and Sarah are talking that they're voting me. I've confronted them, and they both admitted it. Jake told me he's voting Casey and Julian is apparently self-voting now. Casey is voting Jake. Although it would've been more secure for me to vote Jake, with Julian's self-vote I have to vote Casey to ensure that if we go to a tiebreaker that Sarah and Laure will vote Casey out over me. This is super risky and I know by the end of this Tribal Council that it'll probably be me going, but by voting Casey I've potentially saved myself. It just sucks that I've controlled this game for a long time and I might be eliminated via Julian's inactivity and Sarah and Laure voting me over Casey when Casey is their target? Like what's that all about?

Either way, if Jake has voted Casey then I should survive and I'll come back with vengeance and fight harder than I did before. Either way, there is no way Laure's getting my jury vote, neither's Jake. May the best man or woman win :). Jamie (most likely), out.'