Thought They Could Have Their Cake And Eat It Too/Confessionals

Day 13
"romeral"

- UGH! So Layla did go.... RIP a messy queen... I will miss her... she was super talkative, and I know she probably actually had my back... but um... I know that I can trust the people on that tribe to pop off with me in the future, too, so I am not going to complain too much...

"sotara"

- I'm rather disappointed, to put it lightly. Layla left, which was predictable (i had a rough idea it was gonna be her or Elizabeth), but that doesn't make it any less sad / irritating to me. Layla is a good kid and even though the early days in the game I lowkey wanted her out (big oof), I really grew to like her over the Yu vote and was sad to be separated from her and now even sadder to see her go. Honestly, to find out for sure she was leaving from MATT (who probably heard it from Brian, who he gets all his tea from) twenty minutes before deadline and not Su or Elizabeth themselves is so, so disappointing. I considered Su/Elizabeth close allies of mine and I can only think that the reason they didn't tell me was bc they knew I'd try and convince them otherwise. I want to be loyal to my og Galeras because they're the ones I like the most but they are hiding shit from me and voting out people they shouldn't be. I really feel like I don't have many close allies besides Matt/Torsa and maybe Andreas. I know I'm overreacting and Su/Elizabeth are probably still on my side, but it's so frustrating that they didn't fill me in on what was going on when I've spoken to them about how we can be pagong'd so easily if og Sotara wanted to but they just?? let themselves be minority?? and then su says ""if we lose again, me and elizabeth are screwed""...tHEN WHY DID U VOTE LAYLA???????????? BRO...

That aside, I need to win this challenge. I need Alex's idol gone, but I get the feeling from Torsa she'd rather Andre which I definitely do not want. And if I push too hard for Alex, he'll probs hear it from her and he'll play his idol, and furthermore Torsa/I will show our cards rly early and that's not something we want. I want Alex gone if we lose, but not enough to throw tbfh. I'm too worried.

"romeral"

- At first, losing Layla was a big hit to me. It really was, I had lost not only an ally but an actual friend. And that's rate to someone like me, someone who doesn't even try and connect to people here outside of the game. But, the more I think about it, I feel like Layla going home may be beneficial. She was seen as a huge threat in the game and being her partner painted a target on my back most likely. Literally her entire tribe was in unison with her being a threat. I don't know where I stand anymore, but I am not Laylas partner. I'm Jake fucking Womack.

"romeral"

- I'm also going with the under the radar approach. I'm not seen as a huge player in the game, but that's because I do alot of talking to myself. And yes, I should be better about talking to people and the audience even, but I cant help to keep thoughts to myself.

"sotara"

- well. I've felt as if people are going to come for me at some point in time for a while, and now I just feel even more certain about it. I feel like Su is gearing up to try and take me out soon. Idk why but he talked to Andre about me being in a really good position and how I'm going to be one of the key players at merge. he also said he doesn't think I like him which isn't true <3 we've had some convos and I think he's super sweet and fun to talk to <3 BUT he sorta implied as well tht we haven't talked a lot, which is kinda weird cause I felt we had talked a good amount considering he fact that we've never been on a tribe together so I feel he's very social and talking a lot to a lot of people. I know he's close to Rob and Loris just asked me to vote him for kidnapping, which doesn't make sense to me but I guess Loris just wants him safe. Su's also close to Rob as well so Su has a lot of allies and if he's going around to all of them saying that I'm in a good position and that I'm one of the key people, then people are going to start wanting to vote me out so now I feel a bit uneasy about Su in general and I kinda want him out right now before he can come for me any more, so I sorta want to arrange a thing to kidnap Elizabeth instead of Su, cause i'm guessing he's asking people to kidnap him, so that it's 3 Sotara and Su, if Su survives that then obviously he's going to be seen as more of a threat which is good for me, he also said the same things about Torsa, that me and her are gonna be big players and we're in the best positions, so it might be good for me to tell her to try and make us closer and also turn her against Su a little bit. i'd like to thank Andre for all this info and Su for saying all this to my partner <3. oh also andre said that jayme would want to get Callum out if we went to tribal so i feel much better abt all tht esp cause i love jayme and torsa as well so <3

"romeral"

- This kidnapping things makes things really interesting.... Essentially I think it guarantees Elizabeth's safety because I know if her tribe loses, the other tribe would probably vote her, and on my tribe I think I could easily get 2/4 votes which is majority.

Now....... I am real confused on my so called Alliance of the Sugar Cubs or Sugar bears or whatever sweet animal we are.... I suggested we vote together strategically and it was met by Matt & Jayme telling me that I am wrong, followed by radio silence when they discovered I was right. That's super telling to me. I know I can't trust that group. Elizabeth came to me and said that she doesn't trust that group. So I guess thats the end of that group... ha....ha.....ha

I'm voting Elizabeth for the kidnapping, and I haven't decided what I will do with the Sotara tribe yet. If I had it my way, I was going to vote Jayme. Not, I do not know... I'm torn by it.

"romeral"

- So now we only have 5 pairs left

Me-Liz Brian-Loris Alex-Andre Callum-Matt Jayme-Torsa

One of us 5 will be getting the blood pendant immunity advantage, and I think its fair to assume now that it's something that will begin to affect the game. In the beginning it didn't change much for the game play, but now it's for certain going to affect how things are going to happen.

Ideally I would like to snag the advantage, but I can't make that the centerfold of my game - otherwise I would be blindly moving forward.

Day 14
"romeral"

- Jerry & Jake must feel really confident for them to not even do anything in this challenge.......... like genuinely it's annoying. Get up and participate in this challenge. It bothers me how they must feel so safe in this game that they can do this. I will not be forgetting this ya SNAKES

"romeral"

- So... this kidnapping twist, eh? I love it so much! It really will be my savior if we happen to lose again. I think the other tribes have a majority on me, and I love that so much! Everyone knows I need this, and I think I've put in enough work to show everyone why I need this... and I also think I've rallied enough votes to do the saving of myself, and I love it a lot!

I think it'll bring an interesting dynamic to the other 2 tribes, though. I'm kinda hoping Loris's tribe loses so that Elizabeth most likely goes home... but I also kinda hope that my tribe loses so I can yeet outta there and watch them have their fun! I might do some evil shit later if I feel the need to... who knows! Hehe...... A saboteur? Me? Maybe so... but also maybe not. Imagine me deleting everything last minute so that we flop... The villain teas..... I just see myself working the least with both Elizabeth and everyone on my tribe, so anyone else going would be so fucking annoying...

"sotara"

- not me trying to force rob/loris to vote Su out <3. Andre and I sorta decided to try and get Elizabeth kidnapped so that if Galeras goes to tribal they're sorta forced to vote Su out, and if they don't vote Su then it'll be awkward but it's kind of an ultimatum I'm trying to give them nNNN. Vote Su out or vote someone from your own tribe, which I don't want to see the 2nd happen but I also don't want Su coming at me at merge so. and maybe su isn't even coming at me like that but honestly idw risk it sooo. Andre talked to Jayme and he said he'd vote to kidnap Elizabeth as well so tht makes 3 and idt the others will collectively vote to save one person idk or jayme might hve told torsa abt it idk im just gonna blindly hope it works tht seems to be a common theme in my games <3. this is all assuming we win and they lose but considering what i've heard so far it's looking like that will happen so NNN. I'm voting Brian as well cause i actually am a little bit in love with him, sorry zack, and want him to survive and go on to win this whole org so.

"sotara"

- Caño Cristales Day 14 - lol

"sotara"

- It kinda just hit me how much on the outs I am LMAO. I already knew I'm at the bottom but like jesus. If the members of OG Sotara expect my loyalty then they're honestly deluded.

The kidnapping twist is also a blessing in disguise for me - seeing as there's the opportunity to save the people I want and ostracise the people I have nothing with. I voted to kidnap Brian because I'm 1) closer with him than anyone on his tribe and 2) I'm certain Andreas will pull through so him staying is low risk. And I also want to kidnap Elizabeth because the last I heard, she's at risk. And I don't want to see her go. Apparently Rob went up to Matt asking him to save Su which automatically rings alarm bells so like... no thank you. I really like Su - despite barely talking to him - but at this point I need to solidify what I already have before I go making any other advances of my own. Plus Matt is on the same boat with that.

And what if we lose? Alex seems the most ideal option to be kidnapped for me since he has the Sotara idol, but at the same time he can basically give it to Andre so lmao - and he'd probably end up playing it I think JHDSGFJH. So ideally no one should be kidnapped but if it were me, I think I'd be able to concoct something and mess with people's heads as to why I were kidnapped. I presume people would kidnap me on the basis that I would be a swing vote, but I think I have a convincing enough background to persuade people that I was instead legitimately in danger and that they are completely oblivious to the situation but oh well.

I'm just garbling random shit now

"galeras"

- hi yall! today we had to do the survivor scavenger hunt and I HUSTLEDDDDDDDDDDDD tf out of it all! Idk, I can now drive which I've never been able to do before when I've done this challenge in the past, and I just felt driven to make sure my tribe is immune cuz I want all of us to make it farther in the game. So I drove to the mall and tore apart my house and the others helped out a lot too, so I think we have a good chance of winning which is great <3

the kidnapping twist this round is def interesting. I've been trying to get ppl to save me without openly campaigning or campaigning too hard and i do think ive gotten some votes from ppl. I'd like to be saved just in case cuz i do think I'm in a good spot here and i'd survive a vote but idk, i just wanna be safe. If I get kidnapped if our tribe goes to tribal, I think that Liz will go :'( and if she's not there and I am I feel like it might be me, but I could try to blindside Loris, as both Kat and Rob have trashtalked him a lil to me (Rob thinking he's a possible person Kat would vote to save me, Kat saying he hasnt tried hard on the challenge since he only got like 2-3 things) so ya its a possibility that I could survive. Andre and Jayme proposed this plan to kidnap like Kat and then have me liz rob vote out loris which like, could've worked but at the time I hadnt talked to Rob or Kat about it and didnt think they'd be as willing to do Loris if it came down to it. They also have only said they'd do Loris assuming Liz is already gone :'( so I shot down the plan and Jayme and Andre both voted to kidnap me instead which is good. It sucks cuz Liz might be screwed if we lose but I'd rather her go although I love her and trust her than risk my own game yknow by going into a 2-2 scenario.

ok i gtg eat but ill finish this confessional later! xoxo

"galeras"

- ok part 2 of the confessional! onto the people i voted for! So, my vote for Romeral was really easy. I LOVE BRIAN SMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM and he said he's prolly going home if he's not kidnapped, and I think a majority on both Galeras and Sotara voted for him to be kidnapped so hopefully my king and savior Brian shall be saved by the grace of Roxanne Sediment. Then for Sotara, a couple ppl asked for my vote but I ultimately gave it to Jayme cuz he asked first. I didnt really think about it, and if they go I wanted to maybe see Alex go and Jayme was def anti-Alex in our pms so maybe that was a bad choice DXCFTGVHB oh well. I just want Jayme/Torsa/Matt/Andre to make it out of there alive.

ALSO I MADE A BIG DISCOVERY ON THE GRID TODAY!!!!!!!! I found the Mutiny Ticket! this means any time pre merge before the next challenge is posted, I can mutiny to another tribe. it's pretty simple and straight forward, but I do think we're swapping again soon, prolly next round, so if I get swapfucked that's definitely a big plus for my game.

right now i'm juggling a lot in the game, there's a lot of people I like and a lot of people i've told bits and chunks of stuff too cuz when i get in moods i spill a little too much info cfgvhbjn

Rn it's all chill and swell, but I just gotta make sure to stay on top of the social game with everyone and keep working hard and working on my honesty, because the biggest no no in survivor is lying to someone before you're writing their name down if you can avoid it and I dont wanna be oversharing or hurting ppl uselessly and also hurting my own game.

But ya, let's hope Galeras wins this challenge and I don't have to go to my fifth outta sixth tribals! <3 xoxo su <3

Day 15
"galeras"

- This is legit the most heartbreaking challenge results I've ever SEEN! We lost by ONE POINT and there were so many that we could've easily done but I sat out. Like a BIRD?? where do you live where you will never see a bird anywhere T_T or woman in a bathing suit we have 2 women on our tribe. somebody shouldve fucking put on a bathing suit so we didnt lose to a tribe of four men akjnsdfskjdnfskjdf nsthis is so horrible not to mention that Elizabeth fucking got saved by the sotara 2.0 snakes which means everythign has gone to shit

"romeral"

- So we just won immunity and thank the lord cause. I was not wanting to go to a three person tribal council at the final 15. I didn't do a lot that challenge cause I was busy today and last night. But regardless, I'm happy with the way things are currently. I really feel ike I have a lot of trust built with both Andreas and Jake. I'm hoping I can use that going forward. I really want to try and build a strategic relationship with Brian cause I think he could be someone to play with going forward. Plus a little bird told me that Brian had an idol and that is a rabbit hole I don't wanna go down in case we do lose and he has to use it and me go home. I need to try and reach out to him about starting something. Just so I can something going with everyone on my tribe. I think going forward with those on other tribes, I really wanna work with both Andre and Alex. both are nice guys and I like them. So for me, I'm hoping to basically find a pair to some and appear like the third. To those without a pair, talk to them about being their new partner. Just trying to get myself into each person's corner in some way. Its gonna be a slow grind but I'm hoping to last a bit in this game. I think the idea that I cannot receive that immunity will decrease my target because all of the pairs are probably gonna be fighting to take out the others so they can have it. 2 rounds of immunity is tempting but I'm glad its something I do not have to worry about. My goal is to try to look ahead and figure out how to get these pairs to go after each other. I would say the people I would like to target as threats early merge is the Jaime and Torsa pairing. Both strong players and neither seem very interested in me so that's a big indicator to me. I'm hoping we can keep slowly climbing this mountain and get some positives going! (:

"sotara"

- no tribal yet yay!! but i finally have something to do in the game. i noticed elizabeth was kidnapped and now i don't rly have a problem with that but i obviously preferred it to be su. i haven't spoken to elizabeth and she hasn't bothered to reach out to me either and i'm forced to be in an alliance to her. i rly don't have any allegiance to her and honestly the alliance of me/callum/andreas/elizabeth/fitz/matt doesn't mean much to me as much as i adore the people there outside the game. i trust matt/fitz/rob/su. a really weird group of people i know but those are the people i vibe the most with and everything. anyways su told me that andre/fitz/matt/me all said we'd vote him but if i'm being honest i think i'm the only one who voted su. fitz told me to tell su that he voted su but i just don't rly know if i can do that so i'll just avoid bringing it up if i can. i'm just telling su the truth that i can tell him so if rob/loris do pull off voting out kat in favor of su, i can get su in my corner - i trust him a lot for rn. i know fitz and i have different agendas and obviously i get that but i enjoy that we can be clear with each other even if we don't have the same plans rn. it doesn't pose a problem just yet so i'm obviously not going to break a bond that first of all means a lot to me bc i love fitz with everything in me and second we haven't gone to tribal or anything so we don't have to mess up anything that doesn't need to be messed up right now. i think i started rambling with this so i'll come back later with coherent thoughts but tl;dr: the kidnapping of elizabeth woke me up in the game considering i haven't visited tribal at all

"sotara"

- well it worked. our tribe won, the red tribe lost and Elizabeth was kidnapped nnnn, if Su goes I'll feel bad but also I know I'm just trying to protect myself from potential threats at merge cause I do not need to become the easy target at the merge vote and just get everyone backstabbing me immediately which could happen so I'm not completely unjustified in this, I just hope Kat stays but I mean if she can't survive this tribal then.. it's a necessary risk I feel cause she shouldn't be voted out but if she is it still proves that Su is too social and I can still use that against him so it still works for me <3

"galeras"

- So my tribe lost the immunity challenge and I ended up getting kidnapped. Tbh I'm pretty happy that I'm safe this week because even though I've made some really good connections so far on my tribe and I feel like I would be safe, you never know. One thing that I fear is that people might now view me as a target because they think me getting the most votes means that I have a whole bunch of allies in the game. Hopefully they just think that Andreas campaigned hard for me or that they're not really thinking about the numbers much at all.

"sotara"

- The decision to kidnap Elizabeth didn't come lightly. I've been open about considering Su and Elizabeth my two closest allies in this game, so having to save one over the over was a hard decision, but I feel as if it was the right one. Don't get me wrong, Su is great and I hope he survives. But there are three main reasons to kidnap Elizabeth: 1) Loris and Rob were campaigning for people to kidnap Su, as they wanted to make Elizabeth the easy vote. Andre and I had theorized that Su is working with Loris and Rob (mostly Rob, which Su is open with), and so if Su stays/leaves, we have information. If Su leaves, we know it's still an old sotara vs old galeras game. If Su stays, we know that those three are tight. Su is a great kid but he is playing the game hard. He and Brian have the most connections out of the og galeras people, so if anyone can survive the tribe pagonging it's him. Su has 100% a much better shot at staying than Elizabeth did, and after they gave up their potential majority to vote out Layla, they lowkey deserve to be pagong'd if that's how the game is going. 2) The Six Sugar Cubs alliance remains non-shady with each other. If we had a majority of four and Elizabeth stayed, we'd have been #exposed. Plus my allegiance to Matt & Elizabeth is still very much alive. 3) This opens the door for me to work with Alex, who I'm still lowkey sketched by, but I'm so close to Andre now that I feel like I have to keep that door open. Speaking of Andre, I had already voted to kidnap Elizabeth when we spoke about kidnapping her, so for him to think he convinced me to kidnap Elizabeth and that we came to the decision together is A++

On a different note, Andre and I can easily sway this to 'it was probably a tie and Matt didn't kidnap you', but I also don't wanna be caught throwing Matt under the bus so I'm just gonna insist on telling Su i kidnapped him but have no idea what happened.

Speaking of Andre, it amazes me how he went from who I wanted maybe next out on og Galeraas to my #1 ally and friend in the game (besides torsa). We rly vibe well on both a game and personal sense and he's mad cool idk why he always gets runner-up in all his games lmfaooo is that shady? maybe?

On the topic of the Sugar Cubs, I really trust Elizabeth, Andreas, Matt, and Torsa, but the HUGE question mark is Callum for me. I literally keep forgetting he's on my tribe and in the alliance ldskkskfs. i lowkey think that alliance was only formed bc me, elizabeth, and matt were so tight bc Torsa really doesn't trust/talk to Elizabeth and I don't really talk to or trust Callum, but it's good to have that option for us in the event of a swap or merge so uhh yeet.

I think that's all for now. Praying for Su's safety.

"romeral"

- I am kind of shook that my tribe won the challenge. PAUSE.

I am kind of shook that Brian and I won this challenge for our tribe.... Jake should really be counting his blessings. He did NOTHING for our tribe in this challenge. It was extremely telling how comfortable he feels in this tribe by his performance. Even with the potential kidnapping he didn't care. Like that speaks volumes. Why is so comfortable ?

"romeral"

- WE WON??? I'm screaming. I really did try to throw it for Loris's tribe because I knew I would be kidnapped, and my worst case scenario was staying and having to use the idol. But I knew I was going to be safe, so kjFHAS...

I did want to be a chaotic gay, but now it looks like it's Loris's turn to take my mantle and hold the crown of the messy gay. I hope he doesn't vote Su out because I genuinely think Su is one of my better connections, but we have to see. Kat or Rob going would be most beneficial, and I don't want to throw my idol at him... so I uh... I'm sorry, Su... I love you, but I need this for MY safety.

I've also now formed a stronger bond with Jerry, and I feel comfy with him going forward, so I'm going to make sure to keep up that relationship! A nice king!

"romeral"

- One of the most stressful parts of this round of the game was the kidnapping. I really didn't think that my tribe would come 1st, so I suspected our votes wouldn't count. Regardless, I knew it was a way to strengthen relationships.

Firstly, I made sure Jerry & Jake picked Elizabeth for Galeras because everyone seems to out to get her for some reason..... Obviously Brian wasn't going to pick her over Loris and I said that to him and he agreed.

Then for Sotara, things got interesting/stressful. I knew that since they weren't going to pick me because of how the alliance chat acted, I wasn't ready to scramble to save either of them. So I decided to strengthen bonds with Brian and tell him that he can pick who we choose. He decided to random.org it and got Alex..... i was SUS of that but whatever. I went with it.

All seems good, until I got drunk at a party then Jake & Jerry start messaging me asking who they should pick and I outright just kind of said to pick Alex and left it at that. Now I am stuck doing damage control and I can not just outright say 'oh because Brian said it' because I still wanna maintain ties with Jake/Jerry.....

"romeral"

- Jake came to me today and said he wants us to start working more closely together and I was like "yeah same honestly" but it dead ass seemed so fake on his part and he realizes that Layla is gone and wants someone to stick to.

So that's that.

"romeral"

- OH, I almost forgot... I'm looking forward to maybe swapping after this round? 2 tribes of 7 sounds a lot cuter than my 4-person tribe of men. I am hoping to avoid tribal if we don't swap... but if we do, I'm really going to pray for the results of the swap to pop off so I'm on a tribe with like... Jake and then some combo of Matt/Loris/Jayme/Callum/Andre/Alex. That would be nice. I don't know if we will swap, but I'm kinda hoping for a switch-up so I don't feel as on edge with this tribe! They can promise me all the safety we want, but .... I don't trust them like I trust my bois... If we do swap, you're also going to get content from me... so let's do it!

"romeral"

- Jayme came to me and told me that Alex told him that he thinks Elizabeth and I could be easy votes because we aren't connected to many people. Those are bold words coming from him, when he leaves me on read all the time.

Jayme then said he expects a Me/Him/Matt/Liz vs Brian/Loris/Rob/Alex side thing happening soon and did I not predict this like a week ago?? LOL

Jayme then also kind of told me how he wants me to get closer to Jerry and Jake because we will need them on our side, so that's some positive reinforcement that what I am doing is good. It also makes me second-guess keeping Brian if we lose. I think Brian will say anything to stay at this point, and I can't fall for that trap. I know he is an extremely capable player and that's something to keep in mind.

"romeral"

- Okay I also don't understand the Elizabeth hate this season. She is honestly a cat with her nine lives, and of right now she's used 4 of them ?? I can not wait until we are finally united and can DESTROY THESE PEOPLE

Also I think we are swapping into 2 tribes of 7 after this and Elizabeth being kidnapped plays a role in it.

"galeras"

- So we are back to tribal again. Kinda upset about it because if we just got a few more points we would have won. I knew going into tribal if we lost I was going to push for Lorris. He barely tried in the challenge. Are you trying to tell me that you can't get a picture of a knife? Are you ok? I guess Elizabeth got kidnapped which is interesting because Su seemed to think that he would be. I'm not sure why they are trying to keep Elizabeth safe, she would have been if Su got kidnapped. Anyway, so the tea is that apparently some people are mad at ME (?) for the Layla vote. Well, first of all Rob is the one that suggested it. Second of all everyone wanted her out? LMAO? So they are messaging rob, su and loris to get me out. I might be voted out tonight folks! But as of right now Rob, Su and I made a 3 person alliance called sukarob. We plan to vote out Loris. If Loris has an idol and uses it then I will be out but there's not much I can do. Again I feel like I am trying to save my boys without worrying about myself. I just hope it doesn't bite me in the ass.

"galeras"

- So my tribe is at tribal! Damn, there is SO much that has gone on since I last confessed, I don't even have time to write all of it down or remember all of the drama, but Imma do my best.

So Galeras lost again which sucks. I've been to 5 out of 6 tribals so far which is the most out of anyone and we STANNNN that. I had a meltdown last night because Liz, who was the easy vote if it came to that, got kidnapped by Sotara, a tribe where most of the ppl said they were going to kidnap me. That left me on a tribe with Rob, Kat, and Loris, who have been together the whole game and that immediately sends me into a panic.

However, Rob is on my side and I know that I can work with him. And Kat tells me later on that she is not voting me out since I hustled on the challenge and did more pics that everyone else combined. So that means, hey Loris is the one we should probably take out.

The ppl on Sotara seem to have different ideas. Half of them havent spoken to me in a day or two and suddenly Torsa, Jayme, and Andre are all consoling me and telling me it's ok and that HEY ITS OK YOU CAN GET KAT OUT! Its so weird but they're all being overly nice with a STRANGE AF vibe about them telling me to vote out kat when i've barely even talked to anyone on my tribe yet. AND they all claimed to not have lied to me and to have voted for me to be kidnapped, but theres no way that Alex Callum Matt all voted Liz and did it without them.

What Rob Kat and I believe is happening is that there is a pairs alliance forming. Alex/Andre/Torsa/Jayme are the center of it, which makes sense to me, because Alex doesnt talk to me a ton, Torsa and especially Jayme have stopped talking to me a lot since the swap. Jayme and I used to be so close and now he's saying ""NNNNNN"" when I say im scared im gonna be voted out like boiiii come on now. And Andre has just felt sketch to me for a while but the sketch intensified last night!

Andre and Jayme wanted to save like Loris so me rob liz could take out Kat, but I refused and asked them to save me, admitting that Liz would be gone if that happened. What I think is going on is that they want to keep as many pairs intact as possible to give them shields so those pairs get broken up before them. So they decided, hey, lets fucking lie to Su and start making big moves AT THE FINAL FIFTEEN! and they kidnapped Liz to preserve the Liz/Andreas pair and assume that Kat will get voted out and push for her so they dont risk Loris going out to break up the Loris/Brian pair.

Don't get me wrong, im happy Liz is safe cuz I trust her. But it's just so shocking to me that they all lie to me like this and assume they can get away with it, that I'll acept useless lies of ""oh i dont know how that happened"" and ""but vote for kat!!!!!!"" They're trying to play this game hard and outsmart me and make big moves so early, but it's not going to work.

Voting out Loris is going to piss people off. I love Brian and I do trust him but I cant tell him im voting out loris since thyere a pair. I hope he still trusts me after this but I could totally see our relationship being hurt by this. And Andre/Alex/Torsa/Jayme are all gonna be blindsided by this I believe. We have the excuse that Loris went wild and was being sketchy because he was most of the day. Fuck he even left me on read for like a half hour. But I feel scared because me kat and rob have made an alliance and i tell it's just going to be an uphill battle from here.

so yes rip Loris he's such a sweet kid i wish it could be one of andre/alex/jayme/torsa going tonight and not him, but their shenangins have hurt him. And I hope that things go according to plan adn I can live to fight another day <3 I love yall and this is just the beginning of the chaos believe me. Ily all and if this is my last ep bye! <3 ets hope not

"romeral"

- Winning back to back immunities on such a small tribe is amazing. Because I am expecting a swap at the final 14, so it's good to know i have some options. I'm a little upset that some people have never been to tribal. But hopefully I get the better end of the swap and it all works out for me. The only thing I'm worried about is Brian and his immunity idol. He also is a good player so I was hoping to have the ability to blindside him. I guess that will have to wait. Outlasting Layla was one of my goals in the game because she was a former player and my partner. So the fact that i did gives me a little boost. The immunity idol on Romeral I believe has already been found, not unless Bruan has the one from Galeras. Jerry and I need to find a crack somewhere for us to fit in. And Jery is a great partner because he seems really unaware of whats happening in game. So hopefully me and him can go a long way.

"galeras"

- hi :((( we lost immunity by one point and it’s basically my fault for forgetting to take a picture of the sunset.... tribal has been messy as shit . everyone wanted su out then I tell rob I want kat out kat finds out and goes crazy in tribal chat which makes rob think she’s crazy and not trustworthy... so now we’re keeping su. despite the fact that I’m probably being blindsided.... I stay getting what I want

"sotara"

- Cano Cristales joint confessional - Matt and Jayme Day 15 y'all bitches wish you had this partnership, f*** bvw