I WANT A DIVORCE/Confessionals

""kelapapantat"

- Well that was absolutely the worst vote of the game. I just had to vote out one of my closest allies and someone i absolutely adore (Elmo). But my hands were tied, if i hadn't made that move, I wouldn't have built trust in this group and would have looked shady.. I hope i can just fly under the radar now and let the threats take eachother out Elmo's idol is gone now, just Alexandra's left... I'm going to miss Elmo, this game is tough and this move could turn out to be my biggest mistake... But i couldn't win against him "						"kelapapantat"

- The vote last night was crazy, but mission accomplished. We got Elmo out. I'm really sad that he is gone because I really liked him. I'll miss our daily conversations, but he had too much power and we had to get him while we could. Our group is still intact and I hope we can survive another tc. " ""kelapapantat"

- ""Hello! It's been a long time since I've done a confessional entry.

I find it highly hilarious that I was the only one who voted Danielle. I was out of the loop for Elmo and Alexandra votes, and that's only because of some players taking advantage of some rumours about me and Elmo being supposedly pregame F2. Sigh.

Even if I lost my allies in a row, I actually don't feel nervous or paranoid at all. It's Survivor and I've already adjusted to being calm and chill. Flexibility is the key word here!

So far, I've shared my idol clue with Max whom I tried to vote out, along with Elmo and Jenna. And I told Danielle, whom I voted for, to vote me back but she was cool with it.

So what's the strategy for our Nadine?

I've saw how brutal Elmo's blindsided tribal was. The players in this game, once they see an obvious huge threat and a leader that attempts to do moves, they will go against it and blindside them. It's kind of predictable too as there are some new players.

The obvious countermeasures against this kind of pack means you have to act subservient to them and then start making big moves later into the endgame and sweep my way through immunities. It works that everyone knows I've lost allies in a row, and it gives me more freedom to be a free agent, such as making myself necessary for different sides.

I really don't have a F2, and I try not to form too much of a close bond with anyone so it doesn't incur bad feelings when I get voted out. I've been learning! Anyway, it's been fun, even though I keep getting caught in real life stuff to be more committed with this game.

I've been trying to take advantage of my non-existent idol to breed paranoia in this environment, hopefully no one caught on that I don't have it!""{{quote|kelapapantat| "						"{{quote|kelapapantat| ""This is a confessional and also a counterattack against any possible punishments that reveals confessionals.

One day, Nadine will avenge you, Elmo!

For now, I will stay low. It's still the beginning of the merge.

Let's go!"" |Nadine}}"						{{quote|kelapapantat| So after I totally re-solidified my relationship with Danielle, and re-newing my threesome with her and David, we (I), decided finally taking out Elmo would be the best move. And boy was I right as fuck. It turns out him and Jenna were way closer than I thought they were. I had to voice call her and BEG her to vote for him, and her drunk sloppy self almost sobbed crying over it. Speaking of Jenna, I hate her now. And we haven't even been married for a whole week. The bitch literally is so delusional in this game, constantly forcing me into her dumb plans, and her "ideal" boot orders that don't make any sense, and doesn't correlate with what I, or anyone else in our alliance wants to do. She's absolutely ridiculous and her mega-obvious love for me has caused everyone in the fucking game to think (know) that we're an inseparable duo, so much so that I've resorted to shit-talking her every chance I get to let the idea of us being inseparable die down. And it isn't fake shit-talk either. I'm genuinely finished with her. She'd rather work with MAX who has thrown my name out 4 times to different people including her, and who is everyone wants out next in our group, all because she wants out TING TING. For what reason? I DON'T KNOW. How many other people want her out next? Get ready... 0. NO ONE agrees with her dumb plans she's been pushing since merge began but she INSISTS on pushing them onto me. Where does she even think she'll get the numbers to do this? You need five votes sweetheart. You got 2. You and Max. Oh, she also thinks she has Nadine. What a five star group she's got going on there. But here's the best part. She doesn't understand, and has even asked me, WHY I think that other people *know* we're a final 2......WE'RE FUCKING MARRIED, YOU DIPSHIT. WE HAD A FAKE WEDDING! YOU TOLD EVERYONE IN THE CAST, INCLUDING OUR ENEMIES, THAT I SENT YOU NUDES, AND THAT YOU'VE SEEN ME NAKED WEARING A DOG COLLAR. Well guess what? I WANT A DIVORCE. The ONLY good thing about Jenna at this point is that she will never turn on me. And that whenever someone like Alexandra who has an idol, does decide to split us up, they'll take her crazy ass out before me. Alexandra needs to be taken out sooner or later, but I'm not worried about her idoling me out. She won't, really can't do that without consulting David and he won't let it happen. At least not now. My one and only fear in this game at this point is the merge idol. And the only person I feel like could get their rat paws on it if they haven't already AND use it to take me out is Max. So he needs to go now. As useless, *STUPID* and desperate as he is, I want him gone. |Tyler}} "{{quote|kelapapantat| ""So I won Immunity and I am so stoked. To Win at this point in the game is just so crucial, and makes it much easier for me to make a move, without repercussion. I'm now guaranteed a spot in the final 8, the end is near, and I really think now is the time to orchestrate a blindside whilst I'm safe.. The results of the challenge were interesting.. Clearly Tyler is seen as in control rather than me, and whilst that's good for a meatshield purpose, it worries me if I'm to go to the end with him.. Alexandra is also seen in that way but I realise she will be taken out before the end, so it doesn't bother me. I have a move planned.. but to be the first one to flip.. might not bode well for me, and I could see myself immediately targetted in 8th place.. But then If i don't make this move, I worry about the end game.."" |Jenna}}" "{{quote|kelapapantat| At this point I'm really thinking.. The majority wants to take out Max, and it's a pointless move, he is no threat, trusts me, and is someone I can easily take out at the end.. This group of alliance of 6, is not a good position for me.. as the Brawns will take eachother over me.. If i can pull in Nadine, Ting, Max and flip over Alex, we can blindside a brawn whilst we have the numbers 5-4.. I think it's a perfect opportunity, and Danielle is the vote that would least upset everyone, whilst crucially removing a brawn number.. Then if this works I could hopefully blame it on Alexandra, flip back, and take her out at 8 which was the plan anyway.. Now's the perfect time to try it whilst I have immunity. I feel if i don't do this now, i'll regret it.. |Jenna}}" "{{quote|kelapapantat| ""Challenge Confessional: This was definitely an interesting challenge. It was fun to answer the questions honestly, but it go tricky when I had to try to guess the majority. I kept overthinking what everyone would guess. Would they go with their honest opinion or do they know the others well enough to guess what they were thinking?

I took a different strategy and tried to have some fun with it. On the question of who thinks they are running the tribe, I answered Tyler (Jenna's showmance husband) and who is actually running the tribe, I chose Jenna (the wife). Everyone knows the husband just thinks he is running the show.

It is always the wife that has control of things. Other than that I tried to compliment those who I am not close to and chose people who I was close to as the not so nice answers. I knew they wouldn't hold it against me.

I was surprised the majority of the tribe chose me as the sheep. If anyone really knew me, they would not that is not an accurate statement at all. But if they believe it and it will help get me farther, then I am ok with it."" |Christina}}"						{{quote|kelapapantat| After coming back from tribal blindsided yet again by Elmo's boot, I've done my best to try and mend all my relationships, the only person I truly trust right now is Jenna, but I've done my best to do damage control with Alexandra after voting her, and I think I've actually been able to develop some trust with her, this next vote was able to be flipped by Jenna I believe, Ting Ting was the vote we needed, and she wanted Christina gone, despite the fact she's not a threat to anyone, as far as I'm aware everyone is now voting her though. All I can do is vote Christina and hope I'm still here tomorrow, I've been a train-wreck since the merge started, but I'm somehow still here, hanging on by the skin of my teeth. |Max}}						"{{quote|kelapapantat| After a mini-fight with Jenna last night I of course got to work and now have a plan set in stone to BACKSTAB this bitch next tribal. I told Alexandra and Ting all the shit she talks, and her plans to take them out. They believe me, and Jenna will be GONE next, only condition is that Christina has to go now, which is fine. Jenna probably thinks she's in total control right now with her dumb ass. She's so predictable, she did exactly what we thought she'd do which is make a desperate attempt to save Max (who she admits she has a final 2 with), by getting a group together to target Danielle. Thank god Ting didn't allow it and flipped the target to Christina. Ting is now on our side and is our Brawn+1. After this I immediately went to ass-kissing Jenna and Max, made a fake final 3 with them, and sucked Jenna's asshole by begging for her forgiveness and complimenting her on her amazing campaigning which she is so very proud of. Good job Jenna, I hope throwing your entire game away for Max and making a fool of yourself was worth it. :)

Btw, king me getting Best Social Player, Strategic Player, Pick to Win, and of course IN CONTROL OF THE GAME in Touchy Subjects. All so true, and no ones doing anything about it. :') |Tyler}}"