Hopefully it All Goes as Planned/Confessionals

Day 21
"koshtan tau"

- I'm so happy to make the merge, but now that Caleb is gone, it leaves only 2 original Pobeda. I would like to mention that there's 7 original Uspekh. THE ENTIRE TRIBE MADE THE MERGE !

If that doesn't wave red flags, I don't know what would. However, I was very fortuned to not have to attend tribal since the tribes were switched. It gave me a chance to get to know everyone on a personal level. However, even when there was no threat of tribal, I was still messaged by Ryan, Tyler, and Jeremy almost every day, and these messages were only game talk. Any mention of anything besides game talk, and the boys 'had to go'. I'm not an idiot, I take social cues. They only talk to me when they need me. And now even when they really need me, they have begun telling me lies about the game.

If they want to tell lies, they can tell lies. And i'll gladly join in on it then.

"koshtan tau"

- Woo merge!

Ok, so now that there are only 3 Slava and 2 Pobeda left, we have a total of 7 votes between us (two double votes) against 8 Uspekh votes (a double vote). I have two options: sway a few Uspekh's who think they are at the bottom, and get majority. The other way is to completely flip and go with Uspekh, hoping they won't vote me until most of the remaining Slava and Pobeda are gone.

Sigh. Why can't everyone just get along and make cupcakes.

"koshtan tau"

- I hate the new merged tribe. Everyone is annoying in chat singing anaconda. I'm very bitter I'm on the bottom, but I'm confident in winning immunities and I have a very selfish plan to get me further into the game. I have no reason to align with anyone anymore.

"koshtan tau"

- This is the hardest tribal council. I have established good relationships with Taylor and Ziggy. But im still 100% loyal to Caleb. We have been through the downs of Pobeda and Slava 2.0 together.

I had second thoughts when Ziggy told me he voted for Caleb and Taylor told me im safe. I wanted to save Caleb by sacrificing myself. It can be honorable or just downright stupid. But on one hand, it is strategic as well. I knew Ziggy voted for Caleb so if Molly and Taylor vote for me,,, (caleb and i vote for Molly) then its a tie and we will be able to buy one more day to campaign NOT to vote for Caleb....

It sucks. I've been to every single tribal council since Day One.

Day 22
"koshtan tau"

- I knew when we merged, that the game would get a lot more intense. I did not expect everyone to be as crazy as they all are. My #1 ally right now would be James. He knows far more about my game then anyone here. We've had some pretty heart-to-heart chats and honestly, I like him better then most of my friends in the real world. Lol xD

Ivan comes in at #2 for me. I think this bond goes back to Day 1, and the fact that we managed to get out of Pobeda before it was too late. While I like to think that Ivan would do anything for us, we've been playing separate for almost as long as we've played together.

I truthfully don't think I'm on anyone's radar. Slava wants Uspekh gone, Uspekh wants Slava gone. I think I'm in a pretty good place tbh. However, this is Survivor and I can't get too confident,

"koshtan tau"

- MERGE! There are some perks in being a Pobedan who has been to every single tribal council episodes. They dont see me as a threat so I can just stay UTR while the bulldogs fight it out with their clashing egos.

I was approached by orig Uspekh and orig Slavans and they want me in their alliances. What a great position, eh!

"koshtan tau"

- Usually on the show, the first tribal council post merge is where the magic happens. #Blindside if you don’t know what I mean. It’s dead obvious that the three Slavans and the two Pobedans, who are on the outs, are going to work together. HAHAHAHHAHA… No… Just No…

ANACONDAS ASSEMBLE!~ Kudos to Nicki Minaj for releasing a song that makes it a lot easier for the people of Kamchatka to name an alliance! ^_^ 7 Uspekh and 2 Pobedans, what a wonderful story to read.

Oh and the Uspekh 7 is a thang! We have the numbers to take over this merge tribe, might as well just run things the way we did pre-merge.

Cross out my previous confessional because James informs me that Bryce might be working with the outs! Why do such things happen like this? We have the numbers to slay this season, why bother to align with the outs. Bad move really!

Day 23
"koshtan tau"

- I can't figure out people for most categories, so i'm just trying to write the names on a piece of paper, spin around and point at them to get the answer... Rebekah logic, it never happened... Uh yeah, that is all, bye.

"koshtan tau"

- So Im pretty sure I'm at the bottom and on the chopping block.. I tried reaching out to Ziggy making up this story about how I've played all these org's before, and in order to reach my all time record, I need to survive 2 more tribal councils. I don't think he bought it, but hey, I might get lucky.

At this point Im happy jumping ship, but I don't know how to go about it. I think I'm gonna go talk to Rebekah and see if I can scrounge around for some acceptance in that majority.

"koshtan tau"

- Very nervous about this upcoming challenge, it's one that I can't easily win at. I need a win today because if I don't, I feel like there is a strong change I could be going home.

"koshtan tau"

- I love Touchy Subjects! So much fun! I love how accurate it is doe, I'd love to see me win this game to so shoutout to all my tribemates who love me like I love me.

Noo but it official, I got a final 3 deal with Erik (who no one wants to see win) and Rebekah (who is amazing tbh), and I really feel solid about it. Now it's just a matter of surviving this tribal. Ziggy seems up in the air, I have no idea if Bryce is with us anymore, I'm unsure if Erik's gonna self-vote; and most importantly one of those three Slavas must have an idol. Gawwwwd this game is so confusing -- just when I thought this game was pretty much in the bag something changes -- and that's why I love Survivor!

"koshtan tau"

- I know that the Uspekhs greatly outnumber the Slavans. But there is something with the Slava aura that I don't trust. I smell bullies who just want to talk about the game. Yeah they want us to be at Final 5 but if that happens, I'll be fifth! Hell, no. While at Uspekhs - most of these are young people who havent been at tribal council. I can see cracks already. I knew who are tight with who and I can save this info for my end game. Add to that, I trust two original Uspekhs more than Andreas who was my orig Pobeda ally! Taylor and Ziggy, I would trust with my life here in the game.

Day 24
"koshtan tau"

- The best part about a few of the people not knowing your existence on the tribe is a wonderful asset really. All you have to say to the minority is ‘I’m on the bottom of the majority alliance and i’m willing to flip!’ It really is that simple for them to believe you and it is an easier route to take control for once. Let them believe the Queen is running because a ninja is about to assassinate her in the foreseeable future.

I might have found a way to make a huge move. Talking to Jeremy was probably the best decision I have made thus far. I’m in an ‘alliance’ with his minions as well as the ‘Lucky’ Pobedans. Oh and the best part is yet to come. ^_^ They have the hidden immunity idol as well as the double vote!!!

So it is settled they decided to pin the votes on Taylor whilst I have persuaded them to use the items to meet their demise. They are very nice and genuine people but i’m sorry but this is a game and sometimes being a betrayer is what you have to do. Of course I had the choice to be with them but come on I would be on the bottom of the alliance! I’m not going to be that old rubbish that you decide to keep due to its worthiness! What am I saying? I’m not a Pobeda.

"koshtan tau"

- I don't care about what voted about me, I know most people are saying they chose random names but I know they just chose the names they chose because they feel the people belong their, unless they don't, and just randomize it or use the Rebekah Method... But idk to be honest... Let me take this like it's a pageant and I won two giant trophies, one of which that I share, and now i'm stuck with some beautiful titles. God idk what i'm saying anymore, just walk away to the new confessional now, nothing to see here.

"koshtan tau"

- I feel like this game is making me turn into a mean person. Whatever, i'm soooooooooooo over it

I love how I was voted 'Most Likely to Flip'.. Honestly, I saw that one coming ahha !

Tonight's tribal is either gonna be a shit show, or a shit show. Molly who has fucking immunity is more worried than I am. Oh my. Welcome to Tribal council, also known as Pobeda Camp Beach. Enjoy the ride, cause you're all about to picked off

"koshtan tau"

- Hey guys, I'm mediocre. I got nothing for the challenge, which I honestly expected. Not sure if that's bad or good. Goes either way I guess. I'm not exactly sure why everyone sees Molly as this supreme ruler, but it has put a target on my back because everyone is thinking I am the closest to her. Bryce won't talk to us, Ziggy is making plans with us and tellig everyone else about them, and I'm in SO MUCH DANGER! I NEED to get these votes ASAP! I refuse to take 12th place. These people are making moves they don't even need to make yet! They are putting themselves in the minority if they flip when they could easily ride to final 7, but then The Cuties would probably take them out. BUT still! At least wait a few more votes. Don't make a move for the sake of making a move!

So I called Molly most annoying for my personal choice in the challenge. She annoys me a lot simply because it's so hard to convince her to do anything, she can be selfish, and she can be mean. She was freaking the hell out when she was in danger, but now that I am, it's like I don't even know! She is mad that Andreas doesn't want to use his double vote, yet she doesn't want to use her vote restriction that she claims she has! Either she doesn't have it or she is super selfish. If you don't want to use yours then why should he use his!? I knew I would be the target as soon as she won immunity because she is apparently running the show and I am seen as her closest ally. It pisses me off! hahaha I guess I laugh when I get pissed. Nobody said this game would be easy, but I had perfect plans to the finals. People want to mess them up! I NEED to stay and get Molly out because I clearly have no chance when she is supposedly controlling everything. Unless people really think she THINKS she is in control. I swear... if I go out because she wouldnt use her special power to help me.... ohhh.. I... grrr.... Love her... but... grrr

"koshtan tau"

- So I'm tentatively saying we have majority. Ziggy has flipped, and now it is Ziggy, Andreas, Ivan, Ryan, Tyler and myself against Bryce, Erik, Molly, James, Rebekah and Taylor. And Andreas and I have double votes, so that will be 8 vs. 6 going into this tribal council.

We've decided to vote out Taylor, because we think James has immunity, and Molly has challenge immunity. Hopefully it all goes as planned.

As for trusting Ziggy, it all depends on him. I guess he played us well if he's lying, but he seems genuine.

Strategy-wise at the moment, my goal would be to continue taking out Uspekh until the final 7 then scrape a majority and take out someone like Andreas. Ryan, Andreas and Ziggy are my worries for people that might beat me in final tribal, especially Ivan. He's been to EVERY council so far, and would get the underdog vote.

"koshtan tau"

- Taylor's going to go home, I'm sorry. I wanted James but my alliance wanted you because you're close with Molly.

I don't think I had to use my immunity idol, but if people flipped on me I could be going home as I have told people to throw my name out there and I will be receiving votes tonight.

I strongly believe James has an immunity idol and I don't want him to be a problem later on. Andreas basically swayed everyone to vote for Taylor and I want him gone as soon as I don't need him.

If Molly hadn't won immunity she'd be going home.

Now we get to finally see where people are truly alligned and who's on the top and who's on the bottom.

"koshtan tau"

- Sooo I should probably take back what I said about Molly. I just got angry(but I still feel the same about some of it). I would be just as selfish if I had that power I'm sure. Plus, it looks like we might not need to do it. We both end up getting each other freaked out about this stuff. If I go because I don't have her use it, so be it. I am usually able to come to these realizations after processing everything for awhile. I snap out of my anger and realize what's right. This still doesn't change my need to get rid of Molly though.

Voting Confessional
"koshtan tau"

- Who's Ryan? I was told by my alliance to "Vote Ryan".

"koshtan tau"

- Something's not gonna go right. I'm going home. Or Taylor is. So much is up in the air at this point! Ziggy and Bryce are both in the air, I have no idea if Pobeda's actually with us...let the games begin!

"koshtan tau"

- You have been using intimidation as a tactic since the first time we talked. That doesn't fly with me. You should've known better, after seeing what became of Grant and Liam after they used them on me. Have fun in loser lodge with Ruby. Bitch.

"koshtan tau"

- PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be you and not me tonight!!! You need to go, Jeremy. I've worked too hard to see it all crumble now because of an idol or unloyal people. Fingers crossed.

"koshtan tau"

- eremy, you are a threat because all you talk about is the game, the votes, the alliances etc. without even attempting to connect to the person you're talking to yet. I believe you have an idol and a game advantage as well. Plus, you threw Nickson and Fonda under the bus at old Slava. You ain't in control anymore. Payback time for them. As for me, I'm getting rid of the biggest threat and a possible bully. Hope that this is a #blindside. Goodbye.