I'm Not Buying That Bullcrap (I Buy My Bullcrap From eBay)/Confessionals

Day 25
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- Yasmin will block me soon. She doesn't reply me anymore. I just realize that i am a good liar The others said that i was gullible but you guys still trusted what i said. I don't know who is gullible in here And happy dance ❤ party time !! Amazing Friday 13th 😎

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- Tribal was very interesting. My best ally was blindsided and is all mad, but im furious. Im all alone against 7 others. Hopefully that was just a one-time fling. But i dont have a good feeling. I am now the underdog. And if these players wanna play, then lets play. Game On. I am not gonna back down from a fight.

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- Final 8 woo! First of all, I just flipped and sent Yasmin off to jury and made sure to work on her right before her elimination to make sure I could lock in her potential jury vote. As far as this next vote I'm going to pull out all the dirt I have on Aromal to make sure his torch goes out this next vote because he constantly is throwing out my name to multiple different people but refuses to actually interact with me. This isn't going to be an easy task because Jake is a constant wildcard who flip flops from side to side and you never really know where he stands. Despite us being extremely "close allies" (in his side) he still threw out my name to Erin and named me as a dangerous player and a major jury threat, which can be detrimental to my game. So what I did was pull the remaining females together and have decided to form an all girls alliance consisting of some of the weaker players in the game and Jessy. I plan on using them to take out the guys 1 by 1 starting off with Aromal and then possibly Jake/Emile. LMFAO personally I cannot STAND Aromal so getting him out would be a double win for me, because not only is he terrible for my game he's also annoying and the biggest rat left in this game. Emile is also definitely a big target on my radar and despite building a strong relationship with him both personally (he's sooooo boring) and strategically. My situation with Erin is actually really hilarious. I originally planned on blindsiding Yasmin with Jake/Jessy without informing Erin due to Yasmin possibly having an idol but then Erin approaches me saying she felt as if she was on the bottom of the brawn+beauty+erin majority and that she wanted to do something about it, and it seriously worked out FLAWLESSLY. I was able to have a big hand in sending out one of the biggest threats to my game while still maintaining my relationship and trust with Erin. Jessy/I are definitely the closest out of anybody but I feel like she's on anybody's radar at this point and I wouldn't be shocked if she were to be blindsided anytime soon. TSN is..... he's the most transparent person in this entire game. He promises to vote with you, doesn't and then begs for forgiveness. A constant replay of this summarizes his game on this beautiful island that is Sichuan. He cannot be trusted but he sure is a great goat to carry to the end. Vanne is..... irrelevant and literally the entire cast agrees. She does nothing whatsoever and that's just fine with me. Moving forward I plan on taking out a few males and keeping the girl's numbers extremely strong. I'm still waiting on the rat poison so Abnormal/Arofloater can be exterminated. ALSO... Cassandra Shahinfar was ROBBED of her win, BBCAN should be cancelled.

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- Although getting Yasmin out was a great strategic move I’m starting to get pissed at all the females being targeted this season which is why it is my mission to make sure a guy goes at this next vote. I’ve come way too far and have put in WAYYYY too much work into my social game and sly strategic game to just watch the guys unite, form a bromance (not reliving BB12) and pick off the girls one by one. Abnormal/Arofloater is also continuing to get on my last nerve. He constantly continues to stir up shit about me when he’s never even bothered to talk me? It also pisses me the fuck off that people are actually buying into the fact that he’s weak and irrelevant when I know for a fact he is actually one of the sneakiest players in this game. TSN is transparent, idiotic and should take the time to purchase a book involving social skills. His entire game is literally: promise to vote one way, vote another way and beg for forgiveness. I’m seriously done listening to your shit and have you going on and on about how you didn’t mean to write my name down. Nobody can force you into voting one way and at the end of the day it’s YOUR decision. It’s not my fault your brain is the size of a walnut and you can’t seem to understand that writing someone’s name down is not a loyal act so I have no pity for you and your horrendous social and strategic game. I think even Vanne could beat TSN in a final two situation and that’s pretty pathetic. Jake has also proven himself to be untrustworthy and is in some dangerous waters, so he better hold on to TSN’s life vest. Jake is threatened by me because I’ve had so much control in this game due to my strong social skills and my sly strategic game. On the other hand, the only person who seems to have any sort of common sense in this game is Jessy, which is why I feel we get along the best out of anyone, but I know for a fact everyone is making some sort of plan to get her out ASAP. I’ve also built a strong relationship both personally and strategically with Emile (on his side not mine) and I found out that he has an idol so I cannot wait to trick him into playing it. He is like the male persona of Vanne but one that does well in flash games and a little bit more socially awkward, still a major threat. Also I wasn’t aware that TSN was so good at the game Telephone since all he does is spread around any information he receives. And then he complains why he's always out of the loop!

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- Well well well, another one of my plans work out flawlessly! I'm very happy that I got Yasmin out because she was super shady and tried to take control of this game, but everyone saw through her. Now I've gotten myself into a sticky situation, because people are starting to see my game. Alexa, who I trust the most in this game, informed me that Jake was talking to TSN/Aromal about getting me out. Obviously this is triggering because I know Jake's ass is unloyal as hell and would do anything to win this game, and Aromal needs anything to cling onto rn. Jake also has two things playing for his benefit, a pissed off Vanne and an extra vote. I've spoken to Vanne and things got cleared up, so I dont think she'd vote for me. Emile says he'd play his idol on me, and Alexa says she'd play her idol on me. I honestly think I just need to win immunity again, so that way I'm guaranteed safety. I'm pushing for Aromal to go because its the safest bet at this point. Alexa, Emile, Erin, and Jake allegedly are all on board with this, making it 5-3 without regarding Vanne in this scenario. I'm just trying to work all my options to guarantee my safety, because I'm planning for Jake to go at the next tribal council if I make it past this upcoming tribal council. I've been planning for Jake, Yasmin, and Aromal to go for the longest time now, and I'm hoping I get the opportunity to get rid of them all. If I make it past this tribal, I think I'm on a good route to winning the rest of this game. Right now it's a rough patch bc I made the initiative to make a risky move, and now I'm paying for it. The reward challenge just started and yet this upcoming tribal and already gonna be crazy!

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- Jake is two-faced as hell! He’s literally the sloppiest player when it comes to playing both sides. Jessy and I can put two and two together and we figured out he’s been trying to be a “duo” with both of us but guess what the joke’s on him. He’s going to regret crossing me (because he would’ve been safe for at least 2-3 votes) and I’m going to let him continue to think that I believe all his shit because when I stick a big fat knife right in his back he will never see it coming.

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- So we killed poor Yas today. Do I feel like a dick? Yes, I do. But it had to happen. Now we have only one kingpin left in this game and her name is Jessy. When to make the ultimate betrayal, this vote or next? We'll find out after the immunity challenge.

"ziyang"

- Hello, I think my path to the finals wouldn't be too difficult, especially if I win the upcoming immunity. The problem is, I'm not sure how I can convince the jury that I deserve to win.

I'll just say what I think of the remaining cast along with what I want to see happen in the future.

Vanne - since yesterday, I've been trying to build something with her. The problem is that she's really hard to talk with, one line answers and no opinion or thought behind what she says. But she would be the best person to have in final 5 along with jessy/erin/alexa, if I manage to have her loyal to me by then.

Oh, that makes me think. I could say that I had jessy ensure my safety during early/middle merge while I set myself up to have the remaining players all want to take me to finals. Or I could just cut jessy to make this easy, I haven't decided yet.

Aromal - Haven't talked with him since I voted TSN. I would expect him to find new opportunities, but I can't tell if he did that (aka go to Jake) or if he's been demoralized since Mai's exit and stopped trying. He's now a variable, who is still associated with me, and needs to leave soon.

Alexa - Damn, she's really working hard on her social game, with me anyways. I think she trusts me and we've had good convos. I haven't had a game talk with her yet (aside from hey lets work together!!), so until then I won't know how much I can trust her. I should initiate a game talk with her soon. Ideally, she gets 4th/5th

TSN - I need this guy gone, an unpredictable player who's good at challenges. He's associating himself with jake, so if he stays in, it'll make it easier to mobilize a blindside on jake.

Jake - Haven't talked with him since the first merge day. All of my intel about him is from Jessy's biased point of view. It seems that he feels like he's more in control than he really is. But if you don't talk with me, and can influence people, then I don't really want you here. Him going out soon would work great, especially because he has an extra vote in hand.

...so that leaves one unknown blossom. Was it Pris that had it? I'm trying to think of possibilities for what the last blossom power could be. Only thing I could think of was negate someone's ability to vote.

Uhh, then we have Erin. I don't know why, but I feel that she's playing a similar game to myself, except more agressive. I think she's keeping her relationships separate and trying to set herself up to be in the middle of two groups. As long as she's loyal to me, I don't care - I don't know if she is though. As long as I don't seem like a winning candidate, I should be safe from her. Ideally she gets 4th/5th, can't have her sitting at the finals.

Finally, we have Jessy. She's really paranoid about Jake now, courtesy of Alexa feeding her information. I'd say she's my closest ally, and I trust her.

That's all for now folks, see you guys next time

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- After tribal, i wanted to talk with everyone, see what happened. But no one is talking to me for hours. What are you waiting for bitches? Finally, i get to talk. Jessy says that Yas was considering flipping. Really? Because Im not buying that bullcrap (I buy my bullcrap from ebay). I think she was just scared that Yas hought of her as a threat and she wanted her out before any more damage swere set. But she could be saying the honesty, or she could be lying, i dont know. But, you know, perception is not always reality. I am here to play for myself, i dont give a damn about anybody else, but me. I have thought bout a pecking order and i do got one. But for now, I just gotta lie low and pretend to play Jessy's coattails. Than I'll strike.

Day 26
"kaiming"

- so jessy showed up drunk tonight and talked with me for a bit. Called me her ride or die "even more than alexa and jake". In my experience, drunk people lie a lot less. Just wanted to let you guys know. Whether I expect her to stick to that thought or not, no idea

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- Ok, Alexa won reward and then she picked Vanne. OMG =))) i love it . Jessy said to me that she was close to Alexa so Alexa would pick her . And Oh la la, it is wrong . One again , I focused on this point and lead them to against each other . Jessy was so disappointed with Alexa . It is exactly what i need One more thing , EMILE IS A MACHINE 😑😑😑

"kaimingI forgot to tell this . I had an alliance with Jake and Aro . It call Save the penis Ok, Aro is stupid but he helped a lot . He is like as my mouth. I give plans and he work my plans . Of course, i never want my plans to fail . But if bad things happen, he is in danger, not me . I told him the wrong idol clues and now i think he is trying to find it ... Poor him ! And i like Jake and Jake had advantage. I think we can do a lot of things I never feel happy like now . One tribal ago, i was in bottom and almost be out . And let see now 😎"

- TSN

"ziyang"

- I have this gut feeling that things aren't going to go my way tonight. It might be the carne asada I ate last night but something smells suspiciously like betrayal. It's do or die and I won't go home with an advantage and some lint in my pocket.

"ziyang"

- right now in this game i feel very alone and constantly in danger. I think its paranoia and lacking confidence in my game, but im fearful of what will happen next. I think i have great allies, and im playing hard, but with each tribal you survive you just fall further down the rabbit hole and i feel like im about to go mad in wonderland.

Day 27
"kaiming"

- I am here for almost 15 hours and I still lose this fucking challenge!!! And that shit machine needs 3 seconds each questions to answer it !!! I tried but my son of bitch wifi didn't let me win !!! Fucking slow !! And now the girls think i am a strong player so they will split vote between me and Aro 😡😡😡 I am back to shit again 😖😖😖😖 Everyone, everything against meeeee awwww 😰😰😰

"kaiming"

- I need jake to go. The three other guys are about the same level of threat (actually no, TSN can beat me at challenges and I don't like that). However, Alexa's game is based on keeping her relationships strong, eliminating whoever she has the worst relationship with. And she has none with aromal. By keeping him in, Alexa will continue focusing on Aromal, and I'm not sure it would be as easy to have her focus on Jake. Aromal's also lied to Vanne about the split vote so she may still be unable to trust him because of that.

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- it seems taking jake out won't happen. Unfortunate - I could be pushy but, it's not worth it

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- I am beyond stressed out right now because I think theres a big chance I could be going soon. I couldn't win immunity, which I'm bummed about bc I would feel so at ease if I did. The "plan" is that Vanne, Jake, and Emile are voting TSN, and Alexa, Erin, and I are voting Aromal, with the intent to get rid of Aromal. Emile is flipping and voting Aromal with us, and Jake is "flipping" and voting Aromal with us as well. Jake is saying he's flipping in order to make him and TSN look like a duo in order to take the heat off The Goonies (beauties) alliance, but I'm not 100% sure if I believe it. My gut feeling is that this is tribal I'll be decent and possibly get past it, and next tribal Jake will use his double vote against me. I'm really tweaking out but once Aromal is gone and Jake is gone after, I'll be at ease for a while I think. I have developed really strong bonds and alliances in all the right places, and I just need to be consistent with that. I've worked so hard to get myself to this place and in this position, that I'm not going to roll over and die once people start to feel like getting me out is a good idea. If all goes to my plan, Aromal will be voted out after I've wanted him gone since the start of merge. I hope my perfect plans continue to work out in my favor, but if not then this could be my last confessional. I'm trying to keep my hopes up, but expecting the worst, and putting my trust into those who have my fate in their hands right now.

"kaiming"

- well after this tribal I don't see how I can convince the jury to vote for me LOL. Everyone's mentality in this game is to eliminate the people in power, over and over and over. And everyone is power hungry. So if I start building my case (by making moves) I go home? wtf? Well I'm kinda ranting, so just gonna send in my vote

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- OH MY GOD HAHAHAHHAHA IM DEAAAAD. I was going into this tribal scared about getting blindsided bc of Jake's weird ass plan, and Vanne possibly turning against me, AND VANNE ENDS UP MAKING AN ALL GIRLS ALLIANCE HAHAHA. She immediately starts talking about how Jake wants me out, which I obviously knew, yet I thought she would join up with Jake and get me out. Ideally, Jake going now was best but I knew Alexa would be pissed if she didnt get "her way" and I've always input that Aromal should've gone home from the start, so it was easy for me to go with the flow and vote Aromal out. Now, I dont even have to say anything to get what I truly want, and people are voting out people bc they're specifically targeting ME HAHAHAHAhA oh my god. Who would've thought that if someone said "Lets vote Jessy out soon" that would be someone else's motivation to target them. My only suspicion is that Erin/Aromal/TSN/Emile could possibly link up again, but honestly Erin and Emile are so far away from them in their games that I dont believe it'll happen. I was fine with Aromal going, but now that Jake's going it's even better. I can just sit back, look pretty, let people make the moves that specifically benefit me, and hopefully I'll survive this tribal and Jake will go. I think this could work out well for me and I'm more than excited!