This Is Survivor So Who Knows?/Confessionals

Day 22
"kelapapantat"

- Well, last time I made a confessional I thought I was going due to some random last minute fuckery and I came out safe as fuck and now we're at the merge. What that random fake idol fuckery revealed though, is that Elmo has an idol, he passed it on to Jenna in the chance he was idoled out by Junior. That of course didn't happen and so Jenna gave her idol back to him so she didn't look like an ass. So here's where we stand at merge... Don't fucking know if I can trust Elmo anymore, but I have now formed the 6 majority alliance I was hoping for consisting of myself, Jenna, David, Alexandra, Christina, and Danielle. And a core four allince wih in that group of myself, Jenna, David and Alexandra. All people who I trust as of NOW. Who I don't trust though, is everyone else in the fucking game and this vote will reveal that considering there has been MORE last minute fuckery where, Max is supposedly playing his idol which, is I guess the merge idol? And he could fucking vote me considering he allegedly told Hannah to vote for me, so all logic would point there. The entirety of the core four in our alliance were alerted and we all switched our votes to Hannah. (unfortunately Xtina and Danielle already voted) I have nooo clue whats about to happen. But unless literally everyone votes for me, or Hannah gets an idol played on her..I should be fine. But now I am GUNNING for Max and his cross tribaling, leak receiving, me voting, messy, shady arse. Fucking cunt.

Day 23
""kelapapantat"

- I of course LOVE expedition extra (me tyler alexandra jenna) but WHY wont Alexandra or jenna tell me about Elmos idol. I know for a fact he has it from Tyler, and neither of them trust me enough to clue me in? I KEEP giving them chances to be like ""oh and btw, elmo has an idol"" but they will not. Until they say that Elmo has an idol to my face, I am operating under the assumption that they trust Elmo more than they trust me. BITCH WHY... just another reason Elmo needs to go: A) I cant trust him from Kodiak <3 B) he is close to jenna and Alexandra (WHY???) and C) he has an idol. Once hes gone Ill be jenna and alexandras main cobitch again with Tyler, and the four of can finally operate with no fucking distractions. Love elmo but apparently this game just wont allow for us to work together <3 Also, why does expedition extra believe every thing that the people on the OUTS are telling them. Obviously the ones about to go home will lie to save themselves! This and this alone made tribal so messy and Danielle/Christina lose trust in us for flipping for NO reason. "						"kelapapantat"

- My plan for the auction is to not be the one person (or multiple) who walks away with nothing. Ill probably do the minimum amount that will still guarantee it to me (400 maybe?) and then 100 on something else just in case I get a quick double snag. ""kelapapantat"

- So this next vote is going to be super messy... basically the lines have been drawn after last tribal.. its 6 vs 4.. I'm in the 6.. but Honestly, i'm preparing to flip, eventhough it's super risky. On the other side, there is Max and Elmo who I trust, and I want neither to go, they both act as meatshields to me.. On the other hand, within the 6. There's Danielle, someone I have no personal relationship with, and is pissed, due to being left out of the Hannah blindside.. as we switched our votes last minute. If i can get Tyler on board.. we could flip to the 4, and blindside Danielle.. then potentially, work it over with Alexandra/David and flip back... That's what would work best for me, but it could easy result in my game blowing up.. I want to flip back and forth and have the big threats take out eachother, but it's just so risky, so I'm not sure if i'm going to have to stick with the 6, eventhough Danielle would be an excellent target.. "						"kelapapantat"

- Surprisingly being wrong about Max trying to idol me out worked in my favor because now since I was one of the people who voted to keep him, and his one and only ally, Elmo assured him of that, they both trust me. But now I have a big decision to make on who to take out next. David and Alexandra desperately want Elmo out, which is fine by me. He won 2 advantages in the auction and we already know he has an idol. You'd think taking out someone with that much power would be obvious but the issue is, to my recent discovery Alexandra has an idol as well. So if we take out her biggest target now, who's her next target going to be? Even if the six stays tight until final 8 or even 6, she's eventually going to target myself or Jenna. The only other threatening people in the game. So I'd rather keep Elmo at least until they finally go after each other and we're rid of both of their idols. Elmo is not coming after me or Jenna, so I'm not worried. Problem with keeping him is that Jenna's bullshit excuses for not targeting him are so see-through, David and Alexandra know exactly what she's doing and it's so obvious she's playing for herself and me. We need to either think of better excuses, or hope Elmo wins immunity. Then we can go along with his plan of using his advantages (light pearl & vote steal) to take out Danielle. No one else in the 6, or the core 4 will miss her, and she doesn't trust me anymore, so bye. The last option is to tell Elmo that Alexandra is targeting her now, have him use his advantages to either take her out, or both of them waste their idols and someone else goes. If we do that though there's no turning back. All I know is even with my black pearl I got from the auction I'm safe. But I said that the last 2 tribals and then had a panic attack about possibly being idoled out, so I should shut up.

Day 24
"kelapapantat"

- I'm relieved I was able to survive last tribal. Everything blew up like an hour before the votes were due and I was asleep at the time, hence me almost going home with 5 votes. I know Nadine, Ting Ting and Hannah all voted me. I'm not exactly sure what happened as last time I checked I was working with the brains, but I think some certain brawns got into their ears and made them not trust me and target me, according to Nadine she had no idea about the plan until like 10 minutes before votes were due, so I do still trust her. Ting however I cannot trust her anymore especially since she doesn't seem to trust me now. I have developed a good relationship with Tyler though, and Alexandra seems to be with the rest of us beauties, so I do have them and Jenna/Elmo who are still my number 1 alliance. Heading into this tribal there is another basic plan with everyone apart from Christina being on board to vote Danielle, I'm 100% down for it as I know she also voted me last tribal, Christina as well, so they both clearly don't trust me, but I'm not feeling overconfident this time after everything blew up last tribal... "kelapapantat"

- The challenge this time was the Fragger game. At first, I liked it and thought it was too bad. Then I got almost to the end of the easy levels and got stuck. Since, I couldn't beat it, I gave up and submitted my score. Once the scores were revealed, I was surprised how high Elmo's and Ting Ting's scores were. I knew it would be hard to beat them, but those scores are unbelievably high. Immunity was good while it lasted. """"kelapapantat"

- """"My game thus far is to tell as many half truths as I need in order to garner trust with other people so that they will give me information that can use to my advantage.

Here's what I know so far:

1) Elmo has an idol, a light pearl, and a vote steal 2) Elmo has no intention of taking me very far in the game 3) Elmo is using the light pearl and the vote steal at tonight's tribal to vote out Danielle 4) Everyone thinks they're tight with Elmo, making him very, very dangerous in this game 5) Danielle doesn't trust me that far, but she needs me right now (she straight up attacked me in pms last night and kind of blew up in the tribal chat, but I think I managed to keep cool and convince her to work with me because I think that was just her frustration about feeling on the bottom coming out. It hurt my damn feelings, but sometimes Survivor can't be about your own ego... and then she and David came up with a plan to stage a fake fight on the tribal chat so that Elmo wouldn't be freaked out by her earlier outburst, which I also think will help her feel less like she's on the bottom because she contributed to the plan. However, I really didn't like the way that her temper displayed itself tonight, so that is something that I really need to watch in the future. Danielle is a dangerous player because she is unpredictable. Unpredictable players are the most dangerous in this game because they can turn on you very quickly, so she might have to go next.) 5) If all is correct, managed to convince David, Tyler, Danielle, Christina, Ting Ting, and Jenna to vote Elmo out of the game. Even if Elmo does play his advantages (sans idol), the vote will still be 5-4 and Elmo will go home with the idol in his pocket. This is all assuming that this goes according to plan, and this is Survivor so who knows?

Maybe this move is to early, but I feel like if we don't act now, Elmo will win this game."""" ""                                               "