Board Thread:Season 55 - Nakuru/@comment-24808835-20191024232817/@comment-31762786-20191025233059

Heya! Thank you for your speech!! As requested I’ll try to be more concise in my answers here.

The first thing I’m going to briefly address is why I idolled Evan

It wasn’t because I was distancing myself from Nora, that’s just what I told Jack and Cali as an explanation. I idolled Evan because I didn’t see another path to the end without winning immunity and I knew that my challenge ability was actually subpar and was being severely overestimated as I mentioned to Nora. I’m playing this game to win, not to play a solid game and end up at 3rd or 4th so making sure I actually made it here to FTC and have the opportunity to plead my case was my number one priority. Another thing I’d like to note is that at that point in the game several people (Chris/Jack/Evan/Nora) had already brought up the idea of it being a final 2 so the f4 immunity wasn’t actually presumed by majority of the people to be final but I did consider both scenarios and still decided that it was the best decision for me. I’ll be covering this topic a lot more in Jack’s reply in particular if you’re looking for more detail as to my exact thought process.

As for the not nice things and doing more to make you feel trusting. I simply didn’t say anything apart from slight distancing and more light will be shed on this in Natalia’s reply I hope. As for when we swapped together I do agree that I definitely could have handled the situation better and gotten things going with us and your point is completely valid.

However, as to whether or not I regret any of these things you’ve brought up? I don’t. Despite what the jury is saying I still believe that idolling Evan is the only reason I’m still in it to win and I’m glad that I get the chance to fight even if it is an uphill battle. I didn’t say anything that directly attacked your character or anything like that so I can’t really regret something I haven’t done. I could’ve handled our situation better yes like I said I agree but then other questions come into play like would I have been on the bottom in a group of you/me/Natalia/Cali/Jino if we got something going because I assume we’d side with them especially considering the majority of that group came for me, how would the game have played out then? To be frank I don’t like to think about regrets in my general life already. I make decisions, I own them and then I face the consequences and that’s what I’m going to do with my choices this game so no I don’t have any other regrets in this game either. Obviously my game still has flaws and places that could’ve been a lot stronger but I wouldn’t look at any of that with “regret” in mind.

Wew I don’t really know what you mean by kind of sandwich, I don’t eat sandwiches often in general but like I’m imagining food in the middle and then two pieces of bread so if that’s what we’re talking about then I imagine my favorite would be something healthy with a lot of vegetables, I don’t know the name for that lol oops. As for “You have 30 seconds to concisely make your case. What do you say to convince me you deserve to win this game?” I’ll be recording a 30 second video for this that will be posted later!