Loyalty Doesn't Mean Anything/Confessionals

Day 13
"aguateca"

- So today is one of the best days for me in the game so far! I just found out that Grant got voted out over Claire, which means that my original alliance is still in tact! Not only that, but Mel spoke to me about wanting to possibly form an alliance with Scott and John. It seems that they don't connect well with Mary or see her as much of an asset to them. They also suspect that there was an all girls alliance on the original Aguateca tribe, which would mean that I'd be all alone. Little do they know that I'm working with the girls. I guess trying to make myself look like I was in a vulnerable position really helped because now I have two sides of this tribe wanting to work with me. I get to decide which side to go with and keep my options open. The more options you have in this game the better. I don't know when there could be another tribe swap or a merge. AND IF YOU THOUGHT TODAY COULDN'T GET ANY BETTER, YOU'RE MISTAKEN! I JUST FOUND THE HIDDEN IMMUNITY IDOL! I literally searched everywhere for it. I guess 100th time's a charm ;) I don't plan on telling a soul about this idol. I'm gonna keep it in my back pocket. I want to use it on myself later in the game if I feel like I'm in danger. The only way in hell I'll use it on someone else is if it benefits me. I've gotta stay focused now and not get too comfortable because when everything seems calm, it usually means you're in danger.

"vatanchu"

- Oh dear oh my sorry friend you gotta say BUH BYE

"vatanchu"

- So, now I'm in the Vantanchu tribe and I'm basically in the minority with Christine and Claire which sucks. Apparently, none of the Vatanchu Four is willing to flip ugh, do they really want this to be a boring-pagonging season like RI or SoPa? They gotta make a move!! *is Ciera Eastin*

"aguateca"

- I am tired and sick and hate archery. The hosts are lucky they didnt get one in the A** the way I was shooting those arrows

"vatanchu"

- If that temple pick was random my name is sally that was not random he wanted to get all his old tribemates together and was like "Oh I can go" NANANANANA I SEE THROUGH YOUR SHIT FELIX

"vatanchu"

- So, basically my plan coming into this swap I wanted to stick to my original tribemates since there was no reason to make any big moves. I'm on good terms with everyone from it and we would have been good until the merge 100%. Tucker's a loose cannon though and decided Felix should be fucking target number one, and the problem is he flipping alone would give the numbers to the other side, so I was forced into the Satan's children alliance. I like Claire and Christine a lot, don't get me wrong, but this is going to cause completely unnecessary problems moving forward in the game, and if Marie is actually close with Claire and Christine that could fuck me over before a swap even hits. God damnit I hate this, we just fucking gave up the easiest swap phase ever because Tucker's a strategic nutcase when it comes to Felix and sticking with allies. And now he's freaking leaking every goddamn inner working of our original tribe to them while they sit there and give nothing back. WHY THE HELL ARE WE DOING THIS!!

"vatanchu"

- I'm not very active here so I need to look like friendly person who is worried about all the tribe. I woudn't choose to help the tribe if I would have more time for chatting with people. But I don't have it so I need to be friendly and don't seem be a treat for them.

"vatanchu"

- People would think that it is part of the twist from the temple because what he chose. <3 And he is full of enthusiasm so I don't like the way he is sticking around and his ambitious approach.

Day 14
"vatanchu"

- I don't know if he thinks our tribe is full of moron's or not but saying your tribe is boring isn't gonna help keep you safe on either side do you think that you're so safe you can openly pick for yourself and it not come back to bite you that wasn't random.org either you just kept doing it until John got picked i'm not stupid you know in my whole survivor/big brother career I've had 3 famous "snaps" that make you wish you've never seen me I will happily make that 4 if you keep pushing harder Thank god I have this Idol and a good alliance that I trust It's also good they sat me out cause I'd prob throw to get this guy out of the game Felix I'm about to teach you why I got the nickname Devil's Angel

"vatanchu"

- Alright...So I’m gonna rant for like a second cause I’m lowkey kinda pissed right now so let me just start out by saying that Felix is a walking sketchball. Not only did he try to make a deal with me that we should work together before the last tribal (and hasn’t talked to me since, I might add) he also went to the Temple and chose to the selfish choice. I’m pretty sure he put the other tribe up to sitting me and Claire out too so I see you Felix, I see you.

I’m honestly hoping we lose this next challenge cause I feel like Felix thinks he’s in the perfect position right now and if my alliance with Claire, Linus and Tucker is actually genuine, he should be toast and I’d love nothing more to see his whole game crumble down. I’m probably just like a little bitter right now but oh well. Try covering your tracks a little better next time, friend.

"vatanchu"

- So I may have gotten a little too flirty today and made some of my tribemates uncomfortable since they aren't used to being hit on by someone as muscular and handsome as myself, so I'm going to have to try and tone down my sexual radiation in the coming days.

"aguateca"

- Aguateca’s tribal results were rather strange. For some reason, Grant left, 6-1. I’m not really sure what the thought process was behind this, and why old Vatanchu teamed up with the Aguateca girls to get this to happen, but it’s just weird. I would’ve expected one of the Aguateca girls to leave, especially because Marie was going to join the tribe immediately after. I don’t know, it was just kind of weird.

This cycle’s reward challenge was a flash game called Max Arrow Archery. It was pretty fun, and after playing it for a while, I was able to sort of figure out exactly where I needed to shoot the arrows so that it would hit the bullseye (100 points) in the first round, and the bonus targets (150 points) in the second and third rounds, since the wind speed didn’t change during different times I played the game. In the end, I was able to get the bullseye on all three shots in the first round, and 5 of the 6 bonus targets in the remaining two rounds, giving me a grand total of 1050!

Unfortunately, no one else on my tribe did that well, and we lost rather badly. Mary (shockingly) didn’t even submit, which is getting incredibly annoying. She’s turning into a worse version of Katherine, because she’s not talking really at all, and she’s not submitting, but she’s not getting strikes because she’s telling the hosts that she can’t submit. It’s really annoying, but I can’t really do anything about it, besides of course voting her out, lol.

Never mind that though, because even if we lost, I got chosen for the Temple! Felix and I were selected as the first two to go, and then Felix chose Mel (interesting considering their history on Vatanchu, lol). I ended up choosing Joanna to go, so that it would be all Vatanchu 1.0 members at the Temple, plus so that I could catch up with her and just make sure she was still good with me. Once I got to the Temple, I was happy to hear from Felix that, as I thought, the four Vatanchus were working against the three Aguateca girls, and that he and Tucker were getting along for the most part! He explained that they took out Grant because he didn’t want to risk one of the girls using an idol, which I think is kind of a dumb reason, because the girls would have zero idea of knowing which of them were leaving, and so the odds that someone got idoled out were rather slim.

Anyway, after I was rudely rushed by one of the hosts (*cough* Chris *cough*), I chose the Help Your Tribe urn, just so that I didn’t bring too much suspicion upon myself so that the girls wouldn’t vote me out. My advantage was sitting someone from the other tribe out in the upcoming immunity challenge (finding the lowest price online for a bunch of random items), and I chose Claire. If anyone asks, my excuse is that I thought she was a challenge threat, but to be honest I just chose her because she wasn’t on old Vatanchu. In retrospect, it probably would’ve been better to sit Felix (or someone on old Vatanchu) so that the Aguateca girls didn’t see me as trying to come after them, but oh well.

Interestingly enough, Joanna ended up sitting me out from the challenge anyway, which was good, because I had so much work to do for school, lol. Obviously though, it seems like people are seeing me as a challenge threat, which is kind of annoying, but I’m kind of abandoning my UTR idea from a while ago. I don’t see a reason to deliberately get lower scores and risk losing immunity when I can just do my best and help our tribe win. Mel also took the HYT advantage, sitting out Christine, but Felix didn’t take it. This of course concerns me, because it seems like I really can’t trust him too much if he doesn’t want to help his allies. I don’t know, he seems to be making himself into a potential threat rather quickly.

Day 15
"aguateca"

- My tribe just dominated that immunity challenge! The other tribe didn't even come close even with their advantage. Even though I don't think I'm in danger at the moment, I'm glad we don't have to go to tribal council because it means I don't have to show my cards yet and I can continue playing both sides of the tribe. Once I pick a side, I'm going to have to make enemies and the less people I have angry at me right now the better position I'll be in for later on.

"vatanchu"

- We lost the challenge and now we're going to TC, and I probably have a target on my back because I'm the last one to come in this tribe. But I worked my social game a lot these last few days so I hope it'll help me out. The plan for tonight is to vote Felix because he took the personal advantage, the Aguateca girls and I just need to convince at least one Vatanchu to flip

"vatanchu"

- Voting out Tucker is a terrible game move, and by terrible I mean it could literally end my game but like.... voting out the ""girl's alliance"" is just such a boring way to play and I really am not interested in that. Plus, I'm already the one people think is the swing vote so if I just stay loyal to my alliance, then everyone else will think I'm the low link on the totem pole who refuses to make moves and that doesn't win you the game. I think I might just go with my petty vengeance on this one and take out Tucker. Maybe, not sure but yeah he's been a cunt and he talks shit so he's about to get hit.

"vatanchu"

- The game is finally starting! And it's really exciting, I mean the beginning was good but all these unanimous votes were kinda boring, so the blindsides and throat-slicing is beginning and as long as I'm not the victim, it's gonna be good!

"vatanchu"

- I really am torn about this vote. I feel like one of them will end my game and the other carries me safely until the end-game but I'm really not sure which is which. I'm just kind of stuck between a hard and a rock place because I either have to go with people I don't know and I don't trust or people I know, I don't trust and I also don't like so idk... it's not an easy decision

"vatanchu"

- My heart says to fuck over Tucker. He's the perfect victim of a paranoid mess going rogue at a tribe swap. My brain says, split it normally, take out christine because threat

My gut says it has to be Tucker.

I just feel like taking out Tucker totally shuffles the deck and it becomes a totally new game. I'm probably picked to go back to the temple if the other tribe wins because they will wanna understand what happened and that's beneficial you know. I probably won't make my decision until tommorrow late in the afternoon. I just have this feeling that Christine/Claire/Marie are voting ME out and that with me voting Tucker, they will use him to take me out in a tie situation. I feel like the best way to prevent that is to use the vote steal at this tribal and only give them 2 votes + my 2 votes but then I don't have the vote steal for the next tribal which is very important since it would be the way to get the numbers back on the Linus/Joanna/Me side.

"vatanchu"

- As soon as I saw that I was on the swap tribe with Felix, I knew he had to go, and I knew that I had to be the one to do it. I know Claire outside the game, and she was in the minority anyway so I knew that she would vote with me, so I f2'd Linus so that he'd vote with me for the rest of the game or until he suspects me of anything, and got Claire to bring in her closest ally, Christine to make an operative majority after the Grant vote.

Felix had been rubbing them the wrong way for pretty much the whole game for being really sloppy in trying to play both sides, and as y'all've seen I've just been feeding both the girls everything negative Felix has been saying about them, including wanting to throw a challenge to vote Claire out and telling them what Felix's power he won was well before he told anyone outside of old Vatanchu.

Linus was a little worried about our numbers game once we lose Felix, but I know Claire has the idol and she would use it so that both of us get to merge, so I'm not too worried, and definitely not as worried as Linus should be, but I think Christine will be pressured into voting with us anyway even if it's something she doesn't want to do from Claire's influence and my influence on Claire. I've kinda been drifting away from polish bitch because she's really busy in her real life, so it's becoming increasingly difficult to talk with her about the game, so she may be the next vote out if we lose after the absence of Felix.

Since Felix won the vote swap, he's using it on Claire's vote to vote her out since they had an altercation today and tried to get me linus and polish bitch to vote out Christine, who he wants to target today, so he envisions a 5-2 vote with Christine going out. Felix's paranoia of an idol is what's making him split the votes, and he's kinda right since Claire has it so I've been feeding him fake idol guesses every time he's asked since I haven't guessed since I found out she had it.

The vote is actually going to fall either 5-2 on Felix or 4-2-1 Felix/Claire/Christine depending on if I can talk to Joanna in time, and if not, I hope she isn't too mad at me, but I have some arguments I can give on why it would be ""best for the tribe"".

Our old tribe could hate us when we come back, but I think Felix was getting on more nerves than mine, so we'll have to see. If I'm able to hit merge with both Claire and Anna, I think we'll easily be able to get enough votes to create a loose majority, since me and Claire already have people that we can loosely convince to vote with us on anything and the blatant targets once merge hits (John, Lexi, Mary).

Y'all have no idea how liberating for me it'll be to not have to deal with Felix anymore. It's so difficult to play with someone that stifles your gameplay and doesn't think logically all the time, and I'm kinda sick of pretending to agree to his demands, since I know he would want to take me out as soon as possible anyway.

In order to cover my bases, I've been talking to Marie, whom apparently nobody is talking to very much and Christine, who'll need my vote in merge, so I don't think she'll come after me just yet. Christine needs to go soon, though, she's strategically very sound.

"vatanchu"

- Sometimes I feel like the guy wearing the hotdog costume from that one Avril Levigne song because sure Im eccentric, but at least I make more sense then what everyone else around me is doing. Ie Beating up a poor guy in a fucking hotdog costume/Having no clue how to play survivor

"vatanchu"

- Can I just take another oppertunity to talk about how strategically moronic Tucker is. He's fucking dumb enough to think that after turning on our original tribe they will just be all peachy with us and Joanna will still want to work with us and at the merge our old allies (Who were also Felix's allies might I add) will just be A-OK with us fucking betraying them and will grovel for us to come back despite them probably having the numbers without us. What's more, Felix is at the god damn bottom of our alliance anyways!!! Whereas Claire is an amazing social player who is a serious contender to win, but nooooo, because Tucker doesn't like Felix very much he's just going to go screw over his own, and my games to get rid of the guy who at best was destined for like 8th goddamn place. Idiots I swear to god. I'm tempted to tell Joanna and Felix he's turned and use Felix's vote stealer this round and make some magic happen. I wish it didn't have to be against Claire because she really is an amazing person, but she is the glue that puts Christine, Tucker and Marie together, so if she went there would be a lower chance of them forcing rocks in the next round if they held no loyalty to each other.

"vatanchu"

- PARADISE. I'm in the fucking paradise right now. Boys are divided. I'm setting them against each other. <3 I can decide that to do during this tribal council and it's so sweet to be the key vote. <3

"vatanchu"

- I don't care if they notice what I'm doing. I'll be happy if I'll be voted out. I don't have time for the season so I can play bodly. I'm making sure Linus, Tucker and Felix that I'm their best allie. And I want to make them all go to hell. <3

"vatanchu"

- I'm not sure what to do but I'm irritated that Tucker have an alliance without me. It's my fault because I'm often absent. So I can try to vote him out. But I don't know what to do today... Maybe I'll decide to... YOLO. I don't know. I can do EVERYTHING and it's going to be OKEY. Even my elimination.

"vatanchu"

- It would be so funny to vote out Felix with Tucker and the rest... Tempting, very tempting after convincing Felix and Linus to vote out Tucker. Fuck. I'm so excited. What to do, what to do... I don't know. Maye I'll send a random vote? For Linus? Fuck. I'm sober and like always in survivor... drunk. Because I love the game and messing with people. Being the one who is shady. :P

"vatanchu"

- But I won't be surprised if Linus all the time is lying to us and he is with Tucker from the beginning. I won't be shocked if tonight girls, Tucker and Linus are going vote out me.. I have seen probably everything in surivovor so... everything is possible. It seems too simple all the season for me. Like during last tribal council. I was absent during last challenge. I don't talk with people,... and they still do what I want? Are they kidding me?

"vatanchu"

- Fuck. I don't know with whom I should vote.

I want to all them out.

I want to destroy their dreams about winning this fucking game.

What is the best for me now?

"vatanchu"

- So I can decide... I enjoy the feeling. So much. The temptetion.... the power.

"vatanchu"

- First big betrayal. Tucker thinks I'm his ally. That I'm not capable of doing something like that... Yes. I want vote him out. To show him that he is too self-confident. And have Felix in game... I love that guys... especially Mel is mad at Felix. Yes. Felix should stay. The confrontation after the merge or twist is going to be intresting... :)