That Should Be a Fun Game to Play/Confessionals

Day 22
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- I'm so excited, now that the jury is started, I can become a really awful cunt so that my alliance drags me to the end because they're convinced I'll lose. I mean, I probably will but if I can explain why I was so awful, I might have a shot to flip the votes at the end, I think it's like my best/only shot to make it at this point

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- well LINUS just asked if i come from EM and how did i find this game and i dont know what to do beause if you go on EM and look at the vivor lobby you can see that i literally just got out of an org where i got 4th and was supposed to win the whole thing so i've been lying about this being my first org to the other players...............................

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- Okay we might actually have a chance?? Like, after talking to Claire and Anna a lot, it's possible that Aguateca aren't as close as they let on... sure they could just be playing me, but at this point at least I'm trying and apparently I'm doing a pretty good job at that.

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- So we merged woo. The problem is my alliance is down in the numbers, so I seriously gotta try and make something happen. I get along with Lexi, Anna and Christine pretty well, and as much as I hate the idea of jumping ship I worry that maybe it would be best to try and see if I can fit in with them and drop the WAISA's

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- so at this point we've merged. and people know that mary and i knew each other. makes me wonder if i'm a target of any sort since she was the last to go. also, scott is trying to convince anna and i to turn on claire. so that should be a fun game to play cause that ain't about to happen. i think i'm safe for now, but i know scott sees me as a social threat. and if we get rid of him and john, i would feel a lot safer. christine is being discussed as we speak. i know she's on my tribe, but she hasn't made an effort to reach out to me so it doesn't bother me a whole lot. i don't know, we'll see where it goes. but without a doubt, i'm commited to my triple threat alliance. and that's not going to change.

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- I definitely think I'm making myself out as too big of a threat right now, like lowkey I seem to be the only Vantanchu member constantly trying aside from Felix. I'd love to not have to take this power position and keep a target off my back, but we're low on numbers so someone has to do something. And, clearly, I seem to be the only one willing to do something.

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- We merged, yaaas! And I made jury, yaaas! For now, I'm gonna stick with the Aguatecas and we're gonna get rid of a Vatanchu, probably Felix, but I think he has an idol so we'll have to sort this out

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- So I don't know who thought it was a good idea to cast a giant ass group of people from epic mafia who are all in the same friend circle over there (specifically all being good friends with Jessy Dash), but Im starting to feel like this was rigged against me from the get go since I knew nobody coming in.

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- I'm a bit scared me being afk during merge hurt me and it prob did but oh well I need a fight

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- YAS! We merged! Even though Mary went, I’m looking at the positives. My side has 6 numbers, while the other side has 5. Not only that, but I don’t have to worry as much about Mary and Lexi steamrolling through the game as a duo. No one has approached me about joining my side, but Felix has talked to me about joining his side. He said that he would want to go to the end with me because he feels like he might not be able to win against anyone else, since I’ve pissed off some of the other players already. He keeps playing up to me that no one will vote for him because he’s an asshole, but I’m not counting him out. Paul was one vote away from winning BB18. If he plays really well, he could still win. I just doubt he’ll get votes from Claire, Christine or Marie. I lied to Scott and John and I feel like I may not be able to get Scott’s vote at the end of the game, but I still think I have a shot at winning. He asked me about flipping to his side and basically offered me F4 and I said I’d consider it, but I don’t think I have a good enough reason to. I’d just be pissing off some of the only people I haven’t betrayed to possibly end up in an even worse position. Felix and I also agreed to try and keep each other safe for as long as possible no matter which side takes the majority and I think that could be in my best interest. He’ll probably always be a target before me and I think he does want me in the end with him. He also said he could be a vote if and when I need to turn on my alliance. I’m all for that. In order to keep him safe, I’m gonna bring up the possibility that he has an idol to my alliance. Claire of all people who hates his guts agreed that the other side would use an idol on him first, so she doesn’t want to vote him at the upcoming tribal council. I think it would be best to take out John or Scott because they have been doing really well in the immunity challenge so far and also because I’m probably dead to them in this game. Whichever one of them loses immunity is who I’ll probably target.

Day 23
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- PISSED AS FUCK. I legit spent so much time being an anti social slag just waiting for these skulls nonstop in order to win this immunity, and Anna snatches it from me at the last second... disgusted. I suppose it isn't the worst case scenario, I mean, if I won I'd probably get a bigger target, but quite frankly my focus is just on managing to get past this tribal.

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- Being a merge boot would SUCK. I'm not gonna lie, I kind of feel like I should be safe tonight normally but these girls, I just really don't trust them to not make this decision personal and vote me out :/

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- Right now, Felix and I are developing so many plans to try and get us by this week, and all of them have such minuscule chances of working... but we've gotta try something. Worst case scenario, everything fails, and John goes. Which case I just start social gaming even harder with Lexi/Anna and hope the other side decide to turn on eachother before they vote me

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- I feel like crap cause I've been doing that thing where I use my jokes to defend myself. I didn't want to like come on this to be "iconic" or anything I just wanted to be nice and play a game I just wish I never got in that stupid fucking fight so now I just joke to make them see it doesn't hurt

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- New Strategy! I have to make them think I'm super paranoid and if I do have an idol, it'll be played on myself and noone else. If Claire thinks I have an idol and Michael thinks I think I'm going home, that might psych 'em out and they'll target someone less dangerous to pull out an idol

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- John is the target at this tribal council for my alliance because of his challenge abilities. There are SOO many things to factor into the vote that I don’t think the other side will be able to figure out who we’re voting. On one hand, Felix has pissed off a lot of people and made himself an obvious target, but they might think that’s too obvious. Some of the girls have brought up telling the other side that we’re voting Joanna if we’re asked and they might buy it because of her pearl vote negator advantage and since she is one of the least threatening from the other side, so she’d be the last person we’d think they’d decide to play an idol on. They might also think we’re voting Scott because he did pretty well in the challenge and he’s less obvious of a target than John or Felix. OR they might think we’re voting out John for his performance in challenges. However, Felix told me that that’s who they think we’re voting and they might now think that we’re not doing it anymore because they know that’s what we think. But, that’s actually what we are doing! It’s reverse-reverse psychology! If this is confusing you, don’t worry. It’s confusing me too. I THINK I can trust my alliance, although you can never be 100% sure. I’m also really worried about the other side playing an idol, but that’s IF they have one and IF they know who we’re voting. I told Felix that I wasn’t voting him to try and gain some trust with him that I might be able to use down the line. But I told him I couldn’t risk telling him who our target is. He said he’s considering voting Claire to get rid of her vote advantage and that’s fine by me. It definitely helps me out if I feel like I need to take her out later in the game.

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- IF THIS MOTHA FUCKA THINK IM TELLING HIM MY IDOL CLUE HE OUTTA HIS DAMN MIND HAAAAAAA NO. FAKE CLUES FTW

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- Mary leaves, 5-1, in a ridiculously easy vote that thankfully didn’t involve any idols. What’s more interesting is that she becomes the first member of the jury! I honestly didn’t expect that at all, because now it’s either going to be a F3 with a jury of 9 or a F2 with a jury of 10, both of which can lead to really annoying ties (3-3-3 and 5-5), so I’m interested to see if there’s a remove-a-juror twist or something at the end to make it a nice number.

Before Mary left, WAISA was walking in the tribe chat about what the future held in store for us. Once the hosts mentioned that Chris was typing up the challenge post, was taking forever with it, and that we should all be online for it, we knew something was up. And of course, something was up… The merge!

Yay!

...Not really yay though. We needed one more tribal so that Aguateca could vote out one of their members and it would be 5-5 numbers-wise. But nooo. The hosts don’t like us enough to let us have that. The Vatanchu Five are now kinda screwed with the Aguateca Six looming overhead, and I’m just really hoping that either we can pull off some miracle, or I don’t get votes, lol.

In addition, the Temple twist is over! But in its place comes a new twist, some secret spooky special idol. We don’t know what it does yet, just that it’s out there. In order to guess it, we have to guess some sequence of the names of the seven pre-merge contestants in the correct order. Sounds easy enough, but there are 7! = 5040 combinations for this, so it’s not easy in the slightest. It’s basically random guessing until we can get enough clues to work it out. So that’s not fun. But hopefully it’s something good and I get it!

Our eighth immunity challenge, oh god. It’s some knock-off version of the trivia challenge we did before, but instead of trivia, it’s just catching some Mayan skull whenever the hosts post a picture. Ughhh, I hate endurance. Anyway, I win the first round, and in true trivia challenge fashion, I eliminate my bae Claire. Before this, we were discussing possible tribal plans, since we’d be screwed if we did nothing, and Scott mentioned that Anna and Lexi told him that they were on board with getting out Christine this week, because she’s such a huge challenge threat (she got the highest score in a lot of the flash game challenges during the tribal phase). Because of this, and to not look to suspicious, we took out Christine eventually, and then took out each other. Scott eliminated Felix, and later Joanna. I was eliminated by Lexi, which was to be expected because I think everyone still sees me as a challenge threat.

In the end though, Anna won immunity, which I thought was a bit cheap because Scott eliminated 5/10 people and Anna eliminated none, but whatever. That’s how the challenge works. Anna also, in a new twist, gets to experience the Butterfly Effect without going to the Temple of Toj, where she can either take a clue to the regular idol or a clue to the special idol. This is pretty intense, because it makes winning challenges all the more important if we want to find some idols. Hopefully tribal goes smoothly with Anna and Lexi on board with us, but we’ll have to wait and see.

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- The plan for tonight's TC is to tell Felix to vote Joanna, while we're voting John. With that plan, we will see if he's really with us or not, and if one of them has an idol, they'll hopefully play it on Joanna

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- I'm expecting to go home. I just think with all of the rassurance from everyone that I should definately have nothing to worry about (!!!) is just a way for them to make me not use an idol they think I have. I guess I just have to hope now that they're all voting John and that we can surprise them but I'm not convinced in the slightest.