We Are Kicking the Heroes' Ass/Confessionals

Day 15
"yin"

- I I just got word from Jerby. Luke is close with all the girls on the heroes. Specifically Jessy and Natalie. My new goal is to infiltrate that alliance, or at least de-power it, since it seems like they're gonna be a domination force (then of course, plant a bomb in the inside).

I'm trying to get chummy with Natalie first since I've never talked to her, unfortunetely, she's not giving me much room to work with, she's a 1 question equals 1 answer kind of girl. I'm trying to use my arsenal of smileys buuuuuut I don't think it's working on her.

I'll PM Jessy in a few hours or so, maybe I can pull something for a better footing in the game.

"yang"

- So Wesley got voted out. I didn't end up flipping, or playing the fake idol. I need to keep Natalie, Jessy and Sam's trust. I went to Noah and Andrei immediately after results crying and acting so surprised. Hopefully I can throw the flipper status onto someone else. I'm a Hero no more. God this is painful. I backstabbed my first ally and one of my closest friends outside of the game. Ugh.

Apparently the next target is Noah, but I don't want to lose again. I need to keep that suspicion off me as much as possible. The Villains NEED to lose so either Miguel or Jerby can be voted out. We need to win as much as possible so I can stay safe from either idols or pissing off even more of my tribemates.

"yang"

- Well that vote sucked!! Luke, Jessy and Natalie lied right to my face about voting Topher for the second time in a row. The gloves are off as far as I'm concerned. I want Sam, Jessy and Topher to hit the dust ASAP! I've hopefully made good with Natalie and Luke enough to turn this game on its head... Andrei and I have been tight for a while so hopefully that can stay as it is but I seriously need a vote to go my way. I haven't been this far behind in a game since Cuba! I want to win this game because I've invested too much into this ORG to not prove myself and I'm sick of being lied to by these bitchy Heroes. The girls are turning this tribe into a sneak-fest and I've never been on a tribe like that before in my entire life. Sam and Jessy HAVE to go soon... I'm done playing a heroic game because I need to fight to get myself on top.

"yang"

- So Sole yelled at me and Sam a bunch, and apparently Natalie told him about our alliance. So now Sam's pissed at her. I convinced Sole that I voted Wesley out of fear, so he believes I can be easily manipulated. We then agreed to align until merge, and that I would tell him who I'm voting every time. Damnit, look what these girls got me into. >_>

Now we have to win every challenge until the merge, and I will work my ass off to make sure that happens. I will make sure everyone else works their asses off as well. I can't risk anything.

"yang"

- I'm sorry, but I literally needed fourteen hours to comprehend what just happened at Tribal. Topher...he's still here...but Wesley? Out of all people Wesley...he's gone. He was such a friendly and nice guy who was both a strong competitor and contributor to Yang. It really, really makes me sad to see him go over Topher, the guy who we've forced to sit out multiple times because he is so damn busy all of the time. These idiots need to face it--Topher is holding us back! He is one of the reasons why we aren't doing hot in this game! This is just outrageous! Oh my God! (sigh) Let's review what happened BEFORE Tribal, shall we? Luke, Sole and Andrei--ALL THREE OF THEM--approached me with the idea of voting for Topher to be out of the game--and for good reason, too! I completely agreed with them one-hundred and ten percent. Hell, Luke even said it himself when he said that Wesley was going to vote for Topher. Sam did, too! Sam! Counting myself, that's six people--SIX! Who in the hell could have possibly flipped?! And WHY?! JUST WHY?! I swear, this is gonna kill me. If I know one thing, I don't think anyone in Yang is as wonderful with making GIFs as Sam is. Did you see the vote with Tinkerbell?! Who in the hell on our tribe would just put that there! C'mon...it's gotta be Sam who voted for Wesley. Quite elementary if I do say so myself. Now, here's when things get interesting, okay? I tell Luke, Sole and Andrei that the vote definitely bummed me out. Sole tells me that there may be an alliance that consists of Jessy, Luke, Natalie and Sam. I swear to God I've heard this before. Could it have been Sole telling me that previously? If so, I honestly feel as though it's true. If you take those four--add Topher--you get five people compared to Andrei, myself, Sole and Wesley. Four. And let's not forget--the vote was five-to-four. (sigh) And to think...I actually wanted to work with Luke. What a disappointment.

"yang"

- Here's where I'm at as of now. I talked with Sole and Luke--the two people who I feel as though are the "main characters" of this whole fiasco I'm dealing with. Right now, I'm leaning towards Sole. I'm definitely believing there's some alliance involving Luke and his little "goonies." (gasp) Oh, God...is this Heroes vs. Villains or Heroes and Sheep vs. Villains--because quite honestly, this is just ridiculous. I was fixated on working with Luke. I saw great things in the guy! But in the end, I'm starting to think I was wrong about him. (sigh) Regardless, though, Sole is fixated at the possibility of that whole alliance of Jessy, Luke, Natalie, Sam--and quite possibly as of now--Topher. The edition of Topher is still on the fence here, so I won't go and make accusations of such. I told Luke about this, and he's denying everything. But when you look at the past...it's quite apparent. Whenever I worked with Luke previously in this game, he did the exact opposite I wanted to do. Take for instance with the Andrei vote a while back. Luke, Sam and Jessy are the three people I heard from. They told me why the decided to go against the Late Night Crew and vote off Richie. With the Bailey vote, I swore Topher would be going home, but this wasn't the case AGAIN, as Luke and Sam again didn't do what we had planned on and voted off Bailey over a ridiculous Idol scare. And last but most certainly not least, the Wesley vote. Everything adds up here! Every single thing I said previously...it all adds up! The five-to-four vote, the subsequent alliance that Luke has, as well as the evidence itself with the GIF Wesley vote...this does it. You know what?! Forget Luke. Forget Sam. Forget Jessy. Forget all of them. This alliance has to be taken down as soon as it possibly can before anything can happen. I'm just sad it's taken me this long to realize it, as I'm in the minority...as I've always been. (sigh) As far as I know, Andrei may not have any involvement with this group of Luke's. Let's just call them "The Shepherd's Herd 2.0," because Luke is obviously the mastermind here, and everyone else will just blindly do whatever he says without a second thought. So, I guess it's Andrei, Sole and myself stuck at the bottom of the Yang barrel. I'll definitely have to talk with Andrei more to see where his mind is actually at. We shall see! I'll keep you posted.

"yin"

- So I just found out that Uli and I are actually pretty similar. We're pretty good at getting on other people's good sides. He talked to me and developed this plan. If Topher doesn't go home tonight, I'll join their alliance so that Uli and I will have 360 degrees of information about the game. Which is exactly the same thing I wanted to do with The Initiative.

Uli is watching my back over Eddie's justified paranoia. Eddie got wind of my old plan to blindside him (it wasn't even my plan, Adam and I were just up for it). But yeah, Uli is gonna re-assure him about everything so that Eddie will trust me again. No point in going up to Eddie upfront since he wont believe me if I told him myself.

So my plan is to get closer with Topher and Noah since I'll have to infiltrate their alliance. Getting close to people is my #1 weapon, that's why I'm the villain in the heroes suit after all right? haha!

"yin"

- If my tribe loses the next immunity challenge, then I'm gonna push for either Aly or Miguel to go home next. We definitely need Eddie, so sending Eddie home is out of the question. I don't want Jerby gone because he's one of my many #1 allies.

Among all the villains, I have the least conversations with Aly, so that makes me distrust her. Not to mention the fact that Natalie and Jessy are in a really good position in the game. So it makes it a little tough to trust the Peru girls.

On the other side, we have Miguel, the man who apparently can't be trusted. I'm almost certain that he's the one who leaked the information about The Initiative. It's dangerous to know that his main loyalty isn't to us, so why keep him? why not just get rid of him?

"yang"

- So Andrei and probably Noah too heard from Sole that I voted against them. Now Sole told Uli everything, but my lovely girls alliance and I were able to figure this out. So we're currently debating who we should vote off if we lose.

In other news, I made a cross-tribe alliance with Adam. I told him I'd exile him if we won the challenge. So to get my tribe to exile him, I told them to go by an alphabetical exile strategy. That way, my alliance with Adam is hidden and kept secret. We also got our first idol clue as a reward, but it doesn't help in the slightest. So my plan is to now stick with my girls and somehow slip Adam in at the merge. Could you imagine a final three of me, Adam and Sam? Three winners, best final three ever. XD Still, I'd rather go with Jessy and Sam.

Also, I'm leaving Andrei, Sole and Noah under the impression that Sam is guilt tripping me into voting with her. That way, I am viewed as a sheep, thus not targeted. Pretending to be a sheep isn't a well-liked strategy, but it works and will guarantee me a spot in the merge. THEN I can start letting everyone know how I'm really playing. Until then, just call me Sam's little sheep. Baaah.

"yang"

- So here I am trying to save myself and Natalie accuses me of being a leak to Villains tribe for info about the Heroes. I denied it and offered proof in the form of screenshots of our conversations and now I'm doing exactly that! I feel like I'm answering to the mob bosses to spare my life in this game... Luke has to be one of the most pathetic played I've ever played with... He's paranoid, fearful, a pushover and weak. I can't believe I'm being trumped by this kid... If I get sent home over this bull I'm going to be pissed! I really need to do something about this alliance and hopefully i can pull it out... I'm seriously worried now.

"yang"

- What the damn hell… I cannot come up with a sensible explanation about the decision to shank Wesley. I don’t see him flipping to the Villains or going on an Immunity Run unless all the challenge post-merge are arcade games. Luke told me this round was “the worst” for him. I told him I didn’t feel too comfortable seeing him be so remorseful over this vote and I hope it’s not a case of Sam manipulating him, because that’s unfortunately a scenario that I definitely see happening.

Day 16
"yang"

- I can't believe we lost!!! I'm so worried that I'm going home... Seriously there have been so many signs that would lead the alliance of four to not trust me at all... Natalie questioned me about leaking tribe info to the villains which can only mean the rest of her alliance thinks the same thing.

I need to do something major to survive this vote... Something like a Hidden Immunity Idol or a new majority alliance. The thing is, though, that I can't trust anyone but Andrei and Noah. We need two more people to form a new majority and going after Topher for the third time is not the right approach. I need to think of something fast and get it into motion otherwise I'm going home. I am not willing to go down without and fight because I'm a fourth-timer meaning I have a lot to lose.

Fingers crossed I can pull something out... I need to...

"yang"

- One point...just one point...one point and we had this challenge in the bag. Or at least, I hope. Hell, I probably would have felt better about the outcome knowing we got all fifty answers correct! But with just one point wrong...it hurts big time. It really hurts. I honestly feel like crying right about now. I needed this immunity win! But it was just one goddamn point that's sending us to Tribal. You're probably wondering, why am I worrying so much?! Well, if you haven't been paying attention since Day Three, I'M STUCK AT THE BOTTOM! The minority! The worst place you can be in this game, and I've been here for thirteen days. How much more of this can I take?! (sigh) Here's where I'm at, though. It seems as though I'm not alone at the bottom--as Sole and Andrei join me. Come the end of this Tribal, one of the three of us are bound to be sent packing. Hell, I wouldn't be shocked if it was me. Out of the three of us, I'm obviously the least-experienced and probably the weakest. And to think...the likes of Topher and Natalie are still roaming this game without a problem. They're safe and secure--people who aren't even putting in effort into this game, while me? The guy who has been continuously trying to reach his peak performance all the time? Yeah--you guessed it--is probably going home tonight. (sigh) This is probably Sole and mine's last chance to turn this game around before things go from bad to worse. I want to get a grasp on where Andrei's at as of now. Hopefully, he'll feel the same as myself and Sole. If he does, we're making a subsequent alliance. We have to stick together no matter what. The person of interest Sole and I want gone is Natalie. She hasn't done shit this entire game! Just flat-out ridiculous...she's got to go big time. Better her than me, man. This game was made for people who deserve to play in it--for those who are actively participating--NOT for those who just sit on their ass and do nothing. I really, really hope this works. God? Please help me.

"yang"

- My paranoia is going crazy! The last time I felt like this was Tribal 1 of Cuba... I think I'm going home for sure. I approached Andrei and Topher about making a move and forcing a tie but we collectively chose to lay low and let Noah go... I've been told by a few people that Noah is leaving but like the last two votes the names that are thrown around don't mean much. I hope my challenge strength pays off and I'm seen as too great an asset to be sent home but I think my time is up. I'm getting weird vibes off of Luke, Sam and Natalie (surprise, surprise) and I just hope I can survive this vote and that there's a change-up on the cards. I need a new slate in this game! Or an idol...

"yin"

- WE WON! Finally we are getting our shit together and we are kicking the Heroes ass! ...this week at least. Now that we have downtime, I was looking at who was left in the game, and even though our tribe has sent four of our former Villains packing, our tribe still has an "All-Stary" feel to it, like we have Uli, Adam, Alejandro, Aly, all really good and well known players, and when you think of them, you are like, "VILLAIN!", then you look at the Hero tribe and it is just a hot mess! Like, Sam, ok yes, even though her game was villainous, I do semi see her as a hero so ya she brings the heat and is a good choice, Luke, VERY good choice, a main hero by far, Andrei...does not scream hero to me...Topher, ok from what I hear he didnt do that many heroic acts to qualify..I dont think any Turkey should be on. but oh well. Natalie, well like..ya..but...nah, I love her she is great but...i dont know, I think like Gerda would have brought more of an All-Star presence, then there is Jessy who is an perfect Hero. Then Sole who is like ....4 times...too much, I would have rather Blaine or Mihai, then Noah who is good but is going home, so that is sad, but if you look at the tribe over all it looks more like the Misfit Tribe then the Hero Tribe...smh

"yang"

- This immunity challenge was basically a speed test of our ability to reverse image search. Unfortunately, I was not there to participate, and as fate would have it, I actually did know Luma from the Mario Galaxy franchise. I suspect that Topher filled that answer because no one else confessed to it, also it’s just more convenient to believe it’s him, because that’s just more ammunition I can use against him to remind these people that he’s dragging our tribe down.

Fortunately, as long as I don’t do anything to cross Sam and Jessy, I should be safe, so I just need to watch my mouth (easier said than done, I know), and keep turning it up in challenges. If it gets me to the merge, I’m in a decent spot.

"yang"

- For a minute, I did have hope that Natalie and Luke would finally vote against Topher, but apparently they’re afraid about Noah having an Idol, and just want me to put my vote on Topher so the idol doesn’t bounce back on them. Fine, I can do that. If I can’t reason them, I can at least show that I am willing to put up with their nonsense and that I am trustworthy, which is all they want from me.

Noah tried to reassure me that he would be loyal to the Heroes, and while I believe it, he’s kind of preaching to the choir. Heck, I wouldn’t even blame him if he didn’t intend on being loyal to the majority. He needs to convince them that he’s more valuable than Topher in the long run, or he’s probably toast. I could probably put in some effort in it, but I mean… Noah did vote for me at the first Tribal, and while I’ve had more opportunities to get to know him and realise that he’s a great guy, I’m not sticking my neck out for him.