Bruh What The Fuck/Confessionals

Day 17
"fyvie"

- Best case scenario for Kisimul's tribal just unfolded, I want to enter this merge on the cleanest slate possible and Wendy being voted out helps that. Absolutely LOVELY person but we ended on weird terms in 703 and I'm pretty sure we struggle to find things in common, so more likely than not we would've been at odds. One more asterisk outta here with zero blood on my hands, just Tyler left and he's probably the one I was most optimistic about building a bridge back with.

AND TJ JUST LEFT FYVIE... my feelings are mixed right now? On one he likely wouldn't have been actively against me at the merge, but on the other hand he was literally Gamechangers Tony. Now there's gonna be more unity amongst us OG Fyvie's I hope, without his weird dynamic being a factor. RIP

I think I'll be heading into this merge or swap in a not... awful position?

"fyvie"

- So here we are at another swap. I’m on Fvyie 3.0 with Jake/Jenna/Jamie/Syd/Szymon/Eli. We have a strong tribe and I’m hella excited to play with these people. Jamie and I caught up and Eli was worried that we may have issues from Idalia but now that he sorta took my role in that game in a couple of games that he played, he understands my frustration with the people that don’t speak. We also related on the level of our parents because I made it public about what I went through with my mom so maybe other people could learn from it. I miss her and I want people to have the same relationship with their parents like I had with her. She was legit the best mom ever tbh!!! Anyways, the og monarchs are all back together and Jake wants to work with us + Jenna and I are still close and I wanna get close to Szymon and Eli too so I can be covered everywhere. Even though I’m not holding Idalia against Eli at all, I still won’t forget that he was quick to throw my name out there and I will cut that ass too fast if he does the same here. I’m praying we won’t go to tribal at all tbh but I’m glad we have a night off cuz work got me tired asf. But yeah I’ll bbl with more confessionals!

"fyvie"

- I overslept a tribe swap KJSDKJSH... yay..

Im so scared, this is the exact point where i was voted out in Salvation, over being tribeswap fucked. Im not letting it happen this time as well but i have some solid WORK to do here since theorically im in minority, so far in a tribe of 7 i was only a tribemate of Elias (ugh) and Jenna (queen). This is literally the last phase of game before the merge so my goal is to survive this and solidify bonds that will protect me thru the early stage of the merge... But i already missed the first morning SKJGHSJKDG ugh pray for me its going to be a wild ride

"fyvie"

- Lets go with my first impression on this tribe.

Elias - Im stuck with him again. Good thing is that now im literally the only connection he has and he seems to trust me. But... im not willing go far with him and i woudnt mind cutting him if i have to.

Jenna - QUEEN im glad we are reunited cuz we are spilling all the tea to each other now. Im still lowkey scared of her advantage and the fact that she can snatch my vote anytime, but i do trust her at the moment more than anyone in this tribe.

Jamie - Oh my god... JAKHDGKJHSD i cant believe we are in the same tribe. Im excited and I wanna work with her atm but.... i can already tell that she's in a full gamebot mode. I shared some minor information i had with her, such as Cali vs Jessica war but i didnt obviously spill to her that Elias would be the boot if we lost. I also told her i was really chill so far just to awake some trust in her, because i don't wanna give her reasons to target me later since i don't have malicious plans aganist her.

Tyler - We had some basic life conversations, he's nice and i would like to get on his good side for now.. But what worries me is the fact that he has 238562357 people in this cast closer to him than i will ever get.

Jakey - Didn't talk to him yet, but im going to try to have a positive approaching to him and try to use the fact that i worked with Cali/Jake on my advantage with him. Its going to be important for me to get his trust

Sydney - Dont have any connections to her, dont know anything about her and didnt talk to her yet.. But i kinda cant wait to meet her?

Overall i donut know how i feel about this tribe yet.. All i wanna do is get people to trust me and not give them a reason to target me if we lose. I have a lot of work to do but Im here to make those people roll me a red carpet to the merge :')

"glamis"

- This swap tribe...it ain't it AT ALL.

Like minus Jessica I guess I don't really have too many issues with anyone on this tribe (and dw I will get into Jessica)

So for starters we have Chelsea, and at first I was SUPER excited to get reunited with her. However, she tells me that she was in an alliance with Audrey, Jared, and Jamie and its like GREAT 2/3 of those people need to go home gfddf

Like don't get me wrong, I'm super happy she told me because it shows that she does consider me an ally, I just don't see working with that specific group of players as a viable option.

Then we have Jared who I really like! Nothing more to really say about him, we've rarely talked game and I doubt we'll ever work together too close in the future. He's mainly just a nice guy who I wouldn't be against voting out if I had the chance.

Next is Audrey who I also really like. Problem is so does everyone else.I definitely want to get to know her more and explore a possibility of aligning with her in the future, but at this point in time if you asked me to pick someone to vote out first it would be her. That of course would simply not happen due to the social connections she's established, but let it be known that the first chance I get to send her out I'm taking it

Then we have Tyler Stacks and Dani, to put it shortly these are the two who I really want to move forward with. From what I can tell, working with them would give me a better sense of longevity moving forward, and it would help to reastaqblish connections with both Szymon and MAYBE even Jenna in the merge (even after she went against me with the Jake don't worry sis its been forgiven BUT NOT FORGOTTEN) The only issue is I don't see these two having the numbers if we go to tribal, so I pray and I PRAY that one of them has the idol cause that could be life SAVING.

I of course had to leave the best for last. Yes, its none other than Jessica Sarah Parker the star herself adfss.

So me and Jessica had only somewhat talked before that plague tribal mess two episodes ago. MIND YOU we had never talked game before that point, and I think its even very generous to say that we even fully knew eachother before hand. At the plague tribal, TJ tells me and Jake that everyone wants to vote out Jessica, I tell Jake that I want to keep her as opposed to a threat like Sydney, but I get the vibe from jake that he wouldn't really be comfortable doing that. So being that I've known jake LONGER and I've actually established trust with Jake I go with the plan.

TJ turns out to be a snake, Jake the legend goes home, and I'm left with a saltier than a mcdouble Jessica. She. pops. OFF on me on the pms, and the entire time she's going off its literally just like sis... I BARELY FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

If me and Jess had started on same tribes together, and we had established a solid foundation of trust then sure pop off cause that would be fucked up for me to not fill you in on apparently everyone wanting you out. BUT THAT AIN'T THE CASE SHISTERS. She was simply in the mood to be a bad bitch, and of course I was the prime canidate to be the recipent due to tjs snake ass slithering away, and Jake flying off to heaven as a legend should.

Do not get me wrong, I still like Jessica and I've actually gotten to talk to her a lot more these past couple days. I just don't see myself ever working or even voting with her again and she herself made that VERY CLEAR. So ya consider her my vendetta, my target, my WHATEVER, but all I know is that two days ago she had the audacity to try me while I was mourning the death of my only child Jake (I mean I guess she had a reason to be mad considering we tried to vote her out BUT THATS NOT THE POINT FGDGFD) so this grieving ex-mom is out for......................................................................................................REVENGE

Inb4 this game ends and me and Jessica are bffs dfsfdsfsdfs

Day 18
"glamis"

- i forgot to make a confessional last round so i was probably utr1 so therefore i MUST be OTTN5 this round.

FUCK YALL HOSTS. FUCK JAMIE FRANZEL! FUCK JARED! FUCK BRYCE! FUCKING YOUTUBE PREMADE I SEE. FUCK YALL FOR GERTTING WENDY OUT! i was SOOOOO looking forward to working with wendy in this game because i love them with all my heart but THEY RUINED IT!!!!!!!!!!! AND IM FUCKING P I S S E D. AND OFC I HAVE TO SWAP WITH JARED EVEN THO I KNOW HE VOTED OUT WENDY AND JUST UGGGGHHHHHHHHH

ALSO?? IM SEPERATED FROM SZYMON A N D JENNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TYLER AND CALI ARENT SZY AND JENNA. NO M'AM. NO. MAM.

audrey isnt bad, shes a bit annoying if im honest NNNNN i remember seeing her in HVV2 and everyone was either stanning or hating so im like hmmmmmm i dunno about this. ive played with chelsea before, 3 years ago, and it was a MESS. jared i barely know, jessica i think im cool with. cali and tyler im good with and ill work with them. but ugh... im highkey pissed im seperated from the people i think i can trust the most in the game and im just praying we pull thru in immunity! thankfully i think jakey may be illiterate or inbred so maybe ill be ok. maybe... hopefully............ if not im cutting off soras dick.

"fyvie"

- So ive been thinking about my strategy for getting thru this. Im starting to see what are the relationships between people. Suddenly after talking strategy all night with Jamie she literally became my nr1 ally in this game ASDKJHAS. She's such in a gamebot mode but i feel like i can trust her for now. I still trust Jenna but shes not as much active, which is really bad for me :/ Elias is annoyingly paranoid but he spills everything to me. It seems like hes gotten already close to Jakey, which is something i want to do as well. And he tells me everything that Jakey tells him LOL. I just wasnt able to switch it off to strategy talk with Jakey but i want to because i think my relationship with him is going to be really important for ME in this tribe and the vibe hes going to give me once we hit strategy talk is going to detemine what i will want to do next.

There's 3 og Culezan, 2 og kisimul and 1 for each glamis and fyvie.. I have no doubts that Jamie/Sydney/Tyler are close which isn't a good tea for me. I already had a conversation with Jamie about making a potential voting block/alliance majority of Jamie/Sydney/Jenna. Jamie trusts Sydney and i trust Jenna so that would be a start.

If we lose ideally for me Tyler would be the boot. He's nice and i enjoy talking to him right now, but i feel like down the line he's not going to be loyal to me. He has too many other relationships and it would be hard to take him out down the line, so this could be my best shot. My priorities rn are to keep myself safe and protect Jenna/Jamie. I also wanna get close to Jakey to get a better sniff on him

"glamis"

- Yesterday was international men’s day by no one said anything about it, in fact I probably won’t hear about it until March 8 because that’s the only time it seems to be mentioned

Today I saw a cute dog, loved it. Amazing. And I am going to go to a dance class later today

Hope the weather is good, see you at Thanksgiving dinner!

Day 19
"glamis"

- I'm EXHAUSTED. This isn't game related but I am. So this confessional will probably be pointless since my brain can't even process that I am typing at the moment. Another immunity win. Yay! Been to tribal only twice, I feel like I'm cheating the system because of it but I am not, I just contribute a shit ton to challenges and I deserve the safety. I'm kinda excited for the merge, I'm hesitating between using my necklace next challenge if we lose so I can make sure I make the merge (assuming it is the merge next. I don't even know how many people are left) or holding off to it. I'll see, I'm thinking. Socially, I've planted the seeds of the Canadian Darlings to Chelsea and Jessica. I'm probably working too hard to achieve that but I want to work with a strong alliance of girls. That never happened in any org I've ever played. Elias and Jamie are going to tribal council this round. I really hope they both survive because they are so sweet and actually good players. I miss them dearly. For the other people on my tribe, Dani is alright but leaves me unanswered a lot. That's a bit annoying. Tyler seems sweet but a bit useless. Jared is still cool and Cali seems nice. I'm hoping to solidify my bonds so that if I don't use the necklace I won't be idoled out. Because I think I can have the majority on my side no matter what. Sorry this is boring. I'm brain-dead. Oh also, I want to have an argument with someone :( I need confrontation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everyone is so nice and chill. I guess I shouldn't complain, but I'M BORED.

"fyvie"

- Eh we lost and shit is going down really really quick :/

First name Jamie throws out to me and its... Jenna. LOL FUCK OFF we talked about working together couple of hours ago and now suddenly she wants Jenna to go because "shes inactive and doesnt care". Who gave u the rights to judge who cares about the game and who doesnt.. AJDGHKASDH im so pissed off right now at Jamie u can FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK OFFFFFFF im not voting Jenna.

Now just Jake threw an idea to have us 4 (Jake/me/Elias/Jenna) to stick together for this vote since OG 3 culzean are tight - which is true and i like this idea better. Im not willing to just sit on their mercy till the merge, but the issue is that Elias just directly called Jenna inactive in their pms... SO LIKE SJKGHSJKDHG jenna isnt really happy about Elias so overall things JUST GOT crazy and options are all laid down and Jamie really just ruined for me the trust i had in culzeans i wanna get Tyler out tbh

"fyvie"

- An iconic movement started aganist the people who feel like in control..

LMAO im so ready to take down Tyler/Jamie. Mostly Tyler now bc he's going to be much harder to vote out later so im going to push the vote towards that direction. Im not going to just sit at Jamie's mercy but i will make sure she feels comfortable. Honestly YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF JAMIE how can you expect me to feel okay after suggesting to me to vote for someone who i just TOLD you i trust couple of hours ago? NNNNNNNNN the audacity. Im going to put 100% of my energy into this i want TYLER GONE

"fyvie"

- So the worst case scenario unfolded and I'm at tribal in Fyvie 3.0.

I don't think I've made a confessional since I've arrived but basically I was swapped away from everyone I know except Szymon, who I had luckily built a strategic relationship toward the end of Glamis 2.0.

It was a literal Culzean reunion with Tyler, Jamie and Sydney, all of whom are lovely - I particularly bonded with Jamie and Sydney and built the bridge back with Tyler, but here's where things get complicated.

I may have overcorrected and got in cahoots with too many people, because I also love and built a great strategic connection with Jakey, and then in my nervousness about Jenna (who has put literally zero effort in with me at all, 2 word replies to paragraphs etc.) I tried to open a dialogue with her this tribal and it backfired when I said """"I know you haven't been the most active so I hope it's all going ok"""" but she took that as me saying she was inactive haha.

Szymon and Jakey both want to take out a royal with Jenna, and while that wouldn't be terrible for my game (despite giving Kisimul alot of capital at the merge), I think I've talked to the royals too much ... I'll be getting a lot of heat and side-eye if I vote for one of them. I'm in a bit of a double agent position but that could be super transparent if they compare notes. Worth noting that I haven't been throwing anyone UTB or anything.

Ideally for me? Jenna leaves. But that girl, despite hardly talking to me, is annoyingly well connected. If she is in on a plan to take out the royals I could rat her out to them, but that would alienate my buddies Szymon and Jakey.

What I do know is that I have somewhat of a strategic relationship and have built a bond with everyone except Jenna, but that also means I have more bridges to burn than anyone... so I think I need to sit back and chill out -- see how everything starts to pan out and then make a judgement based on the deck in front of me. It's all still pretty unclear.

EXTRA NOTES:

- Jakey theorised TJ had the idol too and said it was an absolute blindside, so the Fyvie idol may have left the game with him?

- I was talking to Jessica in my challenge thread (also playing up that I was a damsel in distress in a tribe of big scary mean people) and she said that Audrey seems to think Jamie is on the outs and in need of allies, but Jakey said she was calling the shots on Culzean and seems to be dropping hints that she should be the target. Which is true? Well Jamie was swapped alone with Audrey away from her original tribe, so of course she would say that she was on the bottom.

I've bonded with Jamie the most but I know about her cutthroat nature too. Honestly I'd prefer to target Tyler if the royal uprising occurs just because he's been holding his cards very close to his chest. But beggars can't be choosers and I may have played myself into a corner.

"fyvie"

- okay so we're swapped again. im w/ sydney/tyler again which is good and szymon WHO i was worried about but we've clicked instantly so i guess we're iconic allies now. and then jakey/elias - ive bonded w/ both of them, ESPECIALLY elias who i love. elias/audrey/me could be an iconic alliance?? who knows! also this was gonna be longer but im busy so its short but atm i wanna work w/ every1 to get rid of jenna. bye ill explain more tomorrow

"glamis"

- Day 19 Confessional

"glamis"

- I am not that excited about the swap, I felt like I was pretty safe on my previous tribe and even if I did get in danger I'd be able to swing it around easily once put in the situation but now on this new tribe I'm not so sure. At least I wasn't for sure swap fucked though because I still have Chelsea/Audrey from my previous alliance and then there's also 3 original Glamis tribe members, not sure if that'll work out though because I did vote out Wendy so it'd all depends on how Cali feels about that. The 2 new people to me in this game are Dani and Stacks, Dani I have no connection with but I am a little bit nervous around her just because I know she was friends with Wendy, so far we've just been sending each other memes basically. Stacks I was somewhat friends with pre-season because of mutual friends and we were married on Facebook so that's definitely coming into play, we've been acting like a showmance and joking around about that. I feel like we're both playing each other but as long as he's loyal to me I'll play along. I'm just gonna lay back and try to work on my social relationships a bit so when it does come to a point I can easily get into majority and maybe shift the vote to how I like it. My favorite part of this round though was the fact that I literally had to do nothing this challenge because I wasn't the one competing the Messenger Soccer challenge and we still won, so I just got to relax on the sidelines while some of my tribemates actually had to work, just how I like it.

"glamis"

- Just realized I forgot Jessica in my confessional and that's ANNOYING me! So I'm just gonna write about her in this one, she was one of my closest allies in Azer but this time I don't really see it ending up like that. My relationship with Chelsea is kinda how it was with Jessica in Azer so that spot is already taken, but I do think Chelsea wants to work with her(if she's not already working with her) because she asked me how I felt about her and basically hinted at it, along with saying they were talking. I wouldn't mind that and in that case, it would probably be either Dani or Stacks going if Glamis & Fyvie teamed up so I'd try to save Stacks. But Chelsea was also getting scared of Audrey and Glamis being targeted so who knows! Anything could happen in this game.

"fyvie"

- I haven't made a confessional since the swap yet since work has been a bit busy, so I can now as it is awkwardly tribal!

So we swapped once again, I still feel pretty bad about TJ but I couldn't really express that since everyone just dismissed him as a mess. On my new tribe we have Jakey, Jenna and Tyler from the old Fyvie, my love Jamie from original Culzean, and two newcomers Elias and Szymon. I love my little Culzean remainders with Jamie and Tyler and am super excited to be reunited with them! Not only that, but I felt pretty close to Jakey and Jenna from our swapped tribes, and I have bonded with Szymon and Elias too, so this couldn't have worked out better for me!

Except with tribal, I've gone to literally every single tribal so aside from maybe one or two, and I'm over it. My name has been the one thrown out every single tribal, but this time I'm not so sure? I feel like I have touched base with everyone and have sold myself as someone the others should want as a vote for the tribal. I'm not totally set on who I would like to vote out, Jamie is worried about idols and said she wants Jenna out. I love Jenna but she is going through a rough patch and maybe this game isn't the best for her right now, I'm not sure because people also aren't talking to me a lot. I am not going to push for anyone in particular because there isn't anyone this tribal for once that I want out in particularly. I think I just want to make sure Jamie is safe and not targeted for not being on our tribe before!

"fyvie"

- Im on my edges right now i don't have a good feeling about this. No one from the culzean 3 has thrown a name out and at this point im p sure they are super close. On the other hand.. Jenna just revealed me that she got the kisimul idol. WIGGGG im still paranoid tho cuz i have a bad feeling that this vote is going to go bad for me either way i go. Or even i might be the one going. Idk if Elias went to clezans and told them everything bc Jamie seems calm and she hasnt said a name to me at all since ever she threw out Jenna.. EH im gonna work my ass off today to make sure everythings gonna go okay

"fyvie"

- So I saw that we lost the challenge (Sora told me we lost before Syd and I even submitted). But then I thought to myself last night something is wrong because everyone is too quiet. Something is off. And then today Sydney and jamie are apparently feeling the same way. Everyone isn’t offline for the whole damn day when votes are due in 5 hours so something is wrong. Like really wrong. I’m thinking they are gonna take a shot at me/Jamie/Syd I just don’t know which one they are going for and ughhh it’s a mess

"fyvie"

- Oh shit... So the OG culzean 3 wants to vote for Jenna bc "shes inactive and an easy vote" but im not letting that happen. And it seems like they got Elias on board so Jakeys willing to vote for Jenna as well... Well im not STOPPING them from voting for them.

But im not letting Jenna gone so ill obviously tell her to play the idol on herself and this way we can decide who we vote for as 2 of us. I just cant let others split the votes on me and Jenna so for now i have to play along and that im fine. The worst thing that can happen in this situation is a split vote ugh. This way me and Jenna can solo decide who's going to be the boot (and i want it to be Tyler) This is going to put me in a shit position because ill be in a minority but I WOULD be in minority eitherway so im willing to do this idec. "fyvie"

- I literally started this round thinking I wouldn't get along with Elias because he introduced himself to me on the wrong foot and basically called me inactive when i literally message everyone in the game lmao. I CANNOT RECAP THIS MESS BUT NOW ELIAS AND I ARE THE LITERAL ONLY SANE PLAYERS HERE. szymon and jakey went at it when we could have just stuck together, they're letting culzean walk all over them and i am literally so paranoid i have been contemplating playing my idol for hours. i dont wanna waste it but i sure as hell do not want to leave with it either. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY WE CANT JUST VOTE OUT JAMIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! szymon is up her ass and shes not trustworthy at all. also i told him i had the idol and now i regret it bc hes being the biggest mess ive ever seen in my life. ive had to yell at him to calm down like 10 times.

"glamis"

- Ugh. Winning immunity was just what we needed. I highkey hate my tribe and im just waiting for a merge at this point, even though I know its not coming soon.

I find it hard to talk to everyone. Jared doesnt respond, Chelsea is so professional that i feel inadequate talking to her, audrey just kinda.... is a bit annoying honestly nnnnNNNN like i like her but girl... if i miss a message ill respond later i dont need u to be like “Hi :)” “U ok?” like i get it girl nnnnn shes nice and stuff but yeah. Jessica is barely online too. I mainly just like cali and tyler ... feel like pure shite just want my szy back :((
 * 10 min later*

"fyvie"

- Bruh what the fuck

"fyvie"

- I’m so damn tired from this tribal. It went from being quiet to Szy snitching and then him Eli and Jenna joining forces and going for Jamie and trying to bring in Jake and I’ve been pushing for Eli anyways and I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG (like I usually am) but as long as me Jake Jamie and Syd survive I’m HERE FOR IT! Eli was giving TJ teas and I caught it and Jamie thought i was tripping and I was RIGHT SIS

"glamis"

- So the past week has been rly busy for me and still is as I am on vacation, which is why the last tribal was very stressful for me and I'm going to get it together within the next few days but for now I'll say I'm not in a great position on my new tribe considering I've only been previously on a tribe with one of them. I'm friends with Jared so I'll see what I can do with that but yeah. Admittedly I'm concerned because of the fact that I have been so busy, haven't had time to socialize enough as I should be (Chelsea and I haven't even had a legit conversation, though it was her who left me on read) And yeah, slacking on social game isn't good especially when I'm at a numbers disadvantage according to tribal lines so hopefully I can get it together.

"fyvie"

- i miss cali .............................