I Feel Pretty Framed/Confessionals

Day 16
"phaluai"

- Jenna girl, you shouldn't have done that. 🤷🏼‍♀️ SORRY FOR YOU & btw stop telling Julia a bunch of bullshit. You're not helping yourself

"phaluai"

- OH MY GOD! I did it! That was me! 100% me! I can't believe I finally blindsided someone at the main org!!! Lmao. I feel bad tbh cause Miguel was really nice to me. But let's be honest. I voted for him before so he would only use me as a number and then get rid of me. Also I believe that having jenna be the only one voting with Miguel would put me in a good position in case we lose again. And if that's not the case I still have my advantage. So right now I'm more than happy. I'm just jumping up and down and I can't believe I'm being able to redeem myself. These players are underestimating me and that's the worse thing you can do in this game n____n !!!! 🤗🤗😁😁🎊

"phaluai"

- Jenna is pissed at me. Like big time and I don't blame her. I totally screwed her game. And part of me likes it. I still don't know it the rumour of her throwing me under the bus was right but if she thinks she can mess up with me then she has to think twice. Of course I'm playing the victim and Jenna actually thinks that hannah and Julia played me lmao. Like girl. I made that call. I don't even like or trust hannah. But I have to think two or three moves ahead. I need to solidify now my relationship with Chris and Julia. And hope we can win some challenges

"talap"

- I am so glad that Julez (I'm assuming) decided to flip to Julia and Hannah to vote out Miguel. Not only is this good for my game as it got out a target of mine and kept Julia in this game longer (even though they were targeting Hannah), but it also may have redeemed Julez' reputation after the last vote. Now people will not see such a strong association with Jenna and the untrustworthiness that came from being friends with them. I should be able to work with Julez again without consequence.

"talap"

- I wonder if me talking to Julez during the combined tribal helped her decide to vote Miguel out. I pointed out to her how dirty Jenna and Miguel did her as she told them that Miguel was being targeted, just for them to turn around and say that she was a rat giving out information. Hopefully because of this conversation she felt burned by them and no longer felt a strong friendship and alliance with them.

"samsao"

- Miguel is gone and Jenna is clearly next on Phalaui. They need to lose again, then Talap can take the last L to kill off Sim. Then the games will truly begin...MUHAHAHAHAHAHA.

"phaluai"

- so miguel is gone. i guess that’s a target off my back now hopefully because i feel pretty alone now. i can’t believe how stupid julez could be to lie to me all day asking if we should vote julia or hannah and continue on the charade for the full 24 hours to just vote miguel out. she damn well knew if she just told me the truth i wouldn’t have been an idiot and voted miguel against the other girls. why would i purposely put myself in the minority? i feel pretty framed tbh, like she wanted me to look like the bad guy when she was just as much involved in the strategy for voting hannah but then wasn’t actually ever planning to do it. i knew she was weird about miguel and i ever since she thought i ratted her out for letting us know he was getting votes the round before, but i didnt think she was that dense to let a 3 person majority of the pink members become of our tribe JUST because she thought miguel and i were closer to each other. she could have been sitting pretty with 2 loyal allies and two pinks in the minority, but nope!!! miguel and jenna can not be together!!! even if they’re loyal to her!!! like what kind of logic is that? i’m so frustrated. fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me i guess. i should’ve just voted miguel with the girls but she TRICKED ME and I’m really upset with myself. I was happy chris was joining our tribe because he’s like one of the only people i know outside of this game even though he did hide info from me before. I’m just banking on the fact that he should know i’ll be more loyal to him than julez will. It sucks because i’m going to get the blame from hannah because I’m the one that voted her. I just hope they’ll keep me around if we lose. *another* annoying thing is i told julez we need to vote hannah because she’ll be more of a hindrance in challenges and miguel/julia will help us. then not a few hours after the reward challenge goes up, hannah goes “sorry guys i can’t compete” LMFAO JULEZ, YOU REALLY DID YOURSELF IN. if we seriously lose immunity and hannah is the reason It’s going to be so hard for me to not pop off at julez. i really think she made a horrible mistake, and i hope it comes back to bite her and not me:///

"phaluai"

- I just saved Hannah's raggedy ass and she says she can't play for reward but she's gonna be here for a immunity. Like btch put your fucking A game for this tribe cause I didn't betray a friend for nothing girl! Don't make me vote your ass out. I'm so pissed.

"phaluai"

- No tea no shade no pink lemonade but Miguel wasn't voted out because he was on a 12 hour plane. If that's be the case I would've voted in the first hours of tribal council. He was voted out fair and square and I'm soooo over Jenna and Miguel both sending me messages that I made the wrong decision. Like I didn't make YOUR best decision. That's the difference. Now let me play my own game and Fck off thanks. Ugh

"phaluai"

- So this tribe is a fucking mess. Jenna is hated by literally everyone and Miguel was blindsided. Jenna says Julez is the one responsible for getting her to vote Hannah and I full believe her. Why? Cause that's exactly what I would do. If we lose Jenna is the obvious choice. But, maybe Julez is the smarter choice

"phaluai"

- Jenna's score was almost as bad as if she didnt submit at all!!! Like wtf!? Is she throwing it!? I needed this freaking reward so I can get another clue for the idol ¬¬ ugh. Worst tribe ever.

"talap"

- Though I have been avoiding the Temple this entire game, I am thinking that it may be a good way to reconnect with all of my allies on Samsao and catch up on strategy. Game talk on Talap hasn't really been too drastic as of late because we haven't even been close to losing a challenge yet. I probably would legit just not do the challenges because I would hate to get a punishment and I bet all the easier-gained advantages are either taken and not worth it. I would nominate myself to go if Maya or Yannick are mentioned as options to send.

"talap"

- Well great, Sim already did the "I'll go if no one else wants to!!" So I can't do the same, now the challenge is finding someone who is the least bonded to Sim so no funny business can go down.

"talap"

- I was somewhat disappointed that Phaluai lost the last challenge, but Miguel going isn't a big deal to me at all. I would've rather had it be Julia, but that's ok.

I hope Talap can win again so that I don't have to worry about making a decision! I don't want Jace out just yet, but he may have gone out had we lost last time. My feelings have changed. I think it would be best to make sure Jake goes if we lose because I have no connection with him, and he is more likely to be secretly working with Clifford. I don't think anybody would be mad at me if I got him out either. The longer Clifford vs. Jace can be a thing, the better for me. Jace keeps talking about hoping Clifford goes out, so I hope he actually feels that way. I keep talking him up as a threat like I have been. When the time is right, I hope to reveal the Chris/Clifford plan to take Jace out to Jace. It will be the last step in sparking the ultimate battle between Clifford and Jace that I have been trying to make happen for weeks. If they're both at the merge, I expect there to be a huge battle the first vote. I need to make sure the likes of Yannick, Chris, and Priscilla don't turn their fire towards me if I take Clifford out though.

Day 17
"phaluai"

- Got the girl I want out to admit to having an alliance with people I want out 🙂 https://i.gyazo.com/b1708e1c9e3e806e9e4d88d17e1ba7c3.png

"talap"

- I really hope to win this immunity challenge because I have a feeling that the merge is next. It would be nice to be guaranteed to make the merge with no chance at being randomly blindsided by an idol or my allies betraying me. I think I would be in a solid position at the merge, and hopefully this time I will be able to make it further than merge boot/10th place.

"samsao"

- We can't lose. Yannick doesn't want to use the idol this tribal but I don't trust that we can convince Maya that we're with her and then Eva/Rhi that we're with them. If I get my way, Eva will go next. I played with fire by getting Chris to play the vote that Jake showed her. She most likely doesn't trust me. A past game we played together could also be affecting her decisions. Maya is unpredictable and kept her secret alliance with Jace, Pris and Chris a secret. I don't want to piss of Jace though by voting out Maya. Eva is the right move. It's the hard move but the hard move is often the right move. Rhi could easily have some really good reward from the temple so a tribe of 5 isn't the time to flush that out. You want more numbers to play with split-votes and force her hand to playing whatever advantage she got. My gut tells me she has something similar to a legacy advantage. I could be wrong. I could also be right. Now, if we win immunity then the people most likely voted out will be Jenna and Sim, leaving me and Yannick and Eva as the only original Samsao left standing. I like that my original tribe is being destroyed because the less original numbers I have, the better my chances are at finding myself in a swing position. Also, I hate to say this, but Yannick is playing too well. I love being his ally but he's playing a better game than me at the moment. Ideally, if I'm in a situation where all votes are all me, Yannick gives me his idol, and I'm knocking someone out with one vote... I'm going to play Yannick's idol on myself then vote him out. That doesn't seem like a very nice thing to do but it does seem like a Clifford thing to do. And I tend to do Clifford things.

"talap"

- Sim brings me good new from his exile! Clifford and Yannick are apparently on this outs on their new tribe. This is what Clifford told Sim while they were together. It looks like the info I gave Rhi before the swap may have been helpful! I hope so at least. That or the girls just wanted to work together anyway. But I am hoping the info I gave Rhi made her realize that Clifford was likely behind the vote flip leading to her wanting him gone. I hope Talap wins immunity. I know that I said I hope Clifford vs. Jace lasts as long as it can, but quite honestly, if Clifford goes home without me having to show my cards, then that is a winn for me. Sim thinks I am good with Clifford, so that means I can scoop Sim up as a number. I wouldn't mind if I sat next to Sim at the end at this moment. Plus, that leaves me with a lot of room to play. Priscilla, Yannick, and Chris won't be mad at me for his exit. It's truly a win win.

"phaluai"

- Hannah is throwing it. I'm pissed. You tried until 1 hour before deadline to see if the link works in your computer!? Really girl? We had over 26 hours and you chose to do it on the last hour just to realize your computer suchs and you have to redownload flash? IS THAT HOW SAFE YOU FUCKING FEEL!? UFGHFUSHDAUSHCAASDKA. I can't believe I saved this girl just to pull my first move. Choices.....

"phaluai"

- Julez said to me "his ego is already beyond this atmosphere." Directing this at Evan 😂😂

"phaluai"

- Hannah submited and we still LOST. I'm so tired of loosing, ugh. This is just awful. I'm so sad rn because I know that Jenna and myself are now on the chopping block. Supposedly now Julia and chris really want to work with me in the merge so we shouldnt have any surrpise. but a stupid idol could ruin me. I feel like my freaking elephant is singing "Should I stay or should I go" to my ear right now....

"samsao"

- We fucking won out. What a glorious feeling this is. My anticipation is that Jenna and Sim are screwed, but anything can happen in this game. For now, I'm just glad I didn't have to waste the idol early on.

"talap"

- So this tribal isn't the best case scenario, but if I play it right I think I should be safe. I told Jake about the plan of Sim but, as usual, I made it sound as though other people have been saying Sim and I just caught wind of it. Jake said he is completely down and I have to believe him because he is terrified of going home, why would he try to make a big move against me? He said that he is going to talk to Sim and see if Sim throws out a name, I am doing the same. I kind of want to say I wouldn't mind Taylor going out because he's a threat and if Sim/Jake plays an idol, I won't be the one getting fucked over. This could easily backfire, though, because Sim may not believe that I want to blindside the person I have been with since day one. It also could get back to Taylor and fuck up our relationship. I just hope that we can get a solid 4-1 with no advantages or idols screwing over someone that otherwise would have no need to worry.

"phaluai"

- Fuck. I'm in a very shitty position right now. Jenna is someone I truly love, she's super genuine and one of my favourite people I've meet on the org. But she's fucked up to much. Normally I could just whisper in someone's ear and get the vote flipped. But I just can't. She's done to much and now everyone wants her head. I don't want to do this but if I try to flip the vote I expose myself as untrustworthy and a game player. This sucks camel dick

"talap"

- I had a bad feeling about this challenge. I expected us to lose and Samsao to win! I had a strategy, but it didn't work this time. Sooo...

NOW is the time to to make some decisions. Jace wants Sim out and has Jake on board. Priscilla seems up for anything, but she is starting to throw out some different ideas. It seems like she wants to convince me to go for Jake or Jace instead. If one of them goes, I would like it to be Jake as I stated previously. I would love for there to be a Jace vs. Clifford battle at the merge, and I could really shake things up by cluing Jace in on those that have betrayed him *cough* Chris *cough*. Ad then I could finally see Cliff fall. But I have to think about the numbers going into it. Would I even have the numbers if I get Jake out over Sim? I want Sim around for the end game because he seems weaker. I feel like he has been saved by others in this game rather than his own doing. He is Clifford's goat at the moment, but I want him to be mine. My worry with going for Jake is that that is a potential number against Clifford whereas Sim is for sure his loyal soldier. If I keep Sim, I might not have the numbers to pull something off and might just be handing Clifford a victory. Also, now that I know he is for sure safe going into final 13, I might not be able to pick Sim up once he's gone because I will likely be involved in his elimination and blindside Sim in the process. I wish we won!!!

"talap"

- OMG I just realized! QUEEN MAYA IS SAFE!!!!! Icon of staying immune in a tribe that she likely would have been unanimously voted off of. I can't wait to hopefully reunite with her after this vote. I hope she is still 100% with me, but considering how much my loyalty with Julez shifted since our time on Talap, it isn't guaranteed.

In regards to the vote, everyone is aware that the vote is Sim, expect potentially Sim. Jake believes that Priscilla and Sim have a bond because of a mutual connection to Eva, so she could have told him about it. Either way this is probably okay. Sim's lack of activity implies to me that he doesn't have an idol. Especially considering he received votes at two separate tribals and didn't play an idol, I doubt he found Phaluai's, and I have Talap's. Also considering his lackluster challenge performances, I doubt that he won anything extravagant/at all the temple. I hope this tribal can go through easily with no drama or game explosions. I want to enter the merge solid, calm, and with no/a small target on my back. I have really proved to myself that I can be a social threat in this game. Starting out in Greece where I basically only talked to Will and Sora and was naive and shy enough to not suspect I was being played when I wasn't added to an alliance chat at all the entire season, to now being a person that seemingly everyone seems to like and want to have some gameplay with is really a great feeling. I just hope that I can continue to do well in this game and take home the win. This is 100% my last game, and I want to end on a good note. I would hate to be idoled out right before the merge in a season where I believe I am displaying some of my best gameplay. I just need to remember to stay humble and focus on social bonds, the rest will come naturally.

"talap"

- I need to write this all out because this vote is QUICKLY becoming a mess. It's like I'm balancing on a tightrope. Everything is so delicate that if I make the wrong move, everything can go down and fall on me. And lucky for me, I'm stuck in the middle so I have a bunch of options to choose from, and any of them can sink my game.

Our first option is to go on Sim. That would be the safest option and Jace is down for it, and Taylor and Jake would be okay with it if that's what everyone decided. The thing is though, I like Sim. I want him to stay. Doing this would also leave Jace and Taylor in the game. Clifford would be pissed at us and I can't trust Taylor.

Our second option is to go for Jace. Taylor wants this the most (although he's also leaning towards Sim so who knows really) and I would be kind of okay with it. Taking him out would be relatively simple but we don't know how close him and Taylor are. If Taylor decides that he doesn't like this vote then he can rat it out to Jace and we know either one of them has the idol.

Our third option is to go for Taylor. Jake wants Taylor out the most and I know I can pull in Sim for it. The problem is the fallout from Jace. If we don't tell Jace then Jace will be pissed at us and considering how much power he has and if he possibly has an idol, then that'd be scary. If we do tell him, again, we don't know how close he is with Taylor, so he could possibly rat us out to Taylor and that idol thing comes up again. I could possibly expose to him that Taylor was against him on Samsao, but then there's the possibility that Jace confronts him about it.

Our fourth option is Jake. Taylor would be okay with going for Jake instead of Jace or Sim but this seems like the least likely option.

My big dilemma is that I'm pretty much good with everyone and depending on which domino I knock down, I might set off more than just the one. Remember when I was excited about possibly going to tribal last round? Yeah, not the case anymore.

"phaluai"

- I will survive

"talap"

- I am sad to see Julez go, but she was someone that would have constantly been targeted at the merge anyway because of the mess at the combined tribal. The more concerning thing is that Jenna has overcame being in the minority on a 5 person tribe TWICE, and now will sneak through the merge because she won't be on anyone's radar.

"talap"

- Also, Taylor came to me asking if I had found the idol (a question i despise) and I told him that I haven't had any luck finding the idol and have been forgetting to guess as of late. He probably doesn't believe that, but there is no way that I am admitting to having an idol. Taylor could betray me so easily at this vote to either force me to flush out my idol, or go home with it in my pocket.

"talap"

- FUCK FUCK FUCKKK THIS! 1. Julez is goneee. My girllll. UGH. If she really had a ""friendship idol""... then fuck this! But also I love the girl!

Anyway, Jace is pushing super hard for us to vote RIGHT NOW. And I am in no way ready to make a decision. Priscilla wants to go for Jace. I couldn't convince her to take out Jake or Sim instead. So I came up with an idea. What if Jace has the idol? I could tell him to use it and vote Pris. But when I tried to share idol guesses to see if he has it, he wouldn;t give any!!! He came up with an excuseee! Like JACE. YOU ARE KILLING ME. I'm trying to save you here. I could just vote Sim with him and Jake or spill info so that they vote Pris, but then I am a huge target at the merge for backstabbing her! And I don't think lying about it to them would help! I CANNN'TTT DEALLL!!!!! Like wtf do I do!!?!?! I could vote Jace out assuming he has the idol and then take the rehidden one if he does and then I go into the merge with less Talap people and that makes me less of a target! But ugh. Do I spill to Jace? or what? Idk what to doooo GAHHH!!!

"talap"

- I am starting to get a weird feeling now. This vote is supposed to be so simple but I have Jake BUGGING out in my PMs, Priscilla telling me to not vote yet, and Sim who is apparently online but didnt read the message i sent over 4 hours ago. I doubt Sim would just roll over and die, especially seeing that in the past he has been an original target before a major blindside occurred saving him. I told Priscilla if I heard her name I would tell her, and vice versa, and she said she hasn't heard my name. I'm not sure if I should believe her or not in this moment. Another weird thing is Taylor is all of a sudden trying to consolidate our idol guesses to find the idol. Why weren't you doing this right when we arrived on Talap? Now you are waiting until likely our last tribal to see what I have guessed for the idol? Remember that we can only guess every 12 hours and now have less than 24 left on this damn tribe. If I knew any better I would guess that Taylor CORRECTLY GUESSED the idol, got told it was found, and now wanted me to list off all of my guesses, INCLUDING THE CORRECT ONE, so he can see if I actually did get it. Tricky, tricky Taylor. If I do not get a proper confirmation on this vote, I will be playing my idol because I am too fucking close to the merge to be sent out now.

"talap"

- It just doesn't make sense that Taylor would turn on me at this point. I have been nothing but loyal to him and the ONLY time I lied was just now about my idol guesses because I felt that his intentions were not in my best interest. I really hope that whatever the hell is going on with this tribe at the moment gets figured out so I can stay in this game. This is the first time I am genuinely nervous that it is me at this vote. I don't want to be stupid and waste my idol right before the merge, but I also don't want to not play it and go home right before the merge. I need to calm down for now and see where things go, I know 100% that I will be the LAST person voting so I could still play my idol if need be.

"talap"

- I am sick. I don't know if I have ever felt this bad in an org, but Jace will be going tonight (or so I think). And I am mad at myself. Part of me feels like this is ballsy, and the other half is like ""bitch, your balls so tiny right now that I can't even see them with a magnifying glass!"" (which sounds so fucking stupid reading back. Like I can't even believe I just typed that. Who am I!?) Jace gave me idol guesses he had, but the correct guess was not one of them. Yet he had a lot of China episode guesses. I still think he may have it, but the problem is, if I tell him to play it, and he doesn't have it, then I am screwed because he will scramble. I hope I can get the rehidden idol if he does have it. At least by doing this, I am gaining trust with that big alliance. They will trust me more next vote and maybe I can get them to split the vote and pull one over on them. I made sure Priscilla got Jake on board because this will make it easier to explain to my allies. They'll know there was not much I could do (even if I kinda could have but I just didnt want to make like 5 enemies as we possibly move into a merge). I'll have to play up how sad I am and how I had no choice. Jake has secretly been wanting Jace gone anyway, so it may be best that I don't have to be associated with him. I think there may be more room to play with than I am thinking with Jace gone. My attempted war between Jace and Clifford won't be coming to a head, but Julia is still in this game... and Julia might also not be happy to know Chris went behind her back.

Look, this IS Do or Die, so on one hand, maybe I am not doing enough and this won't be seen as my move, but you also have to realize this is my Last Stand. And I am not about to die on my last stand by overdoing. The time will come when my enemies will fall, but this is not that time. This is only the build up. The beginning. PLaying both sides is a tricky game.They may or may not realize they have a traitor on their hands, but this will just be my first of many allies to take out. It doesn't feel good at the moment, but it willl all be worth it in the end... and I hope they don't see me coming.

"samsao"

- it's been a while since i made one of these! so to start with ayyyyy i haven't been to tribal yet on samsao 3.0 and highkey im a big part of why we've been winning so look at me carrying 😊 also i found where the idol WAS but its gone now, bad week. if we do go to tribal, rhi, maya, and i have a majority. i trust those two girls, they're solid.

"phaluai"

- Yannick is horny again

"talap"

- So Sim finally responded and was like "I highkey have not heard any names, janjkgnerg I think it is me tonight." Like that could be true, but he could also have been told to say that so I feel at peace with the vote being for Sim. I am still extremely nervous about this vote. Tomorrow probably I'm just gonna like have a meltdown and vent to Priscilla about how I'm having crazy paranoia and don't want to be blindsided if this is my last vote. Hopefully if there is a plan against me, she will at least give me the decency of knowing, then I can turn around and idol out Taylor for betraying me LMFAO. This may all be in my head, and I hope it is, but if it's not, I better at least play my idol correctly.

"talap"

- I still have pretty much 0 idea what is currently happening. It is just so strange that I have heard absolutely ZERO plans from Sim from ANYONE. There is no way that Sim has completely given up. No. Way. 2 votes are currently in and honestly both could be for me. I asked Jake if he heard anything from Sim and he said ""I just woke up and have no messages from Sim."" Then I asked if it's just gonna be a 4-1 on Sim, with no plan changes. No response on that ass. Priscilla already voted then WENT TO BED AT 9AM, so I have no hope getting info out of her, and then I have no idea about Taylor but I feel like he is the one behind whatever is happening so why would I ask him.

The thing I need to take into account is just how stupid it would be for Taylor to vote me out, who has been loyal to him since literally day 1, in favor of Sim, a sheep to people in the game that ARE NOT TAYLOR. Taylor would not be dumb enough to do that, I know he wouldn't. I am still going to wait until the last second to vote in case some tea comes out that makes me need to play my idol. I am in a really tricky spot because I don't want to not play it and go home, but I also do not want to play it in a paranoia-induced psychosis, waste it, and then have my allies coming after me for 1. Not trusting them, 2. Lying about my idol. Ugh, why couldn't we have just fucking won immunity...

"talap"

- So my crackheaded theories have been proven, Taylor IS coming after me. Now the real question is, is Priscilla voting for me or is she voting for Taylor? She is telling me "I'm voting for a friend" and all this BS, but she apparently told Jake to vote for Taylor. Now tell me why she would tell someone to vote for someone if she was doing the opposite? That doesn't make sense because now Jake can turn around and frame Priscilla as someone that is untrustworthy.