This Fairy Tale's Got a New Ending/Confessionals

Day 16
""hizoku"

- I just want to bring up the fact that Miguel didn't even read the results before he messaged the chat That's the only confessional I have right now is I feel really bad but it was funny as fuck "						"riza"

- I feel like at this point it should be common knowledge that me and Jamie are close, however that doesn't seem to stop literally multiple people from coming to me and talking about how much of a bitch Jamie is and how they really want to get rid of her lol "riza"

- Bitch talking with Ash is my fav past time even if sometimes she shows where she's loyal to I still love her my heart hurts guess this fairly tales got a new ending in the works ""riza"

- *Sigh*, Sora wants me to throw this immunity challenge with him in order to protect potential numbers at a merge, which would be the entire Makeinu tribe atm. I'm against throwing a challenge being that this is the main ORG, and I'm against throwing a challenge because this particular challenge appears to be very very hard to throw ! Like it'd be one thing if it's a flash game I can pretend to do bad at, but this challenge is like you either do well like Ash has been explaining, or you finish with like 10-20 links and have your tribe looking at you like ""wtf"", so I'm so conflicted rn. I told Claire about it because I want her to know she can trust me and I'm with her more than Sora or anyone else, because I genuinely do want to go deep with both Claire and Emile as I feel I'd be on the bottom of a group with Sora and Jamie, Ally, Jared, Brett, but I also like want to protect numbers for a potential merge that Sora is saying we are gonna need which I do agree with bc I think Charley/Hunter/Ash/Matt and like Jessy/Alex/Alexa could come together against everyone else, but idk!!! This is an individual game for me I'm not playing for anyone else or for anyone else's best interests other than my own, and I want to go as long as possible without showing my cards to Ash, and I'm just so conflicted. Hopefully I can do well enough in the challenge while also doing bad enough to show Sora he can trust me. "						"riza"

- I say this a lot, but we're probably going to tribal. Unless Sora? and I can drag our teammates, and they don't get 3 points, which is hahahahah fuckin unlikely. Sora hasn't exactly been doing super fuckin well in challenges soooooooooo. I think I did the best that I could do on mine for sure, I tried every possibility and none of it could have directly gotten me to Manhattan besides New York. I just hope the other tribes royally fucked up (cough can we please watch Makeinu cannibalize tonight) otherwise, I don't think we've got much of a shot. So much for nonstop immunity.

Day 17
"hizoku"

- omg we fucking won immunity YES!! I love this tribe so much I'm so glad that we get stay together for a second day. But on a side note Ash did so well in immunity and almost went to rishiri GOOD for her! TOO BAD HER ASS CHEATED HDKSJDJDJDJ LMFAO karma's a bitch isn't it? also shoutout to Jamie for being an icon and adding ASH TO THE CHEATERS CATEGORY I'M SCREAMING. I'm so glad I was the catalyst between Ash and Jamie's rivalry because now I have them both wrapped around my finger and have trust on both sides. Never count me out of this game because I'll always come back for one last scare! "riza"

- Wow, hey look, I WAS THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON TO DO WELL ON MY FUCKING TRIBE. PULLIN A FUCKIN ULI. Except this time, we didn't win. But it's not on my fuckup. If I go home, I'm gonna be pissed. "hizoku"

- karma's a bitch just keep that in mind! SKDJSKNS "hizoku"

- I loved Miguel but the NewZoku tribe is party island right now, I love these 4 <3 We are just getting party and dancing and getting drunk and fucking and celebrating because we won immunity. It's so great! "hizoku"

- I have succesfully earned a new nickname from my Angles. From now on: I am Coach Cocker to them. I am The Cock to everyone else. "hizoku"

- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7WEiWwAyo3M&feature=youtu.be "riza"

- Fuck Sora, I fucking hate him I should've sat out like I wanted to but no he pushed me to do this challenge and even TRYING to do the challenge I fucked up terribly, and now it looks like I threw it and literally everyone's eyes are gonna be pointed on me and I'm gonna be put in a spotlight that I never should've been in and I hate everyone "riza"

- For the first time in this game, we're not gonna have a unanimous vote. Hurray! ""hizoku"

- I DIDN'T LOSE A CHALLENGE I'm so happy not to be a flop queen for once in my life. Like SLAY ME god I'm so happy. I love my tribe too. My tribe is iconic as hell. We just voted out Miguel which.... I mean he was nice but he voted for me. Again, not pissed, he did what he had to do, but it just takes away all my guilt for voting him out. At this point I don't have a plan for the end. In other games I've tried to play so hard that I forgot to enjoy the season. I'm going to have fun goddamnit, I'm going to stop and smell all the goddamn roses. This season is great so far, and this win is just what our tribe needed. "						""riza"

- I'm doing this confessional right now because the hosts want me to... they are too impatient to possibly wait for my video confessional, so here we go!

right now I trust chris/claire, and sora for now, I want to work with sora long term, I dont trust ash and matt at all but they would be useful for the 2 sides battle we're gonna get at merge. We sucked at the challenge but we're gonna pretend we threw to the selected ppl we want to gain trust from. I'm still at the gathering information phase, it's not the time to take initiative in stuff. Right now we're set for an Alex elimination. Ally's not gonna like that but she won't blame me. Right now I prefer Chris/Claire over Ally/Brett but the underdogs bond is not something I want to bury. I just hope the hosts didn't ask for a confessional from me because I'm about to be eliminated... And I'll be sure to say all of what I just said in my video confessional! "						"riza"

- It seems I'm in a swing spot along with Chris and Emile my closest allies and that's great but I already know who I'm voting the problem here is dmg control and idols although I don't think I'm getting votes regardless of idols "riza"

- Hahahah look who's a heartless fucking bitch. *points at self* ""riza"

- Well it had to happen, I'm on the block with Alex. I think I've done enough to stay, and god knows I've kissed some ass. My gut tells me that I'll make it out of this, I believe in myself and I believe in Chris and Claire to have my back. "						"riza"

- I'm in literally every chat that exists on this tribe I believe, I'm aware of all of the different plans for the vote that people have (unless of course Alex/Ash/Matt are doing something I don't know about), and I've never had to think so much about what story I'm telling what person for a vote before. It's just too much for me hoenstly. The vote is going to be Alex I believe, and it's either gonna be unanimous, it's gonna be a 4-2-1 with Sora getting 2 votes, or we might find ourselves in a tie situation if Alex uses his vote negator and Ash/Matt/Alex vote Sora. Regardless I think I'm in the clear for this vote, and if not and this is an elaborate scheme to blindside me then I will say good job to everyone, I'll be disappointed, but if you're going to go through this much work to get me out then so be it, because I could use a rest, dammit. "makeinu"

- I am super relieved that the vote went through. I don't have anything against Uli but we didn't have any connection and he didn't help my game in anyway. I would have much rathered voted the devil that is Matt but sadly he was smart enough to flip. Me and Jamie both smoothed things up with Alexa and sent info back and forth when she visited which was very helpful. We don't exactly trust her 100% but we can trust her enough to get Ash and Matt out along with whatever clique they have. It'll be both a strategic and personal move because they're both huge threats and I despise both of them and cringe every time I hear their names. "makeinu"

- I'm super happy with the foursome I have going on with Jamie, Ally, and Brett. I like all of them and I think we work pretty good together. I started talking to both Jamie and Ally about what happens if we do lose though and I want to try to talk to Brett too just to cover my bases. I don't know who I'd want to go besides knowing I don't want it to be Jamie because I've became really close to her on a friendship level in this game and she'll be a bigger threat than me. "riza"

- So a lot has happened since last tribal, thankfully Uli died but Miguel died instead of Charley? That's strange but not really since I guess Hunter was like friends > original alliances. Picking up from my Matt rant earlier, he didn't make things better after talking with me! In fact apparently he copy and pasted our entire conversation and sent it to Alex and Ash lol. What he doesn't realize is that he's only digging his grave deeper and deeper, because not only did you mutiny to a tribe where you can easily die but your only in is Ash who no one but Alex mistakenly trusts, whom Chris told me that she told him that Alex tells her everything including everything I say to him sooooooo ya nice job Alex. The immunity challenge went just as I wanted it to go, we lost and I still get to go to the island where I can HOPEFULLY, get another idol and get myself some more safety in this game. The other two tribes I don't want people to go but this tribe has quite a few targets and they have not a lot of places to run here so I figured, let's not try our best but let's see if we can win. Throughout the challenge however, Ash has been making her thoughts on me known to Chris and probably Matt, that i'm the weakest and i'm the most useless blah blah blah, and that's why I should go home tonight. I pulled my weight in every single challenge so for her to try and use that as an excuse to vote me out is ludicrous and i know it's actually because she wants to piss off Jamie. Unfortunately neither of us will be getting what we want tonight, as much as I'd love to see her or Matt go, I'm doing whatever Chris Claire and Emile want to do and just shutting up and nodding my head. I don't have power here so I just have to appeal to the people who have it until I can get the fuck off of this tribe into a merge. The three of them think Alex is the biggest threat because while Ash and Matt are against us, that's known and won't change but Alex can play the middle and won't be a target, plus he's coming after people on our side so they wanna deal with him now while they can. It's sad but, Alex has thrown me under the bus too many times for me to be too upset about it. I wanted to blindside Ash and Matt but the others are too pussy (enough with this unanimous bullshit), it's time to draw a line in the sand and let people know what's up, there's two sides and there not on the right one. If no items or anything would be played i'd be happy with 4-2-1, but now it might be unanimous again or 5-2 (although i'd really like to vote alex if it's him going), but I don't trust Ash or Matt at all and I could see them still voting me regardless with Alex and his vote negator. So let's see what they'll say today about the vote and see if it changes back to me! "riza"

- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRTw6XzOfNE&feature=youtu.be "riza"

- I saw Matt's entire message when I got home. It's not sketchy at all, he said he'd be loyal to me and anyone who saved him, which was a smart message, and not sketchy at all. I hope this isn't my last confessional b/c talking about the future when I'm about to be voted out would suck. And I don't think Hunter's tribe outright "threw" but they felt confident enough in their numbers to not even put an effort in winning immunity. Literally only Alexa (and Charley just a bit) tried in that 24h challenge ""riza"

- Well, this round is rushed as fuck and has barely lasted 48 hours, because my tribe is too fucking impatient to wait to complete a challenge, after I clearly expressed interest do so and then just flopped it lmao... Now, we had to go to tribal with, from my perspective, absolutely no idea who is with whom, if there are groups, alliances, what everyone's best interest was etc. etc. and ultimately it seems like the voting conclusion is Matt. Ash/Chris/Sora & I all made a group called ""Expect the Unexpected"", which kinda happened because I talked to Ash about who I talked and felt okay talking to, so I hope that this isn't just a fake group to keep me calm and get me voted out (for no valid reason, that is). I would be very shocked and disappointed, because I have good conversations with all 3 of the people in the group, so I am genuinely hoping that it's not just some act. About the vote, I think voting Matt out may be the easiest, but not necessarily the smartest. We are approaching a swap soon and I would like having someone switch that is Anti-Jamie immediately, because it draws the attention off me and on her, which is better for my game, duh lmao. Emile and Claire are two people, who I straight up do not connect with and I would've prefered voting one of those two out. Claire & I have not talked at all this tribal, which is also quite a scary thing, but I'm just gonna have to sit here and hope that I am not being fooled here and Matt is gonna get voted out, with Sora receiving a vote or maybe even more (and that would be yikes). "