Have Them Fangirling Over Me/Confessionals

These were the confessionals made within this episode.

Day 1
"yang"

- That's right, I'm back. I was sitting on the wiki refreshing until the cast announcement came up.

And oh my God, I love my tribe. My fellow PNG ally Andrei, my fellow winner Sam, the awesome Wesley, Jessy, Bailey, Noah, Natalie, Sole OH MY GOD FANGIRL MOMENT.

Wait a minute, I need to have them fangirling over me >:l Anyways, Alejandro and kind of made an alliance cross-tribally. We're pretending to hate each other, though. I made tribe alliances with Wesley, Sam and Jessy. I love everyone here I can honestly make alliances with them all. People often prefer Villains to Heroes, but we gotta prove Heroes are always better. Heroes are people that can be memorable without being assholes. By the way, guess what time it is? SOCIAL TIME!!!

"yin"

- Surprise bitches, I'm baaaaaaaaaack!! I'm so excited to be back on the villains tribe, wearing white! This is going to be an insane season. I'm looking around, seeing some familiar faces, and some new ones. I see Bailey, my old buddy on the other tribe, but on my tribe, I'm seeing Uli, Eddie, Joan, Alejandro, I'm seeing some bad ass players, and it's exciting. Obviously, I'm all about the villains, and I want to go with villains to the end, these are my people, I'm finally playing with some sane villains. The one world twist is exciting, I'll get to talk to Bailey, and know what's up on his side, but for now, I have to get in with the villains. In the spirit of the Olympics, let the games begin..... Bitch.

"yang"

- The three Rs of this season are: return, revenge and redemption. And since Anarchy ended, I haven't been hungry for another shot at the title of Sole Survivor...I've been craving it. This is nothing but an absolute honor to be apart of such an amazing season like this! It's definitely humbling for sure. The fact that, out of everyone who has competed in this ORG, I'm one of the most heroic! Talk about your bragging rights right there! Though the biggest bragging rights in my opinion are only in store for the winner. I was only two days shy of the infamous Day 39 of Survivor: Anarchy, and I think that if I were to get there, I probably would have won! Though, like with Anarchy, I can't get my hopes up at all. I'm up against twenty-one people this time around. Let's see how things shake up. Personally, I'm way too excited. Let's get the ball rolling, shall we?!

"yin"

- Ok so here we go! Finally I´m at a season which cast is not full of floaters. Now I´m really going to prove how good can I be at this game playing against the best. So far I have talked with some people... The turkey guys are the new kids on the block so it could work totally for us since no one knows exactly how we play.

In my opinion there are lots of BIG egos around so I´m just waiting for everything start popping like popcorn on our tribe. My best plan for the beginning is to lay low and try to fit in several alliances since everyone would start looking for "extra" votes.

Biggest ego around is Mr. Uli. I just had to cross 3 words with him to realize why he is a villain.... I like straight forward people but I would hate to see someone like him going farther than me. Of course I can´t start targeting him cause he could be the most dangerous player around. So I wont even tell his name... and wait for someone else to try to pull the trigger so if Uli somehow founds out he wouldnt target me.

You know what´s funny? Most of the people said that they dont see me as a villain but as a hero and were surprised I was a villain.... Which is perfect cause this bitches still believe I´m a good and trustworthy person and in a tribe full of jackasses,egocentric,liars,manipulators and more... being a hero from the villains could be a good spot. I just need to not gain too much attention since is the beginning of the competition and I better lay low.

I´ve already talked to Jerby, Joshie, Joan and Eddie to work with them separattelly. Apparently the only one up for making up an alliance is Jerby, who insisted of an alliance with him, Nokomis, Bartley and myself.. which could be a really good group but I´m still up for any other option.

Another possible alliance could be with eddie and aly since... they are the kind of people who you preffer to have on your side than against you...

But the most important thing is that no one should se me and Bartley as tight as we are cause that could make us a threat. But this time I´m really looking forward to work with him. He is really unpredictable to have against you.

From the heroes well I´ve already talked to Sam, Richie, Bailey and Jessy..the only one who actually worries me is Natalie.. we played on another org together and she was actually the one who voted me out.. so as soon as I have a chance... I will have my revenge.

It´s day 1 and surely lots of lies had been told already. This is going to be awesome (:

"yang"

- OKAY so right into the game I make alliances with people I find loyal on my tribe, aka Natalie, Sami, LP, Richie and Topher. I really want to make it to the end with these people (And maybe some people from the Villains tribe) because I know they'll be loyal to me just because I've talked to them before (except for Topher.) Sami and I decided to make a Late Night Crew alliance with everyone who was online during midnight just in case we're in trouble, it has me, Sami, LP, Richie, Noah and Topher. Instantly LP was confused and I just explained to him why it was just in case we were in trouble, and he gets it. A more ideal alliance would be me, Sami, LP, Natalie, Topher and Sole. Just because Richie and Noah are a duo and will stick together with the Anarchyians (which has been rumored pre-game and Day 1) I feel pretty safe right now, I'm just worried about what's going on in Andrei, Bailey and Wes' minds. They all seem to be challenge beasts and strategic/social, so I'm just worried about that. Whatevzzzz, I'm going to be perf this time around! No Nick for me to be annoyed by!!!! :)

"yin"

- So I'm back against what allot of people thought... and wanted... I gotta say that being back is an amazing feeling but seriously as amazing it is I don't care of destroying it because if somebody fucks with me I will go for them with a butcher knife! Anyways... My tribe mates seem pretty cool and I gotta say that their egos are lovely! I bet they go around the club being like "Hey baby girl wanna see my 10 incher?" when they barely reach 6. May be or not implied towards Uli.

And just then when I was seeing one by one my fellow bitches I saw the freak with the spiky red hair and I was like "Oh dear lord no... Anybody but him. Why?" I had Nokomis in my fucking tribe! He is probably the most unstable, annoying and with the worst gay metro person E-VER! He knows I don't like him from the times we talked and he tried to hit my bestie for life Szymon, love you baby winning this for you and Lisi, and like each time he flirted with Szymon I felt like punching Nokomis in the gut for not seeing he was fucking straight!

Anyways the second thing I saw were two of my bitches: Eddie and Joshie! They are like the people I go to bitch with and whore about half the world. I'm not that close but I guess we have a bond that I can use because the image this people have of me is this boy that allies his friends always... When this time I'll do anything to win!

And the third thing I noticed in my tribe was Miguel! He is from Mexico, I'm from Spain and we have been talking allot! He is together with Malnubartley the new kid in the block and he will surely be scarred since I and most of the others knew each other for ages. He can easily be my new Cass, who lately grew some balls by the way, in other words cause we are close when I fuck it up the hit goes to Miguel instead of me!

I'm expecting this to be pretty Skandelicious!

"yang"

- I did a good job of aligning with the girls Jessy and Sam. We can easily get Bailey, Natalie and Andrei. Jessy says she can get Natalie, and l have Wesley, making us 7/11. (Good alliance name tbh)

So Noah added me to a chat with Richie and two villains; Nokomis and Jerby. I talked to Jerby a lot and we seem to get along well. But they wanted an Anarchy alliance, which I'm not a fan of. I told Wesley, Jessy and Sam about it and now we're on edge. But if I can be between the two alliances, I'll be good. Because if there are any flippers, at least I won't be the one going.

My goals in this game:

1. Protect Sam. I love Jessy, but she's unreliable. I'll protect them both as best as I can.

2. Outlast Uli. I don't even want to think about his reaction if he made it farther than me.

3. Win.

4. Have a damn good time.

"yang"

- So I talked to Sole and made a small pact by me acting all fanboy-ish around him. I don't want to be down in numbers because I'm INCREDIBLY paranoid of flippers. Sad story; I wasn't planning on staying loyal to Sole, but after talking I really like the guy. Damn, I hope we never lose. Some of my biggest fears are Natalie. She's super social and unreliable. Richie has got to go asap. I wouldn't trust him if he swore on the lives of everyone he loves. And I really should be talking cross-tribal more because of the One World twist.

The only Hero I haven't talked to yet is Andrei. He needs to get his sassy ass online asap. I loved working with him in PNG and I'm super happy to be doing it again. I regret voting him out, because he was so loyal to me. Damn my paranoia. I want to offer him to continue our alliance in PNG. I think he knows I'm genuine about regretting backstabbing him. Hopefully he can forget that and we can work together again. Let's hope for a fantastic season!

"yang"

- Damn, four confessionals on just day 1.

Anyways, Jessy formed the Late Night Crew. With all the outsiders: Richie, Noah, Topher. Also throwing Sam and I into the chat. The plan is to use this alliance as back-up, in case any of our allies flip. That way we can always be in a good position.

I LOVE this season already. Everyone's playing their asses off and are super determined to win. I'm gonna have so much fun. It's gonna be one Hell of a ride, though.

"yang"

- Definitely one of the best ways to "survive" Survivor is by getting yourself some allies, and this was--aside from getting myself well acquainted with everyone on my tribe, of course--to go and get me some allies! If you watch my back, I'll watch yours. That's my way of life right there. What makes it even better is that the two tribes are all on the same beach! And if I know anything at all about living on the same beach with people, it's that you need to get allies before you're gone and separated! So, obviously, I went to my fellow "anarchists" in Tyler, Richie, Luke and Jerby. However, right as I pitched the idea, Jerby comes up to me and says that Luke has a thing against the "anarchists!" He says that they've screwed him over plenty of times in previous ORGs. Are you kidding me? I hardly ever get to play with Luke when it comes to Survivor ORGs, and everyone else has to go and spoil it for me. Thanks for the good news, Jerby. I appreciate it! (sigh) Nonetheless, I really like Luke. He seems like one hell of a person! It's like I see myself in him. I don't know if he feels the same, but I'm pretty sure he might. I mean, right out the gate, the two of us share one thing in common--we both have autism! That right there is freakin' cool! Also, we pretty much act, talk and think similar. He seems like a great friend and potential ally. Though I can't get too comfortable with anyone in this game. Anything can happen in a (snaps fingers) split second! The only thing I can do is hope, hope and hope things work out well.

"yang"

- Speaking of allies and alliances, I just have to say one thing. Jessy? She's an absolute sweetheart! I've only spoken with her for this evening and one evening only, and I can already tell that we may become great friends come the future. We talked, hit it off pretty damn well, and she invited me into the "Late Night Crew," an alliance that has Jessy, myself, Luke, Richie, Sam and Topher in it. I'm stacked with people watching my back, which is definitely a comforting thing--especially considering we're right out of the gates with this game. I'll definitely try to make myself more appealing and opening towards others for sure. I want to be an asset on Yang, you hear me? Not a liability. And one way to kick this off is by hitting it off with everyone on my tribe. I want people to remember me as a fun-loving, chill and overall a genuine person, much like my fellow castaways of Anarchy did. If I can pull this off, it's definitely gonna get me far in this game!

"yang"

- So I'm chatting with Bailey, and it looks like we've got a fellow Thespian in the Heroes tribe! I had no idea the guy acts! Pretty damn cool if you ask me! I'm all about finding things in common with people. Maybe--just maybe--I could gain an ally in this guy. He definitely seems to know what he's doing. He's cool, calm and collected. Not to mention, very likable! We'll see how things turn out, though. Other than this, I'm starting to like a lot of people on our tribe! Everyone is simply brilliant! I'm thinking if we all stick together, give it nothing but our best come these challenges, we can become the biggest force the ORG Wiki has ever seen! But until then, I'm more than happy with playing the waiting game. I've got time! Probably way too much of it, that is. (sigh)

"yin"

- This is extremely hilarious! We are in the villains hut chillin' and making some photoshop to make our shelter pretty when we realize Nokomis wasn't even here! Then they asked me to add him after I suggested if we could add him or not and I faked not finding him! He changed his Facebook from Nokomis to Tyler and I will act I didn't know.

This is gonna place him in deep shit as all the Villains except him bond making him the outcast who will fight in challenges making us win and when we loose, he goes home! Oh did I mention I started an Anti-Anarchy alliance? It's most of the Villains and we are getting rid of those bitches! It's not even funny how good my start this time was...

"yin"

- The Coven, has officially been formed. This is the super villain alliance formed by yours truly. Consisting of Eddie, Joan, Uli, Alejandro, Miguel, Adam and myself. This alliance is a about as evil as it gets. While I've formed the alliance, I don't want to be the leader, I want Adam to lead it, so I can be his cute right hand bitch. He is who I want to go to the end with. Which means that Aly, Jerby, Nakomis and Bartley are going to be on the outs. Jerby is who I want to target first. He is an great guy, an amazing player, he has so many connections on the hero tribe.. He's too dangerous for his own good. Finally, it seems the game might go right for me.. Is that too much to ask for??

"yin"

- The Villain with a smile is BACK and ready to wreck havoc! I had my doubts about returning after my epic fail in All-Stars, but then, I realized that I needed to return and redeem myself. Plus, I'm dealing with other fellow villains in the playing field. I'd definitely wanna see who the top villain of the game is >:)

So far, I've gotten a lot of alliance invitations. One with a core 7, Super Villain a Super Villain Alliance which contains me, Eddie, Aly, Adam, Uli, Joan, Miguel and Joshie... First of all, what did Joshie do to be considered a villain? I literally cannot STAND that guy -_- He's annoying as hell so any long term alliance with him is an alliance I'm not gonna jump on.

Next we have my so called Alliance with Jerby...Jerby is a cool guy, we're both Filipinos. You know how I always wanna work with Filipinos. But sadly, he's the main target of my main alliance (which I'll talk about later on). So that's one bridge I'll have to burn down. Hopefully, I can convince everyone to vote out Bartley or Nakomis before Jerby has to go, this way, I get to keep my options open.

Then comes my favorite and my main alliance. Me, Adam, Eddie, Aly and Uli. I don't really care much for Uli, personally I'd wanna work with Joan before Uli. But Joan and Joshie have this close bond, Joan wouldn't wanna be on board with us if it didn't involve Joshie. Adam and I are really close, we've been close ever since All-Stars. As for Eddie, we've grown closer after I blindsided him in Korea...I think he got over it xD Going into the game, I knew he was close to Aly, so I got close to her too. Now, Eddie wants a 3 person core (Me-Eddie-Aly).

So I think this is definitely a good start! Very similar to my Korea gameplay and pretty far from my All-Stars gameplay xD GOOOOOOOOO VILLAINS!!!!!

My #1 target is Joshie because aside from being annoying as hell, he's too risky to bring to the merge. He acts way too much on emotion and would blindside us in a heartbeat. Eddie said he want's him out 3rd, so I wanna make sure of that. I also wanna make sure Jerby isn't first out. Joan made a plan to psychologically hurt Nakomis to make his play harder so that we will win immunity. So I plan to try and plant a target on Richie's (on the heroes tribe) back so that if Richie goes home, then Jerby will be less of a threat since the villains only want him gone because of his friendship with Richie.

"yin"

- Ok so all the people in the Coven accepted to be in it and we decided to not throw challenges and all that stuff. I consider that my two closest allies in this precise moment are Alejandro, with who I talked about scarring Nokomis so he worked hard in challenges and some other plans. The other one is Miguel, we have the Hispanic link going on and he basically needs me to stay alive.

"yang"

- One for the money! Two for the show! Three to get ready! Let's GO GO GO!!!!!

God I'm so pumped, here I am writing the first confessional for my time in Heroes vs Villains and looking around, I'm a bit overwhelmed. My wonderful 11th and 13th previous placings is going up against a lot of these winners and that scares me. I feel like a fish out of water, flopping around trying to find my footing in this tribe.

But yes! I'm in the season AND I'm a hero! Winning combo right there! I love everyone in my tribe, from Sole in Hawaii to Topher and Miguel in Turkey. Everyone seems really positive and chill. The mood has been pleasant, there hasn't been a whole lot of people pissed off at each other yet. I think our tribe will be a force to be reckoned with.

I have started making a few deals, both Sole and LP have approached me with alliance deals that I obviously accepted. What am I going to say on Day 1 of this game? No? But anyway, I feel that those two can give me a real good shot to making it far in this game.

Mostly I've just been trying to get acquainted with everybody, my first two seasons I played the same strategy, make an alliance in the beginning. That got me targeted both times and I made early jury. Now coming into this game almost a year later, I've gained some experience as to what works for ME when it comes to playing this game. And it is definitely NOT create a majority alliance. My strategy going into this season is "Makes friends with everyone and always be in the majority" It's worked out for me before. I've done it once, I can do it again.

Well can't wait for our first challenge. The classic battle of good and evil. Who will prevail? Let's find out... ;)

"yang"

- Richie pulled me aside and pretty much relieved me of most of my worries thus far. He said that Jerby and Tyler are, slowly but surly, getting over their differences. Hopefully, they can work together and salvage the Yin tribe. I just know they can do it--I'd love to see them come merge! He also asked me how I felt about the Late Night Crew, and I said I loved it, which I do! We are a great group of people who I feel as though can work very well together. But, hey--you know me--as long as it works, I'm completely down for whatever comes! Not to mention, Luke being on-edge with the "anarchists" being represented in this season. I think Richie and myself share the same common goal. We want to relieve Luke of all of his worries! Believe me, I said this before, I want to work with the guy. But I feel as though there's a wall preventing me from doing so. And this wall? Huge! And I don't have anything to help me bring this wall down except my own personality. Here's to the success that may (hopefully...) come out of all of this!

"yin"

- And may the Third Quarter Quell begin!

Seriously this is sick everybody wants the idol and they will slay and betray just for it. I already sent my lucky numbers and I hope I was the first one to realize how the clue worked...

"yin"

- I'm really having fun right now, Nakomis made a blunder that made himself the joke of the Villains tribe xD He went on the Villains chatbox, first thing he says is "Who are we voting out?"...this is on day 1, before a "hi", before a "hello", before a "what's your name?"... But I have some use for Nokomis, he feels like he's in the outs, and Joan is doing some messy stuff to really make Nokomis feel outcasted. When you save someone from the bottom, then you have a huge part of their loyalty. So I'm gonna be Nokomis' new best BFF forever and see what happens there. I'll either work with him in a secret 1-1 alliance (like I had with Ryan in Korea) or I'll offer him up as a sacrifice to save Jerby.

On my villain's to do list: 1.) Get close with Nokomis 2.) Solidify my alliance with Eddie, Aly, Adam and Uli 3.) Save Jerby

"yin"

- I can't even oh my fucking good! I'm crying of laughter! So after playing around for a while we decided to add Nokomis and the first thing he says "Who are we voting for?" and like Eddie started saying "ur mom".

It was hilarious since he proved himself as the most stupid player ever! More stupid that Sam from my season! Sam you are free of that tittle! Congrats! Fuck I'm crying...

"yin"

- So I made an alliance with Eddie, Joshie, Adam, Alejandro, Uli and Miguel. We named the alliance 'The Coven' because my idea if all of us being witches plus you can't deny the name is awesome.

Our main two targets are Nokobitch and Jerby because there are Anarchy people in the other tribe meaning they can get clues from them. Gotta love being in the majority again!

"yin"

- Alright, this game is off to an insane start. First of all, I'm glad to be back for a 3rd time. Surprisingly, unlike Polynesia, and somewhat unlike All-Stars, I will be laying low. I haven't played in 4 months, I haven't won in over 5 months, and people respect me enough to want to align with me. So, back to my strategy. I have a very good outlook on this tribe, I've played with Alejandro and Uli, I've played with Aly FOR YEARS on tengaged in which no one knows. I'm her recruiter to the wiki. Eddie has been someone I've spoken to every few months. I've hosted with Jerby in Sardinia, in the midst of that right now. And Joshie, Joan, Bartley, Miguel, and Nokomis are all people I don't have much of a relationship with. But, this game happens fast, and people make alliances quick.

A solid 5 alliance of me, Uli, Aly, Alejandro, and Eddie has been in the works, and I think it could be somewhat successful. Jerby has been made to be the target of the possible first vote due to a connection with the Anarchians. Which I'm not okay with, but it's too early to fight for someone who isn't yourself. I'd be honest with him if it all goes down. However, it's way too early to think the person with the votes "pinned" on them, hypothetically, is actually going to get sent packing.

Joshie already proposed a F2 deal, and an alliance of 7, which is kinda early, but if I need his vote - so be it. He's a good guy, but I think his partnership w/ Joan will ruin his game. Joan is nice, but very intimidating! He's a nice kid, but also taking the leadership role. Nokomis seems like a nice dude, we just haven't spoken much. Bartley and Miguel are both different players, Bartley is smart, and that scares me. In any other season I would have aligned with that type of player, but not this time. He's definitely a threat. Miguel seems innocent enough, and might be a swing vote down the road. Eddie and I want to get in good with them just to secure their votes.

First Ted, then Gerda, now Uli...I know. It's odd. We were "kinda" enemies in All-Stars, but he respects me and I respect him. Hopefully we can ride this wave together and be one of the best duos to ever play. Crazier has happened.

I really want to make this alliance of 5 work, and I just hope Eddie doesn't waver. Aly and me have a mutual agreement to look out for each other on both sides of things. It's a hectic first day, and things will continue. I look forward to Uli and Alejandro to take the target off of me, and Eddie will probably be looked at as a threat to the heroes, but that's many moons from here.

I'm also getting messages from LP, Bailey, just to give me some leeway in case of a tribe switch.

Third time's a charm...and the first time was, second time was average. Let's make sure the third time's a bigger charm than the first two, and that I prove to be a Villain, or Hero, or whatever, as long as I win again.