To Many People To Fake I’m With Them/Confessionals

These were the confessionals made within this episode.

Day 19
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- so I made Merge yay 😒.... Really I'm just bummed out that Brandon got voted out and didn't make merge. Just I feel like I trusted him more in this game but they wanted him out just because Brittany thought he was sarcastic... Like girl!!?? Bitch is dumb ass fuck. Well now its merge and I don't know half these people so honestly I'll see how far I can get 😒

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- When all of original troodos makes merge, it's honestly whatever

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- Going into a merge 8-4 down is not good. I don't care what the faves say, this is basically fans v faves still, as the favourites have only voted separately twice, to my knowledge. Shannon is a wild card, but I think Estefana and Ally will stick by me. Hopefully we can play some faves against others, but I'm not very optimistic about my future

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- HANNNNN I MADE MERGE BITCHES! I definitely needed this cause I don't know where I stand exactly with certain people on my old tribe. I finally get to reconnect with Estefana who I'm assuming will be my ride or die for a while? And Rob and I are hitting it off, so hopefully I can just work my social game for a while. It sucks without people like Rhi and Lihn tho, but gotta avenge them!

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- also thanks hosts for exposing (me on twitter obesity) that Troodos is still 5 people strong we rly needed that target!!!!!111!!!11!

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- I really am trying hard to find my number one ally, and I thought it was Alex. Alex, I know you choose your word choice very carefully. I offered you a genuine promise for a lifetime, but you sorted of worked your way around accepting it, and I gave you chances, so if something goes wrong down the road, I guess this was the first speed bump.

Day 20
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- Alex is so paranoid he just came to me saying 'don't you think it's suspicious that EVERYONE is agreeing with the Toby vote?' well in most cases yes I would but he has literally rubbed everyone the wrong way and told conflicting lies to everyone, like I see him as an Erik, from Samoa, who people just don't like and nobody would miss. So while I AM keeping my eyes open, I also think Alex needs to slow his roll a bit.

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- Weeelll the whole Eva vote shenanigans has put a whole load of distrust from old Kyrenia, and old Troodos likes me about as much as whores like Catholics, so yeah. This should be fun

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- Also just some observations: Jimmy seems fun! We have the same sense of humor which is always great. Ally seems cool, and I haven't had a chance to speak to Shannon. The Troodos 5 SEEMS to be something that'll happen but we also have a sub-alliance of everyone-but-Ci'ere in there which is kinda funny. I hope my predictions are true and the favorites can stick together for at least a bit. But I do know that now that I've met my goal of making merge and hopefully jury, I'm gonna play hard. I want to take risks put myself out there. I've earned my redemption, now it's time to pull out all the stops.

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- It's quiet in camp as everyone gets to work on their shit flags, myself included. this is the kind of challenge that i don't particularly like because people are finicky and you can't really predict what the judges want. Plus, I can't really make a 'pretty' flag so I'm gonna have to go with something campy and fun instead. Which I like, so that's at least one thing I can do

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- I look at my flag and I see peace in the Middle East. I see harmony between white and black. I see acceptance of LGBT people. I see crazy ass Donald Trump not getting elected/people outside the US not having to hear about our election. I see hope and prosperity. What I'm saying is, I am REALLY high off some motrin right now

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- So I have thought a lot about a possible Craig blindside this tribal, and considering what people told me about their relationships and what I gathered from other people about relationships, this would be the ultimate voting list, if the campaigning falls right: Alex - Craig Ally - Craig Eva - Craig Brittany - Toby Ci'ere - Craig Craig - Toby Estefana - Toby Jimmy - Toby Mai - Craig Rob - Toby Shannon - Craig Toby - ? Meaning Craig leaves by a 6-5-1 vote. I hope I win immunity, because I feel like the reward is an idol clue, that I can also give to two more people and in that case I can pick Shannon & Ally to secure their votes in that scenario and make it easier to campaign to them and make them trust me with this vote, because this could definitely set the tone and open a lot of doors. Mai still hasn't told anyone about her idol and neither did I, many of us think Toby has it or he is just an easy vote to get rid of, so I see this as perfect opportunity to pull something like this off. If it works, I'm sure I can rekindle my connection to Rob & Estefana by explaining to them, that I wasn't sure if I could tell them based on their relationship to him and I'm sure they would understand, and if not... We still have Mai's idol in case everything goes wrong LOL.. I feel a little bad about leaving Jimmy out of the plan, but I do absolutely believe he is a huge threat and I don't want to build a too strong connection with him before ultimately voting him out later, if I make it to the point, where I can do so. Right now, I need to focus on this plan going correctly though, because if it fails, it will only be a matter of time for my own game to collapse... One can hope :)

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- So Ci'ere just told me that he thinks Rob leaked stuff because Craig knew about an OG Troodos alliance before the merge, there is no way Eva told him and Ci'ere probably didn't either so it has to be Rob and I consider our final 2 officially cancelled and I'm officially replacing him with Mai, because the fact that he is throwing Troodos under the bus as a whole means he is throwing ME under the bus too and I don't take this shit lightly :- ) Normally I would hope that he'd get voted off by other people but now I can write his name down myself and have a REASON. lol... shady bitchhhhhh

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- I seriously feel like my tribe doesn't like me......it's time for me to start making my flag, cuz there's no way I can't be wearing that immunity necklace cuz seriously TRUSTY FUCKING NO ONE

Day 21
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- Shannon is legit the WORST for messaging. I'm surprised she made it to merge. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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- I don't trust any of these people but I'm in an alliance with each and every one of them

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- This merge has taken me from the frying pan and into the fire. Like I was in kind of a fucked up spot premerge but now we're adding these new people and chaotic messes like Alex and Toby and it's the perfect ingredient for a shit soup.This first vote will determine so much and I hope it can all stay at least a little stable

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- https://i.gyazo.com/2b4a91290ec187d3374310739da30588.png - Fucking yikes since I am literally orchestrating his blindside right now

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- Alex is really paranoid about this idol Toby may or may not have...he REALLY wants to blindside Craig which is not something I'm on board with at all. I say get the fangirls (my pet nickname for Shannon and Ally) to toss a few votes at Craig and call it a day, in case the idol is a real deal. I'm pretty suspicious of Rob's closeness with Craig and Britt so I do think a time will come where a couple of them have to go but I'd really, really rather make sure there's as little chance as possible of Toby screwing up my game more.

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- I fucking love Mai she is the shadiest goddamn person. Like she just comes to me whenever Toby talks and tells me how much she hates him and I'm like https://vine.co/v/OKpI2qQ2baO

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- so mai, ci'ere, and alex want to blindside craig and normally i'd be my usual crying, guilty self but it's Cyprus and Craig decided he wanted to start some shit with me at the Rhi vote so it is game on. And if Britt or Rob try to come crying to me about it I will show them these hands so fast their racist ancestors will feel it. The Eva that feels bad for voting people out died a long time ago and I'm not here to sacrifice my game for the feelings of others.

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- Mai had a lowkey meltdown to people how she doesn't want to vote Craig and I SERIOUSLY hope for her that this didn't fuck up the plan..... god damn it Mai

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- so Craig told me that Brittany wants to allign with us well... Brittany wanted to align with Craig and the dumbass of Craig mentioned my name............ Can Craig and I be more obvious?

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- Usually when I play, I want to make bigger and bold moves, I want people to know who they're fucking with. However, I think I'm just going to play it under the radar, there's two names in the air right now, and there's no reason for me to mix things up right now, so why put dirt on my name. I'm almost like a central person who many different people rant to and share their thoughts. I'll just keep hush hush for now, and spill all the tea, like some people at the Drew tribal. 🐸☕️

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- Alex: an obvious threat and thats why he needs to go ASAP even tho hes my best ally. Strong physical, strategic, social games but he 'fails' (or maybe its just the way he plays i cant rly say anything abt that) to build a non-threatening image for himself which i assume will bite him in the ass soon. The thing I love/scare the most about him is his strategic mind. He always comes up with great plans and has a way to get people to vote how he wants (which is the quality im currently lacking : /). Hes looking like a leader of many alliances already and if he does not go soon, he will win.

Ally: i dont see a reason why people want to get rid of her before at least final 7 or sth so ally will def go far and is one of the hugest social threats in this game. The total opposite of Alex. She seems too non-threatening that it threatens me. Curious to see how she'll vote this tribal bc i have a feeling shes just playing with Alex.

Brittany: just like ally plus a rly impressive physical game.

Ci'ere: idk, idrk, he probs knew i found his fake idol on troodos and is only acting around with me so im really worried he might take a shot at me soon. I assume he found the merge idol alr3ady and thats pretty scary. But good thing people like Shannon or Ally will definitely target him before me so i just need to lay low and strike at the right time.

Craig: an awesome person. We share a bond over hating on Toby lmao and i dont feel comfortable writing his name down at all. It makes me feel really horrible lying to him about that but taking him out now does make sense on the strategic part. Hes also a physical threat so if he does not go now he will not go anywhere for awhile. So uhhh, hopefully i made him feel safe enough not to use the idol if he had one.

Toby: like tony the person is kinda cool, he also has red eyes and stuff but toby the player is a wildcat and its v hard to keep up with him. Noone ever knew about his motives so i hope hes finally gone this time!!!

Jimmy: I definitely trust Jimmy the most among everybody left and I dont think he's the type of ppl who would lie and make things up. An amazing person overall but thats why hes also one of the biggest threats left. Social game on point aaaand he's also a beast at challenges, which really worry me but he cant be voted out just yet.

Shannon: i like her a lot even though we're not that close. She's playing a really solid UTR game imo but also seems like the kind of people who are not afraid to take risks and make moves. I literally cant think of any reasons to convince people to target her rn lmao so thats terrifying.

Estefana: her position on this tribe is kinda weird atm so im trying to talk to her and britt to get the numbers to take out Alex at around Final 9. This plan is slowly in motion but i dont really trust myself lmao since i usually happen to mess things up at the wrong time sooo. but i hope this works.

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- I think that I have a final 2 with about half the cast ooops

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- lowkey worried its me going because i know toby is going for me and i haven't heard from shannon in a while, but i'm hoping for the best. keeping them good vibes also Mai just sent me the crypticy-est sorry message