Wiggle Room/Confessionals

Day 32
"maresia"

- YAS LORD JESUS CARYN CHRIST I'M A WORSHIPPER I'M A STAN UNTIL ETERNITY!!!!!!!! Tumblr_inline_mnn6pwsDZM1qz4rgp.gif [6:10:47 PM] Emugh: well i am probably next [6:10:59 PM] Emugh: i could see them lies far away [6:11:26 PM] Emugh: people are so bad at lying these days ................apparently not bad enough for you to save your alliance member tho lmao (love you emma)

"maresia"

- Okay so obviously there's a lot to talk about!

So the second that I realized I missed the submission date, I knew I was gonna have a giant target painted on my back for the vote. Alto was at a numbers disadvantage so I figured any big move they were gonna make was gonna happen tonight.

So I hatched a plan.

I approached Lindsay and Heather both with an idea. I had already told them that I had won a private vote. My pitch to them was that we would act as if we were 100% after Brayden without a doubt. If they were gonna play their idol, Brayden would be the prime target. However, I suggested that we approach Scott with the plan, and then use the private vote to see whether or not he's lying to us. If he voted Brayden, we'd stick with voting Brayden. If he voted for one of us, we'd change our vote. The logic was based on the idea that if Brayden wasn't gonna be saved, Scott would stick with the majority. If he voted elsewhere, it meant the idol would most likely be used on Brayden.

We also had to make sure Josh was informed of the plan to a degree. However, we all knew that he and Scott were close, and when he heard about the plan Josh was quick to jump to Scott's defense. I knew in order to keep Josh happy I'd have to play the part of me doubting the plan, agreeing with him and voting Brayden. Otherwise he might've tipped Scott off about the plan and I'd be sent packing.

Anyways, we waited all day for Scott to cast his vote, and Lindsay, Heather and I were all getting antsy. Around 5 or 6 we had decided that maybe we should just vote Brayden and trust in Scott to go with us. I went to eat with my friends and when I got back, I finally saw that Scott had voted for me (not a surprise but I was still kinda mad). It was 7 at this point so I hurriedly contacted Lindsay and Heather with the results. They were both really shocked, and Heather had already cast her vote, but we moved along with the plan nonetheless. And viola, here I am, still in the game. I'm pretty happy Lindsay used her idol on me because that shit is nerve-racking and it would've been a tie. I wish she hadn't used her auction gift though, because it didn't really help, but I can see how it would help in the event that Josh had flipped and they were splitting the vote between myself and herself.

This may be an awesome victory and I do feel great, but I know I am far from safe in this game. I'm still going to give this game 100% and fight as hard as I have always been. And I promise I won't miss another challenge, because that almost cost me the game.

"maresia"

- Oh. My. Gosh."

Well, Emma and I have only one hope. Josh. Lord, help us.

"maresia"

- (there are gonna be a lot more of these now that I can't confide in scott about things) Josh legit thinks it's a good strategy for me to fucking SELF-VOTE.......... ..................................... ......... ........................................................ ..................... ............................. ................... . ......... ................................... ..............................

.......... .. ANYWAYS!!!!!!! omg this is such a disaster I can't even describe it...we're "in the middle" again but I don't want to get cocky about anything because tyler/lindsay and emma/brayden could easily join forces and pop us out of here. I can't believe I made the final 6....it's horrible scoot isn't here in a personal sense but in a game sense it's not that bad (sorry scoot!)

"maresia"

- I THINK I KNOW THE ANSWER MY IDOL THEORY MAY WORK WEEHA OMG I AM SCREAMING omg but none of the hosts are online!!! damn heck!!!

"maresia"

- even if i wanted scott out... i feel so horrible i am having anxiety from being away from scott.... he is like an older brother to me. He is smart as hell... so i guess its good for him to go. BUT IM CRYIN and DYIN BUT Mostly both!!!! i will avenge you or die trying scoot ily scoot <3 u will always be my best main org ally u didnt deserve to get 7th again! also lindsay doesnt deserve an idol like why is she here? I am so sick... like really sick... my idol guess is next i may or not may notfind the idol!!!!

"maresia"

- okay wtf was i on lindsay does deserve to be here! her social game just sucks but i gotta keep on trying but when i talk to her its like she never tries to talk to me! so i have to always go up to her...

but lets talk about my strategy i got!!! i am gonna try to flip josh... since he is on the bottom so he needs to flip ill do anything to keep me and brayden safe! Alto mira slay!!!!!! ftw!!! #justiceforscoot!!!#emma4capeverdewinner... i am gonna make this game great! i will fight like hell to win! Even if i look like a Lunatic!

I just need to make my idol Theory work.. i am not giving up yet! I want to make this game the best game ever!

I will beable to play ruthlessly i just need the idol to get people out... i hope its a tie atleast... i just want josh to be loyal lol... i think he may or maybe he is a leval A ####FAKE

"maresia"

- I FOUND THE IDOL YASSSS GAGA where is everyone.... i havent seen anyone online today like damn oh nvm i see tyler on... i have this crazy plan but idk what it is!!

"maresia"

- Where is everyone.... but most imporatantly where the fuck is brayden? what the fuck is dis where is brayden... Brayden i want to tell you about my idol!!!and i need you for my plan!!! aka basically win immunity and play my idol on brayden and make brayden put a vote on tyler josh, lindsay and ill vote for heather... basically this plan is to make sure that corvo has no control at all.. so all the controll goes to me and brayden! it could easily back fire... thought but i mostly want heather gone.. as much as i love ha! She is so good at challenges and she could slay us! or there is tyler who is in a duo with lindsay! Who is also strong hmmmm idek....

also i hope this next challenge is touchy subjects or not a flash game like please!!! let emma liver #saveemma #emma4underdawg #emmaforwinner #altomiraslay
 * 1) justice4scoot

if its an endurance comp then hell ya i am so here for this gaga ! but i am more here for immunity since nobody got an idol but meeeee so sucks for them to waste it on scott... Lindsay is also annoying for barely replying to me... she is getting on my last nerve like wtf if lindsay goes to FTC which she can with tyler... Ill make sure everyone votes for Tyler! like who cares if she plays an idol! she only talks to people on the other tribe when she needs something or just doesnt barely talk at all! I would be disgusted if she was the last returnee in the game.... like really disgusted i like her she is a sweetie but she is barely trying to talk to me....

I try so hard and i cant even talk strategy like what iam doing wrong.????? I am trying but i just feel so outcasted... oh well there is always being the underdog....

and wow my confessinal is so long... I also have been getting close to josh... he used to piss me off but he is so nice and i am gonna try to get close to josh! He also feels like he is in the bottom of the corvos which i hope he is smart enough to flip with me. If not then rip him! Emma Bledsoe is gonna slay i also wanna really win a challenge so bad! Ugh i feel bad what i am saying in this confessinal but UGH!!!!

"maresia"

- Well, I am recovering from last night. This sucks. Scott is gone and I feel SUPER guilty because he played his idol on me. I really wish this would have worked out better.

After last night, me and Emma had to try to find cracks and Josh is our crack. Emma and I both know that he is on the bottom and I think he knows that too. So, we are gonna try to make a move tomorrow. Our plan is to split the vote, deadlock, rocks.

"maresia"

- So, we have our new alliance and we have a plan. We are going to proclaim we are voting Tyler or Heather, which ever one doesn't win immunity, and then vote Lindsey. This is a really risky move but it will be worth the world if it worked.

Emma found the idol, Emma found the idol, Emma found the idol!!!

If Emma or I have immunity, we plan to use the idol on whoever doesn't. If neither of us have immunity, we will have to guess what they are going to do. We have to be cautious about this.

"maresia"

- Now I am in an alliance with the minority as well. This next vote has the potential to make or break my game. I need to access my options and make the smartest move for me and my game. Not me and heather's game...........

Day 33
"maresia"

- With tribal rapidly approaching i ask my self the question will i vote for heather TBH the answer at the moment is IDK let just hope Tyler loses because i love heather way to much to vote her out, but i would if it helped my end game........

"maresia"

- JOSH WILL NOT STOP CALLING ME IM FUCKING TIRED TBFH MEDEVAC HIS ASS FOR HARASSMENT IM DONE WITH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Itsenough.gif

"maresia"

- AFTER 5 WHATSUP LINDSAY HAS FINALLY REPLIED TO ME!!!! I feel horrible kinda misjudging her that was gross of me... but she still barely makes an effort to talk she is like cool or nice nice!

but i can understand now~ Also i made a new alliance called the underdoges this better fricking work!!! I also hope i win this immunity i am so scared. I am ready to make a big move!!1

"maresia"

- When josh told me that tyler has the idol but i have an idol hohohohohohohohohohohoho... maybe i should tell josh i got the idol after immunity UGH IM SO SCARED FUCK ME@@@

"maresia"

- Tyler has the idol.... I'm FACED :*

"maresia"

- I feel the end...I am starting to black out.... i cant see anything... i cant trust anyone not even myself.... I can see myself getting 5th..... i am blacking out...

MEDIC MEDIC!!! MEDIC!!!

"maresia"

- I do trust Brayden with my life but were both getting corvoslayed.... like were getting slayed we both need a medic because were flopping hard in the parvement.... frick this!!!! I dont even trust anyone... There a bunch of ##fakes i wish i could trust heather but she lied to me and i knew she was lying to me and now thats annoying.. i dont even want to say the same things about lindsay i am not gonna waste my breathe on her tbh!!!

I am also so pissed that 36 hour deadline fucked me over tbh!!! NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!!! i was on a 12 hour ride to canada... there goes my hopes and dreams thanks!!! Now i gotta make a move with the info i got :( idk what to do fml.

"maresia"

- 4:23am... Emma time! Brayden is probably safe... Emma needs to pull an underdog win,.... i am so shaking i am pissed that i havent got like time to talk!!! like legit i had to play my idol on brayden... if this idol isnt real then GURL BYE

Basically the reason i played my idol because Josh is scared of rocks ... I guess i had to make a move for him xoxox I am legit so mad because i thought josh would have voted with me.. but i guess not :/

whatta coward... *sigh* i dont wanna fuck up i will fuck up cape verde will fuck me up everyone will fuck me up...

I could make the hugest move in the game ... or i could be the biggest dumbshit ever!

I am praying to Juan mitchell liam and Bailey this works i pray to the (g)hosts...

i even pray to molly christ

i pray to sagar

i pray to shrek

i pray to marina and the diamonds.

fuck me in the weeha if this doesnt work...

Basically if i dont get an episode title of one of my confessinals i would be pissed i mean my confessinals are gold..... like golder then gold.

and if this doesnt work then i hope josh enjoys second place xoxox and i hope they flop.

"maresia"

- Iamdisgusted.gif I'm about to go out of the game PURELY for revenge purposes. I'm the one who did the dirty work of my alliance and to get Emma to vote Tyler and well that shit did not work. Now I look like a traitor while Tyler and Lindsay are sitting pretty. I made up some more bullshit and spewed it to Emma but honestly I don't even know if that will work at this point. Lindsay literally told me she will fall on the sword for me and Tyler and I'm like ok then DO IT!!!!! If Emma and Brayden really want to keep Tyler in this game I hope it bites them really hard in the ass since none of them can beat him in any flash game whatsoever. This is....well... I guess I felt paranoid for a reason. I'm thinking at this point I'm leaving so prepare for me to be the most bitter bitch on the jury this world has ever seen.

"maresia"

- Oh and ONE MORE THING.............

If BRAYDEN makes it farther than me in this game....If irrelevant useless Brayden, who I would think is dead if he didn't submit votes, beats me in this game.... Shovelhit.gif

"maresia"

- The idol was fake. RIP me. I mean I thought it might've been and I said that when I used it but it didn't make it onto the result post *cough cough JOAN cough cough* but I'd rather take that chance and be wrong than keep it safe, get voted off and have that "what if" in my mind.

The saddest part is that the Corvo four will be no more </3. My fate lies with Josh, Emma and Brayden, and it's not looking great for yours truly. If I go it'll be karma I guess, I should've put more trust in Josh in this game but I got too paranoid with all of the alliances and not knowing where he stood. I also underestimated Emma, she's a clever girl and I think she has a great shot of winning the game. Brayden is... Brayden. I still haven't met him and tbh I don't know if he'd win the game against anyone that's left, but kudos for him making it this far.

In the slim chance that I stay, it'll be really tough seeing Lindsay or Heather go. They're pretty awesome and we made a great team. Me going means I'm rooting for those two to get to the end and show everyone how awesome they are! (And Josh I'm rooting for Josh too because I was a dick about not trusting him and I think he has what it takes to win)

Just because the chances of me staying are bleak doesn't mean I'm giving up. Emma has the most power over the vote, so I'm going to do my best to show her that I'm a friend, I've always been friendly, and maybe I give her better odds of making it to the end of the game. I'll keep messaging her like I've been doing for days now, keep building our friendship, and maybe she'll choose to keep me around.

I just hope I built enough connections with Emma to save myself.

"maresia"

- This is the BEST possible situation. Emma has immunity, Josh is on our side, and Emma is playing her idol on me. I really don't care who goes at this point.

Emma wants to risk drawing rocks and I am like HECK NO. It sounds like a good plan, but with Josh being so flip floppy, I don't want him to flip back and me go home.

Well, it looks like Emma and I will be safe tonight and we won't have numbers because Josh is flipping back. This sucks so bad. Well, at least I will make it to finale. Hopefully.

"maresia"

- I have so little faith in Emma at this point (in terms of the game) that I am just...waiting... for the results to come so I can get removed. I started thinking about this and I think Josh might have flipped on me but he's going to try to save me to hide it. He was supposed to vote for Tyler according to our plan since Tyler had the idol but he didn't...... Which is really suspicious. If he had, then Tyler wouldn't be here anymore and I would be fine, so he probably knew about Emma and Brayden's plan all along. THANK CARYNSUS CHRIST that Tyler's idol was fake (and Lindsay self voted), becauuuseeee had it been real I would have been serving Jamie teas and left the game on Brayden's one vote which would have been disgraceful. If I do get to go into the f5 without Tyler i'm gonna pray every night to god that I can win all the comps because otherwise I'm gonna get rolled out of the game by Josh + the Altos. Yikes.