Poor Little Fans/Confessionals

These were the confessionals made within this episode.

Day 4
"kyrenia"

- This challenge... Is hands down the laggiest and dumbest game I’ve ever played in my life... I out performed my entire tribe *again* though, so not complaining too much...

"protaras"

- I completed my goal: don't be dumb and be first boot. It sucks to see Jay go, but honey. It's better you than me.

"troodos"

- me trying to have serious strategic conversations in this game : https://66.media.tumblr.com/334fd3e08fcdb1e995f45ea8129ea83d/tumblr_ndko3k6Ls01qgrqhdo1_540.jpg

"protaras"

- I am like really liking Ally right now. Right off the bat, we got along and we decided to work together. I feel like that can be a solid alliance and something I can work with down the road. I also spoke a bit with Toby and Drew and they're both want to work with me and Ally. I hope it's good for me at this point.

"troodos"

- I honestly can't tell, if I got it or she got (Mai) one of us has it, but she doesn't know I know that she knows

"kyrenia"

- Im starting to get worried that I'm not in any alliances and theres a bunch forming without me. I'm going to try to create one myself, and this is different for me I'm never the one to create an alliance but I want to start stronger than I have before and start a new type of game for myself.

"troodos"

- This is wild I'm putting my trust into to something I might not even have

"troodos"

- I'm dying I just made a guess and I think I know what the answer might ACTUALLY BE for the idol now and Mai also knows it and she'll guess soon and probably get it dskalmkas. If Mai gets the idol right from under my nose I'm gonna be so mad at myself especially since we were helping each other with the idol...ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

"kyrenia"

- I've been really stressed out about a lot of other things going on in my life right now, so as a result, I'm not in the best spot in the game. I've not taken the time to socialize with the people here and the people who have approached me recently have gotten very uninteresting responses. I managed to pull some weight in the puzzle challenge but I'm not so sure about this one. I look to be pretty on the low end of challenge scores. If we go to tribal this time around, there's a high chance that I'm the one leaving. I don't want to be the one suggesting a girls alliance because that's just kind of asking for it, but if push comes to shove, I might have to. Most of my stress is alleviated now, so I'll try my best to catch up on social bonds, and hopefully that'll be a driving force to keep me around. As for the idol, I'm not really bothering to look. I mean, I can't really get much from the clue and I guess I'm just too lazy to try. Woops.

"troodos"

- ok so i feel extremely stupid because i lied to eva and alex about still having 4 hours left to guess and guess Zane then found out Eva also guessed Zane. Dumb on me, but yea maybe it's still a good thing after all. 4 hours later im gonna tell them Wesley is incorrect and then guess him when I can. Hopefully Alex is not luring me into anything.

"troodos"

- Mai isn't a consistent liar. She says she has to wait 4 hours to guess again, but says she incorrectly guessed Wesley an hour game even though there's a 12 hour time period between guesses. I'm going to play along with it though because I want her to think I trust her. (SHE WASN’T ACTUALLY LYING, she just didn’t find that sh*t because I did :^)

"troodos"

- oh well so there's a new alliance between all of the troodos members minus ci'ere but ROTF bc i dont think Rob and Alex trust me at all. I mean like, we all agree it's Ci'ere if we end up going to tribal but im probs their next target bc i know Alex knew that I lied to him about the RED alliance. I almost jumped off a cliff after making the worst excuse ever. Basically I told Alex i never saw the RED alliance chat pop up avaghsvysyvshv. That was major stupid god i cant wait for a swap to happen and get out of this mess.

"troodas"

- I will take this alliance, the name could be better, but it's a good starting point. I think that there is eitther going to be a swap or something after this so I am just going to keep good relations with all of them especially Ci'ere. It seems like theres this trust between the alliance, so it might be beneficial to team up after swaps and that fun stuff and exchange information at the merge } "troodos"

- So I found the Troodos idol this morning which is gsjghsshhjsgjsjgssjh!!This is my first idol ever and I just cannot wait to do some damages wuth it. It’s so ecstatic but at the same time super horrifying. I lied to everybody on my tribe about it so if I ever played it and they were still in the game, I would be so dead. Plus, at some points that idol looks a bit fake to me I think (?). Maybe someone like Alex found the real one then made a fake one to see if I was with him or not. That’s grrr, scary. But honestly Alex and I both know we’re just acting around each other, like, it’s sooo obvious that he doesn’t trust me and I don’t really trust him either. Tbh I’m just 10045554154555x times faker and more annoying when I talk to Alex or Rob idk. I hate acting all innocent and fake but once I’m there, there’s no turning back anymore. I can’t just be like ‘’you know what? Well I had an alliance with Ci’ere ever since day 1 and I also had an idol but Idk im not really sure about it? Can u tell me if it’s fake or not pretty pretty please?’’. Hell naw. So yeah, I’m not gonna tell anyone about it unless I have to.

"malama"

- Usually you're first tribal is supposed to give you a good feeling, but the fact that the vote was unanimous gives me doubts about who's on the outs. My guess is Kait or Shannon told him what's going on which puts my guard up immediately. My idea was that Brandon votes for Shannon also so then he is on the outs but now I'm still not sure where everyone's loyalties lie. I just hope we win immunity next time D:

"kyrenia"

- Oooooh! Poor little fans tribe going to their 2nd tribal council! I swear to god if this future Matsing causes a swap that fucks my game over I will go down voting their final members out!

Day 5
"kyrenia"

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"kyrenia"

- Rhiannon tells me that she could pull in Craig to work with us. She really wants to make that merge to have that alliance with Eva, Mai, and I. I'm not complaining or anything. If worst comes to worst, I'll hopefully at least be a swing vote. I've been talking to Jimmy, Rhi, and Brit a bit lately. Craig's been busy so we don't talk as much. My main goal when conversing with these people is to not talk game at all unless they bring it up first. This'll make me look a lot less threatening hopefully. I used this strategy in the premerge in Sichuan but I never really got to see if it worked. Fingers crossed it gets me through this one.

"troodos"

- I'm being lied to and I know I'm being lied tobut the person I'm being lied to doesn't know that I know that I know they're lying to me

"protaras"

- Winning these challenges is a blessing, it saves me the drama and ruining relationships. It definitely is making pre-merge easy for me, but at the same time, I want to start feel the game more. I want to be out for blood. I want to make bolder moves. But hey, I'd rather be safe than on the chopping block.

"troodos"

- I've narrowed down who I think the answer might be? ugh as if I'll get it right, I have terrible luck with idols but who knows, this might be it. We all get lucky sometimes, right? :v

"troodos"

- I hope I have proved myself in these first 2 challenges that I'm a strong competitor in challenges. I didn't expect myself to do so well in challenges, but I have been doing pretty well and I'm proud.

"malama"

- Me and Kait seem to be the swings rn, Shannon hasn't talked to me personally since before the Jay vote, and Brandon has only just started to talk to me. I think that Kait told Brandon we were voting Jay, so I need to acknowledge there bond and get rid of it asap. On the other hand, Shannon's been flopping in challenges :( I have already made my decision (Brandon), but now I need to convince Kait to do the same. But I can't just simply tell her it's because of her and his bond. I need to focus on the benefits of keeping Shannon.

"troodos"

- God I really hope we don't swap after ths tribal. This is a strong and harmonious tribe, aside from our frenzied search for the idol, and I don't see us losing any time soon. But I DO want to meet up with my girls Rhi and Pris sooner rather than later, so I don't know.

"protaras"

- Seeing that the same tribes win immunity is completely satisfying. As much as I realize that Fans are now going to be down 2 numbers, it feels nice that I get to stay a few days longer without any blood on my hands!

"troodos"

- A swap would be nice because we've been winning challenges, but I'm ready for some spice and change and for my strategic prowess to come out. I feel like everyone is so nice and focused on challenges that I'm bored of them lol.

"kyrenia"

- So again today I got a vibe of not liking us a lot from Brittany... this is either the tallest wall to break through ever or we’re just too fab