Scrambling More Than a Scrambled Egg/Confessionals

Day 26
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- AAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSS DOWN WITH NICK CITY! The Rebels alliance (Ella, Cliff, Felix, Joe, and myself) are basically having a huge ass party right now. We are getting drunk off of our asses and hootin' and hollarin'. We got rid of the biggest threat against us! And now we actually hold majority!!! And my vote spy-idol play combo worked!!!!! Ahhhh, I'm just too happy to write a serious confessional right now!

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- Woooooooooo and Ella's still in the game. WITHOUT ANY VOTE AGAINST ME LMAO. This is so awesome, 10 episodes playing and having not a single vote against me. That's really cool lmao. So last night's tribal was AMAZING. I'm sorry Nick but you really had to go tho. I've been so annoyed by you. The sneaky plans you made, the useless fights and being so bitter. If I make FTC I'll prepare myself already lol. I'm so proud I was not the target. And yet people are still trying to get my vote. Out of nowhere Hunter talks to me. Nifty is starting drama at the tribe chat and I'm like; yas, another target off my back tbh. I think people wanna target Felix bc of his challenge skills, Joseph bc he's a goat, Clifford bc he played 3 idols already (and i guess there will come more...) and Nifty for being so honest. I'm going to stay at the background now. Jared and Jessica are obv going to get me on their side now. Hunter wants it too. Rob hasn't talked to me yet but idc. I'm not in danger. I have still a shot on the win. If I just give everything in next challenge, finding a idol and being liked by my enemies I'll get so freaking far. But never be too confident. It'll backstab me so I'm always alert. But hey, I'm proud on myself for doing so well. I'd say, why shouldn't we already start with Final Tribal Council ??? !!! no lmao.

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- I'm seriously going insane with these people in the game. First off, they're all following Cliff who is one of the most annoying people ever. He tries to act all nice, like hes the typical "nice funny fat guy" when in reality hes not funny at all and everything about him is just fake like the role he tries to play when it doesn't even have to do with the game. Joseph.. thank fucking god hes been quiet so far because he was the most annoying by far pre-merge like he'll tell you his whole life story that you don't care about the moment you meet him. Nicholas or whoever I didn't know who the hell that was until his arrogant ass just said "oh I'm okay with anyone winning as long as its us 5!!!" like good job losing those jury votes you rude ass. Ella.. she was my favorite on day 1 but now all she talks about is Cliff that Cliff this I'm pretty sure she has a crush on him or something because I don't see why else she'd be willing to do anything he wants and thinks hes gonna bring her to the end OVER HIS ORIGINAL ALLIANCE. Felix is honestly the only one I like on a personal level but I don't know what hes thinking either because it seems like hes just being used as an extra vote. I'm biting my tongue hard right now because I still want to have some chance at winning this game.

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- Nick is gone. Hallelujah! Now that their ringleader is gone and The Rebels have majority, the other side is obviously scrambling more than scrambled eggs. Rob and Hunter are telling Cliff to help them find the idol, to idol me or Nifty out, which is a pretty fucking bold thing to ask of someone. Jared wants me to keep him until the Final 6, which I might consider, cause Jared is the only person I like on that side. Yesterday, Clifford asked to make a Final 2 deal with me, and I agreed. Now hear me out, I'm not stupid. I'm obviously not keeping that promise, because anyone who is dumb enough to go the end with Clifford Myers deserves those 0 votes he is undoubtebly destined to get. What I do want to do, is keep Cliff around until at least the Final Five. As long is Clifford is still in the game, he keeps the target off of my back by default, because he is without a doubt playing the best game out of anyone right now.

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- I just dont know what to do now, we are clearly down in numbers and I am probably the next target because of my horrible relationships with Cliff and Nifty. I am searching for this idol like its my job because its the only way to save myself. We need to find a way to even up these numbers so these 4 amigos plus their extra vote also known as Ella dont make f5

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- Im trying to just get this idol on our side then we can work our way around. I think I am next target to go so im going to repatch things with Cliff, I told him I would never vote him and as far as he knows, I stayed true to that. I need to just make one week deals until I have that idol in my possession. But fuck you Ella for turning on us because she will not win!

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- I think im doing a good job at convincing Cliff I would bring him to the end and none of his allies will. I proposed a final 4 of me, him, Hunter (because he said he only trusts him on my side) and one person of his choosing. If Jared and Jess get voted out then we will be at f7 and us 4 can bring it home. He blatantly told me Jess is the next target, so I would much rather protect her if I can so if we find this idol I will give it to her to use but according to Cliff I will have no knowledge of this. He wants me to vote Jared but nahhhh

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- http://youtu.be/niaoEWH14AQ

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- Finally a endurance challenge. FINALLY. I'm good at these and honestly I feel like I can do this. When we were with six people on I defeated them. And I'm currently in the lead. If I win this one I'm safe from elimination and I'll be in final 8 with no votes against me. But it's been only one hour so... it'll be exciting!

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- his immunity needs to be in our hands but Ella is destroying us! Shes like a human dictionary I don't know how she does it so quickly! And to just make it better, Nifty is playing scoreboard and making sure we all know she is indeed winning. We get it and we get one of us is going. Hopefully hes this cheery when he gets 5th and he hands Cliff a win

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- With this challenge I feel like its one where I could easily get to the top but I don't think I could win so I'm trying to throw it without being too obvious like Rob & Hunter are trying hard and that just makes them look like threats while hopefully the majority(barf) think I suck at challenges

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- Ok we get it Nifty, the job for the hosts is to keep track of the scores, your job is to compete. Now lets do our designated roles and you can S4 U2, Shut up. Is it in my better interest to throw it and not seem like a threat in the oppositions eyes? (sorry my confessional got stopped here because of the challenge) Probably but I dont care, im going down with a fight and if they want to fight me out because im a threat then they can (challenge again) use this thing called fertilized and maybe see if it can help them grow a pair

Day 27
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- I'm going to still try to find some cracks in the majority alliance but at this point I feel like its not gonna happen so I'm gonna have to try to play for myself right now and kinda Jessica. I love Rob but I feel like he doesn't really have a chance because of the drama hes gotten in and I don't know Hunter that well. So I kinda have to focus on just getting me & my girl since day 1 Jessica to be the last 2 from our alliance since I think we still have a chance and there will be a better chance of flippers with just us 2.

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- I don't even know who to try to get to flip. Right now I am still trying to get Cliff or Ella to flip, but it is unlikely. My main concern is to make sure Rob can make it to next tribal but of course I would love for every member of On the Rocks to be there with me

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- Guess who won immunity? This girl!! It feels incredible to be immune again at tribal council. It's just a awesome feeling and I'm so proud I did it. I got a fight with my mother bc I stayed up until 5 AM. She cares too much about me but I love her. Well, it's not realistic that you talk with your mother when you're on survivor.......... but yeah, anyway... this vote is going to be crazy as well. People are voting Nifty but we're going to vote Jessica. Who would expact Jessica going home? I talked with Cliff about it and we came also to the decision we need to vote out Nifty soon as well. He told Clifford he wanted to take me and Joseph to the final 3. For my game it would be amazing. Everyone dislikes Nifty and Joseph is a goat. I made big moves and I have a big chance on getting crowned as Sole Survivor with them than I'm with Clifford and Felix. I have to think about it because Clifford is my big brother in this game. Voting him out would be a disaster but once again... I'm playing my own game. But I don't have to worry right now. I'm saaaaaaafe!

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- I AM NERVOUS AS A SOCIALLY AWKWARD PERSON GIVING A SPEECH TO A CLASS OF 50 PEOPLE!

Felix just told me that Jared told him that I'm getting the votes, and Cliff told me that Rob told him the same thing. Why the hell are they telling them who the vote is!? To try and flip them? Either way it's super nerve-wracking and the fact that it'll most likely be a 5-4 vote isn't helping my sanity.

I'm just really nervous right now. I would be fine with 9th if it happened, but I don't want to be 9th if I don't have to be.

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- Cliff now believes that I spilled the beans to Jess about the votes because of an idol. DUDE, HOW MANY IDOLS DO YOU THINK THERE ARE?!?! If we did have an idol, I would have kept it under wraps and lowkey used it on her without any commotion. That would be the smart play because not all of your moves need to be public. Now that he thinks I spilled the vote, it can backfire to hurt me and have them vote me for disloyalty, but I plead my case that it wasnt me.

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- I'm really trying on Joseph right now. I talked to him earlier and he seemed like he actually didn't really like his side so hes probably the only chance of a flipper. I'm gonna try my hardest and hopefully I can get to him.

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- Im sick and tired of beating around the bush with people, so I flat out said to Cliff: We are voting Nifty, Ella might have flipped, if you come to our side we can have a solid 3 with me you and Hunter, are you down? This is a complete bullshit offer because I do not plan on working with him over Jared or Jess but hey if it gets him to flip I am willing to say anything. If he does vote with us, we can tell Felix and Joe that Cliff was the one that flipped and easily get him voted out next.

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- I've been super out of the loop on information and stuff ever since my little "outburst", as Jeff put it at tribal council, at camp the other day. The only person who's telling me stuff is Cliff. So I'm really hoping that I survive this tribal, and that Cliff can keep me in the loop and keep me in the game as well as everyone seems to be throwing info at him for some reason. Must just seem approachable or something.

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- I found out it was Jessica who they were targeting so I've been trying everything possible and fighting so hard to keep her but theres nothing left to do. It just really sucks because shes been with me since the start of the game and she was a genuine friend. Shes the last person other than me that I wanted to go :(