Legend That Breaks It/Confessionals

Day 18
"cordoba"

- Oh man it's been a while, sorry. I got the tribal advantage while on exile which I literally didn't even need, bc I ended up on a tribe where OG Cordoba has a 5 person majority. When I came back to Cordoba beach it was fucking lit, Justin is honestly cracked out of his mind lmfaooooo. He is SO PRESSED that we're playing old school and sticking together, he's basically a more annoying version of Ciera Eastin where he's like begging us to fuck up our own games for his benefit. It's super entertaining though. I don't care for Justin at all but Mackie's pretty cool, he's trying to sell me snake oil right now though tbh...he's saying that he'll be seen as a threat going forward so we should keep him around to shield us. Maybe he's right, and it would be cool to vote Justin, but right now unless Mackie wins immunity I think we're gonna vote him out for being so good in challenges. Cordoba has a lot of love and we'll have the majority at the merge, but we're all piss poor at challenges other than Brandon (who's 100% going on Formosa unless he wins the challenge), so we need to get people like Mackie out.

I love Alex and Tymeka and I'd love to go far in the game with them, although Alex probably thinks of Ty and I as his goats right now. I don't talk with Shannon as much but she's cool and I'm down to stick with her. Marie is ironically the only person in my alliance that I'd consider flipping on, but we're one of the few pairs left so I'd love to stick together with her and nab that advantage when we merge (hopefully right after this double tribal mess). I just don't connect with her IDK, our alliances feel like they're convenient rather than actually based on trust. We'll have to see what happens there.

This game is really testing my ability to be fake lmao. I hate having to fake conversations with people but I think my exile status makes them think of me as more of a free agent than I really am. In the words of Keith Nale can we please just stick to the plan?

"formosa"

- Brandon and Catherine are absolutely shook, they are such fake asses, after voting for Claudia both try to tell me they are now convinced they want to work with us cause they got betrayed by Syd/Ally. Well thats fucking great guys but we’re not the leftovers you couldnt finish the other day that are sitting in the fridge waiting for you to devour them, I don’t know why they are under the impression that they have any chance of me or claudia wanting to work with them after they lied and tried to blindside us both last vote, Catherine is especially terrible, she told Claudia that she should head her own way at one point and separate from me, does she NOT realise shes on the chopping block? Catherine get your fingers OUT of your damn weave before its too late girl, she’s lucky she sucks at challenges, cause thats probably the only thing that would keep her from going over Brandon next tribal. The merge is coming and it’d be smart to keep her around.

"cordoba"

- Double Tribal whoooo! another shot to get Mackie out of the game and I'm kinda dealing with this round with some trepidation just because I know Mackie is trying so hard to get someone to flip to him and get me out, I know that he's trying hardcore to target me though all these little attacks he's made and I just never trusted him and I still don't, he needs to go this round and there's legit no way around it at this point. If we want a shot to win the game and take out a huge threat, now is the time to do it especially with the numerical advantage because I'm positive that the merge is next round and so I need as many people willing to work with me as possible so that I have a shot to make it as far as I can, this round is going to be a messy one if things go off in the slightest and it could be me going and that can't happen. In other news, this challenge is pretty cool, but it sorta helps Mackie and Justin out in a weird way only because they know Ally, Claudia, Alissa, and Sydney whereas I don't know them at all except for Alissa and Claudia but that doesn't mean that I'm not gonna try cause I'll never go down without a fight.

And Mackie won immunity... this sucks a lot but at least I can at least hope that people will see him as a challenge threat as well, but if #CordobaStrong is still a thing then it should be an easy vote for Justin and he can go, but I just feel like it's never that simple given how noncommittal some of these guys are but I have to trust them and I have to imagine that they don't want him to win because if he does, I'll vomit like the girl from The Exorcist but I just need to get through this vote because I see a merge in sight and I want to be there more than anything so here's hoping this all works out and if not, then I just hope that a Córdoba

"formosa"

- So looks like every single person on this tribe besides Catherine is lying to me at this point. "The last thing we're gonna do is vote based on tribal lines." MY ASS. UGH this place is a fucking nightmare. Talking to Ally is literally like talking to a brick wall, and the sad thing is that I could actually strategize with a brick wall. A LESSON FOR ANYONE WHO IS GONNA PLAY IN THE FUTURE, DON'T RESPOND TO PEOPLE WITH ONE WORD AND NOT ASK QUESTIONS BACK, IT'S BAD SOCIAL GAME. I wanna trust Sydney, but she's a fucking liar too. She talks this big game about how she wants these Formosa people that her did so wrong out of the game, but at the same time she was too afraid to go against ANY OF THEM. Alissa is such a nice person outside of this game but for some reason her and I are unable to click on a strategic level. She's got all three of these other girls under her thumb and she's the main reason none of the singles wanted to stick together. At this point I pray for a merge because I need out of the rat infested hellhole pronto.

"formosa"

- ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? It's a double tribal with individual immunity, and the game is touchy subjects? Oh lord this doesn't look good for me, looks like my idol is gonna have to come into play unless I win by some miracle. I'm gonna try to work on some of these people but really the main goal is to avoid a vote split between me and Catherine and find out who the hell they are voting for. At this point I'm too afraid to do anything but play the idol on myself because I need to get to a merge sooooo badly.

Day 19
"cordoba"

- Justin is trying hard to get me and Rhone to flip, but it's just not gonna happen. He explicitly told me that he lied to everyone in the tribe chat by saying "a little birdie" told him Alex had the idol. Firstly, I know Alex doesn't have the idol since he swore on his nieces he didn't have it. Secondly, I don't want to align with someone like Justin, who is willing to lie and call out people anytime. I've played with people like that on my first season and it didn't turn out well, so I'd rather get rid of him before the jury.

"cordoba"

- It feels nice to see that people have a positive view on me. In the challenge I got best social game and most trustworthy (not sure it may be Mackie), and compared to my last season where I got "biggest sheep", it feels awesome! It's just a little bit worrying since I don't want people to see me as a huge social threat or anything, and the fact that I got "most willing to flip" shows that not only Mackie and Justin voted for me, but also people from my alliance, so it maybe means they don't all trust me. At the end of the day, I'm #CordobaStrong and I don't wanna doubt my allies, so I'm not gonna get really paranoid over this.

"formosa"

- Okay so I haven't made one of these in awhile so I'll give a short recap of last tribal events. Basically I want to be able to swing back and forth at the merge and if Formosa is destroyed premerge then that strategy is out the window, I don't really trust any of these girls despite how much I want to but I trusted Amanda less than that since she never spoke to me, I even messaged her and got no reply! So that's why that happened, but I still wanna work with Brandon and kinda Catherine even if we don't speak a lot.

Fast Forward to this round, I win immunity, yay! But it's a double tribal, boo! I honestly didn't think this challenge was hard at all I was just going off what I knew about Justin and Mackie and what people told me about the tribe over there which I guess they should've done too lol. I was leaning towards voting Catherine out this round just because I wanna weaponize whatever power Alissa and Claudia are gonna get for the merge, but now I find out some interesting stuff. Brandon tells me the idol is gone from Jaclyn, I checked and he's right, but what he doesn't know is I know who has it immediately. Ally said she was guessing Jaclyn and when I brought up ""hey Natalie wasn't right :/"" in the chat and Claudia and Alissa said their guesses, Ally stays quiet. I guess I can't be too mad since I didn't tell her about mine, but in fairness to me I found it before we were official so I guess I'm not her #1. I'm gonna keep this information to myself right now and use it when I see best, but this changes everything hehehe.

"cordoba"

- Justin's Final 13 CF

"formosa"

- Of course... I lost individual immunity, wasn't surprised. At this point I've told no one about the idol and I'm considering telling people and leveraging it. I would feel the safest if they all voted for me and I played the idol because I'd be guaranteed safety, but for some reason those girls wanna vote Catherine off... That's insane to not target me over Catherine and take her to a merge situation so that's why I've totally convinced myself that it's me and I gotta play it for me. Imma need Baylor Wilson because this is a sticky motherfucking situation.

"formosa"

- Omg this vote was soooo fucking quiet until about an hour before the deadline. Before it got crazy I told Sydney about the idol because I legitimately believed that she wanted to work with me if the numbers were there, I'm really starting to regret that decision because she might just tell everyone to split the vote which would be bad, because then I'm forced to vote off Catherine and keep the idol. Catherine's loyalty has been one of the things keeping me sane on this tribe and I'll be damned if one of us goes. It's an hour before the deadline and I told Catherine about my idol as well and we are trying to get votes on me.

"formosa"

- THIS CAME DOWN TO THE LAST MINUTE. Ally told me straight up that I was the one being voted for, Sydney sweared with her right hand on the bible that she voted for Catherine and Claudia also told me to vote for Catherine. Sydney wanted to vote with them because she didn't want to vote Alissa out. Ten minutes beforehand I told Catherine that we should vote Alissa because she is the glue that held all of those girls together, and one minute before the deadline I grew a pair of balls and played the idol on Catherine because all signs pointed to her going home. Of course I'm gonna be livid if I wasted the idol and went home so I pray this works because this could make or break my whole game...

"formosa"

- So if it wasn't obvious that I was getting votes this round Justin and Mackie just confirmed my suspicions with their Tribal answers so at this point the only thing I can really do is make sure that my allies don't want to vote for me and that they want me to stick in the game because like I told them, I'm with them 100% and I'm not planning on waivering. I can already tell this is gonna be a long vote, I feel it in my bones.