Board Thread:Season 55 - Nakuru/@comment-33060993-20190928215735























"kikuyu"

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"torrobo"

- Well we won immunity. But at what cost? I got all the negative answers and I don't know if it's because people actually believe that or if they're just building off the round 2 rankings because that's all they have to go off of like it's some weird cyclical self-fulfilling prophecy. Evan and Natalia told me not to worry about it because they didn't actually see me that way, which is nice, and I do feel like I've made good connections here enough that I could survive a vote. But I'm in three ORGs right now: I keep getting publicly shat on here, in another I've been on the bottom and left out of votes at early merge, and another where I'm in the Final 2 but the jury is just having their way with me. Being 0/3 on positivity in games is taking a number on me. I've been trying to not get too invested emotionally into games but it hasn't really been working, and now when it just piles on and piles on... I'm breaking down. I could really use a merge soon and just, something to get my game on track here and prove that they don't know what they're talking about. If I go premerge here, I'm gonna be devastated. And I really just need something to be happy about.







 