Self Voted Due to Indecisiveness/Confessionals

Day 10
"yang"

- So the Villains had their Tribal Council and returned without Joan. I couldn't be happier about that, because he was one of the roadblocks in this game. He was badly hurting my position in the game despite not even being on my tribe. Now I hope we never lose because I really like Wesley and I just might have to throw my vote or tie it if we lose. Why couldn't it have been Sole?! >:l

Hopefully if we ever lose before a switch/merge, it won't be for a long time. We can't afford to lose or let the Villains get the numbers. Nothing worse than sitting around and waiting to be picked off. I need to keep my allies safe, as well. We'd best be prepared to win every Immunity challenge that comes our way.

"yin"

- So Operations: Slay The Sleeping Dragon is out, Uli actually seems legit and I think he really has the intention to work with me...meh, I didn't wanna be the next Dragon Slayer anyway. So my new plan to save the initiative is to take out Bartley. I have the numbers to do it already, it's basically The Initiative + Uli. But I don't wanna take out Bartley yet unless Eddie is on board. This way, I'll only be blindsiding the person who goes home and in effect, pull off my "Blindside Shuffle".

"yang"

- So today I just really wanted to sit out because this fucking puzzle is ungodly... I told Luke that my dad was making me do stuff when he really wasn't and I really wanted him to stop talking to me because he was being annoying with the BING! BING! BING! Sam told him she was on her period. We didn't want to do it at the same time or he would think something was up. I just couldn't handle it.

"yang"

- I just messed up big time. I submitted for the challenge, when our agreement came to be that no one would be submitting except Sole and Topher so we could have the lowest average. Due to this, I forced myself to sit out so my score would be negated. Jessy and Sam openly flipped out on me, so they're probably so pissed that they're gonna backstab me next.

So flip time! I don't care if I'm loyal to them, if they're gonna go against me, then I'm not going with them. I'm now hoping Wesley can work over people to vote with me because he is literally the only one I trust right now. I can try and get Jessy and Sam back with me, which is easier said than done. Who would have thought the tiniest mistake in the world could f*ck someone over?

I'm going to TRY and calm Jessy and Sam down. I don't want to have to betray them, but they may be a bit unstable to be aligned with. If I can work over Topher and Natalie, get Wesley to get Andrei, get Andrei to get Sole, I just may be able to pull a blindside. Please God, don't let that have to be the case.

My first order of business was getting Noah on my side. I convinced him Topher was the target next and made up some lame story for why I flipped. Wesley is saved now, and it's probably me or someone else that's next. This is why I hate f*cking reward challenges!

"yin"

- Damnit! Jerby and Eddie REALLY want each other out!I wanted to work side by side with those two. I don't think now is the time to make a move this early.

If I take out Eddie, that ruins my chances in getting close with Sam, Luke, Everyone If I take out Jerby, then I lose the Initiative and I have to actually be loyal to my alliance

I need to think of a way to get those two on good terms

"yang"

- So I went to Eddie and asked him what the Hidden Immunity Idol looked like. He told me and I was able to find a copy and create a fake Hidden Immunity Idol. And Eddie swore not to tell anyone.

The things I can do with this are super extensive. I can:

A. Give it to Wesley and tell him to play it at next Tribal. Then flip and tell Jessy and Sam that Wesley told me he was gonna play the idol, so I had to flip.

B. Give it to someone like Andrei, Sole, Wesley, Noah, etc. and get them to tell everyone they have it, so everyone stops looking.

C. Keep it to myself to make people believe I have it, thus protecting me from receiving votes. BUT also puts me in danger of being blindsided.

I need to think this decision through carefully before putting it into fruition.

"yang"

- I've established that I'm flipping next Tribal. Jessy has ignored me pretty much all day, which is not a good sign. When I told Sam, she ended up yelling at me and called me paranoid. This really screwed up my plans to convince them not to vote Wesley. We can't afford to lose someone so loyal so early.

However, we might be saved. Natalie has disappeared, so she might self-vote next Tribal. That would be perfect to flip on! And a perfect cover story as well. Another thing: Day 10 just occurred and damn it was Hellish. We suspected Adam of cheating, Uli had a mental breakdown and wanted to quit and ultimately we're probably just gonna skip to the Immunity challenge.

Uli threatened me saying he's gonna come after me since I was happy when he almost quit. Guess who doesn't give a sh*t? Also Sam has really been asking me to flip lately. All she does is yell and argue, and accuse me of being paranoid because I'm actually, ya know, strategizing?! She's like "Oh we don't need to strategize because we're not going to Tribal yet." and "We can vote off loyal people that will piss people off, because you know, we still have the numbers." Yeah, and it so won't bite us in the ass if there's a switch or merge. -_-

She's practically JR. Refuses to strategize, follows Eddie around like a puppy and won't bother to even think differently, and may or may not be mentally unstable. All that's going through my mind is: How the Hell did this girl win?! She was cool at first, but I don't want to play with someone who's gonna threaten their allies. Like damn, she has massively severe anger issues.

Now onto Jessy, she's chosen not to listen to any reasoning or even bother to speak to me. That is perfect proof of unreliability. Ready to flip now.

"yang"

- The Reward Challenge today was just a mess. It was nasty--it was everywhere! Gross if you ask me. (shudders) But, nonetheless, after all of that fiasco with Adam, pretty much the Reward Challenge at this point is...pointless. It's like it didn't happen at all. Yang's "master plan" due to the average times of this challenge being counted also became pointless. And believe me--it seemed like one hell of an idea! And after all of this, that Adam didn't even have the balls to apologize for it? Are you kidding me? Of course this loser is trying to play it off like it's no one's business--he has a reputation he has to save, and what he pulled back there definitely could have came back to bit him square in the ass. I suppose, though, since he is such a big "villain," he is menacing. Since he is such a big "villain," he has a cocky and arrogant attitude. News flash, buddy--just because you're a "villain," doesn't mean you have to over-exaggerate it. Like, damn dude. Seriously.

"yang"

- Good god… Ladies and gents, boys and girls, step right up! Let me tell you the glorious story of the Day 10 Debacle!

The hosts decided to make the Reward Challenge somewhat meaningful by giving the winning tribe a slightly overpowered advantage in the next Immunity Challenge, which would have been an excellent idea if there hadn’t been a giant loophole in the challenge!

The major problem the Yang tribe faced is we did not want to be screwed over by low submissions because Tyler made it clear that only the average times at the puzzle would count, and there would be no penalty for non-submissions. Therefore, the best score we could get was 0.

According to Sam, the best strategy was not to submit anything, but I was not comfortable with it at all because it made no sense that a host would give us a really complicated puzzle only to have us perform better by not submitting anything. Regardless, in the midst of the general confusion, Topher and Sole sent their scores before we had confirmation that the average was, in fact, the only thing that counted towards the result.

Now, in the spirit of the Survivor in 2 Minutes recaps, I will reveal the events that unfolded during the Results ceremony.

Tyler: Yang wins Reward! Cast: But wait, Adam is not on the Yang tribe, and his score is really shady. Tyler: Wait I made a mistake. Let me repost results. Yin wins Reward! Eddie: YAS GAGA! Cast: Um, but Adam’s score is still pretty damn shady. Uli: Ach, das ist unfair, I’m not accepting this win until we know the truth about Adam’s score. Tyler: You’re right, let me investigate.

Tyler: Okay, I asked a third party to examine the screencap. Sam: But the screencap isn’t the problem, it’s probably legit, it’s just impossible to score that. Wesley: Yeah it would take EXACTLY 2.2892982 seconds to move each piece in the right spot to achieve that score. Andrei: That is SO real. Tyler: Alright…

Adam: What the hell dude? I told you not to count my score. Tyler: Oh. Sorry. Yang wins Reward! Uli: Ach, das ist unfair, 4 of us submitted and only 3 of them did. Tyler: Oh. Sorry… Yin wins Reward! Eddie: YAS GAGA! Andrei: That is SO real. Jessy: OH MY GOD GUYS THERE’S NO WAY ADAM’S SCORE IS LEGIT. Heroes: … Sam: But Tyler, you confirmed that the average was the ONLY thing that mattered. Tyler: You’re right… Yang wins Reward! Uli: Ach, das ist unfair. If it’s your final call, I quit. Tyler: It’s my final call. Uli: Ach, okay, I quit. Jessy: WAIT Jessy: WHAT Jessy: OKAY BYE Andrei: That is SO real.
 * Minutes later*

Alejandro: Sorry but this challenge was really unfair and I don’t think the Heroes should win for submitting less scores. Eddie: YAS GAGA Tyler: Okay, sorry, Yin wins Reward! Uli: Are you fucking kidding me? Tyler: Okay you don’t have to quit. Heroes: IF HE WANTS TO QUIT, LET HIM QUIT! Andrei: Okay that is too real. Tyler, why don’t you just wait for the other mods to come on? Tyler: Good idea.
 * 5 minutes later*

After a few hours, my beautiful Sharky came online and saved the day by asking us whether we should re-do the challenge or move onto Immunity and forget the whole thing ever happened. Considering I’d spent a good 5 hours on the challenge on and off, I opted to move on with the game. Fortunately, a majority of us came together to put this trainwreck behind us, for better or worse. At least, it’s funny now…

Day 11
"yang"

- And another Immunity Challenge victory goes to Yang! (laughs) This is absolutely great! I think I'll get used to this whole winning thing. I said this once and I'll say it once more--the competition in this season is definitely stiff. Hell, it's practically an all-stars season at that! The best of the best going head-to-head. The fact that we started this season off pretty much even, at this point, I think it's safe to say that Yang has definitely gotten the initiative over Yin. It's only a matter of time before Yin becomes conquered. (laughs) Nah, just kiddin'--could you imagine? Anyway, Yang is on a roll. and I'm loving it! The longer I'm away from Tribal Council--the better. Did you know that both Sam and myself have only been to one Tribal Council this entire season?! It's been eight days since. I wonder if I can beat my record in Anarchy when I was with the Atonga tribe in ten days. I wouldn't doubt it for a second.

"yang"

- The Immunity challenge is a bunch of arcade games that include… Fucking Fling! I can’t believe I’m still here, 3 seasons later, still playing with nasty ass furry balls. However, I have no patience for any of the other three challenges, so… That was the least of 3 evils.

We all tried to practice to determine which one was our strongest suit, and we got lucky because Luke actually turned out to be decent at one of these challenges! Natalie immediately decided to sit out, Sole had already played Hawaii Harpoon and got a good score, Sam also got a good hang of that game, and Wesley inexplicably killed it. So that left one spot for someone to play Fling with me, and it was initially decided that Noah would be that person… But then he couldn’t commit and freaking Topher had to submit instead, and his score was really ratchet. I’m definitely nervous for this challenge because I refuse to lose this, especially with the messy dynamics around here.

"yang"

- YES MAMA I finally beat Uli at Fling for the first damn time in 3 seasons. Also, I set a record for that nasty ass game, so there’s that… Still, I’m mad that Topher flopped at our portion so badly that we didn’t win our section. I spent a whole night trying to get a really great score, and he couldn’t just get it together for even 2000 more points to secure us a win perfect win. I shouldn’t be bitching about a challenge my tribe ended up winning, but still… Carrying dead weight is not fun. I can’t think of a single valuable contribution from Topher in this game.

"yang"

- Earlier this week, Jerby approached me to let me in on a little secret. Apparently, he’s trying to get Eddie blindsided, which I’m kind of happy about, but I’m not entirely sure he can execute that plan. If he can, good for him. If he can’t, I’m sort of hoping it won’t directly backfire on him… to an extent. The guy is good at challenges, so hey… If that’s enough for them to just get rid of one of their strong people, I’m not going to be mad about it.

"yin"

- Ugh, self voted due to indecisiveness -_-

Oh well, looks like I'll have to make up for it again next time. And yet again, the perfect scenario is in place! I'm on good terms with everyone on the tribe! Bartley was the only person who I wasn't genuinely close to. I'm confident that none of my fellow villains even think that I'm a target. All my #1 allies are still in the game. I have ties with the Initiative and Eddie's alliance.

I've finally decided. If it comes down to it, I'm ready to blindside Eddie. He may be loyal to me, but I know for sure that he's hiding something...a lot of things to be exact. So I have a feeling that his loyalty to me isn't as strong as the loyalties of Adam and Jerby...maybe we can add Uli to the list, but I'm still a little sketchy with him.