The Bully, the Fake One and the Drama Causer/Confessionals

Day 17
"yang"

- God I feel dumb for getting so freaking paranoid last round... I do think I actually am next though! I'm going to need to shake things up next round but for now my focus is on winning immunity. We can't afford to give the Villains an advantage so this reward is crucial.

Eddie seems to be in the strongest spot at this stage in the game simply because he's pretty much running the Heroes. He has Sam so far up his butt you can barely see her shoelaces... Everyone on the Heroes Tribe is seemingly petrified of taking Sam down for fear of annoying Eddie. This has to end soon or the rest of us are toast.

"yang"

- Wow who knew so much could happen in between a challenge and Tribal Council?

Our alliance including me this time wanted Noah out due to his alliance with Miguel and Jerby. Andrei also made an alliance with Natalie and I. Natalie and I convinced him to vote Topher in case Noah played an idol, and I convinced Noah to vote Topher as well. However, I told Andrei that we only made him vote Topher in case Noah played an idol. That way he wouldn't be upset when results were revealed.

Luckily Noah got voted out and Jerby had a mental breakdown and put a huge target on his back. Not surprised. Jerby is by far the fakest person here. He criticized us for keeping an inactive. All the while he had an alliance with that very same "inactive". Natalie also told me the Peru girls are being targeted now, so I'm a little scared for her and Jessy.

Anyways I also told Sole who we were voting, because I think he's more loyal than I thought. He said I was his first ally and he's deathly loyal to me. In that case, I'm gonna try and pitch to my alliance to blindside Topher if we lose again. Mainly because I trust everyone else more, and I don't want him to be goated and carried at the merge. I hate goats. Plus we don't need him anymore, we have the numbers with our alliance. So why do we need him as an affiliate anymore? :l

"yang"

- Honestly I really want the threats out of the game. Like can you leave... my extra self is thirsting for a win. Here's a list!

Please Leave: Eddie Uli Jerby Miguel Sole Andrei Sam (sorry bae... not now, end of the game) Adam Alejandro [omg like all the villains but Aly.... dead]

A Preferred Final 3: Me, obviously. Topher. And maybe Natalie or Aly? Those people seem like they wouldn't win.

Like are you serious... all of these people are going to be in the merge probably. Except one of Sole/Andrei. Probably Sole. Sam wants to keep Andrei in the merge so that Eddie can target him but honestly I think an alliance of Sam/Eddie/Jerby/Adam is formed. Whenever I talk to Sam about getting one of Adam and Jerby out, she's just like "They're with us." and I'm like... ok. Want to keep these people who've never been voted off and leave us for the dust? Okay but I won't be helping you. I don't like how she just agreed with me making the drawing on my parchment and thought it was funny but now people will target me... ok. I'm playing a much more different game than the game I played in Peru and I plan to do that for the rest of my stay.

"yang"

- Apparently, the powers that be weren’t convinced of Noah’s long-term usefulness and sent him packing. I’m feeling a little defeated, and carrying Topher is starting to wear me out.

At the reward challenge, my performance was just plain ratchet, and it was still twice better than Topher’s… But I’m pretty sure that if we lose, Sole’s going home over him. Heck, I could even be going home. I did try and buy some insurance with Natalie and Luke but I don’t know how long it’s going to last me. Every day I get less trusting of Sam in particular, because at least Jessy is upfront about prioritising Topher’s loyalty, and I can kinda bond with Natalie more on a personal level. A lot of Skype calls going on between us include Eddie and uh, considering I’m an introvert and suck at conversation, the calls kinda go stale when he leaves, which doesn’t really make me too comfortable going forward.

Day 18
"yang"

- Topher. needs. to. go.

He is single-handedly the reason we lost that reward challenge! And not only that, the reward was extremely vital to winning Immunity! AND we missed out on getting an idol clue! He's gonna kill our tribe in this game! There's no way in Hell we can merge with the numbers or at least tied with the Villains if Topher is here. HE NEEDS TO GO NOW.

I talked to Natalie, and she even agreed. So me, Natalie, Sole, Andrei. That's four out of seven, the majority. Then we simply explain to Jessy and Sam afterwards. I'm sick of carrying his ass, he needs to get out of here.

Day 19
"yang"

- I talked with Adam and we came to an agreement to not Pagong each other's tribes at the merge. But Adam isn't really someone to trust. However, if he thinks I'm loyal, he'll be loyal to me.

We agreed to work with each other's allies (Alejandro, Eddie, Jessy, Sam). Also, the Villains are cheating in the challenge a whole bunch. But the hosts aren't on to call their fouls, so we'll just have to wait.

"yang"

- Well well well. Eddie cheated in the challenge and disqualified the Villains. Looks like the Heroes get a little break from Tribal. Of course Adam, Uli and Aly get all pissy and begin throwing fits, but come on. They can't hide that they cheated. They just went on without stopping after the incident, so they were practically asking to be disqualified. They should just shut their mouths and play fairly next time. :)

Anyways, I'm just super happy not be going to Tribal Council. And the more and more the Villains bitch and wine, the more and more I'll enjoy voting out each and every one of them.

"yang"

- Question of the day: What do Villains and grapes have in common? All they do is wine.

They talked massive sh*t about our host and even Miguel bullied Jessy. I want them out asap. I will work my ass off to make sure a Hero wins this season. Villains, look out. This Hero ain't afraid to break his hero title.

"yang"

- Now if Miguel doesn't go, my money's on either Jerby or Eddie. I'd be happy to see any of the three go. The bully, the fake one and the drama causer. I'd love to meet up with Eddie at the merge, because I know I can work with him. But I kinda want to see him go to get that damned idol out of here. We just got one more challenge to win, and we'll merge with the numbers. If not, we'll merge tied. Either way, we'll be able to work a way for ourselves to win. I want to see three Heroes sitting alone at Tribal Council on day 42. Let no Villains remain.

"yang"

- So apparently Alejandro is so bitter about the challenge that he's now gonna quit. That really sucks, considering he's one of the few tolerable Villains. But if he's gonna complain just because of losing a challenge perfectly fairly, good riddance.

"yin"

- I was considering quitting a while ago because of the lack of MOD skills. But I think that's a little unfair considering that Sinjoh is doing his best (And is surprisingly doing well considering that he's running this thing on his own). But after talking to Miguel, who knocked some sense to me by telling me that I'm abandoning The Initiative, I decided to change my decision. Mostly because I'm not a person who would abandon a group, but also because he mentioned that I'd be pulling off a Joshie, and ew, I don't wanna be compared to someone as Brain Dead as him.

I'm staying, now it's time for a little damage control. I definitely don't wanna be the one going home tonight. I may have put a target on my back, but a minus can become a plus if you know how to play the game ;)

"yang"

- So Alejandro decided not to quit. Good, I need him. He's one of the few Villains I actually can work with.

I'm just hoping to win the next challenge and have numbers come merge. Always good to be safe.

"yin"

- I'm PISSED. Oh. My. God. Uli is the most....ugh I legit cant even right now. Ya know they want to pull these stupid blindsides fine, FINE FINE FINE! I will show them, they pissed off the wrong Villain. When we get to the merge and expect me to stick around with my idol..SORRY BITCHES! I will be going straight to the heroes and pagoning their asses. They fucked with me, EDDIE, with an idol...big mistake. I'm doing this for you Aly!

"yang"

- We won the Immunity challenge thanks to Eddie’s incompetence. That feels pretty great! We still had to deal with some ruckus because the Villains wouldn’t accept the consequences of their ratchetry, and were still coming up with excuses as to why they shouldn’t be denied of the win and whatnot… But I don’t think the hosts want to live another Day 10 debacle again so their patience is probably going to wear thin on this one.

I don’t know or care who’s going home on their side. Hopefully it’s a threat, but if not, so be it.