Board Thread:Season 50 - Kingdoms Collide/@comment-26852922-20181223012114/@comment-24114312-20181223021226

Hey!!!! Just wanna say like in Jess' defence (re: the credit for your vote off), she wanted you gone and worked towards that goal so the move wasn't just mine! I think I definitely pushed it the most, considering 2 out of the 3 other people who voted you were close members of my alliance + I brought it up to Cali, but I never believe that one person should ever have full credit for a move because I think everyone who voted you played a role in it. I would stick up for Chelsea but that queen was offline. Also LMAOO I didn't realise I dismissed people :o. Sometimes I'd get in a bit of a mood and like, need a break from tribal and if that came off as rude then I really didn't mean for that to happen and I'm sorry. I did only do it to the people I felt most comfortable with on a personal level, so in some way it's a compliment… :)))) LMAOO. The kitchen thing wasn't strategy tho like… that really did pop off at the time.. JKASDBH

1. Why I felt I needed you gone.

I found you so threatening for many reasons. Firstly, and this is kinda paradoxical, but when I get on with someone really well, I do then think like, okay everyone else is probably getting on so well with them too. On top of that, of your alliance I felt you were by far the best positioned. Cali had an amazing storyline but she seemed to always be left out of stuff and Dani's closest allies left right at the beginning of the merge. On the other hand, you had vote steals, idols and other advantages, and were the best integrated into the tribe in general. That round I was really worried about your idol, so I legit wanted you to be the one exiled instead of Dani and pushed hard to get Sydney to do that. Then I heard you'd wanted me gone over Sydney at final 11 (which I thought was the better move - Sydney is an amazing player but I definitely felt I was more threatening and some of the constant targeting she got seemed unjust). That plus the history we had of like, almost clueing each other into stuff but not, and the fact I'd targeted you rounds prior just made me think 'oh she'd want me gone soon' and I guess based off of your speech I was right. Like you weren't afraid to play the vote steal and everything, idk I just remember at the time being like to Jess and Sydney and Jared 'if she doesn't go soon then she's legit gonna win'.

2. What I could've done differently.

I'd probably change quite a bit, but equally I feel like you're right in saying I got here anyway and if I played a more 'perfect' game then I might not have ended up here. I do feel like this jury is somewhat marking the games negatively if that makes sense? i.e. instead of looking at the positives, they're deducting the negatives? And I think because I was the one who was doing the most out of this final three, although I had the most positives in my game, I also had the most negatives. I also think my mistakes are more noticeable, whereas the subtler mistakes of the other players aren't being picked up on, bc my gameplay is naturally more in your face than Jess' and Chelsea's. Anyway, the first and most obvious thing I'd change would be the final 7 vote. Again, there's not many ways of changing of this because it was a perfect storm. I guess the most obvious would be just not talking to Sydney about Jared potentially using the idol nullifier on her, but I legit couldn't just willingly let her go and NOT speak to her because I would've been criticised for that too. I also could've not taken Jared to the castle because then the idol nullifier wouldn't have been found and the whole fiasco would've been avoided. Mainly I think I'd just have a bit more planning in my votes. What I mean by that is, a LOT of stuff was decided at the last minute, not just by me but by every player in the game, but my last minute plans blew up more often than others. I ALSO WOULDN'T DISMISS PEOPLE BECAUSE OF KITCHENS but I didn't realise that was an issue people had. Finally, I think there's a perception that I was 'scared' or 'played it safe' which Dani, Bryce and Tyler have all touched on so in retrospect maybe I had to make a move involving the 'minority' aka you/Cali/Dani. I really don't ever see a point in my game where that was best for me on a strategic level, but it might've gained a few jury votes and changed that perception. Though I'm not sure I would change that because I don't like making moves for the sake of making moves and for all I know, my allies could've been voted off anyway and I'd have been criticised for making the move!! We'll never know, but apart from that I wouldn't really change anything. This is my last game and I'm completely content with how it's turned out. Obviously I'd like to win, but I made it to the end, found 2 idols, won 5 immunities, have 0 votes against me, survived a losing tribe, was top dog for a solid portion of the game and then was the underdog too and survived both of them. I feel like my game is very complete and I wouldn't really change that much bc I'm happy with this one being my last!

@jenna this is me when I reach final tribal and am proud of my game



@jenna this is the jury waiting to POUNCE at me