Not Even Fat But Obese/Confessionals

Day 7
"torrobo"

- its day 7 and we swapped, yall put me into minority meaning its the beginning of the end of my game especially against a group of 5 prey who are probs hellbent on killing winners/predators tribe!!!

im so screwed its hysterical all i can do is laugh, idek how to move forward here besides keeping will/nora close and hoping theres fractures or that im not the first target if we lose which, i mean based on this tribe, i can see happening quite a bit!

the prey r probs laughing at us in some chat that was rushed to be created when we swapped saying "STAY TOGETHER!!!! EASY!!!" like lord jesus give me strength

anyways natalie keeps talking to me about life and like thats great but i dont know if i care all that much spill me tea give me something to work with i dont wanna hear ur life story if u have nothing to offer me gamewise and r just gonna vote me out,

alex came to me and i quote the first thing he asked about after 5 seconds of exchanging hellos is "What the hell happened last round?" and I gave the very obvious explanation which is what everyone would say that was on the tribe that brittany was least active and left, ryan tried to save her and was on the outs from it, he proceeds to say "thats what i figured" then why did u ask like if u knew why u prying for info AND THEN HE LEAVES ME ON READ YET IS STILL ONLINE. HELLO????? GREAT FIRST IMPRESSION FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

basically i have no idea how the fuck im meant to survive here and if i am in fact truly swap fucked and am voted out then theres a 1st for everything i guess!! im just gonna chill and talk to people and see what happens

"kikuyu"

- o brother

It .. could've been worse? Tribal comes out and turns out Torrobo is as smart as I thought and just went the path of least resistance, so out goes Ryan. I was kind of hoping we wouldn't swap to fight at least one more war in the challenges but alas, we swap RANDOMLY and you have your classic 4-4 split.

First, my side. I have Ashlee back, amen to that. She's going to be my closest ally no doubt on this tribe, and I also have Amir and Gerda, who thankfully should be a package duo and I believe both trust me to a good amount. But it's not like there's anyone except maybe Will who I would've been concerned about swapping with from OG Torrobo

On the opposing side though is Trent, Jino, Cali and Natalia. Trent and Jino aren't ideal faces to see because I voted them both out of previous orgs. Jino's was a little longer ago but I'm sure neither forgot. Natalia is a slight positive, I hosted her and I think she likes me but I also know she's a killer in this game (in a positive way) so there's always a possibility she plays me. Then Cali is an unknown at this point, but she is an old school face whose brain I'd like to pick !

At this venture it's the same gameplan I had headed into this season, just diffuse diffuse diffuse my threat level. But if OG prey are tight, and if Ashlee really got along with some people here .. I do have a backup plan I'd hate to use, that being I know Amir tossed out Ashlee as a potential next name should we go. But ideally, I hope there's fractures here we can exploit first.

"kikuyu"

- Remember when I said it could've been worse? Well I just thought of something that's already made it worse lol

The Prey tribe have a 5-3 numbers advantage over there and quite frankly, all they have to do is kidnap one of the predators here in Kikuyu to give their fellow prey a 4-3 advantage.

So...……….. I CAN'T FUCKING OPERATE OFF A NORMAL SPLIT TRIBE LINES I HAVE TO ACTIVELY PLAY AS IF I'M IN THE MINORITY FUUUUCK THIS THE PREDATORS ARE BONED EITHER WAY

"torrobo"

- WOW did not expect a swap this early. But hey, you know what? I LOVE it. We've got the numbers, we've got the allies, we've got PHAROHOES REUNITED BABY!!!!!!!!! Of all the Predators to be swapped with Will was by far #1 for me, especially after hearing he was kind of on the bottom of that tribe. Right now the 5 Prey have the numbers and we absolutely plan on sticking to that, don't see any reason why we wouldn't. Chris and Nora being here doesn't do too much for me, I've never spoken to either of them really but them as players spook me for sure. But I'm glad to be here with Alex and Nicole at least, I think frankly we have a strong challenge tribe so shouldn't be a huge issue but if we lose I want to try and keep Will around. Hopefully he can be on our side here? I know Nicole and I have been joking about cancelling him but frankly, the three of us being a thing again would be amazing if not thoroughly predictable. But regardless, I'm certainly not on the bottom of this game whatsoever. How ya like them apples?

"torrobo"

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"kikuyu"

- Sorry guys that I haven’t posted much for a while. Yer girl has been busy in more than one way. I also feel that after that last emotional outburst regarding the challenge I needed a little breather. I loved my tribe. I truly did. After a pretty easy vote that was Ryan we all expected at least another 3 days together as a tribe but no.. swapping time!!! And despite the fact that I’m in a situation where I can come up to the surface again I lost my best allies Nora, Will and Chris for a while! The chats we had! I’ll miss it so much. But I’m nothing if not a social player and a good adapter. So far the strategy is to get some people by our side who were at the bottom in the other tribe - mainly Jino and possibly Cali. I’m also seeing whether I can figure something out with Trent. I don’t trust Natalia though - I’ll see whether it’s possible to remove her at some point. But unfortunately my lovelies at the other tribe are in a far stockier situation. I’ll see what I can do to help them. Don’t know if we can throw a challenge .. but I seriously don’t want to lose those three so I don’t know what to do!

"torrobo"

- Ngl though, I do miss Natalia Cali and Trent. Trent and I were definitely building a game relationship (he did say he trusted me!) and I really enjoyed talking to Natalia and Cali, think they would’ve been keen to work with me too. Hopefully they all survive, I’m usually not one for pagongings/ulongings but I can definitely make an exception in this case. No shade to the predators I just love my fellow prey.

In other news pharohoes has revived our alliance chat from Sinai (well technically our postseason group chat of us 3) and I love us all being back together, even if Nicole and I do plan on getting a little revenge against Will hehe

"torrobo"

- WE SWAPPED!!!! rip Amir and Evan are in the opposite tribe. At least Chris is with me even if we are in a 5-3 tribe in favour to the preys. NICOLE is a queen and Natalie is a Legend also Natalie has good taste of music <3 Nicole could be our saviour. She told me and chris that she will vote to keep US. Also, she revealed me that she got an advantage and that the first advantage from the kidnap twist is probably in Jack's hands. Actually, id like our tribe to win challenges, but if we lose, trust me, we will fight for our lives. Natalie seems considering to flip but she asked time to see out everyone before taking her decision. Jack seems cool BUT he is never online more than 3mins. Alex, huh, not seen much to work with from him. Cassandra, okay xe left me on read twice LOL Anyway, I think the game starts...I know how important are the bonds made during swap tribes and i feel like we are gonna have another swap after this one. I think about forming a strong alliance in this tribe with the two prey girls but i want to be in very good terms with the boys too. I know that the main concern of most of the OG predators tribe was losing numbers and having people coming after winners in the future. Well, guess i'm neither a winner or a prey so i could be in a particular position and i need to have my own allies by now. Those, beside the predators, who will help me to advance and will play the game with me. I have to prepare the ground. but like plz pray for me to survive T-T

"kikuyu"

- ME REALIZING NICOLE AND JACK ARE LIKE REALLY CLOSE AFTER WE’VE INCLUDED NICOLE IN AN ALLIANCE AND SPECIFICALLY EXCLUDED JACK

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IM REALLY BOOBOO THE FOOL HUH?

"kikuyu"

- Ok so we tribe swap and at first I glance at the post and I just see a pic of me, amir, gerda, Ashlee and im just like WELP this is clearly kingdoms collide again, we’re CLEARLY going 4 tribes of 4 and im CLEARLY the only prey member on this tribe. SO YA HERE WE GO AGAIN

But alas for the 100th time in a row I have yet again been PROVEN to be Booboo the fool, and I did get Trent, Jino, and Natalia over here with me. I’ll just run through everyone that I tribe swapped with, and, if you’re extra nice to flopueen Cali, I’ll even go through some of my former prey bbys

Amir: Hehe so funny story about Amir. He messages me introducing himself to me, and he’s just like “hey we actually already played a game together….a couple years ago…you remember?” …. …. …. … Why yes Amir, how could I forget the game where you made a confessional about me referring to me as “useless” and “a waste of a spot”.

LISTEN im aware that we BEEN KNEW that yes: 1 Cali is in fact pretty useless. 2. Yes, no matter how much I plead with the hosts that I’m a waste of a spot, they cast me on seasons anyway and 3. THAT this is all stuff I would say about myself

Oh no no the problems lies that I had never been on a tribe with this MAN before. You can’t just call me useless without even meeting me, you have to wait until we’ve at least talked for half a second to do that sweetie.

So ya literally only I would carry a grudge for FOUR WHOLE YEARS. Is it petty, immature, and unsportsmanlike to take something someone said in a game four years ago to influence any of my game decisions now?? Why yes, yes it is. Am I going to do it anyway?

You bet your bottom DOLLA I am.

Moving right along we have Ashlee. So I guess Ashlee told Jino or someone that “amir told her she was going home if she wasn’t kidnapped.” First of all, Amir saying something that can easily come across as overly cocky…is anyone shocked?

But this honestly draws me towards Ashlee, because it does show that she may have a little hesitancy in continuing to work with the other predators. If I can be in her ear long enough, maybe if the preys on the other tribe decide they wanna be brain dead and kidnap one of us preys for the tribal, I could potentially flip her over to the preys to ensure that we still have the numbers. Again, it’s not a sure bet, but you can’t punish someone for trying.

So next is Evan. Yep.

So next is Gerda. OK so this is embarrassing but before I joined the wiki, I would like to view games from wayyy in the distance, and Gerda was always my fave. Her tenacity was always unreal, and the fact that she managed to make it to the end both times she’s played just showed how amazing her gameplay was.

BUT. A bigger BUTT than the generous NICKI MINAJ

I do not know if I want to necessarily align myself with Gerda in this game. She’s clearly here to show that she’s still got it, and she’s not exactly what one would describe as a “passive player”. She is gonna fuck shit up, and if im not careful that shit could be me. So I wanna keep her at an arms reach for now, just enough where if I desperately need to form something with her in the future, the connection is at least established

Jino. Love him to death. Probably the only person in this entire game who I almost fully trust at this point. In my opinion, I think he formed that alliance back on the old prey tribe just a BIT too early and too fast, but an alliance is an alliance and if it wasn’t for him, I literally would have nothing in this game so far. So ya cheers to Jino before he inevitably pisses me off in the next week or two to come. Cause lets be real, it does NOT take a lot to piss me off.

Natalia. Nice girl, don’t trust her one bit. Moving on

Trent. I LOVE HIM AND I DON’T THINK HE LOVES ME. IT’S ACTUALLY RLLY SAD GUYS.

And ya this confessional is already too long and way too obnoxious for me to stomach so im gonna do us all a favor and stop it right now so ya bye see you next episode with my final words <3

"kikuyu"

- So welcome to Jino's daily confessional.

So before day 7 I formed an alliance and guess what 4 out of 5 of that alliance is here. Do I feel safe? Still nope.

I don't trust Trent but I need him to trust me.

I have so many things to spill but right now I am neither on the worst nor best position I feel like I am at the middle of the playing field.

So I am happy to be tribemates with Ashlee and had a talked with Gerda and Amir and both of them are cool. But I am not here to make a sole survivor win again I am here to make ME win. Will I be successful? well stay tuned cause it might be it might be not. Let us do the middle player strategy for now.

"torrobo"

- the TEA is about 1 hour after my confessional last night saying im dead in the water nicole waltz's up and spills about EVERYTHING... i mean EVERYTHING.

shes like the prey made a chat WHICH I CALLED BTW and were ALREADY discussing which predator to chop in the event we lose and the challenge did NOT.EVEN.HAPPEN.YET. HELLO!?!?!?!?!? WASNT EVEN POSTED YET....

then she goes on to say we swapped with the bad prey who are like inactive/leave people on read and only recently became active and nicole hasnt connected with any of them really, and THEN she goes on to say NATALIE has been hella mistreated by them all and no one talked to her at all really and only NOW that she's needed are they messaging her which pisses me off like.. it took me all of 2 hours talking to natalie to complete change my opinion of her and get to know her and see her as a kind sweet person with a rough life that just wants friends and i love her so much i wanna protect her and like be her friend so the fact that she's basically been ignored makes me fucking sick. she deserves better than that shit

so nicole was like saying shes on the same page with natalie and they wanna flip although natalie herself is hesitant to say any of that, but i trust nicole after all the shit shes told me so im HAPPY, nora is HAPPY, will idk but he needs to be babysat so he doesnt go crazy or some dumb shit

and like that was enough for me then she goes on to say other shit like shes close to trent, she knows jack got the 1st advantage and doesnt know what it is and he thinks hes SLICK that people dont know even though hes slipped so hes foolish i guess

then she tells me she got the 2nd advantage from the twist and that it was some silly like cast a vote after you get voted out thing for the next tribal so eh but like its good to keep track of

idk nicole just went like on and on and on and i really trust/appreciate it but it was too MUCH! a lot i didnt even need to know but shes very loose lipped i guess or she trusts me enough to tell me which she shouldnt. LMAO.

overall MUCH better position literally less than 24 hours after the swap than i even thought id be in and i just hope these idiots dont find out and everyone doesnt go crazy

"torrobo"

- Nora is telling me she wants to get shit going cross tribal lines and wants to work with me. Obviously, I’m telling her I feel the same and wanna work with her because that’s what she wants to hear. I know she’s doing it partially to save herself because she’s in the minority this swap. Maybe she means it. Do I mean it? Eh, idk. I’d work with some predators specially considering there are some prey I could do less with. After all they did put me on the bottom of the tribe, I gotta consider that not all of them could be keen to work with me down the line. So I’m keeping my options open

"kikuyu"

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"torrobo"

- "So like you know how ya girl drew the black rock last time and did that challenge and took like 12 whole minutes on the unscramble. well, she still managed to win... and she got an advantage but guess what the fking advantage is.. LET ME PASTE THIS. DIS ADVANTAGE IS THE MOST USELESS THING I'VE EVER SEEN. Congratulations! You have won a Cursed Vote. This item gives you the ability for a last laugh! In case you will be voted out from the game, cursed vote will allow you to cast a vote at following Tribal Council. This will expire at the Final Eight, so in case you're still in the game - item will have no value. I WORKED HARD TO GET ASHLEE TO PICK ME AND EVEN WIN THE CHALLENGE AND I GET THIS USELESS ASS THING! ugh, literally the only thing I can do w this is go around like hey I have this useless ass advantage have pity on me and trust me xoxoxo."

"torrobo"

- "We swapped and I kid you not all of my least favorite prey and my favorite predators barring Ashlee are on this tribe. let me give u the one-sentence first impression summaries.

Alex - Barely shows up and reads tribe chat while ignoring my private messages.

Cass - so irritating and full of xemself, literally hasn't done shit in any of the challenges, doesn't reply to messages and is impossible to talk to but still ranked number one wow Nicole this is a long totally singular sentence.

Chris - What a KING he works so hard and it's about time he starts winning x

Jack - usually a king but still hasn't fully shown up zzz

Natalie - the only acceptable prey tbh she's a queen

Nora - iconic winner of Rhineland she's so cute and stanable

Nicole - who?

WILLIAM GRIFFIN - cancelled for blocking us in the last challenge but still talented n a king

so yeah this should be interesting..."

"torrobo"

- ok, so Cassandra creates an alliance with all of the preys and then proceeds to say who r we killing. xe's seriously going to not give them a chance to even do the challenge and be like whos head are we chopping off. I said to give them a chance and Natalie agreed but basically everyone else left it on read honestly I really don't appreciate how xe doesn't even give people a chance and also xe doesn't contribute at all to any challenge. I honestly get more and more irritated by xym every day. xe doesn't reply to a single message of mine but is still like ily Nicole literally xe can go. I think I've written like at least 3 different confessionals just ranting about everything wrong with cass' survivor gameplay and non-existent social skills. literally, no one asked Nicole omg.

"torrobo"

- I finally snapped and told Chris Nora and will everything. jack/Alex are inactive and frick cass I'm going flip on them they'll get what they deserve. also, they've been literally like mistreating me and Natalie so hard, they don't talk to us and they only make an alliance with us when they need us for a majority. I hate it and they didn't talk to Natalie about allying like at all before this Natalie legit told me before we swapped that no one talked to her like stop ignoring this poor woman. I'm pretty evil too considering I lied to her and said no one tried to ally w me too but that's like basic and I still truly offered her my alliances and I treat her like a human and not just a vote... I told Chris Nora will and Natalie about the rock draw and how jack probably has an advantage and I also told them about my shitty advantage to increase trust. I can't even tell if I'm a hero or a villain at this point... sidenote will is an iconic king n we support his musical talent.

Day 8
"kikuyu"

- I legit can make a fucking good video and legit no one listens to me when I say to submit videos within 12 hrs and I'll put it together?! But then Amir and Gerda the greatest duo of all time get together and suddenly we're going to have a shitty quality video that's not even funny or entertaining. Just stupid voice overs and like a slide show... can I hear BORING?!

Honestly send us to tribal so I can flip on their dumb asses! I laugh how they are all like 'oh Jino might work with us because he was ranked super low by his tribe' like HELLO! So was I until I suddenly became a number. Dumbasses.

"kikuyu"

- I think I have managed to talk to my new tribe as much as I possibly could.. but if I'm honest I don't feel this tribe. I do not have such a connection with these people. Trent is honestly a bit dry and if I didn't know he lives in Seattle we wouldn't have much to talk about. Natalia seems friendly but still kind of aloof. Cali is probably the most friendly of them all. Jino is the only one I have had the best conversation with and the only person really who I am sure of when it comes to asking alliances. And even him I wouldn't keep around forever. I miss Chris, Nora and especially Will! I miss how loving they were and how we always had SUCH good conversations! I would trade half the tribe just so I could have these three around again! And they really ended up in an unfortunate situation and I really really hope they will be okay. At least immunity this time around was a lot better.. but if we lose I do think there is something we can do. Whereas if the other tribe loses I would seriously be worried for everyone...

"kikuyu"

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"torrobo"

- we are losing immunity because our tribe decided spending hours and hours on a diss track that is literally not part of the challenge was more important than working on the burn book and poor nicole being the only one capable of designing did the book while i gave her a bunch of burns to add to it.... 3rd tribal in a row here i come!!!!!!!!!

Day 9
"torrobo"

- WE WON IMMUNITYYYYYYTYYYYY IM TOO DRUNK TO DEAL WITH TRIBAL SO LIKE GOD BLESS LMAO I LOVE THIS SEASON SO FAR

"torrobo"

- well somehow judges decided by 4 points that a diss track and sloppy roasts deserved immunity and im really not complaining at this point considering it extends my stay here w/o any effort on my part!

super super worried for evan especially on the other tribe, i hope if it is a 4-3 minority and predators get picked off evan can escape the vote for this round. i reallllllly dont want him to go of all of them. wouldnt mind it being amir or ashlee at this point although i'd prefer it be a prey for obvious reasons!

regardless im safe and thats all that matters!!!!!!!!!!!

"kikuyu"

- TIS A NIGHTMARE

3rd round and 3rd loss for yours truly, and if it sounds like I'm about to qualify every loss you bet your bottom dollar I will lol, sorry but any judging challenge is flawed because it's subject to bias and surprise surprise I ~magically~ lose another close competition!

That being said, irdk if it's looking too good for me on this tribe. I feel like I can buy maybe one round of safety but I'm praying there's some sort of new swap soon. I feel like I've talked well enough to everyone on this tribe but it's clear people are still going off predator vs prey lines considering Gerda was just kidnapped, so that leaves 3 of my team versus 4 of theirs. However it makes sense for Ashlee not to be a target as she's been kidnapped twice so that probably leaves me and Amir who they're gonna pull their guns at. On the plus side, I feel Amir is a little more jagged and may not have mixed well with these people, while I at least know how to change my persona based off which prey I speak to, but on the down side, I've voted out two of the opposing prey in games before in Jino and Trent, Jino's was a little bit longer ago but who's to say he hasn't forgotten.

My hail mary now is to just to piggyback off Natalia and pray that if we are going off predator vs. prey lines, that Amir is the target over me and I buy another round. If I have to play like EL COCKROACH best believe I fucking will, Amir hinted at Jino maybe wanting to flip and if he could sure that's lovely but I'm not gonna put all my eggs in that one basket, especially not after I already gave a working deal with Trent and plan on doing one with Natalia too

"torrobo"

- its day 8 of Nicole going utterly insane on this island. so the challenge is burn book and I expect that William will be doing the graphics because he's so good @ them (see 703 the circle). I'm not particularly good at roasting people like in a funny way I just roast without the humour ajfoisdkl. if I was roasting my own tribe mates it'd be funny but zz I have to roast the other tribe. speaking of which remember that alliance me n Trent got dragged into by cass? Cass REMOVED Trent from the alliance chat and said "finally" wtf. I- I have no words cass just keeps getting funnier/more annoying.

"torrobo"

- ok so i did some graphics because apparently william doesn't wanna do shit! and i ended up being put in charge but then everyone went offline and didn't give me content so i just did stuff by myself. alex told me to make cali look like hitler and nora told me to make gerda look old which i did like 10 minutes ago inbetween league games. zzz chris is like the only person rlly helping nora is trying but english isn't her first language and it rlly shows. im going to sleep now but i have all of the base pages done w mangas tape etc etc. ugh i thought i was gonna catch a break from carrying my tribesmates. my back is gonna break soon.

"torrobo"

- wtf ok I woke up to some big messes, first of all, cass decided in the prey alliance chat that Chris was gonna burn and that Gerda was being kidnapped without even waiting for my opinion. natalie pointed it out and cass just shrugged basically wow! love that for me! but good news from that is alex seems to not like this behaviour either and talked to nat about it. secondly, my tribe put all of their time and energy in a diss track? like that's not the challenge? hello?! like they were all on online and just decided to write and record a diss track instead of making a burn book wtf. me and Chris were confused af.

"torrobo"

- ok so me Natalie and Chris ended up doing like all of the burn book bc all of our tribemates went offline when the challenge deadline came near wow! I feel like I'm working hard for literally nothing because these burns r so crappy. welp if we lose we've already decided cass is going and wew that's a good riddance literally me n Chris have started calling xym the lunatic... like xes really coming for Chris while asking him what the vote is and xes really out here ignoring me every time.

"kikuyu"

- Sadly I forgot to do confessional yesterday cause I was so tired.

But IT IS A CLOSE CHALLENGE 😭 and so happy that it was Gerda that got kidnapped. That means Kikuyu has majority.

Going further I don't feel safe even if we have majority.

So right now I do really trust Ashlee and need to strategize further with her but I do hope the plan of voting Amir will really work.

"torrobo"

- So we swapped tribes and honestly this has put me in a great position. I have my numbers with my preys. I'm iffy about the prey because I wasn't in an alliance before and the swap put me with most of the preys that barely spoke with me. At least, I'm with Nicole though. Then a few days ago I was finally added to an alliance and even though it was nice it was born out of convenience I wasnt asked if wanted to be apart of it beforehand. It's Alex, Cassandra, Jack, Nicole and I. I can say that today is the most both Cassandra and Jack have spoken with me. I started talking with Nicole because I don't see why I should help and work with people who act like they dont want me around. Cassandra did Nicole dirty like not including her in deciding in who should be our target just cause she's asleep not okay. Then also both Cassandra and Jack can talk to me in the alliance chat but like not at all in the pms. What's up with that? Besides I like talking to the predator more and I wanna work with people who i have a connection and a bond with. Speaking of bonds I was shocked that I connected with Chris. I didn't think it would happen but it was a nice surprise. Chris is a sweetheart but just has a tough shell and once you get past his shell you get to know him. You see him who he truly is. I love Nora! We have really bonded and we decided to have an alliance together and I wanna do one with her and Nicole. We just get each other and have an open relationship. And Will is cool we talk about music and stuff. He cracks me up too. I feel like finally I'm able to play this game.

"kikuyu"

- Listen I know I’m usually a paranoid mess who thinks I’m going home

But this shit...this is different

Something has felt off about Trent this entire game, and it’s been the most prevalent during this round.

Homeboy is targeting me. I know it I FEEL IT. And I know for a damn fact he’s bringing Natalia and rallying up the predators

My thing is like...why though? Contrary to unpopular belief I’m not a threat. Like there’s a reason why I’ve played 4 times and why I’ve so far lost... 3/4 of those times

If it’s because I have a tendency to flip on people, I deadass only flip if I have a legitimate reason to flip like say idk, my “ally” excluding me from a vote or a plan???

My biggest thing is, this is my fourth time playing on this ORG. And on this website, fourth is typically equivalent to “last” and to go out like this as an early premerge blindside...I just can’t deal with it. I have so much left that I want to do and say and I know my activity hasn’t been the strongest but it doesn’t mean I don’t care so much about this game

I have gotten through worse situations. I’m going to try to keep a level head, and just see how much it takes me to throw Amir under the bus before it ACTUALLY crushes him

"kikuyu"

- So right now it appears as though what once doing is trying to form something concrete with Ashlee, and honestly I think it’s working? If I’m being honest I get way better vibes from Ashlee than I do from both Trent and Natalia, and if I can’t get something down with Ashlee that simply increases the chances of me being able to find out if I’m actually a target.

It also can come back to be a blessing in the future if I need it. Jino wanted to form the alliance of us 3 right away but I told him to wait off a bit just to let it marinate. She literally just proposed the idea to me and I can’t let it appear as if I just SPILLED everything to him fnfjdnn.

I swear if I go home this round YOU CANT SAY I DIDNT MAKE AN EFFORT

"kikuyu"

- I MADE IT TO MY 80TH DAY IN SURVIVOR ORG WIKIA!!! And let us celebrate it with a day in tribal council! So quickly a lot of alliance offer just come thru I have offer from Ashlee and Amir.

But before that I have the one with OG kikuyu which are Trent, Natalia, Me and Cali.

The best so far is the one with Ashlee cause she is planning me and Cali and I do feel Cali is really a very kindhearted person.

So the target is Amir and Amir wants an alliance with me Natalia and Gerda but Gerda is not here and to be honest I don't feel safe cause I see them us 5 sole survivors who are solid plus Nora. So really don't know if I can trust her but I would prefer to stick with voting Amir. He is nice to me but not too nice for me to save his butt in the game. So if I vote other peeps here I will tell you details but for now Amir is the one that I think I will submit before deadline.

"torrobo"

- Except Natalie and Nicole, the preys on my tribe are so fucking OBESE. not even fat but obese !!!! WHERE IN THE WORLD DO U LEAVE PPL ON READ EVERYTIME ???? HOW DO U WANNA PLAY SURVIVOR AND IGNORING PPL, NOT TALKING TO THEM. Really, jack alex and cassandra are just fucking frustrating and stupid. Its like they don't know what this game is about. Special mention to cassandra ! Jack and Alex kinda talk even if they are "inactives" but cassandra, xe just...i can't stand xym anymore. I want xym gone so bad !! These people are just shame to this game. Kikuyu is going to tribal, big sad i heard from gerda that evan could be in danger. Oh god. Big sad. Our immunity win was bittersweet !

"torrobo"

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"torrobo"

- Not much to report on since we won the challenge but I’ll keep it short: 1. I rapped and that was fun 2. Kikuyu’s Burn Book was not good 3. Gerda was kidnapped and I really hope Ashlee leaves this round 4. Cassandra is becoming more and more of a leader of the alliance and I cannot wait to see her voted off 5. If a Prey gets voted off then they have no one to blame but themselves

"kikuyu"

- it’s been a while!

ok so we swapped a few days ago. at first i was a little annoyed about it because I felt like I had worked hard to get myself into what I thought was a really good position only for it to be squandered by a swap, but I honestly think now I’m in a better position since my core alliance is essentially intact and it cut out the one person I was starting to get iffy on in Nicole since she was getting super close with Jack.

This new tribe is definitely interesting. Amir just doesn’t seem to want to talk to me, Evan is always on edge, and Ashlee keeps prying me for information even though I don’t remotely trust her. And while I’m really certain that Amir doesn’t have an idol due to how hard they are to find, I don’t know if Ashlee got anything from the last kidnapping visit or if she’ll use that in Amir’s favor or not. It doesn’t seem like she would, because she’s done a very good job of playing the role that she doesn’t like him, but I just don’t know and the fact that Amir seems so comfortable is really quite jarring to me.

I swear to god I better not go home tonight

"kikuyu"

- holy hell this is a mess lol

Idk what it is about this tribe but this has been an incoherent mess of a tribal with about 5 hours left to vote. Jino has left me on delivered as of yesterday and is apparently asleep right now. Ashlee who I thought was my closest ally just said she voted Trent and is going to bed without providing much of a direction. Cali confided in me her concern for safety on this tribe as of this morning but literally hasn't been online in hours to follow it up.

I do want to believe unless these people are going big game hunting early on that I feel as fine this round as I possibly can (which is never 100%) but there's legit no direction or chemistry this vote? I'm starting to feel prey isn't this big happy family and if that's the case I hope me and Amir can just jump on this, find a name they're fine with and go for the snipe. If not, and if they are united and just playing us all, well fuck me but hopefully they're targeting Amir over me.

But speaking long term it's a little disconcerting given this season's deadlines and Ashlee and Jino's timezones. I personally don't know 100% yet who I want to target but I feel like Jino may be my best bet, he's just an unknown/wild card, like he's apparently on the bottom of prey but is making no strides to work with predators, so why not just nip that in the butt and move on? So I'm gonna test that water but not exactly be aggressive with it, this tribal is WEIRD so I'm gonna have to play this very cautiously

"kikuyu"

- I have to be honest. I think the prey tribe for the most part is awful AF. Aside from a few truly nice people, it consists of pretty cold and aloof people. Now that they have the upper hand in the game they are so fucking arrogant - especially Cassandra who has somehow been lucky enough to find a bunch of coconuts and is now sitting on a throne made of them. She has been a first boot once and now she thinks she is Queen Bee. I tell you what, if the FTC will have Cassandra, Natalia and like Trent in it it will officially be the worst season ending I have every witnessed for myself. If I was a jury member I would highly criticise them for having an easy ride. This game cannot be just so one sided that the Predators keep on losing all the time. It cannot be so that absolutely no one is willing to make a move. Like some people say Ashlee might be working with the Preys. Well if she is she is doing herself a disservice because they will vote her out the second the rest of us are gone and she is no longer useful. If this is what she is doing she is being USED. Same for Jino - if he just waltzes along nicely with the Preys for the rest of the game I will be really disappointed in him. At least it seems that Nicole and Natalie are really nice. I have been talking to them for the whole day and I have a good feeling about them. Chris says that they are willing to work with them to get some of the Preys out. Talking to them has at least eased my mind a little bit about my darlings on the other side. But the truth is that when the situation was actually better for me at first, now that Torrobo won the challenge and I was kidnapped my fellow Predators are in a bad situation and unless someone flips I fear for them. Especially Amir and Evan. I have faith in their abilities as players but.. I just really really hope none of them go out you know? Because that would put me in a really bad situation too. It's as if I have some sort of a curse on me and my tribe cannot ever win a challenge no matter how hard we try. EVER! Like give me a break for ONCE! Do y'all really want all the Predators to go pre-merge? Because if that happens this will be a seriously boring season and all the juice will be sucked out of the confessionals because the Preys don't have such cool personalities as we do. Period.

"kikuyu"

- well I just called Natalia and it seems like Amir is their target apparently either 1) bc his social game is inferior to mine or 2, aka the more likely outcome because I know my social game is usually donkey nuts) he made some relatively sexist comments to piss off Natalia??

EITHER WAY, if that's the case I can calm a little bit more before this tribal. Honestly I feel the whole thing will fall on Jino's shoulders on between whether he wants to save Trent or Amir, at which point I'll just piggyback off his decision? No clue yet but I'm trying to play a more UTR/less visible game so when I really don't care about who goes atm I'm not gonna lose a million brain cells trying to strong arm a vote in either direction, I'll just vote where the fuck I want to do so... TOODALOOOOO

"torrobo"

- SO Cassandra and me chatted for ages and honestly my social game... it does amaze me. I saw Cass's profile picture - clearly a democrat so I was like "Hillary Clinton QUEEN" but turns out Hillary Clinton AIN'T IT but eventually it turned out that Bernie Sanders was the man so we bonded over him... I was looking up his political policies rapidly but I think I made my bernie chat convincing. ANYWAY then Cass was like "us two should have a secret showmance" to which I was like "uhh... okay.." and then I found out that apparently if we had lost tribal they were all coming for Chris's wig. BUT on like day 7 after we swapped, I rekindled my Sinai relationship with Nicole, and Nora chris and me all spoke to Natalie a lot so now we all have an alliance too (Me, Chris, Nora Nicole and Natalie), and we were actually gonna YEET Cass tf outta here (bc ofc I told Chris that Cass was coming for him.) ANYWAY, then we got the challenge brief and I was like "okay... stan" but obvs I couldn't just do what would be expected and actually like, you know DO A BURN BOOK so I decided to do a diss track instead, which was acc really fun! And ended up having 4/8 of the tribe rapping on it so that was kewl. ANYWAY importantly we WON! only by 4 points tho LMAO so like... that disstrack rly was the extra mile huh... We wanted to kidnap a prey to give the predators the majority on the other tribe, but also like, us being selfish thought "well that will make it obvious that some people have flipped from prey to predator on our tribe" so we went with Gerda QUEEN. She came over ( a sis was TRIGGERED she lost immunity) and chose me, Chris and Nora for the challenge thing and I drew the black rock so I got to compete, yay! I think I did well, I hate Tetris so that round was dodgy but everything else was good I think??? So idk, I hope I won that challenge bc y'all, it's day 9 and I STILL don't have an advantage, WTF! But ya, it's been a calm round which I DESPERATELY needed and also a really positive round in general for my game, so woooo things are FINALLY looking up.

"torrobo"

- I'm sorry like these people are kidding themselves if they think they're playing these great "stan" worthy games when it involves assuming you swapped with numbers DESPITE MISTREATING SOME OF THOSE MEMBERS and not talking to ANYONE! I don't CARE about how busy your life is, YOU applied to this, YOU accepted the invite to play. PLAY. The AUDACITY. The ACTUAL audacity of CASSANDRA to act like it's a done deal and act like I'm an IDIOT. SWEETIE. I have played main org for 82 days now you have played for 12, NINE of which were spent being IMMUNE. You do NOT know what you are talking about and you're kidding yourself if you think you're top dog. JACK I'm going to give the benefit of the doubt to, but even HE seems to be just going along with this shit like, you tried so hard your first season you claim to have played such a great game, why are you basically wasting your 2nd chance here?!?!!?!? ALEX, LEAVING. ME. ON READ. FOR. 3 DAYS. WHERE YOU AT? HELLO? 3 TIME PLAYER WHO? WHAT? WHY AM I IN THE SAME CATEGORY AS YOU AS A 3 TIME PLAYER???? WHY IS IT MY RESPONSIBILITY TO REMIND YOU NOT TO LEAVE SOMEONE ON READ FOR 3 DAYS!?!?!?!?!

I've just had ENOUGH!

"kikuyu"

- Okay so. I was already like unsure about Amir because 1, previous winner, 2, big big threat on all aspects, 3, close with Gerda, and 4, condescending but then he kinda annoyed me with a comment and that pretty much turned me off completely at that point. So naturally I wanted him to be the target. So. During the competition Trent was talking to me about how Amir and Gerda kept ignoring him in the tribe chat and wouldn't answer his questions so what did I do?? Reinforce !! Lmao I was like omg ya you're right it's like they don't care about your opinion, they are totally ignoring you, this is so ugly, etc etc etc just to already get Trent thinking negatively ab them but in particular Amir. Then with Ashlee I was doing the same thing, when she told me amir told her she was leaving if she wasn't kidnapped, I was like oh no I don't like this at all, that is so condescending to say to you!! This is like toxic masculinity because Brittany just left and then they wanted a second female gone right after?? Nope idt so. And this was like back when we hadn't swapped yet and Ashlee was kidnapped to our tribe. So like since then I've been plotting amir's eventual demise, I just didn't know when the time would come. I was NOT going to push his name lmao cuz that brings too much attention to me and I'm good on that. No ty. But since I was proactive earlier in the game, now that we're going to tribal, Trent suggested Amir lmao which is perfect for me and also it doesn't come back to my ass because I wasn't the one who suggested it! So. Now today, I had a call with Evan, I was debating if I should or shouldn't tell him that the name "out there" is Amir and I decided to tell him because Evan was very forthcoming over the phone and was giving me lots of tea and k want to reinforce that relationship and make it seem like I'm open to not playing by tribal lines, which, I am and I'm also not. It's very much in stages I think. For now I don't have a reason to turn my back on my kikuyu ppl but what I want to do with my game is set myself up so that when I do want to I can but also where if someone else is the first to jump the gun, it's person A they're jumping on and not me. Which is why I've been trying to play a game that doesn't portray me as very threatening to people and I try to keep my ass out of drama. Like Jino Amir Trent Ashlee and Evan ALL spilled a lot of tea to me today and what am I going to do with it? Keep it to my damn self. Thank u next. Hopefully Amir goes this round but if some crazy shit happens and it's somebody else, oh well, I think I've done what I can to make sure it's at least not me. I made it seem to Evan that people were saying Amir because he's just not that easy to get along with cuz his personality is more like serious and can come off a bit badly so Evan doesn't freak out and tries to flip the game or something if he was confirmed that us OG Kikuyu's are unified and coming for their blood. Ashlee asked me if her idea to vote with the predators for Trent would be good so she can be a spy infiltrating their side for information on what happens with Gerda's advatange challenge when she gets back and find out if she won anything. I'm not sure how much of this I really buy but I told her go ahead but that she should make sure she's good with Trent so he doesn't end up popping off. If this goes badly it would only make someone else look bad and again any drama that may come from this shouldn't come back to me. That's between Trent and Ashlee. To conclude, what I would expect from this vote is Ashlee and Amir to vote Trent and everyone else to vote Amir unless Evan decides he wants to also vote Trent, doesn't really matter to me as long as the other four of us do vote Amir.