Board Thread:Season 28 - Generations/@comment-8249209-20151009065627/@comment-26281053-20151009071612

I am going to say something before I go into the questions. So this is part one to my response to you! When it came to you all I wanted was for you to be my number one. I knew from the very beginning we could get along, and I was excited to play with you. If anyone wants to think I had a pregame, there is only one person I tried to pregame with aggressively and it was you. I thought it would be really fun to get to know you and do something fun in the game. I was EXTREMELY let down that I reached out to you in the game and that it kept going to shit and back. It was a really low point in the game for me because I felt like we could do so well, but it never ever panned out! I feel like when I talked to you on Skype that I was really just trying to let you know that I needed you to trust me, and I needed to trust you. I never meant to be rude or talk down to you. i think an on going trend is that people seem to take me a way that I don't notice I am putting out there.

Clearly the way I put myself out there needs a ton of work. It maybe was hard for me to express myself to you cause I felt like I kept trying to throw myself into the ring with you. I felt like I was constantly going, "PICK ME PICK ME!" I just wanted to work with you, and I wanted to trust you.

I HATED that you got voted out before the merge. We were going to work together, the game would have been so different and I felt like maybe we could finally connect and get it together.

When it came to the round table, anytime I said "They are not on the jury, they don't matter, why are you jury pandering," ect ect. It was more a drunken joke saying that Kevin or Yap were sucking peoples asses. I was just playing. I was drunk, I was having a great time, and it was all meant in humor and not to insult. I wouldn't sit there on video trashing people and mean it to hurt them. In these games people are usually always getting attacked, and it's always DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA. I was just having fun, I really was. I just was trying to have a good time. So I hope you know now that it wasn't meant to be nasty. I will answer your questions in a bit, I hope this explains all of that though.