Trainwreck Waiting to Happen/Confessionals

Day 4
"jember"

- Well, the things I have done are unchangeable now. I feel terrible, Bjorn wanted to be here so badly. I'm such a coward but this is a game after-all. I hope he doesn't take it personally.

It's bitter sweet to not vote anyone out.

well, to not get voted out, but Bjorn dug his grave I guess, I shouldn't be so sad about removing such a snake from this game.

"malasan"

- Honestly whoever voted "Bjorn to Die" is my idol

In all honesty though I'm really not shocked by the vote. Im just happy I didn't have to face it.

We have a solid tribe and my concerns in the challenges are currently minimal as I not only both have a majority alliance but also a clear agreement with basically the entire tribe that Marija is dead weight so whether we lose or not, I'm not majorly concerned

"malasan"

- I think Alex made a fatal mistake and didn't even realize it. He mentioned how Jember might vote off their rep because they caused them to lose. Poor thing to say in the tribe chat. Pretty much says, "If we lost, it would have been Xavier's fault. Let's vote Xavier." If you noticed, Xavier picked up on that and inquired about it. Think before you speak.

"jember"

- First of all, I'm shaking my head at the way the last 2 votes are read as he should've been voted out once the 5th vote was read. Second of all, it worked. God damn scrolling through that tribal council was some of the most stressful shit in all honesty I was so nervous. I'm worried with what I'm going to have to deal with from Michelle and Loxias now that I did this, but I have 4 other people on my side now that I trust. Hopefully we can win a challenge, I'm not in any hurry to go back to tribal council.

"jember"

- I need some LSD so everything could get trippy while listening to the Backyardigans theme.

"jember"

- So Dani and I discussed moving forward in this game and we both agreed there's no one else we can trust more then each other. I trust Dani in this game the most, she hasn't shown that she is going to be disloyal. Honestly, I think age may play a factor, I just don't see a 14 year old girl wanting to stray from this trust, I think she's going to remain loyal to me and I'm going to stay loyal to her. We both agreed if it gets down to us 5 in the alliance on this tribe, that we'd try to get rid of Edward. I don't know how I feel about Edward, personally I'd love to replace Loxias with Edward, Edward is spastic, Edward is annoying, and I'm not sure I'm ready to deal with him for the entire game. We'll see what happens I guess.

"jember"

- Bjorn went home and yes thats a victory it is still a loss. He was a Member of Jember and that we lost a tribe member is still bad. I dont miss him at all dont get me wrong. He targetted me and Sheryl, but I do wish him the best otherwise. I posted a Memorial thing for him to read so hopefully he takes the loss less hard. We need to win this reward and get that advantage and win the immunity challenge. I dont want to be sitting at Tribal Council again.

"jember"

- HAHA, of course it's blindside. and i'm screwed. i would never be surprised if i will be voted out premerge. and i'm actually okay with that. lol. these people never talk strategy with me then fine. so long, farewell. rip jember.

"jember"

- So…we have day 4, after our 1st tribal council.

My alliance totally screwed me and voted out Bjorn, my bigest ally. I totally didn't see that coming, I thought it would be a 7-1 vote for Sheryl. Instead it was 5-3 for Bjorn. So with Bjorn gone, myself and Michelle are now on the outs, because we voted for Sheryl.

After tribal, I didn't see any reason why the voted Bjorn…so I asked Chris and he told me that he was playing to agresive and that he targeted Dani in a conversation with Chris. This was kind of not clever because Chris is the person we trusted the least in the alliance. So obviously, Chris and Danni are pretty tight, so Chris told her that Bjorn targeted her and from that point everyone wanted Bjorn out. So they did.

I talked to Ed today and he told me that everyone wants now Michelle gone. That would be great if it was true. I dont know. Maybe I am next and he is just lying. I really have no idea what to do. i would love to still work with Michelle but i am afraid that that wouldn't help me in the game. So if necessary, I have no problem with voting her off at the next tribal.

I will now try my best in challenges so they rather keep me around for a couple more days, maybe until an unexpected twist or idk. We have a reward challenge today, the reward is a challenge beast who would help us at the upcoming IC. If we lose this one, we will probably lose immunity as well, so I hope everyone sends their scores.

"jember"

- I'm actually disgusted by Bjorn. He thinks he can call us the dumbest tribe, sweety, you're probably the dumbest person that was on the tribe, we just made the right decision to vote off the one person playing the game too hard, too fast, and the one person who was already thinking of turning on the alliance and voting Dani out before we had any chance to prove loyalty at a tribal council. I'm sorry, but I'm not staying with someone like that, goodbye, you deserved to go, I'm here, you're not.

"malasan"

- Oh my God, my tribe is killing me inside and I hate that I have to work with these people. Danielle is good at puzzles, and this is the second time shes flubbed out, Alex seems to lack any skill in puzzles, as with Marija, Xavier seems to not want to put in any effort into puzzles and sent in a score after only two attempts without even trying to go any faster, and lord knows what Clairie is doing... The only ones who seem to have any grasp on the tribe are me, Brian, and Seth, and I'm really starting to lose my patience with everyone else. This is a HUGE reward, and it gives a wayyyy bigger advantage than the one we just had, and these people dont seem to even care!! We're a total trainwreck waiting to happen and I would not be surprised to see us visit tribal soon.

"malasan"

- loyalty is the most boring thing ever. If everyone was loyal in the game of survivor, the game would be awful. I know it's early, but Alex annoys me so bad I just might try and get him out first

"malasan"

- The language everyone uses is SO abrasive. I love it. Trent saying "She like disappeared" is what I'm referring to. There are a million better ways for him to have phrased that and he picked a poor one. Once again I say, people need to think before they speak. Even though something tells me The Wrath of Clairie won't be that harsh, he still should have approached that a different way.

"jember"

- So I argued with Bjorn quite a bit today, I probably should've kept my mouth shut but who cares. Bjorn is annoying, he's obnoxious, he can't spell and I'm glad he's gone. Idk if me arguing with him helped me or not because on one hand I revealed a lot of shit that happened and on another hand I proved to my alliance that they can trust me because by openly saying it in front of the entire tribe they know I'll be loyal. I also solidified my trust with Alex, we discussed what should happen in the case of us keep losing and we're both on the same page that it should go first off is michelle, then loxias, then edward, then sheryl. I also talked with Loxias, I think I did some damage control with him and I'm pretty sure he's going to vote for Michelle at the next tribal council, but who knows. He and Michelle are probably trying to convince my alliance to turn on me as we speak, which is fine. I don't think they'll turn on me. Hopefully we win this reward challenge, although the puzzle was really fucking hard.

"malasan"

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