You Can Keep Your Nightlock Berries/Confessionals

Day 7
"ziyang"

- After we found out Loren went home, i said that it could be our fault for exiling him and i could sense that everyone was like "wow" and what did she just say". I hope people dont find me emotional, but if they do, ill make sure i run show. Evil will arise.

"ziyang"

- fucking lol@ vanne saying"At the last reward, we exiled John coz we sat out. Id say instead of choosing someone to exile, we just do someone who sat out the comp." It's so obvious that you're just saying that because YOU want to go... and maybe let someone who's actually doing all the challenges go? Why would you want laziness to be rewarded?

"ziyang"

- erin is so passive agressive. "Oh don't worry, I'll do this challenge with my diseased and blurry eyes you can sit out :) oh my first time was sooo terrible too bad I'm not sitting out :)"

"ziyang"

- oh my god I've literally been explaining to yasmin how to get to the site for the past 15 minutes i just want to scream. she was originally trying to play it on the sample screenshot jaylen posted in the challenge thread... jesus

"leshan"

- I'm feeling annoyed by this tribe because I can't tell if I'm just strong at competitions and everyone else is mediocre, but I don't think of myself being that amazing at competitions so I just feel like the other tribe members dont really care for any challenge we do. It's really making me mad bc everyone looks at our tribe as a joke right now

"leshan"

- I'm feeling annoyed by this tribe because I can't tell if I'm just strong at competitions and everyone else is mediocre, but I don't think of myself being that amazing at competitions so I just feel like the other tribe members dont really care for any challenge we do. It's really making me mad bc everyone looks at our tribe as a joke right now

"leshan"

- So today marks the first week spent in Survivor: Sichuan and let me just say it’s been literally amazing! My social game has been dominating and has allowed me to control both of the votes at Tribal Council. LITERALLY I HAVE AN IDOL IN MY POCKET? Despite this you best believe my ass is observing and taking in as much intel as possible. I don’t feel comfortable by any means and am always on the lookout to see if anybody has thrown out my name as a potential target. I’ve formed an extremely close bond with Jake but an even closer one with Jessy. Jessy is definitely someone I can see myself working with longterm. Marks well… is pretty irrelevant in this game, however I still keep a relationship with him daily. Moving forward I’m going to continue to keep my mouth shut and my ears open but planting seeds along the way. This game is all about timing and adaptation and I’ve been doing just that. My only fear is playing the idol at the wrong time and screwing up my entire social game by revealing to allies that I had an idol that I didn’t share with them. I think before I say anything and weigh out the consequences about what I say because one wrong comment WILL get your torch snuffed. I’m also extremely glad that I don’t have to deal with Loren anymore because he was going to be a liability for my game moving forward. If their is a tribe swap soon (which I expect to be at Final 14) I’m sure as hell going to give it my all to get in the majority of that new tribe. I plan on continuing to strengthen my bond with Jake because he will definitely take the fall first if we are to have a swap. He is being pinned as our leader (despite me having major influence) and everyone seems to be aware of that. This is only the beginning to my journey to the Final Tribal Council.

"leshan"

- Sometimes it pays to be old and decrepit and instead of going on the Google like you kids, I play Mahjong for fun. All those hours I could have been spent on Grindr and instead chose to play old people games better pay off

"chengdu"

- This game is easier than I thought,like way easier. I don't know if that's because we're winning immunity,but I have zero fear of getting voted out. Sim and I are in an alliance,because I found out he was Indian too!His parents are from India so we share a bond.I've found it very easy to get along with Mai and Priscilla too.So in a 6 person tribe, having a 4 person alliance is ideal and I am supremely confident me,Sim,Mai and Priscilla can come together to make that 4-person alliance. Now,that leaves Erin and Emile,who has made 0 effort to connect with me.I have a little nagging suspicion that they may have already made alliances with other people.But I don't see Emile here ever,and that should be reason alone to vote him out.So Emile is gonna be my target if we go to tribal. Idol searching has been incredibly hard,I have no idea who this mysterious male from a green tribe is.For all I know it could be Richard Hatch or random forgettable pre-mergers like Brad Virata.I don't necessarily need the idol,but the extra security would be good to have.

"ziyang"

- Ziyang, are beginning to prove why we're united as a team in these challenges. We keep going, who knows where we'll end up as a tribe.

"chengdu"

- This tribe is really weird to me. I've barely been approached for anything. I can't tell if everyone just made a majority alliance without me or if everyone isn't trying. The fact that I have an immunity idol is making me too comfortable because I could just use it... but I should be keeping it for the merge - I may play it early on just so the other tribes see me as an outcast and pick me up during a tribe switch or such. We'll see about that. Either way, I need to wake up and start playing this game...

"ziyang"

- I fucking wanted that reward win SOOOOO bad. I want the idol and I need more clues to get it. Idol clues are like sex and rihanna songs: you want more. Hopefully, the beauties choose me for exile, because Im so curioso on what the twist really instores for us.

"chengdu"

- It´s so ridiculous because I don´t think I´ve ever enjoyed placing second this much in my entire life but hopefully the brains will come second in every reward challenge left until the swap.

"leshan"

- I am so thankful that we FINALLY pushed through and proved that we're competitors, me leading the pack with the best time which I love even though it'll probably make me a target in the long run. Choosing myself to go to Five Flower Lake is a strategic move so that I can isolate some of the strong guys, being TSN and Sim, and perhaps try to lure information out of them to see whats going on in the other camps. Hopefully something good will come out of this but I mean we won our first competition so I see improvement from here on out

"chengdu"

- I was actually really hoping to be chosen to go to exile all things considered. If John is sent to exile too then that means he'll remember what I said to him about our tribe. If he gets sent again and he interrogates Sim, he'll probably find out and tell Sim not to trust me. I barely talked to Sim that much anyway so hopefully it doesn't have to come to that. Speaking of which, once Sim comes back, he'll know that I probably have an item, giving him another reason to come back and target me if it comes to it.

"chengdu"

- im really proud of the brains tribe. I think we are working well together and we get along well. I im honest i wish i could sit out in a challenge because it feels like the guys are next too useless sometimes. Also the girls in this tribe have really bonded and they are probably the people i trust most atm.

"ziyang"

- I really have a good morning today ,,, I can feel fresh air, nice sunshine,,,, i listen music from my neighborhood,,, awesome Everything is good until i check my notifications!!! Holy shit ....!!! I just listen "" Lay me down "" and i wanna say FUCK ME NOW !!! They threw me in a fucking island when I slept,,, what the fuck do you think, bitches ?!!?!! ,,, ok, i look good and you send me to here , i still look fucking good !! 😎

"ziyang"

- The game is good so far for me. I am active and hopefully, my alliance will be strong and keep me. I am getting annoyed with the people who make excuses about not attempting challenges. We know who has to..... Lol

If you are in a game, you play. It's that simple! I like the others! They try!

"ziyang"

- wow the so called "brawn" tribe fucking flopped at that challenge. I was the fastest one on our tribe yet EVERYONE on Leshan beat me. WTF??? You're just finding matching tiles guys it's really not that hard...also I'm glad TSN was exiled, because like I said I have a thing going on with him and I'm 100% sure he's going to tell me what he sees there. So I get all the knowledge from being there with none of the suspicion from being there

"ziyang"

- Oh my god !! How stupid am i i finished 2 mazes. First maze i went through some walls and my second after deadline !! So i went to here and didn't get anything Until now, I still don't know why they choose me to Flower Lake. I didn't appear a lot in main org, I played not too much org ! Why they know me ? They throw someone to here when they think that person is a threat ,,, so they think i am threat now !!! I have to make 1 million plans when i back ,,, i am really a beast of challenge,,, i won 9 immunity challenge in my last org ,,, and i lost in immunity of final 3 ,,,, then BUZZZZ, they voted me out immediately!!! My social game is not good enough, i think so. I am a bitch so if you want me to out, i never go anywhere, i back and stronger !!! I think i need to improve my social game a bit. I don't accept any mistakes in my game !

"leshan"

- This is the worst experience ever being on Five Flower Lake. Not only is it super boring, but neither TSN or Sim talk AT ALL. I wanted to use this experience to try to see whats going on at the other tribes, but I don't even know if they have working keyboards

Day 8
"ziyang"

- damn erin is such a debbie downer!! First she's always complaining about how she's sick and now her dog has cancer... like IDK if she's lying or not but she has barely talked at all and when she does its something sad... is it all lies to get her out of doing challenges??? Who knows...

"ziyang"

- Everyone likes Erinn (yes, i respelt her name) and she is kinda fun to be around. But whenever theres a challenge, it seems like theres a bunch of excuses. She just so happens to be sick and that her dog will die soon. If its true, i am sorry, but if irs not, Sorry not sorry. I am not gonna be the best in flash games (unless its flashing youself, lol) and i have actual reasons. She seems so fake nd feckless

"ziyang"

- oh my fucking god vanne how hard is it to reaD THE FUCKING RULSE jesus christ

"ziyang"

- i hope that the others in the immunity challenge chat don't start thinking i'm a threat because i've gotten the questions pretty quickly.... but i don't want to scale it back because i want to WIN

"ziyang"

- one thing i kind of hate is how many times I've seen "priscilla win this" or "priscilla for s35 goddess" like it's been fucking 6 days hold your horses mate. it honestly just makes me want to vote her out, because I don't want her to be the only thing Sichuan is remembered for. I don't want Sichuan to be "that season with Priscilla", I want it to be more than that. If I get onto a swapped tribe with her, my #1 priority is getting her out.

"ziyang"

- so if the rest of my tribe isn't going to try maybe i just won't try either. im going to stop doing the challenge for now partly out of protest and partly so we can lose and get erin out

"ziyang"

- and another added plus if we lose: if, say, at the swap chengdu is still 6 strong and they get split in half, they're going to be targeted, but idk that might not happen we'll just have to wait and see

"leshan"

- I'M LITERALLY... Going to be the last member of Leshan before a swap.

"leshan"

- Okay absolutely hating my life right now. The brains are being dumb by trying to push themselves ahead and not throwing the beauties questions, why can't they just simply help us win immunity so that the Brawns go to tribal. It would easily benefit them bc instead of 3 vs 6 vs 6 its 4 vs 5 vs 6 and they have majority no matter what. Also, I'm assigned with staying up basically all night to do this competition.... who revolves their sleeping schedule around an ORG competition.... that is not something that I'm okay with. I'm a beauty for a reason and everybody knows the phrase "beauty sleep" cmon now

"chengdu"

- So I am put in a really tough position right now. I was talking to Aromal and he mentioned that he was close to Sim and the fact that Sim was also Indian. And then we realized that there were 4 people on the tribe (me, Pris, him and Sim) who were Asian. Can I make it any more obvious? boom boom boom, Aromal thought of an alliance. I literally froke out, I mean I Iove him and I would love to work with him bbbbbbut that all-girl alliance, it's confusing me, I really don't want to play both sides, it's too dangerous. I told him not to talk to Priscilla and let me talk to her first because if she didn't agree, we would still have had an alliance between me, him and Sim. I really don't want to put Priscilla in this position too, she might really hate me for it for all I know. But if I and Pris agree to go with Sim and Aromal, we would still have Erin to vote with us and the boys would never suspect the all-girl alliance. If Priscilla takes the offer, it would be really amazing but when it comes down to it, I don't think she trusts me that much to go with me no matter what. Maybe she would think I'm a traitor and then tell Erin about the alliance between me and the boys. I also have 1 option left, I can hide the alliance from Pris and not tell her anything. But that's too risky and I really don't know. With the swap coming soon, I have to make smart decisions. But right now I don't even know which is smart and which is not anymore. I cannot tell Aromal that hey, you know what, i dont want to be in an alliance with you and Sim anymore, lol nevermind goodbye., but also cannot play both sides. Or can I?

"leshan"

- See, in real life Survivor they wake up at 3 am tossing and turning on bamboo shoots. Now in ORG Survivor, we wake up at 3 am to answer questions about Lillian Morris while playing Pokemon Emerald in another window. Maybe that's just me but I'll stick with ORG Survivor.

"ziyang"

- soooo tran just sent me this ""i agree with it. i dont know a lot people in here so i follow you 100%"" ""omg =)))"" ""yassssss"" ""you are amazing heart emoticon"" idk if he's trying to suck up to me or if he just has the hots for me. But it sort of makes me suspicious that I'm NOT his ""only ally"" just because he pointed that out than showered me in praise

"chengdu"

- So I'm gonna have to have a talk with Priscilla when she wakes up which is terrible bc im really bad with words but I also cannot make it look like im the one who dragged her into this mess (well technically i did not anyway). I have prepared for the worst case scenario, if Pris doesn't work with them, then I guess I'm just gonna have to tell Erin everything and tell the girls that I will pretend to work to Aromal but then cut him off right when we have a chance to do so. If she agrees, then I would have a pretty great position to make it through the swap and to the merge. Either way, I'm going to have to act like a dumb ass goat to Aromal which is what I'm pretty good at right now. We're helping each other to find the idol but im sort of positive that someone had it. But I'm just gonna keep looking and hopefully I will get lucky!

"ziyang"

- The brawns want immunity and so do I. But here is the brawns problem: we arent the brains. If we keep winning and staying intact, we will become threats at the swap and the merge. If we sacrifice Erin, its not the biggest problem on the face of he earth

"chengdu"

- screw this challenge,I'm sure the Brains will get overrun soon. I have a solid alliance with Mai and we're looking to pull Priscilla and Sim in for an all-asian alliance and get either Erin or Emile out.it'll be good to attend Tribal soon

"ziyang"

- ugh fuck you emile lose already why are you on brains you should obviously be on brawn he was on a season of an org i did he won EVERY immunity challenge its ridiculuos or however its spelled

"lol @ emile trying to copy my answer what a nerd"

- Jon

"chengdu"

- JON IS GETTING ON MY DAMN NERVE. WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS WITH HIS SPECIFIC ASS DECIMALS AND KNOWING ALL ABOUT EVERY ORG EVER. IT DOESNT MAKE YOU SMART IT MAKES YOU A LOSER. Sorry I just to vent cuz i am not too happy about losing when i was busy allllllll day.

Day 9
"ziyang"

- we came back from 30 points behind to win by a margin of 10 points. We were all sure we were going to lose, but we dominated. Well, me mostly, but still. Never give up, kids.

"leshan"

- I'm kinda pissed that we lost bc I feel like i put so much time into it but people like Aromal, Jon, Sim, and Vanne were all super super invested into the competition and were just racking up points. I want Alexa and I to be safe because we have created a F2 called The Bunnies and I think we both truly have each others back no matter what. We both want to have 0 votes against us so thats why Marks has to vote Jake LOL. Everyone is voting for Marks to go because within The Virgins, theres The Goonies, so it'll be 3-1. Marks is a good guy so I feel bad lying to him but i always have to remind myself that this is a game, and if i can't do stuff like this, I'm not gonna be able to win.

"ziyang"

- Leshan for Matsing 2.0

"leshan"

- Third loss? Not a problem. I REFUSE TO GIVE UP. I’ve worked day and night to make sure my social game on this tribe is perfect. I’ve been in control since the beginning of this game without letting others catch on to it. I don’t care if I have to be FREAKING Stephenie Lagrossa and make it to the merge by myself. And just when the tribe was starting to become likable! I’ve built a nearly unbreakable bond with Jake (doesn’t mean it’s unbreakable on my part) and with Jessy. I basically am set going into a three person tribe and I have my idol in my back pocket and if I feel in danger I’m sure as HELL going to use it. I’ve been playing this game very calculated and sly. Kind of like a little bee pollinating all the flowers (that came from the seeds I planted) that I grew. Moving forward I’m definitely keeping my eye on Jake because like I’ve said previously he is going to be a major jury threat in the endgame. Marks is 100% my vote tonight because although he’s such a sweet and nice character, he’s pretty much irrelevant to me in this game. I don’t think he’ll benefit me whatsoever in the long-run which is why I feel he needs to go. When it comes to my social game moving forward I’m going to continue working my very close relationships with Jake and Jessy and making sure that if we go into a swap situation that the other tribes believe Jake & Jessy are much bigger threats than me. I’m going to keep up my America’s sweetheart approach to the game while still being in control in the background. Also, I’m not worried whatsoever about those irritating trivia freaks that are on the other tribes. My sly and calculated strategic game with my charismatic social approach is much more powerful than their ability to spam their way to an immunity win. I give every challenge my all without trying to look like the ultimate beast. When it comes to my tribe I actually feel they’re all very nice people but nobody is snatching the win from me. I have one chance, one that I probably won’t ever get and I definitely haven’t been wasting it. I turned the tribe against the sneaky (but sweet) Julez by using Loren as the “ringleader” when in reality it was I. I sent Loren the overplayer (great as a person but annoying & flipper AF in this game) packing and have yet to receive a vote cast against me or even hear from someone that my name has been tossed around. If a swap is to happen soon I’m ready to adapt. I’m going to observe what type of personalities are on the new tribe and then decide who I’m going to align myself with. I already have an annoyance for Sim or whatever his name is. He was an absolute annoyance in that immunity challenge. Going back to the events on my tribe, I’m really proud that nobody gave up in the challenge and I’ll always respect and value them for that. Marks wants to split the votes 1-1-1-1 so that we all have a “fair” chance to survive. UH HUH honey… Totally! First of all, nobody’s ruining my perfect game streak. Second of all who in their right mind is going to take one for the team. Sure as hell isn’t going to be me. And lastly lmfao you have to be as dumb as Erik from Micronesia to fall for that. Moving forward on a 3 person tribe expect me to keep on expanding on the relationships I’ve built and keeping my mouth closed and my ears open. Time to go back to Matsing, I mean Leshan.

"chengdu"

- Before the challenge results came in, Mai came up to me saying that she was worried, which she should be (along with me of course.) She said that Aromal offered an alliance with Sim and him. I didn't want to betray Erin just yet or put the guys in the lead for a guys alliance, so I told Mai to play along and accept. I told her that I trusted her and revealed to her that I had the vote blocker. This plan doesn't matter too much now because we won immunity. I'm hoping that I put my faith in the right person. If Mai tells anyone else, literally anyone else on the tribe, I'm toast.

"chengdu"

- the boys really came through in this challenge. We should not have won that challenge but we came from behind in the biggest way. Could not be more proud of brains as a tribe right now

"chengdu"

- This morning I talked to Priscilla and everything went pretty well. We all agreed to be on that fake alliance with Sim and Aromal but if our tribe hadn't win the immunity challenge, Aromal would have been in a really big trouble. Good for him, he's done great in the challenge. Also, Priscilla told me that she had an advantage which was a vote block. If we ever go to tribal, she would use that to make sure Aromal will have to go. But I think she shouldn't waste the advantage that soon, we would still have enough votes for to kick Aromal out anyway. We can get Erin to vote with us, that's 3. Aromal and Sim will probably vote for Emile and Emile cannot vote for himself. Tbh I am sort of glad that we won't have to go to tribal bc I think a swap is coming real soon and Sim is probably going to hate us and flip to the other sides. Our plan right now is to stick with all the brains and protect each other to make it to the merge. Aromal is just a plan if we have to go to tribal, in the end that alliance is not really fake like what it looks like. It's good for my game because it helps me control the number. I think Priscilla and I are in a pretty good spot right now, we have Erin to vote with us and that alliance to keep us safe, also the advantage. The only thing im worried about rn is the idol. Someone must have had it, I just have to hope that it's not Aromal or Emile.

"chengdu"

- Speaking of Emile, I think he's someone who I have to watch out for in the long run. He's super quiet, in a really scary, dangerous way. He and I barely talk to each other at all, and the only reason why Aromal wanted to go after him was bc they never talked. He seems like he's trying hard to stay under the radar and avoid being a target or sth. But he and Priscilla seem pretty close, I remember Pris saying something about wanting to target Aromal because he would target Emile. That guy is terrifying me, guess i will have some investigation to do.

"chengdu"

- So after years of stalking and searching, too bad I still haven't found anything fishy about Emile. I also tried to search for some of my tribemates' username on wikia but nothing came up. Like there MUST be a way to find their pages on other wikias, right? Hopefully I can figure out that soon and learn more about their gameplays. Geez, maybe I'm the creepy one on this tribe after all.

"chengdu"

- lmao this is amazing, Aromal's thinking we are helping each other to find the idol but the truth is I'm accidentally the reason why he's wasting his guesses. This morning I guessed Varner and Terry and he did that too. I like the guy but right now I have to do everything in my power to make sure that he cannot find it. I made a mistake by telling him some of my guesses even though I'm qute positive Woo was a correct answer and Emile or Erin had found it.