Expect the Unexpected/Confessionals

Day 1
"astara"

- I've only played two ORGs. In my first ORG, I betrayed one of my closest alliance members to win the game. That guy's name was Alex and he's now on Astara...with me. Just my damn luck!!!

Let's get to work.

"sheki"

- I'm so pumped for this. This journey. You better believe I'm not screwing this up.


 * is scared of Jake already*

"astara"

- I'm honestly a lot more nervous than I thought I would be, I just need a core 3 but everyone seems to be so cool, voting off anyone from this tribe seems absurd right now, I don't wanna overplay, but I also don't wanna underplay.

"sheki"

- Let me make something clear right off the bat here: My primary goal isn't to win. Winning is a secondary goal for me; something that would be awesome to achieve if possible but not entirely necessary for me to complete to feel satisfied with my time on this season.

My primary goal is to be memorable, or make a memorable moment happen. By whatever means necessary. I'll be mostly cautious but I won't be afraid to throw a grenade somewhere somehow even if it screws me over, cause winning isn't my primary goal.

Honestly I just wanna have fun this season, so let's have some fun, shall we?

"astara"

- It makes me so nervous that I'm the youngest here! Hopefully they overlook that.

"baku"

- The first time I played my season was short-lived. I made some mistakes and didn't pay attention to everyone. I was blindsided. But this time it's different. This time I will do anything to win. This is my Second Chance, and I don't want to take a chance. I'm out for blood this time around. Coming off the helicopter, I am so nervous. My hands are shaking, my heart is racing and it is awesome. I miss this place. The minute I stepped off that copter, the game began for me.

"sheki"

- Dammit I was about to go to bed now I'm wide awake, wtf it's the 12th already???? Uhg like I seem pissed right now because I need my sleep. Hi hosts I'm ready to get this on. Hope I don't have the same previous demise as most tumblr players come ORG. Let's shake things up and throw it all down, for it is Survivor!

"astara"

- I'm getting an awesome vibe from Clifford, he seems like an awesome guy, I also think Nick seems like a cool guy, there's three, but we have one tribe mate we haven't even met yet, so although nothing is set in stone, I feel pretty alright, but I'm not getting comfortable for a second, you have to be able to expect the unexpected in Survivor, keep all your bases covered.

"sheki"

- I don't get it, its night one and these people are already tucked away in bed. I'm thinking we hit the beach, we start socializing and forming alliances but no one seems to care about that.... The only person I've talked to is Jake and even though he is a veteran and can seem like an easy first target, I think being aligned with the one person on the tribe with experience is wise. With us two solidified we just need one more to get the majority in the tribe, but hopefully we can win a couple of challenges with all the rest these guys are getting. I don't think these tribes are going to last for too long and things are going to shift real fast so I'm going to make sure I'm on good terms with everyone on my tribe so if we do swap I can hopefully have one of my tribes mates to go to.

"baku"

- To be honest, I am kind of glad I am a pre-merge returnee in this game. I feel like these newbies will see me as one of them instead of a fourth place finisher, like Jake and Jessica. That is good for me, but it still makes me nervous being a returnee.

"sheki"

- So, basically, two people have approached me and talked to me so far: Tom and Jake. Both of which I know from the 703 ORG's S10. And, to be honest, I'm not feelin' too comfortable with either of them. I'll probably go and talk to Hunter and/or Rob later today cause quite honestly I'd be more comfortable working with two strangers than two familiar faces. Especially when neither of those familiar faces were on my side in the 703.

"astara"

- Today is Canadian Thanksgiving which is very fitting because I couldn’t be more thankful to be chosen to play in Azerbaijan! This is my third ORG. I won my first two. I’m going for the hat trick. That being said, if I’m going to make it to the end of Azerbaijan, it’s going to take everything I got to get to the end.

I’m on the same tribe with Alex. We have bad blood. So I don’t trust for a second that he won’t try to take a shot at me when he has the chance. The flip side of that, even though I betrayed him, he and I both know how well we work together. So, I’m giving him the option, either wipe the slate clean, or let the past haunt us and go to war. It’s way to early to go to war.

But I know I gotta get my hooks in early to the other tribe members because whether or not they know it, they’ll eventually have to choose between me and Alex because we both, in good conscience, can’t go far in this game together.

I’ve already started building bonds with Austin and Minke and just reached out to Nick. Hopefully, I can get more groundwork done than Alex and claim my tribe. If I can’t, then my torch won’t be burning long.

"astara"

- I'm soooo excited! I'm really really really happy to be able to return, it's amazing. I'm a little scared because of the 4 tribe concept, but I think I can handle it. I've been talking to Cliff and he's awesome. Apparently, he and Dennis worked together in BB so when I told him Dennis and I are like best friends we were instantly allies lol. I've also been talking to Alex but that's still just talking, not really gamestuff. Cliff told me he and Alex have some bad blood but he thinks it's all okay now. I don't really know what happened or how they feel about each other, but let's just win these challenges so that we don't need to find out :P Austin approached Cliff to work together and Cliff told me he said yes, so Nick is the only one who hasn't really talked yet. But he will, i assume

"khizi"

- Here we are, Azerbaijan. It's different than I've expected. Maybe it'll be positive, maybe not. First look on my tribe mates; I'm very happy. Jared and me got a connection since the start of the game same to Jessica. But they're quiet, really quiet. I'm quite annoyed by Hannah to be honest. She's acting pretty high class and she has talked with Jared a lot. Could be a dangerous player but let's not worry about that already. Which leaves the other guy. Forgot his name already lol. But he seems alright. Lives in UK so we have something to talk about. Opinion about the whole tribe: quiet. It's so different, like everyone is scared to say something? Sad but also smart. What am I going to do these first days? Talking with people, trying to get some good connections with them which could lead me to the end. Making myself ready for challenges. I have to give the best in me. And the important thing, looking for the immunity idol. I have to find it. I really have. So, this has been a quiet start but... it's Survivor. What happens behind the scenes?

"baku"

- Yay! It's so nice to finally play after a year of trying to get on. I've played in SO many side ORGs, that I've found my strategy. I've developed as a person and a player, so let's do this! I like my tribe a lot. I don't know that many people and that's great. I only know Bryce and Angie (barely).A clean slate to win them over. I'm definitely gonna be as social as possible. In fact, everyone has a nice greeting waiting for them in their inbox. I guess activity will pick up as the day goes on. The twists did surprise me quite a bit. I was expecting like two tribes and exile or something. I'm gonna get in good with the returnees, because people usually listen to them more. If Bryce ends up in power, I'd like to be his bitch. That is until the time is right. Still came to play my own game. Well that's all for now in my long ass diary.

"baku"

- so i get online like 12 hours after the cast announcement like an idiot. i forgot to check Facebook before i went to bed last night rip. but i got online and i’ve already talked to bryce, felix and jay. angie seems to be MIA bc she hasn’t been online since the cast announcement so hopefully if we do go to tribal she will go first. I’m hoping she comes back and slays the comp and we align and take out someone else bc i hate working with boys but whatever. I’m pretty sure bryce felix and jay have an alliance already??? i could be wrong but in that 12 hour period a lot could have gone down. in order to see if the 3 of them were close i asked them a few questions about the others. like i asked the ages of everyone else to bryce and he replied with the ages of only felix and jay. clearly conversations have been going on but has there been game talk already? i hope not because then i’d have to work extra hard. this tribe looks good i hope we win a lot because i don’t want the stress of going to tribal especially knowing i possibly might be on the outs with angie. however this game changes very quick so i guess we’ll see where the first immunity challenge takes us.

"khizi"

- So, I just went away to look for the idol... I come back and there are four people who wants to start a alliance with me. I'm like; is this a joke. I knew it about Jared and Jessica but now Hannah is added. I feel kinda annoyed because honestly, I want Hannah to go first. Just have no connection with her. Joseph is great and we share one big love: alcohol. LOL

"sheki"

- WELP! Forget what I said earlier; Jake and Tom allied due to them both previously being in IDS, and wanted me to be a part of it as well. And since it's the only alliance offer I've gotten, and it will end up being the majority, I may as well join them.

Honestly I want to work with Hunter, so if possible I'll get them to vote out Rob first if we lose. At the end of the day I'll just go with them though, as it keeps me safe for two more rounds.

Don't have the power of influence right now to really make any big decisions atm

"khizi"

- Or maybe I'm starting to like Hannah...

"baku"

- We're about 13 hours into the game and I've secured myself a good position. After the cast reveal I was the only one who was up on my tribe, so I went to sleep. When I woke up Bryce and Felix were up and we talked. We all liked each other, so we've made an alliance. It kinda sucks that Angie and Jake are on the outs (although they don't know), because they were asleep, but it's the way the game has gone. Besides, this game can change at any minute. I've talked to Angie and Jake, and they seem like cool people. It would just be good to keep the tribe as an entirety together and united.

"baku"

- Things are going well on this first day, as I'm already in the Majority alliance with Jaylen and Bryce (The Baku Bros, what kind of a shit name is that?). The other two are honestly just cannon fodder, in case we lose a challenge. Happy to have 'em.

"khizi"

- I'm SO excited to be on Survivor. It's such an epic feeling. I'm loving my tribe so far, I'm getting along with everyone really well so far especially Ella. As of right now I really think we're going to clique well and possibly be a duo. We're kinda playing both sides on our tribe so I think we're gonna be safe the first time we go to tribal unless of course they catch on and we flop. Praying that doesn't happen tho. But at the end of the day its every contestant for themselves so if I have to stab a few backs, I'm gonna do it.

"khizi"

- So I'm finally talking to Joseph 1 on 1 and he's just talking to me about stuff not even game related which I don't really care about at all but I'm acted interested so he thinks he can trust me. But he also mentioned how he doesn't want to be first boot and I'm just like.. you better hope we win because as of right now its looking like its gonna be him

"baku"

- You know someone's desperately trying to start any kind of conversation, when they start talking about the weather... (Talking about Angelina).

"astara"

- I'm so happy to finally be playing in an org. I'm hoping that I can show how good of players the youtubers are. I'm already starting off strong and building relationships with people. Game on

"astara"

- I know Clifford and I are a sure thing, he's an awesome guy and we get along well, Minke was fast to accept an idea of an alliance so I'm a little nervous but I'm gonna trust her, hopefully this will pan out😊

"khizi"

- This day has been pretty boring for me. The game itself looks amazing, can't wait to start with the challenge. My tribe mates are nice, I can communicate amazing with them. But they're soooooooo quiet. My sister told me that people are kinda quiet in the begin. But this is sick. They don't even talk. Maybe Jared and sometimes Hannah. Are they just shy or what? Also I keep looking for the immunity idol. I have to find it, with or without clue. Or I'm going to look for the clue. I heard they had put some clues in images on the wikia. What if I take a look there? I have to find it, omg.

"sheki"

- So I feel like my other tribemates are starting to figure out that I am not new to ORG games. Jake came up to me and talked to me about how I was friends with Grace on here already. I don't know if he knows what games I have played, but I will have to wait and see. I really want to align with Thomas because I talked to him first yesterday, but he hasn't talked since. Since then I feel I have made deeper connections with everyone else and I think he could be a great contender for if we lose, but we will have to look at the challenge scores of everyone else. I am also not comfortable with Jake around, he needs to go soon but he can be a great asset on our tribe. Can't let him reach the individual part of the game though. Jake has flirted a bit so maybe I can use that to my advantage? Start a flirtmance so he won't vote me out, mwhahah. Nifty gives me quirky but loyal vibes so I feel if I can get him on my side, and whoever side he ends up on it won't take much coaxing. Rob seems kinda meh so far. I've had the best conversations about random crap though.

"sheki"

- So I asked Hunter to tell me about himself, and all he says is his name is Hunter... Oh Hunter, I can tell he doesnt trust me. Looks like he goes first. Thats a shame.

"khizi"

- ok just first impressions: 1. people who i know I know Cliffy/Alex from another ORG we played together the easiest way I could describe it was that I was the king of Galu and they foa foa'd it with Alex looking like he would have won, but Cliffy beat him at the fire tiebreaker and won the season they idol'd me out and then half my alliance quit bc i'm that amazing and none of them knew what to do without me After that I know nobody I feel like Ella's mention of Michael who voted out Brycer(?) or one of the returnees could be of note but idk/idc 2. first impressions i've been talking a lot with ella because of time zone things a bit w/ jess in the morning a bit with hannah now, but i can't seem to draw out a five word response a bit with jared, but not really because it took him forever to accept my friend request i feel a bit paranoid due to the lack of responses i'm getting but that could be due to canadian thanksgiving or just time zone issues i feel like its possible that during the live reveal the girls made a deal or something, but in that case I wouldn't be the first one out and i'd be willing to flip in a swap I fee llike Ella probably in the short term sees the benefits of keeping me around and if a US time zone thing happens, I guess I feel like I can just say something to Jessica about Jared or Hannah wanting the returners out so I can try to win a vote to my side also quick aside if my nationality isn't a four flag analgomation of the uk/the philippines/finland and australia i'm walking back to the point Apparently I'm the oldest in the tribe which is weird bc I'm 18 so if we aren't called ""the jailbait tribe"", I'm also wlaking but yeah OBSERVATION COMMENT ON ABOVE OBSERVATION PUNCHLINE THREATEN TO QUIT GAME
 * walking

"astara"

- Today I got to know my tribe members on a deep and intimate level. I feel an unbreakable bond forming around us like some invisible life form. Forcing us to group hug. And I like it. I like every second of it because a group hug is like a regular hug except with a group hug...everyone's invited to the party. In the past, I've had bad luck with parties. In grade 5, Cathy Elsom, who I thought was REALLY DIGGING ME, invited me to her birthday party. I didn't know what to get her for her birthday so I asked my mom. Because I was a child and needed her money to do anything. My mom didn't want to spend money on some grade 5 floozy I was fluttering my eyelashes at so she said, "We'll make her something." Then my mother proceeded to glue a severed doll's head with no eyeballs to a wicker fan with the words "harpy birthday" written across in stickers. Needless to say, the only woman's birthday I've been to since is my mother's.

"sheki"

- Got to talk to Jake over skype for about an hour or two, and since no one else from our tribe decided to show up to the skype call (even tho we invited them), we decided to talk about some strategy. It wasn't all about strategy, we talked about our past experiences in ORG's as well, but a good portion of our conversation was dedicated to strategy and the people on Sheki. Basically what I learned is that Jake sees Hunter as trying to play the game and not actually make connections with people just based on things he is saying and the way he's acting, and now that he's brought that up...its a really good point. I've talked to Tom, Rob, and Jake 1 on 1 and at some point with my 1 on 1 conversation with all of those guys, we talked about our personal lives and got to know one another better. When I talked with Hunter one on one, it was about our tribe and how we felt about there being returnees in the season. So, thanks to Jake, I can now see that Hunter is trying to play the game a lot right now instead of making bonds with people. I know its only been a day or two but still, I went around and made bonds with people and learned things about them. Meanwhile Hunter just jumped right into strategy without getting to know his fellow competitors on a better level. And that worries me. So screw saving Hunter, if and when we lose I'm votin' him out.

"astara"

- I feel good that I brought Minke and Clifford together with me, sure they had a mutual liking of each other and talked in private message but I suggested the idea to both of them, so I'd say it's pretty much me that made this alliance possible, I feel good with these 2 and hopefully we don't have to use our alliance soon, but I have a good amount of confidence that we will win this immunity challenge. We have a lot of good talent on our tribe, Minke being in musical theatre will definitely help us in our chant and Nick seems to be good at this game.

"astara"

- Damn, this game is making me real paranoid. I really want to do well in the challenge because I literally have no idea who will be going home if we lose. I'm just hoping I'm not in the minority.

"astara"

- Scratch that, this game is really hard and we are not as good as we thought.😂

Day 2
"sheki"

- Waking up today I get greeted by Nifty who says ""Happy 39th day!"" What a nice guy. I've been skyping him and he's giving me so much information that it's crazy. Tom is scared of me and Hunter hates returning players. Interesting. Good work Nifty.

"sheki"

- Got to be a part of another Skype call today w/ Rob and Hunter. And after that call I still prefer keeping Rob over Hunter. They're both pretty cool guys, don't get me wrong, but I just felt like I socially connected better to Rob than with Hunter, especially when speaking voice to voice. Anyways this makes me the only person to have been in both Skype calls this tribe has had so far, and I honestly don't plan on stopping that trend. It allows me to chat with everyone much better than on Facebook messenger, thus making the likelihood of me going home first on this tribe very minimal. Definitely should have Skype calls with any future contestants I bump into, really does help you get to know people.

"baku"

- Alright, so Bryce's Chant was literally the worst thing I've ever read :D It's like if Stephenie Meyer and E.L. James collaborated and decided to write a chant together... No offense to any Twilight or 50 Shades of Grey fans out there.

"khizi"

- Challenge challenge time. I'm making the flag. But my tribe kinda sucks in this. Jared is away, Joseph is away and Jessica is away. For 20 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm kinda pissed bedause they dont do much. Only me and Hannah. If we lose it's not my fault.

"khizi"

- Since my tribe is like the worst when it's about challenges i had to take some leadership. if this continues we will be like doomed. getting rid off annoying joseph, inactive jessica and untrustworthy hannah would be great but we have to win this one. I don't want to sit at TC tomorrow.

"baku"

- My tribe is very unified, I believe. Talking, agreeing. Definitely different from the first time I played and that is a good thing. I think we have a good chance of winning this immunity challenge. Knocking on wood.

"khizi"

- Guess who's this: o hi i was in the plane, i'm here to talk!!! *5 minutes later she goes offline* I'm getting FREAKING annoyed by Jessica. we dont have long for deadline of challenge and nobody has done anything. what is this lmao

"khizi"

- I was seriously clapping when I saw Joreshp talking in the chat. And he did the challenge along with Hannah. Jessica helped a bit but still. It's funny to watch.

"baku"

- So, Jaylen wants to make an alliance with Felix. I don't know how I feel about this just yet. I mean, Jaylen has tried to be on this FOREVER and he may be taking it too far but we will see how long the Baku Boys Alliance goes.

"khizi"

- Doing part 3 of the challenge could be good or bad for me. I could get blamed for losing the challenge if I don't do so good on it but maybe it could help me since I was the one to do the "hardest" part of the challenge.

"baku"

- So I legitimately think that Angie did a really great job on the flag. Great to see someone taking this at least a little seriously.. :)

"astara"

- So I'm finally in a solid alliance with Alex and Clifford. I feel SO much more secure than I did earlier today.

"astara"

- This challenge is hilarious. At first I was a little upset about my tribe putting me in the chant team without asking and I hope Nick will be able to get at least my high score, because my score isn't even high enough to win this thing so if he doesn't get my score I'm scared. But he seems to be on his way to an okay score. I think Austin made a nice flag, just not sure if the judges will appreciate the backside, but at least we love it so if they don't like it they can go away :p And then our chant... It's hilarious. It really depends on the judges if they're gonna like it, but we had fun xD And I love Let It Go so everyone who says it's stupid should listen again to Idina <3 <3 <3  Anyway.. I'm also in an alliance, 'The Atari Three,' don't ask me why please I don't even know what it means but okay. It's nice. Cliff is amazing and Austin is super sweet and I think we are a good team. Right now I guess Nick would be the one going IF we have to attend tribal council, but it's still survivor so anything can change. Though I still think Cliff Austin and I are solid. I've also been talking to Alex, and a little to Nick, so I think so far my social game is going well, which is my main goal for this season because I feel like in Rome I only talked to people about game and voting stuff and I'm pretty sure making a real connection with people is gonna help me get further in this game. Sooo let's be super nice and sweet and caring and stuff :D OH, and let's just make sure we're not going to tribal council 'cause me and Cliff are pretty sure a tribe swap is coming soon and I don't want to get screwed.

"baku"

- Jake and I get to have a one on one for the first time and I have to say he seems pretty cool. Then, Felix comes to me and says that Jake wants to be in an alliance with him. This then makes us a big part of the numbers. It would be The Baku Boys and this Jake alliance. That is when Felix and I form an alliance with each other. :)

"astara"

- So right now, the way that I see things, it definitely a 2-2 situation between the 5 of us with Cliff in the middle which completely scares the living hell out of me. The reason being is that Cliff is the person who stabbed me in the back in our last game and I'm scared that he's willing to do that again and I know that I have to keep catering to his constant paranoia and just go along with it or else I'm going to be the one he goes after in the first vote and side with the Minke-Austin contingent which is what I am trying to avoid at all costs. Like I want to trust him again and work with him, but I know that I was my revenge for what he did to me in our last game, but I can't go for the kill now because it's not the right time, I have to do it later because while a lot of people may want him out, I want to be the one who does it for the way that he burned me in our last game and if I can do that, then I know I can walk out of this with a smile from ear to ear, but I know that the retunees are a much bigger threat to us right now so if we do end up losing this challenge, maybe Minke will be the one to go. It all just depends on how this challenge plays out because I don't want to get too ahead of myself because that was the thing that got me out at 4 in my last game, we'll see how this plays out

"sheki"

- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aKKEjgqQx0c

"astara"

- I think we have a fairly good chance at winning this challenge, Nick is struggling at winter bells but it's a difficult game so it's understandable, the highest score I've gotten is 100k, but our tribe chant is absolutely hilarious! Clifford screeching in mid song is the best thing ever, I also feel pretty confident in my flag as I put quite a bit of time and thought into my design, we'll see tomorrow!

"sheki"

- I feel very comfortable with my tribe right now, we all seem to be getting along right now and no one has that strategic of a mindset, but this is survivor and everyone can be putting up a false facade. I still feel really comfortable with Jake despite him being an easy target at the returnee I think he is smart for my game to keep in. I went on a skype call with Nifty and Hunter just so I can give them a better impression of me. Oh ya they were nice people too, but it was mainly strategic so we can have a solid bond between us three and if we were to lose a challenge they would remember us three bonding and be more likely to vote out Jake or Tom. If we were sent to tribal right now I would want to vote out Tom just because when I talk to him he's very short and doesn't want to open up which makes me feel like he's hiding something. Despite Jake feeling comfortable with him, I would rather ally with Hunter and Nifty, vote Tom out first and hope we don't go to another tribal. If we did I would prove my allegiance to Hunter and Nifty and get the returnee out. If we are as strong as we think, this challenge should be in the bag for us but we don't know how the other tribes are doing, but I have confidence in my tribe.

"sheki"

- So I am not sure where alliance lines are at, no one has really formed strong alliance bonds. Well, from what I have seen.

"sheki"

- I trust Rob the most so far because he has a somewhat similar schedule to me and I talk to him the most. We are both talking about how we are afraid the others created a majority alliance without us. I told him first we could think about Nifty, but will have to wait to see his Winter Bells score. Otherwise we can back up to Jake which could maybe be useful with the connections he might have, but in a way I don't want him to make it that far. I know he'd be willing to betray us.

"sheki"

- I talked to Thomas first thing when I joined this game, but havent talked to him since really. He isn't on that much either. We will have to wait. I hope we win the immunity challenge.

"sheki"

- I think Rob and I should create a chat with Nifty, but right now he is asleep unsure emoticon We got things to do Nifty! Be Nifty! For me! My game! I just want something stable, but I need to not appear desperate and play the game too hard. I do not want pre-merge. Let's leave that for, well not me. Yeah! Give first boot to anyone but me!

"khizi"

- Ok so, I've figured out that 3/5 of this tribe are almost never online. Me and Hannah are. Hannah's newbie which means I could be the only one who's looking for the idol. Please, lemme be te one who finds the idol!!!!!

"baku"

- I probably shouldn't have chosen to do winterbells, but I have to suck it up to prove myself to my tribe. I got THE winterbells queen, Grace, to give me some tips (although she said the others asked her too so rip). Persistence is key I guess. If we do lose, it'll be a toss-up between Jake and Angie. As long as it's not me I'll be fine with outcome, but an even better out come is just avoiding TC all together.

"khizi"

- I was talking with Hannah about the inactivity of this tribe. It sucks but glad I'm not the only one with this thought.

"khizi"

- i really like my tribe. but jessica and jarod dont talk a lot it kinda concerns me a little bit

"sheki"

- I don't know if these guys are just planning on voting me out first or are making alliances under the rug cause everyone is so suspicious I feel like I'm in an Agatha Christie novel. I can't even trust myself right now, more to come tonight and hopefully I can figure things out

"sheki"

- ok just found out theres a majority alliance between Nifty, Jake and Tom. Thats cool I guess. Jake is telling me how loyal he is to me but how loyal can you be if you are in an alliance with 2 other people on a 5 person tribe. Well I can't talk I was planning on doing the same thing, but its only good strategy if I do it

"sheki"

- My number one ally is Rob. But he's not in my Tri-Angels alliance which is a huge problem. I just gotta hope we don't lose twice. But if we do, I can't turn my back on Rob. I'm voting with that dude to the end

"khizi"

- This is getting on my nerves. I just want to go to the khizi chat and scream: GET THE FUCK ON AND DO WHAT U HAVE TO DO. These inactives are killing me lmao.

"astara"

- As of right now, my only true alliance is with Alex. I really feel like I can trust him and that we have a strong bond going on so far. I'm just hoping we don't end up going to tribal

"khizi"

- Hahahaha. Jessica thinks she might go home and says to me she's sooooo afraid. This is amazing for my game, if I play with her and making a alliance I can easily bring myself to the tribe swap and merge. Sneaky sneaky!!!

"astara"

- Starting to think Clifford isn't right about guessing castaways from the seasonS with 4 starting tribes.

"sheki"

- Okay literally everyone is talking one on one with me rn I can't handle four conversations at once guys like calm down q-q Well glad that calmed down. Jake and Tom seem to be concerned with me possibly flipping on them. I mean, I probably wouldn't but neither Rob nor Hunter have come up to me to bring me into an alliance so I can't anyways. I dunno if they are scared to try and bring me into an alliance, don't want to be the one to ask, or just think that I'll keep them based on what small talk we've had so far but.. Surprisingly neither one has asked for me to work with them.

"khizi"

- people aren't willing to disclose their target to me i'm assuming the above situation mentioned where the girls teamed up initially and Me/Jared are on the oust is what happened. though Ella's playing stupid too hard and Hannah's acting like she's hiding something so i'm assuming pregame or in-game or midgame or whatever. i also assume Jess has a decent pga as a returner. which leaves me and jared, who is never on when i'm on. so i have to rely on not losing both challenges which is like 9/16 chance

"astara"

- Well, Nick just asked for an alliance. I can't just say no, because then he will be suspicious, I mean I really hate this situation because I want to play an honest game, let's hope I can just work this out as honest as possible, I wanted to play heroically, but if that endangers my or my alliances game, then I won't do it.

Day 3
"sheki"

- SLAY SLAY SLAY

"astara"

- Great, we just lost the challenge, I have the utmost confidence I'm staying because I don't think there's one person that distrusts me on this tribe, but sending someone home first makes me feel terrible, I love everyone on our tribe. I honestly didn't think we were gonna get THIS bad of a score on our challenge, but at least I got the highest scoring part of the score.

"astara"

- I'm so bummed that we lost this challenge, I feel like every ORG I play, I'm going to go to the first tribal every time, which is super lame

"khizi"

- thank you jared oh also my actual thought of the flag was that it was complete shite, I expected that result I was expecting to do a bit better on the chant, but I guess the lack of criteria made it hard for me to know what to go for on the winterbells, I'm surprised people are good at all but the show starts in 18 minutes so i'll go by player Hannah - we talked a bit today, exchanged a "not vote for you, not vote for me" type deal. Jessica - she hasn't replied to any of my messages. Ella - talked a bit, not as much as yesterday, but hopefully she's down for not voting me as well, she won't tell me shit tho. Jared - talked a bit. haven't gotten a 5 word response from him before. "thanks man i try smile emoticon" is currently the closest I got, and I'm not sure if smile emoticon counts as a word. also the more i think about it Ella is probably the most well connected of everyone here so i guess that means i should either align or malign she doesn't like to bring it across in chats, but like its super obvious by the fb chats she's in and the fact that she's added the entirety of the other tribes which is weird because she's being aggresive with other people but passive with me, so i'm assuming she might be targeting me? idk

"baku"

- My tribe is united as one and that is how I like it. The team work was great, we all came together and did amazing! We make a great group and I hope we keep winning and staying United. Thank God we aren't Miyang 2.0

"astara"

- Welp just as expected, we got tribal. I'm pretty confident that I can survive this. It seems like the only way MIGHT be to throw my main ally under the bus...but as long as it ain't me I'm happy.

"sheki"

- Looks like we got first place! Thats freaking awesome! That ones for you Topaz

"sheki"

- Sheki got first on the first immunity challenge, and I couldn't feel better about my position in this game. Now I got an idol clue, three more days of safety and an alliance which I know for a fact is gonna stay solid as long as we are in the same tribe. This game is definitely starting off on the right foot for me.

"baku"

- So the first few days have been going really well for me. We don't have to go to the first tribal, which is great. My place in the tribe is also secured since Bryce and I have made alliances with Jaylen, and another one with Jake, just so we can keep our options open. The only one I'm actually gonna stay loyal to for now is Bryce. The guy even told me the clue, that the winning tribe gave him.

"khizi"

- We won lol but at same time, I almost lost for our tribe. Too bad for them, they said the flag was amazing so havent done anything bad. Also I got the clue from the winning tribe which means i'm closer to finding the idol. I can almost smell the idol. Want it!!!!

"baku"

- I received a clue to a HII and probably to put a larger target on my back. But, I decided to share it with Felix because if we both know what we are doing, then we should be good to find it. I'm still contemplating on weather or not to tell Jaylen and Jake. It is more interesting now that I'm actually getting these things. Ugh.

"baku"

- I'm interested to see how this first tribal goes down because I would like to see how the other returning players are doing. First targets? Or will a newbie fall? They better not take too long. There's only five of them.

"sheki"

- Alright before I end this episode on the happy note, I wanna bring up on last thing that happened today. So, Tom told me that Jake told him that Rob told him that Hunter told him that Hunter is targeting Thomas. Did I lose you there? Yea, I think I lost my own thought process in that sentence. I'll elaborate. So, Hunter apparently trusts Rob as his #1 ally but Rob doesn't want to work with Hunter at all. So, Rob relayed this info to Jake, who I believe is Rob's #1 ally at this point of the game. Jake then, logically, took this info to Tom to let him know he's getting targeted. Apparently Hunter also told Rob that I was an ally of his, even though Hunter hasn't asked once ""wanna make an alliance?"" Or, ""wanna work together?"" Of course, following the train of information, Jake and Tom found this out and were worried about me possibly supporting Hunter in some way so they both came up to me--at relatively the same time, mind you--asking if anyone had approached me wanting to align with me. We had a quick 20 minute Skype call to get all 3 of us caught up on everything that happened, so we are still tight. But this is some interesting info as it reveals some very noteworthy points. -Hunter believes I'm on his side, along with Rob, making him feel like he has majority when in reality everyone is against him -Rob sees Jake as an ally, or at least an enemy of Hunter, and is feeding him information about their conversations -Thomas and Jake may not trust me as much now, or I may be the bottom member of the Tri-Angels alliance At the end of the day, this allows me to be on top of everything info-wise and also allows me to know that Jake is basically the head of the tribe right now, alliance-wise. What I'll do with this information? At the moment, keep it to myself. But it may come in handy if Sheki stays as a tribe of five for a while in this game.

"astara"

- I feel awful. Nick seems to trust me so much but he's too sketchy, I think he wants to work with me a lot and he's gonna hate me after this vote, but he scrambled, and I think he's a good strong player, but I just don't think I can trust him over Alex, I trust Clifford and he has said good things about Alex. I came into this saying I wanted to play a game heroically, but I've done the exact opposite, Nick has confided in me and I just feel like I'm one of those pets that ends up killing their owner on strange addictions, they trust them so much and then they just attack sporadically with no warning. It's like the two angels on my shoulders arguing back and forth with each other, and I think the bad one is winning.

"astara"

- Paranoid isn't the word. I'm talking to everyone and trying to figure out someway for me to end up on top. I'm just praying I don't get caught playing all sides

"astara"

- Well, seems like we got a snake in the grass and for once it's not me. I had a nice little chat with Austin and I'm pretty confident that he's voting me. Austin sweety if you think I'm going out without a fight, you've got another thing coming. Enjoy 20th place

"sheki"

- So today pretty much got me nowhere, all I know is that I'm in the minority "alliance" and the only person I can trust in this game as of now is Jake. Hunter never proposed the idea of an alliance to Nifty which sucks because if he did accept I was going to target him for being in between two alliances, but now we are just going to have to wait it out. If we do have to go to tribal soon I think that either Hunter or Tom would leave because I can join the majority alliance and vote out Hunter with them or team up with Hunter and Jake and vote out Tom. Hopefully it doesn't come to this cause on this tribe we might have a solid flag, but I don't have a solid spot here.

"sheki"

- Ahgagou;gaho;gh;h! I think I am in the minority! Thank god we won immunity (and my flag won us 1st ;)) Anyway Rob seems panicked and thinks we are in the minority but the sane hopeful side of me says that everyone is busy and doesn't want to worry about tribal lines yet due to us winning comps and not wanting to step on feathers. I really want to Nifty about trusting him but I don't want to seem pushy. I don't want to be seen as the person who played too hard. Also Rob! Maybe you can try socializing for once. Talk to Nifty I dont have to do it for you! Bring me the tribe switch already so I can flip on people and I don't have to work with so many straight cis boys. This is so different from Tumblr. I am pretty sure Ella would work with me if I ended up on a tribe with her. The only person I am finding a friend at this point is Rob, I have had some decent conversations with him. Everyone else just stops messaging randomly. Either they are terrible socialists and I can use that to my advantage or they are so comfortable they feel they don't have to talk to me and they don't want to lie through their teeth. I will get back to you after the vote maybe for another breaking news confessional.

"astara"

- Day three and this season is already crazy as fuck. I thought we could at least come in third, but we were so bad omg. Austin's flag was good tho <3 Looking at the scores the others got at Winterbells, I'm kinda glad I didn't have to do that one haha. I'm still traumatized by Rome. Anyway, because of our very very bad results we are now headed to tribal council and things got real crazy. I have an alliance with Cliff and Austin, which I honestly think is solid. Austin told me Nick wanted me out, and Nick told me he wants Alex out. He also said Austin was spreading lies about him, so I didn't really now who I should believe. I think I figured it out now, 'cause if Austin is lying he would be a really shady person. I can't imagine anyone being so mean, so I just choose to believe him. If I'm gone after tonight, which might still happen, I know what went wrong :v Also, I told Nick I am going to vote for him and Cliff and Austin are too. I felt like crap for lying to him like that and it's not like he can do something about it. I'm just not the kind of person to blindside someone when it's not necessary. Let's hope it's not a million dollar mistake :)

"khizi"

- It's day 3 and I will wake up on day 4 as well. It's been pretty fun last night. Talked and made jokes with Joseph and Hannah. Pretty funny but Jessica is kinda annoying me. She's almost never here. That sucks but yeah. I was dreaming about something tonight. I'm going to make a fake idol. If our whole tribe makes it to the swap I give a fake idol to Joseph if he's not in my tribe. I have to do it because I need to play a hard game. This season is mine

"baku"

- The Baku Boys came up with a plan to find the idol. We all get certain survivor seasons and guess people within those seasons to find the idol

"khizi"

- okay so Ella and some of the returnees got idol clues Ella getting the clue is suspicious as fuckkkkkk like this is pretty clearly a new account so i get recommended to a lot of fb groups about 70% is the past few viewer lounges bc all of the hosts, and Ella is always in them i'm not suspicous of a returnee vs. newbie aspect, and i guess whatever the result of this tc will kind of affect it

"astara"

- So Minke decided to tell Nick everything and now a ton of stuff is out that really didn't need to be, it pisses me off she did that but I still want her to work with Clifford and I, Alex is dangerous and very bluntly lied to us saying Clifford was talking crap behind our backs saying we were easy to manipulate and stuff, I obviously don't believe Alex, but I just hope Minke learns to better control her emotions come another tribal, because not everyone would take her telling Nick that so kindly, I get where she was coming from, but it was dumb.

"astara"

- OMG THIS IS INSANE. Apparently, Nick has an idol. Which is ridiculous on day 3, but okay. So Austin, Cliff and Alex voted Nick but Alex is actually alligned with Nick and they both think Nick is safe. But I hadn't cast my vote yet so my vote is now for Alex frown emoticon I feel really bad, cause I was hoping the four of us could manage to survive until tribe swap, but if Nick indeed has an idol, this is the only way to save either myself or my closest ally Cliff heart emoticon Sooo I don't think one of us is going, but it's gonna be a close call and I'm totally freaking out bye

"khizi"

- Pretty excited to see who gets first boot in that other tribe. Taking my bets on Nick. Played with him in one org and he got first boot. Like; u will get it again here. Honestly I hope Minke will go. She's pretty into the game already, I hear stories about her. AND she has a clue to the idol. That doesn't make mama Ella not happy. So, I hope Minke goes but I think Nick will go. Better not be Clifford bc he's adorable

"astara"

- Alex and I came into this game with bad blood. We never asked to be in the same game together and we would never in a million years ask to be on the same tribe together! I'm coming into this game very aware that I have only played two previous orgs and won both and have been developing a reputation as a good player. I know how hard this season is going to be. But if I'm going to do my best and win this bad boy, I have to be willing to make the hard moves. I need to wash my hands clean of this bad blood and go into this game fresh. New allies. New threats. A brand new story. The story of Alex and I, unfortunately, is bad. I wanted Nick out this week, as a courtesy to Alex. I did not want him to be first boot. But, Alex told me Nick was using the idol to vote out Minke and I knew this would be an opportunity to prove my loyalty to Minke and Austin. It's a big, bold move right from the beginning of the game but I caught Minke in time and she's voting Alex to split the tie and send him home. Alex is a good player so it sucks to see him go like this. I wish him and I could move past our differences but now, especially after this, Alex and I will always be rivals in the game of Survivor. Lets see if this vote goes how I think it's gonna go. Who knows. Maybe I'm the first boot! *head explodes*

"khizi"

- It feels great to win the challenge, especially since I had a huge part in winning it for my tribe. At the moment I feel pretty safe since I've performed the best in the challenge and because of my alliances but I'm not gonna get too comfortable because that could also put a target on my back and I don't think its just gonna be us 5 on a tribe for long.

"sheki"

- http://imgur.com/vIF3jSR

"astara"

- I'm honestly not surprised that I was targeted by Nick for the blindside, I have no doubt Alex is going now but rebuilding trust with Nick will be very hard or pretty impossible, props for the idol play though.

"sheki"

- One thing I learned from my last time is to be a lot more sociable, and if I need to show off a party trick that I rap then.... Yeah

"astara"

- OMGOMGOMG IT WORKED I'M SO EXCITED!! Alex still thinks he can save himself by asking Cliff and Nick to vote for Austin but I'm pretty sure Cliff is voting Alex. This tribal is so insane, I can't breathe omg. Cliff and I voted, so Nick needs to send in his vote for Austin and then we can go on with this already crazy game :D

"khizi"

- HAHAHAHA GO NICK BAE