Board Thread:Season 50 - Kingdoms Collide/@comment-17738489-20181222011522/@comment-27051031-20181223154706

SZYMON!!! You are a sweet baby angel and I love you so very much.

I was so sad that you got voted out -- and I also was so sad that we didn't get to play the game together until merge. I was super trusting of you in the beginning. As you mentioned, I told you EVERYTHING. Lying to you about the Sydney vote was honestly the hardest thing I had to do in this entire game. I really wanted to tell you but at that point I was extremely paranoid that you were working with Sydney and Jamie and thought that you might rat me out if your connection with them was stronger than ours. I know that our relationship changed after that move. It was completely because of me. I felt terrible for lying to you and I didn't know how to move forward. I was however still wanting to work with you and if you hadn't of been voted out I still would have wanted to go to the end with you! I am definitely very proud of myself! I personally think I played a fantastic game, I just didn't think that others would have tbh!

Now to your question! In this game I was aligned with Audrey super early on. She was such a great game player and I knew I wanted to work with her. When we were on our first tribe together she was talking about Jessica and how if the three of us worked together we could take over the whole game. We all got to merge and immediately had an alliance. At first I was a little nervous about this because I thought it was kind of obvious that we were working together and thought that we would be huge targets. So I started to spread things around that I was getting from them so that I could build trust with other players in the game, one being you! This was the first move I made to try and separate myself from the two of them. Second, it's not really a move but it hugely helped me to get here, was when I won immunity at final 10. The way the tribes were split it was either Audrey or I going home. Winning that challenge is a GIANT reason as to why I am here right now and showed everyone that I was here to compete and to win. With Audrey gone I knew that Jessica was going to be a huge threat -- however she had an amazing social game and because of that kept herself save every single tribal. I understand why it looks like I did everything exactly the same way as Jessica did. But the conversations her and I had were never one sided. We discussed every single move we made. We weighed out the pros and cons of each person and made our decisions together. That's what a true alliance does! I knew that there were people left in the game who were going to come for me every single tribal. So I did what I do best. I went to the people who were always going to target Cali and Dani over me and made alliances with them so that I could have their votes in the future. I knew that Jamie had a lot of pull in this game. I knew she was aligned with Sydney and Jared and building a relationship with her was key in my game. If I hadn't built that relationship it would have been easy for her to vote me out. I gained Jamie's trust even though i had voted for Sydney a total of four times, and voted out Jared after he played probably made the worst move in the game. These were two of her strongest allies. I did with Jamie exactly what I did with you, Szymon. I told her everything that was being said to me and I promised that I would go to the end with her and not vote her out if she ever lost an immunity challenge. I have the ability to make people trust me and make people want to work with me and go to the end with. Because of that reason I am here in the FTC AGAIN! Because of this people let a past winner make it all the way to the end. Because of this I believe I deserve to be the winner of Survivor Kingdoms Collide.

Thank you so much for your video and all the effort you have put in. I love you so very much and am so proud of the game you played!