Board Thread:Season 20 - Kamchatka/@comment-25316550-20141029092531/@comment-24371892-20141029212933

I think I understand what you are saying Molly. It was never my intention to make it sound like you weren't my closest ally and that i did everything on my own. Everything I did say was the truth though. You were a huge part of my game. You were the person I trusted the most probably because we went through everything together. The intention of my speech was to show people that nobody was controlling me and that I was thinking. That I had strategy and that I did do things. I understand that I did hide behind you in a way, but some people are treating it like it's a bad or negative thing. Just because you are hidig behind someboidy doesnt mean you do nothing or have no strategy. I deserve credit because I did do things. So here are some additions to my speech to show why I did and give you more credit.

So basically around the time of the swap Lindsay asked me if you could be trusted. I said you could and she helped me get you involved in our alliance. I believe you also helped get numbers from the Pobeda tribe in the hide-and-seek challenge. So then at the swap bsically everything happened as I stated before. Pobeda came to us feeling betrayed and we turned things around. Of course I would keep you. I trusted you the most and I knew Lindsay was planning on backstabbing me. At some point someone(I'm assuming Lindsay) gave you the name the queen. I heard this, and instantly knew it could be trouble for my game If I went too far with you. I didn't go after you then and there though because you were clearly working with me. I planned ahead to get you out later and that is when I started hiding behind you. I will admit that it was frustrating to hear you getting credit for many things when I knew I was doing a lot too. I was coming up with plans and thinking things through too. Plus, I wasn't being controlled either. I knew not to act too early though because I could work with you moving forward.

At the merge, we worked together the whole time as I stated up until I voted you out. At the final 6, I had to decide to vote you or Ivan out. I tried to set it up so that me and Bryce could go either way and the other out next. So the vote ended up 3-2-1. I chose to stick with you one more vote just in case Ivan had an idol because I didn't think I had any argument against him. I was hiding behind you, but I was because everyone saw you as the queen. Just because people saw it that way at first doesnt mean that I wasn't doing just as much. i think i deserve credit for that. The rest went as i explained it I believe. I am sorry that I didn't give you as much credit as you deserve in my speech, but I think I definitely played hard. I got lucky that people saw you as the leader because it gave me the opportunity to get further. I think I did a lot more than organize your downfall at final 5. That was what I was trying to show people in my speech. Hope that was good and thank you for the task.