The Fairies Of Kenya Are With Me/Confessionals

Day 13
"torrobo"

- CASSANDRA IS FINALLY GONE! I DONT HAVE SOMEONE RUNNING AROUND LIKE A LUNATIC TARGETING ME ANYMORE!!! MAYBE I DO!!!! I PROBABLY DO BC WE ARE SWAPPING!!! AND IM STILLLL ON TORROBO!!!!! LMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMAOOOOOOOOOO

"torrobo"

- Well well well we've got ourselves another swap! Cassandra is gone as the first Prey casualty, wouldn't you know #9 outlasts #1. Pretty funny, totally self-inflicted vote out you LOVE to see it. So I see that the schoolyard pick came and went and whaddya know... I'm last pick. Again. Rebirth all over again? God I hope not. I still can't escape the bottom of the totem pole it seems but I think I might have options here. If OG Prey links back up I'm safe, if Kikuyu 2.0 sticks together me or Chris are fucked. But I think the fact that I have built good connections with Ashlee, Cali, Natalia, and maybe Chris should keep me safe till hopefully the merge. Fingers crossed folks, this could definitely have gone better

"kikuyu"

- There was a massive ass fight between Chris and Cass and like it was wild. Cass sent a TIME BOMB for 5pm est to pop off on Chris. xe did it in pms but Chris brought it to tribal chat and they went right at each other... I don't regret voting cass off at all. although indeed xe was disrespectful but my overall reasoning was still the game. No one likes Cassandra but also jack and Alex don't have the backbone to stand up against Cassandra like in the open not in pms like they don't have backbones in general but that could've been dangerous. In addition Cassandra doesn't reply to me probably doesn't see me as a really important ally and is really wild.. that I do not like so I'd keep Chris a person who actually replies to me and talks to me over a wild unpredictable unaware dumdum who leaves me on seen for every message I send. It also opens more doors for me, people will see that Nicole isn't just playing by tribal lines.

"kikuyu"

- Like predicted we swapped not a surprise at all. Gerda picked Nora not a surprise.. Nora picked William, not a surprise either. William picked me which was an interesting decision he seems to really value me as an ally this game, UNLIKE THE LAST TIME! I've been told to pick Natalie so I'll go ahead and do that if I don't get to pick Natalie then I honestly don't know who I'd pick I don't even know who the other tribe has picked yet since I'm at school zzz.

"kikuyu"

- "On my tribe, there is Alex, Gerda, Natalie, Nora, Trent and William! It's time for my opinions on them, this will not be brief at all.

Alex: still pretty inactive in general. he's only online to talk to people for like 2 hours at most a day and it's blatantly obvious that he's probably not going to change anytime soon. however, it's good that he thinks of me as a close ally I can see me dragging him to the end as a valid option, to be honest. he's pretty much an extra vote to me at the moment, his loyalties obviously don't lie with jack considering their interactions from the last vote. his loyalties also don't lie with Natalia/Cali/Trent/jino because they ranked him low and he hasn't been given enough opportunity to talk to him anyway. so that leaves me! the more I think about it the more I actually believe that he meant it when he said I'm his closest ally in the whole game which is so very sad bc I consider him disposable. wow, villainess Nicole really popped off.

Gerda: we talked for like 4 hours straight when we kidnapped her last time. she's a huge threat physically but socially? she's emotional and unstable when it comes to how reacts to situations. she's not majorly strategic and can be irritating to her allies at times. in the end I love her as a person and shes sweet n kind and we have a lot in common but she poses a threat to me in this game especially considering I haven't been able to make too much of a connection with her. I believe that I can form a solid relationship with her and I think I can get her to trust me as well. I'm not looking at a long term plan that involves Gerda because of her instability.

Natalie: She's been a close ally for me so far. we've related through the preys ""treating us badly and only valuing us as votes"" which may or may not untrue on my part. I've never actually felt like mistreated by anyone at all but I'll say whatever to make a connection with people and have reasons to be the victim. I again love her as a person yall hosts really did a good job casting this season there are so many great people. I kind of want her in the merge because jack told me he thinks that he think's Natalie is dry and the fewer people that like each other at the merge the more control I have because tbh I don't think anyone dislikes me and I don't dislike anyone either! However, something very concerning about her is that Trent told me that she ratted the Save me alliance (will, Nora, Natalie, Chris and I) to the other preys which is.. so very questionable but not hard to deal with for me because I can just say that cass was treating everyone horribly and bossing everyone around like I can shut down anything like that easily. I kind of lost a bit of trust in her from that though.

Nora: She's protective of me and I really believe that she has my best interests at heart. but do I have her best interest in my heart? probably not since I'm seemingly evil this season. Out of will/Chris/her, she's definitely the one I want to work with the most because she's less of a threat and seemingly has fewer connections. she also is more likely to be loyal to me and actually keeps me in a do or die situation. She will keep me safe on this tribe which is why I'm glad she's here. Other than this there's really nothing too negative to say about her apart from maybe she's a bit stubborn and English being her second language makes it hard to communicate properly sometimes.

Trent: I'm excited to get an update from him on CCBD since he was with them the last swap. so far after talking to him, he's been so overly paranoid and panicky. He's probably loyal to me but again he's so unstable... these people are all wild. He thinks Natalie hates him, he thinks Gerda hates him he thinks everyone just hates him oh my gosh. Again this is good to see since he won't have many allies outside of CCBD come to merge since he's so paranoid and thinks everyone hates him. He gave me the idol clue and I double-checked it with Natalie (who he thinks hates him!) and they both gave the same thing so I'm glad about that.

Will: he's the person I'm most conflicted by. we're so extra together, he's so amazing and talented and I've been loving reconnecting with him. but in the end, he's a good player and a giant threat. he won my season and he personally voted me out as well. I know he's not afraid to vote me out but for the time being, he's an important ally and my gateway to the predators outside of Nora. he can also serve as a shield and solidify my connection with Gerda.

I also heard that there's some irrelevant chick called Nicole on our tribe I don't know her she can go like get voted out. "

"torrobo"

- So I forgot to do confessional this past few days so I will just update everyone.

I HAVE A VOTE STEAL!!!! Hope I can use it wisely

Right now I trust my tribe and I have Natalia, Cali and Ashlee 💖

And by the way now I understand why did they won at the burn boom challenge cause the diss track was amazing and I have a crush to the voice who dissed against Evan Natalie told me it might be Alex so Alex you are my survivor org voice crush so if it is not you please confirm it.

I really wish the other tribe would go on a losing streak not going to tribal is really lovely. Just watching people scramble and go against each other. So that is it for now and hope the fairies of Kenya are with me.

"kikuyu"

- ok so i’m feeling SLIGHTLY better today. the only person im not having good convos with is will and thats because honestly he’s kind of boring like idrk how he won this game because he reminds me of jack who was always super disinterested in whatever was going on.

i’m still on edge but nicole is assuring me i’m fine. i dont know how much i can trust nicole now but she was my number 1 at the start of the game so i dont really have much of a choice, you know? i also really want to work with alex still but if push comes to shove and i have to vote alex just to stick around i’m obviously gonna do it. regardless, my hope is that we win immunity so it’s nothing really to worry about because the nerves of potentially being booted rn are just way too high

Day 14
"kikuyu"

- well. WELL. Events hath OCCURRED. so, Nora has found out that Natalie freaking spilled the tea about me, Nora, chris Nicole and Natalie's alliance on Torrobo 2.0 to Cali, and somehow that info got to Trent and then Alex??? This has just confirmed my feelings of Natalie. She's sweet, but a wet FLIP FLOP as far as this game is concerned. She appears unstrategic, but is constantly painting herself as the middle ground "extra number" but she freaking knows what she's doing. I'm NOT HAVIN' IT. Also Gerda refused to give me or Nora her third idol clue, like girl do you WANT TRENT GETTING IT? So. In conclusion. I'm feeling a bit hot and bothered about dis all. There are TOO many ppl not on my side heading into merge. But Nora have just confirmed out f2 pact, and I'd want it with no one else. she is a TRUE QUEEN, and I can trust her COMPLETELY of that I have no doubt. Anyway, we've decided that Nora will ally with Alex to keep him around as an extra vote since he got chosen last before, and we'll vote out trent or nat if we lose. also chris needs kidnapping so we're gna do that hopefully. see ya!

"torrobo"

- Back on this fucking forsaken Torrobo beach. First let me say I am livid at MYSELF for not noticing the idol clues earlier because long story short I was roughly a few hours away from finding a potential idol until we swapped again. And while I can spend an essay crying about it I just need to move past it and hope either we win and we can kidnap Nora so I can tell her the deets on how to get the thing there, or in the tragic case we lose maybe me or Chris get kidnapped (Ashlee too maybe) and one of us get it in that 24 hour window. That being said, wouldn’t be shocked if someone like Trent had the idol either.

So I would naturally be panicking on a second swap but there weren’t that many moving parts? We swapped Gerda for Chris and Trent for Jack, which has me feeling meh at this point. On one end I’m glad to be back with Chris, it’s kinda by default but at this point he’s the only player I can relay 100% of my thoughts too at this point just because I feel everyone else either is either too sketchy at this point or I haven’t built a good enough relationship with.

I reaaaaally hope we can win this challenge because I do believe Chris and I can find this idol together if we get just one more clue, it may take a while but another clue would probably narrow to around 2000+ combinations me and Chris can knock out if we put our minds together in on it.

On the flip side, if we lose, the relationship I’m hoping to exploit is Jack vs Jino because apparently they literally never talk. So I can either one just get Jino to flip to predators and knock out Jack or maybe even turn Jack’s last draft placement into a positive spin, bring him under the wings and we vote out Jino who could be erratic and all over the place. Problem is the kidnapping, I can’t help but feel a predator is being kidnapped on this tribe that won’t be me, and if that’s the case it would be an enticing option to kill me off at this point of the game.

But that being said, if these people were really big game hunting they would’ve killed me off the Amir round and they didn’t, and I do think that’s a biproduct of my improved social game this season. I don’t know how exactly I should feel about my game and how its shaping up this far because I’ve been trying to take a more backseat approach and play the role of the happy go lucky goofy kid that’s reliable and honest. I think Natalia likes me a lot and sees me as an option down the line and in whatever time Cali is available I think she likes me too. I’m hoping that in keeping up my social game I don’t become a target just yet and when I do, I plan on leaving in enough big names or obvious relationships so that I have that camouflage to work with.

With all that said, it’s a got damn TOSSUP who wins this immunity with touchy subjects being a crapshoot, so it’s time to roll the dice and gamble on this fucking thing and hope we can come out on top.

"torrobo"

- I’m like so just not interested in any of these people... like it’s just a slap in the face to the hosts and everyone watching and to those of us who are trying to just NOT be active and not try, and like I get life comes first always, but there are people in this game who have lives and are still making it work and giving effort. Like why accept the invite to play if you genuinely cannot fucking play??? It makes no sense to me whatsoever. Idk it just is like meh. Like I’m used to all star seasons or returnee seasons where it’s just hour long strategy sessions with every single person multiple times a day and at the same time, here I’m lucky if I get a 5 minute conversation going with someone. Time zones are making it really fucking difficult but honestly I can’t even blame that because someone like Nora is in a messy time zone yet is still active. It’s just annoying and I feel like even if I do well this season it’s like, how am I meant to be proud of that or happy about that if the people I was against were just not here... like I’m gonna try obviously, and maybe things will get better in the future, but rn after like a week of dealing with being meta targeted and talked shit on I’m just over it

"torrobo"

- So paranoia is hitting me that I want to think advancely in this game. It is really at the scary point right now if I could just be immuned until I reached the finale that would be soooo amazing.

I don't know what position do I have right now but hope it will be a cool position and hope I am not overplaying it. #JinoDay14

"torrobo"

- Well. I have a lot to talk about as usual lmfao but I'm gonna write that confessional in a bit cuz I only have a few seconds rn but just wanted to put it out there that I am so not looking forward to seeing these results for reverse touchy subjects and I hope nobody gets mad at my answers aksjshsg most of them are things I honestly didn't want to get right so I put a random answer but that still hopefully didn't look too sus. I don't want ppl to think I'm clocking their game so I played it dumb but hope maybe we can all get enough points to win bc I really don't want to go to tribal lol

"Njano"

- oh great its touchy subjects. I hate answering this game properly and I usually make my personal answers the less likely person. Despite my better instincts I decided to actually answer truthfully for the other tribe to see how it goes, it honestly doesn't matter to me if we win immunity or not. I doubt that I'd go and its better if red tribe gets more idol clues because they are literally nowhere near getting that idol. For my answers I put myself as the best for everything xoxo again I'm throwing this and I might as well not piss anyone off at the time. if I put myself for everything period obviously my tribe mates will catch on and get pissed so I put the negative ones as Alex, I know he won't get too pissed at me if I just explain and he probably thinks that he's not gonna get good ones anyway.

"Njano"

- I'm sorry but wtf Trent is the most paranoid person rn. he thinks Gerda hates him, he thinks Natalie is scamming him and thinks that will and Nora will be for predator strong and he hasn't acknowledged Alex's existence lmfaoo. he's spreading lies everywhere and literally begging for his life. what happened to my best ally omg he's turned into mess gimme Natalia instead.

"kikuyu"

- wtf these people are literally willing to fall over and die for me? at least they say so and I can actually see myself believing them. Nora is saying that I'm her baby Nicky bear and that she'd die for me and then will is saying he's not here to win and he's here to make FTC to keep his legendary status like he actually wants to take me to the final?? did I suddenly gain Cammy levels of mist what the fk is happening. natalie is loyal to me as well, trent is like I said paranoid that his life is in danger and will probably do anything. Alex has said repeatedly that I'm his closest ally (still not sure if I am to believe that though it's getting more plausible as each day goes on though). I haven't been able to solidly have any game talk with Gerda yet but she really likes me. wtf is happening I ain't used to this. needless to say, I don't feel the same way about ANY of these people. I came here to win not to fall over and die. I'm obviously not letting William and Nora go to the final with me, they're playing so well right now and I need goats like Alex and jack. also highkey I wrote this conf at 12am so if it sounds like a rant and doesn't make any sense that's why x.

"kikuyu"

- I'm really starting to lose trust in Natalie, she's been so messy.. and extra.. first the thing about telling Cali and the other prey about the alliance WE MADE?? then she makes a mess of the kidnapping vote by spreading lies to everyone and makes more enemies. also apparently she told Trent that she'd give him a rock and he didn't end up getting a rock. why would you do that... that's just extra just don't tell him you're giving him a rock in the first place? I feel like I still have her overall loyalty but she can't be trusted with literally any secrets or to make her own game decisions without making a big mess.

Day 15
"torrobo"

- It's like I BREATHE and get pinned as a threat lmfao. Maybe Chris and I have more in common than we thought 💀💀 Be back later with a long confessional Aksjshsggksks

"kikuyu"

- These bitches voting me biggest threat and most strategic.... well they're RIGHT BITCH! Natalie needs to go. My heart breaks bc she's like SUCH A FREAKING QUEEN but... she's shady and friends with everyone e.g. she told Cali about me, her, Nora, Nicole and Chris's alliance when she was kidnapped on Torrobo 2.0. not okay! So I've told Nicole about this, Nora told Gerda and I've informed Alex (he's only too grateful, he was convinced he was going) and it looks like we're gonna vote out Natalie and move forward as a strong 5, then pick up Chris again at merge for the ultimate 6vs6 showdown - LUCKILY I have my tribe cutter, so hopefully when we get there, whichever tribe has the majority of our alliance members on will just throw the challenge to go to tribal and vote someone from the other alliance out. I know I'm thinking far ahead. I know I could be about to get idolled out. BUT honestly, I'm an underdog at this point and I've just gotta be open about my plans to everyone rn!! Trent, Cali, Natalia and Jino must go down come merge and I WILL be there to see it, even if on the jury as the post-merge boot.

"kikuyu"

- The good people like me!!

I am mixed on my kidnapping. On one hand, I'm relieved and impressed. Having 5 people lie to my face (particularly Natalie) and pretend to be congenial all while knowing I was getting the boot was getting to be tormenting. Knowing I'm now safe from that, likely will be the next tribal if it happens again, and am on a fast pass potentially to later stages in the game is also great news for me, and it shows that the bonds I've built with my allies are lasting and I have people who are in my circle that I didn't necessarily expect to be in my circle such as Evan.

On the flip side, I'm still on the bottom, and the idol guessing method has changed to a way that people can limitlessly guess combos until someone gets it, all while I'm away from camp. Literally if this had been given out hours before I was kidnapped, or after I got back to camp, I'd be fine with this. Everyone gets a fair shot to do it. But now I'm going to have to go back to camp on the bottom without having had access to the form that everyone else has been able to spam idol guesses on, which puts me in an especially endangered situation. Sure, I have access to the Torrobo idol hunt, but what good does spamming random combinations do if I don't have any clues? I'm left with nothing to do but twiddle my thumbs which leaves me feeling a little defeated.

Aside from that, I guess things are looking alright now that I know SOME people have my back. I'm really disappointed in Nicole and Natalie playing so hard against me during the last swap and then pretending to be buddy buddy with me. They're terrible allies. Natalie lies about everything for no reason, and Nicole is never willing to share information, only give it, and ignores me whenever I tell her I need things to be more transparent. She stays cryptic.

Also, Will is a piece of shit, but who can be surprised when he's friends with someone cosplaying a black woman on the internet and someone else who has cheated their way into playing the org a whopping 7 times, potentially more.

"kikuyu"

- "this conf will be shorter than the last one hopefully! it's going to cover my thoughts on the members of the other tribe...

Ashlee: I haven't talked to her in a long time, she's a big liar but then again so am I. We had a deal that we'd get each other kidnapped again, I got her kidnapped and she said that I would've gotten kidnapped had my tribe lost but now I know for a fact that I wouldn't have. Either she has literally zero influence or she's a liar! She's bad at challenges no surprise I thought I was gonna lose that twist when I got like 18 minutes but turns out she takes too long she's the real turtle of this game, not Amir. I miss her voice notes though they are pleasant.

Cali: Miss her haven't talked to her in a while either. She seems to be in good standing with Natalie which is a concern to me but we're in CCBD together and that's going to be a solid alliance I imagine. I don't know too much about how she's going over there but I'm pretty sure she'll be safe.

Chris: My shield king! he's a huge threat its obvious, he has social, strategic and physical. he ain't afraid to call people out he ain't afraid to expose people. I'm scared of him but luckily I'm in his good graces as I ya know saved him last time! He might be targeted over there because I know Jack actively wants to get rid of him. But I also know that he and Evan are very close. I don't know what the other preys think of him as of yet!

Evan: haven't met him yet but he voted for Amir (weeb parchment) which means his relationship with Gerda might be a big question mark.

Jack: he's pretty inactive.. and an aggressive inactive at that. he wanted Chris out but settled for cass after convincing from me. he still wants Chris out and he thinks that Natalie is dry and he also wants to flip on the other preys at the same time! what is this... yeah I love the guy but this is rather questionable gameplay.

Jino: my loyalist ally out there probably, I miss talking to him too our convos were so cute, according to Natalie he got the last advantage from the kidnapping I expect that he'll tell me if we reunite.

Natalia: miss my fellow vSgO girl as well I honestly miss my og preys so much, they ain't messy, they ain't paranoid and they aren't looking to fight constantly lmaoo..

so yeah I'm excited for when the merge happens..."

"kikuyu"

- Hellloooo.. been a while. So I FINALLY got out of that swap tribe. Let me tell you it was not a good place to be in. I literally had to win immunity to save my life after Amir left. I felt like Cady in Mean Girls when she has to act all cool when Regina takes Aaron back... Especially with Trent who came to me soon after it happened and assured me he wanted to work with me. The truth is that I intend to take out everyone who organized Amir's vote out. I will avenge him in every way that I can because his loss truly was hard. It was about as hard as losing Skandi. I do not know what is going on in this game when so early people like that are voted out... Like ROUND ONE Will gunned for Chris! I mean you have to also think who carries you in the tribal stage. And Amir carried us and he was voted out. But anyway.. that challenge changed everything for me. I was able to pick the first person of my new tribe and of course I picked Nora. If I am honest Will is of course my biggest connection and I do love Nora but I know she would have been hurt if I didn't pick her first. I hope it doesn't hurt me.. but she is really the person who I intend on taking to the end. For multiple reasons. Mostly because she panics every time something is going on. Heck I have even been surprised by how I have been able to be way less nervous than in the other ORGs from my past. Maybe it is because I am a grandma now. I am the oldest person in the game and people make grandma jokes around me. Even in the Burn Book of Torrobo! Hilarious. Yeah I lost that defending challenge because I'm so old + nothing to do with me staying up for 20 hours. But anyway... it was just a challenge. If only I knew some of the people in the other tribe better I could have made some better roasts. But losing Amir only made me toughen up more. I really have to be careful about who I trust. Luckily in my new tribe there are plenty of those people. And everyone comes to me! Everyone. Not in any ORG have I had social play like this. It can be very well my undoing but if I do go at some point, I will be at peace knowing that I really gave it my all.

"kikuyu"

- So we lost the challenge. I ALWAYS lose Touchy Subjects. It is a hard one to win tbh. However, luckily we have some voting off options in our tribe. First of all my original target was Alex - for him being pretty socially inactive - but it turns out that there is someone else we should target. I have always had sympathy for Natalie in this game. She has always been portrayed as the nice girl who is at the bottom of the Preys. Ever since the kidnapping and also once she joined my new tribe I have been talking to her always. I haven't always felt connected and the conversation has felt a bit strained but she has been nice enough to make me believe that this all has been worth a try. But guuurl did some things happen when your pancake queen was asleep! Apparently not only did she tell Cali about the alliance between her and the Predators (Nora, Will, Chris, possibly Nicole) but she is also gunning for me. Luckily I have loyal people by my side here and everyone came and told me about it. Everyone. Sorry Natalie, I may be the first boot in merge or some other time but right now I am in a position where all the information passes through me. I am Gerda Moriarty for a reason. I am like a spider in the midst of a hundred webs and I see how each and every one of them tingles! And boy were you tingling last night! You tried to make everyone think that I was the best person to be voted off. The Cali reveal did make me consider voting you but now I am so sure that I am making a very artsy voting parchment just in your honor. I do feel sad because I honestly thought there was a connection but, alas - c'est la vie! It explains why she has been so weird to me the last 24 hours. Way less chatty. But no worries, I will chat away still. I will do my best to make sure that she suspects NOTHING. The truth is though - this may be an easy vote in some ways BUT next round would be that much more difficult. WE HAVE GOT TO WIN. Because if Trent gets kidnapped again we will be stuck voting Alex and right now he is a really good option for an ally. And we have to save Chris. I hear that he is possibly in a really bad position at the moment. The challenge definitely made it seem like that. The others think it is possible that Evan and Ashlee would flip on him. I think that is really stupid to be honest. I understand at times needing to vote out your allies - and everyone has to do it sometimes - but not at this sort of time. Do they honestly think this gets them to the end? This would prolong their lives a few rounds the most 'til all of us are out and then they would be consumed by the very flames that burned our bodies to ash! The way I see quite a number of the Preys playing this is that they want all of us gone. But I will not let that happen if I can. I will not let this fantastic season end with boring, cold people in the end. We have got to be ready for merge - so every move before that is absolutely CRUCIAL.

"torrobo"

- Yours truly is back for his cp5 greatness in the flesh

So we won the challenge which was great to have, I really wasn’t gonna be in the mood to spend my entire Friday exam day STRESSSSIN over tribal so I’m glad we won! Side note too, anyone who didn’t randomly skew their personal answers are FOOLS. I hit a huge rut with the idol search last night because my dumbass forgot that a 0 is a fucking number but IF, the clues all follow a same sequence and the 9 digit code follows a similar sequence of ABBCDEFFF, then I think I can close in on this thing before the end of the round.

Ofc with every win comes some caveat or trouble I had to deal with, I really wanted to kidnap Nora this round but Natalia was pushing hard for Trent. Now I could’ve gotten Jino to get a majority of 4 to kidnap Nora but I have to think about this game long term and I know it’s not ideal to alienate Natalia with the kidnapping vote because in doing so I’ll probably alienate Cali and other prey as well. So it kinda was a matter of who blinked first but I ultimately tried to look at it from an incentive base, and I also ASSUMED Trent would pick me Cali & Natalia for the rock draw, but the fucker legit did NOT pick me despite me letting him know the second he got here I did. It looks like he’s competing against Ashlee which is a lol, he’s definitely getting an advantage and sorry but any bridge or hope I had working with Trent long term just evaporated with that. Now I confided in this with Natalia to a lesser degree and made her think that I’m okay with it but I definitely have no problem shanking Trent in front of her or behind her back but that’s a bridge that will be crossed later!

I had a really good talk with Natalia last night and she’s in the mind of trying to piece together this Torrobo 3.0 tribe to be a thing at the merge, and we agreed on a lot of common viewpoints i.e. the Will/Nicole duo is bridging the gap to form the Kikuyu 3.0 group and Jack is the wild card that we probably have to boot if we go to tribal. Now I’m not opposed to a Torrobo 3.0 merged alliance group but Ashlee has been AWOL as of late and Cali barely talks, and to convince Natalia to keep me long term I’m letting her know people like her me and Chris can’t just bite the bullets 24/7 because we’re actually active and doing shit. If Gerda-Will-Nora-Natalie-Nicole is a thing on the other side I actually do think enough of those people like me enough that I can dodge early bullets at merge.

Ig the last thing to talk about is I do think there’s one more round before a merge, and if I’m being honest, I’m in two minds about it. I do think Trent and Jack would be the next boots on either side and I’m not opposed to either going, but in a way I wonder if it’s a good thing if we lose, boot Jack, and I get kidnapped and maybe get into merge with two idols?? But I do think the Kikuyu idol should be found by now unless those ppl are truly dumb dumbs. So I’m not opposed to just winning and seeing Trent go or that tribe blow up. BEST CASE scenario is honestly a double tribal with immunity on the line and I win it, Trent and Jack both go before the merge.

"kikuyu"

- Oh one more thing, can I say I’m ELAAAATED to get barely any majority answer in touchy subjects. No publicity in touchy subjects is the best publicity and being neither the perceived almighty ruler or complete goat of this tribe is good – especially because that’s the OTHER tribe’s perception. So if they’re not seeing me as a threat in any way right now AND if I have good working relationships on this side, it does look like I'll FINALLY have options to work with down the line for once, which, after 3 seasons of playing some linear and close-minded survivor, would be a huge fucking relief for once.

THE MARATHON CONTINUES.

"kikuyu"

- https://www.dropbox.com/sh/t9bo4ij49mm656w/AABgKhNmX5RjcIFDCybGgCZ3a?dl=0

"torrobo"

- i honestly had a video but i deleted it bc its 10 minutes of nonsense like thats how little is happening... i have NOTHING to say besides we won immunity and kidnapped trent to appease natalia for whatever reason and hand them an advantage... will NOT happen again. im just over these inactive ppl move me to a merge PLEASE

"kikuyu"

- Henlooo long time i didnt make a confs. Hmm what inchr esting happened ? Well as summary : i heard from alex hearing from Trent that natalie leaked the Save Us alliance to Cali during her kidnapping ; that Gerda is weird enough to not share idol clues with Will ; Jino has won an advantage and finally i met Trent. Okay so honestly i thought Trent was cool at the first contact : he was social and bubbly etc but then the more i talked to him abt the game the more i can't stand him. OMG i found the person i won't stand this season. I hate liar for unnecessary reasons. Like Trent does suck so much. As usually, i play my dumb card with everyone and him included and ofc he believed it but like he really thinks im a dumb bitch ya know. Mister Trent even tried to confuse me abt the kidnap vote w many lies lol so when it came down to him asking me my thoughts, god i answered " there are some crackheads in this tribe making this such a big deal. Someone is lying. For what" LOL he didnt see it coming but i know he got mad6 bc of that. I kinda dont care bc i just can't stand his high level of FAKENESS and lies. He for sure would be killed if the other tribe didnt kidnap him. Will is on board with me to get him out. I don't even wanna see a britney spears photo anymore. Speaking abt Will...oh Will my love my little king. We work very closely now. After two times being swapped together, we ended up being close allies. I know he is trustworthy and we can rely on him physically and strategically. I mean he is not like Gerda that u can't really rely on in a strategic level. She is lovely but UGH gamewise, its hard to talk strategy with her. Anyway, i remember that in OG torrobo, i wanted Will out bc he was so wild and we didnt connect well. Things have changed now, i like him a lot. I feel like he isnt used to play with a duo haha he is used to play solo but still, we gonna make this thing work. If we compare him and chris, chris is so used to play with a duo that u feel comfy and ensure. Will is more in an aggressive solo play style but like i dont feel umcomfy abt that, i just noticed. He is a good player so its easy for me to adapt myself on him. Im actually the one managing infos in the tribe but i know im not in a great spot in the game in generally. Like it can be better. Everyone kinda think im their bitches LOL when its really not the case but like go for it ppl !! This tribal we gonna do Natalie. Oh natalie ur a queen. I love her, she is such a gemm. The decision kinda hurts but ljke its the best to do moving forward :( i will miss her so much. She plays so messy and overplay these last days UGH. Rip queen. Im gonna lose natalie. Im working on a close game relationship w alex. Alex, the sweetest and purest of us all. Someone needs to infiltrate the preys core and i want someonz giving me infos when merge will be there so alex is goood. I like him too as a person. I think thats all i had to say. Bye

"torrobo"

- Well we won immunity. But at what cost? I got all the negative answers and I don't know if it's because people actually believe that or if they're just building off the round 2 rankings because that's all they have to go off of like it's some weird cyclical self-fulfilling prophecy. Evan and Natalia told me not to worry about it because they didn't actually see me that way, which is nice, and I do feel like I've made good connections here enough that I could survive a vote. But I'm in three ORGs right now: I keep getting publicly shat on here, in another I've been on the bottom and left out of votes at early merge, and another where I'm in the Final 2 but the jury is just having their way with me. Being 0/3 on positivity in games is taking a number on me. I've been trying to not get too invested emotionally into games but it hasn't really been working, and now when it just piles on and piles on... I'm breaking down. I could really use a merge soon and just, something to get my game on track here and prove that they don't know what they're talking about. If I go premerge here, I'm gonna be devastated. And I really just need something to be happy about.

"kikuyu"

- So we swapped again. Shocker! Not really. I like the new tribe of Trent,Gerda, Will, Alex, Nora, and Nicole. I made three alliances here we have the Bad Bishes with Nora, Nicole and I. Then Save us 2.0 with Will, Nora, Nicole and I. One with just Alex. Also trent and nora are getting married Nicole and I will be at the wedding ceremony. I have good bonds with everyone but it's quit for tribal. I decided it should be Gerda instead of Alex because she has more connections and Alex has no one. Hopefully I dont get voted out. I really wanna win and prove everyone wrong especially with those negative touchy subjects answers I got

"kikuyu"

- "we lost lmao are we surprised no we ain't! of course, the challenge results are to be taken with a grain of salt but there are some interesting observations to be made. the first thing I'd like to look at is the ones I've been voted for.. let's look at the list! wow!

Running the tribe? Nicole!

Best social game? Nicole!

In every alliance? Nicole!

Most trusted? Nicole!

Most annoying? Nicole!

Biggest backstabber? Nicole!

Still on tribal lines? Nicole!

well, ill accept running the tribe social game every alliance trusted backstabber. BUT MOST ANNOYING AND TRIBAL LINES? sure I'm annoying in my confessionals but these biatches can't read these! at least not yet. also tribal lines? I literally lead the charge against Cassandra? other tribe ru high.

also, excuse me DID WILLIAM CALL ME AN FTC GOAT RUDE!

I confronted him about it and he said it was just for my reaction.. sure.. also my tribe thinks I'm the biggest hero and villain but clearly the other tribe doesn't LMFAO

so basically, in conclusion, my tribe and the other tribe can't make up their minds as to what I actually am. like, am I to be trusted or the biggest backstabber? am I a villain or a hero? like pls, makeup ur minds xoxo.

also

jack Alex and Trent r obvs on the bottom of these current tribes it's pretty sad."

"torrobo"

- We are safe and we kidnap Trent and it is just crazy. I don't feel safe in the whole game anymore but I need numbers as we go to the merge. I do hope we win another immunity. I don't understand why is Natalie and Nicole flipping like they are really crazy for having such idea and seriously Gerda has never been voted out and they want to keep her... Just wow.

"torrobo"

- I don't know if that's actually my tribe. However let me tell you Jake making me confess is almost as intense as the priest asking the local slags to confess. Fuck me! I lost a chance to get an advantage because I was wasted and timezones also so fml. But also like I legit couldn't have in my state, all blurry worded and shot so I do hate that I didn't get anything but also like I now know Trent has something so. We shakka see. I'll spill more tea when it's not 5am and I'm not still drunk

"kikuyu"

- the current options as to who is gonna get the chop are Gerda and Natalie. Although Gerda isn't as loyal of an ally to me as Natalie I feel as though Natalie going is far more ideal for me. like I've mentioned in previous confessionals shes been going mess mode and tells secrets so easily. she has connections with the other preys evidently since she decided to tell Cali. she's made up lies and has been unstable in general. Gerda, on the other hand, has lost her closest ally: Amir. She has not done anything at all to suggest her being untrustworthy. She's also not a big strategic player, she's kinda like no backbone but it's overshadowed by her challenge ability so she isn't in the same tier as like jack n Alex. like I feel like whatever she gets told shes just like yeah sure! she doesn't make decisions for herself, maybe she's like thinking about doing it down the line but she's not an actual threat to my game and can even serve as a shield if people see her as like that big of a challenge threat. while Natalie is being a mess and has potential to become a threat and is playing her own game. also obviously we aren't voting Alex out, that'd be a bit dumb we're obviously merging soon (11 IMO) and we need people like Alex there lil non-threats that have loyalty towards me.

"kikuyu"

- it looks like Natalie is definitely going home now. Gerda was at first very stubborn and wanted to vote Natalie but after will and Nora dumped on Natalie she's fine with it. on top of that Natalie tried to set up a blindside on Gerda and literally everyone just went and told Gerda it was an utter fail oops. I gained some trust and footing with Gerda at least from this phew and also Alex since I kept my word with him and he's glad to be able to survive with me. I'm playing up the "ugh I'm just trying to live!" in me, it's like when I played up being mistreated by the preys when obviously I'm not.

"kikuyu"

- "I feel like I've been such a two-faced negative bitch in my confessionals in this season. I'm so sorry to anyone who has had to deal with my constant shenanigans especially my fellow cast members. so I wanna be nice today and I'm going to say positive things about everyone in this very probably long conf.

let's start with the hosts because they deserve love too

the hosts work so hard!! the graphics, the challenges, the idol system and everything have been great. jake has been doing his usual confessional reminder hardworking king getting those confessionals! Simon (Szymon) king hosted me in my rock challenge n slayed and he has been around to answer questions. Andrea dealt w the situation very well in fort defender and I'm sorry my castmates and I were bugging u. rhi really did that with the first challenge, it was hard n painful, yes but queen actually made it easier than last time and had mercy on our souls what a graceful queen. matty is a king and hasn't hit me with a frying pan yet which is a big achievement, he went on this hosting team last minute when they needed him and that's just one of the many amazing things matty has done. he cares about my sleep he n Szymon really out there trying to make me healthy. anyway, the hosties work hard on this season and I appreciate so much!

now let's start with the tribe

Alex - he's trying his hardest and I respect that, also a great person to talk to when he's around. He has dealt with all of the shit people give him like a king.

Gerda - she's a passionate queen who cares about others. she's very nice and genuinely tries to connect with people. she slays challenges and also has great taste in tv shows/books/movies. We had such a great time doing quizzes with each other I'm so happy she got a new job!

Natalie - we can talk about the deep shit and I love that. she's given me really good advice when it comes to life and has really helped me. we have great conversations and I'll never get bored of talking to her.

Nora - She's like a mother to me, she's so sweet and tries to make sure I sleep at the right times and is there for me when I'm sad. She really is going the extra mile to make sure that I'm okay and I'm very grateful for that.

Trent - chill n underappreciated king our convos r funny and we r like very extra together. he gave me the idol clue so gotta love that and he has a huge galaxy brain (appreciate me when you read this Trent)

Will - a talented king. he's really good with music and that rap he did for the burn book challenge was great. he really roasted em, we're so extra to each other and he's one of the few people I feel comfortable being real with. He's starting uni soon and he's going to do great.

Oh wow, I actually feel a bit of happiness in my black soul.

now the other tribe... these will prob be shorter because I'm passing out sorry other tribe I appreciate you too

Ashlee - her voice is super nice and I actually love her voice notes. We have the same stance on culture n travelling which is great. She's super positive and funny n I stan.

Cali - quuuuuuuuen of kingdoms collide. I was so excited going into this game and meeting her bc I followed kc and we stan.

Chris - he is such a supportive king before I even met him he was already commenting in vls being positive n stanning me

Evan - haven't met him xo but I'm sure he's great he was a hardworking king in carrotbean

Jack - ONE OF THE MOST CARING AND LOVELY PEOPLE I KNOW! he always bugs me about my sleep just like SZYMON AND MATT AND EVERYONE WHO EXISTED EVER. he tells me to go to school as well, he has what's best for me @ heart and it's really sweet n I love him.

Jino - He's so sweet. we talked about our values around education and he really wants to see others in his country get a proper education and I find that so very sweet. he stayed up all night to defend our fort so he's really dedicated too.

Natalia - we work so well together! we did the first two challenges together and it was great. we found dem people from I'm a celebrity get me outta here and we attacked those stupid predators I mean sorry I'm supposed to nice those LOVELY LOVELY predators.

ok, this was very bad back to normal Nicole after this goodnight."

"torrobo"

- Where to even start! Okay, so. I guess I'll start at the swap. I was pretty cool with getting picked somewhat in the middle of the pack, not the couple first ones, not the last one. Good enough for me lol. I'm not surprised Jino picked me and at first I thought maybe he shouldn't so ppl don't catch onto how close we are but with some things the risk is too high, so I do think he made the right choice jusy choosing me anyway. Better to guarantee we stay together. However, what I wanted to talk about was some of these OTHER schoolyard picks.. so from the beginning of the game Nicole would joke around a LOT about targeting Will, and wanting Will out, and like hating Will, and I was never quite sure if she was kidding or not because I know he did vote her out in their season but I also felt it was so excessive that it was really sus. So then when Will picks Nicole at the swap, that pretty much just confirmed everything that needed to be confirmed. I think the choices were pretty transparent across the board. My gut was telling me since the first swap that the Torrobo 2.0 swap group was going to become a tight alliance in the game come merge time but I wasn't sure who'd be on the outs. That was until Natalie was kidnapped and basically told me it was Chris on the outs. Then I talked with Chris at the new Torrobo 3.0 tribe and he told me a couple people were fully fine with him going that tribal which tells me the vote pretty much switched to Cass because xe was just awful. Then Trent gets kidnapped this round and I asked him how he's been doing and right away he tells me his experience has been completely awful on Kikuyu 3.0. I asked him why and if at least he's been getting support from our OG Kikuyu's especially Nicole because she's supposed to be in an alliance with us (CCBB aka Jino Cali Trent Nicole and myself). Trent tells me no nobody has had his back over there. He said Natalie has done nothing but lie to him. He said Nicole's been super fake telling him he's alright but not telling him how he's gonna be alright. That Will said an ableist comment and didn't care when Trent said it made him uncomfortable. That Nora and Natalie run to each other with information. And that pretty much the only person he could trust was Alex on that tribe. I mean it was a lot of information and it was pretty disappointing to hear this about Nicole and Natalie just kind of shifts my opinions about them a lot but ofc I'm gonna play the game and they haven't done anything against me so there's no reason for me to jump the gun based on Trent's sole experience however I definitely won't trust them to the extent I did before. If anything the most important takeaway here is that my fear about that group (Gerda Will Nora Nicole Natalie) being a tight group is pretty much confirmed as well. Shows me that I need to start licking down a group to prepare for the merge, I just can't expect to get there and reunite with some people I initially had connections with and hope for the best. They've clearly come together so I gotta get my group together and unified as well. My next phase is to now try to get that group going but also not push it too much myself. I talked to Jino about it and he was on the same page with me about all of this without me even having to bring a lot of things up. We talked about this group being our tribe right now plus Trent and possibly minus Jack. My next point of contact was Evan because as much as kikuyu people want to say that me or Chris are running the tribe, I think it's actually Evan really that is the key piece to bridge the gap between Prey and Predators & is pretty vital to pull things off. I've been working on my relationship with Evan a lot for some time so he's somebody that is important to me like Jino. So I called with Evan and we talked game for like an hour. He brought up the same concerns to me about Nicole and Will and also about Jack having also played that game so Jack could very well join their side in a merge. Evan brought up the possibility of throwing the next challenge to send Jack home but I'm ngl it is very scary to throw challenges because nothing is guaranteed and I don't really trust anyone that I would for sure be safe if we went to tribal so idk how much I really buy into throwing the comp to send out Jack. But anyway, the last thing I wanted to talk about was Chris. So even from being here in this community a very short time, I know Chris has a reputation lol I've seen him around, I saw him play HvV on BaR, I see his comments, BUT I don't think it's fair to play a season based on meta gaming and even though I know he's a threat I'm not after him for his reputation. My plan since I saw the cast reveal has been to leech myself onto Chris actually because I know he's a boss and a leader and I figured he's the perfect power player to allow to be the face of the alliance, the person everyone thinks is running the game and that way use his power and connections to drag me along with him if I'm in his good graces until it's time for me to cut him when he least expects it. So ever since I've finally been on a tribe with Chris, I've been making an effort to try to get to know him, let him get to know me, build some sort of relationship and hopefully turn that into a game relationship. After the reverse Touchy Subjects results I went to Chris and I was like man you and I have literally not even done anything and still it's like we get targeted just for exisiting, as like an ice breaker but also to make Chris feel like we're on the same boat, find some commeradery, common ground, and hopefully start a game relationship based on acknowledging that we should be working together and not against each other (in the event that Chris wanted to target me because I have no idea where he stands game-wise and what he wants to do). So I told Chris listen, I know you have a reputation, I know everyone's coming for you, but in ME you have an ally, and you have someone that's here that's present and that wants to work with you. And I left it up to him if he wants to work together or not and he said yes. Obviously he could just be saying that because you can't really say no to someone when they ask you if you want to work together. But I figured, well, Chris has been through a lot in the game so far, if I can appear to him as like one of the people willing to extend an olive branch to him and be an ally for him in the game then maybe he'd actually like to take me up on that offer. So I'm still ofc working on that relationship with Chris but I'm really going to try my best because I do think it's important for my game to have big shields like Chris and Evan to be the face of my "side" and when the other side inevitably attacks, they're always going to come for Chris first or Evan. I mean.. I'm just an 8th place loser who got blindsided by big players, and they're the past winners, right? 🥺