Singing Duets at Ponderosa/Confessionals

Day 28
"maresia"

- Yay! I survived this tribal! But unfortunately Nathaniel went home, and I really started to like the guy. He deserved to stay here longer. Honestly, his elimination didn't make any sense for me. I'll probably find out in the following days, but I honestly think this will become Cape Verde War!

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- Last night was nerve racking for me personally. I don't know why everyone is putting the target on my back. I SUCK at these challenges. Why eliminate me when you have Tyler who almost got immunity. Luckily, everything worked out.

I am really ticked because Nathaniel is really salty. After his elimination, he messaged everyone who voted for him and told them that they were a horrible person. I don't know why he is talking to me because HE VOTED FOR ME. Then, I told him that I didn't feel like I deserved it. Then he continued to say that I am a floater and that I didn't need to take it personally. Then I told him I have been in way worse situations than he will ever be in. He then continued to say 'highly doubt it' YOU DON'T KNOW ME. YOU NEVER TRIED TO GET TO KNOW ME. So don't go off assuming things that you have no idea about.

Josh has come up to me. Basically begging for a close ally. I'm not sure what to think about this. I am also trying to talk to Lindsey to see if I can get some moves in the works.

Now I am SUPER PISSED. Lindsey tells me that she voted Nathaniel. That means that one person from the Joan alliance flipped. I asked Josh about it and he claimed to be mad. However, Lindsey then tells me that Nathaniel, Pedro, AND Josh voted for me. That's it, no more Mr. Nice Guy. It's time to let the lion out from its den and attack.

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- Now that nathienal is gone I need to pull Scott back into me and Heather as an alliance

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- Yikes!!! Heather won reward... i wanted like brayden pedro or scott to win reward! Because they would give me the idol clue no matter what happens since i am very close to all three of them.. but i am also close to heather too! so maybe she will give me an idol clue!!!!

I really want to find an idol so badly to make a big move to get either lindsay,tyler or heather out i know those three player are strong well heather and tyler are! and there tight so i am trying to think a way to get them out... i want scott to idol out of them out but like he would probably plant a target on his back because everyone thinks that brayden/pedro has the idol which is good for me since i am playing so under the rader rn with a social game... i like to call my game..

I am trying to improve every second every minute i am trying to make everything count..

its still tough talking to some people! people want josh out but i dont he cant save himself for shit and he barely has an allys since heather/lindsey/tyler are so close!!! and he could easily be beaten at FTC... i also like the guy but i need to win... its only final 8 and i am thinking end game already...... i am so scared if i make it to the end... i can see all the bitterness going at me! i also cant believe i am so close to beating 8th i can feel tears and nervousness in my eyes....

Day 29
"maresia"

- This game is going NUTS. I am trying my best to make one of the biggest moves ever. I found out that Pedro voted for me and Josh lied straight to my face saying he voted Nathaniel. Now, I am trying to get Josh out. I convinced Pedro that Tyler needs to go. I also tried to get the Nobody likes Juan Alliance to get Pedro out and Josh was ALL over that because of the feuds they've had in the past. Everything is lining up for now. I have convinced Scott to do the plan. My only hope in order to get this is Lindsey. It's all on her shoulders now.

If I can pull this off, I have just pulled one of the GREATEST moves of this game thus far. It would really help my case at FTC IF I made it that far. UGH. This game is too stressful!!!!

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- If get voted out next I'mblaming the hosts took an idol and a clue from me smfh

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- I feel so frustrated right now ugh. I shouldn't have won the reward challenge bc I thought someone would get better and I'm a flop and now everyone has the idol clue basically except for brayden and pedro but I wouldn't be surprised if someone told them too. I wanted to win immunity so badly but that game was not my cup of tea; at least Tyler was able to win instead of Pedro even though that's still scary because if Pedro does have the idol then I think Tyler and I are his targets to go out, sooo rest in pieces. This game is stressing me out and this morning I got word from Lindsay that Brayden was putting a plan in place to blindside josh which would be like my nightmare. Josh will pretty much do whatever I want at this point, plus he's made a f3 deal with me and scoot in it which is perfect so honestly him being voted out would be really horrifying. Who even is Brayden and why is he coming for Josh like ya he voted for you and didn't tell you....so did Pedro on Corvo sooo..??? *keith nale voice* stick to the plan!!!!! 8th place isn't a bad finish but I don't want anything except number one at this point so I'm weighing my options here.

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- BRAYDEN, YOU'RE STUPID! And that's why you'll get to the end, because you're so stupid that the stupidest people will be smarter than you and vote against you. Can't you follow a plan? It was detailed. All you had to do was to follow it! That's why you do so bad in challenges, you can't follow instructions!!!

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- Gavin, you suck! You deserved to go home.. You kept Brayden around with your agreements --' Now we'll have to pay for your stupidity with our own games. RIP Alto Mira.

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- Heading into tribal. I have NO idea what is about to happen. That is what this game is all about. Having no idea what will happen or who will vote for who. This is INSANE. That's why I love it!!

Pedro, in my opinion, will ruin someone's game because his paranoia. He is constantly making things in line when in reality, he's making things seem 10x more difficult then they need to be. Ugh. I can't wait to get rid of him. But for now, I need him.

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- me this entire day tbfh!!!!!! Inspectorteisha.gif Having your name get brought up every vote is not a fun situation. Pedro brought it up last vote and Brayden brought it up this vote (according to Lindsay anyways) so I have no regrets about sending Pedro home tonight. Brayden and Pedro will be singing duets at ponderosa soon if I have any say in the matter.