The Girls Alliance Is Nothing Anymore/Confessionals

Day 17
"jivaro"

- The move Alf told me went through, I am slowly begging to trust him, He's can't wait to hit the merge and reunite with the rest of the alliance. They split the vote because they were scared of an idol.. TJ and Ieuan flipped on each other and made it a draw, Ieuan was the original target and that's why it was unanimous in the re-vote.

"ocaina"

- What a crazy couple of days it has been. After the Tribal Council where Dylan was voted out, which surprised me at first then after thinking it over not so much really. Dylan was our version of Brandon Hantz, and after he was voted out he went crazy. He verbal attacked a number of different people with a wave of nasty insults. It was shocking how much hate this kid had in him. After he lost to Super Domca at Redemption Island, the rest of the tribe came to me and told me that I was never the target and they were just worried that I had the idol.

Now it was time I had to work my magic by destroying that traitor Ieuan to Alf and the three amigos. I ran that kid through the mud and dirt and really worked them over. After yet another immunity challenge loss, we went to Tribal again and all my hard work WORKED. Ieuan, you screwed me but really you screwed yourself worst. Bye bye.

Now i have to hope we either win a God damn challenge or i can work my magic and get myself into the majority and vote whoever they want out. After that, it's merge time and the Unnamed Alliance of myself, Ryan, and Natalie will have our work cut out for ourselves.

"jivaro"

- There are so many balls in the air right now it's hard to track which ones are rising and falling. Previous agreements/alliances that were separated at the tribe switch have a strong possibility of getting back together, while other new ones seem to have been forged. The prospect of the Unnamed Alliance returning to power is exciting, but that excitement is tempered by the fact that should TJ make it through the merge, and we stay 3 strong, he has an excellent shot at winning. His case is that he ran the gauntlet on the new Ocaina tribe, getting the 4 new tribe mates to get rid of the two bad seeds on our old tribe, while not having to play an idol, that he didn't have. I don't know that I want to have someone sitting next to me at the final tribal who might have a better claim to win.

New developments within the Jivaro tribe are unsettling. Not knowing how committed Aly is to Nat and myself, is a worry. Nick is a "frenemy" at this point, he has such a gigantic target on himself from all the idol clues Domca is giving him, it's best to keep him close rather than try to vote him out. I don't believe he has a clue that Nat and I would vote with the rest of the girls to get rid of him. However it doesn't appear that Aly would go for that right now. Until we are forced to vote someone out, prior to the merge, there's no way for her to prove her loyalty to us. Nick is gunning for Jessy, and Jessy is gunning for Nick. Ellie, I still don't know which way she is leaning. Jossue, TJ and myself have entered into a (for me, at least) a tentative final 3 agreement. I don't intend on taking Jossue that far, and if Aly does prove to be a part of the F3 alliance, I don't need Jossue or TJ.

Best case scenario for me, is that TJ is able to get the 3 in power at Ocaina to vote out Alf at the next tribal. When Domca returns to the game, since she is dominating at RI I would be surprised if she didn't win her way back, she and Nick are going to be seen as a pair, and Domca is being perceived as having no loyalties to anyone but Nick. With the idol everyone assumes he has, I'm sure he will try to target Jessy, but the girls alliance will probably not go for that. Jossue, TJ, Nat and I would go for Jody, possibly with Aly or Alf or both, depending on RI. Nick may play his idol if he doesn't feel secure, and we can blind slide Jody, and get an idol out of the game. It's time to start clearing the road a little, getting the people who control others out first, while leaving a few players with bigger threat perceptions in, to take the focus off me. Apreesh!

"jivaro"

- Nothing much is happening in our tribe at the moment, I mean there is nothing to worry about.. Well until we lose a challenge, when that happens hell is going to break loose, we'll lose our trust in each other and Paranoia will come into play. Domca better win this for the sake of me finding the idol, I like her chances seeing as she's coming up against Ieuan. Not exactly one of the most active players in the season.

"jivaro"

- Natalie came to me wanting to take out Aly I can't be 100% sure, she could have the idol and be playing it on her. So if need be it'll be Jessy going home tonight.

"jivaro"

- I have tried to talk to everyone more often because right now communication is key to keeping alliances strong, If we can do so we'll hit the merge strong, I'm glad Domca won but it's sad to see the good lad Ieuan go home, I can't say I didn't see it coming. Well I guess it's true, the person who flips always ends up going.

"jivaro"

- I have realized that I have not done a confessional in a while. So recently I found that Aly may not be with the girls because supposedly she wants the former Ocaina tribe members gone but who knows the conversation could have been photoshopped. Then the girls want Domca back in so we can use her for the girls alliance which I am totally against because she keeps giving the clues to Nick so either she is targeting Nick or working with him. Then the controversy with Dylan when he left was ridiculous. He asked me if I knew if he was going to go and I lied and said no. Leuan had told me about the plan to get TJ to play the idol by telling TJ that they were voting for him when they were voting for Dylan. I told TJ, leuan's plan so he was excited about it especially since he was bluffing about having the idol. He did have the idol but gave it to Ryan since he figured that he would be a bigger threat.

"jivaro"

- Like… are you fucking kidding me? As I suspected, those messages I sent to Nick were a mistake. He told Natalie and Ryan about then :D. I guess he FINALLY was like, “*gasp* maybe these people might think I have an idol because of how many clues I’ve gotten! Let me throw one of the only allies I have under the bus so they have a bigger target than me!” So I had to delete our messages and play it off as it is really simple to fake messages and the reason he chose me was because we barely talk. I can see Natalie believing it, but not Ryan. Ryan isn’t stupid. If he plans anything against me, best believe my inner Corinne will come out and I will fuck his ass up! Don’t play with mama Aly. Fuck being nice when they want you gone.

"ocaina"

- I’m trying to figure out how to survive the next tribal council if it’s as we suspect, a double tribal council. I need people on my side then and the majority is from the same original tribe.

I don’t expect any of those 3 to stick with me over each other, but what can I do? I need to work on Aaron. He mentioned possibly Jesse going home, but I don’t know if he would do it or just says it to make me feel better.

I need TJ not to win the challenge, I want the immunity really bad to keep myself safe.

I wouldn’t be scared of redemption island if it wasn’t for the fact that Domca would cheat me out of it. Unless it’s a challenge like the last one, I would easily have beat her amount of pictures. Ieuan was lazy, he could have beaten her if he had really wanted to.

"jivaro"

- Ok, I can't see I didn't see a double elimination coming, the ones eliminated will face Domca in the final RI duel before the merge and they will return. Immunity means everything right now and I need to do all I can to get it in my grasp, Just one more tribal and I've made the merge, that's when the war begins, let's just hope people know best to stick with The Nicktatorship.

"jivaro"

- Ellie has started interrogating me I'm not sure about her anymore and I'm pretty sure she feels the same way as me, I've got to get her back on my side before the other girls get their way with her.

"jivaro"

- Yes, the idol is just what I needed, Guaranteed it doesn't get much better than this baby. Now it's time to gain some peoples trust by giving them some official idol clues.

"jivaro"

- I am pretty sure Ryan has the Ocaina Idol, if he does we are in a very strong position and have a good chance on making it further into this game. If he doesn't and I'm wrong it's going to be tough times ahead.

"jivaro"

- Risky move Aly, you don't know me and you don't know what I'm capable of you're the one to talk, you haven't even been active and you think you know what is happening this game.. You are about to get a shocking reminder on how to play survivor girl.

"jivaro"

- It's going to be funny when these people claim to have the best social clues for me giving them the clues but they are going to realize that they are looking for nothing.

"jivaro"

- Alright there is no Ocaina idol left in play, I managed to get that information out of Natalie by making a false deal with her. It's great knowing I can use this idol to my advantage.

"jivaro"

- Yesterday, I decided to confront Aly about what Nick had said about her. And of course she denied it. I believe her she sent her entire chat with him full screen. The best part of it was how Aly was saying how close is with Ryan and the post on the forum only helped because now people see her as unpredictable. Later Nick was asking me who had the Ocaina idol and was willing to do anything for the information so I bargained for the idol clues and he got a lie. Now, Ryan and I are on the idol hunt and this time we should get the idol.

"ocaina"

- Took me a while to figure out a good method, but after TJ telling me he got in the 4000s I was determined to get better just to be sure he wouldn't get immunity. Not that I don't mind him, but I sure don't plan on going home this tribal...

"jivaro"

- Things are cool round camp, these people don't know what's happening this game and it's going to be interesting what's happening this tribal, that crazy woman Aly is going down.

Day 18
"ocaina"

- With a challenge that sends both tribes to tribal council, I sense a merge coming awfully soon. I assume that the two unlikely tribe mates from Ocaína and Jivaro will compete against Domca for a spot back in the game, and then a merge will occur. This being said, TJ is the odd man out on the tribe. Alf, Jesse, Aaron or I must win this challenge to guarantee he goes home. He's had plenty of chances to try and reach the top. His gameplay is weak, and in the end I want to beat a tough player. I am concerned, however, with Aly's thread about Nick being a liar. I haver an original final three alliance with Aly and Aaron. This post is causing a lot of drama on her side, that I do not want to spread over on Aaron and myself. I would not be surprised if Aly would be sent to Redemption Island once Jivaro goes to tribal. There is a lot to consider for an upcoming merge, and my biggest concern is finding the numbers to make it.

"ocaina"

- OH I am so glad I won that immunity, I needed it! I worked hard and played that game so many times to make sure I had as good of a score as I could possibly get. If TJ had won it, I would be on the chopping block.

I don’t mind if TJ leaves the game, because either way I will have the numbers I need to somehow get to the end of this game. Final 4 with Huanca or something else with Nick, Jossue, Ryan and maybe TJ. I know TJ is most likely leaving and that Jossue is likely to go, but either way, one of them might come back from redemption anyway, I feel good.

I can find a way to make it to the final. I know I can do it. I am aligned with the Huancas, I am aligned with Nick, I am aligned with Jossue and Jessy apparently still seem to be with me, though she probably just knows she needs numbers for her girls alliance. I don’t know if she is loyal to me since she actually didn’t talk to me since old Jivaro.

I love this game.

"I have all along been making sure there is visible division between people. “The Huancas are so tight” and “the girls are so tight” are my biggest “worries” when I talk to people, which will push the two groups against eachother while everyone else will be pulled towards me.

Nick is annoying me big time. He wants to make a mess of a big move on my tribe to split up the Huancas. He is all “lets make them think TJ got the idol” um Nick, they wont believe that and especially not from you. I told him it wont work, and he goes “hm, I gotta find someone else to make them believe it if they wont believe me” and I’m just facepalming. Is it strange that nobody trusts him? He wants to make a mess and make a move when its not necessary. Of course, TJ staying and being on our side would be great, but its not happening. He gotta get through redemption island in that case.

If any Ocaina got the idol, its either Natalie or it was Dylan who left with it. TJ seem like the type to have it, but after the votes we had when he was at risk, he isn’t stupid enough not to have used it then.

Nick apparently got a plan to keep Jossue safe so a girl leaves, I am guessing it involves his idol.

I hope Aly leaves the game, the Huancas seem close with her and wants her on their side. I cant trust that the girls alliance is as tight as I hope, so she can leave for all I care. The reason why I want the girls alliance tight is simply to make them an obvius target for the first votes. Well unless Domca comes back from redemption, then she is the obvius first target."

- Alf

"jivaro"

- I'm working with the dumbest people. Ellie literally just told us to tell Jossue that we were voting Nick. Ugh, if I wasn't all Pro-Girls 100% right now I would so literally tunnel a vote on her.She's literally acting like the girls alliance is nothing anymore. Ryan, Natalie, Aly and I are switching our votes to Ellie from Jossue. All Girls is now Aly, Natalie and I. Alf told me the idea of an all girls alliance has been rumored so this can cover that up. Not only that but she's definitely not getting an idol played on tonight.

"jivaro"

- I MAY HAVE HOPE! I originally voted Jossue, because he's the other guy other than Nick I don't trust, then people started throwing Ellie's name around. A LOOOONG time ago I made a confessional about how Ellie was talking I everyone... It's coming to bite her in the ass today. Plus it would make sense to get rid of a girl so it wouldn't make the all girls alliance obvious.

"jivaro"

- It’s pandemonium right now. Nick winning immunity helped things not at all. That was the worst possible scenario to come out of the immunity challenge. With the choices being Aly or Jossue given to me by Nick, I told him Aly. Then Jessy approached and asked which one. Not wanting to upset the apple cart, I told her Jossue. Nick started accosting Nat when she suggested splitting votes. I don’t want to lose Aly or Nat and started to plant the seeds of getting out the one person on the tribe I see as the most dangerous post-merge in Ellie. She’s a social player who isn’t going to make waves or enemies, a bit of a follower, and if the opportunity isn’t taken to vote her out now, I might be sitting on the jury listening to her making a case that she should win. Getting rid of Ellie will eliminate that threat and keep a number of bigger targets than myself that will get more focus after we merge.

I’ve got Nat and Jossue on board. If Jossue plays the idol, those 3 votes could be enough. Unfortunately Jossue doesn’t trust Nat too much, but sometimes patience pays off. I was able to give Jessy enough information to convince her to flip on Ellie, the info being that Ellie approached me to vote off Jessy. I’m still amazed that I was able to sell Jossue on the idea, he wasn’t too pleased with Aly’s post on the forum, took exception to it, and let her know it. The spin I went with was the perfect argument to someone who is a fan and understands the game. Eliminating an under the radar player now, is the right move. Ellie did however bring it on herself, she’s been playing both sides and has been waffling on which one to take at the vote. I had to go into chaperone mode, and tell her what she needed to hear. She’s going to be pretty upset and disappointed if this goes to plan, and while I do feel bad about it, I didn’t want to see one of my close allies go home. How cray cray today was for me. Being able to stay away from the focus of the tribe, getting Jossue to tell me that Nick found and gave him the idol (and that he was going to play it anyway, because he didn’t really trust anyone), without divulging that I’ve got an idol, turning the vote away from an ally and onto the one person no one would expect to be targeted at this point in the game. Exciting day, if it works. If it doesn't, I will just blame it on Dylan. Apreesh!

"ocaina"

- Well we had our first chance at Individual Immunity and I failed to win it, so it's going to me going to Redemption. I've definitely made a lot of mistakes in this game (giving up my Hidden Immunity is the biggie), but I played my heart out. I gave this game everything I had and unfortunately it just wasn't enough. If it hasn't been for that pesky Tribal Shuffle, I believe I would have gone deep into this game. I'm like Silas from Africa, screwed by the Switch. Oh well, it's the game. I do still have a chance on Redemption, but I'm no challenge beast so it isn't looking good for the ol' Teej. It's been a blast.

"jivaro"

- It's a plan Aly is going this tribal, well it's either her or me. I do not mind going I mean why worry when I'm going to just get back in the game anyway? Jossue is keen and so is the rest of our tribe, well hopefully. It'd be great to see the rat leave, I don't mind getting voted out with an idol but as long as no one else gets it all I can do is wish Aly good luck and Let the hunger games begin!

"jivaro"

- Me and Alf the lone internationals! Both in strong positions! Brothers till the end!

"jivaro"

- Thoughts are coming into mind of flipping on Jossue with no hesitation, but I need him when we merge. He's the one that is going to keep em in this game, with his vote I can control this game from here on in.

"jivaro"

- Me Alf and Jossue are working our butts off to save TJ, All we can o now is wait and see if trying to split Jesse and Aaron apart worked.

"jivaro"

- Jossue and I are in a tight situation, he's sucking up to me. I will not be giving him the real Idol, But a fake one. I don't mind seeing him go but it will be sad. It's also to see if he actually plays it, I mean it might not even be him going this tribal.

"jivaro"

- I heard Ellie is the leader of the other 3, Nothing special about a sheep and her shepherd the sad thing is those people are dumb enough to follow her.

"jivaro"

- Ryan might have just saved us, but has proven to be a big threat and it'd be great to see him go early in the merge.

"jivaro"

- Manipulation is the key in this game and that's exactly what I've done to the majority of my tribe, I honestly thought they would be smart enough to notice the true targets, I guess I am going to have to put them back on track.

"jivaro"

- We survived this tribal and should be united as one, we have someone who is affiliated with the Huancas and can turn the votes not towards us, Then when we have majority, we strike.

"jivaro"

- I have Jossues trust now, but it's me and Alf who are tight, we' see both sides of the game and that's how we can control the merge.