Alex Has A Fat Ass!/Confessionals

Day 20
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- OH MY FUCKING GOD. I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT SHIT WORKED. THISE IDIOTS ALL VOTED FOR CATHERINE I'M CRYING 😂😂😂. CATHERINE AND I MADE IT TO THE MERGE THIS IN SOOOO INCREDIBLE. I made the jury and the merge for the second time in the main org and I'm super happy that I grew the balls to make that move. Now I can play this game with everyone and I'm not stuck on a hellhole full of deceptive liars anymore. Fuck the comraderie of making the merge I need a majority of 6 people and a new idol in my pocket it's time to go to work.

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- Omg I have so many #1 allies right now and I got to get as many of them together as possible. I'm alex's number and he's mine. Shannon is also my tied for #1 in this game. I also have my good friend Catherine whom I just saved. Sydney and I are supposed to be longterm partners but so far she's voted with her old team everytime and I don't trust her. Claudia and I are supposed to be close allies in the merge too so I gotta create a majority with as many of these social bonds as I can to maximize my options.

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- Alex has a FAT ASS.

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- My partner went home unfortunately, and I kinda knew something would go wrong because I had that weird feeling before the vote was revealed. It just sucks we didn't get the advantage at the merge, so I think maybe Shannon and Tymeka flipped just to be the only pair to get it? At the same time, that last vote for Rhone looked like a vote Alex would do, so I really don't know who flipped. If it was me from Tikal, I would've exploded on them! But I have to keep my cool, and see the positive, at least it was him and not me. I just can't let my anger get the best of me because these people do not want to know the Wrath of Marie. Now we're merged and I guess it's the Formosa people + the two who flipped vs. me, Catherine, Brandon and the one that voted with me? I don't know, I'm gonna have to talk to people. If it's really like that though, I know I can get through, I've done it before and I know I can do it again.

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- Shannon and Tymeka flipped for sure. I've talked to Tymeka and she told me she flipped because she was called a sheep at the last challenge, and I can understand her decision since I was called a sheep in my first season and I flipped partly because of that as well. It's just, I flipped and made all of these moves, but I still lost at the end, so it's not what's gonna get you the win Tymeka. What's even worse is that I didn't even put Tymeka at the "Who's the biggest sheep?" question, so it's kinda unfair and I put her as "Who's the one you most want to see win?" so it's really ironic. I've told her that though, and she told me she still have my and Cordoba's backs, hopefully she's telling the truth and we can stay Cordoba strong.

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- I still feel like shit from the last vote which I will explain later but I feel like no one trusts me anymore so fuck it I'm gonna start operation make it an all girl final 7 and just roll with it from there lol

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- Okay so going into this immunity challenge I'm feeling good about this game. It's a heavily strategy based game and it's very memorization based so this is right up my ally. The doctors diagnosed me with a photographic memory at the age of 3 and so far I've been able to memorize every pattern until about the 10,000-11,000 point mark and hopefully I can continue to do that and come up with an optimal strategy to win the game. It might behoove me strategically to throw the challenge, but at the same time if this is actually a game that I'm reasonably good at then I might as well go for the immunity. This one is very obtainable so I figure that I may as well give it my best shot. It'll give me more time to look for a merge idol too. Both Cordoba and Formosa's idol were starting tribes, and I have a hunch that the idol is from a red merge tribe. In Survivor there are only three red merge tribes, Jacare, Xhakum, and Libertad. So I'm gonna explore those first before anything else.

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- This fucking fight over the merge tribe name is completely silly. There is absolutely nothing wrong with Amor de Hierba, but certain people *cough cough* weren't so excited about the name, particularly Justin and Ally. I find their behavior to be slightly childish as well as bad gameplay, they are just further isolating themselves from a possible majority. I snapped for a minute during the debate, but strategically I chose to hold back afterwards because I saw this could easily divide the tribe in a way that wouldn't be optimal for me. I told Catherine to hold back as well, because she is strategically one of my possible final three numbers and I don't want a target painted on her back. Shannon, Alex, Justin, and Ally all put themselves out there today and so hopefully this well be advantageous for me in this game. Some of these contestants are in dire need of some weed and they don't even know it...

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- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TNYxZ3YzClk

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- https://youtu.be/uc_3I48we40

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- So Rhone and Alissa are out and that really bugs me just cause those were going to be two people who I could've seen myself working with long-term and to see them both go makes me feel a bit lost as to what I want to do if there is a merge especially after Shannon and Tymeka flipped and I just feel on the bottom. I just regret not being more vocal about getting Mackie out at the Jake Tribal. At least with Jake I could talk to him and be cool with the guy whereas with Mackie, he just sucks man. Like, Mackie is the phoniest person in this game and yet we kept him over Jake with is just cringeworthy. I just hope we merge soon just cause I want to reunite with my buds Cat and Brandon.

ERMEHGERD!!!! WE MERGED!! This is the first merge I've made in Main ORG and I'm just like beyond words. I think this proves one of two thing: 1. Azer was a fluke and my vote was just dumb luck on the part of Clifford, Minke, and Austin or 2. I've grown as a player and proved that I can be a force to be reckoned with. Either way, this is a huge milestone for me and now that I made merge and Jury, I have a lot of freedom to play the game however I want to and I'm basically going to try to recreate my strategy of playing under the radar and being a bit of a non-target which will hopefully propel me to a few more rounds in the game cause if anything, I don't want to be a merge boot cause that's a spot that'll suck to go out on. I guess I'll just play this day to day and see how I'll fare, but I'm excited and I'm ready to play the game on my own and show what I can do.

And just like that we literally got in a fight over the goddamn tribe name. Like really, Justin is claiming that he's uncomfortable with a tribe being named after weed but bitch, nobody asked you, a majority of us wanted that to be the name and you're the only person complaining so sit the hell down and accept the name cause it's happening not this corny ass blood oath name. Like did San Juan del Sur have a name related to Blood vs Water? NO! Their name had a fucking hashtag on it!!! Blood vs Water's tribe name meant companion but you know... that's neither her nor there THE POINT IS we want a weed name and we're getting a goddamn weed name!!!

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- https://youtube.com/watch?v=6gRzkOCz0Mk

Day 21
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- Oh boy okay so I've been busy so I haven't had a chance really to talk game here so here goes with a short recap of last tribal because it plays into events leading here tonight most likely. - Alissa got voted out..... because of me basically :/ At first I was perfectly okay with Catherine going just because we haven't spoken much, but my heart started pulling strings and so did my brain because I figured Justin or Mackie were gonna get voted out so I needed to get my in on Cordoba, so I leaked the plan to Brandon after he leaked his idol to me. I WANTED them to go for Claudia, love her but I think out of the three of us she'd be most likely to actually wanna work with the Formosa boys and I had the weakest relationship with her. So I felt horrible but whatever, BUT then they say 'well what about Alissa'. I bonded a lot with Alissa on this tribe over the whole situation from before, views on society and the game, and I felt for her when she confided in me how much she wanted to make the merge, so I was NOT on board with that and made it known. However, Brandon and Catherine have the AUDACITY to be like ""well we're voting that way whether you like it or not so vote with us"". Like excuse me? I literally just said I do not want to do that what the hell! I was sooo considering just telling the girls to split it, but Alissa wasn't online so we couldn't and she left as a result :(

But getting to the merge, YAY! I honestly didn't think I'd make it here so good for me! However Justin stayed which is bleh, but our girls alliance is strong and NOT gonna let these boys just play us all again!!! Right? Wrong. Ally is already falling back into their 'dicksand', I brought up the idea of going with Cordoba to get rid of the guys and then using the other girls to get far enough to get to the end, but was turned down because ""I think we can trust them for now"" ...GIRL. WE COULD NEVER TRUST THEM. THEY WERE NEVER WITH US. THEY ARE NOT WITH US AND THEY ONLY WANNA JUST USE US RIGHT NOW WHAT DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND!!! At this point I'm pretty much done with Ally, she's lied about her idol to me, she fucked me over with Joey vote and was too baby to flip on Formosa(even though that really wasn't our best move). But it just goes to show who Ally wants to appease this game and it's not me, so from this moment going forward I really don't care what she does and once I have a solid idea of whose with who in this game I can take care of her and her idol. But, I think for this round I'm gonna just sit back and let the chips fall where they may, I think it'll be Alex or Mackie/Justin so I really don't care which goes. I think for this round I'm gonna let Shannon/Tymeka call the shots and just follow their lead and then get rid of the other one next round if I can flip. As much as I would love to just get rid of the boys right now, this game is timing and if the timings not there now oh well. BUT that doesn't mean the timing isn't very very very very very soon.

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- Right now, we're Cordoba Strong. I mean, it's the merge, so everyone is grasping at every opportunity to get a majority, and we have six Cordoba, so that's the most logical choice. I'm still really worried about Shannon and Tymeka since they already flipped, but I gotta trust them for this Tribal at least. Apparently, Ally has the Formosa idol, so we need to flush it. We're gonna tell her two names are on the chopping block: hers and Mackie's, just to get her to play the idol on one of them, but we're actually gonna vote Justin. It's a great plan but, I don't know, it seems way too good to be true, so I'm really worried. I just have to believe in it and hopefully, everything will work out.

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- So last tribal, rip Alissa and i feel like its my fault to an extent. If she had been online we couldve split votes but I kind of hinted to cat and brandon who we would be voting for, bc i knew their tribe would have majority at the merge & i wanted to gain a bit of trust with them. Its also not terrible that alissa is gone tbh because now i see our group more as individuals & im not a target bc of the blood oath advantage. pHEW so its a couple of hours before the merge tribal and shit is getting wild. Ally had the nuFormosa idol as i suspected, im hoping she doesnt know that im the one who spread the rumor that shes got it lmfao. Hopefully we idol the right person but they all want to vote Alex which im not really sure if im down for, & i kinda promised him i wouldnt vote for him so ill do my best to get out of having to do that. At this point both Mackie & Ally have phenomenal social games so im looking out for that. The other side has told me they're voting mackie which i suspect is bullshit, but i said i would too. I'd love to that do asap tbh but for the next couple of tribals hes a pretty decent shield. There have also been suggestions of a female alliance which i have mixed feelings about so we'll see. I love Justin and Brandon & I are looking out for eachother to a reasonable extent so I'd like to keep them around for at least a while, if this vote goes to plan.

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- I literally loathe this situation because I keep trying to put my foot in the door and be like ""HI IM HERE IM FLIPPING USE ME"" and yet no one seems to want to?? Like I thought Cat and Brandon, you know the ones who are both here now solely because I told them we were voting Cat?? Yeah they're lying to me now too about the vote so whatever. So I'm stuck with those lunatics from Formosa, but at least I have a gameplan now -Ally told us about her idol(shocker) and was gonna use it on herself and we vote Marie? How dumb is that they're obviously not gonna vote for you they're trying to scare you and why are we going for Marie who means nothing to them?? I know I said I was just gonna take a backseat on this one, but honestly I don't care anymore, and I think every tribal besides the first I've been a major factor in so why stop now. I'm moving the vote to Alex for a couple reasons, although I feel bad because he's the only one who talks to me, he is the one running the show over there and the ""glue"" if you wanna call it that of that alliance, so with him gone Brandon Cat and Marie can become free players. After this though, I want to use them to start getting those boys and their two new lackeys Shannon and Tymeka out of here.

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- Holy shit I fucking slayed that Immunity!!!! This is nice because the merge boot can be so unpredictable so having the security of making it an extra round is huge. The plan is for the 6 original Cordoba members to stick together for one at least one vote to give us a greater advantage. The plan is that we tell Ally that it is her so she should use her idol and tell some people that is Mackie to make it confusing. In reality I think the group is voting for Justin so we'll see how that works out!