Have Him On the Leash/Confessionals

Day 28
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- Well double trouble is no longer. I guess I can still cause trouble on my own though. It's sad dani was rock'd out and I'm actually disgusted with michelle and I think she's pathetic and the worst survivor player ever considering she decided that going with someone who threw her under the bus (loxias) going with someone like alex who's a big challenge threat and going with someone who will WIN THIS ENTIRE GAME IF THEY MAKE IT TO THE END (danielle) was her best chance of making it to the final tribal council instead of going with people who suck in challenges and are hated. Makes sense! Alex I don't know what he thinks he's doing, I mean it was obvious he flipped yesturday yet he still tried to deny it or some strange reason and I don't know why, I hope he realizes that going with who he's going with now isn't going to get him to the end and he'll have a better time winning immunity by going with me and an easier time winning the game going with me, And I still need to work more on michelle and keep mikey on my side as well as sheryl. Ugh that challenge really fucked with people some people are easily influenced and it's disgusting and it shows they have no backbone.

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- Wtf am i supposed to do now? I mean yea, I am a complete idiot but still, i'm probably literally getting a blindside planned on me right now.

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- I'm playing it off to alex like im so weak and I have no one and i have no hope so he thinks of me as a weak person and wants me in the game, i'll do whatever it takes at this point. He tried to explain why he flipped which doesnt make any sense, he's just trying to make big moves for no reason and playing out of stupidity. I mean he's a cocky ass and is basically saying that the entire going to rocks was his idea and how amazing he is bla bla. Like fuck off. He thinks now he can reel me back in and we're going to vote out danielle and loxias. If I want to do that then I will, if I want to go to danielle and loxias and turn it around on him, I will. He thinks he's running shit but he's not and Im going to make sure he gets what he deserves.

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- I want to sack this immunity this round because that way I can safely scheme and do damage control to keep Sheryl mikey and Chris at a level head and vote loxias or Danielle out. after that I may or may not want to go to rocks again simply because it's funny as fuck but it all depends how this round goes, I might just try and vote whoever stays out of those 2 out and then flip the script on mikey. Unfortunately I don't know if I would be successful to do that though and I could send myself home by being stupid. Maybe I should just vote Danielle out to make Chris happy and then vote mikey and then loxias

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- I feel like mikey is the person who screwed up my game, he doesn't know how to keep his mouth shut and alex told me mikey told him that dani myself and him had a final 3 alliance and alex said that he is the one who organized the whole thing because of some things he heard so im assuming it was mikey. Alex probably think he made a great strategic move by risking his life in the game and drawing rocks JUST to keep in a huge threat, danielle. In my eyes thats not some move you should be proud of and it's just idioticc but I mean whatever floats your boat hunny.

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- So michelle came to me, god help her she still has yet to explain why she felt the need to keep a huge threat like danielle in the game and i really dont think she was thinking when she voted for sheryl and I don't think she has any idea what she's doing, however she did say that she was thinking of getting rid of threats next like loxias, danielle and alex which makes me happy. Part of me would love to just run to loxias and danielle and get alex out right away but I can't be playing with my emotions although I want to so fucking badly. Alex is a cocky son of a bitch and every single time I talk to him ALL he says is how great he is, how he's going to win all of the challenges, how he organized everything and everything he says is just putting himself above everyone else so it's obvious he's full of himself and I don't know why I was voted as most entitled, because that sure as hell is alex at this point. I want him gone asap. I told mikey what michelle wanted and idk where he's at he seems like someone who's easily influenced and can't keep his mouth shut so i mean anything can happen with him and i wouldnt be surprised if he told someone my plans i've told him. I trust sheryl, she really has no one else so i told her everything as well. Ideally, the final 4 would be mikey, sheryl michelle and I and hopefully mikey can go at final 4 and i can win final 3 immunity and take sheryl to the end. I miss dani so much and I will get revenge for what happened to her, because she didn't deserve to be voted out. She was my real friend in this game and I developed such trust with her you can't find in any other person. She didn't deserve to leave. Alex did because he's fucking retarded and so did michelle. Not Dani.

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- By now, I've been lied to by everybody, Loxias, Michelle, Danielle, Chris and Alex are all snakes but not all of them are bad snakes. I think I'd rather work with Michelle tho, so although She's a snake, she's the snake I'm working with.

Day 29
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- I Am Happy! Dani just went home after she pulled the purple rock which means I am finally in a good majority alliance. The next one who will go home will be (hopefully) Chris if he doesn't win immunity. I think now that the final 4 is totally me, Michelle, Alex and Danielle. But what next? It is clear that nobody wants Danielle in the final 2 because she would win. So the question is if it is better with Alex or Michelle. But this is to early to think about. Now we have to concentrate on beating Chris in the next IC so he can go home. There is not much going on now, nobody from the opposite alliance is texting me, maybe they don't have time but I think they rather don't want to text me since I betrayed them 2 times

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- Well well well. It appears I now have some options in the game and things are turning in my favor after alex made an awful fucking move. It seems right now that alex thinks we're all set on voting loxias out, but I've been strategizing and talking with michelle for the past 2 days trying to get her to see the light and I think she finally sees it and really wants to vote alex out, so if alex loses this immunity he'll be going, if he wins loxias goes. No matter what happens I think I'm going to be safe, I think alex will go this round if he doesnt win, then loxias, then danielle then I can get mikey out then michelle, then sheryl and I final 2. It sucks that we're giving danielle another pass here but at this point it's my only option. Michelle really feels like she can trust me and I can see her talking more and more strategy so I think what i've been doing has been working. Alex keeps telling me mikey is telling him he wants me out, but i talked with mikey and in a way he said we need to act like we're both with alex. As long as we keep stroking alex's ego he won't see this coming. Alex you made a dumb move and it's going to backfire on you so help me god. Double Trouble is no more but I will get to the end for dani.

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- Poor Loxias, his iPad cracked just like his game will crack as soon as he loses immunity, how sad. I hope the reward curse doesnt continue because I'm not losing this freaking challenge after all the things that I set up for myself, hell naw

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- So I'm getting worried that michelle might be coming after me, I mean she seems almost overly willing to vote out alex and I think she has some sort of plan that I'm not part of. I refuse to be manipulated by this witch and will not do her bidding for her. We have one common enemy at this point and that's alex, she says to me loxias and danielle are her targets as well but I don't know about that one. I have a funny feeling she wants me out soon after alex and I refuse to do what she wants just so I can get voted out. I trust sheryl will not vote me out but I realllly need to trust mikey that he doesn't want to vote me out, because I feel if we vote alex out before loxias, michelle, loxias, mikey and danielle can come together to vote me out, so it's kind of a risk voting alex out before loxias and I don't know if that's a risk I'm willing to take.

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- So Edward asked Danielle to vote me out this tribal, wrong move Beyotch, looks like I'm gonna wait to take a strike at lox or Danielle and vote that bitch out before. at this point I'm rooting for loxias to win immunity so I can send that Edward bitch packing

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- In a way, I want alex to win so it won't be hard to get loxias out and I feel like if I keep trying im going to end up winning for sure, so play it safe with this score, maybe I win immunity maybe I don't, maybe others do much better then me and i wont come across as a threat, maybe i will. Who knows.

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- Okay, after today, I learned that Danielle and Alex have their little pact, Danielle might as well have just said, "but he's my superman! Ooooh he saved me, I can't backstab him!" Because she doesn't wanna budge away from Alex, well I suppose getting with michelle, Chris and Sheryl is efficient enough

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- I really enjoy lying to Alex. He's someone who's so full of himself and so cocky and just feeding into his ego makes him think he's safe, makes him think he's on top of the world and nothing can harm him and makes him think he knows everything and controls everything. He came to me and said that mikey, god help mikey, that mikey told danielle that he wanted to vote out alex or myself, mikey told me about this because he wanted to see where danielle was at which is dumb as hell and i am disgusted with mikey for not having a fucking brain, but anyways alex then said "mikey is going next" "he wants me out". My reaction immediately is "excuse me mr "this entire fucking game is about me worship me and do as i want", but that is NOT the case bitch. We are not your fucking servants, you're a fucking dumbass, you're full of yourself, you're going home next." but OBVIOUSLY i couldnt say that to him so I just played into his ego and gave him what he wanted to hear because thats what you're supposed to fucking do. Ugh I can't fucking stand him. then he went on to ask me what i scored in the challenge and i lied right to his face and i said "only 70k, but im still going" and he told me just what i wanted to hear which was "i stopped at 170k". Perfect! You stopped playing the immunity challenge that your life depends on. Thanks for making it that much easier to vote your ass out. All I have to worry about is loxias winning immunity but if not im golden. Also, FUCK danielle she's a sheep she doesnt have a mind of her fucking own and she's being dragged by because she isnt capable of doing anything on her own. She ran right to alex and told him what mikey said so she's a little sheep and her ass needs to go soon as well. Ugh I would love to get rid of alex then loxias then danielle. I want it so badly. But the thing is I fucking despise how shes being praised for being taken along and doing nothing about her situation. It kills me so much and people need to hop off of the danielle train as she's doing nothing. Can't stand that bitch and I want her to hop off her high horse and get to ponderosa asap. The only worries I have moving forward with voting alex out are is if michelle, danielle, loxias and mikey team up to vote me out. That's my only concern. I am fine with it going to rocks (although thats not what i want) but if it comes down to it im fine with that happening, as long as it's not a 4-2 vote with me going, mikey going or sheryl going. That's the only concern I have.

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- something crazy coming your way so long as alex doesn't win that immunity. please don't let him win immunity. ktnxbye.

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- Eh whatever I've made a terrible game move telling Danielle so what can I do?

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- Things are definitely interesting now. Originally, the plan was to vote out Chris. But Michelle texted me today and said that Alex targeted me and that he is working with Chris. Then I texted Danielle and she confirmed that i was targeted by Alex because people think that we are a power couple. So now We dont know who to vote for, it is obviously between Alex, Chris and myself...We'll se who wins immunity. I won't bc I am on a crappy family trip and the wifi is fucked but whatever....Michelle told me later on that she texted with Mikey and he said that either Chris or Alex have to go. This was a bit surprising for me bc I thought that he was really close with Chris, so I texted him and he said he is totally up for voting out Alex since he is the biggest challenge thread. And then there is Sheryl...I texted her and asked her if she wants to change the game through voting out Alex. She replied that she doesn't know if she can trust me because I wanted her out at some previous tribals. That is crap. She probably doesnt know how rocks work or idk. If we wanted her out we wouldn't vote for her. What a paradox. So I kinda figured that she doesn't trust me so I just mentioned that Alex is the biggest thread and she said something like "true" or idk, I don't care, she is stupid. So I hope things will go good (or how would Mikey say "gude") for me but I could be eventually going next because Danielle will do anything just to stay in the game, so she could turn on me just to get a bit further, I really don't know now who can I trust. It finally starts being "survivor" and it is fun

Day 30
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- WELLLLLL WELLLLLLL WELL. It looks like I won immunity today. HAHA! And guess what happens immediately after I win? I have loxias coming to me and he's saying alex is a threat, we need to get alex out, bla bla bla and I ask him one, very VERY simple question. I say "If alex won immunity you were probably just going to vote me right" and guess what he answers? "Yes." He tells me right to my fucking face that he was going to vote me. I mean come on. Dumbest fucking person to ever play the game award goes to? like please. I acted my ass off to him and basically said that I wasn't going to vote with him. If he tells me to my face he was going to vote for me how can I trust that he's not going to tell alex that and then alex and him change the vote to like mikey? I'd rather him be surprised that we kept him, hate danielle and alex for voting with him, and have him wanting danielle out next vote leaving mikey sheryl and I to decide what to do. Enough about loxias lets move on to danielle. This girl she comes to me right after it's announced that i won immunity, like the second after and she asks me to be completely honest to her (im like okay hun definitely *rolls eyes*) and she asks me who im voting. I tell her im not telling her because i mean why should i? I know she wants me out, i know from alex that mikey told her something and she ran back to him, so why would i tell her anything when she's going to do the same thing. she tried to turn it into "you dont like me" excuse me you want me out so like! also now that i have immunity idgaf what i say so i happily announced into the tribe chat that i needed it because loxias told me everyone wants me out. I don't care. It's the truth. Also loxias told me that michelle wants me out so now that i have immunity i gladly approached michelle and asked her if this was true or not. sheryl told me the same thing but i cant throw sheryl under the bus, but now that loxias said it i'll gladly confront michelle. Waiting for an answer on that. If everything goes as planned, which it should, the vote SHOULD be like 5-2 with alex going depending on who loxias votes. This is either going to be the worst decision for my game or the best one. On one hand alex kept saying that first loxias goes then mikey then danielle then michelle leaving sheryl myself and him final 3, but on the other hand if alex doesnt go i'll have a worse chance of winning immunity and now that i know im a target i need immunity whenever i can get it, and the next vote is going to be crucial because if mikey sheryl and i get through it we'll have majority, so i'll need immunity then in case it ties and goes to rocks so my side has a better chance. I hope I don't shoot myself in the foot for trusting michelle that she will vote loxias out next, or trusting that loxias will want danielle out next. *Crosses fingers*

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- yeaaassh! thank you baby jesus!!! lmao. alright, so here's how it went. alex is gunning for loxias. alex told chris and mikey about this. chris and mikey told me about alex wanting loxias out. so here's where the science comes in, i told chris and mikey that alex>>>lox in challenges which is true. i had them pick who they wanted out and they picked alex which btw is flip flopping whenever he wants and tells people who to vote. like dude, that's my job! HAHA. then mikey here, went to danielle freaking out saying alex and chris have him on the leash and went on gunning for alex. apparently, danielle told this to alex. and alex is mad furious at mikey for throwing his name around. on the other hand, i told loxias alex wanted him out because he wanted to flip with chris then go back. and well, i had him on the "alex wants you out" lol. and i just talked to danielle about huge of a target alex is he said he would'nt mind voting him out. sure, jan. so alex thought it's going to be 6-1 on lox, but here's to hoping we can pull 6-1 #blindside on him instead. if this works, i'll be so damn glad.

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- If Loxias goes, I think I will have my game set out perfectly with Edward/Chris/Danielle/Michelle supposedly leaving in that order. No but seriously he's trying to take control of this bitch, as is Mikey and both of them are going home next which I'm fine with, 2 less people here *yawn* I'm really into winning this here haha

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- Ah isn't it wonderful!? People who would have gone this tribal like Chris are gaining so much more hope! Despair is truly being vanquished! Anyway, these bitches be crazy, and Alex is the craziest snake here. So, hopefully at this coming tribal we see 3 other votes for im

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- also, breaking news: alex told me mikey is throwing my name. that i wanted him out. pssshh. chris also told me loxias and alex are throwing my name and i wanted him out after this round. psssshh. and i'm like sure they're throwing my name, don't trust them HAHA. but yeah, you guys are threats to this game. and i don't like being threatened with plans and stuff. either i'm having fun messing people's games or i might be blindsided myself lmao. which is perfectly fine because at least i had fun where i thought i'm going to be dead for good.

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- OH MY GOD HOLD THE FUCKING PHONE. ALEX SAID IN HIS BIO "I DONT GET COCKY OR ARROGANT AND THATS AN IMPORTANT QUALITY IF YOU WANT TO HAVE A SHOT AT WINNING". LMFAOOOO HE REALLY NEEDS TO REEVALUATE HIMSELF IF HE THINKS HE'S NOT COCKY AND ARROGANT. WHAT A FUCKING PRICK.

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- am i pumped for confessionals this round or what sheryl just asked me if alex knows he'll be the vote. smh girl are you serious? either that or i am not aware that it might be actually me going home. lmao. bye.

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- So I'm getting closer with Danielle but that's scary because if I vote her out at some point it could sting and I could lose votes if I make it to the final 2