I Think I Just Became a Villain/Confessionals

Day 30
"kinavatse"

- The plan worked, Eoin never had an idol, although no one believed him, and he was promptly voted out as such. When you announce you have an idol, your getting votes regardless. So here we are at the final seven, the Laconia four has majority and we can easily take this game to the final four. But going that far with them is basically asking for 4th/3rd/2nd. I can't beat Hanne or MJ in a tiebreaker challenge or in the end, there both too threatening, plus theres the chance Amelia and Jessica are more loyal to them, which needs to be broken up this round regardless. So I have a lot of thinking to do, because it might be time to make a move, and a blindside.

"kinavatse"

- i think i just became a villain??? omg i'm so here for it

so eoin was/is especially pissed at me obviously (because i'm the only one who flipped on him of course *coughs at jessica and renz*) and renz is like "enough with the lies please you should have told me" and i'm like ??? i am seriously not the mastermind here but i guess if that's how you wanna view it then i'll take it and own it.

[a week later]

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm getting a little bit annoyed here bc nobody is really playing rn (or at least as far as i'm aware) and i want to do something but i don't wanna make a move just for the sake of making a move and then get screwed by it later. but like. ericas meme club wants to vote out erica and im like ???? there's literally no reason to get rid of erica right now she's not doing anything she's not a threat and it feels like such a waste of a vote. but then what's my other option? flipping on them and voting out mj? idk if i can do that and it would hurt my game more than help it right now. so i guess we're voting out erica. sorry bae.

also i'm nervous about doing anything right now because final 7 is a scary place and i could definitely be blindsided and i don't want that to happen so i just feel like i need to be careful

Day 31
"kinavatse"

- The prostitute won!!!

Bit by bit by bit

"kinavatse"

- Fucking finally, my first individual immunity. I never sucked this much when it comes to winning challenges but I'm so glad that I have a sure spot in the final 6. Anyway, my plan now is to get rid of either MJ or Hanne and be cocky about my immunity so they would all hate me. Erica, Jessica, and Sora are all I need and I hope they can really help me.

And about the Lie to Me challenge, I may have posted some of the awesome but nasty things I've done, but I'm 20, and I've experienced things like car sex and no strings attached relationships. That's how I live my life. I use what I can to have fun and to get what I want.

Apparently, some people think I am stupid. They want me to give up my Immunity Necklace so it will benefit my future in the game. Well, to me, giving it up would mean no future.

Day 32
"kinavatse"

- LONG TIME NO SEE IKR NOT MUCH HAS BEEN HAPPENING THO SO TRUST ME U HAVENT MISSED MUCH OK. But this round actually got pretty interesting. The initial target was Renz (who BTW is a lil bitch cause he's the first and only person this season to ever cast a vote for me so it's like fuck u Renz ur ass is grass) but Renz won immunity so he's safe this round... Or is he??????? We (I???) came up with this stupid fucking plan to somehow get Renz to give Hanne immunity. Stupid. I KNOW. So basically Hanne would be like they wanna vote for Jessica but I don't want to do that. But I'd be willing to flip and vote out MJ or Sora if I have immunity because I'm pretty sure MJ has an idol (WHICH I DO BTW AYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!) and I'm afraid he's gonna find out I'm flipping and he'll idol me out, so the only way I'd flip is if you give me immunity. ?????????? how stupid is that???? I mean it COULD work????? it would take a LOT of convincing from Amelia, Jess, and Hanne to get Renz to even consider it but I think it might work since Renz is already paranoid about me having an idol and is obviously willing to vote me out so I'm hoping for the best tbh but if all of that fails then we're just gonna vote out Erica which would SUCK because a perfect final 4 for me would be Amelia, Sora, and Erica but if we vote Erica out then that won't be happening and I'd be kinda forced to go to final 4 with tumblr people if we don't get Renz out this round ugh which I guess is fine because I love the 3 of them but I don't want the hosts to be accused of rigging if it's 4 tumblr people in the final 4 you know???? but like I'm confident I'll be able to get to the finals no matter what happens from this point on so like !!!!! whew ok pray for us we need Renz to be a dumb ass ok bye see u soon

"kinavatse"

- wes is NOT an immortal wizard and i am NOT a liar

"kinavatse"

- Well, this kinda throws a wrench in my plans. Voting out MJ or Hanne would have been so much easier had Renz not won immunity and we couldve used him as a lightning rod for votes to make it 3-2-2, but now im not sure where the votes could fall. I'm sure Amelia/Jessica will vote Erica the problem is how to suggest to MJ/Hanne to vote one of the two without them telling them there being targeted. If all goes right, that secret thing those four have need to be broken up, as soon as possible.

"kinavatse"

- I am so mad right now. I am literally shaking in fury at this moment, Amelia Jessica MJ and Hanne clearly have a final 4, and this would be the last chance in hell we have to break that up, but in order to do so they need to break up the votes to make them go 2-2. I got MJ, Amelia and Jessica on board for doing so if Renz gives up immunity, then we'd be able to take out MJ. So the logical thing to do would be to make a move, and regardless you go down making a move as opposed to pussying out and playing the safe way. Nope. He makes the cowardly move and doesnt do it. Now I'm fucking screwed because this coward isn't using his head and realizing the bigger picture. Now I'm gonna have to take down an alliance of 4, all because this scardy cat wont make a move, ITS SURVIVOR. YOU NEED TO MAKE A MOVE TO SURVIVE. So when I get 5th because this guy isnt using his head to play, I dont even know.

"kinavatse"

- we are trying to get renz to give up his necklace and it's so amazing i hope it works and i dont care if this is a ploy to blindside me even harder because if so then it's the funniest frickin thing that's ever happened to me and i lvoe it

"kinavatse"

- After the whole Renz flopping thing, I now have to successfully shove myself back up their asses and make them think I'm 150% with them. It sucks because this was the only opportunity we had to break them up, and Renz is just too afraid to make a move. Now I have to play devil's advocate and get rid of Erica, and then you know, Renz next. My only shot now is to try and make myself the swing vote final 5. To the community watching, to the hosts, to Renz and Erica, and to all the jury members, I'm sorry for not being able to make this move, a move that would destroy that shitty pre made alliance. And a move that would put me Renz and Erica in the final 3, and give me the win. Guess I get to play the role as innocent Sora some more now, sorry more people didn't come here to play to win and not for 6th.

"kinavatse"

- k so yea the renz-giving-up-immunity thing was abandoned and then it was GOING TO WORK bc sora said stuff to him and convinced him but then he MESSED IT UP so it wasnt working again so we just decided to go with erica this time and renz for sure next time. i voted for hanne once i was sure that sora was 100% voting erica, so that renz doesn't feel totally betrayed/alone. this is partially my attempt at jury management tbh but also mostly to try to stop him from getting immunity next time. if he feels like he has one person, we can at least work with him a little bit, whereas if he's pissed at jessica *and* me (again) and knows he's going next, it could get pretty ugly and we didn't want that. (i told ericas meme club i was gonna do this/asked them if it was ok but not sora because he probably would have voted hanne too and then we'd be in more trouble)

renz pls don't win immunity next time you need 2 go