A True Hero or a True Villain/Confessionals

""maui"

- I CAN NOT BELIEVE I DID THAT BITCH. So the vote was supposed to be split 3-3 between Maya and David but than I hear from Maya that David is trying to get her to throw her vote at John instead. So I told Maya about the whole plan and we both threw votes on David last minute and it worked and he's actually gone...David was such a POWER player and he was bffs with my buddy Roisin so he had to go. This was justice for Marie and Ally! Everyone else who voted Marie that round will all eventually fall. I'm just worried about the backlash that everyone is going to give me because of this. Maya told me that she is forever grateful and I know that now I have her locked up. Rob might be mad at me, but I know Rob won't vote me out, at least not this early. John seems grateful as well since he didn't know David was throwing his name around AT ALL so I don't think he'll turn on me either. Dani is the only person I can see being pissed/upset because she's the one who was closest to David and didn't want David to go. I'm just gonna keep blaming the fact that he was a Roisin minion. It's about damn time an elimination finally went the way I voted and I don't regret it at all. I have the idol and just pulled off one of the biggest power moves of the season so far so I'm sitting pretty. Also on a side note, I made a final 2 deal with Mackie and we had a long personal talk so hope he's loyal to that but who knows " ""pele"

- People might think I’m down after this David vote... but here are the people who I’m low key also working with...

- Declan - Roisin - Maya - Danielle? - Mitchell - Tate - Mackie - Claire - Evan?

I have options... I’m going to make some magic happen. " ""kanaloa"

- I feel like my social bonds decreased significantly since my last confessional. I lost Marie who was the only girl I trusted.

I was also close to David and knowing he was on the outs I really wanted to rally with him to take over the ones that betrayed him.

Jordan is calling me his number 1 ally which I am fine with but I don't know if I can say the same. I don't see him as a strategic/social equal and this is what I need in an ally. The only one that could fulfilled that role on my tribe is Mackie, but damn does he make it hard to trust him.

I'm still talking to Nick, but the fact that we aren't in the same tribe anymore are limiting the way I can maintain his trust.

We all know a swap is coming soon, and I know it will be hard for me to make it through.

At least I'm fulfilling my strategy goal of being UTR but damn who would have thought it was this boring to play that way! " ""kanaloa"

- OH MY GOD. TRIBAL RESULTS WERE LAST NIGHT- AND DAVID WENT HOME! I love David as a person, but in this game he wanted me out, and I was going to reciprocate that sentiment. So he was the first person on my “Want to go home” section that went home!! Maybe as a result, Alexandra has started talking to me a bit more- so yay for that. I love making new friends so that’s awesome 😁 Now this challenge, we have an advantage in that we can sit out two people, so I will probably wind up being one of those two, but I guess we will see. Hopefully my past challenge performance will help them not hold it against me!!! 😁 now I have to go but I’ll talk more later ❤️ " ""maui"

- Finally something goes right for me in this game!! David left 4-2, and thank god because he was just becoming such a threat. It feels great to whittle down a number on the pro-Roisin side, and I’m hoping we can keep that train going! You might recall that it was supposed to be a 3-3 split; Nick in fact flipped and voted David without saying anything. I wasn’t actually upset at all about this when I saw results, since David was gone and I wanted him gone, but Nick told me that David had approached Maya and him about voting me out this tribal, so he just flipped and got rid of him right away instead of allowing him another few hours in the game during a revote. I’m actually really happy that he did that, because it shows that he’s 100% on my side in this game! Dani felt a little blindsided about that though; Rob said she was a bit upset since she wanted Maya to go this vote, but she would’ve been outnumbered in the revote anyway, so it doesn’t really matter. If I’m being honest, I would want Dani out from our tribe next, just because she didn’t want David gone. All that tells me is that she’s not really on my side, and I won’t be able to trust her. But great move on Nick’s part there!

Our next immunity challenge is the classic game Snake, which really isn’t my favorite, but not bad. It’s just sooo annoying when you get up in the 70s or 80s, but time your button presses wrong and just bump into your body. Claire told me she used to be like a Snake master and is expecting a super high score, and Mitchell accidentally posted in the One World chat that he got an 82 right off the bat (though that could just be a lie), so I’m really concerned that as a tribe, we won’t be able to do enough combined to beat the other tribes. I really just do NOT want to go to tribal again, especially now that my name has been thrown out there, so we better win this!!

David also had some last words for the group, posted quite a while after he left; with regards to me, he wrote that I was the only person he vocalized that he would not vote for me in FTC. I have no idea what this is in regards to or why he would think that, so it just kinda confused me a lot. I also have no idea why he’s thinking about FTC at Final 18, like honey look right in front of you. He also like praised Roisin like they were some heaven-born saviors:

“ROISIN- LMAOOOOOOO WE DID #THAT BITCH. Im LITERALLY still smiling at us two flipping this game on its head and causing them to cry over Ally like that :’) You are honestly certifiably insane, please continue downright embarrassing the heroes like we used to HAHAHAH”

Like ohhhh my god just shut up. Flipping this game on its head? All you did was flip yourself onto the bottom of every tribe, and everyone wants your side out. I would also very much agree that she is insane (and David too, after this). It seems like they think they’re playing this iconic slay me queen we stan a legend game, but they’re just bad strategic players for putting themselves in their position, not to mention that they have the social game of dry cereal. I just can’t wait for Roisin to leave. I even have a parchment ready for it in case I’m at that tribal! :)

" ""kanaloa"

- Wow. So we are officially over a week into this game! Now in my Day 2 confessionals, I did a full-cast assessment. Now that we're farther in to the game, and I've gotten to know people more, I figured I'd do another one.

- Alexandra - Now, she was close to David, and I actually didn't realize that this was the person he did The Amazing Race with a while ago. I haven't gotten to personally know her much more which is a shame! I think now that David is gone, she's been talking to me a bit more, which is nice I suppose. - Audrey - Now, I love Audrey, but as I mentioned in past confessionals- I don't think she wants to work with me. I also believe that she has an idol, which is pretty dangerous. I really want Audrey to want to work with me, so it's kinda sad that she doesn't feel the same way! - Claire - OMG, I still love Claire! Now, I may not consider her in my top allies anymore, nor do I think I'm one of hers, but that may be due to us being on different tribes currently! I really can't wait to meet back up with her, whether through a swap or a merge! - Danielle - Now, Danielle and I haven't talked much in this game- I think she mainly likes to focus on the people she's with, which makes sense. But I believe that we're on good terms from BAR when we played together. - Declan - Declan is.... pretty invisible tbh. He seems sweet when we talk but... I don't know. I thought it was just me, but Mackie has said the same thing. He was also one of the people loyal to David, which was pretty bad since it was a number against me, but David is gone so I guess Declan needs someone else to latch on to. - Evan - Now my first assessment I said that we weren't on good terms, but that's all changed around now as far as I'm concerned! We've been talking and I think I can trust him a fair amount! Mackie was bringing up how he seemed to be in the center of kinda the premade, so eventually I may need to choose a side, but I'm not there yet. - John - John is amazing still. Now I think we fell apart a bit, with being on different tribes, but I still think he's an awesome guy and I'm excited to meet back up with him!! - Jordan - I absolutely adore Jordan! I was so excited to get swapped on to a tribe with him and I still am! He's super supportive and such a pleasure to talk to! - Mackie - What a King! Just today we were talking and he was talking about how this game is like a puzzle and everyone is holding a different piece so when you put them together is when you can really start to see the big picture- and he said that with our pieces it's great because we were on different starting tribes. Mackie also feels like he's been an outsider, so hopefully we can work together and change that! - Maya - I don't have much to say about Maya really... Just like in my first assessment, she's one of the people I've talked to the least. I didn't really trust her at the vote where Ally went, and obviously I was right to not trust her since she flipped the next tribal she went to. - Mitchell - I love Mitchell <3 He's amazing and idk if he's this friendly and social to everyone, but he is seriously one of the most active people in the cast I swear. We play Words with Friends together and just have a lot of jokes. - Nick - I haven't been on a tribe with Nick, but we've had short exchanges of messages, wishing each other luck and such! Also I highkey just realized I forgot him in my original assessment *hides face* Sorry Nick! - Rob - I adore Rob as well! Super friendly and nice! Sorry I'm regretting my decision to do this cast assessment right about now LOL. - Roisin - Okay, so in my original assessment I said that I failed to see how Roisin was a villain... I was WAY off on that one. She's absolutely insane. Like giving her idol to David was arguably the worst decision she could have made, but she still did it. Like, that doesn't make sense to me AT ALL, but i guess she can do whatever. - Sora - I love Sora. He's the only OG Hero left with me on this tribe. Now, theoretically if we went to Tribal, it'd be him leaving due to the whole premade drama. HOWEVER, I really don't want that to happen and would like to try to save us both! <3 - Tate - Tate and I are still close, we often talk about how WE can get farther and what he thinks will help us out, and what I should do to help myself if we end up going to tribal council, etc. Love him <3

ALRIGHT, THERE YOU GO. I want to take a nap now after all of that, lol. <3 " ""pele"

- I haven’t made a confessional in a long time so hopefully this pleases Jace. It’ll be long!! haha.

I am so upset David is gone. He was my partner in crime in this game and I wanted to go all the way to the end with him. We worked so hard to survive in the minority and for two votes we managed to survive against all odds. After that though I was fucking tricked and he was voted out even though I could’ve gifted him my idol. I really would’ve given it to him if I knew he was being eliminated, I thought it was Maya. Maya going would’ve been sad but I don’t think she trusts me and didn’t speak to me so I guess I was more content with Maya’s elimination over David’s.

Now I’m a bit stuck haha. I want to work with Alexandra but I’m not totally sure that we click in the same way that David and I did. She’s a very sweet girl but I almost get the vibe that we’re aligned through David even though he’s eliminated. Claire I could see myself working with but I find her shady. Evan lol no. I heard he was fine voting me out two rounds ago and was campaigning to get out David. If we go back to tribal I want him out.

On the other tribes, not so sure either. Jordan I’d probably consider my closest ally and I do want to work with him very far into the game. I told him about my idol. Along with Jordan are his allies, Mackie, Audrey, Tate. Like them all too!! Though I haven’t spoken to them much which I’ll talk about in my next paragraph haha. I like Sora, Rob and Nick but there’s a lack of trust between us at this point. Maya I like too but she doesn’t trust me I don’t think. John and Lexi are all small talk and no game and it annoys me sometimes. Danielle I find hard to talk to sometimes because I don’t feel like I get anything back in conversations. Mitchell I like but the same problem with Jordan’s allies is the same with him, I just don’t speak to him much. Maybe I didn’t cover somebody, not sure!!

I’m really swamped with work and I can’t be bothered to talk to a lot of people. David was the only person I really liked to talk to and now he’s gone because I stupidly believed the wrong people. Moving forward I want to be under the radar I guess, avoid drama. I’m feeling a bit shitty about not giving David my idol but maybe it can be used to eliminate somebody who eliminated him. We’ll see haha. " "kanaloa"

- I've come to terms that I'm not going to ever be trusted enough to be included in any real alliance. I dunno what it is that's alienating myself from everyone, but it doesn't matter. I'm playing this game lone wolf style. Working my 1 on 1 relationships as much as possible. I doubt I'll be able to win, I'm just here to fuck certain people over at this point

"maui"

- So on this tribe I am in a power position. I have Nick and John who are connected through me. This leaves two people on the outs- Dani and Maya. I personally want to keep Dani because she would be more loyal to me and could be my bridge if I wanted to side with the villains on a few votes. Keeping Maya is such a wild card. She voted off Marie on a limb, and who knows if she would do that again. Moving forward, the villains are going to have the upperhand since the heroes are divided and the villains know how to stick it out for a few votes. I am hoping that my social game will allow me to find the cracks and not be an initial target when the villains take control.

""kanaloa"

- So- the talk of the day- an upcoming swap. Now after this tribal ends, one tribe is going to be down to just 4 people, so I think it’s kinda inevitable that something has to happen. Whether it’s a swap, dissolve, I have no idea. Personally I’m hoping for more of a dissolve because I really love my tribe, and I really don’t want to be on a tribe with Roisin/Declan/Maya/Alexandra... granted that’d make a vote a bit easier if they are there - I just don’t want them to be a majority on whichever tribe. So basically who I’d want to be on a tribe with: Jordan, Mackie, Tate, Evan, Sora, Mitchell, Claire, John, and Rob. The others I don’t feel as close to. Granted this would be a very difficult tribe to go to a tribal council with. I guess we will see!! ❤️ " "kanaloa"

- WHEW so the last little bit has been.... boring? honestly theres been so much drama that I am not apart of and my tribe keeps winning to the point that I am just sitting back right now. Although I think that may end tonight, i have been basking in this great tribe setup for me that if we do swap tonight everything may change. I am ready to enter the drama like the complete mess I am :D

""kanaloa"

- Hi I heard we don't have a lot of confessionals, so I'm gonna make two different ones just because their on two different subjects.

OKAY SO DAVID LEFT WHICH IS LOOOOLLL, no offense but I don't take like joy in people's demise often, ESPECIALLY PUBLICALLY, but I feel like at this point he kinda had it coming? For a number of different reasons that I will mention below.

- He had some VERY weird vendetta against me, I mean I helped get the votes on him tribal 2 but he was mad at me a lot for it from my perspective. Like why wouldn't I though? He had alliances with Ali Maya Declan Claire John, and told Evan and Rob he wanted the guys to stick strong together. Like duudde you weren't boxed in by the youtube premade, you got caught being messy and having your hands in too many cookie jars and it's just annoying how he's handling it. Like he's convinced that he was targeted because of youtube and got this whole self righteous attitude with it. Like calling himself the hero and us the villains? Get over it it's Survivor no one is a true hero or a true villain, and to quote Gary, ""you don't know who the villain is until you watch the show"". David leaving is good because now he can stop running his mouth, and now I can move onto the next step in which is creating the force that will run the game but keep in enough threats to where I don't stick out as the person doing it, which was my problem last time. " "maui"

- I'm soooo annoyed I have to go to tribal yet AGAIN! I can't avoid it for shit. It's starting to become too much I'm ALWAYS stressed tf out. Anywho, the backlash from getting David out wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it was going to be. However, I do feel like Dani was pissed off about it and she didn't take it lightly. Now I'm also concerned that her and the other people who David was close to are gonna try and get their revenge on me. Sooo this round I really want Dani to go just because I know she's going to run back to the villains after this round. There's only 2 issues with this. One is that Rob is like persistent on getting Maya out for whatever resaon...Rob likes to go rogue in games a lot and it's really weird to me I think he just gets super paranoid. The other issue is, if Dani leaves than I feel like the villains are gonna look at me and be like wyd? Dani is also a HUGE threat she's a winner and has performed well in countless orgs. I don't really know what's going to end up happening at this point with the way Rob has been acting lately.

""kanaloa"

- Okay, so I don't want to take away any credit from Nick because that was truly 100% his move and he deserves all of the credit. However, he was pretty content with Maya going until I kinda kept nagging him about how Rob is just so easily influenced and how David really wasn't gonna stick with us, and just encouraged him to make the flip on him when he had the chance. Because while I don't think it would've been particularly hard to ever get him out had I got the chance, I do think he had a lot of support from the villains who fell for his act. So that may have just been an annoying speed bump that I'm glad is out of the way, but I didn't even do the GET RID OF HIM nagging for the purpose of getting rid of David, but to save Maya instead. Maya is a close ally and I'm gonna need her in the long haul so I don't want her going anywhere as of right now.

Which brings us to this tribal, my tribe won and won with me and Lex sitting so like, I guess I have literally no right to be mad about the last challenge anymore and I'm just a psycho. BUT now the target is on Maya once again, so I have to subtly try and persuade people to keep her around again. I do think there's a swap after this so I'm doing my best to keep up relationships on my tribe in the event such a thing was going to ensue, but they ended up with the numbers lol I do however want Tate and Mackie G O N E, like badly, they are very transparent in their efforts in making me feel safe or wanting to keep me around (moreso on Tate because Mackie at least kind of tries). OH AND ROISIN, but that's a given, after that if the YouTube rumors are still running a muck, then maybe Rob and Evan if they wanna keep acting up like they are. Evan is soo selfish like with how he plays and it's kind of rubbing me the wrong way, and Rob can just be quick to spill stuff or believe people, so they're both not deal breakers but I do not want my last time here to be defined by like me sticking by a YouTube alliance that was created by David's rumors.

Also a live update, apparently John is also now team save Maya so this is wonderful that Nick doesn't even have to push for it!

Also another live update, I'm getting close with Declan again and he told me he has the idol and who David was close with aka who might come after me, so that's wonderful lol " ""kanaloa"

- Hi my name is Marty mcfly Williams and this is my trap house

So yes hello! I thought things were in a bad man once my lie about voting for Tate was exposed, and while I still don't think we're in a good place, my strategy of basically being allies with everyone has kept up very well. By luck and fortitude our tribe hasn't had to go to tribal so I've been keeping my hands clean recently while sowing my seeds primarily across the heroes.

For example, I've been painting myself to both sides of the Heroes (their majority and their minority as a potential number. I've got good ties to Evan and John, I'm extremely close with Rob and Lexi, and I'm very tightly allied with Sora and Alexandra - losing David and Marie have admittedly been huge strategic setbacks, and I'm certainly about to lose another good number tonight, but I'm still in good shape.

Among the villains, Nick remains my closest ally in this game, with Audrey and Danuekke being two people i also have implicit trust in. As mentioned earlier, my relationship with Tate is a source of insecurity for me, but I'm still connected to Roisin and have a relationship with Jordan that extends beyond this game. Mackie is someone I like, feel like i can trust, and want to trust, but there's just... SOMETHING there stopping it. Anyways, all things considered, I'm in pretty good shape for the inevitable upcoming swap which I expect tonight.

It's time to start trimming out some people I'm less secure with. Let Claire leave, let Evan and Tate leave, and then once we reach the merge? We can do some real damage. We're optimistic but i need to work hard to secure some more challenge wins so i can avoid showing my cards before i have to.

Much love and ima win this game lol xoxo " ""maui"

- Maui is cursed omg we keep losing and it’s not even funny at this point. I’ve been doing a lot of talks with them (not about game) after the last time I flipped the votes. I want to make them feel that it’s good to keep someone who is nice and make them comfortable and I’ve been preaching about relationship most of the time.

Lay low, that’s the plan right now. It’s the crucial stage of the game and I don’t want to create unnecessary things and just follow with the majority. The votes is planned to be Danielle this time because she’s barely here and she voted me last tribal and the fact that she ignored my message till the tribal result is shady. I don’t trust her and we can’t work together. It’s the best of choice right now.

I’ve been saying I want to get either Rob/John since the day 3 and it will not change, they are super smart players and I know they have their very own agenda but it’s probably not going to happen anytime soon. I need them at this point but yeah I will keep cautious of that.

If I got voted out this time, it’s going to be a surprise but not a shocker. I hope I proved my loyalty to the guys last tribal. " "pele"

- Everyone is coming up to me and pretending they thought the David vote was a tie. Why does everyone in this game think I’m dumb as a potato?

"pele"

- I feel like now that David is gone I can finally start looking out for myself. It’s terrifying and liberating all at once. I am going to find a way to survive this, and if not, I’m going to try to pick off as many of them as I can before I go.

""maui"

- Of course...we had to lose the immunity challenge. And it was by a lot, too; Kanaloa and Pele were quite close in scores and had several people over 100 points, but we only had Rob who barely broke 100. I know everyone means well, but it bothers me so much when people say “ohh good luck at tribal!!” It just stings that I’ve been to tribal for five consecutive rounds now not counting Will’s expulsion, and that there are people who have only gone to tribal twice and have been immune for weeks now (cough cough the Villains on Kanaloa right now cough cough). Ugh, I just want to be safe for once!

Dani, immediately after the results are posted, proposes Maya as the vote, the only one not in Maui Mayhem. I would be fine with that, as long as I wasn’t the one on the chopping block, since my name was brought up last round by David. I definitely want either Maya or Dani to leave this vote, just because I really only feel close with Rob and Nick on my tribe, and definitely want to keep working with them after this impending swap.

To discuss the vote, Nick, Rob, and I make a new alliance chat, Strong Island (since we’re all from Long Island). Rob really wants to get out Maya, since she flipped on us at the Marie vote and is much closer with Dani; Nick wants to get out Dani, since she’s performed super well in other ORGs and is much more of a strategic, physical, and social threat than Maya. I was pretty torn, because honestly they were both good options, but in the end I thought that getting Dani out, a major contender for going far in this game, would be the better move. I’m a bit concerned that Rob might not go along with this and vote for Maya instead, or even try to get votes onto Nick, but I’m really hoping that he can just stick with us and realize that this would be the best decision for our tribe right now. Just really hoping I’m not getting blindsided, and that if I survive, there will be a swap right after so that I can get off this forsaken tribe!

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