Board Thread:Season 56 - Mongolia/@comment-4975295-20191228013655/@comment-43356541-20191228021758

Hi Evan ❤️ Thank you so much for your words and for this question, I definitely knew that decision would come back to “haunt” me, but I’m going to explain to you why I don’t regret it.

I don’t think me not voting at F4 for Logan proves that he kept his control on me. I was the one that sent the vote and made my own decision about it, and the reasons were:

1. I genuinely thought it would be easier for me to sway jury votes for me against Logan because we had played a similar game but the jury didn’t like him; whereas Megan - as you have just proven - has great connections with you all, so her jury votes were more “set in stone” (literally your words lmao)

2. Ultimately, I need to be the one that’s proud of how I’ve played. Me going against Logan at F5 was not my own move, it was something I did because of the pressure of the jury thinking I was a puppet, and that didn’t feel right. I needed to have closure, I needed to have a happy ending, and me giving Logan a chance to recover our relationship is something I was happy to do. Had I not done that, my game would have felt inconsistent to me and I would have crated bad blood, which is something I’ve tried to avoid all season, with the person that I enjoyed playing this game with the most.

3. On a game level, Logan is the one that knows my game the best and that can advocate for me the most, so sending him to the jury with a bitter taste in his mouth towards me would not have been smart.