Choke On My Purple Rock/Confessionals

Day 4
"yin"

- So Richie is gone and Jerby is in a better spot! It feels kinda weird that I was rooting for Richie to get eliminated so I could get closer to Jerby, it's an indirect attack on my ally's best friend to further my own game...meh, I'm a villain - that's what I do.

So Jerby trusts me now since I'm pretending to go up to Adam, Eddie and Miguel to know where they stand with Jerby. I know Miguel is with him 100% while Adam and Eddie are in it just to get info. This scenario is good for me, this way everyone thinks they know what I'm doing, but only know about 20% of my real intentions.

I don't really know how far I'm gonna go with Jerby, but he seems like a big ally if ever we manage to make it to the merge together. So I'm sticking by him.

I think I'm in a good spot since I have several #1 alliances. One with Adam, Eddie, Jerby and even Luke in the heroes tribe! lol! it may seem sneaky and devious, but like I said "I'm a villain, that's what I do"

"yin"

- Ok so, wow, this will be a long one! So on day one I talked to legit EVERYONE on my tribe and by day 2 I had a solid alliance with myself, Alejandro, Uli, Aly, and Adam, then later that day we added our 6th member, Bartley, he told us Miguel was close with Topher and a threat so that was good info, our alliance is called the Legion Of Doom andI love it <3 THEN last night we heard Richie was going home! So that means Jerby, our intended 1st boot....was no longer a threat because of friends on the heroes..so why boot him when you have Joshie who rigged Aly, my main girl out of Peru, and Joan who is trying to be an uber bitch, like I love Joan but in the game he is a little much and his ties with Joshie are doing him no good, so the current plan is the first tribal we go to we blindside Joshie! OH and I found the idol, but Ahad told Bailey so I had to explain to my fellow villains that "OH I WAS GOING TO TELL YALL I WAS JUST REALLY BUSY! THE IDOL IS FOR ALL OF US!" type of deal sooo ya, there goes my protection -_- buut I still have it so I'm all set I guess..I wish the dang heroes didn't know tho.

"yang"

- Okay, it's apparent that the Late Night Crew was nothing but bullshit. What? Did they forget that Richie was apart of that alliance, too?! Are you kidding me?! I honestly thought we all agreed on voting Andrei out--ANDREI!! And they go and get rid of their own. Quite possibly, it seems as if Topher was the only person who actually thought long and hard about this vote. He talked me. He asked me questions, no one else did! Take Jessy for instance. When I talked with her about voting out Andrei--in a very long and thought-out paragraph mind you--you wanna know what she said? "Okay." That's it. NO elaboration on her end at all! Look honey, if you want lessons in acting, I'd be more than happy to teach you, but as of now, you make me wanna throw up, just like everyone else in that fake alliance. Am I the only Hero in this tribe? Am I playing in Survivor: Heroes vs. Villains, or HERO vs. Villains? Because I'm quite possibly the only heroic person left in this game! Unbelievable. Anyone wanna welcome me to the bottom?

"yang"

- Okay, I feel bad. I told Richie that although he's probably going, I'd still vote Andrei to remain loyal to him. Even though I voted Richie. I was just scared if Richie found the idol so he wouldn't use it on me. Goodness, I feel so bad. My hero status is tarnished.

Anyways, my brilliant plan to take out Richie has worked. Noah then flipped out at us and such and I may or may not be his target now. I still got the girls to protect me and enough votes to split in case of an idol. But right now, our intention is to never lose again. ^-^

"yang"

- I went off of the Late Night Crew! I told them straight up that all of them are pretty much fake, and can't be trusted. They could have either done two things at this point. One, actually went with the elimination of Richie and fell for the ruse that's going to come back and bite all of them square in the ass come time, or two, completely forgot that Richie was apart of that alliance. (sigh) Life sucks, it isn't fair, I know, but I have to get this past me. Richie leaving the game isn't the end of the world for me, and I won't let it be. Though, I still feel as though I'm placed square on the bottom in the Yang tribe. The next time we lose Immunity and head off to Tribal, my head will be on the chopping block and--BAM! I'm out of here. I've just gotta keep my cool is all. I'll continue to play the "morale guy" around camp and see what happens with the Immunity Challenge. If we win? Great! If we lose...well, that's a completely different animal right there.

"yang"

- So I'm chatting with Sam, ya know? Just about our days and whatnot, you know how it is. Casual talk. And she thinks it's time to bring up the "elephant in the room." She said I seemed...upset...with Richie being voted out, and it's true! It's damn true. Richie and I are the best of friends, which is exactly why they wanted him gone. They're too scared for a potential Anarchy alliance, which is exactly what we had in mind. An idol--anything--would be my best friend at this point in the game. When it came down to numbers, we had four representatives from Anarchy--two on Yang, two on Yin. This is pretty much a two-on-nine situation we're looking at. My only question to them is this...why worry about an alliance that will ultimately consist of four (or five if you wanna count Luke), people when we have twenty-two people left in the game?! There were people in my opinion who definitely should have gotten the ax before Richie did. It bums me out, but that's the name of the game. Nothing can go your way at times, and I realize this. I don't want twenty-first place. I don't want twentieth. I'm out here to redeem myself from Anarchy, and at this point in the game, I don't know if I can do that anymore. Sam said she doesn't think I'm in any danger at all, but will let me know if my name goes around. Maybe we think differently is all. I'll see what happens. There's still time from now and the next Tribal. Let's not forget--Immunity could always be ours! But until then? As I said before, I'm not letting this whole Richie thing haunt me. Thinking negatively like this just isn't me, and I'm not gonna let it be.

"yang"

- So now it was Luke's turn to pull me aside and have a chat with me regarding Richie. He pretty much gave me the exact same thing Sam told me, except he noted that he might flip come merge. He said he didn't want to tell me because I might tell Richie, who could possibly play an idol at that Tribal. Luke was scared that he'd be targeted right after Andrei. Strange...especially considering we had an ALLIANCE! (sigh) Why does everyone have to be so paranoid all the time?! Whatever did the Anarchy representatives to do everyone else? Is it because we're close, tight friends? Is it because we're never in the center of attention? Don't cause drama? If someone can spill up an answer right now, that'd be great...anyway, since Luke told me the same thing Sam did, I took it upon myself to do the same! I said I understood where they were getting at and why they did it. Hopefully, if heat is ever in my direction, it won't be anymore! Or at least, considerably less...though if I've learned anything during my time here in Survivor, it's that you simply can't expect anything to go your way! Though you can try, right? I sent a message to Jessy regarding this. Since she created the alliance, I want to be mature and straight up apologize, so I did. She has yet to respond, so we'll see what comes of this. Right now, everything that transpired is of the least of my concerns. I want to focus on this Reward Challenge coming up and win it. We're not letting the Villains take over this game by any means at all, so I'm ready for this.

"yin"

- So Uli had the BRILLIANT idea of making a morse code with our dicks for the SOS signal. Then he was like 'Our penises are so much longer than the heroes' because yah' and I wanted to laugh because my first confessional this season, Uli is confirmed to go to the girls in the club and tell them he has a 10 incher but really has the 5 inches punisher!

"yin"

- Ok so far everything is going as I expected... I´m that number everyone needs for their own benefit so somehow I got into multiple alliances without even doing anything but being nice.... dumb people...

First of all I´m part of "The coven" the super villain alliance who is going to "work together" to have a 7-4 advantage in numbers and everything is "perfect" since we have the perfect mix of bitches and brains villains... or at least that´s what Joshie said. So basically they told me I´m a brain villain YAY. But anyway the members of the alliance are Uli, Joshie, Adam, Eddie, Alejandro, Joan and myself. I´ll give that alliance just ONE tribal council before everything crumbles down and the alliance get divided. There are too many big egos there and come on how the hell is an alliance going to work with the 7 most dishonest, untrustfull, egocentric and selfish people from the org? -.-

So of course I tightened up my relationship with Bartley and Topher and we agreed to work together but keep a low profile so no one see us as a threat until we made the merge.

Later that day Jessy approached me with the idea of making an alliance from the 3 last seasons: Madagascar, Peru and Turkey.. alliance that of course I agreed with. So I talked Eddie, bartley and topher into it and I had talked with sam natalie and aly a little bit so I´m ok with that alliance. BUT i still dont trust natalie and If I have to turn on that alliance she must be the one to go first. I must insist... I´m here for my revenge ¬¬

Sadly the only hero I had actually talked a lot to and made an alliance with was gone on the first tribal: Richie :C So I need to step up my game so the people I trust stays longer in the game. The turkey guys had talked about how alligning ourselves with the Anarchy representatives could be a risky move since they would vote us out after them but later I found out that we are the next target anyway so maybe we dont have too much to loose.

Also Alejandro told me to form an alliance with him Jerby Eddie and Adam.. which is actually the alliance I like the most. I think I can trust Alejandro and Jerby, I like Adam and I need Eddie next to me so he wont be against me. But I´m not sure how this alliance is going to develop itself. And also of course since Richie was gone Jerby had been trying desperately to form new alliances. He wont fall before a fight and that´s what I like about this season. Everyone is fighting to stay as long as possible.

So now I have another alliance with Jerby, Nokomis Bartley and myself... suppossely to try to take the coven alliance appart. When Jerby told us he knew there was a mayority alliance going on I freezed and then he called out every single member of the coven except me. (tricky right?) and he told us that we had to break them appart. Of course I lied and agreed with them to anything they told me.. that way I could get more info. And that´s how I knew that Eddie and Joan were talking to Jerby about the coven alliance. Jerby also told me separatelly that after him I was the next target since apparently they are scared of my social game.

WHAAAAT!? What fucking social game? I dont know anyone and no one actually trust me.. im just another vote for them so how could I be a social threat? Is just insane but now I really need to fly under the radar the next days... cause if I continue to agree with every single alliance they propose to me and something slips I´ll be doomed.

"yang"

- So I've been bonding with my tribe members, especially my alliance girls. Jessy and Sam are like sisters, while Natalie is fun to talk to. If I can, I will bring them to the final four.

Anyways, Sam and I both talked to Noah individually. We cleared things up and lead him to believe he's safe. Although, he probably still feels on edge. I'm not entirely sure what Sam told him, though. So he may feel less safe than I think he feels. Also, Miguel from the Villains has been talking to me a bit lately. I feel he's trying to pull something, so I ain't falling for it.

Also, we're making an SOS signal for our Immunity challenge. Our's looks awful, so let's hope the Villains' is even more awful. I just know Eddie's gonna do something inappropriate with it.

"yin"

- So today, I wake up, check my messages, and Adam provides me with SCREENSHOTS OF JOSHIE TARGETING ME! Of first things first "wannabe Corinne" no one targets me this quick in the game, so you sir need to GO! I mean he calls him self the "ORG's original Bitch" but the only thing he is, is the ORG's original FAKE bitch! I mean seriously, he has no game play he just targets random ass people and expects to make it far? Absolutely not! Worse comes to worse I play my idol. He cant touch me. Honestly this will be revenge for when he rigged the rocks against Aly, and now for targeting me, I'm making it my mission to target him, make sure he doesn't go to exile, and VOTE. HIM. OUT.

"yin"

- The talk around camp, is that Anarchy people need to go. I would rather take Jerby out now, than to let him get further into the game, but Joan is targeting Nakomis... Who is literally in no way a threat? I don't see his logic, sometimes what he says is lost in translation.

So we arrive at the challenge, and Richie, a former Anarchy player is gone, it's clear that they have targets on their backs, but he's a hero, so I dint really give a shit, I just want Yin to win as many immunity challenges as we can, so we don't have to go to tribal, if we did lose, I wouldn't be too worried, we have a majority alliance, and the target from what I know isn't on me.. Which is a good feeling for once, to be in a secure spot.

"yang"

- Downtime! You know what that means? Updates! First off, the apology with Jessy. This happens to be my favorite one--just listen to this. So I apologize for the outburst I had, right? She says that she actually tried to save Richie, but didn't vote for him because she didn't want the vote to be seven-to-three. Are you kidding me, Jessy?! What the hell? The outcome wouldn't be different in the first place! Well the thing is, she thought that people would know she voted for Richie. Assuming this, she didn't want to be where I'm at. At the bottom. That kind of disappoints me. I mean, I thought we were allies, Jessy! Allies! Obviously at this point, I was wrong. But what she told me was probably the most ridiculous out of everything I've heard today. I mean, I understand where Sam and Luke are getting at, sure! They were afraid of a potential Anarchy alliance and wanted Richie out before anything could happen...but Jessy? No, Jessy just showed how much of a coward she was. You can say she was thinking smart, sure! I'd be seeing where you'd be getting at. But if you were in my shoes...there are some things you may not be able to completely understand. But nonetheless, despite everything that's been happening today, our combined Reward and Immunity Challenge has officially arrived! We must make an SOS signal. Now, I don't mean to brag or anything, but if you recall Anarchy, I pretty much single-handedly made the SOS signal for Atonga...that won! This is where I'm in my element! If I can impress my fellow tribe members with my skills and abilities, hopefully--just hopefully--they won't decide to boot me next. I believe I said this previously, but I want to be an asset in Yang, not a liability. I mean, I already supplied the perfect canvas for making an SOS signal on a beach. I'm quite the handy guy if I do say so myself. (laughs)

"yin"

- I'm about to cut a bitch. Apparently Eddie is a fucking cunt who flipped on me! He found an idol and wants me and Joshie gone. Plus Ahad told him Bailey found another idol. God job mods! You are surely making this season fair! Wonder what will happen if we go to rocks? Hmmm... Possibly me right?! Guys you fucking suck and if I don't find out what is really going you can expect at least two quits at once! Assholes!

"yang"

- Alrighty then. So Sam told me last night that Natalie never talks at all to her. Which is ironic, because Natalie talks to me all the time. I was scared Natalie was a strong social player, but I guess she just likes me. ^-^

Anyways, rumor has it that Bailey has the idol. First thing that happened when I woke up was Wesley telling me that. Apparently everyone knows. It's good that a close ally of mine has it, and not someone against me. Also, the last person I ever wanted to talk to began talking to me. Uli.

He asked me a Hell of a lot of questions. I either changed the subject or gave subtle answers. I told him Noah was the other vote for Andrei so Uli wouldn't get the Villains to exile Noah if they win. Uli also asked me if I'm aligned with Andrei, which I didn't give a straight answer to. But Uli said to keep Andrei close, so they may or may not be aligned.

"yang"

- The process of making the SOS signal went very, very well in the Yang tribe! We all sat around and pitched ideas to one another for hours. The funny thing is, we decided to go with something related to "Doge," you know--that Internet meme. The idea came organic, according to Andrei. We were just joking about it, and it happened! To be honest, I have no idea how the judges will perceive our signal, but I think it has way too much potential to be one hell of a signal! We're using animated GIFs--the people (which will represent us) are animated, the fires and the flag are all completely animated! All the credit goes to Sam for this wonderful creation, of course. Joshie sent Bailey what the Yin tribe created, and I'm going to admit it...it's an absolute riot! I feel as though we've got this challenge in the bag, which is definitely good news for myself! Though I'm not one for getting too confident in myself...there always is that thought you must of "I'm going to Tribal," and, "I'm going home tonight." It's the sheer wonder and beauty of this game, and I love every second of it. No matter what happens from here until the next time Yang goes to Tribal, the one thing I can say is this--I'm having, and have had, one hell of a time thus far!

"yang"

- Welp, it seems like Richie’s scrambling did not work. I’m glad have such a good footing in my tribe, and I hope I can work my way into some really good position where I don’t look like a leading force, but people still want to look out for me regardless of what their best interest is~

Confessional 2 TC results have barely been posted and rumours are floating around like BB13 Adam. Let me list all of this:

• Eddie may or may not be in possession of an Idol that he got on his first try, possibly with exterior help. Whether this is rigged or not, right now is in a position to keep stirring chaos upon the Villains tribe for at least 2 more Tribals.

• Bailey might also have an Idol, but it seems to be a counter-rumour to sort of deflect the attention from Eddie and reduce the target on his back… But I’m not sure how efficient it’s going to be. Bailey denied the rumour, cleared it up with everyone.

• The Villains tribe may or may not have an alliance of Eddie/Alexandra/Uli/Adam/Alejandro. If everyone else does not get their shit together, these people might get a majority… Which is horrifying considering it would bring Eddie very far.

"yang"

- Welp at this point everyone knows I cannot stand Eddie. It’s so easy to mess with him because he’s probably a little deranged, and one way or another, it’s gonna benefit me to pretty much be the voice of all the people who are tired of his extraness and incessant need to be at the center of drama and controversy. I’m going to give him exactly what he wants and if he cries about it, I’m not going to feel bad because he never felt a single ounce of remorse towards all the people he’s made fun of or humiliated.

Eddie showed his ugliest colours in that argument and it definitely gave me some cool points with my tribe. A lot of them were happy to see him get dragged and comforted me about the personal stuff he said. As far as I’m concerned, the library is open, I’m ready to read a bitch.

"yang"

- Working on the SOS challenge was a great bonding experience. Everyone pitched in and tried to contribute to the best of their ability, and we all had a lot of fun in the process. I was particularly happy about Sam’s idea to insert gifs into the SOS signal, and Bailey’s out-of-the-box thinking with the interview. I’m hoping it gets us the win, because we truly deserve it.

Day 5
"yang"

- So a lot of sh*t just happened.

Basically Andrei told Wesley and I that he fears the possibility of a female alliance. Of course, this puts my alliance in danger. I told Sam once she came on, and now I don't know what's going on in her head. We luckily won the challenge, and now everyone wants to exile Eddie because Joan is telling them to.

I guess it's good to know who has the idol, but I really want Eddie out. But I guess anything works at this point.

"yin"

- Well we lost. Damn. And the fact that we were so close to winning really sucks. But late Tuesday when we were first working on the SOS thing, we came up with a kind of rough draft and we thought it was amazing. It was witty and clever and I was the star *flips hair* So we add the final touches and we are done the next day. So being the bright bitch that Joshie is, he sends out poster to the Heroes. Like....... WHAT THE FUCK WHY? He was all like "well does it really matter?" UM YES IT FUCKING MATTERS! They could easily get ideas from out poster and inhance them for their own advantage. And he is acting like it's all fucking fine and dandy. Has this person played before? But in all of my confessionals so far all I've done is bash Joshie so I'll shut up. As we know I am in the 5 alliance of Uli, Eddie, Bartley, Adam, Alejandro, and me. The Legion of Doom. On the other side of that, I am in the alliance of Adam, Uli, Eddie, Alejandro, Jerby, and me. #AntiRats. To be honest my position is perfect. I have two #1's (Eddie and Adam) I am in two major 5 people alliances, people think I am a harmless stupid loud-mouth (which I will plan on being while there are still 21 people still in the game lmao), and I have a cross tribal alliance with Jessy and Sam. I also kind of approached Alejandro with an A-Team 2.0 with me, Adam, and Alejandro which he said yes too with the exception of Eddie being there too which is duhh. But I do plan on getting targeted by Joshie and his clan tonight because Eddie and Joshie aren't on the best of terms and Joshie LOVES targeting me for some reason *cough* but I should be safe unless two people flip *knocks on wood*

"yin"

- Oh my gosh! ITS MY BIRTHDAY AND I'LL VOTE OUT WHO I WANT TO, and this year it is, *drum roll* JOSHIE! Ok so here is the low down, Joan is getting this like pathetic alliance together with the Heroes and thinks he has all these numbers, which may be true, but I got the idol, and they exiled me and my....oh wait...Adam has that! Thank you good old Sam for selling out the idiotic Heroes. I mean god they are keeping my closest ally EVER in the game...uh idiots? I think yes. So ya Sam sold them out, I passed my idol and now Sam and I get to enjoy exile ^_^ I can now focus on throwing Joan and Joshie so far under the bus without any repercussions! Byee "bitch" ;)

"yang"

- The challenge went unbelievably great! The moment I found out we won was nothing but music to my ears--I definitely needed this more than anything! I know for a fact that I'm on the chopping block, so this is going to give me more time to not only prove myself loyal to Yang, but also, to form an alliance to keep me safe, look for the Hidden Immunity Idol, and look for just one thing to exploit so I'm able to put just one of my tribe member's heads on the chopping block and not mine. I'm way too happy right now--this is perfect! Now? It's time to work my magic with that alliance.

"yang"

- Regarding the alliance that I want to make, most definitely, it has to consist of the people that I feel as though I can trust the most in this tribe, but the thing is, it's of the people I trust--with much emphasis on the words "me" and "I." This is all about keeping my ass safe from elimination, but none of the people I'm about to ask in it have to know by any means. Yang currently has ten people in our tribe, so I'd just need five people for the majority. Definitely on my list would have to be Sam, Luke and Bailey. Getting two other people are going to be a bit of a challenge, but I think I can manage. Sole would be a good pick to add to the group--he seems like a nice guy, and if first impressions have anything to say about it, I'd say we hit it off quite well! So this only leaves me with one. Wesley, perhaps? So there's my potential five right there! Now, it's all a matter of asking. If all of them agree with the idea and it all falls through, I should be in the clear! Jerby wants me to be as safe as possible so we can meet up when we merge, so I'm about to pull out all of the stops to make it happen. Wish me luck!

"yang"

- Allow me to give you an update on how things are shaping up with my alliance that I have in mind. Thus far, things are turning out brilliantly! Everything is going smooth, and just how I planned it. Sam is on board, Luke is on board, Bailey is, and so is Sole! I'm just waiting on one last person--Wesley. I've never talked with him one-on-one personally, so this is going to be just a bit awkward, but as I said before, I feel as though I can manage. Wesley seems like an overall great person to talk with! He seems to hit it off with everyone in the Yang chat room, so why not I try to do the same? C'mon...it shouldn't be too hard. (laughs)

"yang"

- Game on, Villains! We won our first challenge! Now both tribes are down to 10 members each. Among the heroes I'm probably closest to Natalie, Bailey, Luke and Andrei so hopefully they'll be loyal to me in the long run.

Winning the challenge today was great because we got to open up some fractures in the villains tribe. Apparently, there are two alliances one with Eddie, Alejandro, Aly, Adam and Uli and the other with Joan, Joshie, Jerby, Nokomis, Bartley and Miguel. We exiled Eddie in the hope of sending one of his five out in a 6-4 vote. When he was exiled, Eddie chose Sam and once again their bond is shown to be pretty close. Once we're down to the 8 heroes in our alliance, I want Sam and Jessy out because they're so suspicious and too quiet. Hopefully I can find the idol and keep it a secret and everything goes to plan :p

"yang"

- So Richie was voted out, it sucks, but I couldn't do anything to save him. But anyway, a few days ago, I accidentally got indirectly told by the mods that Eddie had the idol and possibly got it through shady ways. Well I decided to tell my two closest allies, Luke and Andrei. Well, two days later, I want find out that A. Everyone knows about Eddie's shady idol and B. He's trying to tell a lie that I have one too. Which is total BS, I confront him about it, and he straight up lies to my face about not doing so even though FIVE people told me it was him who said so.

So anyway the challenge is posted, and it's a SOS CHALLENGE!!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Ours ended up great, but the judges were stupid. They didn't realize the full potential and artistic value of our signal (I sound like a starving artist right now). My tribe has ME to thank for this win, because if I hadn't had turned my write up into a creative talk show, we would've lost.

Anyway, the villains are going to tribal, and we exiled Eddie so that Joan's Villain's Alliance could have the upper hand. Eddie NEEDS to go, I hate him with a burning passion, and if we can take a shot at his ego that would be fantastic

"yin"

- Hot diggidy dog was today crazy. I have honestly never worked so hard on a survivor than I have today omfg. So it starts out with Me, Alejandro, Adam, Uli, and Jerby (since Eddie is at Exile) all on the same page to get out Joshie. It looks like its gonna be 6-4 and we're safe! But it looks as if Jerby flipped, which royally fucked everything up. So we had to make sure it wouldn't tie or something like that. So I thought a good person to talk to about this was Miguel because we have talked briefly before and is someone I knew was with them 100%. So be flat-out told me that I was Joshie's target because he wants revenge on Eddie so he's taking it out on his closest ally (which COINCIDENTALLY is similar to the rumor that he rigged my purple rock because him and Alfons were arguing so he took out Alfon's favorite player in Peru. Me. But that is just a rumor) Anyways, the only reason I talked to Miguel was because I wanted info on their vote so I could tell the group. After I figured that he would tell his alliance about me talking to him, it would be HELLA obvious that I just wanted information if I only talked to one person in that alliance. So I talked to Joan being like "I'll do anything to stay! I'll vote however you want!" And he also told me that I was the vote. So either they are pretty stupid with their information or they're hiding something. But if they were hiding something, wouldn't they try to get majority? It is 5-5. The other side would want to try to sway someone right? Which leads me to think that I am the vote. So either 1. Adam plays Eddie's idol on me and I'm safe 2. It ties 5-5 and all hell breaks loose. 3. someone flips to the other side and I go, 4. Someone flips to our side and Joshie goes. A lot of possibilities. Have to love survivor.

"yang"

- Waiting for the challenge results was awful, but at least we won. Now, there have been debates about who to send to Exile Island, and I feel like it doesn’t matter that much considering we don’t know what Eddie is going to do with his Idol whether we Exile him or not. It’s just a matter of maximising the odds of either getting it flushed or sending home someone from Eddie’s alliance, so as far as I’m concerned, any of them can go to Exile. Sending Aly there may or may not put a target on her back, which is always desirable. I’m not entirely sure what’s going to happen, but I’m ready to witness a trainwreck.

Meanwhile, a Skype conversation was made for the Heroes, and so far it only includes Sam, Luke, Wesley, Bailey, Jessy and Noah. I’m having a lot of fun with them, even Noah, but at the end of the day it’s very clear to me that he and Topher are still at the bottom of the tribe’s pecking order, and if we need to vote them out, I’m game.

"yin"

- This game is so difficult. People are going crazy already. Let me recap the last day or so. We lost, which was expected. So, I tried getting Miguel on my side, and Jerby. They were wavering, so I could tell it was a lost cause. I tried with Jerby all night, and nothing. He wasn't budging. We were sure that it was either 5-5, or 4-6. Bartley didn't seem 100% with us. I have the idol since Eddie handed it to me, and the other side SWORE they were voting Aly. Because we have an idol, it's smart to tell us who they're voting, right? Come on, this is HvV! No one would do that. So, I questioned Miguel because I thought it was between Uli + myself. It was, as we found out later. But, this morning Bartley confirmed his vote, and Miguel and Jerby convinced them to vote Uli and not me which showed they could be allies down the road. Tie ballgame, vote comes in and it's 5-5. So we somehow have Jerby not vote with us, and still tie. Now, Miguel and Jerby are flipping and in my corner. Despite Joshie's harsh words for me, which are hilarious, just prove that people take this game very serious. And when that happens, they play too hard, too fast. And that's what Joshy did. I'm not jumping to conclusions, and I'm letting people think they have my vote. Eddie thinks he controls me, and as loyal as I am to him, I have to pull the strings in this game. My biggest ally, Uli will hopefully be safe, and Joshie who obviously has ties with the heroes and has expressed his hatred for my game, will go home.

My game right now - very genuine, but also very cutthroat. No one cares what I do right now as they have Eddie, Joan, Uli all in their headlights. If I go, it'll be because my alliance turns on me. Let's see how this vote goes, and if I can continue to keep my alliance in tact.

Can't play too hard yet, let people think they have your vote and go from there :)

Talk to you guys after the vote.

"yin"

- Shit. Bartley that fucking dead grandma lying bitch,flipped and it's tied 5-5 between Uli and myself. This is kind of the worst position to be in, because you're either going home by being turned on by your alliance be ages they're scared, potentially sending your alliance home, or there's the positive side, gaining majority.

What people don't realize, is that you have a 50% chance of gaining the majority by going to rocks, as apprised to 0% chance if you flip. Honestly, logic goes out the window in survivor. It's like people can't see long term, and are only seeing the next 3 days as opposed to 42 days. This game is a long term game, if you're short sighted, you're not going to last.

If Uli goes home because someone from the other side flips, or they pull a purple rock, the alliances would be tied 5-5 I'd be able to convince the heroes to exile one of them again, so that my side would have a 5-4 majority and we could be able to take out the other side systematically.

But people don't always see things as clearly as I do, and don't realize that you never flip in survivor, you always go to rocks. I've already had Miguel tell me he has to flip, so now I'm trying to save myself, and my alliance and prevent him from flipping, or him and the others are going to be picked off one by one.

It's damage control time!

"yang"

- So we have won the challenge :) So, I have to cover all my barriers with the other players so I have done some stuff with the Villains given it's an One World type scenario. I've proposed an all Newbies alliance including me, Natalie, Aly, Miguel, Bartley, Topher, Eddie and Sami but apparently Bartley and Miguel have flipped on Eddie. Sami says Miguel is going back now but he's shown a sign of flipping, which is bad. I've also done my share with more of the heroes, Sami, LP, Nat, etc. But Sami tells me that her and LP have been included in an alliance that I wasn't included in so I'm pretty worried about that. But they can be moles in that alliance. So now I'm kind of pissed at Noah. I really did want to save Richie, but nonetheless, it would've been 7-3, with Richie still going, and Sami, LP and Natalie will see my disloyalty. Good thing I really didn't save Richie... But I'm just really worried about that Sami/Noah alliance. I hope that Bailey and whoever else was in it tell the rest of us because we had like a Get Out Anarchy alliance. It would suck if he doesn't tell me. I just really want Bailey, Wes, Sole, Andrei out. They seem to be like big players. :o