Seize an Opportunity/Confessionals

Day 22
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- INTERESTING! Whoever flipped is a fucking idiot first of all, and I have a feeling it might not be Loxias or Michelle and that it's actually Alex. I really can''t trust Alex one bit and I need to figure out what exactly happened before the next tribal. Before I start picking off Jember I really need for either trent or danielle to go so hopefully everyone can just pull it together for one more fucking vote.

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- ehhhh i dont feel too good about the conversation i had with loxias, I don't think i used the right choice of words with him and wasnt that smart about it. I told him im not looking to vote you out until the malasan are gone and i was like oh shit so i tried to cover by saying im not looking to vote out ANY of the jember until malasan is gone and maybe by then things will have changed. Loxias is a smart guy I had a feeling he never fully trusted me because of the bjorn vote but he could've had it so easy, if only he knew I was planning on going with him and michelle and sheryl and get rid of mikey and alex, if only he knew if he didnt flip things would've been fine for him for a while. but I can't tell him that. I can't tell him what he wants to hear, he's already flipped and can easily go to alex or mikey and get one of them to flip. He said something interesting though he said xavier offered him and michelle a final 3 deal and im shocked as hell that michelle didnt flip. I have no idea why she didnt flip but I kind of have a feeling it might be because she trusts dani. I'm not sure. But if thats the case then I owe a lot to dani for keeping michelle close. It also makes dani a good player and someone who could win, but I do owe it to her. The worry now is if michelle flips, but I trust sheryl, Dani, and mikey isnt smart enough to flip. I'm worried about alex but i think he knows he needs me right now as a number. Idk, the formidable five made it through the vote intact, lets hope we can keep it going.

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- It ended up being between Sheryl and Xavier. The numbers were ORIGINALLY going to be 7-3 but Loxias decided to flip. Loxias may have had a chance in this game before, but not now. I got to Michelle quickly and convinced her not to flip, and for that I saved not only myself, but the fate of this game as we know it. Now if Michelle flips to them it will not matter as its already to late. This vote was one of the few bumps in the road for my plans and now that we have successfully passed it, things are easy from now on. Im so happy!

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- So, it was a 6-4 vote and I voted for Xavier, We can't trust lox or michelle, so at the moment the numbers are 6-3 or 5-4

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- so xavier went home, whatever. This is my time to seize an opportunity and get aligned with chris, as much as i hate him. Lots of people are throwing him under the bus and this is my time to do the same to some others and maybe throw a little nervousness in there to get him onto my side and maybe see if he'll pull me in. Right now we have plans for me to come over to the jember group because loxias is likely flipping back, and chris says i should actually be safe for at least s few votes if i do so, given loxias being a fuckup and screwing over his chances of any jember wanting to work with him. I might seize an opportunity to start an alliance with alex, him, and his universally known final 2, dani. If all goes well, i could find myself coasting to the end. Maybe the merge worked to my benefit after all.

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- As long as Trent doesn't win reward or immunity I really don't care who wins this week because Trent has to go before he gets people to flip. it's good to know that Michelle wants Chris out that gives me a reason to keep her around longer because he is by far the biggest threat for now, but I'm gonna let him scheme for a while longer until I cut his throat *evil laugh*

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- Tribal didn't went good for me, Xavier went home, because Michelle didn't flip with me. I am now obviously at the bottom, but Chris texted me, and asked me if there is a way for me to come back to the Jembers. I dont want to do that because I dont like them, but since Chris told me that they want to continue in the pagonging, I may vote with them until final 7, because I dont know what to do :D….At this point, I am pretty sure that no one will flip now, so even though I need only 2 more people, it is impossible. But I will try, and we will see what to do.

Day 23
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- LMFAO AT TRENTS SCORE. I don't think that's possible unless he got a really fucking easy thing to count and I'd love to see exactly what he had to count. Otherwise I think he probably cheated and used some sort of automatic counting thing that takes the picture of what you're trying to count and does it for you. I just don't see how that's fucking possible. If it is he just showed himself to be a much bigger target and is being an idiot by winning all of these challenges.

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- trent wins immunity the 50 points added to his score will easily put him over everyone, no questions asked. everyone will be able to get like 320-330 for every single toss, he wins.

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- This immunity is important m8! I'm not sure when the next flash game immunity is so I have to make sure I beat Trent at this

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- This game sucks I mean I can feel from alex that he kind of doesn't care that loxias flipped which makes me think that he's also thinking of flipping and god knows where michelles head is at, the only people i know who are with me are dani sheryl and edward and it's just like come on these people are so fucking stupid. People want to make a move just for the sake of making a move and flipping when there is no reason to. It's fucking simple. We have the numbers. Nothing more needs to be done or said. I'm sure they're like "oh i want to play so the audience loves me and doesnt think this is a boring season" WHO THE FUCK CARES. This is a GAME and I couldn't care less if the audience liked me or hated me and I sure as hell couldn't care less if they thought this was a boring season. If it gets me to the end and gets everyone in jember further in the game then who the hell cares. Ugh it's so fucking frustrating I just wish everyone thought like I did everything would be so much easier. The only hope I have that I'm not the next one voted off is my conversation with trent that I had where I basically said anything can happen and I am open to working with you. That's all I have going for me. Otherwise I have the 2 malasan + the idiot loxias who flipped when he wasn't even on the bottom in my eyes, I have michelle who laughs in your face and goes "HAHAHAH" for no fucking reason and no one knows where her head is at, I have sheryl who's never here, I have alex who I'm sure is playing to the audience and wants to make a move for no fucking reason and be an idiot and I have edward. And.I.Have.Edward. Nothing more needs to be said about him. The only sane person in this fucking cast from jember is dani and I fucking wished trent and danielle were on my tribe from the start instead of EDWARD. god help me and dani

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- I'm going to fucking kill someone I swear to fucking god everyone better watch out. APPARENTLY, IT'S POSSIBLE TO AIM WHEN THROWING THE FUCKING SPEAR. I WISH THE INSTRUCTIONS WOULD'VE BEEN CLEARER IN THE GAME! IT SAID CLICK TO START RUNNING AND CLICK AGAIN TO LAUNCH OR SOMETHING, NO WHERE DOES IT SAY TO HOLD DOWN TO AIM UP. I'm legit so fucking pissed off you have no idea I hate my life I hate flash games I hate that fat fucking island man running and I hate this unrealistic game. I. HATE. FLASH. GAMES.

I REALLY hope that comes across.

I

FUCKING

HATE

FLASH

GAMES

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- I feel like I am surrounded by fucking idiots. People be randomly approaching me asking me if I would flip and if so that I should tell them and it's like "uh gurl, do you not trust me?" like people, I'm not flipping on people that I believe I have a decent shot at beating in the end LOL. Flipping would put an unnecessary target on my back that I don't believe I would have if I stuck to my alliance

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- So I'm looking at this challenge and I sort of start to think that Trent has sacked this, 50 for reward is pretty much a secured win because he's good at competitions and already gets a 50 point bonus which is extremely high for a competition like that...

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- Xavier seth brian 's tribals, and much more (aka suck my ass)

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- So I texted with some people, thought a bit about the game, and I realized that I have 0% chance to make some progress after all the malasans are gone, so I will now try to blindside Chris. When it doesnt work out, I am gone next, but better be 2nd jury knowing that I at least tried something, then be 4th jury without making a move. That will be some of the Jembers. They are SO STUPID!! None of them have made a move yet, except for Chris who decided to vote Bjorn and he is just pulling the strings from the begining. And nobody from the former Jember tribe gets it. They all talk about how pagonging is great, that we will be an awsome final 7, but if that happenes, Chris, Dani and Mikey are final 3. I know that. So since I really have nothing loose, i must do crazy stuff and convince some people to vote Chris. Even though everyone wants to continue pagonging, I could eventually end up being voted off today, because I am the only flipper and people may be mad at me but idk. I will wait for immnuity results and then make something great

Day 24
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- Alex won immunity today, and it starts to suck, because I have once again the second best score in the challenge. I had only 11 points less than Alex, which is not much in that challenge. I hope this will not continue because I want to win some matches! And I will. #jamesmiller

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- Welp I'm not confident going into this tribal whatsoever. I know I'm probably going to be getting votes, Loxias is a shady bitch and is dumb as hell and doesn't know what he's doing, combine those things and you have no idea what he's going to do. However he did tell me that xavier mentioned voting me out next if the tie vote went his way so I'm sure trent and danielle will follow that and vote that way. Loxias idk I mean trent tells me loxias told him that we all want him out, which we never even talked about in the jember tribe camp and HE did, so i told trent that and then i talked to loxias and loxias is like "oh he knew bla bla" ugh he's so shady and so bad at this game. I just have to put my trust into Dani, Alex, Mikey, Sheryl to not flip and vote for me, idc what michelle does, actually, thats a lie I do care because I plan on working with her in the near future. HOWEVER, If the vote is not 6-3 or 7-2, i mean i wouldnt be shocked but i'd be disgusted with absolutely everyone. Time to pray

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- HAR HAR BITCHES, I am safeeeee which means I can do my wonderful acts with all my players without any backlash this round, for example tell trent to vote loxias and vote trent out himself, this is exciting

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- Edward is so fucking stupid sometimes but I love it because it puts a massive target on his back. Like when Loxias asked who to vote I was freaking out like should I tell him, if I don't tell him there's no way he'd vote with us and thats another vote against me, if I tell him he could tell trent and i was like back and forth what do I do, and HERE COMES EDWARD not giving a fuck, logging on and saying "lets do trent". It's just he's so dumb by doing that as loxias can easily tell trent "edward said to get you out" and all of a sudden he's in danger of going home. I'm glad he's here to do this shit and give himself a massive target on his back. Fine with me.

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- We have tribal, and once again, I have no idea what to do. I am like a little kid deciding between buying ice cream or candies. Both ways may be good. Going with Malasan is like ice cream. It tastes better but it may melt down in a few moments. Candies doesn't taste that good as ice cream but it least longer, so I can keep it longer. That is Jember. I really don't know. A few hours ago, I was decided to flip again to the Malasans, but now, it seems better to just vote out Trent, to prove Chris that I can be trusted and then somehow silently stab him in the back at the next vote. But I don't know if my stupid tribe mates will do that with me. I wanted to talk with Alex about flipping, but he isn't here the whole day. I didn't see Dani and Sheryl for weeks. Everyone is so inactive and it sucks. How can I make moves when no one makes them with me? And I am not even 100% with Michelle and I don't want her to screw me over again. But this may really be the last opportunity and nobody gets it, it is so sad #deeptime

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- The vote tonight sucks for me, not for anyone else on Jember, but for me. I was close with Trent, he was a cool guy and pretty cute too. He was one of the few people I talked about with being non-binary and he kind of emphasized with that. Voting out an enemy is easy, but voting out a friend? Thats hard. Im loyal to my alliance, i'd be stupid not to. I put so much work in getting it together, and to flip on it just because of Trent? I wouldn't dream of it. Im gonna be sad after this vote no matter what happens, there is no winning situation here.

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- EDWARD IS LITERALLY the DUMBEST person I have ever met in my entire life. Like he's so fucking stupid I swear to god, YOU DONT TELL THE PERSON WE WANT TO VOTE WITH US "THERE'S NOT MUCH TRUST IN OUR GROUP." thats NOT how you hold a fucking group together you fucking idiot. I swear I don't have a fucking clue as to WHY people on the wiki are rooting for him. HE SUCKS. HE'S STUPID. HE'S SO SOCIALLY UNAWARE OF HOW HE COMES ACROSS AND IT'S REALLY, REALLY PATHETIC. God I hate him.

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- : If Mikey thinks that I'm not smart enough to realize that he did actually reveal the alliance to Michelle and is pretending to cover it up with the Jember Alliance, he is sadly mistaken. I don't care though, after Loxias and Danielle he is the next either way lolol

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- Cooking By The Book Feat. Lil Jon

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- me at the jember tribe 24/7 Me cutting up some dicks on camera

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- Loxias is approaching me about how Chris is a threat, and I know he is but at the same time he's like my closest ally that I'm going to cut, so I can't go against him yet, it sucks though because I would love to get rid of him so I can win. Maybe I can make the vote go to rocks next tribal if I'm immune and blame Mikey for it. I personally think my social game so far is pretty flawless, everyone thinks they have me and nobody has doubted me about that yet, so I couldn't be happier

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- As much as Loxias wants me to blindside Chris, I still told him it's better to go for Trent, Trent won't be pissed at me in Jury because as I would have said, the votes weren't there and I could go to rocks next tribal and blame Edward. That way I can make a huge game move which nobody will suspect me of making and earn the jury's respect and also solidify my position in this game with EVERYONE, not only my alliance

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- I had a nice talk with Alex today, he definitely won't flip, but he likes the idea of making a move but later in the game because if we blindsided Chris now, the Jember tribe would be split, so we could be eventually next. So I will be voting Trent tonight and I hope things will get good for me

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- I'M GETTING SOME VOTES YALL! APPARENTLY, Alex was approached to blindside me and then he said to "them" "they're voting you" and he said they got "them" to vote trent. Now I don't exactly know who "THEM" is, I'm assuming it's loxias but him saying "them" makes me worry because i dont know who else it could be. I WISH HE WOULD JUST USE A NAME AND NOT SAY THEM. If I go home though I mean it's a good job on them and I'll probably congratulate them on a job well done and leave it off with "so whoever flipped just handed trent or danielle the win so grats" or something. w/e! hope im still here! hope you read the damn votes in the next 15 minutes before i have to leave