I Want Deceit, I Want Liars, I Want Conflict/Confessionals

Day 18
""hizoku"

- So Alex went on the other tribe. Which I mean.... I love Alex, but he did kind of screw us over with the Sora thing. At first I was a little bit ""This is okay because I'm not sure if I could trust him enough to work again"" and then I stopped. And I had a realization. I'm over here on delusion island, with Hunter Jessy and Alexa super happy like thinking I have a shot of winning. BUT I REALIZED, THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO EITHER DON'T KNOW ME OR DON'T LIKE ME. Like going into this swap I am so insanely freaked out like I could go home. I could be completely screwed here. AND I DON'T WANT TO BE. I WANT TO BE OKAY. Hopefully I don't curse my tribe. That's all I'm praying for. "						"riza"

- i don't feel bad about voting alex out anymore bc he legit threw me under the bus sm so *its a game biatch gif* "riza"

- I was in such a good spot and now we swap well if the odds are in my favor I'll have 2 people I trust with me but only time will tell "riza"

- Lol @ ash telling me Alexa is trustworthy. I saw what she did to jake and Erin. She is NOT trustworthy, unless I am her Jessy, except Jessy is actually in this damn game "hizoku"

- So far my game rn is pretty good. I didn't get anything from Rishiri which sucks but I didn't get a single idol on my season so I can do without one this time around! I have a solid alliance in Hunter/Charley/Alexa, and a side alliance with Chris/Claire. I feel bad that I had to betray my ally Miguel, but ultimately I believe it'll pay off at the end of the day. Matt is someone I'm ready to work with due to Alexa informing me about him, but after he blew up his game I'm really going to try to make sure not many people see a relationship growing there if I get the chance to meet him. A lot of people on this season seem to piss me off like Ally and Ash are two examples, along with Emile. I'm more excited to vote against them rather than progressing my own game and idk if thats really a good thing. For now, I'm excited about the tribe swap because I get to expand myself socially, probably create more alliances as I love to make an alliance with basically every person in the game and see what comes from there! "makeinu"

- Okay, I legitimately... How did Jamie's group fucking stay together. How. HOW. Poor fucking Alexa. Hunter better pull some idol out of his ass. I just... Fuck. "makeinu"

- Bets on Jamie being upset she can't vote me out yet. "makeinu"

- Proud of myself, I worked my way into the majority alliance of Ash, Chris, Claire and Emile. The Alex blindside went really well, and then I was blessed with a really lucky swap. Had I been switched with any member of the other tribe, I'd be done. Now it's about the merge. Charlie, Hunter, and Alexa are all potential people to bring in to the current 5 person alliance we have now. I think we're very likely to have a majority at the merge. Jessy is likely the first vote out here, which is unfortunate because I really admire her as a player. Charlie's quite connected with Ash so that keeps her safe for the time being. My biggest worry now is Alexa. She's absolutely fucked. She may have Hunter, but aside from him nobody on her tribe is going to have her back. Jared and Ally get their little clique of 4, and Sora will flip because he was blindsided with the Alex vote. Alexa's got to make it through these next two tribals. I might have to throw this challenge to keep her safe, I can't afford to lose her like I lost Uli. "riza"

- Literally what the fuck this swap worked perfectly for me! I got my number one with me still, Brett! This is some serious dynamic duo type shit! And then we got Jamie and Jared who are my actual boos from YouTube! Jared and I are probably closer than anyone else in the cast, while Jamie and I used to be so rocky but we built a beautiful ass bridge! And then we got the newcomers, Sora who is also a YouTube boo, Alexa who is honestly one of my best friends from the community, and Hunter who is extremely awkward but sweet. I'm just glad Matt isn't on our tribe. I actually would be kicked off the season for murder. Momma don't fuck with motherfuckers! "makeinu"

- This is a good swap...I think it all depends on ash LOL but I think it's good I think were all set ""makeinu"

- Well then. This tribe... Yeah? I'm stuck with a bunch of Riza's. I'm laying on a silver platter to go home right now. They all seem nice enough, so let me just preface this by saying anything I say in this confessional should not be taken personally, they all seem super nice, this is just me ranting gamewise because I'm so..... I'm just in an awful position. So I'm with Jessy, and five former Riza's. Great. And luckily, Ash is saying ""Hey I got your back we're fine"" but then out the other mouth she's saying ""Jessy's going home."" And more blatantly, Matt said to me ""We merge in 2, so we just have to win at least one."" Translated? If we win twice you're going home. Ash keeps saying she trusts Matt a ton. You know who doesn't trust Matt? Me. Like at all. Again, seems like a perfectly nice guy, but I want him out of this game. But I can't target him because Ash is the only ally I have on this tribe right now that has any sway (I have my koch angle Jessy but she's as dead as I am) so I can't go for her number one ally. Good thing I'm actually not too bad at manipulation. It's a long shot, but I'm going to try and work Ash for the next three days. First, I'm going to play the blind helpless puppy to her and Matt, saying how grateful I am that they saved me. (I mean I am grateful, but I'll just play it up more) Then, taking my new allies best interests in mind, I'll point out that you know, Jessy and I aren't threats. We have four on a tribe of seven, why don't we take out a real threat like Chris or Emile or Claire? Plant the seed, make it look like that would be them making a huge move! Really, I'm just trying to benefit myself at this point. Then hopefully they'll want to go for it. I feel like this is a longshot, but I'm going to try anyway. If I can just get to the merge, I can fall into the background and let these guys tear each other apart. But I have to make the merge. So I'll try play these guys the best I can. I don't like just being helpless, I fight for myself. And I will not be put in a position of five rizas against me without putting up a fight. "						""riza"

- Wow I am so lucky, that tribe swap could not have worked any better for me, I am elated. The four-way alliance I was in with Jamie/Jared/Ally all ended up on the same tribe as me, and we gained an ally in Sora who is tight with all three of my alliance members. I am not stupid though haha I know I am most definitely on the bottom of this alliance. Jared/Ally are tight and Sora/Jamie are tight and Ally/Sora are tight, those are all unbreakable bonds that I won’t be able to infiltrate because these people have been friends for a while. I am not going to play a stupid game though and go flip on this alliance just because I am on the bottom, which makes no sense. There are no numbers to work with here on New Riza anyways. This alliance is a great stepping-stone for my game though for a few reasons. -It functions as an excellent meat shield for me to hide behind and plot my next moves, I don’t see a reality in which I am targeted before Jamie/Sora/Ally so I am going to use that to my advantage -This alliance gives me the opportunity to build connections and trust that I need to work more intimately with people on a game level. I don’t really know anyone in this game and my best bet is to use this alliance as an opportunity to connect with more people and gain trust -Thirdly I believe that this “side” that is forming will be the one that comes into the majority come merge time, just because it has the most connections. Being in the majority of the first merge vote is essential as I think statistically a majority of winners were all people who voted in the majority at the first merge vote. With the swap we did get three new tribe members, so let me give you some insight into how I view them. Sora: I already fucking love him, he reminds me so much of myself haha we get along great. He’s definitely a strong player, maybe someone I could use as an ally, but I know he has other stronger connections to people who aren’t me. He is definitely a threat I will need to take out before the late game. Right now I just want to butter him up and have him see me as a trustworthy ally who he can work with. Alexa: Alexa is ok, a little neurotic, she is kind of annoying haha, we are just two different people and she seems nice but I am definitely going to have to fake a lot of shit to get her to bond with and trust me. We haven’t talked strategy yet but I could definitely see myself using her as a parachute ally down the road so I am definitely going to keep growing this relationship we have going and keep my options open. She also doesn’t seem very trustworthy, but idk yet we will see. Hunter: Oh god I can’t, I am sorry, he is so annoying. I feel like he thinks he is very funny because he kind of has that troll like sense of humour but I just don’t jive with that shit. I am going to laugh and be like “haha u r funny” but he’s not and I lost respect for Ally when she told me he made her laugh out loud in real life. Quite frankly I feel like Hunter had no chance with me the moment I discovered he was Igor. Which is totally irrational and petty on my part but I literally have loathed Igor ever since I first saw him appear on Reddit. Hunter can’t know this though because I want him to like me, I told hunter “haha yeah I used to hate him but I grew to appreciate him” which is probably the biggest lie I have told in any game ever. Ok regardless Hunter is a nice guy and all that jazz, he seems nice and if he somehow survives a tribal at Riza I need to make sure I have a dece relationship with him in case I have to work with him at some point. So yeah right now I am just going to chill and build bonds for this impending merge, I still need to gather more intel before I begin to make any serious moves. Your boy Brett is going to win this thing hopefully WOOOO, still have a lot of work to put in though haha "						"makeinu"

- Jessy unfortunately has been brainwashed by Hunter to the point where she's blindly loyal to everything Hunter commands, meaning the decision is obvious that Hunter/Charley need to leave this game to give me any chance of getting the group I'd like to get together actually together ! "riza"

- Literally what the fuck this swap worked perfectly for me! I got my number one with me still, Brett! This is some serious dynamic duo type shit! And then we got Jamie and Jared who are my actual boos from YouTube! Jared and I are probably closer than anyone else in the cast, while Jamie and I used to be so rocky but we built a beautiful ass bridge! And then we got the newcomers, Sora who is also a YouTube boo, Alexa who is honestly one of my best friends from the community, and Hunter who is extremely awkward but sweet. I'm just glad Matt isn't on our tribe. I actually would be kicked off the season for murder. Momma don't fuck with motherfuckers! "riza"

- This swap is terrible! I'm so fucking scared because there's not anyone who could be labeled an "easy" vote and I'm pretty much screwed because I'm the only single in a sea of duos, trios and alliances. I'm trying my best to integreate myself without looking aggressive & desperate, waiting for others to approach me and keep convos strictly personal so that they feel personally connected to me and thus inclined to work with me. I don’t burn bridges. I just loosen the bolts a bit everyday. Prepared to sell out who I have to and promise whatever I need to promise. "makeinu"

- Well well well this tribe certainly is interesting. Everyone seems to love each other and theres peace and harmony and I'm honestly super tired of it. Like I'm happy that we're all lovey dovey with each other its not a bad thing, but considering thats how all 3 of my tribes have been it literally makes this game so boring. I want drama, I want deceit, I want liars, I want conflict, and I haven't gotten an ounce of that and its Day 19. We're halfway through the game and I haven't felt one second of distress or anything and its a good thing overall, but for a player like me I absolutely hate it. Ash and I have been talking and she hasn't annoyed me yet compared to how much everyone shit talks her but I'd be happy to vote her out any day. Emile and I are talking and I basically instilled into his head that I'm not here to win, bc I'm not sure if I truly am, and he's very "omg I dont hate you at all! we're cool!" which is annoying bc I'm not sure if I believe it or not but whatever. Kumbaya and love until merge I guess!! "riza"

- coming in from last tribal, alex sadly left but he kinda threw me UTB a lot to Ash and Matt, as well as people on the tribe so it's like sad but not really. But Ash and Matt's power trip and thinking they had majority is over because swap!!! That is until I'm the only swap riza to be on this tribe and the rest go over with Charley and Jessy, which might be a problem but it's not mine! On this tribe I have Jamie Jared Ally Brett Alexa and Hunter and I am soooooooo ecstatic !!! Legit Jamie is my duo and the Jaclyn to my Jon and yadayadayada but ya, I've been laying low long enough but now that I'm here with Jamie it's time to take control of this game. I have her and we both have Jared and Ally so that's an easy link up so that was really lucky! Also I've been talking to Brett the past few days and he's literally me 2.0 and already my favorite person on the ORG ever. I'm trying to make him closer to me forcibly because I reeeeallly do wanna go far with him, but he's allies with my allies and we get along great so I don't think it'll be that hard. Next is Hunter and Alexa who are both telling me that they both feel like us 3 are on the outs (which is sorta true in their case) and that they wanna form an alliance with us 3. They asked who the 4th should be and instead of Jamie or Jared or Ally, I say Brett because I wanna get as close to Brett as possible, so if he believe's I'm with him in every move and 'sheep him' we can work closer together, plus I really like having normal people around. But I really like Alexa and Hunter too! Hunter is really funny and Alexa and me get along well, so ideally even though this won't happen I would like to go deep with this 7 but I feel like Alexa and Hunter will flip immediately so rip that. The plan now is to just win immunity and send the other tribe to tribal because I don't wanna vote off anyone on this tribe. Things are FINALLY starting to look up for me in this game after this long period of like a dark cloud floating over me this entire game and I'm happy it's finally starting to break! ""makeinu"

- I lowkey am cursed because I actually did well in the last challenge, and it was my tribe that sucked, so it isn't just that I drag my tribe down, I just pissed off a powerful witch or something and got a weirdly specific curse that makes me have sucky tribes on the main org. I mean I like these people, and I hope we win...... but man. "						"riza"

- I tried SO hard to win this challenge, I need to win! I need to get myself back to Rishiri so I could find an idol and finally stop worrying for just a little bit. Also, I'm trying sooo hard to get myself back on my feet on this tribe. I wanna be that persistent piece of gum stuck to your shoe that you can never get rid of. I've been focusing 100% on social bonds and am trying to lay as low as possible while still planting seeds of doubt little by little. I can't have them germinate all at once because then I'm fucked, timing is key. "riza"

- I was surprised but beyond happy with the tribe swap results. I feel really really connected with this tribe I mean me and Jamie have been together since day 1 and we're such an iconic duo. I'm also glad Ally & Brett stuck with us. A week ago I'd want Alexa on my tribe just to vote her out but when she visited we sorta put aside our rivalry so I'm not sure how she'll fit into everything. Sora will be an easy number because he doesn't really have anyone else that he's super close to and Hunter sorta annoys me. He just tries too hard but I don't wanna judge right away. "makeinu"

- I could be in a worse spot then I thought...oh dear times are tuff "makeinu"

- I actually think I'm in danger. It's time to work on Matt and Jessy "makeinu"

- Hahahahaha fuck, we might be fucked hahahahahaha anything that happens past this point sucks. Jamie has her little bullshit sacrifices, and turns out I actually like my entire tribe for once. "makeinu"

- I don't want to play in this challenge because it's again putting me in a spotlight if I do bad and lose it for the tribe. The only good thing about a challenge that only has four people playing in it is there might be some type of twist or advantage offered up during the challenge that I can win. We shall see! "makeinu"

- I dunno if this is me being biased, but some people seem fake as fuck. Jessy seems too excited to get to know people, and people are liking her much faster than I anticipated. It's like, bitch, no way were you actually excited to play with me, you don't know who I am, and I don't know who the fuck you are either. She's just moving too fast, and she's definitely good at making people comfortable. I hate voting out girls, but why do we all have to be sneaky fucking cunts?

Day 19
"riza"

- I went into that challenge positive we were gonna lose but I'm pleasantly surprised. Sora probably did most of the work while I stood there looking pretty and answering a few questions but it still looks good to my tribe so either way yay. "makeinu"

- Man, I hate watching Jamie's tribe win. I hate imagining her stupid smug fucking face. "makeinu"

- That moment when you're like nooo I don't think Jessy has an idol from Hizoku, noooooo, I don't know who could, ahahahahahahhahahaahahahahahahahahah you guys better not have buried swap idols. ""makeinu"

- I'm incredibly distraught that I'm going back to tribal and that I'm one of the two people who participated in the challenge that made us lose. I'm overly paranoid as it is and having 4 people in this tribe who are not included in the game divisions that have come together in my head makes it even worse. Unfortunately for the vote though Ash is pushing hard for Jessy to go, and I love Jessy I mean she's my Sichuan daughter, I BIRTHED her into existence in this community and having to vote her out sucks, but I'm gonna do it because at this point I trust Ash and want her to continue to think she has me 100% and Jessy barely talks to me, so it is what it is. I'm just petrified of an idol being played that might sent me home or a blindside in the works to get me out. I would hate having both of the games I've played in on ORG's with all returnees end for me after outlasting 10 people, and I'd hate even more to be voted out and have Alex be like ""TOLD YA SO TOLD YA SO BITCH!!! THAT'S WHAT YA GET FOR VOTING ME OUT!!"" and he'd be right in saying that which would be the worst part. Lord help me. "						"riza"

- Makeinu, don't be idiots and keep Emile the challenge beast around for the merge. In this game you might only get one chance to send someone home and tick tock the clock is ticking! Don't let this become the season of missed opportunities! ""makeinu"

- Here's the tribal response I wish I could say. Ash- You and Jamie have been having an ""editing war"" on your page in the wiki. What do you think about it? I think it's Jamie being petty. And meddling with things that aren't her job, nor her business, especially since she isn't knowledgeable of the situation like myself, or the hosts would be. I would be perfectly willing to accept any such edits made by the hosts, but you are not a host, and you are doing this for one reason and one reason only: to piss me off, because you think you're better than me. I wanted to tell you good luck in tribal council, but you wanted to screw me over for your own benefit in the game. I think the definition of cheaters fits that, doesn't it? Cheating is a case where contestants attempt to rig the game for them to win in one way or another. Was me trying to tell you good luck, or explaining challenge results going to benefit me? No. How would it. My question to you is, by acting petty, blowing the whistle, does that benefit your game? Or does it benefit your ego? To conclude, I think it's petty. I think this is stupid middle school drama, and this is why I left the org, and I'm beginning to regret coming back. Thanks, Jamie! :) "						"riza"

- God I really hope Ash makes it to that merge, I hope her and Jamie annoy the shitting shit out of each other so when I'm sitting at the FTC I can use it to my advantage and talk about how I sparked one of the biggest rivalries of the season and gaining both their loyalty in the process. "makeinu"

- Is like, Jessy just normally inactive half the time? "riza"

- I didn't know Matt's social game was so good at playing hide and seek? I've been looking for it for over a month and I still can't seem to find it! That mutiny outburst really fucked you over! ""makeinu"

- Oh man do I have a lot to say tonight. So on this tribe I may be a little fucked, but I'm working hard to make sure that isn't the case. I don't trust a single person on this tribe pretty much because they're all shady, but I'm putting my trust in certain people because I gotta. Ash keeps saying she's got my back, but then she keeps saying ""I will not let you go home, I'll protect you"" Like..... I'll protect myself kthnx. I mean I know that sounds lame af and super like entitled and cocky like ""I can protect myself"" BUT I CAN! I've protected myself from so much this game, I'm doing it again. Chris says we're cool, which is awesome. He seems really nice. I'm worried about it that he could be lying, but I want to trust him, so I will. Ash keeps telling me that like her and Ash are super close, but then she told me ""Matt is closer to Jessy than me"" SO that gives me the ammo I need to get Matt out. The thing is I knew she'd be pissed at me if I went after him with no reason, but now I have an excuse! Isn't that lovely? So, that's kind of what I want to do. Matt is a nice enough guy but he is not my fav. He's just..... Yeah..... I don't know. I hope I survive this, because if not this cocky confessional was for nothing. But here goes 24 tribals, wish me luck! "						"riza"

- Not sure if I like this tribe. The other four, not Alexa-Sora, kind of a bunch of pussies...they aren't really talking. Kinda makes me think that they are pulling some B Rob bullshit. Everyone knows they are tight. WTF. Brett is cool. He really wants to talk about getting fucked up though and it's kinda making me uncomfortable. Starting to think his Brett Ross pornstar name is intentional. I was ecstatic we won immunity, I'm not going anywhere. Hopefully merge comes fucking soon because the Koch is completely flaccid and reclined, and I need it to be a battering ram for the rest of this game, and that's only gonna happen when I'm back in control. "makeinu"

- Okay we all set we good keep it GOING WE GOOD "riza"

- WOO!! so I just solidified a good longterm relationship with both Brett & Sora and I'm feeling really good about it. Sora and I have a natural connection so since we started talking we've really clicked and Brett is really laidback so I've just adjusted myself to be to his liking. However, I know how shady people can be because I'm shady af myself lmfao! Some people throw you under the bus but I'll leave you tied up to a railroad track and that's just how you have to play this game, with everchanging day to day loyalties. ""makeinu"

- I would love for Jessy to stay, it's the best thing for my game because she isn't under Ash's thumb like half of the alliance is. Yeah she's fake as hell and really easy to read, but that's what makes her such a good person to align with. She's going to attract a lot of attention in the merge and I'm happy to let Jamie, Ally, Ash and Jessy fight each other. But I think tonight Jessy's number is up. She's just not socializing well enough, and Ash was already pushing for her to go over Charley from the start. I tried to pitch keeping her but I fucked it up, and I don't think Chris realizes that Ash is going to control too many numbers after we've eliminated the A(lly)xis of Evil. I'm disappointed that this vote is going Ash's way but I don't think there's anything I can do without more numbers. Hopefully Jessy can pull something but I think she's donzo. "						""riza"

- My problem is not with the edits, it's with the authority of the edits. As a contestant, Jamie does not have the same authority as the hosts do in this situation. These edits are supposed to be under the hosts' discretion, and under their knowledge and wisdom. Jamie, you simply do not know the situation as well as the hosts or myself might. Your only involvement in the incident was when, despite our disagreements, I wished you good luck, and you blew the whistle on me, in order to sabotage my game as best as you could without breaking the rules that you seem to hold dear. I made a mistake, I admit it. But you are taking this too far. I genuinely had good intentions towards you in this game, Jamie. Believe it or not. And honestly? I'm disappointed that you chose to act this way. I think this is petty. I think this is middle school behavior. This is why I left the org, and I'm beginning to regret coming back. "						"makeinu"

- FUCKING CHRIST literally every time I want to work with someone they always fuck it up. So after losing immunity I was super excited because now I could get rid of Emile or Ash, very cute they're gone fun. Now I come online to hear that Charley was talking to Matt and Matt said he wants to vote me out? I'm honestly very skeptical of this because Matt is SUPER close with Alexa and Alexa is semi obviously close with me so it just doesn't make sense. Ash/Chris/Claire/Charley are all saying the "5 of us" are voting for Matt tonight, but honestly I dont want to? I mean ik he's allegedly "targeting me" but I honestly think its a load of BS coming from Charley and I think its a part of a bigger plan she has, to where I'm thinking I'm going to turn it around and just get everyone to vote Emile instead. Will keep ya updated but it'll def be a messy day ahead of us! "makeinu"

- I feel like I'm digging myself into a deeper and deeper hole and honestly I'd be okay getting my ass voted out because god this game is messing with my head. "makeinu"

- I am going home, this might just be paranoia and I might come out of this looking like a moron but I'm like so positive that I am going home. Paranoia eats away at like everything in this game, but I don't think this is paranoia. I just feel like I'm being lied to, I'm being played, and I'm going to be voted out. And it's not a good feeling "makeinu"

- I MEANT TO ELABORATE BEFORE SENDING THAT so basically I feel like everyone thinks that Ash and I are a pair, and I feel like Jessy Chris Claire and Emile will want to get me out. And I feel like they have the numbers to do it, and they will. So fuck XD "makeinu"

- It sucks that I have to vote out jess it's like my friend is poisoned and slowly dying and I want to do everything to save them but I know it's pointless and better for my game and tohers to just put a bullet in her and move on...and yet it still is so fucking painful "makeinu"

- My Sichuan hosts are gonna be so disappointed in me that this vote has come down to two of our children. I mean, I'm disappointed in myself, but I'm left with almost no other choice for this tribal. "riza"

- OKAY so basically my whole game has taken a complete 180, on Ningyo and old Riza I was pretty much a dead man walking and had to walk on eggshells on with people, but here it's a whole new game. I am doing work on this tribe and have two separate alliances with everyone, one with Hunter and Alexa as kind of the 'outsiders' that I wanna keep close incase of an impending merge, but I also am in a majority alliance as well with Jamie Jared Ally and Brett, and the best part is that we're Mystery Inc. 3.0, what a throwback without my doing! Me and Jamie were apart of Mystery Inc. 2.0 so it's kinda poetic to be apart of the third one. I know I'm the late guy to the party with that one though but it kinda works to my advantage because I'm in the middle of them, Jared/Jamie and Ally/Brett. I wanna make a f2 with Brett since they wanna add him to the outsider alliance chat, just so it really feels like we're some sort of duo and we have similar games. ALSO ANOTHER LIL TIDBIT, Alexa, regardless whether she's telling the truth or not, said she feels really close to me like everyone else on the tribe has, and shared her idol clue with me. She didn't understand it fully and thinks its about going deeper into the cave, but I know Emile mentioned he had the chance to leave the cave after he screams in it and that's what I need to do. If I can get to the island at least one more time I can get the idol and have a little more protection for me in this game. Seriously that saying actions speak louder than words is actually legit, these people added me to two alliances and both of them can be very beneficial for me, told me basically where the idol is, Jamie and me already have a F2 deal, and unlike the other tribes I think I'm actually for once in a really good position because everyone feels like they need me. Things in this game are finally starting to look up for me and go my way, I'm not in the driver's seat quite yet but I basically am in a position to be able to backseat this game. "makeinu"

- Tbh after this round and all the confessionals I made, I'm either going to look like smart and aware if I go home, or if I stay I'm going to look like the biggest paranoid bitch on the planet. "riza"

- If you're not feeling paranoid, you're doing something wrong in this game. You need to be on game mode at ALL times, even if you are opening up to people. If you let your guard down it'll cost you an arm and a leg. I'm so fucking nervous even though I'm safe! I'm really hoping that I've been able to successfully get Sora/Brett on my side and that they're truly loyal to me and that they'll let me pull their strings a little. "riza"

- Some people's games are so see through and blatantly transparent that I'm honestly really surprised they haven't changed their names to mirror!