Board Thread:Season 12 - All-Stars/@comment-5051226-20140216193701/@comment-7617460-20140216205646

Thank you Andrei..

As a man, I will take responsibility for your boot. Of course, I want you to consider me mainly because, I did not make any promises to you that i will take you to the end. I've been honest with you on choosing gerda so that i will not cause much of the pain to you. but i will completely understand if you don't. It's just that, you know that i'm not your ideal final 3..What went down was all about our eagerness to win. I want to win ..

After the voting result of final 5 was posted, Gerda immediately messaged me

Gerda: Lloyd It appears someone lied to me Lloyd And they voted for me And for you too Lloyd I have made a stupid mistake in this game and I didn't realise it til now..

so i ask her what does she mean by that

Gerda: I might go out Unless you vote Andrei Again I know for sure that Andrei and Taylor do not want you to stay in this game But I do Please, can you do this one thing for me You will get what you wanted all along A move and an enemy out..

i told her, now you wanted Andrei out? then she said, it's either you or her.

<span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">Gerda: <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">Lloyd, please <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">I made a stupid mistake.. I didn't realise it til now. <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">Please help me stay in this game <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">Either way in the end you will have a spot

<span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">I told her that those thing wouldn't happen IF SHE JUST LISTENED TO ME.

<span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">Gerda: <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">I know... <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">I will from now on <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">Please save me <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">Will you save me <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">I got too sentimental.. I made a stupid mistake

<span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">Gerda: <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">I was stupid <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">I admit it <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">But you'll never get andrei to work with you <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">He is with Ben and Taylor <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">So in that scenario you could be next <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">Please, Lloyd, all the mistakes I have made.. I have saved you from the vote before, please help me out <span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">This is the last thing I will be asking of you.

<span style="white-space:pre-wrap;font-size:13px;line-height:1.38;color:rgb(51,51,51);font-family:'lucidagrande',tahoma,verdana,arial,sans-serif;">Even if Gerda won't say to me that you really don't want to work with me, I know that. I believe you had already established a game plan for yourself and i'm not part of it. so I considered the decision based on how should i be able to work around things.

That decision i made was purely strategic. I know i can work on Gerda's reputation that time. throwing me under the bus, begging for me to save her. That's something i know i can use. And even if that thing didn't happen, i can always present myself. so even if other's don't think i can beat her. I KNOW i am able to beat her and Ben to the end

Don't you think saving her in the revote makes you look like her doormat?

'''my first impression about that was, disappointment over her. but lately, i realized, i shouldn't be sorry for myself for i already got treated like shit many times in the real world so there's nothing different. I told her that we're different in that aspect because once i made a decision, i'll stick to it. when i say i go with you to the end, DONE DEAL. it's just that, the feeling is not mutual. but i got to thank gerda for that because she helped me stepped up into that moment.'''

'''I think that's it. No bullshit. just pure fact'''