Board Thread:Season 29 - Azerbaijan/@comment-4975295-20151130210756/@comment-26393674-20151130214314

Hi Jessica, thanks for your questions and specially your advice. Alright, to start about my attitude and the Ella mindset. I came to this game just to play it as hard as I could. I wanted to play my own game and fighting for people of my alliance. About our fight, I felt attacked by you because it was obvious the vote would be you yet I had to keep my mouth shut about it. There were so many idols and nobody could expect the future. Maybe it's a weak excuse but I feel like I wasn't the bad one in our fight. Doesn't take away I did bad things against you. The reason the vote was you was because of your alliance with Rob, Nick and Jake R (who got voted out before merge). I got warned by people that's why I changed from side from that moment even though I wanted to work with you and Jared. I never wanted to start a fight with you in the first place but you called me out and I was pretty offended because of what you said. I just wanted to play a game without trying to hurt anyone. Like I said, I felt the most horrible to specially vote you out so early in this game yet I had no other choice in my eyes. To make a long story to a end, I don't blame the jury for anything except for Joseph since I never lied to him about anything. This season got rated as one of the best ones and if I just was sitting there, just voting for the people I've been told to vote for I'd not shine in this season. I had to make moves at the right time and sometimes it was going backwards to the people I loved like you. Sorry for taking so long, I know you asked us to keep it short but I want to explain everything what comes up into my mind and to give you full reasons of what I've done to come here and what role you've played in it.

Let's continue with how voting out the people at merge helped my game. Let's start with Austin, because he went first. That didn't helped my game at all to be honest. I got very close with him and when he got blindsided at first TC of merge I felt like we were going down and you, Rob, Hunter, Jared and Nick would pick us one by one to go home because without that idol at the next vote the chance was very high that would happen. So next is Nick. With Nick gone I felt relieved. He was playing as hard as he could like I did and I felt if Clifford and Felix were gone I was his next target because of how close we were and changed to be on opposite sides. Then you, like I stated above you were tight with Rob and Jared and you were on the other side. We haven't talked that much at merge which worried me. Also voting you out instead of Rob was more unexpected because two days before you were on vacation and voting you out on that point wouldn't make sense in my eyes but later when you came back I actually saw you could be very strategic. I never saw that on Khizi because it was more like we were sure we would stick together along with Jared, leaving Hannah and Joseph on the outs. Joseph next, I think Joseph had to stay in this game a little bit longer. I felt like he wasn't that much of a threat until he tried to blindside Clifford which caused his elimination. I barely talked to Joseph at merge, because we were just not going to connect at all. So that vote off didn't helped my game that much actually. Let's move on to Rob. I was kinda sad about his vote off but if I didn't vote him out he'd probably make final 3 and maybe even winning FIC. I always felt he was always making plans with everyone because when we first talked he was like 'I'm not that much of a strategist' and a few hours later I heard that Nick-Jessica-Jake R-Rob-Jared was a thing and it'd dominate at merge. So after all, I was kinda happy with Rob going to ponderosa even though it wouldn't bother me that much if he stayed. Nifty didn't change anything for my game besides the vote lmao. If he didn't voted me the chance was pretty high I got 0 votes. But even though I liked Nifty a lot he was one of the biggest threats left bc being targeted since the very begin he made it to final six. Just respect for that boy but I really wanted to vote him out. And the Nifty move was pretty much my idea which is why I was kinda happy the move worked. Doesn't mean I wasn't sad because besides Joseph and Nick I was pretty well connected to everyone of merge. Now we got Clifford. He changed the most for my game after his vote out because I always talked with him before I was going to sleep. I also lost my closest ally which is why I was kinda irritated at the begin of final 4. Felix went next, also my close ally along with Clifford and Austin. So blindsiding him was fucked up but it had to happen if I wanted to stand here instead of sitting there. I feel bad as a person but as a player I don't. But it changed my game a lot since I was the only one left from the original rebels (our alliance). And then Hunter, it changed a lot because even I didn't voted him I felt I had more chance to win than I'm standing next to Jared since it's pretty clear he will win. But I'm still going to fight.

If I had to compare my gameplay with a real survivor it has to be... uhm... tough one but I actually think I'd be Andrea which I never believed. She was also pretty sneaky and played the game. But she got voted out earlier and I made FTC.

And finally a new rites of passage, just to say nice things about the jury. I'll do my best!

Austin ~ Has been my best mate in this game along with Cliffy and you were so much fun to beat in Mario Kart 8 >:D.

Nick ~ Played a incredible game, since day 1 he got in the spotlight and I'm happy to played in a season with him (actually two but he got voted out on day 3 on the other one rip)

Jessica ~ One of my first friends and allies in this game, have a lot of respect for her because of the game she played and staying cool at every TC. And the fact she got votes at the first 2 TC's she attent and just surviving it!

Joseph ~ Even though we were not on the same line you've been great and I liked you a lot but we were just not made for each other :(

Rob ~ Like Nick, a amazing player who didn't gave up even when it was almost over for him. Glad to know you and keep up to good work in your future games.

Nifty ~ Respect how he always stayed positive and how he played the game. I'm happy to know you and I'm sure you'll rock second chances if you get accepted because you played amazing.

Clifford ~ Clifford would've win if he made it to FTC. Played freaking 2/3 idols?? And yet he stayed loyal to his original allies.Big respect!

Felix ~ Never saw anyone who was that great at challenges. But I always talk about challenges, besides that you were a amazing friend and in my eyes you were a huge threat because of the game you played. I mean it positive!

Hunter ~ We needed some time to connect but when I got to know you I had so much fun. I'm happy I cheered you up with my gifs and what you do in real life with dancing etc cheers me up tbh!

Dear Jessica, I hope I answered everything for you. Have I missed something or do you want to ask me something else? Feel free to do it! Thanks for your time and thanks for your advice!

Goodluck with voting! :D