The Temerity Takes My Breath Away/Confessionals

These were the confessionals made within this episode.

Day 24
"oussou"

- WOW is shannon a bitter betty. She's even blocked me! For calling her out for being willing to throw Ally under the bus. The temerity takes my BREATH away. I mean, how could I be SO RUDE as to ask her why she would lie to me about getting the fans together in the fan group chat? And then I have the GALL to suggest that SHE is the one being sarcastic and rude? Wow golly gosh, I'm just the biggest, baddest and meanest person around, ain't I?

"oussou"

- I'm in shock that I was finally able to get my RIVAL out of the game. It was long overdue but FINALLY. He was out for my blood, but this was for everyone who had ENOUGH of his shit and left cause of him like Pris. I'm just proud I went from the target to saving myself.

"oussou"

- I AM ABSOLUTELY. GAGGING... LMAOOOOOOOO.... CI'ERE JUST LEFT WITH AN IMMUNITY IDOL AND ALLY STAYED WITH A 6-5 VOTE, I AM SO ECSTATIC LIKE I LITERALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK. THAT I WASTED MY IMMUNITY IDOL. THIS IS GREAT! I am honestly so flabbergasted by all the events at tribal council, it went from me having to be Wentworth to Ally getting herself in trouble to Jimmy feeling at unease to Toby offering a longterm alliance to me to figuring out that Mai was a conniving bitch to Eva & Rob voting with us?!!?!? THIS TRIBAL WAS A GOD DAMN MESS. But I am really really REALLY happy that things went well and Ally and I are BOTH still in this game after we believed we were lost and one of us was getting ousted. Right after the deadline I decided to blow up in the tribe chat in a nice way and I exposed Mai's idol because she tried to fuck my game over so I actively fucked hers over. I love that girl still but.. it goes both ways.. She shouldn't have told me about the idol if she planned on fucking me over, it was a REALLY bad move on her part, especially because I had full interest to take her to the final tribal council with me, if given the chance... Now she fucked that up for herself, lol.. After Tribal I have Estefana messaging me ""Congratulations, you got your way again"", which in my opinion SOUNDS super passive aggressive, but I wouldn't be surprised and/or upset that Estefana was pissed at this happening. She was a fool to not stuck to our deal though, because I literally promised her that I would not write her name down until the final four if she voted Ci'ere and she didn't do it.. Her loss, to be honest lmao Brittany messaged me after saying she had no idea and I'm literally like BITCH, YES YOU FUCKING KNEW EXACTLY WHAT WAS GOING ON, STOP PUTTING UP AN ACT LOL... I don't know why people can't just be honest about situations after they happen, I mean, I am pretty open about them too, because I don't see the point of lying after an event happens. This honestly just like puts her higher up on my list of people to target, because I'm not very fond of her just acting like she had no idea what was happening when she was clearly in on the plan. Please stop. Shannon is the one person who voted for Ally that I believe I have a good chance of rekindling my relationship with VERY. WELL. because at the end of the day, it was the same situation as me & Ally pre-merge, we just kinda lied to each other about a specific thing but didn't write the other one's name down, so hopefully this works out for me in the longrun, because I could literally use ANY number at this point in order to get to the place that I desire, which is Final Tribal Council. After all, I have no idea what is gonna happen at the next tribal, it has been an unpredictable game and I am personally SHOCKED that I am the last person to have voted for the booted person at literally every tribal I went to lmao.. that's a good argument to bring if I make it :) Good luck me!

"oussou"

- This challenge was supposed to be the one where I went out there and gave it my all but it's just so hard to because I'm still trying to learn the names. I don't even know half these people are so im definitely way behind the others in this comp but theres no way in hell im zayning. But anyway, I noticed the password of the blog was changed after alex using his idol so like... maybe one of those people is the answer to it. Just screw rate limit exceeded.

"oussou"

- Well, what can I say? I took a shot at a poweful duo too soon and karma got me quick. I'm no more in the majority lmao and i also lost the closet person ive ever been with in this game :

"oussou"

- So I am hearing that this other side is apparently completely self-imploding.. Brittany is melting down, Toby fought with Shannon & Estefana, resulting in Shannon blocking Toby and Mai just generally scrambling her ass off, having no idea what to do. I got that information from both Ally & Toby and I wanted to see what others had to say about it, so I approached Stef and she just completely lied in my face, saying that's not true and she had no idea and then she's like ""Why would you even want to know about that"" like, girl, you literally just voted in the minority and you shouldn't talk down to someone that could literally vote you out at this next tribal council lmao... Mai sent me this huge paragraph about how she thinks it's stupid for me to target her or Brittany and this tempts me to make her super nervous with her immunity idol and ultimately get her to play it and then vote Stef out, because honestly, the way Stef started behaving just really makes me uncomfortable in this game and it genuinely makes me thing that she has her sights set on ME and ME ONLY. I think she wants me out very desperately and for that reason, she's gotta go... lmao

I did REALLY well at this reward, so I am hoping that I can win it and get the immunity idol right back, because it's literally a treasure at this stage of the game, especially for me.

{{quote|oussou|Brittany talked to me about how she hates Toby and that she wants him to be the easy vote next time... lol sure jan, as if a vote in this game has EVER been easy...|Alex} "oussou"

- Estefana really needs to drop her bullshit and stop being so passive aggressive towards me in the tribe chat, it's REALLY getting on my nerves... If you play with fire you'll get burnt, so just continue what you're doing and see the result later :)

Day 25
"oussou"

- I noticed not long ago, that in the conversation Mai had with me about "It's the tribe vs. You & Ally" she mentioned something along the lines "Had we voted Brittany, Toby would've voted with us." and my thought process was pretty much: Oh my god, I HAVE to tell Brittany about this. At this point, any number that I can gain back is an important number and I have a feeling that with this kind of information, Brittany might target Mai OR she will get her to waste her idol by going to her and telling her that I gave her this information. Either way I am hoping with this that something is set into motion.

"oussou"

- Honestly, I've been trying to talk to Brittany for like 2 days now about this thing with Mai and she literally hasn't swung her ass online to talk to me.... what the fuck } "oussou"

- I WON IMMUNITY, TRY ME BITCHES BECAUSE I AIN'T GOING A. N. Y. W. H. E. R. E. TONIGHT. ANYWHEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"oussou"

- I want to just FUCKKNG aksbsjznsjsnsnshsbsz UGHHHHH HES IMPOSSIBLE TO BEAT IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS I CANT I SERIOUSLY FUCKING CANT LIKE I JUST WANT TO DUCKINXVAJA SNAMbznaka. AHHHHH IM FUCKING ANNOYED

"oussou"

- I am playing the middle so hard right now, its like walking on a tightrope. Even a little gust of wind in the wrong direction and my entire game falls apart

"oussou"

- So Tribal begins and I am immediately annoyed because of how stubborn people are with "get Toby out.", people need to realize that it makes absolutely NO fucking sense unless you are one of the girls or for some reason you are plotting with them, which Jimmy right now seems to do. He is pretty much blatently refusing to vote him off and can't list one valid strategic reason and it makes me feel REALLY uneasy...

"oussou"

- Okay, Brittany was really kind of a bitch to me in this conversation just now, I tell her about how Mai wants her out a few hours ago and now in this convo I'm like "I know if Toby goes I'm next" and she's like "I don't think if he goes it'd be dumb" and then after I tell her what I think about the situation she's pretty much like "I wouldn't waste my time talking to you if I didn't want to work with you" and then went to sleep. Okay. Thanks.

"oussou"

- Alright, so since the challenge there are a few things that happened, that I should address... First of all, the uncertainty of some people at the beginning of tribal drove me nuts, they ALL voted to UNANIMOUSLY vote Toby out and I had to CONTINOUSLY remind them how STUPID that decision would be and how much it would hurt our longterm game, which meant that I had to go all in to ensure that ""Toby is the 3rd juror"" does NOT happen. I know he is a GIGANTIC meatshield for me and the second he is voted out, the main target switches back over to me and I can't have that. Now, besides that, I obviously had to pull moves on my allies in order to make them trust me a bit more and I did that by exchanging information, that I was not supposed to exchange, but I really do not give a fuck at this point, I really have nothing to lose. Jimmy believed that Eva/Rob could potentially flip in the long run so I told Eva about that so that Eva would trust me because I gave her information about someone trying to pull moves on her, so hopefully that gains me her longterm vote. Eva then came up with the plan to blindside Jimmy and confronted Mai about it, but she approached me before it, due to the fact that she wanted me to know whether it was smart. I just agreed, because there was really nothing we could've lost at that point. I then proceeded to message Mai and she brought it up to me, saying that she was really interested in the plan and I went ahead to promise her that I was not writing her name down this round, in order to make her trust me more, that this plan would be set in motion, HOWEVER, what she DIDN'T know is that my true intention was for her to throw her vote on Jimmy, so that he is a locked vote for us in the future. I went to JIMMY and told JIMMY that MAI (not Eva) was the person who initiated that plan and basically both Jimmy & Mai made it seem like they ate up that crap like chocolate chip cookies. I am really hoping that this plan works out, because if Mai actually votes Jimmy, he will pretty much want nothing to do with her anymore. She will be pissed obviously, but she just lied to me too, so HA! Now, a few hours ago Mrs. ""I'm so special"" Estefana went off in the tribe chat and started personally attacking me and giving this huge rant about how I'm gonna win and how I have no life and deserve it and she needs to seriously have several seats. Why would she tell me about a personal story of hers being judged at school just for her to be the bully now? Sit the fuck down, it will not help you to bully people when you know how it feels, I was fucking disgusted at her, but it also kinda helped me, because now everyone's under the impression that Stef will be a target and Mai could potentially waste her idol on her, but in reality we are now voting BRITTANY, due to the fact that she could be a longterm threat AND it would be less expected (hopefully at least). In the best case, there will be 6 votes on Brit, 3 on Toby and 1 on Jimmy and if that's the case, I think I might even have a good shot of surviving a vote in which I am not immune. Please. let. it. happen.

"oussou"

- This vote will either make or break my game, I think Helen Keller can even see that Eva and I are flipping like pancakes. People are gonna catch on and get us out ASAP

"oussou"

- I love twisting ppls words for a third tribal in a row to get who you want out

"oussou"

- If Alex wants me to vote with him, the alliance will vote Shannon if not then I'm flipping, point blank. I'm making a decision this time and not gonna let no social game Alex decide again

"oussou"

- It was either my way or the highway, so pack the car up and starting driving down I-95 because little princess Alex cant do anything other than what he wants