Public Enemy Number One/Confessionals

Day 4
"savanne"

- I am now in an alliance with devon, angel and courtney. I dont really trust anyone in the game yet. But I wasnt close to courtney at all so this opportunity is good to get on her side. Angel seems a bit erratic I might have to worry about him later. Better have him on my side than against me for now. Devon seems cool enough but he has paranoid tendencies like me so we make a crazy duo.

Outside of that alliance I have a very good relationship with Shea.

Which makes a total of 5 people on my side. I think this is a good start to the game.

"savanne"

- Well Basically after the celebration and I was talking to devon about this alliance and I wanted to make it because I KNOW. I can out manipulate them and be like the ring leader. I lead, I don't follow. You either can get follow me Or get beside me. That it no one is front of me, and if for some reason someone does go in front of me. They should be prepared to get a stabbed behind there back because they should have followed me. This "Angels Angel's" name is so FOAJDK. So like My friends call me Devil angel. demon angel, hell angel. Because when i am in that mood I'm out for blood. But then I realize actually is a true name because there going to follow what I say. So it might work out for me in the long haul. I do have these people convinced that I am some goofy chill guy from illinois. But this a competition I am here to win. Also thanks grace for asking for a name btw because I wanted to say that I did not sign up for commitment but oh well. It was happening eventually. As for the other 5 people I like shea, nicholai and lexi. Wendy stop talking to me. Kell isn't trying or dont like me and if you dont like me then good luck. Also redepmtion island I believe in one chance but hey if I am out soon then Ill love it. (You know is easier to complain when your not booted and say it then to be booted and be happy).

"moka"

- Diane got eliminated which was expected and it looks like Maria might be the next target if we loose. That self vote of hers didn't help her. This tribe has been very quiet and I'm assuming that's because no one wants to give anyone a reason to vote them off. People can be hella sensitive and if you say one thing that is annoying to someone else, that can put a target on your back.

I think I'm setting up myself pretty well right now. Felipe recently asked me for an alliance and I'm glad he did because he likes Emily and Emily is someone who I'm also aligned with. This could set up a strong alliance between us.

"savanne"

- Diane went home which we all pretty much expected, but what we didn't expect was for her to be heading to Redemption Island. RI can impact the game in huge ways early on, It's making essentially jury management crucial at the beginning of the game now too because whatever you say or do pre-merge when you vote someone out can travel through Redemption whether they leave or not. Someone on Redemption can spill any secrets to members of the other tribe, You could end up having enemies without ever meeting them because it gives people scorned by their tribe someone to vent to. Not to mention voting someone off and having them come back in the game, that person is gonna be gunning for you.

Alliances are starting to form. Lexi approached me about an alliance with Devon, Wendy and Audrey. I think I'm going to be Number 3 in that alliance which is ideal, I won't be the one creating it and I won't be in the core so I won't get heat and I'll be able to jump ship if need be. I think if we lose this challenge it's going to be either Angel or Kells.

Neither really have a lot of value in the game of survivor. Angel as a person is very confrontational, argumentative and chaotic. I'm all for chaotic people but that's not the game I'm here to play. This isn't Chaos, I'm not here to write a # on my asscheeks and get third place(love you Jake)so I don't see Angel as someone who'd benefit my game right now. Kells is the opposite, he's very quiet, reserved, he leaves people on read a lot and that's already been a discussion. He's not an asset in challenges either.

It's just a matter of what happened in the challenge.

"moka"

- Omg. I'm a mess. First of all I hit my head and wake up and tribal already happened. Then I vote for someone the day after they were eliminated. I am a mess. But now I have to tie up my hair again, roll up my sleeves and prepare for my hands to get dirty. I think I did pretty good in the challenge. I would be very surprised if I got voted out.

"moka"

- This challenge fucking sucks. I'm having trouble with some of the minigames. I don't even understand some of them. Also, Maria came back. She literally only spent like 5 minutes on the challenge then walked away. I think she has painted herself to be the next big target if we loose. Emily told me that Maria came up to her and asked for a final 3 with her and eve like right off the bat. Like what is she doing? I think she is more messier than me.

I forgot to mention this earlier but Damien is a pretty cool guy. I hosted him in a season before and he is a challenge beast. He just told me has a score of around 800 currently. Going further into this game I defenitly want to work with him. I really need to start making group alliances with people, but there is something holding me back, and that is leakers. I'm afraid anything I do will get leaked and I end up getting a target on my back. It really wouldn't surprise me though if there are already group  alliances out there. Usually group alliances are formed the first 3 days and I'm extremely paranoid that I haven't  been invited  to one yet. Xndndn

"moka"

- So first, i'm happy about the Redemption Island twist. I'm not really bad at challenge in general, i can really win back my place in the game if i will be eliminated. Second, wow, Maria is fucking cringy, she started to talk about no sense in the team's chat and that was really annoying, even more when she wanted to stop the challenge after litterally two minutes. The good side in this story is that she is probably the obvious second boot if we go to tribal council

Day 5
"savanne"

- https://youtu.be/2O5YWtabVzw

"savanne"

- I know for a fact that after the results of the challenge, I am public enemy number one. I'm trying my best to talk to everyone and get something to change and every keeps saying they'll try and change it. I just need to figure out who actually will. All I know is, if I'm about to go up in flames, then I'm going to make sure to use a human shield, and honestly, I don't care who it is. I do not plan on going out this early, and I'm not making any arrangements for it.

"savanne"

- Going to tribal council early on is never something you want to do, so to be sitting here on Day 5 and having to send someone off to Redemption Island isn't an ideal position. Alternatively, It came at the best possible time as we got a fire lit under our asses to get some alliances together. Lexi officialized and made the "Cat Related Name Alliance" consisting of her, Devon, Me, Wendy and Audrey. I'm definitely number 3 or 4 in that alliance, especially after Audrey admitting to me that she was in an alliance with Devon, Courtney and Angel (albeit one she didn't want to be in). Being number 3 is pretty ideal in 5 person alliance so I can't complain. Angel overplaying and coming off the way he does is going to bite him in the ass, he delivers more than Kells in the challenges but he's so unpleasant. With how weak the other tribe is excluding Damien, we can sacrifice someone whose just okay in challenges over someone weaker like Kells. The issue is I don't see this vote being easy, while our alliance of 5 has no issues voting against Angel and expressed their excitement, you have variables like Courtney whose aligned with angel and might not take it well. In the game of Survivor every move you make can cause a huge domino effect and for that reason Angel is dangerous in this game. This isn't a regular game where you can blindside someone premerge and they're gone for good, Angel has the chance to retaliate and he's come off as someone who will combust at any moment, lets say he makes it to redemption, spills everything about our tribe to Diane, she beats him, and passes it on. Information is a disease in this game and it's very easily spread.

"savanne"

- Well we lost. I am not devastated at all. As long as kell goes. Kell has to go out of everyone he has to and it wasn't that hard to make the alliance see it, since everyone also noticed that he ain't really chatting. This tribe can function with or without him. Am i nervous? I mean is survivor you're suppose to have that what if in you're head that you can go. The only reason I see myself go is that everyone caught onto my facade.

"moka"

- Your girl is back with more exciting tea. I feel like stirring a pot of boiling water. Eve said "Don't include me in this", but I wanna make it about her and Emily. Like as soon as Emily says lets vote Eve I wanna turn that into an all out war. This is my season and I will not be replaced by a 4th or 2nd season veteran. They had their chances and they blew it, so just like in RPDR "Bitches bow down cause I'm the new Miss Thing". Get my million dollars ready it's coming!!!! Hurricane Irma has nothing on me.

"savanne"

- This is a very interesting situation....On one side, there is Wendy, Shea, and Alexis..On the other, there is Angel and Courtney....With myself and Audrey stuck within two alliance chats.

I wanted to come in and lay low, but based on my underwhelming track record in comps so far, I have essentially been forced to play more aggressively than usual.

Angel has been playing harder than anyone in this game, so I basically planted seeds in the heads of others that he could emerge as a large target. I told Kells that I wouldn't vote him out, and I'm hoping that since he will be staying tonight in a close vote, he will feel "in debt" to me.

I need to inform Courtney that something weird is going on, and hopefully I can remain on her good side after tonight. After all, we have the same last name....that counts for something, right? :)