I Want Him Surgically Removed/Confessionals

Day 28
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- Oh my god I cannot believe this ACTUALLY worked out. Jake is literally out for the sole reason that he was targeting me, and I didnt even bring his name up for this last tribal AHAHAHA. I feel so successful in this game and honestly I feel on a high right now. Everything in this game is going perfectly for me and I'm more than ecstatic. All of my targets are gone, except for Aromal who Alexa is against, Emile is against, Vanne is against, and Erin is against. Each tribal has worked out beneficially to me, and I'm hoping that the Brains dont link back up together and take over this game, but my gut feeling is that I have nothing to worry about. I believe I'm on an uphill route for the rest of the game and I'm ready to conquer!

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- OMG 😱😱 Holy shit !!! 100% blindside and Jake ... I hate everything!!! I don't know why everyone close to me, all of them out one by one ! And ""good"" news, 100% Blindside 👏👏👏 I am stuck because i look like stupid and don't know everything in this tribal. Jessy told me that they split vote. Jake talked the same. And BUMMMMMMM!!! Dammmmmm it 😖😖😖😖

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- A few tribals ago, Erin was talking to me about how Alexa's social game was really dangerous and all that. So I got to experience her social game first hand. I have to say, I really feel like she's custom-designing her personality and likes/dislikes to match what I want. I wonder if the others are catching on to it. I also think I found a way to win this game but it's still in brainstorming mode, will post more about "how to win" once I get a better idea and not busy talking with these people

Day 29
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- The Jake blindside was a hard pill to swallow because it made me realize how terribly I've been playing this game since the merge.I lost Erin as my ally,I couldn't save my 2 closest allies from getting voted out,my other biggest ally just sold me down the river I suck ass at challenges and I have no idols or advantages. But there's still time for me to redeem myself and I won't give up. If I can get Tsn and Emile to trust me again,I have another plan to save my ass.The beauties will be looking to split the vote 3-2-2 with Jessy using the vote stealer as a precautionary measure.If I can feed them false info that Alexa is the one being targeted,Jessy won't use the stealer and we'll be able to get rid of either Jessy or Vanne. There's a very very very slim chance of it happening but it's something

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- I actually see myself having an easy path to the finals still, I don't think jessy or erin plan on betraying me. After all, they trust me, and they think they would beat me in jury! The problem, well, is that I won't win. And betraying them isn't gonna help much, it's not like I'm more likely to win against the other people left in the game. So, I'll have to make Jessy helpless in this game, but I still need her to trust me. Already this is getting complicated. Ideally, we somehow get Alexa voted out in f7 or f6, which cuts down Jessy's power tremendously, meanwhile blinding the others about her great game and having them turn against her. Just like that, I'll have taken control from Jessy. Scratch that, it won't transfer to me yet, but it'll definitely be out of her hands. It would be nice if it happened, but to execute it well? I don't know if I can do it. Also, there's a reason I'm not considering the 3rd finalist. Because I think this will be a final two, looking at which day we are: Day 30 for final 7 tribal.

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- sometimes I enjoy thinking about the confessionals I posted, and laugh at myself for how often I didn't follow through with my thoughts. Just shows how all my ideas and plans end up as a giant mess in my head

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- Ok, Alexa, stop acting!! Fuck you bitch ! I am not gullible! I know what the fuck do you think ! I keep hearing every shit what you say because i am minority! I don't have any way ! Don't think you can lie me ! You are too dirty 🖕🖕🖕

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- I am stuck in this game ! I am alone! I am stupid! And i am still here lmao 😂 Everything have their reasons why they happen! I believe that i am still here because of some reasons... I think the big move coming soon... Hope i have opportunity to do that ...

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- Alexa and I have been trying to find the idol, and Alexa found it! I'm very proud of her for have 2 idols at once, and it makes me feel good to have her as my #1 ally and ultimate best friend. Now, normally if anyone had this information they would be intimidated to go to the end with them, but honestly I'm not. Yes, it's impressive that Alexa has 2 idols. Yet, she hasn't (yet at least) used them in a game-changing way. It's F7, the only impressive thing she could do would be to use them against the alliance we have, and end up going to the F3/F2 with TSN and Aromal, but she's not dumb. I think she'll use them when we make the move to get rid of Emile, which will be soon I believe, yet that doesn't really make her game stand out. So far, I've been one of the biggest targets since merge. I set up the route for it to be Brawn/Beauty vs Brains ever since I convinced Jake to vote Sim out, the specific route that still is effecting the game 5 tribals later. Every single person who's gone home since has been because of what I specifically desired, even Jake who I didnt even have to push for to make happen. I'm been in the spotlight for being the one to coordinate the Brawn/Beauty alliance, being called the leader of it, and yet here I am in the F7 with 0 votes cast against me. So am I intimidated to go to the F2 with Alexa? Honestly? Not really because I think I can win it if I make it to the end and people have said that themselves. Emile told me about TSN getting Erin/Aromal/him to try to flip and vote me out, and yet Emile turned the target towards Alexa/Vanne. I feel bad about Alexa but its not like she has anything to be nervous about with two idols in her pocket. Erin still hasn't said anything about it to anyone, which annoys me considering I was going to take her to the F3. I'm hoping I get another Blossom to add to my belt of moves, but I'm feeling pretty okay for this upcoming tribal and am ready to take the world by storm

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- I think my challenge performance has been much less then stellar. With each week these challenges are so much more competitive, and so much more important. I feel like im getting left behind at times. i dont want to be down about it, but its hard to go through. I want to be here, and really play to win this game. The best way to assure that continues is immunity, and without it there is a good chance this week can always be my last.

Day 30
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- Fuck !! Fuck !! Fuck !! I knew it ! Runner-up in challenge again 😣 Aaaaaaaaaa 😣 Why am i still runner-up !! I wanna winnnnnnn 😣

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- Ok. Now i am so confused. The girls want to split vote between me and Aro, it will be 3-2-2. And me Aro and Emile have a plan that we talk to girls we vote Alexa but we really vote Vanne. And then Emile will flip. It will be an amazing blindside However, I don't trust anyone in here. It is the first time i feel so bad when play svv org. I don't have any alliance. I don't trust anyone. I don't know what i should do If Emile doesn't flip and Aro vote me, i will be out !

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- I FOUND THE SECOND IDOL!! This is literally the most incredible thing that could’ve happened. Up until this point in the game I have been calling the shots and being the one responsible for the majority of the blindsides which was a great position to be in, however people are starting to realize that I could be a major threat at the Final Tribal Council which is why they’re beginning to think of turning on me. That’s why finding these idols was imperative for my game, I can now use them to test other people’s loyalty and see who would try and send me packing when they got the chance. I’m literally dumbfounded by some of these people’s logic, they’re making a fatal mistake in this game. Never count somebody out, no matter how much they might appear to suck on the surface they can be a major threat at the end. That’s why pisses me off about Aromal, people seem to count him out and consider him an easy goat. UM HELLO? HIS FRIENDS ARE SITTING ON THE JURY. He’s sneaky, shady and I want him surgically removed from Sichuan. He’s written my name down more time’s than he’s ever submitted a challenge, it’ll be the 3rd time tonight. There’s also no way in hell that I will allow myself to go home with two idols in my pocket. I’ve fought so hard and have spent so much time making strong bonds to advance myself that it would be devastating to go home, especially knowing that I could’ve ensured my own safety. Emile is also on my hit list since he seems to be the one leading the charge, thanks Jessy for being my spy. She seems to be the only person who has my back at all, but she’s a MAJOR threat at the FTC which is why I need to make my move on her sooner than later. I also won the Mask of Restriction which allows me to prevent somebody from voting at FTC, saving it for the next vote so I can possibly save my next idol for Final 5. Moving forward I’m ready to continue causing people to turn on each other and the win is so near I can taste it. I’m trying my best to pull this off, I really hope I can make it. This has been such an incredible experience I’ve enjoyed every single second of it. You know what I haven’t enjoyed though? Seeing Aromal and Emile being rewarded for their shitty ass games, which COMPLETELY lacks any social components. Aromal’s strategy is to ignore the game and copy and paste my name into a parchment, while Emile is just focused on winning challenges. If they think they’ll win this game by being one trick pony’s they’ve got a BIG storm coming. Also, Jake I’m sorry for blindsiding you. I know you were coming after me very soon and you’re just so charismatic that I couldn’t let you advance further.

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- This vote may not mean much to most of the players, but for me, it means a lot. It's the last vote that I need to survive before being able to hop to final 4. And that extra vote on me makes it even more agonizing. Ultimately, I can't think of why the girls would want to blindside me tonight, and they've given me good vibes, so I don't think I'm going home. Today, Aromal has been talking with everyone, throwing everyone under the bus and trying to stir paranoia. I don't know if he expected people not to talk to each other about this? I get that he's scrambling... but if you plan on not appearing trustworthy, make sure to not put yourself in a position where you have to scramble, lol. Poor guy assumes people play with logic. They don't, they play off trust, paranoia and fear of power.

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- I think my plan is falling apart yet again(shocker),but this time I believe I've done enough politicking too secure my ass if this blows up.It's probably gonna be either Vanne or Emile tonight

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- Aromal and TSN are honestly going CRAZYYYYYYY right now. Scramble scramble scramble scramble and its so bad at this point. Aromal is telling Emile I'm targeting him, and me that Emile is targeting me and wants me out, yet I dont understand how that plays out in Aromal's mind where Emile/him will vote me when I have immunity LMAO. Then theres TSN who's trying to clinch onto any alliance he can find, which I feel bad for him which is why I'm keeping him so close to me on a very tight leash. Emile on the other hand is a little looser. He has the idol which he's playing at the next tribal, so I'm trying to be on the right side of things. I'm starting to really reel him in because he's getting to the F5, and then if he wins the F5 or F4 immunity, this game is over and done with for me and I'm not winning next to him. All his friends are on the jury and he has amazing comp stats right now, yes I believe and have been told that I've played the best game, but friendships with people I betrayed and the appearance of an underdog story better than mine is intimidating. These next couple votes should go like this if everything runs smoothly: Aromal, TSN, Emile, and then Vanne or Erin are up in the air but it'll be handled if I even make it that far. Its crunch-time folks

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- TSN is scrambling despite being safe. I love it