Board Thread:Season 44: Costa Rica/@comment-26864283-20171217175148/@comment-4387136-20171217225749

"What was your biggest move post merge and tell me 2 things you learned about me?"

''Morgan is and can take a lot of credit for getting Nadine out, even though you and I were both there doing that, we weren't his goats. But the next tribal where Rhys left you know how hard I pushed for him to go and take the risk because the both of us would've lost to Rhy's and Jon if they sneaked to the finals. Obviously you and Morgan were taking a bigger risk but if I lost one of y'all at that point I would've just followed. I take credit for pushing for him to go, and winning the immunity we needed so they both couldn't be immune.''

I don't mean to put you on blast but I learned from earlier in pre-merge that you were with a girl who called you daddy and you "kinda liked it" when we were having that convo about daddy culture

''And your job is handling financials. You work insane hours there due to the season.''

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''I know this isn't to one of your questions, but I want to defend somethings you said about me in your speech. I wanna fight for this win.''

''I was anxious and whiny but I was so much more than that all season. I know this might not help me to bring this part up, but I'm getting a lot of heat for being whiny and I just wanna say (with love) that if you say I don't deserve to win I hope it's not just because of the whiny/anxious part. You were sometimes aggressive to me and seemed to only talk to me when you wanted something or talk to me when you already had a plan and just wanted to fill me in, but that doesn't mean you didn't deserve to win or have my vote if I lost the tiebreaker. I recognize you played a bomb game and would've won. And maybe you weren't as aggressive as it seems but in a game where it's all text it comes off like that, the same way a lot of my "whines" came off. You and I are both way more than that as players and people, we had a lot of conversations where neither of us were whiny or aggressive. I don't say that to be disrespectful or rude, I say it because I feel like I'm getting a lot of jabs at my personality and I want to defend it. I still want to be your friend and on good terms after this season and hope you don't find my personality as awful as a lot of people are saying.''

''And I called CJ out because on our first tribes he was who I assumed my closest ally was. It didn't help your game to call him out but I wanted to get to the truth from him to help my game. And I don't think I slept the entire game. I work late shifts so even without this game those are the hours I'm up. I would talk to people at work, I set alarms to wake up to talk about tribal, to vote, I set alarms to guess for the idol. I won endurance competitions because I put in the effort. I would get off 8 hour work shifts and do these endurance challenges and stay up for 20-24 hours, including the final immunity I didn't even win. I also worked my ass off in the F6 immunity for our alliance and it really fucked with my sleeping pattern even more for the end game. Just because I'm not up "normal" hours for a 9-5 job doesn't mean I slept all game, it did make it harder to talk to people, especially you when you'd go to bed after your long work hours.''

''And I didn't vote out Conor. The other allies I voted out I did when I knew I didn't have any other option to save them. Not to mention I didn't have a huge problem with it because they neglected to tell me about the CJ plan as well as not letting me in on the idol. ''

''In my opinion I deserve to win. You and I played a very similar game, especially strategically and it looks from a lot peoples perspective is that you would've won..''