Luck Is Not On My Side/Confessionals

Day 31
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- first of all, the hosts saying they’re going to DM us and then sending the confessional link is like an ex high school friend wanting to catch up only to get you to join a pyramid scheme

Who is your top allies & targets Allies - jamie Jared Cali (lmao I KNOW) Targets - jenna and Dani

How you feel feel about your current position on the tribe? Pretty good, I think I’ve set up the jury extremely well as I’ve betrayed none of them (except Bryce a bit) and they all like me I think. Audrey leaving is sad but it actually really helps my game, I think I can fly under the radar until the end and have played well and obvious enough I’ll win

What move(s) need to be done to further your position in the game? None, I just need to make sure no juror leaves upset with me and that I’m not seen as a target

Who is your ideal Final 2/3 currently & why. Me Jared Jamie, I think I’d win and I think both will take me to the end if we get close enough. I don’t think jamie or Jared want to go to the end together though. I’d be down if Cali was there as I can outargue her and also I think I have played better overall

Do you think you have a chance of winning? If the jury was voting right now I think I’d have the best shot (@ Jake @ Audrey y’all better make sure that is a PRO ME jury). Down the line, I hope so, my goal is just to be someone everyone needs and everyone thinks they can beat.

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- THE FLOP HERSELF LIVES TO SEE ANOTHA DAY HEHEHEHEH *Breaks open fortune cookie, Jakey’s wig falls out* (On a more serious note I am worried about Szymon and I do genuinely hope he’s ok after not being on for awhile) Tbh, I am the actual definition of a damn cockroach in this game. Like by luck and fate I get put into these terrible situations (The 2nd tribal, the plague tribal, the swaps, THIS TWIST?) AND YET SOMEHOW TRHOUGH MORE LUCK AND MORE FATE AND I SOMEHOW GET THROUGH THEM? I mean this time, I really didn’t do anything and tbh they better be GLAD I didn’t actually have an idol OOP.

My top allies… TBH I DON’T EVEN FUCKING KNOW. I think if I had to pick out “tops” I would choose Jessica and MAYBE Chelsea. I feel like at this point I really trust her, I’m just not sure if she trusts me as much as I trust her. MY TOP TWO TARGETS? Jamie can GO and Jared can GO. PERIODT. (Imagine me voting correctly on a CONSISTENT BASIS LOL A CONCEPT.) But ya they are both threats to put it flat out, Jamie will WIN if she makes it to the end, and Jared making it to the end can give him a good underdog story. Like I said before, I am the whole damn COCKROACH of this tribe. I have allies on different parts of the playing field except for jared, Jamie, and syd, and ya I kind of just take this game one vote at a time. I am by NO MEANS a power player at this moment, but that could all change. I essentially need to get JAMIE TF OUT. She’s a huge threat, she has made it super far multiple times in the past and theres nothing stopping her from doing that again this time. Jessica wants to work with her and its like, jess sweetie NOOO In a perfect world I am making this final 3 with Jess and Chelsea like that is my dream final 3. I wouldn’t be against a jenna and dani one either, but either of those two are the best choices!

Do I have a shot at winning? HELL YA. BITCH AFTER THE SHIT I’VE GONE THROUGH IN THIS GAME TO MAKE IT THIS FAR? YES.

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- I'm really upset about the results with Szymon going. It sucks that he went out that way especially when Cali didn't even have a real idol. I also didn't really want Audrey to go either because she's someone I could've worked with, but she was also a huge threat so I'm happy in that sense. And I definitely have to gloat about being the last male in the game. I'm all for female domination as a big feminist myself and I'm loving being the last future victim of it (hopefully I can still outlast it though). Going forward in this game, I would say my biggest allies are Jamie and Sydney because I trust them the most and we've both proven to each other that we're loyal, but I don't want to be a solid trio with them for my own game. My biggest targets are Dani and Cali, simply because we haven't worked together and I've voted both of them off so if I can I want them out ASAP. I think I like my current position in the tribe. I'm kinda in an underdog/minority position which I work the best in but I shouldn't be the first target from it anyways since Jamie's a bigger threat than me and Sydney was the one voted most recently. I'm going to fight as hard as I can to get my targets out but even if they somehow get the advantage, I'm hoping I won't be first on their list of targets. Moves that need to be done for my own game are getting Dani and Cali out before they get me out, and backstabbing Jamie as explained before to further my position in the tribe and improve my game to the jury. I haven't decided what my ideal final 2/3 is because I go more off of day by day in this game but it's definitely some combination of Sydney/Jenna/Chelsea/Jessica. I don't think any combination will be an easy win for me but those are the people I think I'd have the best chance at beating since none of their games are super flashy and neither is mine, so I need people with more under the radar games and then I'd have to prove to the jury why mine is the better one if I get there.

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- OKAY I AM HERE TO ANSWER SOME QUESTIONS!!!!!!!

Who is your top allies & targets. (2 max for each) My top allies are Cali and Jenna i would say. I don't trust anyone else in this game, and I think for myself to win my 2 biggest targets are going to be Jared and Jamie probably. They're v UTR but i think they could and probably will be my downfall in this game.

How you feel feel about your current position on the tribe? Not good. Not good at ALL. I havent been comofrtable in this game since OG Kisimul, and I am highkey over it. I want to just go back in time and chill LMMAAAOOOO its awful. I know if these people wanna go back to old alliance lines, then itll be 5-3. But there may be a chance to get in somewhere...

What move(s) need to be done to further your position in the game? I think I need to get out Jared and Jamie. and probably Chelsea.

Who is your ideal Final 2/3 currently & why. me cali and jenna is deal f3, and f2 would probs be me and cali???? i think i might have the best shot against them and i wouldnt mind if one of them won

Do you think you have a chance of winning? tbqh no. i dont think i can win

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- My top allies are Dani and Cali loyalty wise. We've been on the bottom together since the start of merge and they've been the only people left I can trust 100%. My top 2 targets are Chelsea and Jamie, they're both threats and Chelsea and I have no trust built whatsoever, so for me to attempt to work with her this late into the game would not be useful. Jamie I like on a personal level but she already had 3 ride or die allies (Szymon, Jared, Sydney) willing to vote with her and give her information throughout the merge and that's extremely intimidating to go against in a ftc.

I feel alright about my current position in the tribe, I don't have any enemies that I know of and last round went extremely well for me in taking out a member from the Audrey/Chelsea/Jessica trio and then a member from the Sydney/Szymon/Jamie/Jared group. There are definitely a lot more cracks now and I'm looking forward to see how I can maneuver my way through the people remaining. I do still have an idol, so things are looking good for me atm. I think moving forward next round me/chelsea/jessica/dani/cali might need to align, which could be hard with chelsea being upset about us blindsiding her last round. But it would be the easiest way to get out Jamie???? Unless we did the opposite and aligned with jared/jamie/sydney to get chelsea out! im just as happy with that actually.

My ideal final 2/3 would have Jared in it for obvious reasons, but I don't know if we're close enough to make a deal to get there together, and i'm certain most people want to bring him. Other than that I would most want to go with Cali because she has been in a similar situation as me throughout the game but I think I would have the upper hand in ftc.

I do think I have a chance to win, I actually think almost everyone left has at least some sort of a case to win. I know that I'm definitely not seen as the most threatening player in the game so I'll have an easier time making it there, but I need to start building a case for myself to make everyone regret underestimating me so much. :)

Day 32
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- i love how dani gets to survive a round for saving sydney and i get a challenge disadvantage luck is not on my side rn <3

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- i made day 32 <3 my fave number awwwh im so happy now omg

anyways

SSYDNEY SAVED ME FROM TRIBAL AND I DUNNO HOW TO FEEL? it feels so nice to have a break and not go to tribal and im v v v v v thankful that she gave this to me, but i do feel like she had some strategy in using it on me, and not just repaying me for saving her

bc now if she goes back to the old alliance of 5 that she has (her jamie jared jess chelsea) then they can EASILY vote off Cali or Jenna, which worries me immensely. I'm genuinely just praying that this wasnt a ploy to fuck me over, even though i feel like it was... ugh.

having the day off has honestly just given me a lot of anxiety because i dont like sitting here with no say in the vote whatsoever. Though i;m immune, and can't get 8th, that doesnt mean that theyll quickly just let me get 7th automatically and not worry about what ill do next round... ugh.

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- every single round jamie pms people being like “omg i’m so paranoid i know it’s me leaving” and idk if it’s strategy or she’s just this big of a mess. like is there some master plan that she thinks if ppl know she thinks she’s leaving they won’t vote her???? idk

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- Going into tribal, all I can think about is how I don't trust Sydney anymore. She takes Jenna to the castle with her which is just.. shady considering that could give her a lot of power and then both Jamie and I told her we think Jenna should be exiled but she refused to do so and exiled Dani instead. And then her whole situation with the castle is suspicious. Before immunity results she told me that she couldn't exile me because she needed my vote but then she goes to the same room I went to, when I already told her that you have to give up a vote. Either I underestimated her in the past or I'm overestimating her now, but you can never be too sure so I'm definitely going to be more aware of her in the future. I'm also really disappointed with Chelsea too.. I get you have your life outside of the game but shes probably going to selfvote this tribal which I don't understand since we just saw what happened with Szymon, she could've at least just vote really early and have us play around that. The plan which is to send Jenna home with some back-up votes on Chelsea will still work even without her. Jenna going isn't my first choice, I'd rather Cali go instead but I'll take what I can get this round since it's not me going, and that's all I care about in this game.

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- I’m so behind on confessionals so I’m just making one to appease Justin then do more later

My top 2 allies at the moment are probably Jamie and Jared. We’ve worked in majority and out of it and we’re still here so I’m thankful to have them both in the game. Dani and Jenna were also very real backups (rip Jenna :

My top 2 targets are probably Cali and Chelsea right now. Cali has been after me and Chelsea has voted me twice, they gotta go! Cali somehow someway always manages to find a way to survive, and Chelsea is a winner and sneaky!!

My current position on the tribe is fine, like I’m not really in a good one but I’m also not in a bad one either. I don’t think I’m on anyone’s immediate radar but I don’t think people wouldn’t rule me out as a boot option if given the opportunity.

Moves that can be done to further my position is keep my allies close and my enemies closer, just appear as someone no one can or should vote.

I think I can probably win against anyone if I make it to the end, but my ideal final 3 is probably Jamie and Jared since I think I would win lol