Have You Any Wool?/Confessionals

These are the confessionals made within the episode.

Day 31
"niemand"

- Seems mr Klümper was messing with my head. It appears that two people who I thought were with me and Adam were also working with Uli.. Zac and Gerard. And we just got Gerard out. He actually admitted he was gonna flip and that he was with Uli. Who shares their secrets like that? Even I haven't told Taylor and Adam about my plans on how to win. At least I hope Zac and Uli will go next. That would be best for my alliance. Uli actually thinks he could win when he goes to FTC but he is kidding himself. Müüsli zum z'Morgä, my dear, Müüsli zum z'Morgä. Don't forget it. But yeah, I know I will have a real bitter jury in my hands if I should make the Final Tribal Council. Yet first, I have to fight like hell to get IN to the Final Tribal Council. They all look like they want to work with me right now, but those looks could change real soon. And I have no idea who exactly could attack me. It might be that it will be one of my three dragons. I kinda feel like Cersei Lannister at this point. I have two younger brothers and I have betrayed quite a few people to save myself. But this game is like the Game of Thrones too - kill or be killed. Win or die. Yet like with Cersei, I could be betrayed by one of my two brothers, maybe even by both. I have to be careful. And like Cersei, I am prepared to do anything to sit on the Iron Throne. I am not afraid to go to the Final Tribal Council like Loki, having "killed" a number of people. I will embrace my fate and all that hate that I will get.. And if my plan works, I will win. Right now my plan is to take Lloyd with me to the end. He is a very loyal player and I know I can win against him. I think I can win against anyone at this point, aside from Adam. But who knows, maybe I could even beat him. But I much rather wouldn't take that risk... We'll see where this goes. Right now I plan to win immunity and get another idol. Let's hope I succeed in that. But if something goes wrong.. I still have the golden ring in my pocket... It's mine... My own...... My PRECIOUS

"niemand"

- Everything went perfectly smoothly! Gerard is gone before Day 35 happened. I'm not necessarily thrilled about the auction though. So many twists and turns could happen because of this, it's gonna be tough to keep an eye on everything. Also, the arcade game we were given is annoying as fuck, so... I'm not amused.

"niemand"

- So pretty much Uli vs the world. Seriously this guy is Abi-Mariaa. No one wants to tolerate him any longer and but he just keeps sticking around for the sake of peoples strategies. I for one have used him myself but hopefully this next tribal will be his last. Andrei had a chat to me about when the right time to make a move will be. Im in a great position because come final 7 i can either go with Andrei and bring ing Ben and Zac to take out Adam. Or i can go with Gerda and Adam and tell them of Andrei’s plan and get that idol played. Chaos is a beautiful thing is it not?

"niemand"

- I thought about it today.. and I think it's possible to divide my gameplay in this season into four periods: 1. Hermione period: The period where I felt unsure of myself, built the first connections and started the game. I was afraid at first but still knowledgeable and not afraid to take a chance. I had past experience and I was in a good tribe with several trustworthy players (thus I had my Ron and Harry). 2. Katniss period: This started when I finalized my first ruthless kill with Adam and Gerard - we kicked Ash off Zuma 2.0. And I lost Marish and Alejandro - two really good allies. Still, now I was more sure of myself and not afraid of going after people anymore. And after doing really well in several challenges I truly felt like the Girl on Fire. 3. Cersei period: My current period. Now I have already backstabbed several people (Sole, Sharky, Jhet, Gerard etc). I am in the period where I am willing to do whatever I can to make it to the end, to survive. Like Cersei, I am even prepared to go after one of my brothers if necessary. I am ready to do whatever it takes to win, and I wasn't entirely ready in the last two stages (apart from the end of Katniss stage where I killed Sole). 4. Loki period: My future period if I stay in this game. I have gone against my brother and any other relative I could think of (meaning, the players close to me in the game) and I have made it to the end. I have eliminated quite a big number of people by then, and I have a lot of people annoyed with me. Now I have to prove myself and get votes in the Final Tribal Council (aka get my own army so to speak) and prove that I truly am the toughest Asgardian and the head dragon. To bring myself some good luck in the game, I have already put on the picture of Hermione for a day. Then it's Katniss and Cersei for a day. And ultimately, it's Loki until the end of this game.

"niemand"

- So I got nothing on the auction. Oh how I hate auctions where that can happen. I think an ORG auction isn't nearly as fun as the one on the real show. In the real show auction everyone has a tons of fun and leaves mostly with a full stomach or at least a letter from their loved one. In the ORG auction several people will just end up with nothing.. But it appears a record number of people ended up with nothing if all I heard is true.. Uli, me, Lloyd and Ben are those unlucky ones. Taylor bid on every challenge advantage and got it. Good for him. But he also made the target on his back larger. I feel like he has developed from Peeta (always on my side) into a Tyrion (who goes behind my back and does things that could at least mess up my plans). Only time will tell if Adam is Jaime or not (since Jaime eventually is not willing to fight on behalf of Cersei, thus leaving her in a really sticky situation). The only thing I know is I am not Hermione anymore, nor am I Katniss. I am Cersei, close to the Throne but still not far from losing it. Yet I am willing to do whatever to get seated on that majestic seat. But if I do, I will turn into Loki. If all my efforts will be fruitful, I shall sit on the Throne with Gungir in hand and smile just like he did when he got the throne after supposedly being dead. And Thor won't even see it coming.

"niemand"

- A light pearl? What the hell am I gonna do with a light pearl? I don't plan on receiving votes... Oh well, it's just gonna make me a little harder to get voted out. Just slightly. And it's gonna dissuade people to risk a tie involving me in even numbered rounds, so basically... Now, if I don't win Immunity, and at Final 6. Ben and Gerda told me they got nothing, so right now I'm really concerned about Zac buying the Idol. In other news, Taylor surprisingly came to me with plans to get rid of Adam, which, again, I'm on board with, but not right now. The thing is I'm getting attached to the guy, and I feel like the more we talk, the worse I'll feel when I vote him out around F6/F5, and I know enough about Survivor to see that it makes him a top notch threat. My plan is to go to the Final 3 with Ben and Gerda, simply because they're my favourite people, but realistically, it's gonna be pretty tough to put in place. To be completely honest, the main reason I want this F3 is because it's the best way for me to be safe in the event that this All-Stars season ends up in a F2. I could just kinda throw the final immunity challenge and let them take me. I'm not sure how well I'd do against them, but I don't like Zac/Lloyd enough to go to the end with them and I refuse to be in a position where I could lose to Uli, so... I'm not gonna be facing goats.

Day 32
"niemand"

- *looks at her guitar, then looks at herself and sighs* Oh Nokomis. Thanks for making this harder than it had to be. Now they'll expect us to beat you in this challenge. No worries though. I'll do it. :)

"niemand"

- A light pearl? What the hell am I gonna do with a light pearl? I don't plan on receiving votes... Oh well, it's just gonna make me a little harder to get voted out. Just slightly. And it's gonna dissuade people to risk a tie involving me in even numbered rounds, so basically... Now, if I don't win Immunity, and at Final 6. Ben and Gerda told me they got nothing, so right now I'm really concerned about Zac buying the Idol. In other news, Taylor surprisingly came to me with plans to get rid of Adam, which, again, I'm on board with, but not right now. The thing is I'm getting attached to the guy, and I feel like the more we talk, the worse I'll feel when I vote him out around F6/F5, and I know enough about Survivor to see that it makes him a top notch threat. My plan is to go to the Final 3 with Ben and Gerda, simply because they're my favourite people, but realistically, it's gonna be pretty tough to put in place. To be completely honest, the main reason I want this F3 is because it's the best way for me to be safe in the event that this All-Stars season ends up in a F2. I could just kinda throw the final immunity challenge and let them take me. I'm not sure how well I'd do against them, but I don't like Zac/Lloyd enough to go to the end with them and I refuse to be in a position where I could lose to Uli, so... I'm not gonna be facing goats.

"niemand"

- I've got diamonds on my neck and diamonds on my grill. But the prettiest little thing besides my pretty little face is this pretty little hidden immunity idol adorning the prettiest and littlest of my pretty little fingers. I like that bling and I like that flossy so winning that idol just suits me so right. It's literally too hilarious. Like, I just get given an idol. Adam's out there hustling and I'm just laying back waiting for my posse to bring me them shiny things. To make it that little more delicious I was the only one to show any sort of brains in the auction. Everyone else bid the whole $500 on mystery items and I'm like lol honey I ain't going a cent over the asking price. Ladies and gentlemen, we are bargain hunting and I sniffed out the prize. Except Taylor, the dirty dog, dogged me on the immunity advantage. We discussed beforehand that he was bidding on the double Tribal immunity advantage, and I was bidding on the unspecified future immunity advantage. But no, he sweeps in in front of me and snatches my gorgeous advantage that I was going to use as leverage for getting through the Double Tribal. I'm raging. Gerard is gone and I feel mildly bad for trashing him but he's gone so I don't feel that bad. You can just tell he's going to be a bitter bitch on the jury though. Hilariously, I kind of avoided any of the drama. I should have been sunk but I just cruised straight past. Plus, if I get to the end I tell him I tried to work with him and he did his own thing and got blindsided by Gerda and Adam. I could have saved him!! Get me on that hero tribe because I am a darling. Oh yeah, and what is even going on with Zac? He originally said he'd go with the plan to overthrow the head honchos then backs out of it and rats me out. So I'm thinking he's now my secret enemy. Then he comes to me after the auction and is just chatting away like hey check out my shiny new toy. Literally he's gone from selling me out, which is basically me writing you off from any future deals, to acting as if we're long-time allies. And to be even weirder he tells me he won a double jury vote in the auction. As in, if he ends up on the jury he gets to vote twice for a winner. Wut. Are you threatening me? That's not even a thing. Like, you come to me and tell me you won something that doesn't exist. Maybe he's just an idiot though because Taylor has now told me Zac has the double vote power. Taylor finally seems to have come to the realisation that Adam and Gerda need to go. Thank you! He wants to flip the script at this next vote using Zac's double vote power. Interestingly, he doesn't seem to be including Andrei. Juicy.

"niemand"

- Gaaaah.. after all my efforts, Uli still won. And I was told that I didn't try enough and wasn't funny. Thanks a lot, jerky judges of Stuck up ville. You have now made sure that I will work my butt off to keep this challenge from Madagascar. Yes, you heard me. I'm not going to continue the roasting tradition. Such unfair challenges will not have a place in my season. But Uli winning has left us all in a bit of a sticky situation cause we are not sure who to vote out. Zac and Uli are plotting Taylor's blindside and they already have three numbers (since Zac has the double vote item). They are asking me to vote Taylor out too and I honestly don't know what to think about it. But well, I know we are probably gonna have to boot him sometime anyway. And he has been real shady and all. The only thing I am worried about at this point is about how he will react. But then again, I think most jurors would be bitter at this point. But I think I will talk to Adam before I do anything. I feel a bit iffy about this vote. For all we know, I could go out myself.

"niemand"

- This game is such a roller-coaster and I'm about ready to get the hell off this ride. That is if I don't get pushed off first. These people are impossible. Every time I break through, fight back and push myself to the top I get met by a new opposition. I finally had this game for all of about one glorious hour after I had idoled Adam right out the door. I had Uli and Zac ready to stomp it right to the end and I was so sure I had Lloyd too. Taylor would be going home and I'd have Final 3 basically on lock. But Lloyd refuses to win this game, instead pandering to Gerda at the expense of everything I have worked for. I feel like Corinne right now. Lloyd is trying to steal my memories and all the bread in the world won't make up for it if his stupidity gets me booted. So now I have to get rid of Zac. Thanks for letting me waste my idol. I should have let them all vote Lloyd just to show him exactly who he's playing with. I don't trust Taylor, Gerda or Andrei at all. And because of Lloyd I have to hope that they're actually voting for Zac and not me. Seriously, if I go home at this Tribal I will just kill everything. So yeah, I'd managed to pull the power away from the darling little five for one briefly beautiful moment only for Lloyd to hand it right back to them. Now I've got to face a Final 6 where I pretty much have to rely on Uli playing his idol (if it exists) on the right person. Best case scenario is that Uli, Lloyd and I force a tie. My life......... Let's try and end with something positive. Adam's elimination was beautifully poetic. He played an idol on Gerda to eliminate Ash, and I played an idol on Zac to eliminate him. Sometimes when you want things done right you just have to do them yourself. And now Gerda wants me to pay for my crime. HAHAHA!! Cackling. Gerda do as you please, just remember I have Jenna Lewis on my side and she has an insatiable thirst for winners.

"niemand"

- Since I lost immunity, we have to options. A) Vote out Zac and pray he doesn't pull out an idol. B) Vote with Uli. I'd rather go down fighting than go down with Uli. He didn't deserve immunity, but oh well, he'll get his. But, here's the deal. ULI tells me he's voting me. And he has the alliance to back it up. If he wanted me gone, why would he tell me that instead of blindsiding me and getting rid of the idol? And if he has Andrei and Taylor, they'd screw their game by taking me out and having Lloyd and Gerda flip. Silly people.

"niemand"

- Remember in Survivor: Micronesia when they announced that Cirie/Parvati/Amanda were going to have an Immunity Challenge at F3? Well, that's how devastated I was when Uli was crowned winner of this Immunity Challenge. It didn't help that the judges barely even spoke English and had a combined IQ that's probably inferior to the number of days that Gerard played in the Survivor-ORG. I'm actually more pissed about that than about the fact that Uli won the challenge. I also feel really bad for Ben, Adam and Gerda because they put an great amount of effort into this messy challenge and they deserved a lot more recognition than what these idiotic judges gave them. As far as strategy goes, Taylor, Adam, Gerda and I decided to vote all vote for Zac. If anything, Uli/Zac will go after Adam, so really, if an Idol is played, which shouldn't be the case since apparently Ben got nothing and Zac got the double vote, Adam will be collateral damage, and well, I can't say I'd be completely mad about that. I won't be twerking if it happens, but at least I won't have to vote him out myself. As far as I'm concerned, I'll be clutching my Light Pearl for at least one more round, and hopefully I can keep it till Final 5.