Board Thread:Season 48 - Sinai/@comment-33085950-20180809094245/@comment-26939298-20180809204515

Hi Spencer, I'm gonna be completely honest with you. The fact that the people think I have been "manipulated" by Will, which is totally false, it bothers me a little. We both made all the decisions together. He just made me see at some point that I was wrong. For example, when I wanted to eliminate AJ before you and he made me see how dangerous that could be so I had to admit that he was right because you were a bigger threat in terms of challenges, so we could not afford you to stay and potentially win the last immunity challenge. I did not analyze the issue that well, you never know what would have happened if I had made a different decision, but that does not mean that he used me or that he carried the weight of the alliance, I don't know why there are people who think such thing. In an alliance there is usually a thinking head, but honestly I think Will and I were pretty even at that, we always consulted each other and we agreed almost all the time, that's why we get along so well. You ask me which move or play I made on my own. Well look, I do not think there is anything I did alone, I'm not gonna attribute any merit that does not belong to me, everything I did as a team, was it with you and Byron or whoever I was with in each moment that brought the swaps. In fact, at some point I was pretty sure that neither I nor the people I was with would last for a long time, when the original Sesibi were in the minority in the swap in both tribes. I thought I wasn't gonna reach the merge. Of course I was aware of what was always happening, not all the time but almost, and of course I took part in the decisions that were made, that I did pretty subtly does not make me a goat or something like that, nor do I deserve to be discredited because of it. I did not want to take a high profile for fear of being an early target, which is what usually happens to me, so I decided to play under the radar, when you play with a profile too high the risk of beong voted off bad is very high, who knows if I could have been the one who left the time you used your idol. I've been idoled before so I had to be careful with my gameplay not to be too exposed. I hope to have made my point clear for you to understand a bou more why I played a bit lower than maybe Will was, but I honestly think that doesn’t make me less deserving. Thank you so much for your question