Chaos Is About To Be Unleashed/Confessionals

Day 22
"tuktuk"

- I was left out of the loop. I don't like this. I gotta get back in it. Luckily when I beat Evan out for immunity this time people will see him as the biggest threat still. Boo and Grace are making matters worse. I'm gonna have to separate myself from them.

"lucena"

- Yeah cool attempt @ shade scott for telling the whole cast I gave you a fake idol but didn't I literally tell you the reason i gave you it was because you and Jordan would eventually flip?? Oh wait that actually happened????? And I'm the devil??? Cool just checking. OH WAIT, because you self voted you never flipped[: It's like I had your 100% trust and I took it and broke it into a million pieces and stomped on it, how COLD HEARTED OF ME. Jk that didn't happen and we both never did trust each other but okay then, so if it's a double tribal I'm just gonna play my idol because I don't trust Michelle's vote one fucking bit and I'm idoling him out for cruel irony

"palmira"

- Okay so I feel relatively safe on my new tribe. We have: Ethan, Boo, Bryce, Nick, me. I have absolutely no clue how the new tribe will play out, but I won't be the first boot at least. Most likely it'll be Boo unless something mixes up. It's messy enough as is. Those three aren't allied, so who knows what could happen.

"lucena"

- One more thing before I take a GOOD FUCKING NAP, I'm gonna do the simplest test of trust here with my group of Ethan Nick and Bryce. THEY HAVE THE NUMBERS. HEY GUYS, IF THERE'S A CHALLENGE, THROW IT AND BOOT BOO OR JORDAN. And if the answer is no? Then that'll simply reconfirm my distrust for some of them.

"lucena"

- my life is in shambles right now send help My only chance at even having a chance is through fucking Evan. I've been calling Evan ""Golden Boy"" for a while now because he literally gets everything he wants, and everyone lets him get it. But he's not even the worst one on this tribe, oh no. We've got not just Lucas, oh no. We also have Michelle, who wants to murder me. Lucas, being really whiny, is getting his way and it pisses me off so much. Michelle is sneaky and will get her way and that also pisses me off. She's also close to Boo and she tried to get me out over Dani. In hindsight, I don't regret voting out Dani, because hopefully that will get me in with Evan. I'm praying so hard right now that golden boy will save me, funny how he goes from public enemy #1 to swing vote. I have a LOT of work to do but I think I'll be able to pull myself out of this. I'm pulling an IDS and pretending like Ethan is dead to me to half the game, but to the other half, I'm acting like I'm his goat because if I'm part of a group that's ""running the game"" I need to look like the least threatening of the 5 so that way I live long enough to make moves. This is so confusing, but 100% still possible Not to mention Ethan still has the idol

"palmira"

- So Danielle has just been blindsided and it really upsets me because I was able to establish a great friendship with her and was hoping we'd be able to slay together a little longer. Ethan also betrayed KND so adios to that alliance. Also everyone basically kind of lied to me this vote or danced around the truth and I do not appreciate it. This feels like after the Koopa vote back in Sardinia. I have to start from complete scratch. I've given Bryce, Nick, and Ethan compelling arguments to keep me or at least be honest with me from now on. Bryce mentioned possibly voting Jordan but now I'm starting to question if Jordan is with them. Hopefully something works out in my favor. I've been allied with Jordan and he helped save me during the first merge tribal but I will throw him under the bus as many times as I need to in order to ensure my safety in this game because I know Nick, Bryce, and Ethan are close.

"lucena"

- Yeah talked to Nick, the kid said he's throwing it and he better damn well do so so we can cut the shit and get rid of JORDAN already @ Palmira Though it's weird. Taylor ""joins"" a tribe after this?? Would we really have a 5 on 5 tribe scenario for even ONE round this deep into the game? Seems weird to me, I'm anticipating possibilities like a double tribal asap, or one where both sides fight for individual immunity before a double tribal, anything's possible at this point in the game. The vote's going to be tricky should that road be crossed, Lucas wants to do Grace but I can't piss off Ethan yet. Michelle as usual is being ambiguous but I think I'll push the envelope to her and tell her to do Scott, tell everyone else but Scott it's Scott, and probably play my idol and get the hell out of there. I just don't wanna go to tribal yet so hopefully there's that tribal challenge and Palmira throws it, even if they're not I think myself and Grace are strong enough challenge competitors to win it for us rn

"palmira"

- I'm destined to never leave Palmira. I'm a Palmirian native and these fools are on my turf. (Except Nick. We share the camp). I honestly think that I'm in an okay spot, even with being in the outs of the last vote. But my tribe is by far weaker, as the other tribe has both Grace and Evan, so we'll probably be heading to tribal unless it's a ""both go to tribal"" thing. In that case, I can see Boo and Ethan just targeting each other. I'd want to avenge Dani and vote Ethan, but I'm not gonna go out on a limb to save Boo like last time. That most likely single handedly was the reason Nick flipped on me. I've repaired relations with Nick, and I told him no hard feelings. I have to trust somebody, and he's a bigger threat than me, so I don't have a problem trusting him for now. I'm talking to Bryce again to get back in with him too. I really hope Evan goes on the other tribe. That will make the rest of my game so much easier.
 * 1) palmira4lyfe

"lucena"

- I'm starting to think a move that would really propel me in this game is booting Nick very very soon. It'd be an easy pitch, Nick has played with house money all season - as looking at everyone left in the cast, he has lied to or voted against just about everyone remaining in this game. I think for now he'll be inclined to stick to his original group, i.e me Bryce Ethan Taylor etc, but it'd be really simple if me and Ethan flip and get people like Michelle, Scott, Boo, Grace, etc, to all vote Nick to go. What'd be more important is if I make Ethan look like the forefront of this decision and once again see him get the brunt of it and hopefully have him become the prime target for once rather than me, I mean I'll still protect him but I really need to stop going into every round with a win or die mentality. At the end of the day my plan is to try to turn as many people against each other, or at least sit and win enough immunities to have that happen and just sit back and watch the fireworks. The only person in this game I've blatantly lied to and misdirected is Scott, and that can either easily be resolved by explaining the Nick situation, orrrr just getting rid of him whoops. But yeah, as the game gets deeper, people want to get more cutthroat, and understandably so. While I'll stick out as a challenge threat, what's more important is that I stick out as an honest threat, in hopes that people cling onto me in this game. OH YEAH. And later on I think I'll make a F3 with Michelle and Lucas. Just say we're the outsiders and all that good stuff. I need some momentum in this game and I haven't been thinking as independently as I've needed to, and it's about time to flip that mindset

"palmira"

- streisand effect. That is all.

"lucena"

- Talking to Golden Boy is actually going surprisingly well. I can see why he's golden boy now. He's really charismatic and someone I wish I was on a tribe with before now because it sucks how we're meeting just for me to try and live in the game. He wouldn't mind voting Michelle out but he's scared Scott hates him and like I don't know what Scott's actual opinion of him is so like I gotta shut Scott up and make him kiss Evan's ass too. I call this one Operation: Get Michelle the fuck off my island

"lucena"

- Yeah so just finished up talking with Grace. I gave her shit in earlier confessionals but she thankfully did one thing I wish everyone could do in this game - cut the small talk bullshit and get into game. I guess there's two different sides to her and that in individual pm's she's a serious gamer but in tribe chats and whatnot she'll ramble on about anything. But yeah, thanks to my Ethan connection I think that's why she came up to me and we settled things. There's a distrust between her and Michelle, time to play up to that because I myself have reasons to doubt Michelle. I had to let her know about the Scott situation and hopefully she cools Scott down and he comes up to me, and if all is well I can hopefully be the swing vote between Lucas/Michelle and Grace/Scott. Or better yet, avoid going to tribal altogether and have all of them trust me again when that merge happens again. So yeah, gametalk with Grace is cool and I really respect her game, but I definitely can't let her roll to the end, she won IDS and got 4th in Rome for a reason. Let's roll

"palmira"

- Dani is super bitter towards me after blindsiding her like that. I still like her, but she needs to get over it. Especially after what I found out recently. I probably have no chance of getting her jury vote, and thats alright. It was move that needed to be made, then this un-merge comes and shakes up the game. LET ME TELL YOU A STORY. In another org I used to play as Michelle Yi, and she got voted out during Fiji, so If I get blindsided if we lose immunity, that would be awful.

"lucena"

- NOW I've finished talking with Scott, and he seems game working with me again, sooo I'd like to believe I'm the swing vote on this tribe. I really hope Scott's telling the truth right now and I know he and Grace should be tight, so as long as I can correlate what they're saying to me I should know that I either have both or none of their votes. Now me being a swing vote means either one of two things, I can dictate a 3-2 vote either direction or I just get 4-1'ed like a punk. I'm not risking that latter outcome, soooo it's back to the norm and I'm playing my heart out in this challenge

"palmira"

- I have a crappy sccore but i turned up lsat night so idc thank you bye

"lucena"

- HELLO! I'M BACK after saving the whales (wheee) and taking a life-changing exam (yaaayy). and the best part is, i'm still alive after being screwed-up and thrown under the bus. (http://i290.photobucket.com/albums/ll242/midnytbloo/fierce.gif) so just a rundown of what happened from my side. after boo screwed me up in palmira 3.0, hallelujah for merge! but of course i was away which took me a shit ton of mobile data money just to keep up with the game. apparently i was the target for quite some time but in the end the palmira dudes had their own screwing which is great because yannick got the boot. and then came last tribal where me and evan slayyed dem treasure hunt thing which got us immunity. which was also great, because both me and evan are at the bottom apparently. then, again, a wild ethan appears spilling the tea against danielle, boo, grace, and some other people. i'm like okay let 'er rip. i knew it was pretty shady of danielle and grace tbh and i'm not really planning of working with them and it seems like they wouldn't want to work with me so the feeling is mutual. dani got the boot and then suddenly, boo and lucas dragged each other in the tribe chat. which is really great for me because the more drama, the more i can work my way under the radar. i don't have something that i can call a solid alliance right now but i think got evan, lucas, tommy, and boo in my pocket. like boo not only throw personal comments which may be pissed off people but he also told me he's willing to vote anyone and be involved in something big. keep in mind he wants to be involved, not to start anything big. he may be a perfect candidate to bring along further. that or he's screwing me again. anyways, post unmerge lucena went well for me because we got scott and grace in the outs. so idrc if we lose. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

"lucena"

- I'm internally praying for a double tribal twist with the highest scorers on each tribe winning immunity, and then just a remerge. Either way I'm targeting Michelle if we go to tribal. Also I'm soooo tempted to reveal the truth on the 3 Yannick votes to Grace and Scott to solidify their votes 100% but Ethan doesn't want me doing that yet? WHY NOT

"lucena"

- Wow I really suck at this game

"none"

- Dani went home, which is great for me (but sad also bc she’s great)! I was shocked to win the Reward challenge and also get a few positive things. I got smartest, albeit so did 4 other players and two others most likely received one vote each. It’s still flattering though, and it gives me confidence moving forward. Also, my thoughts on Lucas and Michelle being my perfect final 3 was right because they received a lot of guesses for negative answers! I mentioned an end game deal to Michelle that I would like to pull Lucas into. I’m just not sure how into he would be. He might be too close to Evan or others looking to use him as a goat, but I feel like I have a better argument to keep them on my side. We have all been left on the outs time and time again. We’re all the underdogs, so I feel like we have the best shot against each other. I think I’ve done the most out of the three and what I have survived is more impressive though. So I think I have the edge over them. Grace and I have been talking about being honest with each other and helping each other out in the game. Unfortunately, I couldn’t keep her informed when the plan came up to get rid of the 5 person alliance (Boo, Dani, Grace, Scott, and Jordan). I knew it would screw me, but then things got way better for me when Ethan informed me that they were placing a few votes on me as a backup in case an idol was played. I felt I couldn’t trust Grace at that point and wouldn’t inform her before the vote reveal as I intended. Instead, Ethan informed her. I don’t like that, but Grace let me know it was Boo’s idea to place votes on me, and she refused. I’ll believe her for now, but I bet Boo voted for me, and she was supposed to be the second one for me until Ethan informed her to vote Dani last minute. If we stay in tribes, I hope to end up on Bryce and Nick’s tribe. We could easily control it if they survived their first tribal. If they don’t do it themselves, then I hope and plan on getting rid of challenge beast, Ethan before it’s too late. Ridding of him in tribal phase would be perfect! The idol is the only worry though because I know he has it. I think I’m in a pretty good spot right now, but you never know. I’m envisioning Bryce’s downfall around final 8 or 7. Unless someone gets him first… or he gets me!

"lucena"

- What is an Evan Apparently the Evan I talk to is a completely different Evan than the Evan that Scott talks to. The Evan I talk to talks game sometimes but we also just have like casual conversations about life and college and shit where as the Evan that Scott talks to is always game hungry. He's really charismatic, I've already said that in the past and it's just kind of mind boggling how the game apparently gets to his head... and I can use that to my advantage. I feel like Evan has been really honest with me so far, and if not, then he's REALLY good at keeping track of his lies because he's told me what he told Ethan. I feel like if he was lying, he wouldn't have told me his concerns with Scott and him's relationship. Maybe the gamebot golden boy is a cover to try and hide something idk, I'm actually really curious on what Evan is thinking, it's interesting

Day 23
"palmira"

- For once, when give the most effort/get the highest score I would like the tribe I'm on to actually win. My back hurts from all this carrying.

"lucena"

- well, it's nice to win, this episode would be boring for me anyways. Basically, I'm lucky to be in a tribe with evan and michelle - I'm close to both and both michelle and evan have bad blood with grace and scott.

"palmira"

- I'm honestly okay with losing. I'm in a safe spot, nobody's targeting me, and grace is safe. I feel like she'd be going if they lost. I didn't throw it, but I also didn't try hard. If I have to vote Boo I have to. Honestly being allied to him, he dragged my game down

"palmira"

- I really was hoping that I wouldn't have to come to Tribal today. Not only is it kinda scary because I know that Bryce/Nick who are my only "allies" on this tribe were in on the Yannick vote, Nick STILL hasn't told me that he was in on it, which I only found out through Evan, so he is being really sneaky, and I don't trust him. I know that if they vote me out, Taylor will join the tribe and they have majority over Boo/Jordan still, which makes me completely expendable and at their mercy. Why did it have to be THIS twist.

"palmira"

- Okay so I've been on the edge of my seat ever since we got unmerged and put onto tribes. I know that Nick, Ethan, and Bryce are pretty tight and I'm somewhat close with Jordan so I'm in a very tough situation. I've just been added to a chat with Nick, Bryce, and Ethan to solidify that we are all voting Jordan. They could all be lying to me but at this point I'm just really hoping that they are being honest. :D

"palmira"

- This game is getting messier and messier. I don't know who to trust. I feel like I'm safe this vote, but questions keep coming up. Who voted Yannick? Nobody knows, and nobody claims to know. Someone in this game is SLOPPY and they're gonna get caught. This vote I tried to distance myself from Boo. I told Ethan, Nick, and Bryce I'd be willing to vote him. Luckily, Nick and Bryce want to vote Ethan, so I'm down for that. I still keep Boo as an ally, but people stop seeing us as a pair.

"palmira"

- this game is getting fucking interesting! So I told Bryce that Nick blamed him for the entire Yannick vote and that has got him pissed. Enough so, that he told me that Nick has been targeting me. Thank god I have some good social connections and know this stuff, otherwise I would probably have left this tribal. Nick is trying to play EVERYONE and is trying so DESPERATELY to be anything but the ""sheep"" that he's abandoning the people who actually had his back. Nick when you read this, hopefully you will understand. There is a time and a place to make ""big moves"", but the final 11 on a 5 person tribe isn't one of them. I'm glad I was paranoid about this twist because of the past, because it probably just saved my life. I won't be leaving at least this round because I am most likely using my idol to get rid of Nick in a 2-0 vote. And once Nick is gone Taylor who is really close with Bryce will be our 3rd, giving us majority again should we need it. I also asked Bryce to bring up my name again that he's paranoid about the idol, just to make sure Nick is targeting me, so my idol isn't played in vain.

"palmira"

- I feel completely and totally awful for this but it looks like Bryce and I have flipped the vote on yet another YouTuber...Looks like Ethan will be leaving tonight and he has absolutely no idea. This is rough but you know what he has an idol and he's extremely close with Grace so I don't really trust him all that much anymore. After this happens Evan is gonna be SOOOO pissed off at me and Bryce but he'll still be forced to work with us since he has no where else to go. Shit is about to get wild after these results and but I'm excited because chaos is about to be unleashed yet again.

"palmira"

- Okay, so this is a WEIRD feeling for me. I honestly feel like ANY of these four people could be going, and it is MY decision on who really will be the one going tonight. Getting the votes onto either Jordan or Boo is very simple, the three youtubers and then pit the two against each other for a simple 4-1 vote. The other two, a little bit harder, but one of them will be the route taken TONIGHT. Before I get into that, I was just informed by Ethan that NICK CITY told EVAN that I AM THE ONE who came up with the YANNICK PLAN. Mother FUCKER is throwing me under the bus for no reason. Nick has pretty much been my number one ally in this game, but he is SCARY moving forward. I feel like his number one thing in this game is to not seem like a 'GOAT' this season, so he plans on making a ton of moves. He pitched the idea of getting ETHAN out tonight, that way his idol is gone and we would have the numbers with Taylor joining our tribe. Now, I played this scenario out in my head and I feel like I could manage my way to the end of the game if I follow this. However, with the new information, I feel like Nick is setting himself up so me and Evan will target each other and he will pick a side when the scenario comes along. I do believe he would vote to KEEP me, as Evan appears as the larger Jury Threat and he believes I will take him to the end 100%, but even without what I have heard, that is not the case. To win this game, I feel like I need to go to the end with NO youtubers sitting next to me. I need Nick, Evan and Ethan out before Final 3. I do believe that I will get all 4 youtubers vote once they hear my reasoning and story, and some of the other jury members as well depending on who I sit next to. I just need to put the pieces out together to decide HOW will I be able to take them out and still manage a majority. If I keep NICK and get ETHAN out tonight, Evan will come back to us because he will have no option BUT to. We will have a 4 person group of Taylor, me, Nick, and Evan with Boo on our outside (who is playing smart by being a 'yes man' to everyone) and possibly even bringing Jordan in, as me and him have had GREAT conversations since this 'un-merge.' Regardless of specifics, I feel like I could manage my way to actually the final Tribal Council easily without any youtubers. Now I am figuring out how I can do this if Nick goes tonight. I feel like me and Ethan grew closer today, as he told me things about Evan which makes me believe he wants him out sooner than later. I do think before Evan goes, Grace needs to go though just to make sure Ethan will keep me in longer. No matter what, I think I will have a majority someway somehow, it's just going to be much harder to get youtube out. However, it can be done.

"lucena"

- ucena won the challenge, awesome. Ethan's kinda worried over at Palmira, but the fact of the matter is if Nick and Bryce really try to blindside Ethan, they'll fight themselves a losing battle in the future. Honestly if I was them and there was another round of voting, I'd get rid of Boo or Jordan now, Taylor comes, they throw the challenge, they give the Boo/Jordan survivor some ultimatum, and they do a 2-2-1 split where they either flush Ethan's idol or get him out. That's their best move and they'd have an even numbered war should that come. But it's probably going to be Boo or Jordan from what I guess, and I'm kinda hoping it's Jordan so that Boo and Lucas can keep fighting, and that Scott can lose a close ally so I can maybe get close with him if the timing is right. But for now, time to CRY MY HEART OUT ON VALENTINE'S DAY BECAUSE I'M SINGLE

"palmira"

- THIS HOE THINKS HE CAN PULL THIS ISH AFTER I SAVE HIM NOT ONLY ONCE, BUT TWICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE'RE THROUGH. YOURE LUCKY IVE ALREADY VOTED OR YOU'D BE OUT.

"palmira"

- Yeah I'm probably going home. Rip me.