Board Thread:Season 19 - Indonesia/@comment-5480706-20140907162604/@comment-36900017-20181220050559

Hey, this is a 4-5 year late reply to your question, I guess I fell into a coma at the reunion and fell under the seats and no one found me. Anyways, hey it’s Tristan. But, Tristan was a fake name as well that I used online at the time because I felt uncomfortable giving out personal information like that. My name is Peyton, I am now 20 years old, male, and I believe I was 15-16 when I first played here.

I played in: Cote, as Cassandra at the time. (I’ll explain that persona as well, god I was a weird shit.) And I played all of Alison’s game in this game, Indonesia.

Of course, I was stupid back then, trying to be a edgelord and all. I was just a stupid kid, now I’m a even more stupid, yet somewhat wiser young adult. I didn’t really view games like these seriously or wikis even, so I would just make fake accounts and create a new person with them. I have, literally, so many wikia accounts it’s disturbing. I don’t even think I remember some of the ones I created, I just know I made a lot, for a lot of wikis. I was also know as Cass on The Hunger Games wiki, which was my home wiki. The first season I played was with Joan, I remember his name for sure but not his wiki name. I think Emma too, and then I can’t remember the rest. We were like the Career alliance, which I still maintain to this day was super clever and probably the coolest alliance ever to exist and ever will, but I got blindsided and left fast which made me so mad at the time. THAT I remember haha. I literally look back at all of this with shame and a very very good sense of humor.

Anyways, getting of track here, you asked me about Alison and i’ll explain. Alison was just a character me and my friend “Claudia” (whom I still talking to, like literally one of two people I still keep in touch with, the other being Julia). We wanted Alison to be like this evil, evil barbie doll. We wanted all her confessionals and voting comments to just be hateful, which let me stop everything right here to say this.

I am a DEEPLY sorry for my behavior this season. I was a completely immoral person, I have no idea why I think just saying rude things about people was a joke back then. I honestly wish I could apologize to every single person that played this season personally, because I still feel guilty about this every now and then even though it’s been awhile. I have certainly grown up since playing, I would never act or treat people badly like that now. Time has been kind to my personality, on and offline. So, once again I am sorry for all the rude voting confessionals and any single other comment or post I made toward you. It was completely dickish.

Alison was really just an excuse for me to play again, I still stand by the fact that Claudia never cheated once, I was the cheater. Yes, she knew about me but she asked me for information about the other tribe members or gossiped with me about anyone on her tribe, it was always me. So Claudia, i’m sorry for you dragging you in with me down the troll hole and getting you disqualified. I know you were actually playing a really good game, and for that I am an ass.

So there isn’t really a background behind Alison that I remember, just me being a punk breaking rules to play again because I was too impatient to wait for a return season which I could have had if I remember right but messed it up by getting banned. By the way not sure if my ban is still applicable but if it is feel free to, just not this message.

I’m not sure you guys are gonna see this but if you do thank you for letting me have fun even if is was in bad taste. I was really depressed in my teens and these ORGs and other wikis really helped me feel better in dark days. I appreciate that so much.

Also, if whoever is running the site would ever let me play again, I’d be down. If not, that’s chill. Just saying I’d be down since I have downtime from college at the moment.

Well, see ya guys.

-Peyton/Alison