Board Thread:Season 45 - Molise/@comment-28340190-20180222031416/@comment-29674450-20180222040114

To start my answer off to you like I said to Elias my speech is very rushed so I don't mind going into full detail but I will once again have to say some of the same things I said in that answer. My game from the get-go was reliant on my social connections which yes I did sever some and maybe even ruin some relationships but one thing I was very good at was getting every single player besides Juliet to trust me. Even Aaron trusted me before the merge just by me simply talking to him a little bit. My game is not suppose to be flashy. I'm not someone who sits here and needs to say "Oh I won immunities to get here" or "I used idols to do this" when in fact I didn't need either of those things all I needed was my words & actions. I was forced to have to play the role of the middle as soon as I made that alliance with you Declan and Nat on the Ashley vote. Because on the other tribe every single person (including trey after that tribal) besides Juliet was my ally along with every single person on the tribe we were on. The fact that you can sit here and say I am a goat when the finalist you are praising sat around through the first half of the merge kinda makes me pissed off. Marty as well also didn't do a whole lot besides get betrayed. And I know I can say this to you in confidence because this is not me attacking you. It's me attacking my perception. I was able to gather information and use it to my disposal to further my game and make me slowly but surely less of a target which is extremely hard to do and something no one else in this game can say. Even Declan had his head on the chopping block at multiple occasions. This season was a very socially perceptive based season which is why I got more and more quiet because all of the shit I previously caused and stirred up I had to make sure didn't completely bite me in the ass (which it worked in my favor). While you guys may not like or respect my game I think I played a beautiful game. I am the Dark Horse of the season because a lot of people didn't realize how much I was actually controlling & running the show because I got people paranoid and while I would like to say that was apart of the OG game plan it wasn't but it's something that I realized worked in my favor. While I understand why you could see me as a goat since my end game was very bad (which again I had 2 weeks were I only had 1 damn day off of work IN A ROW) but if I had more time off it wouldn't have been that way. As far as your question to all 3 of us I think talking too much is to too many different people probably didn't help at some points so I definitely think that is my big mistake that I could've controlled (I don't count things like my activity level as a mistake because a mistake is caused by your own doing which my schedule for work is not decided by me.) I hope I shed a little more light to you and the other jurors on my game without repeating the same old things to you guys. I don't want to sound like a broken record to you all.