Mini Eve/Confessionals

"savanne"

- The vote went as expected, Angel went home and The Cats Alliance stayed strong together. Kells has been trying very hard to get with Myself, Lexi and Devon and even created an alliance, I think the fact that his name was out there really lit a fire under him. It's nice to have a solid alliance you can trust early. I'm not sure how long this may last, but I'm hoping we're in it for the long haul.

Unfortunately, I think the Hurricane is going to have a large impact on my game. If things really go awry and I'm without power for an extended period and the game isn't put into intermission (similarly for how they did a few weeks of Christmas Break in The Ganges) then there's no doubt in my mind I'm going home. Alliances or not, If I can't pull my weight in the challenges or socialize than I don't deserve to be here. To have my only shot at this taken from me by something out of my control? It's gonna break my heart if that happens.

Staying positive is my main priority, If I get down and out my tribe will notice and I'm not letting this game slip away from me that easy.

"moka"

- Yay, we won! I was so nervous because we were such a mess and I was so worried I wasn't going to make it in time, but luckily Damien and Josh killed it and we are immune! Thank god, I really did not feel like losing another member.

"moka"

- Maria is really starting to get on my nerves. Today she said "WHO VOTED FOR ME" in the main chat and that really irked me. I think her only purpose here is to create drama and I am not having it. She is like a mini eve. They both try to start shit. It's so annoying! I talked with Emily about this and she can't stand Maria either. Right now my target is Maria and I'm hoping that the alliance I am in will agree on taking her out.

"moka"

- So it comes to my attention that Miss Maria Carla is plotting against me. Which pissed me the fuck off to be quite honest. I don't know what I did or anything but it really surprised me since the fucking canalla came to me asking me for an alliance on Day 2, so the bitch is clearly an overplaying mess and I want nothing to do with her at this point. Absolutely over her!

"moka"

- I was a bit surprised by who was eliminated, I was expecting Kells to go home since he was the one who scored the lowest but it was Angel who got the boot instead. If anything, it pretty much hints that Savanne came here to play and they might be a lot more strategically savvy than us out here on Moka. Am I worried? Eh, maybe once the swap arrives and get mixed with some of them I can make my fair assessment.

"moka"

- Maria is fucking trying so hard to get me to say a name, my god! The bitch has clearly lost her damn mind. I think she's clearly getting annoyed by it because I keep dodging the question and bouncing it back. "Oh, I just don't know who to vote for and that's why I came to you". Like bye, you know exactly what you are trying to fucking do and I am having none of it. Absolutely none of that bullshit!

"moka"

- Damien is the tribe savior and honestly I don't mind that because I love having someone that is a good contributor to the team and is a strong player. He carried us in the 2nd challenge and he came up with a great idea for this challenge while we were all throwing random ideas and getting annoyed with each other. We may not talk that much, but I really appreciate his work on the team, and hey! He is an alliance with me so that's totally a plus!

"moka"

- So, I'm so evil. I came up with a brilliant plan to blindside someone who is really good at his social game. Like for someone really good at being nice he is really dumb. "I think I might just self vote." Like does Felipe not know that self voting could cost him the game. Like I needed 5 votes to get rid of him, but it looks like I just need 4 if he's going to be a wasted spot. I really hope we lose, but probably not since we are an iconic tribe. Oh speaking of iconic, me and John created a power duo, we're calling it JOMA. Remember to write that down when we win best showmance. Anyhoo, I told John about my plan to turn Eve and Emily against each other and he said that's great. Basically I'm controlling this tribe. I TOLD YOU that I was going to. I a legend and it's not even merge yet. THIS IS AMAZING!!!!! See you later on Maria's Forced Non-racial talk show!!!

"moka"

- OK so Maria comes up to me before the challenge. I never really talked to her too much and she comes in wnating to talk about pulling a blindside on Felipe. I just go along with it but then she wants to make a f2 deal with me and also says emily and eve hate each other. Damien wants to talk and I check with him to see if Maria said the truth about talking to damien already and he does say yes, but he says ben and emily are playing Maria. I'm in this mess and I don't now where this is going to go if we lose. I definitely see that Emily, Ben, and Damien do communicate at least a bit about votes.

"moka"

- Maria is being hella messy. She thinks she can go up to everyone and tell them to vote Felipe and expect them to do it. Girl your social game is hella weak. You only reply with 1 word answers.

She thinks she is about to pull off a blindside, when in reality she is being the one blindsided

"moka"

- Worst case scenario happens and we lose the challenge! Ugh! I am totally worried because MY name was thrown around by a certain someone, but thankfully I have my alliance and they are on board with voting her out. I just hope that I put my trust in the right people.

"moka"

- Did i say i have an alliance ? Because i have one with Felipe, Emily and Ben. It's the last one who proposed it to me 3 days ago. So, YEAH I'M PROBABLY IN THE GOOD HALF OF MY TRIBE WOUHOU (i have nothing much to say about this, i love alliance and to not be voted out but you know, the games can shift really quickly). I also try to keep a good relationship with Willow (even if she sometimes don't receive my message) and John (who seems isolated right now, everyone is like "Who is John ? Does he talk ? In which tribe is he ?" so his social game is apparently way worse than mine, which is an exploit). Also, Maria is as always the dark clone of debbie, she went to me with a plan to vote out Felipe with Ben, Emily and John while i spoke only one time with her. I said i will vote with her, but it's a lie, i will vote against her with my alliance. I hope i was credible (i didn't think i was credible at all, did you ever try to tell a lie in a language that isn't your language at all ? It's sound strange as fuck)

"savanne"

- I just want to take a minute to say how awesome Shea is okay?

So coming in to this game, my anxiety was already really high. Like after I joined the group for the Org and saw how many people were in it, I was pretty terrified. I don't like when people don't like me, and I knew (thought?) there were going to be people the Org community knew and loved, while I was a newbie to the community.

After the tribes were announced, and I got to talk to Shea, I felt a lot more comfortable. Shea (or as I call them "Ché" (like the second part of touché.. get it?)), is such a genuinely sweet and caring person. We're only 7 days into the game, but like I seriously feel soo close to them. We joke that we're twins that were separated at birth (despite the age difference) because of how similar we are.

Honestly, I would say the Shea is one of the closest friends I have at the moment, on or off this Org, and I'm so glad we got to meet. Between talking about life, and food, and Shea introducing me to more of the Org community on Skype, I feel that I've already made a friend that will outlast this Org. Definitely more than just an ally in the game.

Sorry just had to share, since I can't talk about how awesome Shea is in the VL, because I'm scared of leaks <3