Board Thread:Season 19 - Indonesia/@comment-5480706-20140907162604/@comment-25339101-20140911230225


 * Laure: Now that the season is over I can state how much you amazed me, you were rude, bad at challenges, created fights, attempted to make people to vote people that were not in the game, voted at tribal council for the player with individual immunity forcing me and Jessy to hunt you down for a vote and the list can go on and on... However you made two deals that amazed me and I think people ignore: the first one was your alliance with Topaz and you promising Sarah a Final Three deal in exchange of her idol, do you also think you lost due to the negative stuff listed before or because you didn't make enough moves? Also can you make another video with the plush toys? (Pretty pleaaaaase ^w^)

Wow I'm glad that someone was amazed about me, because I just don't think people get me or what I was about in the end of the day.

I think I screwed up at final tribal council and the blame is on me. I just know from past games no one wants to read 5 paragraphs of someone talking about themselves and their game, so I relied on getting questions about my strategy more.

I had no strategy until I hooked up with Dennis and plotted to take Casey out, but in my opinion I still did more than Casey did post merge. With all the tribal questions aimed at figuring me out on whether my rudeness was authentic or not people failed to see I had the ability to make the right bonds with the right people at the right time to further myself in the game. I don't think I could have made final 2 without Sarah that's for sure.

Another thing that hurt me was Jamie's plan not going through entirely the way she planned. That sounds like a weird thing to say, but my idol play looked random and completely wasted when I spent the whole thinking about the odds and how that idol would put everything in my favor. If Jamie, Casey, and Julian really were voting for Jake and there was a 3-3 tie, Casey would have flipped because if there was rocks me Sarah and Jake would all be immune. I knew Jake wasn't getting voted out though because Jamie made it obvious so me getting voted out was a scenario, and in that event I would have been safe. I didn't foresee the Casey thing but if Jake had gone back on his promise to me and Sarah there would have been a tie in the event of Julian's self vote and Jake would have been forced to flip on the revote since only 2 people would be pulling rocks.

So many scenarios and ideas went into play that weren't realized because of how easy that tribal went and if the idol had been a factor in it, it would have been a way better move for my resume. Casey knew nothing of it and wouldn't be able to have any credit in me pulling it off.

So that hurt me.

Also stuffed animal vids are usually for Big Brother games only, it was a rare event you saw it in the roast Joan so sorry :(

(and I still got a fucking 3 in creativity)