You Had Nine Lives in This Game/Confessionals

These are the confessionals made within the episode.

Day 33
"niemand"

- Losing Adam this way was bittersweet. I had no idea that Ben of all people would pull an Idol to get rid of him, and well... It was a high-risk, high-reward strategy on his part. Getting rid of Adam is ultimately something that benefits me, and conveniently, I'm not getting blood on my hands for that. I'm not disrupting my relationship with Gerda or my connexions with Tambo. However, it's going to be harder to go to the final 3 with Ben, who put a huge target on his back by associating himself with the minority. Granted, for now, we still have Uli to get rid of, and he still voted out Zac at the next Tribal... But Zac could've left, Adam or Lloyd could've left, and he would've been able to keep the damn Idol. Now, it's going to be replanted, and if Uli gets his dirty paws anywhere near it, I'm not going to be happy.

"niemand"

- Uli is such a snitch... So I talked to him and he immediately sends it to Lloyd. He clearly is trying to ruin my game. Luckily.. Lloyd trusts me the most. Pech gehabt, du korinthenkacker, du kleiner feigling!! You chose the wrong person to turn.... Still, Lloyd worries me a bit. He gets so nervous when I don't answer straight away, and he also wants to boot Andrei and Taylor next. This worries me a lot actually. I mean yes, at least Taylor should go sometime but I want Uli out before. He is playing a dangerous game and he took out Adam. I want him to be gone as soon as possible. But getting rid of him might require the idol. I am really worried at this point. Lloyd has all of the sudden turned into social player extraordinaire and is doing whatever he can to save his own skin. He asked me to promise that Taylor or Andrei is next and obviously I did - otherwise he would of course get suspicious.. Plus, otherwise he wouldn't have voted Zac this time. We can't let Uli and his two henchmen get to the final 6.. According to him, Taylor is already getting votes this time instead of me, because Lloyd took the heat off of me. Let's face it: if he would vote me at this point, it would be foolish because I am the only one protecting him right now. He also trusts Ben and wants to take him to the end. Sure, I wouldn't mind. Ben hasn't done much, I could definitely beat him. But I'd rather have Andrei sitting next to me. Also, I need to think about Taylor's vote clearly. I think I need to tell Andrei about it because otherwise he won't really trust me anymore. But my current plan is to convince Lloyd that Uli needs to go NOW. I mean, he is super dangerous. And I would much rather keep Taylor over Uli. Taylor at least hasn't lied to me.. Of course, I could use my idol to save Taylor and boot Uli. But that would cost me the trust of Lloyd.... But then again, it's not like Uli staying in for long benefits him. Uli is a very selfish player, he doesn't really think about anyone else but himself. He isn't planning to vote for me because he is fishing for my jury vote. Good luck, little müüsli. There is no way in hell that you will be in the final three and I in the jury. Not at least when I have something to say about it.. I guess one of the ways to get Uli out now would be to convince Lloyd that I would be in danger otherwise. I'll think about it

"niemand"

- I GOT AN IDOL!!!! seriously, this is the first time on my 3 season here on wiki that i got an idol!! it might be a perfect timing but anything possible scenario that may happen whether giving it or using it to someone just for me to stay longer than the others, I would do it.. It's crunch time right now so this is a gift from above..
 * kissess the idol!!!

"niemand"

- Day 33 and I'm still here. And since I have an idol, I will definitely make it to day 35 It feels so great. I am proud of myself. I have had to handle university assignments, a crazy boyfriend and various family things while also competing on this season. And to think that I made it through that and I'm still in means a lot. Uli quite hurt me last night though. He was like: well you haven't done much and cause of that, you will be taken to Final Tribal Council. I don't want to be taken there. I want to take other people there. And that's why I will take out Uli and Taylor next. Because I am not some sort of a weak bimbo that has just been kept in this game for 33 days. I am a fighter, and above all a survivor. And I will prove all those who doubt me wrong.

Day 34
"niemand"

- The Boston Rob rules are shit. The Marina Diamandis rules are much better and Marina Diamandis's rule number one for alliances is that when you're done you've got to be the first to run. So baby I'm running. I ascribe to the Sandra Dee and Victory Vee School of Survivor and sometimes short-term partnerships are better than long-term alliances. But which way will I go?? NOBODY KNOWS! SUCH FUN! I'm quite confident (as confident as you can be in this game, especially when you're a paranoid little freak) that I'm not going home this Tribal so that plonks me in Final 5. I believe Uli will be going. It might have been different but any plan I had with him relied on him having an idol, which I now believe he does not possess. So I can't stick around for that. I have vacillated between trusting and distrusting Taylor and Andrei since the merge and I want to give them the chance to prove they are being genuine with me. I really want to trust them, as sure as I am that they had a deal with Adam and Gerda, that in the end they won't betray me. I improved my odds of them sticking with me by getting rid of Adam and so next round will be the battle to take out Gerda. So I've decided I want to try and go to the end with them and if they betray me I think that's more a reflection on them than me. I'm also thinking of how I would present my case to the jury and I could best distinguish myself from those two. So, granted I don't get eliminated tonight, my biggest challenge will be that Final Five Tribal. Andrei and Taylor will likely gun for Lloyd, and Gerda will probably target me. I can't have Gerda win immunity. Best case scenario would be Lloyd wins and I convince him to play his idol on me, or vice versa. Fingers crossed! If all else fails go for the guilt!