Through the Chaos Came a New Opportunity/Confessionals

Day 26
"tagaloa"

- So the big final 10 twist was revealed last night, and people started freaking out over it. Thru the chaos came a new opportunity. Noah and Nokomis are now enemies, while Tyler now believes that Nokomis is with him 100%. The truth is that Noah never flipped on Nokomis, we just made it seem that way... and Nokomis is actually 100% AGAINST Tyler. Both of these things obviously work to my advantage, as Tyler wants me gone @ f7 and Nokomis wants me gone @ f6. It's beautiful because by voting each other and Noah out, they're crippling each others ability to pull numbers.. while simultaneously giving Jerby and I dominant numbers straight thru. To be honest, the tribe switch didn't change my game a whole lot. I'm still working with Jerby.. and we still have the same end game in mind. It's pretty hilarious how everyone is concerned for me, thinking that because I just got isolated on Tagaloa with 4 other Atongas, I'm a dead man. Obviously I don't believe that is the case.

In unrelated news, Jordan got eliminated and then acted like a little bitch about it. I never expected him to go crying to every person he could, but I guess that's what happens when you are a poor sport and have zero respect for the game of Survivor. I mean... writing your post-game confessional in public and directly calling me out as the leader of the game is just an absolute bitch move. The funniest part is that if I make f3, I'll probably still get his vote because he knows damn well I crushed him in this game. I don't harbor any ill will towards Jordan as a game player, but after he left this game I lost all respect I had for him as an "adult". He's an immature little cry baby. I would have expected that kind of shit from Jamie or someone 12 years old, but in all honesty Jamie handled his elimination better than Jordan could have ever managed. Enjoy ponderosa, Jordan.

In also unrelated news, Jon is still driving Jerby and I crazy. I'm beginning to wonder if he is really playing stupid as a strategy... or if he's really just that stupid? I guess we'll find out soon enough.

7 more people to go. Getting exciting as we get closer and closer. That's all for now.

"tagaloa"

- Jonathan is really getting on my nerves...

This all started when Drew and I were talking to him about planning to vote out Tyler with Agustin and Quanz's help. Tyler told the others that he is planning to throw the immunity challenge to get rid of Agustin. This will, of course, ruin Drew and I's plans.

So we were convincing Jon to forget about the Tagaloa 4 alliance, help his fellow Internationals in making sure they make it to the merge and for him to join me and Drew in the Final 3. Jon then started asking me if he had a chance of winning if he makes it to the Final 3. I lied and told him yes. He said that he thinks he will win because he's likable...

Then he started telling me that his careless actions could be a strategy and he can be a dark horse that will win this season. He also added that a former player told him that the Filipinos would likely turn on each other. I asked if he agrees and said that he is considering it.

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?

Jon, you are basically asking me to vote you out! If you are so confident about winning or making big moves, u woudln't have told me this BS! And everytime you went to tribal, u were so scared and even saying your farewells to me! NEWSFLASH! YOU ARE NOT A THREAT! You are just some guy who has low self esteem and is trying so hard to prove to anyone that you are smart. If you feel this way, do us all a favor... Quit and just focus on winning Millionaire instead.

PS. Being asked if you have a crush or girlfriend is NOT offensive. This is not at all taboo to the Filipino culture. I've asked a lot of my friends and they told me that this is actually an ice breaker question for people whom you just met.

"tagaloa"

- Ya know? I almost feel remorse for Atonga, seeing as how we completely squashed them in the Reward Challenge. But one sentence that defines the game can sum this up...better them than me. And our Immunity Challenge is essentially a roast on the Atonga tribe. Please note...objects in mirror may be harder than they appear. This'll be an interesting one. Can't wait to see how much writers, jokersters, and everyone else in between, we have on the new Tagaloa tribe.

Day 27
"tagaloa"

- ...I'm speechless. Just absolutely speechless. You know, I thought this challenge was supposed to be fun. Hell, even Sam himself said not to take shots "under the belt," but does he even stop to think for one second?! Of course not. Sam goes ahead and makes one of the most ridiculous "mom jokes" I've ever heard targeted to Jerby, and his mom is dead. What the hell was he thinking?! I know he didn't know that--no one did, so I should cut him some slack. But I don't know. I just don't know. This game is getting too damn real, and in this case, I would say I love to be apart of it, but now? I'm bummed the hell out.

"tagaloa"

- First, I want the hosts to know that I do NOT blame u guys for anything that happened during the challenge. None of the hosts are responsible or liable for the mistakes that the players make.

I am so fucking pissed at Sam right now. I read what he said in the "roast" thread and I want to punch his God damn face in. As I'm typing this confessional, my hands are literally shaking because of so much hate and anger for that little piece of shit!

He started my roast by telling me that I'm a girl, I have no friends and I do not know what the outside looks like. I was smiling the whole time because I found it hilarious. But then I got to the end... He said, "And by the way, I remember Jon saying something about doing your mom."

Really? You think it's funny to drag my mom into this game? This statement hit me so hard. My mother passed away because of a heart attack just a couple of years ago. I haven't really recovered from my loss and I consider my mom's death as the lowest point in my life. Sam, how dare u?!

I wasn't planning to let anyone in this game know my life story but I want Sam to feel so guilty about what he did. I posted a picture of my mom in the Anarchy Page to let him know how dark and putrid his soul is.

Other players were trying to console me saying that, "Sam didn't know..." Well he would've known if he tried getting to know me. Plus, he was the one that said to avoid below the belt comments. If using my dead mother as a joke is not below the belt, Sam, I can't imagine what else u have in store in that fucked up brain of yours. Maybe u want to make fun of the fact that my grandfather is in the hospital right now or my grandmother is bed ridden?!

If he apologizes and takes that comment out of the thread, I would forgive him in a heartbeat because my mom raised me well. But I assure you Sam, that after this game, I will never talk to u. I will unfriend u and act as if u didn't exist. I despise you. I just hope that you won't feel the same way as I am feeling right now.

Day 28
"tagaloa"

- Jon is beyond delusional, and possibly insane. That is all.