Board Thread:Season 44: Costa Rica/@comment-27668433-20171216021300/@comment-4387136-20171216031751

''Regarding your speech, I'm aware I was an asshole at sometimes and I'm V sorry. Specifically when I spoke in our alliance chat that "ya one of you are going home y'all are fucked." (During the Willow vote) Because I woke up to our plans for tribal being changed and I didn't think I could get to the end of this game without y'all and it really messed us up. I had just lied about Zak going and I thought to just avoid all the bullshit and drama and be honest and blunt. Even if the honesty meant y'all would turn on me I had to be honest that we couldn't get Morgan to vote with us. That was my biggest asshole moment in the game. ''

"And I think you said something like "If I was in your position I would never have voted Willow out" 

'' I don't think I ever said this. I remember saying something about Willow and I'm looking in our past messages RN!! I can't find anything like that when I control F Willow's name. I can see in our chat that I called "friends" fridges before (which is still funny to me like I keep calling people my best fridge) and sometimes I say "wouldn't" instead of "would" because I hit send too fast. But If I ever said something like that I'm SO sorry. Willow was someone I was really close with and you were too so it hurt writing her name down just for my benefit. I would NEVER tell someone how to think or what position they're in (especially since I wasn't in that good of a position then). So if I did I'm a jackass and v sorry. ''

Ryan, why does Joanna not deserve to win over you?

Yeah she was voted out before! That's a big thing for most people. But she also NEVER survived a single tribal premerge. She got the luxury of just SKIPPING pre-merge all together. I'm proud of my pre-merge game and I don't think she can say the same. She also flipped and lied to the very last day. A lot of her lies weren't necessary and for her amusement only. She once claimed to me that she "likes lying and playing with peoples emotions". Which tbh is a lil bit iconic but also scared me. Even though she wasn't really seen as a HUGE threat people still tried to eliminate her (including me) just because she was a wildcard. She admitted to me that she tied the vote for me at F4 and lied to Hesh/Morgan because she liked me more and said "I'm going to enjoy it that I let you win" and that "you deserve to win after of that shit what happened in this season." That being said I think she agrees that I played better.

I really like Joanna a lot, but she drove me BONKERS through out the game so if she made some of y'all feel even half the way she made me feel then I hope you vote me!! ;)

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Also at the end of every season I'm so scared for my confessionals to be released because I vent in there ALL the time. My opinions change all the time. When I first met Morgan he seemed very boring and uninterested in talking to me, but now I obviously love him a lot more!! None of my confessionals were personal, and I don't think many were that mean but I won't be offended if you call me tf out because I did play selfish at many points in the game and I feel like I'm annoying a lot tbh. I also prefer games with voice/cam because I feel like I come off better when you rlly get to see me!! I'm always nervous that I type or say the wrong thing.

tysm Conor!!