Play for Myself/Confessionals

Day 23
"odlaryurdu"

- We could have easily cruised through this game to get to final 6, but Ella had to fuck it all up. I promised this girl the world and she turned her back on us. Now this game is at an even 5-5 and I dont know what we are going to do now. One of us will get rocked out because no one is flipping.

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- I'm pissed. Nick lied to me about his idol. Austin is voted out. And there could be a chance they know I was the flipper. But if they are smart they keep me because they think I'm a goat or something. I'm now going to try to get Jared and Jessica to vote Nick next. I don't want to go home.

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- Talked with Rob and Nick. They still trust me (well they say they are) and now I told them I will try to get information from Clifford. Not real ofcourse but I have to make them trust me. They want to target Felix. If Felix is their target I will not receive votes again. I hope I can keep it up. It doesnt really matter anymore for me who stays and who not. I need to stay in this game. And I have allies on my side anyway. Jared and Jessica and Clifford and Nifty. It's time to play for myself and to work too hard for my allies. Sorry Clifford, Nifty and Felix but I need to win.

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- It would be easy to place the blame all on Ella, but maybe she didnt do it. Jess did not get a single vote during the Baku tribal where Jake R left even though they made it obvious to me they wanted Jess out. Maybe Jess struck a deal with them to keep her and now she is with them. I know for a fact Jared and Hunter were loyal, and of course Nick. The question is whether we can trust Jess or Ella.

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- I don't get it. How is this little bugger able to find a second idol without any clues whatsoever. Now Austin's gone and we're pretty sure Ella's a Trojan Horse and has basically been working for Nick all along. The assumption is, that Ella told Nick we were targeting him, so he told her to vote for him regardless, because he was gonna play the idol, so she would keep our trust. Ella couldn't come up with that on her own. Now it's Nifty, Joe, Cliff, and myself vs everyone else. Ella thinks we still trust her; we can use that to our advantage and plant seeds in the other side's heads through her. We need an idol, or an extremely good plan, or we're boned. God bless.

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- It seems as of right now everyone wants Ella out but part of me kinda wants her in. She is a loose cannon and you can't really trust her but I feel like she could possibly help my game since I'm close to her and I don't think she'd target me this early in the game. But I still don't want to risk my game just to save her so I'll have to see what I can do. ella reminds me of some kind of mixture of abi maria and audrey from bb on drugs shes abi in the sense that she randomly flips and gets mad at people and audrey in the sense that she'll lie so much and for no reason

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- This season is so crazy and I love it. At the same time, this season is so crazy and I hate it. Because a lot of the craziness that has been generated from this season, so far, has been against me in some fashion. And now I've lost Austin, the person who replaced Tom as my #1 ally. And now I don't think there is anyone left in this game who can replace that spot. And I don't want anyone left in this game to take that spot, as I don't want to be so damn pissed and sad when they get out. We're at a 5-5 split right now, and our last hope atm is basically either getting Jared to flip over to our side or getting an idol, unless something happens within their little group of 5 over there that causes them to split. Which means that we'll most likely go to rocks. And I don't like that idea. Felix doesn't either. And we both want immunity. We joked last round about how, in the immunity challenge, it was Felix v. Nifty for the immunity win and I ended up beating him. Now, however, I see the reality that it truly is me against him for more than just one round. We're competing for safety while also working together to try and keep the numbers so we don't have to fight for safety anymore. So its this weird competitive cooperation between the two of us. Honestly I just wanna have that necklace around my neck for as long as possible, so I don't have to risk going home too early in this merge. Cause I want to win this game, and I don't want my journey to end here. This would be a shit end to my journey in this season.

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- Sadly it's looking like we'll have to take the target off Nick for a little while because the guy has way too much control at this point in the game and we'll have to play ball. Looks like we're going to have to go after Ella after all and that just kind of breaks my heart. We'll see over the next few days what this all looks like...

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- I hope the final 2 is me and Jared and Jared wins, hes so sweet and he is easily the best person in the game. #jaredisthenewsora

Day 24
"odlaryurdu"

- This challenge has to be mine. I'm pretty good at this and I'm going to win this one.

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- I honestly don't get whats going on in Ella's head. She thinks Cliff is so loyal to her and it makes no sense. She doesn't realize Cliff is a manipulator, he makes you think you're all buddy buddy which is what hes doing to her and shes falling for it.

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- Im sorry i havent submitted one in a while, I have been unable to use my phone or do anything and now im sick. So the plan is to get the 4 amigos to vote ella because no one trusts her, however the 5 of us will vote one of them and ella will be left in the dark but crawl back to us because her 4 amigos + chica alliance will be donezo

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- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=70J5cF5lsZo&feature=youtu.be

Day 25
"odlaryurdu"

- This game is honestly crazy, Cliff actually wants to work with me? I can't tell if he's manipulating the fuck out of me or if I'm manipulating the fuck out of him. No way in hell will I work with Cliff after everything that just happened. The best solution to this vote is to make it a 5-4-1. 1 vote randomly thrown at me by Ella, 4 votes on Ella by the last remaining 5 guys members and our 5 votes on Nifty. This will be one of the biggest moves of the season and will probably blindside the entire cast. Welcome to Nick City

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- Nick, please do not claim the 5-4-1 split as your idea. It was originally my pitch in Pandora and clearly I am not going to say "I said this in our sub-alliance chat," but if he is going to use that as a check on his resume, I will X that out in a heartbeat. Right now the only f3 I have is with Pandora, but I do not want to go to the end with either of them because of their strong social games and over-the-top gameplay. My ideal f3 would be myself, Ella and Hunter because Ella will be perceived as a flipped and Hunter as a goat (or a pig). I know its bad to be thinking about f3 at the f11, but you have to think long-term somewhat in this game. I'm starting to play very passively now because I have created a huge target for myself in previous tribals so now I must remove the target by seeming like a floater who is just going to agree to the votes but when the time comes, I am going to get Nick out.

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- Crazy day. So I heard from Clifford that I'm the target for tonight from Nick's alliance. Which means Nick, Rob, Hunter, Jared and Jessica will vote for me. BUT Clifford also told me he found the hidden immunity idol and told me how to find them from now. So I know you can find them in pictures on challenge/TC threads. If this one will be played there will be probably a new one. So right after the thread is posted I'll look for it. And why am I so sure that I'll survive tonight? Because Clifford is going to play his idol on me. It's so sweet of him. If he actually does this I'll trust him more and more than I already did. But I'm not 100% sure about it. Why would he use his idol on me if he needs it probably next vote? I'm so happy about it tbh but yeah. If he plays the idol on me and I'll be saved tonight Nick is going home which means my #1 target is out. He's a liar just like all the other snakes. It's because of Clifford, Felix and Nifty or I would almost say; Welcome to snake town!

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- I'm so done with these 5 guys assholes. They are all fucking awful players except Cliff. Maybe if you guys actually stopped complaining about how shitty this season is or how "the bad guys are winning" and actually start strategizing you guys might be able to start winning. Joseph and Nifty are literally awful strategists and way too paranoid, Felix is a dumb ass and only good for challenges and Cliff is actually the best player this season. Oh and all their social games are fucking awful, like start talking to us and maybe something will happen? I can't with these people anymore and I honestly really hope my plan to get Joseph out tonight works.

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- I'm honestly not expecting this to happen but the perfect scenario would be the guys voting out Ella because I have a strong relationship with her but the main thing standing between that is her relationship with Cliff so if she sees that hes not loyal I'm basically the only person left who hasn't wronged her and that could help me a lot.

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- Wtf and now Clifford is playing it on Nifty... That was not the plan!!!!

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- (this may be my last) RIP So I haven't done a confessional for a while, meaning a lot of things have changed in this game. it'd be good to get rid of nifty but we found that in the case it did go to rocks he wouldnt be immune. Honestly I want rocks but I know my luck is terrible and I would probably go. Now onto alliances. Currently I am in an alliance with Nick, Rob, Jessica and Jared. I feel we are a tight group and if we pull through this tribal we could run the rest of the way to the end. Now here's the problem: Nick and Rob probably see me as a third to them, acting as a goat. It also doesn't help that those two already sorta knew each other pre season. I feel I want to go to the end with Jessica and Jared because I feel that havent done too much in this game so I could win against them while avoiding letting problematics make it to the end aka Nick and Rob I kinda want to see once I get rid of more of the other side, if Ella would come back and work with me. Thats a risk though because Ella could get on the good side of the others and gain their votes at a final tribal. I do have Cliff's guarantee that if hes on jury and I am in the finals he will vote for me and campaign on ponderosa as long as a make a bigger move. My plan for a bigger move is to first take out Cliff eventually and then take out Nick and Rob. I could keep Nick around because everyone hates him so much so he would receive no votes. I just really want to make the finals, just like I did on my second tumblr season, but this time garner votes. So I just need to flip once on part of my alliance and then win a challenge or two and then I have made a larger case than I even could have in my second tumblr season. If I do make it to the finals I can prove to Wesley's fake ass heart emoticon that I do have a strategy to make it to the end. That I am a player and he should have voted for me.
 * 1) 1 Sora has a newfound fetish for pimple popping videos
 * 2) 2 Tyler likes exposing my ass
 * 3) 3 Nifty is fake as fuck and needs to take his comp threat self out of the game. I hope he goes in rocks. Well if we go to them. I like Cliff and all but he came to us saying they are all voting Ella. I know that is fake, I don't know what he thought he could try. They need her for votes, so they aren't gonna get rid of her. If she did go they would have four people while we have five. Originally I told everyone it