"Watching" Moulin Rouge/Confessionals

Day 35
"akaleno"

- I definitely should've done a lot better in that reward challenge. I feel like I disappointed myself - I easily could've done better if I'd thought a little harder, and that was potentially a million dollar challenge. Everyone who told me they were going to vote for Eden last round did, so there's that trust built up - but this is the final six. Trust from one round ago means nothing, and especially with my closest ally Jino picking TJ, one of our targets, over me to receive an advantage in the immunity challenge, I can't help but fret. My plan now is to lull those with advantages into a false sense of security. I'll tell them I'm struggling with the challenge, that my score is much lower than it is and that I'm hardly going to be on to raise it. Going ghost for a while could save my game and win me immunity if they start to feel complacent. I've got everything crossed that I'll be able to win my way to the end. I don't know who still wants to go to the end with me and who wants me out immediately because they consider me a threat, so the only assurance is that beautiful, beautiful necklace.

"akaleno"

- So, against all odds, with the target on my back due to TJ's fucking everything up (-_-), and with people knowing Mitchell would play his idol, I STILL haven't had a vote cast against me this tribal, I can't f**king believe it xDDDD Everyone did what they said they would do, I had information from Steve, Jino and Zane that this would happen before TJ's accidentally posting it in the 5's chat, and they & Mitch all kept to their word. And I see little reason they should do that, they could have EASILY moved forward as Eden, Jino, Steve and Zane, voting the physical threat in me off at 7th, flushing out the idol, voting off Mitchell in 6th and epicly blindsiding TJ in 5th. There you have it, a golden road to victory, paved for you and ready to go. But no, I'm their ally and they had to stick with me and perform a massive coup against TJ, making a massive move by getting rid of...Eden. The most irrelevant and useless contestant of all 25 people. HAHAHAHA xDDDDDD Why the fuck would they do that? :D Now they've done it, now they've put me in a really good spot, where if I win immunity this time, then I'm ok, if not, then I always have Mitchell or TJ to go home as the ultimate threats here XD don't look at me, I've won 2 challenges so far, one of them with Mitchell doing part of the work, while Mitchell has won 4. IN A ROW. Yeah, he's not going to survive if he doesn't win immunity imo, and it feels PERFECT ^_^ because in any flash game, basically any non-creative challenge, I'm set against Jino, Steve, TJ and Zane, they're not very big competitors in these things. But, the challenges so far have been many creative challenges, ones where anyone can win. I can't confine myself to just winning immunities, that's not how it works. So, I'm going to be basically devoting all of my energy over the next few days to socializing. I can relax and lounge around at home when it's Day 40, now it's time to spend every waking moment letting people know how much Mitchell, TJ and Zane need out, thinking about this constantly and just socializing non-stop. I'll have to pull out a lot of different stops to get just those extra 4 days to Day 39, and I'll be doing EVERY SINGLE one of them :DDDD It's time to go big or go home, do whatever is necessary just to stay in one more round, one more time. it'll be one of the most fun times I've had across all of my ORGs ^_^

"akaleno"

- I haven't thought about the Auction in so long. Wondering if there were any items still in play, I went to check... and Zane still has a challenge disadvantage that he can give to someone. And now is the last time he can use it. Does he know this? Does anyone else know this? Him giving me the disadvantage would really wreck me up, so fingers crossed it won't come into play. I'm relying heavily on luck this round, but really, what's a game without a little luck?

"akaleno"

- Well that last twist in the game kind of sidetracked my plans a little since T.J had immunity and Mitchell had an idol. I'm going to need to have the next three immunity challenges to go my way so that I can take out Mitchell, T.J, and finally and unfortunately my good buddy George. Since right now the best scenario for me is for me to be sitting next to Jino and Zane at the end. Zane almost quit and really hasn't done anything the entire game, while a lot people love Jino including me but he's played the game for with his heart then his head and most of the moves he has made was done after a little push by me.

"akaleno"

- I may have wasted an Idol, but here I am at the top six with everyone who said they'd vote for Eden doing so. I had complete trust in Jino and George, was 70/30 on Steve, and Zane was a wildcard I always thought was in TJ's back pocket - but yet it all worked out, and TJ's flushing the Idol plan failed. Now here I am with a final three alliance occupying half the game, George still as tight with me as ever, TJ as an easy vote because everyone would like him gone now, and Zane as an easy vote because he's Zane. I'm not going to get conceited, there's still a lot of game left to be played and it's still no easy road to the end, but there are worse positions to be in at this stage. Time to hope I get hella lucky and find another Idol. That'd be v super cool.

Day 36
"akaleno"

- So, Mitchell won immunity, AGAIN. Literally, the WORST thing that could happen in this immunity challenge just happened XDDD I believe that I would never be targeted over Mitchell, he's got such a record for bullshitting a lot of people and winning a BILLION challenges (5 of the last 6, bc TJ being handed the immunity necklace doesn't count as a challenge), so that's definitely a cause for concern. He's the only member outside of our alliance who is competent in challenges, basically :P Anyways xD ya, I think I'm in a lot more trouble than I would have been otherwise. But, I also think that from what I've heard, things are lookin' up for me. Basically, that night that I was in trouble, I was approached with the information to save me by Jino, Steve and Zane, and I think I've got pretty good relationships with the three of them on an individual level. So, I basically decided to unify us as a foursome going forward, target Eden, and later on, Steve made the alliance chat & the name. The name is "The Corre." That means basically nothing (at least in english, ik it means runs in spanish). Basically, he wanted to make it The Core but the extra R creates a bit more intrigue to things xDDD Basically, this is the season of REALLY stupid alliance names >_> There was FUCKING "TO BE DECIDED," THE ALLIANCE THAT LASTED 34 DAYS WITHOUT A FUCKING NAME .-. and now there's the Corre, which no one knows what the fuck it means XDDD So ya, welcome to my world of approval of how things are going, but annoyance over the little things XDDD Anyways, although I'm a lot larger of a physical threat as compared to TJ, who can't even get 5000 on the challenge today (xDDDDDDDDD), I've caused a lot less shit disturbing here. I've been a lot better socially and as an ally to all 4 of the other contestants, so I'm hoping they keep me. Idk if I'm a target of TJ's, I'm told he wants Zane out but you never know, and of course if he has an idol, he'll play it tonight because he has to. So ya, a lot of things can very easily go wrong, and there's a good chance I'm getting blindsided. If I was Jino/Steve/Zane, I'd do that. I'd make an alliance of the 3 of us as non-jury threats, vote me off for being a larger physical presence than TJ, and then vote off Mitchell and TJ afterwards. Seems logical to do, but I hope I have good enough social bonds with the 3 of them and with Mitchell that night. My hope, and I think what will probably happen, is 5 votes TJ, 1 vote Zane, TJ does not have the idol and he leaves. He's made a lot of desperate pleas to people to try to save himself, making up rumors that Mitchell, Zane and I are in an alliance (which, I'm in an alliance with both of them, but Zane would NEVER ally with Mitchell after Tyler's blindside XDDD). So he asked Jino & Steve to join him in voting off Zane, sending myself, Jino and Steve to rocks. And he also promised myself, Jino, AND Mitchell individually that we'd get his jury vote if Zane goes out before him. Like, what is he going to do if we go through with this and he's still on the jury? He'll have to beg the hosts for 2-3 separate jury votes just so he can keep his word to people XDDDD And he told Jino that I told him that he was going, which is true. But from what Jino says, it seems like TJ told him that a lot more was said than was actually said. He basically used vague statements, like "George told me everything," just to stir things up, either as an emotional outburst or maybe he's voting me tonight. I wouldn't be surprised if I walk away from this tribal with 1 or even 2 votes, and if Jino/Steve are thinking right, they'll also vote against me and give me a good smack in the face at 6th place. But if they do that, I'm proud of the way I played. I survived Hekla, which was a complete MIRACLE XDDD, I made lots of friends, I shifted alliances when I needed to, made moves when I needed to, I controlled quite a lot of stuff in this game, and all the rest. I think it was a complete miracle that I was not voted off in 7th place, they had every reason to vote me off and absolutely ZERO reason to vote Eden off, only that he didn't tell me what was going on and the others did. They all think Eden's boot is this big, independent move they made to destroy TJ's game, but those two just don't match XD TJ's in trouble anyways, it didn't do any damage to get out the threats per his request and then re-configure things and vote him off ASAP. But ya, I think I've already cemented myself as a major player in Salvation and in the ORG, I've FAR outdone my expectations for myself, and I feel that if I go, I've got my head held high up. If I leave tonight, I leave with a bounce in my step and my head held high. So, if I survive tonight (which I REALLY think I shouldn't in a million years) let's have some FUN! :DDD

"akaleno"

- Ugh Mitchell wins immunity again I obviously cant win this with mitchell around he needs to go I hope I can vote him out next tribal.

"akaleno"

- So after telling everyone I went on a service retreat for the day, I come back and end up blowing immunity out of the park. On the good side: I'm in the Final Five and now just have to win two more challenges to win the game. On the bad side: If they don't believe my cover story about playing non-stop since getting back, I'm screwed. Never mind that - I'm screwed anyways. I'm one of, if not the biggest, threats left in the game at this point. If I didn't have immunity, votes were 100% coming at me tonight. The more I win, the more of a threat I become, but at this point, the only way to survive is to win. When it comes to voting someone out, I'm going to try to do Zane. TJ promised me his jury vote if we do so, and while keeping Zane around benefits me bc lol inactive I don't want to send TJ out of this game and risk losing his vote. I won't feel bad about voting Zane out either, he hasn't participated in either challenge this cycle, so it's a no harm, no foul kind of thing. TJ isn't really an immunity threat but after his failed split-vote-flush-Idol plan last round, it might be tough selling Zane over him.