You Apologized but It's a Little Too Late/Confessionals

Day 16
"uspekh"

- Well, Lindsay got voted off. Can't say I blame everyone else, she decided to say goodbye to actual strategy when she voted off Nickson. Even if he was talking behind her back (which I doubt it), he was an ally. And now Uspekh will win. Thanks Lindsay.<3 still my best ally though.

So I've just been scrambling at the moment, spoke to Rebekah (grovelling to a 13yr old yay), Andreas and Ivan. At the moment I'd still like to stay with the original Slava, but if we lose one more its game over red rover. I've still got my double vote, so I might be going to temptation island if we lose, so Im still deciding whether to try and throw the challenge yet. If the other tribe goes to council, either Pydo or one of the Pobeda people will be voted out, and Uspekh gets overall majority.

Wish me lucka

"slava"

- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH I'm in trouble... Never before have I made a worse decision in an ORG than voting out Nickson!

"uspekh"

- When I woke up today, and saw Lindsay had gotten eliminated, I was jumping with joy!!! She was being such a bitch! My favorite Lindsay quote is 'It's cute that you think anyone else makes decisions'. It's so ironic, because people made a decision to send her home. Now that's cute.

I'm getting kind of pissed off with Jeremy, Ryan, and Tyler. They only talk to me when they need something. Great alliance guys.... I'm actually secretly hoping we lose a challenge, so we can send one of them home!

One thing that's been on my mind lately is if the Original Uspekh-7 manage to somehow get to the merge, what would happen ? James has said he'd like to work with Me, Molly, Caleb and himself. That four to me sounds really good ! I really like James. Not only have we discussed game stuff, but we've had heart-to-heart deep chats about life! I really hope we can go far together, and it would suck if I had to vote him off.

"uspekh"

- Soo Pydo is freaking out because everyone's against him now, and I'm not sure Andreas is trustworthy anymore. Best we can hope for is for us to win reward, get Andreas to vote with us to send Pydo to temptation and then let him get a reward. Hopefully that'll convince Caleb and Ivan to vote with us.

I told Rebekah Ryan was the leader, I hope she falls for it. As long as I can hide behind the other Slava as we get slowly voted off I could try and orchestrate a blindside. Long shot, but yay for optimism.

"slava"

- Maybe I'm just tired right now, but Molly is really just frustrating me. Especially after hearing that Lindsay said she controls me. Molly probably believes that now. I'm trying to ask her questions instead of telling her to do the plan I came up with because I don't want to come off as too bossy, but she just makes me mad sometimes. Other timesI really like working with her though? Like I don't know. I am really looking forward to the day that I get to vote her out actually. I'm getting a little worried on this tribe now though.

Like what was up with that challenge? Did we all just like lie down and die... you know... watch them walk away with the victory! I mean I was telling my tribe hey... guys... look... we need to start posting... they are destroying us. Pretty much the whole tribe would see my messages according to Facebook, and yet... NOBODY WOULD POST! We are Pobeda 2.0..... NOT Slava 2.0. Our challenge performance was almost as embarrassing as Pobeda in the passing the torch challenge. Like I can't even right now... hahaha.... It's pretty sad yet funny. Can we just merge already? *Sighhh*

"uspekh"

- So, it seems like old Uspekh has been dominating over there, and it kind of scares me. It will make everyone assume we will do the same, which MAY be the plan in the event we go to tribal. I am going to assume that the next tribal will be a 'double tribal' where both tribes go to tribal, so it could be my first taste of Tribal Council... Which means I'll have to scramble more because I have NO idea where anyone truly lies because I have yet to go to tribal.

Day 17
"uspekh"

- Good news and bad news about seeing Lindsey voted off. Good news is that i was trying to find a way out of the alliance I had with her. Bad news, I'm am now scrambling to make sure I have the numbers if I make it to the merge

"slava"

- Well, I'm in a pretty bad spot.

After Lindsay got booted I asked Ivan and Caleb whether I was next. They both saw it right away, but it was 2 hours before Ivan messaged me privately and explained why the voted Lindsay, and that he couldn't guarantee that I was safe. I'd like to think his honesty about the situation means Ivan at least would consifder work with me, but I can't rely on it, especially since I was ignored by Caleb and it took Ivan 2 hours to get back to me. Everyone from the original Slava got into a group chat to discuss strategy, they decided they were going to try to win Reward to send me to temptation, then throw Immunity to hopefully take out an Uspekh. They won Reward all right, but Andreas sided with the Uspekhs in sending Molly. Damn, the LAST thing we need is Molly having an advantage. Ryan doesn't think Andreas is with us anymore, since he was talking about how he doesn't think Uspekh will stay together and he started asking Ryan about idols. I know Ryan has the Slava idol, but I don't think he knows that. I'm trying to figure out what the best time to tell him I know is, because it might keep us just that little bit closer and there's no real reason I shouldn't let him know about it since Lindsay is gone.

It's absolutely necessary that we win immunity. If we don't, I'm next. It really, really sucks that a Slava might be going either way, but I'm just not ready to go yet. I didn't wait around for 6 months to finally get on and go pre-merge. This is not how it ends for me. I will survive.

"uspekh"

- So Pydo, Ryan, Tyler and I are just scrambling at this point. We don't trust Andreas becuase he's gone all herpa derp and convinced himself that Uspekh aren't just gonna steam roll Pobeda when we go. I'm just in damage control now, trying to figure out what ways I can survive.

One way is to create a majority with Uspekh Pobeda and Slava people, but that's a long shot. Trying to convince Andreas didn't really work. Our next plan is to fake an idol in the hopes that they split the vote (stupid idea but its the best we've got). Also seeing if we can fake some messages that Uspekh are trying to recruit us to blindside Andreas.

"uspekh"

- Now that I have the idol, my options in this game have grown only a small amount. I'll definitely keep it a secret until I feel the need to use it to my advantage, but I do not see a scenario at this point where I would need to. My alliance, the Uspekh 4 assure me that they have Andreas under wraps, however, I'm not convinced. I need to get on the good side of the original Slava tribe in order to feel safe because right now, I think I'm one of their targets. I had the idea of forcing them to vote me out, then using my idol to ensure I have the numbers but I think that could ruin my image when merge comes along. For now, I'm going to play it safe and be everyone's friend and hope I don't get blindsided with an idol in my pocket.

Day 18
"slava"

- Today I've worked harder than I ever have in an ORG before.

So we lost Immunity AGAIN (Nice job with the whole throwing thing, Slava) and I've had to fight for my life. I got very lucky when Ziggy initiated a conversation with me this morning, so I was able to pick his brain a bit. He says that Molly and Taylor haven't told him who they're voting. I brought up that I didn't care who went as long as I was safe, but I was thinking Molly or Taylor. He admitted that he was thinking about flipping, and he would rather vote Molly over Taylor. He agreed to do it, and Ivan said that he was in as well. That leaves Caleb to get the job done... and I haven't been able to get him to talk with me. He's been busy at school. If I can't get to him, the best we can do is tie...

Plus I can't rely on Ziggy flipping either. He could have been talking with Molly the entire time I talking to him. I do think he's on the bottom of Uspekh though. I'd totally be willing to work with him long-term if he did this for me. But if Ziggy doesn't flip, I'm done. Honestly, this whole plan is a stretch, but it's all I've got now. If we tie, then hopefully Ziggy and Ivan stay with me. I'm not convinced they will, though.

Hopefully I'll still be here tomorrow. I've done all I can do.

"uspekh"

- -I don't trust anyone. Jeremey is annoying by not listening to my plan and going ahead with his own. He's talking about the idol that we know someone else has found but I have the second one and I'm pretty sure James has it. I want to blindside him but now Jer got the whole tribe paranoid.

-Andreas was orignally with us but after Lindsay, my one true allie, was voted off due to her hot head I don't think I can trust him. I know he's a flopper.

-I wanted Uspekh to lose this immunity challenge, save nick, and use my idol to blindside James

-Now that we're down to 3 Slava, 3 Pobeda, and 7 Uspekh, this will be a problem.

Voting Confessionals
"slava"

- Sorry, Pydo! Hopefully you don't have the idol and Pobeda stays loyal to Uspekh

"slava"

- Im voting for Nick. Im sorry but you shouldnt have blindsided Nickson, and Caleb and me. You apologized but It's too little too late.

"slava"

- This is the third time you've been targeted, and it's you or me tonight. I'd say I'm sorry, but I'm not, because it's my game on the line here.