I Warned You I Was a Trainwreck/Confessionals

Day 31
"yaacov"

- Rex is FINALLY gone. Its like the buzzing in my ear and its just squashed for good. I'm so happy I might do a twirl... When nobody is looking.

"yaacov"

- "I was confused and the vote was a decision between Rex and Sarah ,Jamie offered split the votes between rex and sarah if she has the idol she could use it on herself on his friend but Dennis said that vote rex and i was so ..confused but at the end we voted rex out with six votes

"yaacov"

- This is my Will and Last Testament

It's time to make a move. I'm okay with it failing, because at this point I tried. Dennis / Casey / Jamie will not take me to the end, so I need to get Jake / Julian / Sarah to oppose this threesome. I will throw them under the bus as much as possible, because why would you align with a group of 3 that aren't taking you to the end?

I have a feeling this will not work, because none of these loose lipped bitches can keep their mouth shut, but hey if it works it will be my best strategic move, a great thing to argue at final tribal council, and if it doesn't work I'll be out of this game one week earlier I guess.

"yaacov"

- SURVIVOR AUCTION FINALLY¡¡¡¡¡ :D there are some gtreat thing to buy like the exile mask,the rings of duality and i am going for them and one of those mistery items... want be surprised and we need the mask and rings to help us"

"yaacov"

- So Laure tells me there is this alliance called "The Cookie Squad" with Jamie, Dennis, Laure, Jullian, and Casey in it? So what do I do? I go to Dennis. And I do what I do best. LIE. If everything works the way I planned, Dennis is going to flip to my side. Then Jamie will soon follow him. And Casey will get 7th place in Survivor: Indonesia

"yaacov"

- "I won the rings of duality,Jamie tha mask and exiled Jake and Dennis the opportunity to exile someone and exiled Casey and also won a dissadvantage to her for inmunity and advantage to him and all was good,we were going vote Casey but now all is dysfunctional, why?"

Jamie told me that Laure told to Jake about The alliance and That Sarah,Laure,Jake and the worst part of all is that Dennis are all on it :/.

Dennis :( lied to us and i can't believe it and also Jake when i though i was repairing my trust to him and i was going to put the last piece of my trust all fell down :(.

Now Jamie and me are aligned with casey to save her and blindside one of those four and we create The Realists alliance"

Day 32
"yaacov"

- 'Jake told me that Casey spilled the beans on the alliance that was me, Casey, Laure, Julian and Dennis and so I was set for blindsiding Casey like I had planned for a long time (that's why Dennis gave her everything bad at the auction). I decided to confront Casey against Jake's will, and she screenshotted every single conversation she had with Jake and Sarah and she was not against me at all. It was not infact Casey who spilled the beans, but it was Laure, and I'm pissed at that. Jake and Laure set me up, and Jake even got annoyed at me for not telling him about the other alliance. Don't get annoyed at me if you're just going to then proceed to lie to me. Jake's gameplay has been atrocious this season and this shows why. I'm just upset that I can't vote him out this tribal because I was so obsessed with blindsiding Casey that I sent Jake to exile.

Everyone else still wants to blindside Casey but with the drama that's been going on (Laure made it seem like Dennis/Sarah knew it was Laure who told Jake) and Dennis knowing about Sarah's idol and not telling me, and Dennis wanting to keep Sarah all the way to F4, I'm done with the idea of blindsiding Casey. I'm probably just annoyed at the situation and for not controlling the game fully like I have for the rest of the season, but I'm ready to cause chaos and turn on Sarah, Dennis and Laure. Sarah said she was going to play her idol, so if she plays it on herself this tribal and me, Casey and Julian (who got the Rings of Duality) vote Dennis, we're set. I'd feel bad but Dennis' allegiances seem to be more with Sarah than me, and I can't have that duo around. I said when I merged that I'd be willing to slit anyone's throat and if I have to slit Dennis' then I will.

My worry with that plan is that Julian won't want to vote Dennis, but Julian wants to be voted out at F4 (I'm not doing that, he's great in FTC because, although I love him as a person, I don't think he'll get any jury votes) and if Julian wants to be voted out then it doesn't matter what happens before then. He's not playing to win so why should it matter.

But yeah, my 'Japaz' alliance with Dennis is ruined since he's playing with his emotions way too much. I thought he was more of a strategic player and I could have fun playing the game with him but he's refusing to vote Sarah off when Sarah is the biggest social and physical threat left. I guess it'll be more fun to play the game with Casey so that's what I'm gonna try and make happen, and I think I can beat her if we go to FTC so alls good.'

"yaacov"

- UGH i've been a trainwreck this episode. First things first, Rex got off yay. Then we started the reward challenge: Auction! :D At the same time I got a conversation with Jake. He's telling me he knows everything about the cookie squad because Casey told him and Casey wants to target me. I was kinda pissed off at Casey. I was supposed to blindside HER, that's MY idea. So at the auction I took the exile prize and exiled Casey, stole all her money and bought her a nice disadvantage *happy birthday* :D. Laure started a final 2 with me. I was like well Julian wants out anyways and Laure isn't gonna get votes if the jury is sane at the time of voting, so why not. Then she started about if I stab her in the back I won't get her jury vote UGH. Yeah and you won't get a cookie bitch. Because after this it was revealed that Casey didn't tell Jake, it was Laure. So now i'm pissed at Laure but still need to vote off Casey because she's a way more bigger threat. But come on people, I wanted to blindside Casey this round, just.....shut up and don't start this paranoia because it's driving me crazy.

I also bought myself a dark pearl at the auction. It's so stupid, why would there be a twist like that in it. It totally ruins my plan of saying at FTC how I didn't get votes against me and stuff. The auction is supposed to be fun :(. There's always something with nothing in it but nobody told me there was something like a dark pearl, so I got screwed over with this auction. *going all ghandia on some trees*. I warned you I was a trainwreck ;)

So right now it's still Casey going just as planned. But Laure and Jake need to calm the fuck down because they are getting on my nerves like really hard. Plus, I need to re-think how i'm gonna beat Jamie at FTC.

"yaacov"

- Jamie won the inmunity challenge and i am happy to her.

Casey told me that Sarah had the light stone and the idol and Topaz the dark pearl,now we knew we weren't voted sarah beacause her idol so..it was between Laure and Dennis

So...yeah i am finally playing the game :) hahhahah i said to Jamie that we need vote Dennis out for obviusly reason and now he have the dark pearl is good for us but if he isn't i have the Rings :) more good yet and we need vote him out before wins more inmunities.

Laure thinks that it will be her but no ,no at moment xD

And now i don't want be out with all happened

"yaacov"

- I'm positioned myself as the swing vote this tribal, and ensured that either Dennis or Casey, two people who might be able to beat me, are going to jury. This vote opens up many options for me because after this I could either be left with my normal F3 of Dennis and Julian or I could create a new F3 between Casey and Julian or maybe even a F3 with Jake and Julian (that would be perfect), depending on who I vote at this Tribal Council and ultimately who goes home.

If I vote Casey the remaining people would be me, Sarah, Jake, Julian, Dennis and Laure. I know Laure would come after me regardless of who left, but I think I would have Julian, Dennis and MAYBE Jake, but not secured. Sarah and Dennis are super tight and so Dennis might be able to make Sarah not vote me. If I vote Dennis then it would be me, Casey, Sarah, Jake, Julian and Laure. Again, Laure would go after me and so would Sarah (with her damn idol) and Jake might vote with me, Julian and Casey if I promise him that I'll go to FTC with him. I don't know, it's just confusing.

The motives of voting Casey are that everyone wants her out, I'm pretty sure (but not 100%) that I'm controlling a lot of people on the tribe and it wouldn't disturb that. Dennis has repeatedly lied to me about his and Sarah's relationship, Sarah's idol, whether or not she's playing the idol and has clearly replaced me as his #1. He thinks he can beat Sarah at FTC when he clearly can't and I need Sarah out soon because she's a huge threat and if Dennis stays then that won't happen. Dennis is also key in holding people together and is more in control than I thought since him and Sarah are close and him are Laure are too. Those three people could get Jake and align with him and try to get me out. I can't let that happen.

For this TC, I created an alliance with Julian and Casey called 'The Realists' (name courtesy of Casey) which should hopefully run the game for a few votes but the best option for me would to go to FTC with Jake and Julian. Jake would get Lucky's vote, Julian would get no votes and I think I would get the remaining votes. Either way, this TC should be chaotic and someone will be blindsided.