Board Thread:Season 54 - Caño Cristales/@comment-31325256-20190819042655

'''Hi all… So I’ve written this around three or four times because I've been wanting to get the wording for this correct. I think I’ve come to the conclusion that no matter how I try to say this it is going to come across the same way. '''

'''Cause I’m not happy, and I don’t mean that I’m mad you three voted me out and outplayed me. In fact, I congratulate the three of you for doing something that the rest of could not do. I congratulate the each of you on this accomplishment because I know none of this is easy. I’m not mad that I lost this season. I am mad at the fact that you all used pre existing relationships to better yourselves in this season. You were already friends with the people you align yourself with and anyone else who did not fall under that line, you treated and talked about like they were less than you. That we weren't good enough to even be playing the same org as you. You treated myself and a few others on this jury like complete crap because of this reason. And don’t deny it to me. Jayme, Andreas talked about how you and him had been friends for like 5 years. Matt, Brian’s speech kinda makes it seem that way between the two of you, and the way you and Torsa talked in tribe chats made it obvious. Elizabeth, you probably did this the least but I know Andreas had his friends. I’m not knocking you guys for having friends. I’m just saying that it the way you conducted yourselves with using outside the game friendships as a way to advance in the game, is not authentic survivor. That’s the game I love and it's painful to me that some people would rather save face with people online and that is a GAME. If you all were friends before this and you blindside them, they aren’t your real friend if they don’t forgive you anyway. And I know that people will say, “in returnee seasons people do the same thing on the real show.” In a game for that much money, I doubt it. Think whatever you want, I’m not gonna lose sleep either way.'''

'''But I want to say one quick not on my point of view of each of your games, cause I have my thoughts but they aren’t gonna matter in the grand scheme of this all. Jayme, I think you played well however every time I see you say that “if jerry messaged me he wouldn’t have been gone” it makes me mad because if you really wanted that you would have done it. You had the connections to do it so quit making excuses. I know I felt during that round and that you were one of the people targeting me. It may have been Torsa and that’s fine, but you two were a pair. You were gonna do whatever you wanted regardless, and that’s fine. But own up to that. Matt, I find you to be quite fake if I’m honest. You consistently shit talked me and called me a non entity for the entire game. I feel like every time you spoke to me it was just because you felt like you had to say something. Like making your rounds with each person and messaging for the sake of messaging. If you said more than 5 words in a message it was a miracle. You put zero effort into our talks and that made it blatant you weren’t with me, I’m not an idiot like you basically called me the entire season.. Elizabeth, I have no real bad things to say. I think you are really sweet. But i really wanted to see you take the game by the horns, and make it your bitch. I’m just not sure that you did, maybe you didn’t need too? Idk, we shall see.'''

'''So this puts me in a pickle. Cause I do like you all, truly I do. What I am saying about each of you comes from within the circumstances of this specific game, not anything before and most definitely not after. I just see these things as something that makes me not want to vote. And please don’t go on and on about how you think I’m wrong and pre game relationships had no impact on this season, because that will immediately lose my vote. This can be discussed after the season. But, I do feel like I need to ask two questions.'''


 * 1) Tell me the one thing this season you are most proud of and talk about why!
 * 2) Pick a number between 1 and 10.

Thank you to the hosts, you all are awesome!  