Boy, Bye/Confessionals

Day 20
"fyvie"

- So look right tribal council was a whole ass mess. So we decided who to vote for at 6:58 and the deadline was @ 7. Eli/Jenna/Szy had this plan to vote out Jamie & bring in Jake as the swing vote. Szy and Jamie have been snitching to each other the whole time however. We went back and forth between Szy & Eli (I told Jenna I was gonna save her AND I DID SO EEEOOOWWW *cardi b voice*) and finally decided on Szy and so at the last second, Szy voted for Eli and eli voted for Szy. So Jake and I came to the conclusion that Jamie is spilling tea to Szy and vise versa. Now the gag is I was spilling tea to Jenna at the same time so technically he coulda got the tea from her BUT if he did get it from Jamie, she would also tell him that I pushed for Eli to go home. That means maybe Szy will hop off me because according to Jake, he was after me first because I have connections on the other tribe (even though he has more than me but ok lmao) but Jake was like nah bruh we not doing him nor Sydney.

So now I gotta worry about Jamie potentially being a snitch which is whatever idc as long as I don’t get voted out LMAOO. Also Jake and I are getting married and he’s taking my last name. #Mr&MrRidgeway 👌🏽

"fyvie"

- WTF was that last tribal.. Jake thought he could pull a fast one on me and i exposed his ass. and that's how everything started... Im just glad i managed to keep myself safe, Jamie in game and to draw attention away from Jenna. She didnt even have to use her idol, wig!

Now im trying to do some damage control. I wanna talk it thru with Sydney and Tyler and pitch some sense of unity because we can't just go to merge all being aganist each other.. And im sure no one wants to go thru something like last vote anyway. I don't think there is a high chance for us to win this challenge either. So for me ideally would be if Bryce went home, i didn't really get much to talk to him once he joined us and he doesnt seem to be around..

Right now all i want to do is to get out of this hole of a tribe and make the merge. I feel like a walking target but im going to do my best to reach that point. I still have a lot of game to play in me!

Day 21
"glamis"

- Day 21 Confessional

"glamis"

- SHIT IS ABOUT TO GO DOWN.

Ok so picture this

On one side we have Audrey, Jared, and I guess Jessica

On the other side is Dani and Tyler

Me and Chelsea seem to be in the middle, with Chelsea leaning more towards Audrey’s side, and me leaning more towards Dani’s side.

No matter what happens there WILL be repercussions that I will have to deal with. Best case scenario in my head is to convince Chelsea to vote Audrey, and then the only one who would REALLY be mad at me is pretty much just Jessica (shes popped off on me before I so if she does so again then it’s like gr8)

So ya IDK what’s going to happen. I’m super nervous and not ready for anything!

"fyvie"

- i miss stacks i hope he's doing ok. im happy i'm not going to tribal for once it feels like i've been nonstop lol. tbh i only made this bc i missed tyler and i cant talk to him so hopefully he survives his tribal and we can merge together hehe

"glamis"

- OKAY SO

Holy fuck i’ve made it pst the halfway point!!! Whew!!!

It was inevitable that we’d lose immunity. I’m busy, and i knew everyone else was too. I knew that it just.... wasn’t gonna work out. SO, last night i went to Cali and Tyler and was like “hmm how do u feel about Jared” because i know for a fact i talk to him the least. I have nothing against jared, its just... idk. We don’t really click I guess? And that’s alright not everyone does, but besides that; Jared scares the SHIT outta me.

I’m not saying “YouTube Premade” but... theres a youtube premade.

Real talk- Jared and Jamie are close, i know that. From what i’ve heard, they had an alliance w/ Audrey as well, and they’re all close with Bryce too. Theres legit 3 alliances right there, with a solid f2 in place with Jared and Jamie. If I want to survive the tribal with the best possible outcome, I think Jared leaving is the best for me. Audrey leaving is OK as well, because I dont see myself highkey working with her in the way i see myself working with anyone i’m close with really.

For my game, its best if Audrey or Jared leaves, and tbh? I’m try my damndest to make sure they leave. Anyone but Cali and Stacks tbh and i’m good with that. They’re my solid 2 on this tribe, and i’m good with that. When merge comes, i hope to keep working with Stacks/Cali/Szy/Jenna and keep Kisimul First Tribal strong BFNEJTKKEG if i can manage to make merge with all of them tbh i’ll be really happy!!!!

"glamis"

- well im completely fucked and all my plans are out the window because i fucked up and audrey wants me gone and ugh. im so over this rn and i want to cry :(

"glamis"

- Okay so now things are starting to get interesting. I feel like the merge is coming up and I'm living for it. I just have to survive one more vote. I finally worked out the courage to form officially the Canadian Darlings made of myself, Chelsea and Jessica. I've been wanting to have this alliance for a long time now. I also think I have the strongest relationship 1 on 1 with jessica and 1 on 1 with chelsea so I have the upperhand in this alliance. I still have an alliance with jared and Chelsea on the side as well, which is good. Cali told me that myself, jess and chelsea are the one that she likes the most. Tyler told me that jared and I are the one he likes the most. Dani wants to work with me, but I want to vote her out. I just find it difficult to make it a blindside or a lie of some sort. I'm hiding a little at the moment. But i'm sure she will have a feeling so we need to somehow split the vote and that somehow the vote needs to be on someone else than me. I'm thinking a 5-1-1 (5 on dani 1 on tyler and one on jared) would be ideal because I don't like how close tyler and jared are. Also spoiler alert but chelsea already has small doubt of jessica -_-... Supposedly Jess told Tyler that Chelsea, Jared and Cali were in an alliance. and Tyler ratted it out to chelsea... Stupid stuff ruining my all girl alliance. Trying to make it not blow everything up. Chelsea at the moment is my biggest threat. She can have people on her side like no one else I feel like. Hopefully I can survive this vote and reunite with Jamie :D I miss her the most. I have NO idea how the merge will fall and how the people will end up. That's SCARY but exciting too.

"glamis"

- I’m in my first alliance, yay! Me Audrey and Chelsea. I like Chelsea because we have a lot in common and I like Audrey because she is super easy to talk to and she takes charge strategically. I thiiiink Audrey has an idol (I don’t have it, I don’t think TJ/sarah/Elias were blindsided, and I don’t think Bryce was active enough at the start to get it), but if she does and hasn’t told me that’s ok she’s still iconic.

I wish I would have swapped with Jake! Why do the hosts hate us. It’s ironic that I’m telling everyone to be anti-pregame friendships but Jake and I are the biggest pregame friendship probably (for those reading this after the game, Jake and I have been friends for 5 years and he was my first ever alliance in a game! We have been a final 2 multiple times and he’s one of the only people I’ve played with and literally never lied to or voted apart from). I’m aware it’s hypocritical of me to target friends when that’s what I’m counting on helping me if I make merge, but that’s showbiz baby

But right now I don’t have Jake, I have a tribal and I’m not excited. The last one I went to was supposed to be easy and I had no clue what was going on! This time I feel more secure (I have an alliance so that’s a start) but I’m worried that things will go wrong still. I think if Cali and Jared are lying to me/Audrey/Chelsea, then Cali will probably target me? I think she knows is a bad idea to keep me if she’s going to have lied to me twice. But I also am really playing up that I’m not a threat and literally just want to be someone’s extra vote, so hopefully people are smart and will take advantage of that

Right now the vote is leaning towards being Dani, which I am not against. I know her a bit from before the game, but I know she has closer friends here and the fact she has not brought up strategy even a bit yet makes me feel she’s not considering me as an alliance option. Everyone so far seems down to vote Dani (except Tyler), and in a perfect world I’d love to see a 3-2-2 split. Buuut Chelsea and Audrey don’t trust that Cali is being completely honest. What I think we should do is either tell Cali we are splitting, and then not do it, or do the reverse. That way, if she somehow is working with Dani, theyll think there’s no need to play an idol, or they do play it but we put 3 on Tyler and he goes. I’m nervous about lying to Cali, but I’m hoping no matter what I can spin it like “oh I was out of the loop, guess everyone didn’t trust me either!”

No matter what happens, either everything works out or I get voted out and then it’s not my concern anymore. Win win 👽 "glamis"

- FUCK. THIS. TRIBAL.

FUCK Audrey for being an amazing player whose able to get anybody and everybody on her side

FUCK Chelsea for not having the BALLS to make a huge move, and instead follows the herd led by Audrey

FUCK. JARED. for perpetuating this "we need to be careful of cali" MENTALITY. YES. YOU DO NEED TO BE CAREFUL OF ME

FUCK TYLER FOR TRIGGERING CHELSEA BY TELLING JARED THAT I WAS VOTING WITH YOU. WHY? WHY???? WHY?!!!?!?!?!

AND MOST OF ALL, FUCK THE DUMPSTER THAT IS CALI FOR GETTING HERSELF IN BETWEEN THESE TWO FACTIONS.

like essentially to sum things up, I tried to convince Chelsea to vote out Audrey with me dani and stacks, and it ALMOST worked if Chelsea didn't get paranoid due to stacks telling jared that I was """"voting with stacks and dani"""" fsgdfgdf

so now no one trusts me, dani is probably going which is FUCKING DARKSIDED. JUST TAKE A SECOND AND THINK. DANI DOESN'T DESERVE TO LEAVE THIS IS MAD. AND I JUST WANT TO DO SOMETHING, I JUST WANT TO WHIP OUT AN IDOL AND SAVE THE DAY, BUT YA GIRL DOES NOT HAVE THAT CLOUT IN THIS GAME

in conclusion, lol I'm probably getting voted out for being messy.

"fyvie"

- I think we are all expecting merge after this tribal but if we won't.. well at least things calmed down. I think im great with Jenna, Jamie and Syndey, i talked things out with Tyler and i expect to go at war at the merge with Jakey.. Oh and there's Bryce. If we merge he's obviously going to flip to the people from the other tribe since that's literally whos hes been with the entire game. He's not around much so i didnt get a chance to make a connection with him. My biggest worry however is Jamie/Jenna as in their current relationship with each other. Me and Syd agreed that we need to work on chillin things out between them. I actually love Sydney and i can easly see her making it far in this game.

"glamis"

- So from my understanding this round started out with either me or Dani being potential targets, obviously due to tribal lines, with Jared telling me it's Dani who will ultimately go and that nearly everyone is in on it. This got sticky for me because Dani decided to rope me in as someone who's voting with her, adding myself and Cali to a chat with her where she's been trying to find a fourth vote for us, I guess. About an hour ago though Jared tells me that she's said I was in on a plan to get him out, even though 1. I never agreed to take Jared out, Dani did however propose him as someone she's afraid of a DAY before we even went to tribal and I neither agreed or disagreed with it. and 2. As of the past 24 hours, Jared hasn't even been Dani's target to my knowledge, the closest she's gotten to laying out a name idea was initially suggesting Audrey, and then eventually saying we could vote Jessica and get Chelsea on board for that. Anyways, I've done all I can to convince Jared that Dani did lie and that I only had intentions this round to vote Dani out, he says he believes me and that I am staying, and that everyone still wants Dani out. However, I'm still worried because it's become obvious at this point that it's either me or Dani (that alliance chat got quiet real quick) So it's likely Dani and Cali will vote me out. And also no matter how much I talk to Jessica and Audrey I have no idea what's going through their heads. (A lot of the mess started around the time that Jessica told Dani that I was going which I went to Jared about.) Anyways, all the hoopla aside (because it really doesn't matter and it's so confusing), I could very likely go tonight. It would truly suck getting cut now, especially knowing I'm partly to blame for it and that it's so close to merge. But these 21 days have been fun and I think that I put my all into this game. <3 "glamis"

- OMG WHAT A DAY!!!! My target went from Dani, to Audrey, to Jessica, to Tyler.. ugh this tribe is MESSY!!!

Good news is that I’m not going home.. and I’m in a pretty good spot to stay.. I just have to be careful about what info I share with what alliance.

It’ll be a tough one kiddos but imma win this thang!!!!

"fyvie"

- https://vocaroo.com/i/s1x2Kw4Gj66u

"glamis"

- This game turned into a complete hot mess QUICK and I'm going to sum up my thought process throughout the day. At first I wasn't the upset we lost, I mean I'd always rather be immune than not but I wanted Dani out just because I didn't trust her and she's a pretty big threat. And it technically should have been easy because I have the numbers, but it's not. I feel like out of everyone, she most likely has the idol and with all the rats around here she probably knows shes targeted. This messed with my whole original plan of just voting her out and trying to keep Tyler for my own benefit because of our "showmance." I kinda got the hint just from common sense and Tyler started acting kinda shady to me so I figured something had to be up so I moved for the vote to be shifted to Tyler. I wish it would be Cali going instead but that'd be too hard to convince the others to vote for so it has to be Tyler and I'd rather backstab my showmance than risk me getting idoled out. I am honestly playing with a bunch of.. how do I say this. Idiots. They all want to split the vote soooo bad even though we can't trust Cali OR Tyler. And then some of them go and tell Dani about voting Tyler when the WHOLE point about voting Tyler was so Dani would use her idol. It makes no sense. But I heard from Chelsea that my name was thrown out so I went to Tyler and told him that Dani came to me saying he was coming after me and swore on my dead mother. That was seriously... evil of me but I crossed my fingers while doing so and I mean, Sandra swore on her kids and won twice so you have to do whatever it takes. I'm hoping that saved me because anything could still happen with that possible idol out there. If plans do go the way I expect them, sorry Tyler but I have to cut our showmance short. Better you than I.
 * like 1 hour later*