Board Thread:Season 55 - Nakuru/@comment-7073826-20191025000927/@comment-31762786-20191025233029

I wasn’t honest with you, I’ll admit that and apologise. Since you value honesty I’ll tell the truth, I really actually wanted to talk things out with CCBD but I completely understand how I came off as just fishing for information and fake and I accept that I’m at fault for that. I agree I feel as though we were really great in our starting tribes but after that I felt uncertain as to where you stood exactly afterwards like before the swap I could say with confidence that you were a close ally of mine and that I had been honest but afterwards I wasn’t so sure so I didn’t want to reveal too much information. I don’t know what the exact point you’re referring to when you say I could’ve just been honest if it’s at the beginning of the merge I addressed that above but if it’s about voting you out. I really did forgive you for voting out Will and I wasn’t mad, I really did appreciate your honesty and transparency after that and it wasn’t at all the reason for me voting you out, I didn’t say anything bad about you or Natalia/Cali/Trent in preswap so yes I’ve been honest and I am honest about that. At the time I talked to you during your vote out I really did only know that Nora wanted Evan but later on I’d hear that you spread that I said Jack’s name and that was the ultimate reason for me voting you and since you spread that about me I didn’t see a reason to be honest to you. Again I’m sorry for my dishonesty but I just wanted to be upfront in my answer and sorry if I come off as a bit blunt.

Like I’ve said to other jurors and will now say to you, I really think idolling Evan was the best move for me and I’d go as far to say as I only have a chance to win because I did it. I’ll cover my reasoning a lot more in Jack’s speech but I know that you can’t stay online for a long time so it’s obviously okay if you don’t.

Did you just want to reach Day 39? Yes I did aim for reaching day 39 but not JUST for the sake of reaching it. Like I said in Trent’s reply, I wanted to reach day 39 because I want to win. I want the chance to explain myself, my actions and my gameplay and that’s what I got through idolling Evan. If I didn’t there’s a huge chance i would’ve ended up 3rd or 4th and that’s not what I wanted, I want to be able to plead my case and fight for votes so yes securing day 39 was a big priority.

For the number I pick 100. You reached 100 days on this org this game and I really believe that you should be proud of that which is why I think that you’d pick it. It’s an obvious answer but it’s the one that I want to go with.