Board Thread:Season 37 - Archetypes/@comment-4600940-20161212051248/@comment-27257276-20161212190509

Sorry Ash but I don't see why you view me using the fast pass as a bad move because I know if I didn't use it I would have been voted out and would not have been sitting here. Originally I was going to try and use that pass on someone from the other side so we could have majority but I wasn't allowed to do so according to the hosts. After that I had no intention of using that pass because I truly was loyal to the brainless goats, but then I learned of Jamie's vote stealer and that changed everything. Jamie confirmed in her speech that I was the target for that vote, had I stayed she would have used her vote stealer and the brainless goats would have lost the numbers and I would have gone home. I was willing to go to rocks for the brainless goats if I needed to because I really wanted that alliance to succeed. But there comes a time when you have to put yourself first and had I not used that pass I wouldn't be here. I'm sorry you suffered from my decision but it is what it is.

Honestly I do absolutely regret not trusting your judgement about Emile because you were right and I was wrong, that being said hindsight is 20/20 and with the knowledge I had at the time I believe I made the best choice I could. I think it was like two hours before the vote when we were making that plan and I thought that Emile had already voted, had we told him he was getting votes he could have panicked and blown the cover of our alliance. As well I didn't trust Emile anymore because I thought he was in super tight with Chris, I assume I was wrong about this which sucks. I did try and talk game with Emile earlier that day or the night before can't remember exactly when, but when I had this talk with him he immediately ran to Claire and Chris and told them what I was saying; because of that I felt like I couldn't trust him to blow the cover of our alliance. So yeah that was a bad move on my part and I am sorry.