Snakes And Rats/Confessionals

Day 30
"amordehierba"

- i have videos coming but i am so god damn pissed fuck all of these fake snakes and rats. fuckin gamebot ass emotionally manipulative 2 faced mother fuckers. i dont trust anyone and and this point i dont give a fuck who goes home any round as long as it isnt me. justin fucked my whole game over by lying to me fuck that shit, All of these people should have listened to me! I WAS LOYAL TO JUSTIN AND ALLY IF THEY FUCKING LISTENED TO ME WE WOULD HAVE BEEN F3 OR THEY COULD EVEN TRY AND TAKE ME OUT AT 5 OR 4 OR 6 OR SOME SHIT LIKE FUCK.

claudia sucks at lying and shes so fake its terrible. she is playing a piss poor social game. Brandon is cool but he feels fake. It feels forced on his part. He lied too and i cant trust him at all. Marie is not even playing the game she's gunna bitch about being a sheep but she literally is.

I feel like Sydney is the one that would be the nicest to me at this point if i open up to her. I feel like that might be my only chance. idgaf ill throw justin under the bus everyone under if she feels like i will stay with her no matter what

all in all, fuck this F7. I hate the way this game is going. I need a hail mary to win this season

FUCK THESE PEOPLE. THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR BEING GENUINE. YOU WANT ME TO LIE TO YOUR FACE EVERY TIME I SPEAK? GOT IT. I AM GOING TO PRETEND TO BE A GOAT AND SHUT MY FUCKING MOUTH FROM NOW ON, ONLY LISTEN. THEN GO AND THROW EVERYONE UNDER THE BUS, THE TRAIN, THE WHATEVER.

"amordehierba"

- I genuinely like Mackie, but he's clearly the biggest strategical and social threat. He's telling me that he's a lone wolf now and that apparently Justin has been throwing him under the bus. I don't know if I believe that, I mean, it could be a ploy to make us vote for him so he can play his fishy idol, but I don't know. Right now, he's the biggest threat and he could be a vote for me, but I don't want to risk him getting to the end and winning, and I have to stick to my plan. "amordehierba"

- I'm alive to tell the tale on DAY FUCKING 30! :) Thank you Claudia for doing THAT! What this is telling me is that I must be doing something right with my social game and I can't stop now. This proves that my bond with Claudia is really strong which is really good moving into the endgame. I need to still work on my bonds with everyone and do the best that I can to make it to day 39. "amordehierba"

- I was so surprised to see our loved ones show up, it took me completely by surprise and it was such a nice momentary break from the game. The hosts were played a pretty good prank on me that Brett actually reactivated his account to come support me but Eva was a really nice person to have come for me! You know, after playing that reward challenge a few times I knew it really wasn't going to be going in our favor, even with my 10% advantage. Anyway Mackie won the challenge, which I'm fine with for the most part except the fact that he got the clue to the hidden immunity idol. I have no idea if that thing is even still out there or not and if it I gotta make sure that shit gets into the right hands.

Day 31
"amordehierba"

- Brandon is getting really close to "find" the idol. He shared me his guesses and he still hasn't guessed Joe, but he's really close. So, I need to "find" it before he does, then tell him about it. I don't want him to know I found it without telling him.

"amordehierba"

- Omg so I was having a conversation with Marie about how Mackie had the fourth clue and probably had a really good idea of where the idol was. So I sent Marie a list of every guy on a red tribe I haven't guessed yet. She then goes, ""Who's Joe Dowdle?"" I respond, ""The guy who was medivaced from Tocantins, he was on Jalapao!"" She was like, ""Oh yeah, it's coming back to me now.""

FIVE MINUTES LATER I GET A MESSAGE FROM MARIE SAYING, ""OMG, I found it! It was Joe Dowdle!"" I screamed because she literally just told me she had the idol in the final 7 of a major org and so I'm getting the vibe that she really trusts me! This is so advantageous to know where the idol is at this point in the game and gives me a lot more confidence in being able to make the moves I need to make to move forward. Plus it's in the hands of someone I trust and that is extremely huge because if I have a good enough relationship with her she may feel inclined to use it on me if I ever need it!

Day 32
"amordehierba"

- Brandon is telling me that he found the idol too, so he's scared that the one he found is fake, but then he tells me he got the same pic and the same message. So now we're wondering if they are both fake or if they are both real! If someone already found an idol and planted multiple fake idols then that'd be crazy and kinda irrealistic. But, I do have a bit of an ickey feeling. Is Brandon lying to me? Did he do that to make me reveal what the idol looked like/what were the instructions? Or maybe he's the one who found the idol and planted a fake one? I don't know, it seems weird. I just really hope mine is real, or else, my plan is screwed.

"amordehierba"

- Brandon is gonna play his "idol" tonight to see if it's real, I hope it is, because it would mean mine is too. I'm just really scared right now, hopefully Mackie goes home and no one plays an idol on him, right Brandon? It's not the time for big moves, until I make one. :)

"amordehierba"

- Nervous about an idol tonight, but hopefully im not the target anyway 👌🏼I hope this goes smoothly.

"amordehierba"

- This vote is legit going be messy yikes. Mackie has in idol apparently? ? Brandon thinks we are blindsiding Marie? Claudia and Marie think the vote is tying on Mackie? Me and Syd are forming i hidden bts duo yes!

"amordehierba"

- OKAY SOO, I won immunity again by accident which is whatever since I was the swing vote, or so I THOUGHT. I figured it was gonna be Mackie or Brandon going this round and I was as happy as a peach to vote off Mackie, but then Brandon's like "Oh I think we should keep him around as a shield since Justin and Tymeka are taking our spots in the end" Boy what? They SHOULDN'T take our spots if we stay loyal to each other, which I guess isn't the case. So I kinda also came to the determination that I will be on the bottom of both sides of the alliances and a constant target who will most likely get voted out immediately. So I need to take out the people who will strike first against me, or are better then me in comps, I hate the idea of winning my way to the end but I can do it. I wanna use Mackie this round and the next round possibly, I got some boy threats that gotta go and Mackie is the snake-ist one so he'll vote off both of them in a second.