Nothing to Lose/Confessionals

Day 28
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- I didnt expect anything else to happen, we are now down to 3, but hey Kelley, Ciera and Abi can do it. So can we. This game still has a lot more to play and these people need to wake up before they get 3rd, 4th and 5th

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- Goodbye Jessica! Next time you shouldn't try to fight me. It's quite funny. Previous vote Nick tried to fight me and he got voted out. Now Jessica fight me and she got voted out. So guys come on, let's fight me! Nahh.. just kidding. I'm a bit down due to the things what happend in France. Terrorism is terrible. And today my country, The Netherlands, started the war with ISIS. Well, whole Europe does and I have two different feelings. It's amazing Europe is bonding and together they will form a big alliance to stop terrorism. But it's scary, what will happen if there's war here? I'm not going to think/worry about it now. It's time for the game and I need something to do. This game actually gives me energy and I'm liking it more and more and more. Rob, Hunter and Jared are all thinking I'm thinking about flipping to them. Jared has his light pearl. So they think Clifford, Felix, Nifty and Joseph will vote Jared. Jared uses the light pearl which makes it 4-3 for us to vote Nifty out. But the real plan is to blindside Rob. But we won't even tell that to Rob/Hunter/Jared. So Nifty probably votes randomly for Jared. Rob, Hunter and Jared votes Nifty while me, Felix, Clifford and Joseph are going to vote Rob. A huge plan which could go wrong but we have time to talk about it and to change it if we need it.

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- Final 8 baby! I got my immunity idol, and I'm in the majority alliance of 5. Things should go smoothly for at least the next 3 Tribal councils, right? Just take out Rob, Hunter and Jared, right? Well, unfortunately, Nifty's becoming a bit of a problem. The guy flat out told me to my face, that he's not going to the end with me, and that he wants to take shots at Clifford soon. Obviously, I can't let that happen, because I need Clifford to keep the target off of my back. Nifty's what I like to call an independent thinker and I'll be damned if I let him take shots at me, before I take shots at him first. Nothing's set in stone yet, but I might need to send him to jury, before the minority alliance.

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- Cliff has updated me on what's been going on in the minds of Ella and Felix, and potentially even Joseph. They want me out of this game, and I kind of figured that may be the case before, but now Clifford has confirmed it. The most interesting part about all of this is that now Clifford wants to keep me in the game for as long as possible so that 1) the alliance stays together and doesn't come down on itself, and 2) so that he isn't the next target to go due to his awesome social game.

I am loyal tho this final 5 deal until the final 5. However I don't trust them to do the same. So it's a really ironic situation I'm trapped in right now. Cliff has told me that I basically need to win this next immunity so that the alliance can stay as strong as it is, and stay that way for the rest of this season until we need to turn on one another.

It's an honor to know that I'm a big enough threat to them that they want to take me out now, but at the same time it's a burden to know that I'm a big threat to them. I've been playing a pretty good game, I'll admit that, but there are bigger threats than I (cough)Felix, Ella, Cliff(cough) at the moment that will probably go on to win the game if they aren't taken out now. Then again, I'm pretty much in the same boat as them which does make sense why they would target me.

To be honest it's awesome and sucks to be on an alliance of complete threats to win the season.

Day 29
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- So, Clifford won a advantage in this challenge. I hope he'll win this one and not Rob. If Rob leaves we'll probably vote out Hunter tonight so one of those two will go home. I'm pretty excited to see who will win this one. So far nothing happend if I'm not wrong. Just that Azerbaijan interactive thing. I really like it but I saw that our tribe (khizi) got chosen to go to TC. Like do they dislike us the most or what? If I reach FTC I'll show them what they would miss if I was voted out first

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- At the reward challenge, there was nothing accomplished other than the rivalry between myself and nifty became more apparent. There is no love there and we both knew it and showed it. I dont like him and he doesnt deserve to be here at all, none of them do. You are just a voting block that lack the ability to play an individual game. This is survivor people, step up LETS GO!

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- So my plan for this week is very tentative and probably wont work because all of them are cowards, but the idea is for them to vote Jared and one person flips. I think I can get either Ella or Cliff, probably not though. I am thinking: Me, Jared, Hunter, Cliff/Ella vote Nifty Joe, Nifty, Felix, Cliff/Ella vote Jared, Jared gets one vote negated and we have the 4-3 advantage and have a f4 with 7 people remaining. It probably wont happen because they are all sheep

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- like, if Ella picked me for all the negative ones but I wasn't the consensus for all the negative ones that means that these people don't absolutely hate me but bad, because I thought Ella and I were trying to foster a better relationship, but it looks like that was all one-sided. strategically that also leaves Ella as a non-option for me. but Rob also picked me for a lot of the negative ones also the more i look at it Ella was bottom in everything consensus based, so hopefully that's giving her a real wake up call that also means that she's likely someone I can beat at the end so her and probably Jared seems to be a good way to go but from a strategic purpose, let me breakdown the last few days Cliff told me that Felix tells him everything and resaid shit about the F3 deal with him/Nifty Jared and I spoke a bit and I sort of flirted with the idea of flipping, before realizing that doesn't even work from a numbers perspective also, Cliff has sort of been trying to hard to save Hunter, and I've spoken to hunter a bit and he seems to have a high opinion of cliff the Cliff+Hunter thing really scares me so first thing on my agenda now is talking to Nifty and telling him that Felix and Ella are repeating everything they say to Cliff and that Cliff plans to cut him at 7

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- okay now that Cliff wants to get Hunter to vote Jared, this is what I'm thinking Rob, Nifty, Jared, Me vote Cliff The rest of them vote Rob 4-3-1, 4-3-0, Cliff is out. now lets see if I could pull it off

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- If I do not convince them, I am next to go. This is a complete make or break moment and lets make something happen people

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- i'm not 100% on Nifty, but he's someone I would have to get on my side anyway I'll either go out as ""the asshole who tried to get Cliff out"" than ""the asshole who let Cliff win twice""

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- http://youtu.be/K972pF0nYm4

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- ok so Rob told Cliff immediately squint emoticon once again, rob ruins everything Cliff and I had a 1 hour skype call about it we agreed to continue the plan to boot out Rob as if nothing as happened but there's no way i'm trusting him on that bc there's no way he's trusting me on that after extensive excel sheet workings swap the vote to Felix without telling Rob that way Rob/Hunter are left out in the cold, and I feel like they're more likely to vote for Felix than Me and that way if its 3-3-1-1 I let them ""check their trust"" before going full in on one side either way I need a lucky immunity draw

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- It's time for Joseph to shut up. He makes useless moves. If he just sticks to the F5 alliance he will get in it with no doubt. He's just messing up his game. He tries to throw Clifford under the bus. It seems like I'm not in danger so far but what if Cliff wins immunity. But but but; FELIX HAS A IDOL AND THEY HAVE NOT. So like everyone has got a idol so far except for... uhm... me ?!?!???!! Okay maybe overeacting but I'm on idol haunt since day 1!!! anyway, if Joseph continues he will follow Nick and Jessica. You dont wanna get Ella Fever.

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- This day in this game has been the hardest one of them all. And it's not even about the game. I'm so down because of my sister. She's getting more sick and I'm so scared something terrible will happen with her. I just need to talk about it here because I feel like I can give my whole story here. I talk about everything in my confessionals which makes my game emotional, personal and strong. I'm always playing the game hard but today I need to take a step backwards. I'm just in a bad mood.

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- I've been thinking about something the whole day. Clifford and Felix are both big players. I'm not sure if I will win against them. Like I stated a million times before, what if I flip to the other side and take out Clifford? It would be better for my game.. but yeah, it'll be hard to vote him

Day 30
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- LEZGOOO!!! They tried to vote me off this week but nope, I dont care that it was a luck based challenge. I am here for three more days and the wheels are already spinning to get one of the macho guys out of here!

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- So many people in this game are just frustrating. Cliff is clearly running the game he won by putting HIMSELF for everything like thats the biggest sign you could get. Majority of these people are just sheeping him to the end and it makes no sense. I'm trying really hard to flip things around though so hopefully I can get him or at least one of his sheep out because I'm willing to make a move instead of just being a follower

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- I just have this feeling that Hunter isn't being loyal. Just the way hes acting and talking to me is all off. I know he's probably telling Cliff everything and he's not slick. I know his relationship with Cliff already even though he tries to deny it. He's throwing away our only chance at getting anywhere in this game just to satisfy Cliff. If he thinks hes gonna play us hes got another thing coming, he wants a blindside well I'll give him a blindside.

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- This might be my last night on the island!!! I want to thank Azerbaijan for all the blessings I've received while here and the incredible experience of playing this game. I played my heart out, to my upmost ability, with the baggage of two back-to-back wins on my shoulders. I still made it this far into the game with the odds stacked incredibly high against me and I am more than thankful for being chosen to be a part of this season. *kisses the sky* Bless. One love.

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- So I've a lot to talk about before I cast my vote. I've been thinking a lot and I changed my opinion three times. So Clifford came with a new plan to vote out Joseph since he tries to backstab us. But he wants to go to the end with me. They're all voting Felix and they told me they're voting Clifford. I don't trust them. So what should I do? Choosing the side of Clifford and Felix risking I will be the co-runner up or going with the others with a chance on final 5, stranding there or winning the game. Hunter came to me and talked about everything and anything. It made me think and he's on the outs. Hunter trusts me. Joseph does. I build relationships with everyone in this game (people who are all still in this). I think that elemental can cause me to win at FTC. I have something Clifford and Felix don't have. So I decided to stay loyal to the two mates who are with me since the begin of merge. Clifford and Felix are like my brothers. Why the heck would I screw up their game and my own game? Maybe it's a wrong move but it gives me a big chance to go to final 3. Clifford lied a lot to Nifty today. So Nifty will prob going after Clifford. I'm not sure if that's a good/bad thing. But hey, I love Clifford but as long as I'm in the game I'm happy. Doesn't mean I'd be sad to see Clifford going home. Anyway I made the plan to let Nifty vote Hunter. That makes 4-3-1. If I didn't came up with this plan we would be screwed. So 4 votes Joseph, 3 votes Felix and 1 vote Hunter. And if this is right... I'm the only one left with 0 votes against me. If I keep it like this and win this game I have the perfect game. I just need to do great in challenges, maybe winning some and if I'm not just playing under the radar. I can't wait to reveal everyone what I did this game. They see me as a goat. But if I reach FTC they'll get the biggest shock of their life. So now it's time to vote. I hear everyone saying that I'm probably the only one left to vote. If that's true results can be up anytime. Do I feel like I'm in danger? Not at all. That'll not be the case. I'm 100% convinced I will wake up at day 31 here.

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- This build up has been crazy, one minute we are going to blindside Felix, the next one we got a rat going around saying whats going to happen and now Joe is the target. I dont even know what is going on or who is going home but all I know is that its not going to be me

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- Sora is forcing me to do a confessional under my will and says if I don't do one that he will find my family and slit their throats then dance around the grave while he force feeds me Styrofoam. So by golly here we go. A lot has happened since the last time I have talked to you, Ella was part of the plan to vote Shifty with the four of Jessica Rob Jared and I due to my request but somehow without my supervision Ella and Jessica got into a hissy fight about who the fuck knows and a bomb is dropped right into everything. Come to find out someone in that group other than Ella voted Jessica too without me knowing so I went around rampaging without thinking until Rob told me Jared voted her out of respect/tribute? Who the fuck does that, you don't do that because there is still the chance that something can pull through so fast forward to this week.

I continued to spread Nifty's name to the rest of my alliance seeing where Ella stands as well on this idea.

This is where magic happens. So without my consent Jared and Rob run to Joseph and Nifty creating an alliance to get Felix and Cliff out. They don't tell me for the longest time and when they do they dont add me to that alliance, instead they both im PMs tell me two completely different plans and when we get in a chat together I can them the fuck out, so then Jared reveals he told the right thing and then Rob backtracks and says he changes his mind. Now Felix and Cliff are their targets. Mainly Felix in which they think Cliff might have an idol so they think Im voting Felix.... on his birthday?!?!? Fuck no.

Im also not letting them run over me so I go to Cliff and he has the idea of voting Joseph. I then build trust with all four of Ella Cliff and Felix by telling the others sides full plans so Felix knows he is the target. Then I create the alliance chat and we come together for this plan. Best case scenario Nifty votes me like he has been told. Joeseoy Rob and Jared vote Felix and then Cliff Felix Ella and I vote Joeseoy. If Im not here thats fine, but im ready to throw magic around this beach. ;)

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- I think I'm just going to stir up so paranoia now, I have nothing to lose. I'm just telling cliff randomly that he is safe and we aren't voting him. Which is completely true but Cliff automatically presumes I am lying and we are voting him. Hopefully this will make him want to play his idol and this time he doesn't find another one!

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- Sadly I feel like its gonna be Joseph tonight because Hunters just acting so obviously fake so he must've made a deal with the other side and they already told me they know Joseph is working with us. Its bittersweet because me & Rob are both safe another round but this was someone willing to make a big move