I'm Out. FUCK/Confessionals

Day 4
"sotara"

- My first confessional. It has been a very interesting start to this game. Unlike the past season I played, I have been getting along well with everyone. I also have been holding back on any sort of game talk which I think has benefited me so far. I am not coming in too hot and am just sitting back and relaxing. ALSO I have only been talking to people when they message me. I don't want to seem too needy or in your face you know? Also its nice when people come to you ;) This one world twist is interesting. Happy that I can talk to Aaron IRL but I kinda hate the twist??? I just find it really annoying because people message me and I actually have no idea who is on our tribe. It doesnt help that the first challenge was in pairs so I only really know that Alex is on my tribe LMAO. Right now my top 3 favs on this tribe are andreas, alex and brian. Also Aaron just got voted out which was to be expected. Byeeee

"sotara"

- Sotara for the win baby!! I'm so pumped and excited that I'm going to crush the hell out of the challenge. Layla has let her experience get to her head recently. She's talking to me like I'm her subordinate. Which is the farthest thing from the truth. I want to redeem myself in the eyes of the tribe and make up for my endurance failure. On the other side of things, I'm actually really excited to start making some alliances. I'm hoping several people I can work with feel the same way. Womack for the win baby!

"galeras"

- I just survived the very first Tribal Council, and I couldn't be any more thrilled! It was pretty straightforward for the most part, but I didn't expect that Aaron would vote for me at all. Seeing my name pop up was definitely a wake-up call for me to not let my guard down at any given time. Right now, I'm just trying to build as many solid relationships as I can so that if we end up losing more immunity challenges, I can assure my safety within the tribe. I would say that the people I'm closest with so far are Su, Layla, and Jayme, though I really just need to focus on making everyone feel comfortable around me so that they would never even think of throwing my name out there as a possible target.

"sotara"

- My feelings toward Layla have done a complete 180 degree turn. I see now there is so much good in her, and she wants to actually work with me. I really couldn't have had a better partner at this point, she's helpful and I helped her with her problem. And on top of that, it seems I have an inner tribal alliance with Rob, Layla, Yu and myself. It's not official yet but things are definitely looking up. And on top of all this, Kat and I really hit it off. I feel like she is another possibility for me to work with as I genuinely like her. And this puzzle is kicking my ass, I hope Layla sucks at this because I know i do.

"sotara"

- can you believe that in THREE days of being in this game, TWO people guessed the spot where i found my idol. im so glad i got there before they did whew... anyways. torsa told alex that someone told her that they guessed at G8 and an idol was missing. alex pms me and tells me this and is like 'you told me you guessed at g8' so like. i tell him? ever since then he's been talking about us working together so i mean i guess him knowing is a good thing for now.. maybe not for later tho.. oh well it couldn't be avoided i wasnt gonna go and tell him i made up my idol guesses or somethin.. im not first boot tho that's cute.

"sotara"

- girl idk how to do a puzzle?!@#?!#?!#!

"sotara"

- MY SOCIAL GAME HAS WENT TO POT TODAY AND I HATE IT :))))))))))

What's even worse is that I feel like I get along with who I've talked to from the other tribe better than my own tribe altogether and that just sucks. The person I feel I get along the most with from our tribe - Jones - has been AWOL all day and I'm like.. not happy about that in the slightest!!

In general though, I think I have good connections with the majority of my tribe, as in sufficient enough to get me through tribal. I've yet to truly snap though, but that's okay. I don't want to snap too early since I wanna keep a low profile for now. My time to shine will come when it's right.

Meanwhile, on the other tribe I LOVE Brian, like, I feel as though we could talk for hours and not get tired of each other. Also, Su came up to me and called me iconic??? like outta nowhere? therefore I automatically love him.

Now I gotta go and talk to my other tribe members before they probably trash me more in their own confessionals :)) adiós!!

"sotara"

- kinda feel bad but i also don't, everyone's sweating on this puzzle but I already talked to Andre and decided tht it's best if I throw ksksks since I feel like I can afford to with having Jones who doesn't really talk and I have my like core group of Rob, Loris, Torsa and Kat so I feel safe and I don't rlly want my tribe to get anymore idol clues cause i don't want it traced back to me kksks so yeah um sorry my tribe KSKSKS the only awkward thing is everyone has like gotten around 2 mins but Andre kinda sucks and couldn't get below 2:20 so I have to stay with that result so it's gonna be awkward when everyone's done so much better than me NNN im just gonna have to act like i realllly suck at puzzles nnn

"galeras"

- WELL here we are ladies and gentlemen, I wasn't first boot! WOO! a really good achievement for myself, quite proud of well, me. no one wants the designation of being a first boot especially on main so like yay. Aaron made me laugh tho. like he didn't breathe a word to ANYONE the entire tribe, kat was apparently constantly nagging him to log on and the only thing he logs in to do is vote. a true ""bro are you sure you wanted to be here"" moment honestly. and poor andre got the vote omg, 100% aaron just looked at whoever was next alphabetically in our tribe LMAO. or, whatever kat told him to vote xD

Anyway after that uneventful 9-1 vote i feel like i won't be in any forseeable danger for a while on this tribe. I am in 2 alliances of 3, one with myself, Elizabeth and Jayme which is good, and another with myself, Brian and Jayme. So if you couldn't guess, Jayme is my no.1 on this tribe by far. and i'm like happy about this. There definitely seems to be a perception that me and him are like 2 of like 4 people who aren't boring to talk to which is a ok with me. i'm thinking that there is going to be a majority 5 forming soon which will be interesting, especially if we end up going to tribal again, which is honestly more than likely cause this tribe is not very strong at challenges. not a fact, just a feeling i have. might be a fact soon though LOL!!!11!

i'm ready to manoeuvre myself into a winning position honestly. lets go bois

"galeras"

- I wanted to do this later when I was on the computer, but I don’t really want the hosties to think I’m invisible, so I’m going to type up my short ass day 4 confessional..

Basically, Aaron went home and we believe he voted Andre because he was alphabetically second, so that’s a fun meme!! I don’t know if my tribe is truly ... cursed ... but we need to step it into high gear if we want to win a challenge!!! Losing isn’t an option this entire premerge... it just CANNOT be.

"sotara"

- Hey, so today was an interesting day. Jones messaged me and I haven't talked to them in 5 days. I also started another ORG that I forgot that I even joined. I found out that Alex is a Carly Rae Jepsen fan and made her read my claim to fame. Ya... I know Carly Rae Jepsen. Also I can't find the idol even though I have looked everywhere it has to be somewhere right? I don't know how I will play two ORG's at once that is going to be really hard. I couldn't say no though because Toby would probably cry. I heard he is an ugly crier. Also I think our tribe is going to win immunity. Jones who? IDK

Day 5
"sotara"

- We snapped in that challenge. I just got one thing to say to the Galeras tribe, and to Jayme in particular. WHO IS THE USPEKH NOW ?????

I see u in that red tribe losing, while I’m on the blue tribe winning. Feels nice ! Anyways I’m just chilling, nothing new has happened game wise.

"galeras"

- We FUCKING lost AGAIN. As a good friend said once in a game, this is like the Phoenix Suns going against the Golden State Warriors in basketball. This is HORRIBLE. Our tribe cannot catch a break and I'm not sure we'll ever be able to at this rate.

As for this vote-off, I'm thinking either Elizabeth, just because they've fucked up twice now and I feel she's the most annoying out of the group. I could be talking out of my ass right now, and honestly, I wouldn't doubt if I was a bit hypocritical when I say that, but it's what I think.

I'm REALLY nervous people might see me as a nuisance or just leave me out of things, but I'm trying my best to talk to people to 'get in the know' on who to vote.

Things are at a standstill, but I guess we'll see...

"sotara"

- Sotara is kicking so much ass! First 2 challenges, both wins. If this is a sign of things come, I'm sitting pretty. Plus, Layla has spoken to Rob and it looks like the foursome is real! Rob, Yu, Layla, and myself. I'm glad I have taken advantage of one world and really started to play the game here. I haven't gone to tribal council yet, but once I do I feel like I will be safe and Guacamole will go home. They submitted the worst time on the challenge, and is never around. Layla is getting guesses left and right and she's really helping me out here so I owe alot to her. I REALLY connected with Elizabeth from Galeras. I feel like she's another option along with Kat. The game is really starting to shape itself in my favor. And I'm glad my first season on main is looking pretty good right about now. My only concern is that someone has already found the Sotara idol. Because damn I want that idol.

"sotara"

- I can't find the idol. I had to sit out the challenge. I have 2 people telling me where their idol picks are so that's nice (alex and andreas). IDK who is on half the tribe still, pretty sure we have 2 innactives.

"sotara"

- You might be wondering why Aaron was so innactive. We actually got into a car accident on the way home from the airport on Tuesday. No, I'm not joking. It was pretty minor. Aaron was driving and he rear ended someone who slammed on their breaks on the highway. He has been pretty shook up about it and hasn't been the same since. So please excuse him not being there. I didn't really want to tell anyone this because I don't want any attention about that on me. No one was hurt and that's what matter.

"galeras"

- Jayme CC VC 2

"sotara"

- i never thought my first official alliance in this game would be me, yu, layla, and jake but here we are SDKJFNS

"galeras"

- hi guys! so galeras lost AGAIN which is so iconic huh. we stan losing twice in a row, i hope this isnt a trend. rip me if so. im gonna cry myself to sleep if this is so.

currently i have some GREATTTTT bonds going on. Jayme is so fucking iconic. We've had some great heart to hearts and i love talking to him. and brian. FUCKIONG BRIAN LITERALLY MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD MY MOM ASKED IF I WAS OK. HES SO FUNNY. I LUV HIM SM. Andre is rlly nice and cute to me and like i think we can work together well, hes just rlly interesting to me and we have good convos. And Matt I feel like has my back 100% and we are weird af in pms but like, its iconic so i dont mind. yu and i dont talk a TON but we click and i like him a lot. elizabeth we dont talk a ton either and im not like, in LOVE with her but she's a really nice person and i dont want her gone yet

so when it comes to the vote, that really leaves layla and caleb. I like Layla, i love young ppl slaying orgs and shes nice, but she has left me on read a couple times about the vote despite us supposedly being allies so. stan list. CYVGHBJN. and caleb...he was ok, we werent clicking fantastic, but then jayme showed me his answer to the last question on his bio...suffice to say hes a psycho if that answer is genuine and i am ok with him going LMAO. gamebots r NOT allowed in this household!

rn it's only been a coupel hours since the challenge so things will prolly change and morph so ill do another one of these if i can to update yall.

oh also TORSA IS QUEEN? I LOVE HER SM. SM. I WISH SHE WAS ON MY TRIBE. ROB IS ALSO A LEGIT ICON AND I CANTTT DEAL. loris is chill asf. i stan alex and andreas as well. oh and CALLUM. an icon. so fun to talk to from the little we've chatted.

also ive heard jones isnt very active and is maybe on the chopping block if sotara loses :'( i love her sm so i hope she survives but worst case that keeps my targst small, but idk i cant talk game about it i just want us to be able to slay a szn together again <3

ok bye guys ily <3 peace out su

"galeras"

- Mess! I was thinking I was submitting my one and only confessional for the round, but wouldn’t you know, a few hours later the MESS is finally coming out of Layla.

It was so nice and peaceful, we were all getting a unanimous decision all-around. Brian, Yu, Elizabeth, Matt, Su, and I were all individually saying Caleb should be the next to go. I wasn’t exactly sure where Andre stood, but he said he heard Caleb (probs from Su) and that he was on board! So, that’s great! But then...it happened…

...a mess named Layla has entered the fray. First things first, she tells Elizabeth that the vote is between CALEB and MATT. Elizabeth ran straight to our alliance chat and told us, and after a lot of speculation and confusion, I approached Layla myself, and then she said it was between CALEB and ELIZABETH LIKE DSLKFSKFSKLFS!? SIS….and what’s more? She literally said the SAME thing she said to Elizabeth to me!! Using the same ‘Caleb is stronger in challenges!’ and ‘I got it from a secondhand source!’ who she later confirmed was Caleb? DSKLDLS.

Like I get what Layla was probs thinking, she’s probably loyal to Caleb and wanted to save him by taking out Elizabeth, and then she told Elizabeth it was Matt in order to hide she was the true target. Or, she’s trying to get random people to vote for random people in order for like the people on our tribe to split votes and so Caleb is saved once again?? But……..holy shit she is so transparent. She’s a good kid, don’t get me wrong, but she’s so messy and gamebotty and so clearly lying!!

And now the question is to be asked: do we change targets? Do we spare Caleb, who hasn’t connected with any of us and is dryer than a bowl of frosted flakes with no milk? Or, do we now vote for Layla who has just somehow ruined her entire game by being so transparently fake and trying to play Elizabeth and the rest of us???? Time will tell.

"sotara"

- This season is really interesting with the BvW twist, and I’m trying to capitalize on it and make smarter moves. Our tribe, Sotara is clearly stacked. The Galeras tribe, not so much. Elizabeth told me she has landed herself in a Matt, Jayme, Her alliance which I think one of the smartest moves she can make right now. She’s been giving me a heads up on who they think is going home. This is where the twist comes into play. If someone loses their partner this early, they will be on their own in a bunch of people with pairs.I’m trying to be social with everyone currently, and then when Elizabeth tells me who she thinks is going, I’ve been trying to get closer to their partner. The reality is the only for sure alliance they had is now gone and they will be looking for people. They will remember who was there for them when their partner went home. Especially in the early stages when alliances haven’t been defined. I’ve done it with Kat, and now it seems Caleb is going so I’m going to do it with Jerry.

I’m still sharing idol clues with Jayme even though lately he’s been slow giving them to me, AND he knows the Galeras idol has been found and never told me. I’m trying to let him think he has the advantage over me in this game right now. I need him to think I’m just a naive, loyal guy.

Overall, I’m just trying to be more aware then normal. I find interacting with this tribe at times incredibly hard but I don’t think it’s a hindrance to my game.

"sotara"

- I awoke to discover that word is Miss Layla threw out Liz’s name after asking her to work together like 2 days ago.... can you say mess any louder ??

"galeras"

- Honestly, our tribe kinda sucks lol i thought we were the stacked tribe but nopeee we suck at challenges :/ tbh i think im in a really good position in the tribe right now, basically its up to me + james matt brian to dictate who goes home next in the tribe and im living for it. i just hope i don't seem like too big of a threat, but hey its premerge who tf cares. also, im rly close to brian!! i rly love him he's really cute and adorable and he sends me selfies ahh i love him im taking him to the end <3 everyone else on this tribe is a big fat meh. im fake towards all of them and i wouldnt care to vote them out tbh .... anyways im rly wary of the su/elizabeth dynamic that ive noticed because i fucking hate them zzz and i rly want them gone asap. i also want layla gone bc she's a messy bitch that just throws names to people and i dont vibe with that. honestly shes so messy .. i can't believe she thinks im her closest ally lol. cant wait to vote all of them out and be the sole survivor :D

"sotara"

- boy it’s so fun having 6 advantages and an idol in my possession... these bitches cant come for me!!! (im not srs don’t blindside me)

"sotara"

- i don't think there's really much to write on my end right now but i wanted to write a confessional!! all i've been doing is talking to people to strengthen my social bonds in case of a swap happening soon! glad i'm surviving through my birthday i guess.... happy 19th to me (soon)

"sotara"

- just thought i would make a casual confessional about kpop moments that make me go feral :P

- jungkook main dancer in mic drop dance break #1 - hoseok main dancer in mic drop dance break #2 - jisung's bridge in i am you - the entirety of nct 2018's black on black choreography video - yoongi's verse in boy with luv - the beat drop in love cherry motion - the dance break in favOriTe - taehyung's choreo in singularity yeah... yeah

"sotara"

- ok nvm ignore my last fake confessional I’ll do another one in a bit. hi! I feel rlly good on this tribe! I talk to everyone (except jones but like does anyone MSMDMDMDM QUEEN!) and YEAH ! I’m just ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I love Alex... rob... torsa.... EVERYONE! and then on the other tribe there’s brian... su.... layla.... yu... I’m just WOOO!

"sotara"

- So we once again won the immunity challenge. I'm hype about kicking Caleb's ass once again cause he sucks and I'm the greatest. But anyway, I like this tribe so far they are a really chill bunch. I really like Andreas and he is someone I would like to work with going forward in this game. So I'm trying to create an alliance with him. asked him, he said yes, cause who the fuck says no lol. I hate kinda thinking ahead like that but frankly its just been a bunch of chit chat for me, which is fine and dandy. But I need to try and get something going with some people. Jones is literally afk. Her and Jake are probably the least active in the one on one conversations. Hopefully that's mutual to other people because in the case that we do lose, I would love an easy vote or two in the case that we do lose. I think things are looking up for me so far. Its been ages since I last played one of these things and I forgot how much fun just having these types of conversations can be. I'm having fun! Let's not make mountain out of a mole hill, but instead I'm gonna slowly work my way through and get some footing with this tribe and the other.

Also, on the other tribe I really like Layla and James. Both seem like really genuine people. I would love to have more to report but we keep winning so. Oh well, L's up!

"sotara"

- HA! GET CLOWNED!

"galeras"

- Chris blue called me INV1 after I left a multi paragraph confessional earlier. So.

Chris blue is a nasty villainous host who needs an attitude adjustment

Caleb is a scary gamebot who wants to murder us all according to his bio.

Roxanne Sediment for 2020.

That is all. No love for you guys. Screw off!

"galeras"

- OKAAAAYY.. we lost... and Chris CONTINUES to drag me for being a curse to this tribe!!! I genuinely don’t think I am, and I know I’m trying extremely hard to do well in these challenges, so it is so frustrating that we lost again! I really think we can pop off and win a challenge, but I think we need to hop over those obstacles a little more!!!

Yu threw out Caleb’s name as the easy vote, and tbh... I’m fine with that. That was my best case scenario going into this round if we lost because my relationship with both him and Jerry is nothing special, but I do feel bad because he has been nice! Everyone seemed to agree on it being the easiest vote, too... so that’s good!!! Layla attempted to stick her neck out for him, but it just did NOT work. She really wanted Liz or Matt out, and while Liz can go soon... no thanks, for Matt. She can KEEP that. Layla is sinking herself for me simply due to the fact that my loyalty will always be to Matt over her.

Also also... Matt, James, and I have a cute little trio alliance called something like, “Two Twinks and Fitz” and I just love it so much.. My first TRUE alliance! I don’t think I’ll tell anyone, for now...

And that’s it!!! If more happens, you’ll hear about it on day 6, probably hehe..

"galeras"

- Layla is playing GAMES!!!! She comes to me after the challenge results are posted and lets me know that she's heard both Caleb and Matt being thrown out as possible votes. In her message, it really seemed like she was trying to steer the vote towards Matt. Since I'm working with Matt, I bought this info to my chat with Jayme and Matt so we could figure out what was happening. Soon after, Jayme reports back that Layla sent them a very similar message where she said she heard "Caleb and ELIZABETH" were the names being thrown out. I'm honestly not 100% sure what to think of this but maybe she's working with Caleb and trying to get votes off of him???? Either way, I think Layla is a sweet girl but I really don't know if I can trust her anymore.

"galeras"

- So we lost another challenge and we're headed to tribal! It does suck to have lost again, but it is what it is. I felt decent about the challenge results as I did win my match against Jake, meaning I have some security in knowing I can be a useful challenge performer.

Tribal council should be more complicated this time than usual, just because we no longer have an inactive. Minutes after tribal started, I heard Elizabeth's name from both Caleb and Yu, which would make sense because she didn't perform greatly in the last challenge. Simultaneously, she stood up to do the flag when nobody else would, so I think Elizabeth brings more to the table than Caleb and Yu are giving her credit for.

Another name that I heard pretty quickly was Caleb's name. At first, I was resistant, because I have a friendly relationship with him and he's good at challenges. After thinking about it more, Caleb would be my first choice to leave, just because there's a little blurb in his Wikia profile that makes me quite uneasy: "My selfishness and own willing to sacrifice anyone, even Jerry if need be, to reach the end will prove to be my winning strategy. To me, anyone who lacks the courage to take a step out of their comfort zone and talk to new people will never win this game. I think anyone who can’t betray, lie, or steal, in some instances, will ultimately be too cowardice to change the game and take the title of Sole Survivor. You have to have a backbone to do the dirty work, or else you’re a little shit who is too afraid to do bad things in a game centered around doing bad things. TLDR - I’ll lie and betray anyone I want, but only in necessary points in the game, which most people are ultimately afraid to do. I’m smart, malleable to most situations/people, and have a backbone to do the dirty part of this game."

Basically, Caleb is trying to tell us, ""don't work with me because I will probably betray you."" Nobody was feeling that, so the primary target as of right now (three hours before tribal) is Caleb.

I did make a little blunder last night, though. I was talking to Yu, who I'm working with, and told him I wouldn't mind voting for Matt since I have a weak relationship with him. Although Yu seemed to agree with me, word did get back to Matt, and I'm fairly confident that it was Yu who told him. Matt told Andre about the incident and Andre told me to chill the fuck out, but luckily, now I know I can trust Andre and I can't trust Yu. On top of this mess, Matt said to Andre that he wouldn't mind voting me out either. After talking around a little bit, I realized Matt mustn't have spread the message too far, because nobody on the tribe said they had heard my name. Could they be lying or keeping information from me? Sure. But I don't think it's that likely.

After I let all of that news sink in, I went to talk to Matt about tribal with the hopes that giving him information would allow him to ease up. We had a good conversation about voting for Caleb and a potential swap, and then I told him that I like him a lot and I'd protect him. He told me the same thing in return. Maybe we're both lying to each other, maybe we have a mutual agreement to not target each other; I'm not sure. I just hope Matt realizes that I'm mostly genuine and I would rather have Caleb out over him, so he has nothing to worry about for this particular tribal. (Will I target him next? There's a good chance.)

As far as alliances go, after my conversation with Matt, I realized I'm aligned with everyone on my tribe except for Caleb, which means the next vote will have to be a blindside. Right now, the people on my tribe that I will protect by all means are Andre, Jayme, and Brian, since all three of them have truly been so great to me ever since we've started playing. I know I have to be wary, though, as I probably can't trust any of them entirely. On the other tribe, I'm working with Rob, Loris, Alex, and maybe Andreas (I forgot), but I love Torsa and I know I'd be willing to work with her at any point. I haven't talked to Jones despite attempts to have a conversation with her. Jerry and I have a mutual enjoyment for dad jokes. Callum didn't message me back for two days. And finally, my dearest Jake: I was skeptical about having a partner at first, but Jake is wholly my rock in this game. I tell him everything, he's the only person who knows my legitimate idol guesses, he knows about all my partnerships and alliances. I trust him, and I know he trusts me too. I wouldn't regularly let anyone know so much about what's going on in my gameplay, but a win for Jake is a win for me, and I would never betray him.

I think I've made a lot of improvements in keeping my composure when something bad happens. Instead of completely shutting down, I've gone out and I've fixed things to the best of my ability. And you know what? I'm not perfect, but I'm proud of myself for it. Until next time - assuming there is a next time!

"galeras"

- HOLY SHIT I FOUND AN ADVANTAGE. After like...10 guesses, I have FINALLY found this fucking advantage. Of course, I'm not going to stop there, as I want as many as possible, but this is a good start.

As for the rest of the game's areas, I'm feeling really confident and happy with the foundation I've made strategically. This tribal is insane because none of these pussies want to call a name to vote. Absolutely everyone earlier today was like ""WOW No one should get voted out.. etc etc"", but that all JUST changed minutes ago.

The vote is going to be Elizabeth. The person I previously stated I wanted gone is going. This is going absolutely perfect. I'm ecstatic. In this game, the two lower ranking individuals on my tribe were Aaron, and then Elizabeth, and lookie lookie, both of them are the first two boots.

Now I don't want to feel overconfident, because it could come back to bite me in the ass. I could see an underground plan to vote me out, but of course, people have said that I've done well in challenges which has proven my worth to them. Exactly what I want..

It's nice because this vote secures me a spot with many others as their right hand man. Layla trusts me, I hope. I sprinkled the idea of voting Elizabeth to her, and she RAN with it. She told EVERYONE about it, which was nice. Better yet, if it comes back to Elizabeth, it'll look bad on her, but like I said, I sprinkled it, so I have a good area between me and the blame to be had for her going. I had a big part in her voteoff, which will be nice to gloat about later on, but again, I've gotta keep my cool on all of this.

Su is nice, he's came to me numerous times today to ask what I think on it. Same with Yu, who is unfortunately too un-english to understand most of what I say. Matt is chill, just so antisocial and unwilling to keep a conversation going on. James is probably one of my favorites because he's the most honest with me. He's on board with anything I say, which is nice.

In other words, I'm in a happy spot in the game. With an advantage, some friends, and a clear plan for the close future ahead, I'm definitely content on the game I'm playing right now. Of course, it'll have to pick up later down the road, but I feel I'm masking my game enough to not be too big of a target. Maybe my paranoia last night or earlier today to some of these people could give off a vote or two my way, but like I've said, I've done a good job in trying to formulate a plan and move the vote along steady.

See y'all tomorrow!

"sotara"

- omgg im getting more scared ppl are gonna find out the idol i just need like everyone to stop guessing ksksks but ig i'll deal with whatever happens even if i do get exposed for having the idol nn. I also found an advantage sooo tht's good, I've already planned how to use it ksksksk it's one that forces everyone to make their votes public so i can literally force everyone to vote publicly then idol someone out skskks omg tht's evill but im willing to do it oops xoxo.

"sotara"

- So my plan to get closer with Jerry ended up getting better for me because he came to me and asked me if I wanted to work with him this season. I think that's good for me in this season, because he is someone I know and from my experience he seemed very loyal. We shared idol guesses, he seemed kind of weird when I asked him so his guesses might not be correct BUT i'm giving him the benefit of the doubt. I have his guesses put in my little spreadsheet in a different colour hahah

"galeras"

- So tribal is happening right now.

These are my live thoughts. This could end poorly or be a good tribal. We'll see..

No one stands. Mmmkay. Nice beginning.

FIRST VOTE IS ME. FUCK.

....and I'm out. FUCK. I wrote WAY too much and I had a feeling it would bite me in the ass. I definitely didn't expect my thing to get fully posted, so that was fully my bad. It was a nice blindside and I had some bad vibes going into the tribal... but it was an experience!