Board Thread:Season 34 - Cyprus/@comment-10584014-20160728233327/@comment-27995903-20160729022228

I've explained this a million times before, I was overshadowed by my own self. I received votes for FOUR tribals in a row but I made it out alive everytime. Whether I was close to getting voted out or not, surviving a vote is still surviving a vote. And I wasn't just lucky, it was people's decisions to keep me. They could've voted me out easily but they DID NOT so how does that make me lucky to have made ftc? And I believe I've put just AS MUCH effort into every challenge as Ally but nobody is going to see that because they would just pay attention to proofs of me being lucky or me being unworthy of sititng here but please for once, bare with me, listen to what I have to say. EVER since the start of the game, I've proven myself to be a great physical player. I would always spend half a day to try to get a great score in a flashgame or a great time at the puzzle, even when I went on vacation because I care about this game so freaking much. Not everybody gets to have a second chance on the oI've explained this a million times before, I was overshadowed by my own self. I received votes for FOUR tribals in a row, and I made it out alive everytime. Whether I was close to getting voted out or not, surviving a vote is still surviving a vote. And I wasn't just lucky, it was people's decisions to keep me. They could've voted me out easily but they DID NOT so how does that make me lucky to have made ftc? And I believe I've put just AS MUCH effort into every challenge as Ally but nobody is going to see that because they would just pay attention to proofs of me being lucky or me being unworthy of sititng here but please for once, bare with me, listen to what I have to say. EVER since the start of the game, I've proven myself to be a great physical player. I would always spend half a day to try to get a great score in a flashgame or a great time at the puzzle, even when I went on vacation because I care about this game so freaking much. Not everybody gets to have a second chance on the org, so I always tried my best to do the best I could. Everytime there is a challenge in the final 6 at least one person would say "lets just crown her already" because all of you could see HOW MUCH i tried in every single challenge. But I didn't win a single thing from then despite how hard I worked on it because i lost TWO tie-breaker questions which was literally based and luck and the name challenge due to a rule that I was never informed about (im not saying Ally did not deserve to win those 2 challenges because she did earn it) but let's face it, I fought JUST AS HARD AS HER. You guys would appreciate my work when you were still in the game but now when im here apparently i didn't fight to get here? My sleep schedule got messed-up because of this game, my timezone was always literally the total opposite to many of you but I always tried to be around as much as I could, sometimes i would literally go to sleep at 1 am and wake up at 5 to do a challenge but it's never enough. There were times in this game that I was ridiculously unlucky too. Had I won that final 5 tie-breaker challenge, I believe I could have convinced people to take out Ally and won the final immunity challenge. But I freaking lost it and do you know how bad did it suck to lose a challenge that i literally only slept for 4 hours that day because of it due to a challenge disadvantage? So in conclusion, I think just because I was lucky sometimes does not mean I did not FIGHT MY BEST to be here right now. I mean not only me, we all were, lucky at some points in this game so yes, despite everything, I truly believe I still deserve to win this game main org, so I always tried my best to do the best I could. Everytime there is a challenge in the final 6 at least one person would say "lets just crown her already" because all of you could see HOW HARD i tried in every single challenge. But I didn't win a single thing from then despite how hard I worked on it because i lost TWO tie-breaker questions which was literally based and luck and the name challenge in the fic due to a rule that I was never informed about (also im not saying Ally did not deserve to win those 2 challenges because she did earn it) but let's face it, I fought JUST AS HARD AS HER. You guys would appreciate my work when you were still in the game but now when im here apparently i didn't fight to get here? My sleep schedule got messed-up because of this game, my timezone was always literally the total opposite to many of you but I always tried to be around as much as I could, sometimes i would literally go to sleep at 1 am and wake up at 5 to do a challenge but it's never enough. There were times in this game that I was ridiculously unlucky too. Had I won that final 5 tie-breaker challenge, I believe I could have convinced people to take out Ally and won the final immunity challenge. But I freaking lost it and do you know how bad did it suck to lose a challenge that i literally only slept for 4 hours that day because of it due to a challenge disadvantage? So in conclusion, I think just because I was lucky sometimes does not mean I did not FIGHT MY BEST to be here right now. I mean not only me, we all were, lucky at some points in this game so yes, despite everything, I truly believe I still deserve to win this game. And I hope the fact that I was able to make it all the way up to here despite being a threat also proves how hard I fought in this season.