History Of Who I Am/Confessionals

These were the confessionals made within this episode.

Day 1
"kyrenia"

- Wow! I cannot believe I am back here again so soon! Though this 4 tribe twist could get messy af! I’m just hoping I don’t have the ego tribe this time around!

"troodos"

- So I've hit the ground running and thank god I'm with these people. So here's my rundown so far: Rob. Rob and I don't have the best history in games. I've voted him out....four times. That's a lot! But before even all this, we applied for Alietta's Big Brother Canada 2 as a duo specifically because we actually really like each other as people, and I think now that we're starting out together we can make an amazing team. Alex. So far I really like Alex! He's funny, he seems like he has a strategic mindset which is good, and he's easy to talk to. Mai. Mai's a bit shy but I am too, I think she's a little goofy and fun and I like that. Thumbs up. Ci'ere. I loved Ci'ere in NZ. He was aligned with my like, BFF Charlie so I was rooting for him all the way and after the season I talked to him a bit and he was cool. So I'm hoping that can translate well here!

"troodos"

- Everyone else: "Oh in my season I misplayed idols/got robbed late in the game/was in the minority" me: http://media.tumblr.com/3ec6feb485fde93cc0b2e6222335d2f8/tumblr_inline_nbvljxh5pZ1qg77hi.gif

"kyrenia"

- So far I've basically only talked about food and hair with people, off to a great start??

"kyrenia"

- So yeah the game started and we have a while to socialize. Jimmy and Craig approached me and I think we hit it off okay. I bonded with Craig over Chinese food and with Jimmy over random shit. Brittany also went to talk to me and she was like reaaaally easy to talk to. This is good because a girls alliance (as cliche as that is) would be beneficial on a tribe with 3 girls and 2 guys. I haven't talked with Rhiannon yet, probably due to time zones, but I feel like this will be a good start to the season. Can't get too cocky yet though, the game hasn't super started yet!

"protaras"

- Well, the first moment of this game is working well with the four people and I. We're gelling and making the most of the sweetness that is here. Cause, let's be real. After the first 24 hours, the claws, fangs and malicious feelings are going to come out

"troodos"

- I'm so happy to be back for another season. This time around I want to work on my social game and get to really know these people. I want to take things slower this time around and create more trust. it's hard to hide behind 5 people. I already love my tribe Mai is my home girl we both conect over our love for Brendon Urie so we named ourselves Brendon Urie's Babes. We brought Eva in so we could have a majority on for our tribe. Rob stans me and I stan him. Alex if you want to showmance then get to it because you may have nice hair, but I feel least connected to you. :[

"malama"

- okay first confessional!!! Our tribe's really nice but I felt an instant connection with Kait and Shannon and I'm trying to initiate a majority alliance with them. Hopefully we won't need to go to tribal anyway but I feel that if we do it's better to be prepared. I really hope that I'm not overplaying because this is already an incredible experience and I hope I dont screw it up okay first confessional!!! Our tribe's really nice but I felt an instant connection with Kait and Shannon and I'm trying to initiate a majority alliance with them. Hopefully we won't need to go to tribal anyway but I feel that if we do it's better to be prepared. I really hope that I'm not overplaying because this is already an incredible experience and I hope I dont screw it up

"troodos"

- : It's so weird that Ci'ere and Mai both approached me for their alliance and immediately ghosted after it was made. And then Rob tells me that Ci'ere is approaching him for an alliance so I can kinda tell that Ci'ere might not be someone I want to work with.

"kyrenia"

- I want to make them think that Ci'ere and I aren't friends right now, and then hopefully use him later to my advantage and align with him

"malama"

- these bitches arent accepting my all request

"kyrenia"

- Okay, so far so good for me on this tribe! We really seem to be cohesive and getting along well. From the group I am immediately drawn to wanting to work with Priscilla, so I guess I’ll see how everyone else is to decide who else I want around...

"troodos"

- Days since last meltdown: 0 I just had a minor meltdown with Rob and honestly I need to calm my ass down, basically I admitted how scared I am of flopping again akdsmklda I'll try to play it cool from now on but I'm definitely not a cool customer this season I'm such a basket case that every year small children stuff painted eggs in me

"malama"

- So the both Kait and Shannon accepted my proposal for a majority alliance and I just hope this works out. Out of the gate we seemed like the ones most excited to be here while Brandon and Jay seemed a bit more laid back and withdrawn so it made sense that we took control. I just really hope we all have as much trust in each other as I do because if so this might evolve into a long term agreement

"troodos"

- Rob and I compared notes and have decided that Ci'ere is a bit too sketchy for us. First he made an alliance with me and Mai, then he went to Rob and said I was being distant, and asked for an alliance with Rob. Then he apparently asked Alex for an alliance too which is like...I know there's a such thing as taking things too slow but he needs to like, chill. I don't trust him much now, that's for sure

"kyrenia"

- Okay so I’ve spoken to everyone pretty much now and I LOVE Priscilla and Craig, like without a doubt I want to work with them, on top of that Jimmy seems to be a really nice guy, on the other hand my talk with Brittany felt very forced and awkward, sort of like she was trying to end the conversation with me a little...I wonder if it’s just me and she wants to take me out or if she just has a wall for new people... Only time will tell!

"troodos"

- Me building bonds and trying to become a legit player this season: https://66.media.tumblr.com/f921a7b66ddd76576f33306382ae5edd/tumblr_o7jluqoUQ01tulhy0o1_540.jpg

"malama"

- So my alliance is still going strong with no problems so far, and we have recently named ourselves 'The Capricorns' because our tribe animal is a goat and we didn't want to call ourselves the goats because that's just torturing yourself. I think giving a name to your alliance is a good idea because it gives us a strong sense of togetherness. Now we will be remembered more than just that weird premerge majority alliance at the start of the game.

{{quote|troodos|So I didn't have much time to write a confessional yesterday but YASSS @the favorites cast. It's such a good feeling to be back and be put on such a kickass tribe. All the five of us got along very well and we're also pretty active. I had a "Brendon Urie alliance" thingy with Ci'ere right in the first minute of the game and then we also invited Eva to join us to get the majority. We named our alliance "RED" which is such a unique yet awesome name. I absolutely LOVE the favorites this season and I feel like we're probs gonna do some HUGE damages together in the future. But then again, those favs all seem super sneaky and shady to me, especially Alex. Yestersay he kept talking about how loyal he was in java it just sounds so shady, or maybe its just me. But yea, even though i like the guy, he seems observant and is someone who i have to watch out in the long run. But I'll try my best not to overthink right now and just focus on forming strong bonds and winning challenges. When our tribe's page is updated, I'll make sure to check the insignia and everywhere to find idol clues. Overall, I have a really great feeling about the favs this season and hopefully one of us are going to break that fvf curse. #FavoritesFTW}]

Day 2
"kyrenia"

- So this tribe is heller quiet, like Barentsz was quiet enough but hardly anyone talks on the tribe chat like at all, and when we do it’s kinda awkward small talk

"troodos"

- I'm gonna go as hard on this challenge as I can. I just really really want to make sure we win this. Godddd this is so important

"troodos"

- So apparently, according to Alex, Ci’ere had a deal with EVERYONE on this tribe. Well, interesting. I mean there’s a huge possiblity what he said was true but still, I had to lie to him to cover up the brendon urie/ RED alliance’s asses. It did sound like I was throwing Ci’ere under the bus and I wouldnt be surprised if Alex had already told him about what I said by now but I will try to explain to Ci’ere later. Alex seems like he really wants to get Ci’ere out if we go to tribal, I understand his reasons and I’m also aware that Ci’ere is a HUGE threat in this game but for now, I NEED him to at least stick with me till the swap so Alex BYE.

"protaras"

- First off - thoughts about my tribe; Linh and Ally seem great! I hope the three of us can work well together, but Linh has already set off my 'jury threat' radar... Estefana Well, she's interesting, but I'm afraid drew has said essentially nothing to me, so hopefully that means I'm not first target on this tribe. As for my strategy this game - I need to keep my social game up at swap and merge, as well as finding a happy medium between being active and passive. I can't be a Russell but I can't be a Woo either

"troodos"

- I decided to take on the easiest puzzle because when it comes to these I'm not the best at it and I don't want to be seen as a weak player.

"protaras"

- This isn't really a confessional, but I just want everyone to look back at how much of a queen Demi Lovato was at the 2016 Billboard Music Awards, LITERAL queen.

"troodos"

- I have been looking for the idol for 3 hours and it's starting to get a little frustrating because UGH, i know Ci'ere is good at this idol hunting shit and he might have had it already. Like, I've searched every season's forum and first boot's page. I also noticed wesley had just edited a random 1st boot's page a few hours ago. I might want to guess his name but theres a huge chance it was just a distraction. I think the answer to the idol is a phrase or sth and there are still other clues on the wikia but it's just @#$^*%#&*$^&. WHERE THE HELL COULD IT BE?

"kyrenia"

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"troodos"

- I'm seriously tripping so bad...I can't do better than 25 minutes and the deadline is approaching If I lose this for us I'm gonna be so upset. I don't know how the other people with the 4th puzzle are doing....but it's probably better than this. I'm gonna keep trying for as long as I can but I really don't know if I'll be able to improve...

"malama"

- Jay decided to be alive today and we started talking in no time. It turns out that I was the only person to talk to him on day 1 and he was thankful for that and thought it was good enough reason to propose an alliance with him, me and Kait. In hindsight it probably would've been a better idea to try and convince him that Brandon was a better option because then I could be truly in the middle, but I thought that having Kait with me in both alliances was a good idea because then we would both have the burden of multiple loyalties. I told Kait that I intend on staying with the Capricorns and she agreed but we also both made it clear that Jay and Shannon can't know about the other's agreement with us. I think it would be better for neither of them to know until the votes are read than them both actively competing for our loyalty. I'm still wondering what to do if we are to go to tribal though, we could vote off Jay and be completely loyal to the Capricorns or we could vote off Brandon (who I have only spoken once or twice) to keep our options such open down the road.

"kyrenia"

- So I’m basically the best at puzzles in the whole cast and they gave me the fucking easiest one... Whatever, if they don’t see me as a big threat for the deep game that’s just a leg up for me to beat Evan’s Individual Immunity record and take out some dangerous ass players now

"troodos"

- II feel like I'm in a pretty great spot in troodos rn as long as I'm not being lied to by people about wanting Ci'ere out. I'm assuming there will be a swap at 18 which can also be a good thing because Eva said she knew Rhi and Rhi, Priscilla, Eva and I can be really really tight if we stick together. I still have a sinking feeling Alex/ Ci'ere had caught my lies already but here's hoping everything will work out the way I want.

Day 3
"malama"

- I hope that my flop score won't be the reason I'm voted out of this game. If we lose then it won't be easy to campaign against Brandon because he stepped up for the tiebreaker. Jay seems the most likely at this point unfortunately. I'm starting to like him but I'm not gonna put his game ahead of mine.

"protaras"

- Lihn is definitely the best physical player on our tribe, and this is why I could see myself working with her. She's loyal, determined, and overall a positive person. She is totally the MVP this episode, what a queen!

"kyrenia"

- I was quietly (loudly) hoping the other favourites tribe would lose yesterday and send a “dominating” player like Ci’ere packing rather than one of the people on their 1st shot, I’m not going anywhere though so I don’t really care too much

"troodos"

- I will never recover from this fucking challenge. Never. It's literally the worst and cruelest thing that has ever happened to me in my entire existence. I cannot wait for it to be over and pass out for the rest of my life oh my freaking god. I mean I could have just volunteered to sit out but I did not spend 8 hours just to give up that easy. I just want to make sure this season has at least a drag session about this challenge in confessionals because it TOTALLY deserves it. Freaking h e l l.

"protaras"

- It maybe only Day 3, but the sweetness on the Protaras tribe is making me sick in the stomach. Honestly, how much positivity these people have, there's enough to make starving children say that they shouldn't eat for the day because they think it'll be alright

"troodos"

- TROODOS TRIBE ASSESSMENT: Alex reminds me of the Alex from New Zealand just gay and sassy. Alex is a challenge beast and it reminds me of the Alex from New Zealand. I'm trying to get rid of the threats this time around.

"kyrenia"

- So today I managed to secure my little group of Priscilla, Craig and I, and I am very happy with this grouping and think we could do damn well, we’ll have Eva, Ally, Linh, Mai & Rob come the merge for numbers too so this is already a step up from Svalbard for me!

"troodos"

- I love Mai. She came to me to ask about the rumor of Ci'ere trying to wok with everyone. I said yeah that's totes true and told her that Ci'ere approached Alex and Rob for alliances in addition to our RED group. And she said 'you mean he wants a five person alliance??' before correcting herself. I just like talking to her, she's a lot of fun and I don't mean that in a condescending way

"malama"

- literally i dont know how i will ever survive trying my hardest tho talking to jack and we are in the works of building an alliance with kaitlyn!!

"kyrenia"

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"malama"

- so I've talked to like all four people in the space of two minutes and it seems that Jay is worried about Kait flipping (when neither of us are with him in the first place) so he's talking to Brandon about voting Shannon off when me, Kait and Shannon will vote Jay.