I'm Sorry What The Fuck/Confessionals

Day 30
"njano"

- Evan really REALLY annoyed me last round cuz he's so fake like don't act like you didn't wanna vote Nicole bc she would uSe HeR IdOL bc his arguments didn't make sense it was all BS AND I specifically told him MULTIPLE TIMES that I KNEW Nicole was not going to play her idol but I see now that he didn't care cuz he was never planning on getting her out this round which is ANNOYING and like the hosts said: a MISSED OPPORTUNITY. Also Chris brought up Nora telling him that when she was on her witch Hunt against Evan, supposedly everyone she approached about it said they wanted Chris gone instead of Evan. Well. My asd knows I'm guilty cuz I was one of those ppl and I feel like Nora snitched on me to Chris but on the chance that she didn't I'm not gonna own up to it but on the chance that she did I'm also not gonna be super fake with Chris. So anyway now that I know Nora and Chris are still swapping notes, nothing new 🙄 I'm going to try to use this to my advantage to plant false information through Nora that'll get back to Chris and hopefully they don't know that I've figured it out. So tonight Nora was talking to me about f4's and end game ppl and I told her I want her and Cali which is the truth lol but I didn't give her any more names I was trying to see who she wants and if she would say Chris or keep their close relationship on the low still but she didn't really say much so blah boring So then I was like " omg you know what actually I want to go far with us and Chris, I was thinking about it more and think he could be helpful " to see what she says and hoping that she would leak that to Chris like everything else lmao and she was like yeah but we can't go F4 with him either because he will win immunity and get to f3 & I was like 👀 ok maybe she will cut Chris at some point (here's hoping lmao). But yeah then she's like how she doesn't want Chris at the end bc he will win and she would rather me there bc she wants me to win and I'm like ?????? Initial reacting is to be like omg ILY thank you ❤️ but like secondary reaction is why would she say this? Has she just given up on any chance of winning?? Is that possible ???? WHAT IS GOING ON HERE THIS IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. I mean Jino said this to me too before but I believe that bc I know me and Jino support each other 100000% but Nora saying this?? Idk kinda weird. But anyway I just wanna make sure I'm surviving every round really I feel like I have enough moves under my belt that are my own and I have a story arc, I have a case. I don't need to focus my game on bIg MoVeS because I don't think I need that rn as my priority. What I need is to keep ppl around that are not going to get rid of me which is definitely a lot to ask for but that's what I'm gonna strive for bc I just wanna make it to the end. I'll sit next to anybody and argue my case bc I feel as though I have just as much right as anybody in the game to say why I deserve to win if I got to FTC. I just really want to get there 😔 I'm scared oop

"njano"

- Also I stan a lot of these loved ones (especially Hunter BOOOO & Alissa) but so so grateful for Hunter bc he really supports me to death ALWAYS and that's that on that. He totally deserves a chance to be a returnee on main cuz he was robbed so hosts pls take a note ty

Also I might have told Cali about Boo and i's relationship & that we were ride or dies to the end recently on bar bc hopefully if she brought me up to him then he would vouch for me & tell her to keep working with me hehe so hoping for that Ok byeee

"njano"

- jino went home and we're not surprised. Something I forgot to mention in my previous confessional is that apparently someone spread that I called Trent Cali and Natalia three heads on a three-headed snake. I'm sorry what the FUCK THREE HEADED SNAKE??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? you can tell it's not me when the person said three-headed snake and not hydra. lmao I'm joking i didn't call them that at all it would've been dumb. anyway, the original narrative was that me and Natalie weren't like exactly on top of the preys and that was it. like nothing about three-headed snake here but then Cali said later down the line that it was probably Natalie sounds in character for her but what the frick regardless.

"njano"

- I got scammed what is this. I wanted benj to go with nora. I WANTED JAMYE FITZ HE HAS BEEN ROBBED. I didn't even get CONSULTED FOR THIS. this loved one's thing is a scam! but on a serious note that lil Nicole circle on bee's shirt is kinda cute and we stan jake. I'll be good at this challenge hopefully and get this immunity advantage I did this in Krakatoa and did decently but then again that was over a year ago so either I'm better or a lot worse we don't know yet time to find out!

"njano"

- I've been working on this challenge with my loved one Mr bee "red square" Pearson for a while. We have this good system going on. Bee looks for buffs since he recognizes them and the season and then we look at the backgrounds bee does new school ones and I let the old school ones hurt my eyes after that we usually have just about half of the mangas in the picture and then we can look for other features like hair/clothes or anything distinct like moles and piercings and earrings. It's going pretty good I'm confident that we can get a full score.

"njano"

- its.. 3am... i think i have a full score.. i literally spent the last 3 hours only to realize i had the wrong guy from newfoundland its not colin ITS CONOR and the NOSE AND THE CHIN IS ELIAS FROM KINGDOMS COLLIDE GRRR IM DYING i can't even bother to like edit this conf its alllllllll natural i told evan that i got full score and he was shookth so i think i actually won this time and hes not scamming me maybe so maybe so! but yeah i wake up tomorrow maybe ? my brain turning off also it doesn't mention if im going to keep any other loved ones but i havent thot about it this is such a crackhead conf bye.

Day 31
"njano"

- After 3 long seasons I've finally made my unprecedented return to main org...

I had to make my debut on the merge tribe naturally as I do not fit as either predator or prey

Its been tough the past 24 hours fitting in. But I've already found 2 idols and have integrated myself in well enough socially to make it to atleast F4

Ready to win!!!!

"njano"

- It is the evening of day 31, I have just flopped the immunity challenge completely somewhat purposely somewhat I just flopped. I don’t want to do well in these challenges because I don’t want to seem like a challenge threat over someone like Evan, which is going to be my saving grace come potentially next round or the round after in the event neither of us are immune as he would inevitably be targeted over me !

I contemplated my ideal situation rn and I think it would be Natalia leaving to be honest, or Cali. Both of them seem to have much more trust in Evan than they do in me and eliminating one of them and forcing Evan to betray one of them puts me in a better spot I think. I need Evan here and he needs me here as shields for each other, but I’m not sure of his full intent with me. I know he wants to win and I do too but part of me thinks he may believe he can beat me and he’s been so loyal and faithful that he would bring me to the end. I need Evan out in 5th or 4th which is a problem because he’s most likely to win those final challenges so I have to like either really step it up or rely on a Nicole to beat him. Getting him out in 5th is risky because if I don’t win a final immunity I’m easily just dead which is why I’d prefer him out in 4th I think, but honestly if he’s not immune at 5 I may have to take the risk and take the shot.

I’m cautiously optimistic moving forward rn but I’m super aware of my threat level so it’s gonna take a lot of hope and faith in people to get me through this ! I came so close to being a two time winner last time I played, one move that my gut told me to make in switching my vote to Brett at final 7 would’ve potentially won me that game, and I’m so close once again to maybe having that chance to be a two time winner again. Idk. This is where it fell apart from me last time for being too loyal and trusting and I’m not doing that again!!!!!

"njano"

- Ok in all seriousness I'm SUPER proud of Nicole

She never takes praise well and has constantly been saying shes first boot etc but I know she is an amazing player and I hope this season helps her realise it!!

I hope she has an iconic idol play

Legendaric.....

doing the chal with her was rlly fun and I hope she keeps having fun in the game and wins!!! Also stan nora and the others what a stellar F7

"njano"

- Evan Snakeziel. Annoying California.

"njano"

- was spending like 10 hours of my life for a 10-minute advantage worth? probably not. the time me and my precious loved one spent together was definitely worthwhile. apparently, Chris has failed already, there's no way he's trying his best in challenges. I've seen him in other seasons and he's definitely won shit! I have a huge feeling that I'm going to get impatient and fail tf out of this and then benj will be disappointed in me because I yelled at him so much to do the reward lmao. Patience is a virtue but it's one that I literally do not have time for. Like I have to go fast because I need to beat Evan and let me remind u his biatch ass types at 150wpm, well I don't "need" to beat him but I reckon he's my main competition if I were to desperately want to win which like I'm not desperate I'd just rather win because like first of all then I don't have to deal with my stupid idol paranoia.

"njano"

- I'm currently in call with evan.. this is like slowly becoming a daily thing too bad my holidays are ending rather soon and I probably won't be able to call with him that is only if I do end up going to school though. I've been thinking about who I want out this vote. Although jino took the fall last time Natalia was the one who first said that I said jack's name. it's obvious she has Cali under her thumb and jino was under her thumb as well. she had a good relationship with Trent and will. Natalia isn't someone that I see actually like keeping me in as a priority she's much more likely to aim for something along the lines of a Nora/Cali/her final 3 or a jack/Cali/her final 3 if she's feeling wild. she's one of the bigger threats to my life in this game at the moment like Chris/Evan are in an alliance with me and I don't see like any reason they'd backstab me at the moment. lmao, me n my thots thinking this while literally playing draw it with Evan rofl my big brain!

"njano"

- I'm about to start the challenge! I had a great time playing draw it with Evan and now he's asleep I feel bad for keeping him up though but then again !! he made fun of me for not being able to draw :( I was thinking about the endgame and who I wanted there. I know that I definitely don't want Chris with me and that's the only solid thing right now. I know Nora is probably genuine when she says she wants me in the end and it's probably the same with Evan. Although Chris hasn't said it directly I feel like he'd want me in the end as well but I certainly don't want him I feel like despite this the jury hates me stuff he's selling that's obviously not how it works. He's been playing a good game so far for sure like I can confidently say there hasn't been a single tribal where he has been unaware. why do I want Chris to stay for now? simple he and Evan are votes with me and they are massive shields.

"njano"

- I utterly failed the challenge, we ain't shook! I typoed so many times it was rather painful and Benj cried. I mean I probably cried more but anyway, of course, Evan says he got a high score and "saved the day". I know I'm not going to win for sure now so I attempted to help Nora get a higher score and I basically just fp'd "do I climb down when I reach 1000". . . . . yeah ok, evan is gonna win immunity this is a lost cause. evan winning immunity might not even be bad, nora is always gonna want to go after him so him being immune takes him off as an option.

"njano"

- Forgot to do this after tribal lol oops but WOW. Unanimous fucking vote huh. Best guess is Cali and Natalia caved and went with the majority. Silly Jino, trix are for kids! He played himself right out of the game and god was it fun. Now I’m in a weird spot though. I’ve got Evan v Nora, I’ve got Chris Evan and Nicole with me, Nicole has an idol, Natalia is maybe with me but to what extent? Cali is still just not talking and yeah communication is a two way street but she has left me on read for daysssss. So I don’t know what her gambit is.

I could ride out with the 4 but I realistically can’t beat Chris or Evan and they need to go realllll soon. I think I have a case against everyone left but god Nora scares me with her unpredictability and it’s gonna be a tough ftc if I get there no matter what.

"njano"

- Evan Snakeziel. Annoying California.

"njano"

- I’m not done.

If you told me I, one of 2 winners left, would have my score swapped, immunity taken away, and 5 seconds into results become the #1 target of the new immunity winner with an absolute wrath straight out of the demonic realm …………. and end up surviving with 0 votes against, then I would tell you you need to see a fucking shrink. However that somehow happened so you can now put a mirror in front of me and tell me the same because HOLY SHIT I MADE FINAL 7.

And right after that, I got to experience a MUCH needed mental reprieve from the game with the loved ones visit. So let this be a quick shoutout to Alissa, who I met like 5 years ago..? And is someone who started as one of my sworn enemies in this shitshow youtube org but is now one of my closest and trustworthy friends here in this place. She helped me through my darkest days and while I’m glad to have grown out of that funk since I’ll obviously never forget who was there for me at my lowest, so seeing her be there was great. As for the challenge, I didn’t really care bc Nicole tryharded it and it’s only for reward which now brings me to my next point.

I’m crossing my fingers on this one but I think I have a very sizable shot at immunity now. Chris and Nicole both tried this shit early and fucked up. I think their mistake was thinking they should just c/p the phrases and manually type in the “X steps” right after. This is obviously the fastest method but given that this challenge requires literally NO margin for error, I took a conservative approach and just wrote a code for everything I need to say, then c/p it one step at a time. It’s a little slower but surer, and I think it worked bc Chris and Nicole fucked up multiple times according to them and got lower scores, while I know I beat theirs. And I’d LIKE to believe I have a good shot against Jack/Nora/Natalia/Cali and that hopefully they didn’t get above 745.. they would need to have posted roughly every 4.8 seconds and have a completely clean run.

I don’t want to peak ahead but day 100 is coming up and I swear I’m just trying to cross off every checkbox I sought coming into this season .. I beat my last 2 big 3 placements and now I feel like I’m playing with house money. If I somehow win this immunity I’ll then have officially confirmed 100 days in main org and also confirm being tied SECOND overall in individual challenge wins. And it’ll be fucking sweet after having it taken out of my hands to just pounce on it again with pure adrenaline and determination.

I really do feel like I’m playing with house money right now and I’m just excited to see where it goes. This unnerving fear of being a 4-timer and previous winner and falling hard on my face has unraveled slowly but surely the longer I’ve lasted this season, and now I’m just having fun with it right now to see if I can just hit them with one last endgame push. Maybe it’ll be an immunity run, maybe not.

If I do somehow lose, I won’t be surprised if its me but maybe Chris can still remain a target over me. Our hope of reaching the end right now lies squarely on Nicole’s shoulders and hoping that she sees us as both beatable and also loyal shields she can use to protect her game and give a path to the end. Given both her rock draw pass and immunity idol if we somehow all get out this round alive we do have a theoretical path to the final 3. Of course though if I just went lax and only relied on that I’d motherfucking die. So Natalia still remains as my bridge to the ‘other side’, idk if she truly wants me F2 but I do know she wants to protect me and sees Chris as the bigger threat. And I’m hoping too that she can get Nora to always want to go after Chris before me, because Nora needs numbers and if she’s not finding that with Jack/Nicole, she’s running straight to Cali/Natalia and I need the influential one to protect me.

As for the vote, I think I just need Nora gone to be done with it. She’s the only one left that’s expressed an open sentiment of wanting me to go and the longer that lasts the more likely people will side with the insane goat, if I snipe that shit this round I truly do see a much clearer path to the end. It’d be HAZY, but a little clearer. Nicole was also mentioning Natalia as a name and while I’m acting open about it, if I do win immunity I’m putting my foot down and say it has to be Nora going. And I think Jack and Chris are already both fine with that, because Jack sees Nora as a terrifying wild card he has no connection with, and Chris ofc would because Nora has targeted him openly before me.

It's roughly 6 hours to results but prepare for a celebration conf if I win this fuckin necklace

Day 32
"njano"

- Natalia is literally paralyzed by fears. The girl wanna play safe and comfort til the end. I love her so much but Her reasoning is " who will protect me" "who will be my shield" girl wake up we are at f7 and u are not like the biggest threat ( ????? ) its sad that she plays to reach ftc and not to win ! Bc if she brings chris or other big threat to ftc like she told me, she aint gonna get my vote. Most of these preys are cowards...they Don't wanna make moves. They wanna stay loyal even if loyalty will mean losing the game at the end. They dont wanna conquer anything. They are happy for the little they will get. Its frustrating. Jack is so random, like of you ask him his opinion abt the vote or the game, he always replies " IDK" well, what i know abt you jack is ur not winning. Periodt. CHRIS IS VULNERABLE PPL. TAKE A SHOT ON HIM. Wake up.

"njano"

- One of Nicole or Chris have to leave this round. Like I'm tiredt. Either Nicole plays her frkn idol already & Chris goes, or she doesn't and she goes. This is gonna be my goal for this round and I have to make it happen somehow.. then whichever one stays has to go next. Then ideally Jack goes after them bc I still need someone I can convince others is a bigger threat at f4 with me so last is Evan & then my ideal f3 is with my queens Cali and Nora. Imagine how fucking SEXY that all female final 3 would be on an all star season?? Whew. Iconic.

"njano"

- Alright I've figured out the scenario I think MIGHT be plausible. Evan and Chris are assuming Cali and I are going to do this split vote on Nora and Nicole but I don't want to do this and I think there's a chance that neither does Cali. I'd also have to make sure Nora would vote Chris, I mean she's talked a lot about how he's dangerous and he can't get to the end, and how she wants a bold move, but her relationship with Chris sketches me out. I'm not sure what's more important to her for this round. But if I got my way this is how the votes would go, again assuming the boys are going to be assuming this Nicole/Nora split is happening. Cali and I would have to just make sure we are two of the ones "voting Nora" so that all of the boys vote Nicole.

Nicole: Nora

Jack Chris Evan: Nicole

Nora Natalia Cali: Chris

Ties 3-3, unless Nicole idols then Chris goes and if they tie at least one of them for sure goes finally. But at the re-vote we just need 3 votes and at that point me Nora and Cali are majority so we can send Chris out 🤞🤞

"njano"

- Well, there are actually 2 plans i can take part this tribal : chris or natalia. For the chris vote, i can have the girls since Cali is really down to do it, natalia nicole just to convince. For the Natalia vote, nicole feels threatened by her and she is right bc natalia tells me everyday how threatening she sees nicole and her idol. So nicole gonna strike first, for that plan it will be nicole me jack evan. These ppl still don't see my duo w nicole bc when jack came to me, he thought he was convincing me. Well thats fine. So hmm inchr esting names : natalia played so in control, safe and w no risk all along. Chris was more exposed but at the same times easily bootable. Me n nicole agreed dat w the choice, we better do natalia. As much as i love her, if she goes home this round, i will still have chris evan as big threats ahead of me. Also if i reach ftc, i would be the finalist w a strong social game as case ? Lol ok lets not be delusionnal yet. Lets focus on this vote. But yeah even if i promised to natalia that i won't vote her out, i will tonight. Im ready to sell my soul to the devil to win this game. I love natalia so much and this is just bad circomstances. Natalia forgive me if u read this one day, i made the promise to myself to do whatever it takes to increase my odds to win this game and to cut whoever will be between me and ftc. You are a fantastic player and a great person, an amazing woman. Im just the evil, i conquer ppl's hearts to serve my game

"njano"

- honestly these people are so inactive and just not online its ridiculous

ITS FINAL 7 WHERE YALL AT 5 HOURS BEFORE DEADLINE HELLO!?!??!!?!?!? I CANT JUST BE ONLINE W/ NORA THATS NOT OK CONSIDERING WE RNT TOGETHER RN!!!!!!!!!!

ANYWAYS.... for the VOTE natalia/cali seem to think we are going to split votes on nora and nicole to flush nicoles idol but apparently jack wants to kill natalia and so do i honestly. nicole is like the person evan/i need right now because of her idol and rock draw immunity so it's like, we need her and need to keep her on side

evan wants to kill nora v badly and thats because nora wants to kill evan and thats why nora needs to stay so she can be focused on him over me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways as of now despite having not spoken to jack bc he refuses to message me back i think its a blindside on natalia??? idfk!

WE GONNA SEE

"njano"

- So cue celebration time, yours truly has made 100 days and I’m so fucking proud of that.

But unfortunately, this tribal is going to come at a cost and I’m kind of just depressed about it. There’s literally 5 hours left for this vote but strategizing has been minimal, it’ll probably ratchet up but basically I think I’m going to lose a really close ally and friend and the only way for me to save them is to really rock the boat and take a mad stupid gamble.

As we all know a de facto 4 of me Chris Jack and Nicole was formed as of last vote, or more particularly a final 3 with Chris and Nicole, in which I think both will take me to the end. On the outside of that is Cali and Natalia as a pairing (they’re really not a pair honestly but rather forced to be by default), then there’s just Nora floundering around as a goat. I won immunity like I expected and I’ve really pushed for Nora to go but Chris Nicole & Jack are all super threatened by Natalia and there’s not anything I can do about it.

Basically on one side I have 2 number 1’s and on the other I have 1, and the only way for me to get the votes to save Natalia would be to 1) trust Nora to do something which I’d rather tear my ACL than do and 2) blindside the shit out of my 2 other number 1’s.

I just hate this position I’ve been forced in in that since Nora is so fucking one-track minded and wants to go after me (and Chris to an extent) ever since the Will vote, people have just been weaponizing that to allow themselves to advance further in the game while picking off other deserving threats (aka Natalia this vote). Like yes in a way this is beneficial because people think keeping a rivalry around is good, and thus I’m being kept around, but eventually people are gonna decide which side to take toward the end and I know for a fact no one is gonna choose me over Nora at the end EXCEPT for Nicole and Chris (maybe).

Given her items I’ve basically just been forced to trust Nicole to take me to the end. Not out of fear, bc I can literally blindside her and those items whenever, but like .. if I do that then I have no protection and means of getting to the end after. I have no choice but to go off her word and hope she uses her idol and rock draw pass to my best interests these next couple rounds in the event of me not winning immunity. Now like, I’m cautiously optimistic about it but at the same time too what are the alternatives? I see Cali and Jack and Nora wanting to kill me soon, I know Natalia wouldn’t but again saving her just puts me in so much hot water.

So yea this vote honestly sucks, I’m going to see if I can get one last push for Nora to go but if not Natalia’s basically all but fucked. Now I just need to find out how to handle it but I’m going to feel like shit either way. Natalia was someone I hosted not too long ago and I’ve seen blossomed into a phenomenal player since Caribbean, and to have to be forced to see her go, whether I’m the one driving the knife or not, just doesn’t sit right with me even if it is in my best interests to advance. Like Natalia did so much to save and help me during the first swap, she saved Chris the second swap, she’s given us nothing but loyalty and trust and while I’ve reciprocated that back into the merge now and we’re “even” I just again feel like I’m letting her down. I hope Nora blindly goes along w/ voting Natalia so I can just cast a throwaway vote at Nora, but either way this just feels gloomy.

"njano"

- I made a plan to get Chris out with Natalia if it works then I really am that fake skank whose the ONLY ONE to slay the Chris

If it doesn’t work then gr8 the curse of Chris getting out the people who target him continues

"njano"

- Nicole and I have concocted a master plan and somehow it is paying off. I've obviously been wary of keeping Natalia around longterm since she doesn't really include me in game stuff and is definitely a sneaky threat to win, which I need out so that the obvious threats Chris and Evan get taken out so then I am in a better position facing a jury. Well Nora's obviously on board because she's the other choice, and now Evan and Chris are on board as well even though Evan has the fear boner for Nora (which is understandable she wants his head on a pike). So if this goes my way I feel like I'm in a great spot and now maybe Cali will be forced to talk to me!

"njano"

- guess what! Natalia and Cali want to split on me again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't say I'm surprised they are seriously so obsessed with my damn idol. obviously, their plan has already failed since all three of the people supposedly splitting with them to vote me have already reported it back to me and I doubt they're doing some reverse psychology thing anyway Natalia is the target. how did I get it to happen? well as you probably know Evan is after Nora and Nora is after Evan. Evan is now immune which means it is prime time for him to take out Nora but I want Natalia. I plant seeds in jack's head that Natalia and Cali are close to Chris and therefore we need to take Natalia out because she's the bigger threat because she also has an in with Nora (i told him about the alliance will created). so after I plant those seeds in jack's head I tell Evan that jack wants Natalia and we need him for a firm majority and he's now been roped in even though he's out for Nora's head he can suck it up to woohoo. then what do I do next? well. considering my pitch to jack was Natalia/Cali are close to Chris obviously blatantly including Chris in this vote would be bad so I have jack approach nora about it and me and Nora "decide" that it's better to vote Natalia together and I give her the reasoning about jino and the round before and she agrees. so basically Natalia is already dead 4-3 and it was way too easy like almost too easy to be true (lmao that's the paranoia speaking).

"njano"

- a thought in my mind right now has been advantages, can Natalia use an advantage and get me out here? well, all indications say that advantages that directly impact the vote eg double vote steal a vote cursed vote blah blah and stuff like Nora's challenge swap expired at f8. I believe that everything would've expired then and the only things in the game right now are my idol, my rock draw immunity and possibly will's idol because to be honest the more I think about it the more it doesn't make sense like will/Nora's story together. will was like should I throw Nora under the bus and say I passed the idol to her and he ended up not doing it and I found that strange but I didn't put a lot of thoughts towards that. then Nora said ugh! will pass me idol every round except for this one. that sounds.. rather ridiculous LMAO and one point before that she was like idol expire at f5 and I was like huh did will pass u idol and she just dodged the question. I'm getting suss of it but I won't bring it up to anyone else because that'll just trigger paranoia and I doubt Nora would use it against me anyway. it's highly likely that will told her to tell literally no one including me considering he also told her to target Evan and Chris but go for Evan first but then he told me nothing of the sort. I love it when will trusts nora more than me lmao. as for the torrobo idol, I'm still on the stance that it's not in the game. jack wouldn't have been able to guess after getting the third idol clue and neither would anyone else have since everyone took that, Evan told me honestly that he almost got the Kikuyu idol and we've had a pretty open narrative right now, if anything he'd tell me to gain more of my trust at this rate. Chris could have it but like that's also highly unlikely because again the two clues were shit lmao. I don't think there's anything else relevant in the game, Cali's mutiny is useless if it hasn't expired because will's gone unless he passed that to Nora in that case it expired anyway.

"njano"

- Chris has officially been roped into the Natalia vote, I approached him and told him that jack wanted Natalia and he instantly agreed. I swear this round seems way too easy something must be up like surely they aren't going with that crazy me/Nora split plan for real. Natalia/Cali hasn't talked anything to me but Nora's saying crazy shit again she's like "I think we have voted for green" but refuses to tell me who it is but yeah it's obvious its those two. oh yeah, green is Chris btw me and Nora call Chris "green" and Evan "snake". Nora still wants to vote Natalia though which is good. I reckon Natalia/Cali are using Chris as a decoy to Nora for the split vote since ya know they haven't approached me or jack to vote Chris (i know jack would tell me) and they kinda need ya know.. 4 votes.. and they kinda.. only have 3? lmao well 2 since Nora isn't even actually voting with them...

"njano"

- Cali comes in at the eleventh hour and is like lol we're voting Chris vote with us? so then a dilemma comes and I realize a big brain idea. I don't intend on getting Chris out this round, that I know for sure and I know that Chris is very paranoid. I told Cali that no I am not voting Chris this round but that I'd be down to do it next round (the complete truth) and then she asks me who I'm voting. guess who I say? I say, Nora. first of all, it further dissociates me from Nora which is something I need I can't be seen as a duo with her because duos will always get targeted just like Natalia/Cali are right now. secondly, if they decide to "follow me" and vote Nora it doesn't alert Chris and Evan that I knew anything at all. oh yeah speaking of which Cali thinks Chris/Evan/jack are the trio LMAO, oops I totally don't have an alliance with Chris and Evan not at all. anyway yeah, they're supposed to be the ones voting for Nora anyway in their "Split plan" that they pushed to Evan and Chris so if they voted Nora it wouldn't cause any suspicion at all. on top of that, I told Cali that I wasn't completely sure that I was going to vote Nora and she was like well! I'm gonna vote Nora since I have work now.. and I was like yesss! because that way I'm not held fully accountable when my vote shows and its for Natalia but I'm not sure if she's actually voting Nora it sounds too good to be true like she just agreed instantly, this whole round has been too easy to be true. oh yeah, also I informed Nora that I told them to vote her and she's panicky at the moment but like it doesn't matter I did that to prevent a situation where they report back to her like Nicole wants u gone and it causes problems! it's like that political strategy of airing your own dirt before the enemies can. anyway, who Natalia/Cali vote isn't actually that big of an issue but I just really hope they're voting Nora because that way the stories line up and I have less cover-up to do.

"njano"

- Well I had to say goodbye and all our work was for nothing but OH WELL nicole is winning!! Ty hosts for having meee

"njano"

- im getting IRRITATED!!!!!! my paranoia is high af rn because if these people are actually trying to blindside me theyre not doing a good job at making me feel comfortable and safe ! its like no one wants to talk and that scares me and any logical part of me would be like "people are being shady and not messaging u a lot thats v obvious you're going" but then its like thats just the vibe with these people they arent very active like im used to so i genuinely dont know whats the tea.

idk. i have a lot to consider over the next hour and a half if im rly in danger or not.

"njano"

- Literally have to hold Nora's hand through this vote Jesus Christ, she's known it's Natalia for like 18 hours and yet she still has to ask me if that's the vote. Who else would it be woman!!! The irony is we were just talking about Chris' paranoia over the quiet of the vote, and now it's infected her too. I get it people have been quiet and don't get me wrong I'm super concerned something else might be in place, but just pretend for a second that you have some confidence in the plan PLEASE.