Constant Lies And Paranoia/Confessionals

Day 28
"minerva"

- I am so fucked right now. Ivan/Dennis want to vote me and Ethan out and then try to take out that power couple, like wyd.... I know I have to use Ethan as a sacrificial lamb right now, and even if it takes Grace's and Josh's trust away from me, it is the only move I can do right now.

"minerva"

- "Hard like a rock, cold like stone White like a diamond, black like coal Cut like a jewel, yeah I repare myself when you're not there" -Marina. This describes exacly the situation right now. Bye Sora, you had bad luck but this is probably one of the best things that could have happend for me. I finally can see the light at the end of the tunnel again and i'm ready to go for it. I'm so happy me and my alliance survived the rocks. The first rock draw ever for me. Let's just not do that again. So like I said, I see chances again and i'm quickly working on them. I feel like we could be icecream squad strong for at least two votes. So Ethan and Nuno can be taken out. After that there's room for moves to be made. Obviously Ricky and Domonique are two big competitors and are big threats in the end game. I just hope they will turn eachother before I have to do it. I'm also working on the other alliance, I need to keep them as close as possible. Sora and me didn't really end on good terms and that's not good at all for my game and for my conscience. I have been too bitter the last few rounds. So I have started talking to Ethan and apologized. It's sincere and it doesn't hurt my game either. He told me i'm the only one trying to talk to him and he appreciated it. So Indo Topaz is back and bitter redemption Topaz is gone. Let's see if I touched the right subjects on the immunity challenge :)

"minerva"

- I HAD A STRAIGHT UP HONEST CONVERSATION THAT MADE ME REGAIN HOPE THANK GOD.

"minerva"

- Like, right now, my best move is voting Ethan out. That will gain me 'access' to the other alliance's plans. Sure, it is gonna be a shitty vote, risking rocks to save a guy then voting him out, but I think it is my smartest move right now. That way I can try to split their alliance in half on the inside, I just need inmunity. But first, I need to survive.

Day 29
"minerva"

- The game has been unpredictable since the start, so anything can happen. Right now, I am mad at how Ivan and Dennis think they can get Grace and Josh to flip with them to get Dom/Ricky/Brit out, which is exactly the reason why I must stay for this round. Ughhh, I am gonna have to vote for fucking Ethan. Like, I have ranted many times about how Ethan was vile and a fuckboy in the past for how he did so well in challenges, how he spends absurd amounts of time in the PC doing them, and how he was literally the one person I had to beat lol, but now, I am going to have to vote for him, not because he is my target, but because he is the only option I have for now. I know I am being targeted this tribal, and unless my prayers work out, I am going home. I mean, it has been a fun experience, despite I don't want it to end now. My arc has not finished yet!!!

"minerva"

- Okaay can I just say that squirrel face has been scrambling like he lost his nuts. Dude calm down you where not the target. Unfortunately for him, he is right now. I want it to be a blindside, just because he screwed me over so many times. Today was actually really funny when Ricky and me talked about voting nuno out in the merged tribe chat without realising it was the merged tribe chat....... pacman emoticon oopsie. And Yay for me winning the immunity challenge. It feels great to not worry about being the one voted out. And it's a great game to win. Im also happy i'm not on the answer board that much. Though Josh doesn't seem to like me all that much "Most annoying, not stuck on an island, would not like to talk to" ......I tried talking to him, he neglected them, I tried again, and again and you know it by now. So okaay Josh...I get the message, just know you are really bad at this game ugh. We also have some good news. Ivan got the idol clue cuz he got second in the challenge and he shared it with me. The other alliance probably knows about the idol cuz Grace got second last time, but the clue is still not enough to get the idol. So i'm just random guessing right and hope to get lucky.

"minerva"

- GRACE YOU ARE MY SPIRIT ANIMAL, STAY SAFE FOR NOW, I LOVE YOU, I WILL VOTE FOR YOU TO WIN, BECAUSE I AM PROBABLY GOING HOME THIS TRIBAL LOL