Board Thread:Season 28 - Generations/@comment-25270574-20151009063700/@comment-26281053-20151009070228

1) Why did you feel that taking me out was a move you needed to make at final 11? Be brutally honest 

I honestly can't take the full credit for taking you out. Your exit wasn't entirely on me. I had known that they were all voting for you and it was at the point where I don't think any of us could have done anything to really save you... The only thing we could have done was have you play your Idol. In my mind if that happened I don't know how the game would have went. I can't just sit here and say how history would have changed. I for sure went out of my way and took advantage of the situation.

What I gained from your boot was the opportunity to get close to Sam and I saw the potential to get people like Jessy and Tyler. R out -- I just saw the road I could get from getting your Idol and letting you take the fall. It's not something I took joy in doing. You won't see a confessional of me boasting and gloating about how great of a person I am. It didn't feel go to have that happen then to see you in an Endure round table right after. I felt bad.

I also gained the Idol, and I used it very well to make people fear voting for me. It wasn't mine, it was yours, and it doesn't make me a great player for obtaining it and using it to my advantage. It was a snake move, and I made the choice, but I made the best of it. It was however purely selfish, and I know that.

My part of the move however and the reason why I was okay with it was because it had you leaving without anyone knowing I had any part of it. You are such a great player, extremely likable and having you leave helped my odds. I needed people from all generations to start leaving so I could navigate myself to the end in the most favorable situation to sit in this final tribal.

Though it was blood on my hands, it was a clean kill, and I like the Amelia boot, it was better then opposed to later.

2) How much of our friendship we formed in this game actual friendship, and how much of it was you playing me? 

This might sound really out of nowhere but I have a really hard time feeling like people actually like me or enjoy my company. I am pretty confident and I make a ton of jokes but at the end of the day I look around me and wonder if I am the only one laughing. I of course felt like we built a friendship, and when I saw that quote #20 was yours in the last immunity I felt horrible. I knew you trusted me and I did trust you, but I always felt like I was such a fourth wheel. I wish you and I had a deeper conversation when it come to our group. We stayed pretty surface level.

You and I went through the hardest Tribal Council in the entire game. That Lukas vote was crazy -- and at that point all I wanted to be was a team player with you. Our friendship was real, and I would never fake liking someone to win a game. I really think you're one of the nicest people I have ever played with. When it comes to us as people, you were not played. When it came to the game, especially at that point, well it was a game to me and I made a move that I thought I needed to do to get me to the end.

I would never mess with anyone when it comes to emotions or try to befriend anyone to gain anything. If you ever thought that then I am sorry.

3) You played an amazing game and I think you have an impressive ftc resume. Can you list all of the strategic moves that were your idea and that you are proud of? 

'''These are all the moves that I think were mine and that I am proud of. '''

1.) I positioned myself between two alliances on Shehr, so when we switched I would still have Jamie thinking we were close. I actually did feel close to her, and I do thing having the double dealing alliance made her feel connected to me as well.

2.) When it came to the Lukas vote, I thought we were so screwed and they WERE ALL voting us out -- I went on a whim and called Jamie out on her shit, and made confess it all. In turn I got her to see the light, and we survived.

3.) You giving me the Idol the first time, was strategic, but it was a move we both shared. I was going to take it and used it if needed in the next tribal. We didn't need to use it at that point, but it was smart and no one may have expected me to come packed and loaded with our weapon.

4.) After Skandi got voted out and Mihai shared with me that Jamie was trying to get Kevin blindsided with the Bariq Idol. I took the information and went to everyone to try to get her booted. We all seemed to agree, however everyone wanted to play it safe and vote out Charley. I took no for an answer and I got all of Old School on a call and we went behind Sam and Kevin and did it anyways.

5.) I created a plan in the reward challenge and if everyone would have submitted correctly not only would I have been the captain, but Charley would have been too and we would have had a quicker demise of Middle School. It didn't work out perfectly but we got a tribe together that was so strong that we all made it right to the merge.

6.) Your boot was not my doing entirely, but I made sure to cater it to my advantage. Not only did I get your Idol, but I created the key relationship to help me get the best of Middle School. My alliance with Sam.

7.) After you got booted I wanted Tyler. R out. Old School was willing to work with us, but they only wanted Yap or Kevin out to get the best of me. They even wanted me to do it with them. Instead of doing it, since Kevin had won that prize in the auction, I made him play the Gary Hawkins Idol and refused to vote Yap. This has Tyler R being voted out, even though the deal I made with Middle School was for Kevin to go. I got my way, and manipulated the situation the best way I could.

8.) This next round Kevin was suppose to go again! Molly, Amelia, Mihai and Amir were all down to do it. Even though I made the deal, I wasn't down to do it. I allowed them all to go vote, and in the last few hours I convinced Amelia that it was dumb to vote out Kevin and if we did that Mihai and Amir would flip back to middle school to try to get one of us out. Amir left, and Kevin stayed.

9.) I can't take the credit for taking out Amelia, because it was a group decision and we wanted Molly out to be honest. However Yap and I both wanted Jessy out, and we kept talking to Sam about how she couldn't be trusted. Due to my relationship with Kevin and the things he would reveal to me, I was able to get Jessy exposed due to the fact Kevin would always come to me and tell me everything that was going on.

10.) Since Molly and Mihai became enemy number 1 and 2, the end game became so much easier as we were all on such a mission to make sure they go. I feel like I was driving force in making sure this would happen.

11.) My biggest strategic move was going to the final four with three people who were most loyal to me, and ensuring my safety. For the first time in a very long time the final vote was 3-1. No one voted for me, and they should have.