I Feel Like She's Secretly A Demon/Confessionals

Day 1
"leshan"

- I literally am already so bored with these people. Can we get a tribe swap.

"leshan"

- I know Julez. And Julez knows me I can´t stand Julez. And Julez hates me Fun
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"chengdu"

- I'm not sure why I was put on the Brains tribe, but I'll make sure to try to take advantage of this. I'm going off of assumptions here, but from what I can gather from "Brains" people generally are that they love to strategize. You need pawns in order to conduct a strategy. To make sure I survive this time here, I'll try to a lot more dumber than I usually am. Another thing I need to worry about is making social connections with everyone. No one's going to want to work with me at the start if I'm not in their good graces. It's important that I make these bonds so I can be apart of most of the tribe's talks. Let's just hope I can be not too obvious.

"leshan"

- I'm with a bunch of younguns here! How am I the old fogie? I'm only in my twenties! But I love it. I swear, the energy in this team is palpable. We're going to slay.

"leshan"

- An hour into the game and I'm starting to build relationships with my fellow tribe mates. There seems to be a rivalry between Julez and Loren. Loren is all "I'm always out early!" maybe cause you're talking a shit load of game before I've even gotten a chance to meet you!

"ziyang"

- Omg holy shit ... My tribe look so strong and dangerous!!! And another thing, i'm in finale of season in korror ,,, you know what ,,, in this season,,, i voted Jon out 1st boot ,,, I threw that bitch ,,, and now i see him in my tribe ,,, wait wait ,,, he really in same tribe with me @.@ I need to fix our relationship... Or ... Send him go out AGAIN !

"ziyang"

- Perfect!! I don't know who is Erin but i think fans love her ! I don't know who is Yas but she is beast of challenge! And ... They really hate each other 🖕 I need to lead them to against each other ! It is my plan now ! And absolutely my tribe will win challenge. No way we can lose it 😎

"leshan"

- It was fantastic for me that Julez wasn't here for the first night. It let me talk to people without someone who hates me whispering into their other ear. I get along really really well with Jessy, and I feel like the two of us will work together long term. Personally, I would be down with an alliance between myself, Jessy, and Alexa. I let them both know about Julez. Jessy seems so new and fresh to the game. I let them know that Erin G and Julez were very close and worked together in another game, which perked their attention from what I heard. If I can keep this up, hopefully we can just get rid of Julez asap.

"chengdu"

- So, I haven´t done much of talking because most of the members of the tribe have gone to sleep already #screwtimezones, I only talked to Priscilla and Aromal I really like Priscilla, I like everybody on my tribe but I think I like Pris the most, even though I haven´t talked to her that much, I even said that I really wantrd to form an alliance with her and she agreed. I thought I was moving too fast and went all Debbie on her but she said it was cool, she liked things fast. Although I still regret that move, I should have waited a little longer but im really excited because shes my first alliance in this game. She´s someone who I can definitely work with in the long term and I hope that I didn´t scare her off.

"ziyang"

- this was so hilariously awkward http://imgur.com/YIqpt7r

"ziyang"

- Vanne is kind of hard to talk to. Like I'm the one who's kind of pushing the conversation along and she's giving pretty short answers and it's kind of hard to respond...

"ziyang"

- so I'm talking to Yasmin, and I actually like her a lot so far. "Idk how I'm here cos I'm not that great in challenges" <- this just cracked me up tho

"ziyang"

- Its only day 1 and i love this game. Me and Yasmin were friends, so we quickly aligned ourselves. John and Jon are social and reasonable, so an unofficial alliance is between us.

"ziyang"

- Today is quite, i just say Hi with everyone. Not thing interesting to talk about but ........ I have just seen intro video of this season ,,, everything was good until that i saw my head was put in Darnell Hamilton's body ,,, give me a second please,,, omg ,,, really ?? ,,, yup it is true !! Host put my head in a first boot player's body !!!! What do you think, Chris Blue ?? After this, i think i give him a exact nick name STUPID BITCH !! .... I just realize that Chris Blue is hosting, really O.O omg ,,, so shocked,,, so confused!! I will fuck him inside 😎😎😎

"ziyang"

- Everything is amazing until now. I made alliance of 3 with John and Vanne. I had a good connection with the others in tribe. My social is good, right haha =)) I call everyone GORGEOUS and i think they love it =)) Wait to immunity challenge and slay it 😎

"ziyang"

- Vanne just told me that Yasmin wants an alliance of me, John, her, and Yasmin. And then she instantly made an alliance chat. She may get some backlash for overplaying, but I'm going to stick to our little foursome for now..

"leshan"

- So many people are approaching me for an alliance, so I think I could be in an okay spot based on what's gone down right now. I built a quick bond with Jessy and Jake, and Jake/Julez seem to be getting along well. Loren is paranoid and just asked me for an alliance and is plotting against Julez due to their previous org together.

"ziyang"

- i am like 90% sure that Tran is using google translate to communicate. His english is just a weird format and it's riddled with grammar and punctuation mistakes

"ziyang"

- oh fuck so i just noticed TSN is on my tribe I played with him in Koror and he was one of the ones that spearheaded my vote out so this will be difficult. Hopefully we win lots of immunities or maybe I'll just talk to him? first impressions of my tribemates... yasmin is OLD. Wow. Not like, OLD OLD, but she's definitely the oldest Org player I've seen. Vanne... never heard of her before. She's not very active on facebook it looks like. I'll have to talk to her before i judge her. Tran. I unfollowed him a while ago because his posts are all in Vietnamese. In Koror, we exchanged awkward pleasantries but nothing beyond that I believe. So i still don't really know who he is. Erins facebook is full of people she beat in Farm Heroes Saga. Not sure what to expect from her. John seems like the most average org player i could ever imagine.

"ziyang"

- i am like 90% sure that Tran is using google translate to communicate. His english is just a weird format and it's riddled with grammar and punctuation mistakes

"ziyang"

- i just love how... hip Yasmin is for someone her age. Like why can't my grandma say "let's slay" and "YASSS"?

"leshan"

- So like, Alexa and I get along really well. We just started talking and realized we like similar things. #Simmers tongue emoticon But yeah, we made it official and created an alliance between the two of us. #Lorexa I really feel like the two of us can be strong and go the distance together. If it was up to me, I would want to pull in someone like Jessy or Jake to form a three or maybe even a four alliance. Don't get me wrong, like I like Marks, but I just so happen to like the others better wink emoticon Surprisingly, I have been very aggressive in making bonds, which I guess I kind of predicted since all of these guys are newbies. Actually, that is another reason I wouldn't feel safe working with Marks.... He legit said "Oh yeah, I am a first time player." Not like word for word what he said, but basically that. I do a little research and realize he HAS in fact played other games. That right there sent up a red flag, and I don't know if I can trust him. If he lies over something small like that, where are the limits? In other words, Julez and I came face to face. It was legit like Boston Rob and Russel Hantz facing off omg. But no, we decided to put our differences behind us and move forward. I forgive her, but do I forget it? Hell to the fucking no I don't! xD If we lose, I am soooo gunning for Julez. So she best perform her best.

"chengdu"

- So nothing major has happened but I thought I'd just update you guys on my plans so far! I've talked to Priscilla and Aromal. They very similar personalities, but that’s probably because everyone is on the Honeymoon Stage of the game, and are acting really nice. I really trust Aromal, and we’ve already hatched a plan to start an alliance between me, Priscilla and Mai if we go to tribal. We’re gonna create it by tomorrow even if we don’t go to tribal because I want to make sure that I’m secure, but I don’t want to feel like I’m scrambling and desperate for allies. I also trust Priscilla but there’s something about her…I can’t really put my finger on it but I feel like she’s secretly a demon. Anyways, I’m taking this game slowly for now, and hopefully that works.

"leshan"

- These people are literally so easy to manipulate. I swear to god i had to only dip my pinky toe into the river and then an entire alliance splashed up in front of me. This tribe is pathetic. i hope we lose every challenge and i can vote them all out.

"leshan"

- I am freaking out here. First challenge and I couldn't be more nervous, but we're going to own this. At least that's what I'm telling myself.

"leshan"

- So I was invited to three different alliances. Am I shocked? Not really because I feel my social game thus far has been good. There's an alliance called 'The Virgins' which consists of the ORG newbies (Jessy, Jake, Marks and myself), a Lorexa alliance between Loren and myself which I'm not planning on sticking to it all considering the fact his messy ass has a final 2 with Jessy and an unmade alliance (in the making) between Jules, Jake and myself. None of which I myself created because I do not want to be in a leadership position this early. Personally if we lose I plan on voting either Jules or Loren because they're both overplaying their hands. Alexa like within 30 minutes of the game starting loren's already begging for alliances bye honey I don't deal with fakes.

Day 2
"ziyang"

- so erin has read my message in tribe chat, but isn't posting on the wiki. whaat??

"ziyang"

- She's here...we are in another game too and she was chatting with them." -yasmin. I have no idea what she's trying to pull. Is Erin just lazy or is she throwing the challenge for some bizarre reason? I really haven't talked to her much but from what i see in tribe chat, she seems kind of crazy so who knows

"leshan"

- Loren is just getting out of control. He wants to ANOTHER alliance with Jessy and Jake. I swear he has more alliances than brain cells.

"leshan"

- So far everything is going amazing on the outside of our tribe, but in the little corners of it, it's a mess which I think is super funny considering Beauty is known for looking nice on the outside lol. Basically, Night 1 Loren started playing the game hardcore coming to me talking about how Julez and one of the Erin's are friends and that Loren had a rivalry with Julez or something. In reality, I don't care for but I had to act interested because, well, its Night 1 and I literally just met him. I feel bad because Loren is a good guy, but he's overplaying it WAYYYY too much, he's attempting to paint a target on Julez but in reality he's just making himself an even bigger target. Jake, Alexa, Marks and I made an alliance of The Virgins, being new to game, but Marks isn't new to this game at all lol so it's a little shady. I think the most genuine people of the tribe are Alexa and Jake so right now I see a future with them, but who knows what can happen down the line.

"leshan"

- it's a sunny day, the castaways from survivor Sichuan arrive to the beach in China's misterious land. Jeff jumps from an helicopter to announce the twist of the season is brains brawns and beauty, the tribes are split and right when Jeff throws the map to the camp Julez and Loren both catch each side of the container. They stare at each other and Loren whispers with fear,.. No, Not you.... Loren and I have a... Rough story from our past. We both played on 703 PNG season and after I saved his butt at a premerge elimination he swore he would be loyal to me, just to backstabb me on the back and vote me out. Of course karma is a bitch and he got voted out right after me. I might have told him some over PG13 words. And Now here we are again, in the same tribe, you can smell the tensión alredy and the rest of the beauties have no clue.... Julez

"leshan"

- I decided to be smart about the situation, I approached Loren and told him that we had two choices. Either battle it out against each other with probably one of us missing their Sichuan experience OR work together since we know we're both good players. He agreed to work with me and we were cool, but apparently mr Loren thought that whoever hits first would hit harder. He went to the other beauties and told them to be careful with me and that I was a dangerous player. I guess it might backfire him and I would love that to happen. It's day one and you already are throwing people under the bus lorenito? I'm gonna play the victim with the girls and pretend he's being so rude to me :c when in reality I know that he has to go, he knows too much about me and I can't risk my chance at the main org for someone like him. No no baby boy, don't mess up with Julez spark powers. Fool me once shame on you, try to fool me twice and your ass is going home.

"ziyang"

- I am a Asian so i love this challenge. In Chinese Zodiac, i am OX ,,, it is a buffalo. And there is a doltish thing in my life ,,, my mom 's slogan is STUPID AS A BUFFALO !!! Excuse me,,, sorry mom ,,, why you can compare ""stupid"" to "" buffalo "" ?? ,,, your son is buffalo,,, no no no wait !! ,,, i am NOT a buffalo,,, i mean i am buffalo in Chinese Zodiac !!!! I really think my mom should meet Chris Blue. I believe that if she meets him, she will change her slogan STUPID AS CHRIS BLUE !! Omg i love it =))) i just created an amazing idiom ,,, it should be used in America!!

"ziyang"

- John is definitely the... alpha male of our tribe. Or at least he thinks so. He's telling everyone what to do in this challenge, and kind of treating everyone like WE don't know what we're supposed to do. It's kind of pissing me off even though I know it's just his personality and that's how I act sometimes... so call me a hypocrite, but it's annoying.

"ziyang"

- Confessional Mid Challenge This challene has made animal talk all the more fun

"leshan"

- 500 entrees on that challenge? 500? What did that tribe do? Build a fucking robot to click copy paste for them? Must be brains. Shit. And here we beauties are thinking we're ahead and then, boom, get bit in the but by a mamba that just snuck up on us. Copy paste robot, my lower left cheek.

"leshan"

- Honestly, I don't care if we go to tribal.. I have been doing a good job of hiding my intellect, purposely trying to act dumb on challenges, so that I may be underestimated. Honestly, I think I could have qualified to be a contestant on the Brains tribe, but my social skills are probably more refined then my cunning. As of right now, it looks like we may be going to tribal council. I have been doing a fantastic job of integrating myself into this tribe. If we lose, I am going to work on assembling the majority alliance of myself, Alexa, Jake, and Jessy. I feel like the four of us can be strong moving forward and will be loyal to each other. Not to mention we did work very cohesively on the challenge. Which would leave Julez and Marks on the bottom. Now, that is just hypothetical, but it is the outcome I would prefer. If that happens, we will have to decide to keep Julez, who tried a little on the challenge, but has connections on the other side. Or, we could keep Marks, who really would be a wild card, unless he comes on today and really kicks it into gear. Personally, I would feel more comfortable getting rid of Julez, and that is what I will be pushing for. With one swoop, I could potentially push my rival out of this game. I will keep close to Alexa, because she is probably my closest ally right now. #Lorexa

"ziyang"

- man. Me, Tran, and John were doing this challenge like a well oiled machine, just going along smoothly. Then Vanne comes in and tries to help and ugh... i know she has good intentions but jesus christ remind me again how she got on the brawn tribe?

"leshan"

- I am loving this complaining by Jake.. Just keep on keepin on boo. tongue emoticon Complainers aren't winners

"leshan"

- I woke up this morning to find out through 2 hours of hard work last night, the other tribes are in the lead by like hundreds of points. Jake calculated it out and they posted 3 times every minute. Honestly it's a little annoying that people would use programs to post for them considering they did this for 8 hours straight, but if we go to tribal I don't feel totally scared. The Virgins (+ Marks lol) seem to be pretty solid and Loren is annoying basically everyone on the tribe considering he's the only one messing up on the immunity, not that it matters considering we're clearly going to lose. I' m just ready to move forward past this first tribal and hopefully win the next one at this point because our future doesn't look too bright right now

"leshan"

- Loren is literally all over the place attempting to manipulate everyone on our tribe. I'm super conflicted at this point because Julez is sneaky and super shady and I know she'll abandon the beauties if we all make it to a tribe switch or anything, but Loren will just make deals with everyone in the game and I dont know what to do. Loren seems like the easy decision, but Julez might be the more logical. At this point I'm hoping that no matter what I get through the first tribal and can keep the Virgins together

"chengdu"

- hopefully by being part of the 3 members that essentially carried this team to immunity (inb4 we did something awfully wrong and go to tribal) I hope I've cemented my position of not being a first boot. There's also Amiral (don't remember his name) that seems fairly absent so that's reassuring to me. I haven't been invited to any alliance yet, and I'm pretty sure there's no majority alliance formed yet. Reason that prompted me to write a confessional is I'm socializing with Pris right now and I'm enjoying all zero seconds of it. Socializing, especially when we're all doing it just for the sake of the game pisses me off so much. But it's necessary, I do want to win this game, if possible. That's all thanks for reading.

"leshan"

- its a classic tortoise and hare story. We bounced along for the first few hours dominating and then literally slept while the other trams plowed ahead. Albeit they were more delayed superhares than tortoises.

Day 3
"ziyang"

- Confession day 3 : I realized that I posted almost one hundred pictures of SNAKE in Zodiac Challenge,,, it reminds me of Chris Blue AGAIN !!!! Let me tell you TSN IN CHRIS BLUE 's BRAINLAND In my last org in which i played with Chris Blue ,,, He called me ""SNAKE"" ,,, and then I asked him what he meant ,,, He said "" Snake is an animal "" ,,, come on!!! , I knew snake was an animal, i was not stupid,ok??,,, i wanna asked him why he called me a snake ,,, but he didn't understand and he repeated "" Snake is an animal ....v...v... "" ,,, OMG !! He really forgot his brain in toilet !! Everyone need 1 brain but he need 2 more !! God, please give him another brain !! We really have trouble in communication! Omg ,,, i can see a dark future ,,,,,,,when he tell me that i win SVV : Sichuan ,,, and then he says that he wrong, i am not winner .... It like as Miss Universe 2015 !!! Nightmare coming ........

"chengdu"

- Thank goodness we won immunity. Not only did I not participate for much of the challenge for a not so great reason, I also haven't made too many bonds. I'm worried about the idol clue though. My odds of finding the idol are terrible so if someone else finds it, it'll be a factor that'll come into every tribal. Thaaaat's going to be annoying. Hopefully I can put in a lot more work for the next challenge so I don't look like a freeloader.

"leshan"

- For me personally I'd prefer to keep an extremely transparent and aggressive Debbie-Esque player (Loren) over a shady and hard to read (Julez) who has connections on the other side. Loren has made more alliances than he can keep track of and is a TERRIBLE and I mean TERRIBLE player. Thus far I believe my social game has been strong with the exception of Julez who I find shady as hell.

"chengdu"

- Day 3 into this game. we won immunity today and it's perfect, no one from our tribe will have to go home and to be honest, I would like to keep it that way for awhile. I haven't talked much strategies with my tribemates because of the timezone differences and I also didn't want to come across as a dangerous player this early, but when Erin asked me to be on an all-girl alliance with her and Priscilla, I almost jumped out of my seat. This is exactly what I want, people asking me to work with them, them being the leader, me not looking like a leader but not on the bottom either. I feel like this alliance will be one of the most solid and strongest alliances ever, I just can't wait to do some damages with these girls. But for now I'm just gonna lay back, watch the other tribes scrambling, cutting each others off and try to look less dangerous as possible but always make sure that my tribe doesn't think I'm useless

"leshan"

- Over the past three days I’ve focused on building strong bonds with my fellow tribe mates and so far it has payed off. I have an extremely strong bond with Jake (hopefully he feels mutually) and Jessy. I’ve been brought into a shit ton of alliances, however I tried to avoid taking a leadership position this early on. Loren is also going completely out of control. He’s an Audrey Middleton (without the iconicism) creating alliances with EVERYONE and trying to get Julez out. And for that same reason I believe he is an extremely transparent and non-threatening player since he has failed to get a single person to buy into his crap. Julez on the other hand is extremely shady and is my pick to go. That move would also lead Loren to believe he has control of me when in reality he doesn’t. I’m just going to his crazy and transparent gameplay as a shield for me in the upcoming votes. Jake on the other hand is very calculated and has a great social game. I do like him a lot, I really do but I also realize the major threat he’s going to become in the long run. I’m definitely going to keep him close and keep him on my radar at all times. Jessy and I have definitely hit it off quickly and have a lot in common and could go pretty far together if we both stayed loyal. Marks is on my radar for lying about being a newbie to ORGs in general which I find pretty sketchy. My plan moving forward for he next few votes is to plant seeds of the people I would like to see eliminated without having to take visible control and be seen as a possible ringleader, because leaders are ALWAYS the first targets. I’m not feeling comfortable (this ALWAYS leads to a blindside) at all and am definitely going to be constantly checking up on how the vote is going to go.

"leshan"

- I feel kinda bad but already I'm manipulating people in this game. Julez and Loren both trust me but basically The Virgins are deciding between them, and both of them are coming to me and I'm giving them the confidence they need so they feel like they're staying. I put in my word about both of them, but ultimately Julez is super shady that messy Loren appears to be better to keep in this game, hopefully next tribal won't be visited by the Beauties, but I'm excited for the game to FINALLY kick off.

"chengdu"

- Erin invited me to a girls alliance with Mai. Normally I'd have a problem with girls alliances after what happened in the dark, dark past, but I'm actually okay with trusting this one. I was already pretty good with Mai and Erin sees me around a lot, so I think she's okay with me. I'm hoping that our tribe keeps staying immune so the other tribes don't suspect an all girls alliance brewing in their future.