I'm Gonna Be Boo Boo The Fool/Confessionals

Day 28
"nyuchi"

- ok so vincent idc if he goes i actually would like him to stay but it hellps having a clear target as long as i target vincent ppl will wanna keep me bc i wont target them

"nyuchi"

- so i was blindsided but it's all OK. like i wanted drew gone so if i had to take a hit, i'm glad it was that. problem - the trio is now running this game because vincent is a mess.

to clarify, louise and roisin know they're at the bottom of that side, but vincent's social and strategic game is devolving at such a rapid rate that the swings don't care if he leaves because it'll still be 4-3 at F7 against the trio.

my dilemma is letting it happen or finally hyping up and standing on a hill for vince. if it was jack, i'd stand. if it was roisin, i'd stand. louise - stand. but vince's social is so genuinely down the drain after the tribal confrontation that i can't jump on sinking ships sfhjks. this bitch is the titanic i'm sorry.

my concern is less my survival and more that i don't have a resume in this game. i have legit nothing that makes me winner-worthy. i've been in the know and planting seeds. like my game isn't terrible, it's just not obvious. i might even be seen as a goat and even worse, i might be a goat.

part of me wants to pull a vince and self-destruct, idol myself, and send hals out since she's the glue i think, but like it'd genuinely be hard to get below where vincent is at. idk what he's doing tbh. like on a personal level, i love him, but on a game level, people are PUBLICLY gunning for him. i can try to help but idk.

"nyuchi"

- Vincent kinda killed his game a lil when it got exposed that he threw jack's name around but wanted pepole to vote me.. its not a bad plan but it was not good... he didnt cover his tracks well. Now I have to listen to jack's damage control..I will listen and act kind though because god forbid I become his target.. hes a good person to take to FTC..

"nyuchi"

- If I win the challenge that would be the most ridiculous thing ever

Day 29
"nyuchi"

- I said I didn't need immunity in the tribe chat and I don't. I just accidentally put all of the right answers.

Ok I really wanted the win because it is a nice change from always getting last

"nyuchi"

- my secret 2 person alliance with vincent is now a go masdkefjrf this might be the funniest thing i've ever done but im fully comitted

"nyuchi"

- The immunity challenge went really well except I got pretty much all of the negative answers 😢

"nyuchi"

- alright ok i've put the plan in motion me, vincent, jack, jake and roisin to vote becky and im like feeling p confident about it

"nyuchi"

- i love jack and really want to be able to take him far in the game but the way everything is laid out is so ugly so its virtually impossible and that makes me sad!!! ive kinda got 3 f2s rn: becky/roisin/jack, although becky and i want different things and the whole thing with jack is just gonna come crumbling down so im climbing up ro's ass and staying there... my IDEAL bootlist is jake > vincent/louise > vincent/louise > jack > matthias > me becky & ro in f3 butttt who knows

"nyuchi"

- Drew did not have two idols and a vote steal so Becky potentially has those

"nyuchi"

- I'm a very uneasy rn 😰 a few people voted me as having deals with everyone and i won 'bottom of their alliance'... after the blindside on drew last round idk what cld be possible from hals matthias becky and louise now 😮 i have my idol... do i play it? i don't want to waste it, but i rly shld confirm my place in the final 7... ahh!! I can't help but feel uneasy 😕 xx

"nyuchi"

- so my MOOD is becky pledging her undying loyalty to me in PMs one second and throwing my name out the next oops. messed with the wrong bitch sjfkkhjsf. or maybe the right bitch idk i'm not great at being petty. their rationale is that i'm playing an UTR but solid game i think? either way - not here for that clownery and hopefully she'll go.

anyways - vincent winning immunity solved my dilemma and created a new one. it means roisin and louise will gladly flip to keep me because my bonds with them are solid and they acknowledge the threat posed by the trio. it also ofc put a target on my back, but i'm okay with that. my main point of concern is that we're leaving three major threats in this game without any reasonable way to reach them. roisin is making herself essential by playing the middle and keeping sides tight. hals is killing it. matthias is too kinda. there are too many people to get out and not enough time.

my general impression is that roisin and louise would flip back next round and gun for vincent HARD, which is honestly okay. i think i'd play my idol on him and go for a 0-1-1-1 between all three threats to get them shaking but idk. my goal is to get myself and vincent to F2, because with how the cast feels about him, i think i could legit win against him.

my UTR game is confusing me rn tbh. touchy subjects is always revealing and while people privately think i'm going to win if not stopped, co-want to see me win, and think i'm playing the co-best game (legit they're faves i don't deserve it), they publicly think i'm a goat? i get it, because i have been calling myself that, but even if i created that perception to get a target off my back, it might stick and fuck me over in the long run so we're going to start making big moves. this bitch doesn't go baaaa or whatever sound goats make. so yeah - ik my name is out there and it could be 5-3 becky, but i care less about this round and more about how to use this damn idol to maneuver the emerging dynamics. time will tell. let's hope i'm here to make a move because i'm not about to ""dovile"" this idol dsjhfsk

"nyuchi"

- i got hals to admit she was considering voting me this round, which might give me a decent route with matthias and becky to at least flip the vote onto jack. i know her honesty is an attempt to counter becky's dishonesty for some pre-emptive jury management. if i felt i could turn people against her, i would -- but she has solid bonds to jack and vincent. it'll take time to dismantle those. becky is easier simply because she's p intent on destroying our bond and i might have something in the works with matthias so i'm not ready to throw that out.

i trust our five and that they know leaving that trio is too dangerous, but the idol is out there, so unless someone like roisin or louise is hiding it, the trio has it and could play it, so i'd rather their votes go onto jack and i preserve my not-so-perfect game. that's going to be my priority today.

overall - i feel bad snaking matthias after promising not to again and i know it will lead to some tension, but hopefully i can rationalize with what louise told me and shift the blame to her. more than anything else, my goal is to plant the seeds to create a lot of general distrust after this round. i'm ready for a tribe fight that's not just ""pick on vincent for the sake of it"".

overall, i don't want to wear early merge boot down the runway, so it's time to get to work!! i'm hyped that i finally have an excuse to stop being so UTR and play the way i prefer to. 😊

"nyuchi"

- Ok I don't feel safe at all... god.. but I'm gonna take a jab at louise if it fails im gonna be boo boo the fool but I have to, she will be hard to beat and Jake is goat..plus I can't let it be an easy vote, easy votes are scary as fuck..if i manage to blindside louise i'd look like i JUST pulled 2 blindsides in a row and if i make ftc that makes me resume looks good, b... its very stressful because the more complex the plan is the more its likely to fail.. 😞 I have to start winning some immunites so I can get a free week in peace.

"nyuchi"

- finally I’m gna get Becky out? Me and Louise have flipped into the minority to make it the majority cos we’re afraid of the Hals Matthias Becky trio and obvs the boys are buzzing cos they thought they were gone for sure 😮Becky is a massive threat who’s tried to cover it up with laughs and jokes but ultimately she is my hunters lodge target - no tea, no shade just facts 😅 I think vincent jack and Jake are all on board so I hope I won’t have to use my idol yay!! Xx

"nyuchi"

- so today got increasingly insane.

matthias wanted to cover his bases in case of an idol play and slid in trying to trick me and the straights into voting louise. he told me i was getting votes from the five and everything. he and becky have been in my PMs all day MAKING THEIR CASE and i almost believe them tbqh. it’s logical from their perspective, but i’ve heard vibes to the contrary.

i really want to trust louise and roisin, but i’m nervous. i could play my idol and guarantee myself F7, but misplaying it might be worse. i don’t know. 😕 people here are v good at lying, but i have to remember they approached me.

anyways i’m on the go and can’t type much but yeah - this is either a 5-3 or a 5-2-1 and if it’s the second my social game did THAT so let’s hope!!

"nyuchi"

- I've spent all day going round to Jake, Jack and Vincent to secure their support for the becky blindside 😮 matthias and becky helped me by not even talking to them for a good 18 hours showing what they thought of them 😂 matthias tried to get me on side 4 a blindside on louise so at least now if theyre on the jury and im at final tribal council i can say "well u tried to blindside louise so 😮" i rly hope this works... im not gna use my idol and even if i somehow go out i won't regret not using it cos this is what i think in the moment 😀 i hope i can get a gd advantage from hunter's lodge! ❤ Xx