A Perfect Crime/Confessionals

Day 12
"tagaloa"

- Tribes, finally! And a good tribe too. I think I've managed to secure my spot with a few others, but you never know in this game. Well, I don't have much to say today, so I'll just go do the laundry. "tagaloa"

- something about these tribes bothers me, i mean the Atonga tribe has 3 of my alliance against 4 of the other alliance. Quanz just annoysf. he is just so stupid. What his goal was, was to make a big move really early, but that is gonna come back and bite him in the butt :/. i just hope that my alliance can convince the atonga tribe to get rid of him. Of course i want to make a big move, if i make it to the merge and if we ever have numbers i would love to backstab one of my own, there are some of my alliance that annoy me aswell as the fact that some of them are huge threats! "tagaloa"

- I'm so happy that I belong to Tagaloa tribe for two reasons. First, my tribemates are such hardcore players in the game, they always win the immunity including Jamie, Dustin, Kaffe, Ahad and Drew. They always play the game with all their heart and they are eager to win. Second, most of them are friendly people and they have different tactics on how to stay the game.

I feel sad to those IL who belong to Atonga esp Jerby, Ritchie and Agustin who belong to the minority and the 4 Americans plus 1 Canadian belong to a solid alliance.

Well I'm hoping that we will be the next Koror tribe who always win the challenges. Keep it up! We are in the rising action of events in Anarchy. #TagaloaRules "tagaloa"

- This one is going to be a bit of a rant. I just need a way to blow off some steam right now, as people in this game are infuriating me beyond belief. I am basically raging with frustration.

Now that tribes have been formed, it's obvious the game is going to need to change... so in order to control what happens at the first tribal of either tribe I've been communicating with allies and figuring out who should go first. Naturally, I would like to protect Noah, Jerby, Richie, Agus, and Nokomis on Atonga. I started working a few people over for information, and began planting seeds in their heads that by swinging Noah and Nokomis with the Internationals, they could take out Quanz, Jordan, and Blake easily... thus leaving 100% allies in the game for me from that tribe.

The issue in trying to talk and effect game strategy right now is that ALL OF THESE PEOPLE ARE MORONS. First of all, TylerM doesn't even want to discuss plans for tribal council. He just keeps saying "Let's wait and see what happens and then we can decide". Ugh. People have no strategic understanding or ability what so ever. If you wait until the very last minute to start trying to influence votes and alliances in the other tribe.. things aren't going to end well for you. Not that hard to figure out. Then when I do finally get him talking, TylerM wants to "slow" the game down and protect Americans. He thinks it's the better play to just let the Americans + Quanz wipe out all the international players and then join us at merge. OH MY GOD are you kidding me? Now we're back on this Americans vs Internationals BS again? What in the world was the point in taking a huge risk in knocking out Matthew, just so we could go back to the same boring crap they were doing before? So stupid. Jordan feels the same way as TylerM. He doesn't see any reason we should take any "risks" that might flip people. This coming from the guy who's #1 ally in the game just got voted out because an American flipped. Like... come on people. Jordan might as well be saying to me: "Look Drew, I've got no idea what so ever how to play this game. I know I'm completely alone with no allies, but honestly I'd rather just continue to do nothing useful or interesting and make this the most boring season of Survivor ever"

All this aside, Noah seems willing to work with Nokomis, Jerby, Jordan, and Richie to take out Quanz at their first tribal. If that happens, there's a fighting chance that I can swing a scenario that keeps Jerby, Noah, Richie, Agus, and Nokomis alive. It's unlikely.. but I've got to try.

TylerM seems to think he's in full control of this game right now, and that he can control what I do. That's BS. I'm going to do everything I can to go against his plans right now. I can't decide if it's strategic, or simply out of spite. Oh and btw, if I get the chance to safely remove him from the game pre-merge or immediately following the merge.. you better believe I'm going to do it. I'm tired of all this American pride crap. Seriously it's such a weak way to play the game.

Right now on my tribe, if we were to go to tribal it would be Ahad to go first. Me - TylerM - Kaffe - Sam - Jon would all vote together to get this done. After that I would have to re-evaluate who I'm looking to take next. Either way, I think I'm sitting alright to make it to the merge right now. We've got pretty strong competitors as well, so the odds of winning immunity are pretty good. We'll see how it turns out.

"tagaloa"

- I feel we have a strong tribe. We have Drew who is a killer in challenges. Myself and Jonas, and Dustin, who has never been to tribal, but if we had a downfall it would be Jon. I hate to say it but he is really weak, if our tribe didn't consist of 4 Internationals and 4 Americans, I would vote Jon our if we go to tribal.

"tagaloa"

- This is the toughest challenge I've encountered in my twelve days in Survivor. I am worried about the standing of my tribe because I've got very low scores. Physically demanding challenges online is here... I want to cry because I have a very low score.

"tagaloa"

- I know what I said about Jon may have sounded mean, but I really like Jonathan. It just annoyed me that he has been doing poorly in past challenges. I want him to do really well.

Day 13
"tagaloa"

- I was shocked that Jamie didn't submit his scores. He got zero but I'm still one of the lowest scorers in our tribe. But I'm still disappointed because I got the second to the last lowest score which is 4122 and I'm always consistent in having that lowest score, maybe my tribe mates will form an impression that I got low scores but I win immunity in the previous challenges because I'm riding on the coattails. Then, Ahad will be going home next, maybe it is the right time to redeem myself after what he done to me in the second tribal council. I won the immunity but he insisted me to get the idol. Then I told Kaffe before and now the Americans will know the whole story, definitely he is one of the castaways who are on the chopping block. So, its between Jamie, Ahad or I will go home for these reasons.

"tagaloa"

- So, I made up this giant lie to Ahad about how Jamie is going because of his 0, when the blindside is for him. Hopefully it works.

"tagaloa"

- In this season, it is clearly the Americans versus the Internationals, but the time has now come where we have a split way on my tribe and Sam literally wants to hand over the power to us by voting out Jamie, I'm fine with that. I won't argue.

"atonga"

- First of, I just want to express how happy I am that we won the challenge and for the first time (I think) no one threw the challenge. But even though our tribe is immune, I find myself still scrambling. Who could blame me? Here's what happened...

When the tribes were formed, I was so relieved that Richie and Agustin, my comrades from the International League, were with me. I was under the impression that we were going to stick together and try our best to reach the merge. But...

WOOPDI-FUCKING-DOO!!! I WAS SO WRONG!!!

I was talking to Drew about how we were going to make it to the merge when he suggested that we should get Richie's thoughts about how the votes should go. He went and talk to Jordan who told Drew that Richie wants me to go so he and Agustin would reach the merge instead. I was still doubting if this is true but when I was talking to Richie and Agustin.. and Agustin kept saying that we 3 are solid, he never responds or changes the topic. So there's my confirmation.

As a result, I'm trying to get Jordan and Nokomis's trust. Drew also put in the good word for me so what I do know, for now, is that Jordan, Nokomis and Noah trusts me. Plus, I have to do well in the immunity challenges so we won't go to tribal.

I also realized that even though I came into this knowing that it's just a game, I still can't help feel hurt when someone I gave my trust to betrays me...