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Day 36
"koshtan tau"

- Maaaaaybe I knew this was coming, I mean Ivan probably was going to go, because the Uspekhs wanted the final all to themselves, and now we kinda have it... I'm pretty pissed at Bryce, why won't he go! If Ivan voted for him, maybe we would of been okay, but apparently not, so now i've lost an ally, a friend, and the only one left is probably Erik, unless I talk to the others without being manipulated... #GullibleGirl

"koshtan tau"

- Sweet, sweet, sweet victory, yeah! I won immunity, my 3-2-1 voting plan was a success, and hopefully Molly has no idol and will be leaving.

Last vote, Molly and Ivan were both thinking I was voting with them to get the other person out. I pretty much told them the same thing. I used the 3-2-1 plan, which was to ensure I would have the numbers. If they both voted each other, it let Bryce and I decided who would stay and who would go. Rebekah said she was voting Bryce, so this made the job a whole lot easier. A little complicated to explain, but u get the point!

Before Ivan left, he told us all Molly would win(the truth if she makes it to the end). He also told me I would probably only get his vote next to Erik. #bitter is what I say. haha It makes sense though. I planned on keeping the promise I made, but it was ultimately way too risky. I'm a little worried that the jury will hate me at the end. That is probably what's working against me at this point.

The funny thing is that Molly just told me she would vote for Erik if anyone took him to the end. I on the other hand would never do that regardless of his argument! Like how stupid. If I get to the end with Erik and lose her vote.... then ohh well I guess! I don't think anybody else would do that.

Despite everything I have said in the past about Molly, she really has played a pretty good game and I like her. She would get my vote in the end over anybody that's left! That's why I need to get her out. It's time to dethrone the Kamchatka "Queen". Rebekah and Erik both told me they want to vote for her, so let's hope they are being truthful and also that Molly has no idol. Erik could be lying. He lied to me last time. He told me he was voting Ivan, ad then after the vote he tried to say he voted for Ivan still. Luckily, it didnt matter because of the 3-2-1 plan. Erik is a sketchball. He formed a final 3 with me, Bekah, and him I think? Then he told me to vote Molly. Made it easier on me I guess. We'll see.

I am so happy I won immunity! Only 3 of us really participate in challenges. Molly and I are the intense ones though. I stayed up all night posting knowing that I wouldnt be around for the last 7 hours of the challenge. I didnt want Molly to beat me! I want her gone so I can win. I didnt even need the advantage I won last challenge! Hopefully the hard work will pay off.

Day 37
"koshtan tau"

- My plan is working perfectly! I finally got "Queen" Molly! Honestly, will I even get the credit though? With the way this season has been going, they're probably giving Erik the credit for this! I don't know if I get credit for anything. Like, really? Molly organized your downfall, Lindsay? Last I knew Pobeda did. They are the reason you left. That's where this whole Molly is in control thing came from: Lindsay. There is a chance I am wrong. It isn't necessarily a bad thing though. It allowed for a huge meat shield to sit in front of the entire game. I just better not get asked why I deserve to win when she controlled me the entire time. That is if I can make it to the end. Like I have said before though, Molly DID play a great game, buttt was she a queen controlling everyone? Not exactly. I honestly think I came up with more plans than her, and she asked me "what do I do?" plenty of times. She'll probably be fan favorite and I'll just be sittin' here getting hate mail. She is a good person though. She's funny, I respect her, and she did well. I just don't think she is as amazing as everyone seems to think.

After the fallen comrades, I started thinking, maybe Rebekah isn't better to sit next to than Bryce. Rebkah has a lot of friends. As for Bryce, he is never on to talk, and he was told how to vote half of the game. Also, I don't care what anyone says, Erik does not deserve a vote. I don't care what his strategy was or how close you were with him, he didn't try at all. If your vote goes to him, well, I call that bitter. I would NEVER vote for him.

Hopefully I can win immunity, and then I'll force the tie between Bekah and Bryce. Winner(hopefully Bryce) goes to final 3. I think I 100% need immunity at this point. Especially after being called King Taylor. I hope I'm really seen that way. Bekah and Erik do like to vote emotionally though, so if Bryce doesn't win immunity either, I could probably get them to vote him out because "he voted out their friends" as Rebekah put it. Anyway, Hopefully the next time I write, I'm in the final 3!!! :)

Day 38
"koshtan tau"

- I am a little worried I won't win final immunity! The holding the button part sucks! It hurts and I keep slipping off the button a little after an hour. I have no more time to try again. I really hope Bryce isn't participating like he says over and over and over again! Yeah, I'm pretty sure I can see right through what he is doing. He wants us all to think he has given up, isn't trying, and is angering the jury(by not participating in the ROP, which he said he was going to do and then decided not to randomly). It's way too obvious that he is up to something like that. He isn't doing a great job at tricking me. Luckily, I think this helps my chances of going to the finals if Rebekah wins immunity. She already doesn't like Bryce and this only will make things worse. If that is his plan, it will backfire on him most likely. Wish me luck! :)

"koshtan tau"

- Bahaha! Well, I guess I'm an idiot. Bryce really has given up? I don't know why exactly, but he said I'm going to win this game, and I really hope he's right! I would love to win my first ever Survivor ORG! Just like I won my first ever Big Brother ORG and first ever Amazing Race ORG. In a way, it's a dream come true. I hope this means one day I'll get on the real Survivor and win that too. I'm SO SO close. I want this so badly. I don't want my careful planning to be a waste. It kills me to think I could lose! Rebekah has somewhat of a shot at winning I think. There is no point in forcing a tie by voting Erik like Bryce did because he won't try in the tiebreaker. This is it. The end has cometh! teehee :p

Day 39
"koshtan tau"

- Well, here it is. It's the end. I know in my heart I played the best game. Regardless if Rebekah's friends vote for her and she wins. I will walk out with my head held high. It felt so good to stand up to Bryce and his comments attacking my "boring" and "non-strategic" game. I really am nervous about some of my confessionals. A lot of things were said out of emotion or just me trying to be funny. I love the whole cast! Even quitter Bryce. I take back every angry comment I made about anybody. Especially Molly. I hope they accept my apology when they see this. I'll be content if they don't think I deserve to win. I'm happy and this experience was a great one for my first ever Survivor ORG. I must have a thing for dramatic finales in ORGs. The last two finales I was in for Big Brother and The Amazing Race were dramatic as well. Standing up for myself seems to have gained me a lot of support. Here's to the best cast ever! Once again, I love you all no matter how mean I was in some confessionals!!! I swear. I really am a nice guy. XD

"koshtan tau"

- I can't believe I made it this far into the game, sure, apparently I was "standing" and have a huge "ego" but hey, you know what it says about Bryce when he says that, I doubt i'd even have to say it. All I know, is that now its final 3, the claws come out, the smiles are played, and we all try our best to impress. It'll be a good final, and I can't wait to see how it turns out.

Day 36
"koshtan tau"

- I feel like this could be my last tribal... If I somehow survive this, it's a miracle. Erik/Bekah have been gunning for me, Taylor is immune, and that leaves Molly to be my target because Erik/Bekah would be the dream jury goats. Taylor wants to get rid of Molly, and may have the votes to do it, so I hope that is what happens...

"koshtan tau"

- Girl, i'm sorry, but you're a threat, so close to winning all these challenges and now i'm gonna have to vote you out so you don't take the final bits. I'll vote Bryce out next hopefully, but for now, imma say bub-bye. It's been fun, it really has.

"koshtan tau"

- This is probably the biggest vote I've had in this game. It is crucial to my game. I cannot win with you still here. So it's time I dethrone the Kamchatka "Queen." PLEASE NO IDOL!!! You seem to know something is up. It scares me.... fingers crossed... no idol, no idol, no idol...

Day 38
"koshtan tau"

- You gave up all hope, so Bryce, welcome to oblivion, where there are NO UNICORNS, NO FINALS AND NOBODY TO SAY I TOLD YOU SO... Except for me, Bryce, I told you so~

"koshtan tau"

- I really hope I am voted out tonight because I do not care for this game anymore. I enjoy survivor, and love the org for all that it is. However, I do not feel like winning a season like this makes you a victor. It was a boring season with NO strategy up until Final 8, and it really wasn't that much. I do not want to call myself a winner of a season like this, and will happily take fourth over first :).