Board Thread:Season 47 - Heroes vs. Villains II/@comment-34704154-20180611225334/@comment-24553600-20180614050636

Hi again Roisin, like I said I was happy to answer any questions you had and if you said you wanted me to go through big moves or how I exerted control in the game I could have answered that in a question. I was just answering the questions you brought up/asked in your original speech, head on without dodging, so I can answer this.

I gave a detailed explanation of my role in every tribal this merge in my response to Rob, so if you want to look there for my moves, both big and small, they are there. I talked about every single round and elimination, so don't have anything to hide or cover up. But if you want some more here I can do that too. I was 100% involved in talks Nick and Declan had about taking Evan out premerge, and the reason it didn't happen was because of me stopping it because they needed me for it to work. I hyped them up when Nick was mad about Evan not throwing a challenge for him, or him not replying to Declan, and calmed them down telling them to wait when they wanted to strike and I didn't want it to happen yet. I knew for a FACT that you found the idol, I knew when Declan found an idol, when Nick found his idols, and I KNEW when you passed it to Declan/David and when Declan was passing it to you, because of my social game. I flushed Nick and Declan's idol and advantage in the game so they couldn't use it against me, by creating paranoia and making both times situations where they thought they NEEDED to play both to be successful that round in their plans. I turned two people who met in real life twice, against each other. I caused Nick to plot to get Rob out at 7, and had Rob hinting to me that we should get Nick eliminated from the game via an idol. I was the swing vote at the final 10 in a 3-3-3 tie when I was the sole person who didn't vote yet and was needed by every single side that was appealing to me to vote with them. I worked my ASS off every single round in this game, I MADE SURE that my name didn't come up by building bonds with people so they saw me as a number for their plan. I stayed up multiple nights, til the middle of the night, to talk to people in different time zones or just when they were available to talk even if it was extremely inconvenient for me. I FOUGHT to stay alive in this game by working hard in challenges that I could have gone home with had I not won. I became the person people came to wanting to make a move and was the person a move wouldn't have happened if I didn't sign off on it.

THOSE are some of my actions in the game. I worked really hard to get here and put in so much effort here, and it's just really disrespectful to me to see it just be brushed off as me being cocky, this is my time to show what i've done and I'm gonna do it.

Also, I don't know why you keep bringing up the fact that I mentioned my past games here, because you've done it twice now in both addresses to me, as something wrong or see it as a way to try and shame me for it. I talked about my past games in a total of 4 sentences throughout a 13 paragraph speech. I was the only four time player on this cast and I had more history on this ORG than anyone else, I mentioned how I grew and learned from my mistakes in the past and applied them here to a game I played that I'm really proud of myself for playing. And that's why it was important for me to talk about it. I know no one here probably gives a shit why I lost before, but I care, and if nothing else it was for to look back and reflect on. Me talking about the things I achieved in this game shouldn't be something I get knocked down a peg for or looked at as a reason to belittle me. I know you're a juror and I'm a finalist, but that doesn't give you a right to mock me on something I'm really proud of. I know I could use your vote to win this game, and me being upset about this isn't the way to go about getting it, but you're a juror and you vote how you want, and if you want to vote for me I'll appreciate it, and if not it it's okay too. But I'm gonna stand up for myself regardless.