Taste Of Their Own Medicine/Confessionals

Day 16
"formosa"

- im ecstatic about Jake going, him and mackie were the 2 trying to play all of us back on our old tribe, they finally get a taste of their own medicine. Hopefully we manage to win another challenge and Mackie goes the FUCK home right after his partner. That being said, the merge does concern me, we need numbers going in, i do have faith in the girls alliance, and i think Justin would vote with us with he does merge as well, its just about figuring out which of the others is willing to flip and making sure it’s done right. It’s a tricky situation to be in… On one hand we could throw the next challenge and ensure one of their numbers go but why would we save Mackie… he doesn’t deserve it. He’s not someone i think will be loyal to anyone but himself.

"cordoba"

- So, Jake went home, and I had to explain why I didn't vote against Alex to Mackie and Justin. I told them I heard that Jake threw my name and that's why I switched. I mean, that's not 100% a lie, Jake did say my name to Alex, but I didn't "switch last minute", my decision was planned a long time ago. I just need to maintain good relationships with the both of them, to not get my name written down, and to not get targeted once a merge or a new swap come. Also, Rhone entered the tribe, and I'm so happy because he's the one I trust the most! Now, we just need the Cordoba Five to stay solid.

"cordoba"

- I FUCKING SURVIVED OMG. I'M FUCKING SHOOK. THANK YOU GOD IN HEAVEN AND THE MAC DADDY JESUS IN BETHLEHEM!!! So I got 3 votes from Justin, Mackie, and Jake and I feel some type of way about it because I was straight up with them and that's what they do... Dude fuck the FUCK AWF! I still feel bad for Jake going cause I really like him, Mackie has to go and luckily now the ammunition is there and even better, RHONEDADDY IS BACK!! That is perfect because if we lose, then we can do a 3-2-2 vote and we'll sit pretty come the Merge and oh my god, this is amazing. I'm just really glad I got to stay because I have a tendency to go in tribes of 4 and to have made it past this vote makes me feel really good about my chances in this game and it just feels really good. I'm definitely feeling a lot more optimistic about the future of my game. As for Mackie, he has no future in this game and you can BANK ON THAT.

Argentina Day 16 Confessional

I honestly didn't think that I was going to have to defend myself after an immunity win but lo and behold, I was wrong and now Justin's saying that I allegedly have an idol, but I know that Justin is only being Mackie's mouthpiece to try to get the votes on me for some fucking reason and I was honest to god saying that I would put my shit aside with Mackie for the betterment of the tribe and for the two of us and make an effort to be cool with him and then he pulls this shit, like he clearly had it out me when I was way more than willing to put my shit aside and work with him but now he's pulling this type of crap like dude go legit fuck yourself with that whack ass shit because I was honestly hoping to be cool with him up until he decided to do that now I don't even know what to do because I don't have an idol and yet again, Marie's name came out like I can't trust her either. Aside from Rhone, I genuinely don't trust anyone in this tribe and I wish I was on Formosa at this point because I just don't like this at this point. I'm trying so hard to play an honest game and work my ass off day in and day out and I keep get ragged on more and more and it's like, what do I have to do to show that I want to be here and I don't want to play this crazy game where I'm throwing people under the bus left and right but it's not happening and this game is starting to break me in a way. I just don't want it to be shown to anyone because then I'm the one who'll get targeted and that's what I'm avoiding in this game but it's like again, what do I have to do. What also sucks is that literally no one in my alliance thought it'd be cool to go to my PMs and say Hey Alex, what you went through sucks. You doing okay? like no one did that and it's like frustrating to me but I just have to keep moving forward because if I let it get to me, then I'm just gonna be fucked and I've worked too hard to just get fucked.

"formosa"

- Jake was one of my favorite contestants ever on the ORG so I'm sad that I was on a season with him and never had a chance to play with him. Because of Jake and his jury speech from Sichuan I am more aware of the spreading of STIs and will do my due diligence to fight the fight against the spreading of horrific ailments such as chlamydia, syphilis, and gonorrhea. Besides winning, my other main goal is to avoid getting an STI in this game. Sterile genitalia makes for a happy Survivor player!

"formosa"

- When I found out that Rhone found a 20% advantage for the immunity challenge, I fell into my pessimistic ways and basically wrote us off before the challenge began. Instead of really working hard on this challenge, I'm going to create a gameplan for myself and continue to socialize with each one of these players. Sydney is unhappy with her old tribe and I'm going to do my best to create a strong relationship with her because she could be my key to making it through this swap. Claudia and I played on San Marcos together and were on the same monority side together so it's crucial that I contonue our working relationship from the 703 and apply it here. Alissa and I were on Alietta's BBCAN together so I'm at least I'm farmiliar with the way she rolls. She by far is our best challenge competitor and can possibly help me male merge so I've gotta keep that in mind as well. I'm going to try and avoid playing my idol but I need to get enough information to determine if there is even a chance I may need it.

"formosa"

- Getting obliterated feels like shit. Especially when on paper the odds seem against me. I'm on a tribe with 6 women and I'm in a minority in terms of original tribes, so things seem sorta sticky for me right now. I need to stay calm and come up with a solution where I can find myself in a majority by the end of this vote. Time for some delicate social maneuvering.

"formosa"

- so we just lost the challenge, im feeling a bit defeated because i tried really hard and some people like miss catherine constantly submit the shittiest scores known to man kind. She’s just not here to play hardcore, she’s here to float, I’ve tried talking to her a few times and it’s like having discussions with a brick wall, i love her but shes definitely not good at this whole survivor thing. Brandon is trying to reassure me that he’s voting with Claudia and i, what he doesn’t know is the old Formosa women are working together and Ally/Sydney have informed us he’s told them the same thing too, i know he’s not gonna vote with Claudia and i and i love it, cause he’s not expecting for Karma to come and bite him right in the ass since one of his 2 allies is going to go the fuck home, probably Amanda since miss thang didn’t even bother to talk to me once.

Day 17
"formosa"

- I was able to talk with Sydney a little bit after the challenge and she seemed legitimately gung ho about working with me longterm. I'm really excited about this because Sydney is giving me the vibe that she is super trustworthy and I need someone like that for me in this game that trusts me enough to take me all the way to the end. She mentioned the fact that there are 4 singles and 3 people in pairs on our tribe so the lightbulb hit me... I need to garner a group of singles together. Sydney mentioned that her and Ally were at the bottom of the original Formosa tribe and she also said thay Ally would be down for a singles type of alliance. Although Ally is not a super great social player, if she is on board with a plan like this I'm more than willing to work with her. I need to run this by Catherine and let her know in a subtle and kind way that she should probably speak to Ally and Sydney. Amanda has been sick in the er today and although we haven't spoken too much on this tribe, I have an unspoken kind of trust with her. Since Amanda's social game isn't that strong either I'm not worried that she has been trying to make connections on the other side and would go with us. To avoid playing my idol and ultimately create a majority, I need to link Syd, Ally, Catherine, and myself.

"formosa"

- i'm playing a dangerous game rn. i have to bounce between my preferred alliance (formosa queens) and the alliance that brandon just put together (the single and ready to mingle alliance w/ me syd brandon and catherine). syd and i are lying to them and saying we're voting out claudia but we're voting amanda. hope we can do some damage control after if this goes as planned. apparently brandon is telling claudia and alissa to vote amanda so.... god knows what's happening rn

"cordoba"

- So Amanda got voted off and I'm really upset at the way that things ended up for her just because she was such a great partner and she was someone who I trusted so much and I couldn't have asked for a better partner in this game and I hope she feels there same way about me. Much love to her <3