You Had ONE Job/Confessionals

Day 6
"ayung"

- So Elmo found the idol and I am so so happy. For him to tell me solely, just builds the very established trust that we have, and I am so happy to have him in my corner, as we continue to be in this middle position together. This is a huge advancement to our game, and I trust him to use it on me should we have an issue. "ayung"

- So I find myself completely stuck in the middle between conflicting alliances and it's becoming ever more apparent and difficult, if we go to tribal I will be the deciding vote alongside Elmo, and a line will be drawn in the sand and I'm still unsure where my head will go. I just hope we avoid tribal until a swap, as I do not want to show the divided lines yet. Honestly though the fact I am in the middle and have people from all corners trusting me, proves my instincts over my social skills were valid. "ayung"

- Alexandra is trying to find the idol with me, and has no clue I already found it with Elmo, this lying is difficult but is necessary. I love the girl, she honestly views me as her ride or die but I am just less threatened by Elmo. I feel he will want to take her out earlier than I do though, I think she's an important option for me moving forward and I'd like to keep that open... "legian"

- Challenge Confessional: I have been working on this challenge all day. My entire tribe has gotten their scores to below 30 seconds. I can only get to 39 seconds. Which means that if our tribe loses, then I am the one who is probably getting voted out. I tried, but I just can not type that fast. I just hope that we do not lose! "legian"

- Wow! Sporcle. This is my game, i know i can have a perfect score in this game. i have played 3 years in ORG and i didnt lose any sporcle challenge. However, i dont want to show off that i'm a beast although i'm not a beast challenge. -_- I will wait to see how many seconds they can get in this game, then i will play to have the same. it's so early to show off so i ahve to play slowly like a normal stupid brawn. "legian"

- During the challenge, i saw David always speak that " Rin will do good in the challenge " OMG, how he know? I feel he see me as a beast, and it will make me being a threat later. Only David know my performance in Kodiak, and i'm scare he will tell with everyone that i'm a big threat bla bla bla.....I have to talk with him day by day to make he think i'm his shield, not a threat. In Beauty tribe, i saw Elmo, he is a best social threat. So i have to keep David, because David will help me to target Elmo. David will coporate with me to create a story about Elmo :). I'm not scare a challenge threat or a strategic threat, i'm just scare a social threat. "legian"

- About alliance, i'm good with my alliance now ( Icons ). But this is a huge season, i dont believe that Legian tribe have only this alliance. A part of me want to tell David that i'm in alliance with Tyler and Danielle. Advantage: David will trust me more. And he will be surely in my pocket. If he also had alliance with Danielle and Tyler, he maybe share with me. So it mean Danielle and Tyler are so dangerous. And i have to make a move. Disadvantage: If David is sneaky, and he tell i with the others, i will be in trouble. The person is dangerous in my tribe is Danielle :)) idk why but i feel she can do whatever in the future. "ayung"

- Me and my tribe are just getting closer to eachother everyday. We really love eachother. Hopefully we will all make merge. "ayung"

- Today's challenge is a little easier than the previous ones. You just have to be a fast typer and that's it. Me and my tribe all got 30 seconds or lower, so I think we have pretty good chances at winning immunity tonight. "ubud"

- these idol clues are worse than aids. yall can eat a dick "ubud"

- Another day, another win for the brains tribe. We're doing just enough to win and definitely proving that strategy can overcome a gap in skill. After 3 challenges we're all tense and expecting a twist to come tomorrow. I'm out there tying up loose ends individually with all six of the other brains so I won't be caught off guard by a swap. "Ayung"

- I may of cost us the challenge but I'm not in any danger right now, I spoke to Alexandra, and she's told me that Emily's the one that needs to go because of her challenge ability, and I hate this feeling right now, Emily's one of my allies, and I wanted her as my fourth number in Ménage a Trois, but myself, Jenna and Elmo don't have a choice at this point, the rest of the tribe is voting her out, and if we try and get Emily to vote with us and blindside Alexandra, it'll completely alienate Julia and Junior, which is not good heading into a swap, we need Beauty Strong going into a swap, therefore I've had to lie to Emily, I hate the fact she's going home when I'm the one who lost the challenge, I tried to convince Jenna and Elmo to save her but it's no use, I have to look out only for myself at this point, and it's killing me to do this, but I need to play cut-throat in order to stay in the game and win.

Day 7
"Ayung"

- Don't mistake me, what Max did in that challenge made me want to put my foot so far up his ass that it was coming out of his mouth. But a part of me thinks it will be more beneficial to get rid of Emily for now, because if and when that swap comes, Max is more likely to be loyal to the people that saved his ass. Emily, meanwhile, would sell us all up shit's creek for a song. "ayung"

- So frustrated. So we had another immunity/reward challenge, and it was about how fast you could type. So we all tried it, and then since me and Alexandra had the slowest times, we sat out of the challenge. And everyone was killing it, Jenna, Elmo, Junior, and Emily were doing so well. But Max literally forgot to do the challenge. I could not believe it, like you had ONE job. Anyway, we obviously lost because he didn't even participate, and he had to because he had sat out of the last challenge. So now comes the time to test our alliances. As of now there is an alliance of five between me, Alexandra, Elmo, Junior, and Jenna. But in that alliance there is another primary girls alliance of me, Alexandra, and Jenna. The plan right now is to vote Emily off, just because she's been really shady and not talking to anyone. I would personally rather vote off Max because Emily is way better in challenges, but we don't want the guys to know about the girls alliance, and voting Emily will hopefully remove any suspicions they have about that. I like our group of five, but the girls alliance is my primary one because even though Elmo is one of my close allies, I feel like he may have already found the idol and is just taking me on a wild goose chase pretending to find it with me. He's very strategic so I'll just have to wait and see how trustworthy he really his, because actions speak louder than words, especially in survivor. ""ayung"

- Okay so lets start off with what happened a couple days ago, me and alex were talking about making a five person alliance and how we should sprinkle it into the conversation so we could make it official, (more on how i think this was a bit sketch later) anyways we were on our way to kill another challenge when out of nowhere max goes MIA!!! and well we lost the challenge by alot cause of that so here we are at my first tribal! Anyways im excited mostly cause it gave us a reason to make the fiver person alliance and make it official and also like it solidifies the beauties trust in each other! The only sketch thing is idk if alex is talking to everyone else the way she talks to me like this could be troublesome cause ive seen hints of like the others being told the same thing as me so im going to figure out how to like fix this so im not on the bottom of this five! but that is something that i need to worry about for later in the game. For the most part i need to do my best to ride this wave to the merge first! "						"ayung"

- So we lost the immunity challenge and i am honestly so frustrated. I performed so well and we lost because of 1 person. The easy vote would be Max, he messed up the challenge and people seem happy with that decision. But i trust Max, and with a possible swap soon, he's someone i need to stick around. Emily is the one person on this tribe i have never built a personal connection with, and that's so crucial in this game. Whilst she is good at challenges, and is good to keep around for that reason. Ultimately this game comes down to trust, and it's a hard decision. Do i go with trust? or challenges? and hope to avoid more tribals. "ayung"

- I've found myself completely in the swing vote position. Max & Emily have approached me to vote with them to blindside Alexandra, but I feel it's far too early to make a move like that, and i dont trust Emily enough to have my back later on in this game, as i do with Alexandra. "ayung"

- So me Julia and Alexandra just formed a female alliance and this leads me in a crazy position. I now have a final 2 with Alexandra, a final 2 with Elmo, a 3 person deal with Elmo & Alexandra, a 3 person deal with Elmo & Max and now a 3 person deal with Julia & Alexandra. I find myself covered on all sides, but I wonder how long before I am caught out and seen as the thread I am. I just hope this ensures my safety in the swap, and we will see what moves I make if i make the merge... "ayung"

- Alexandra now knows someone has the idol, but only I know its Elmo. It's far too risky to tell her, so she's proposed splitting the votes between Max and Emily. I knew this tribal would be messy, but I am confident Emily, the 1 person i have no relationship with, will be leaving.