Flip & I'd Be Toast/Confessionals

These were the confessionals made within this episode.

Day 10
"sesibi"

- We all saw this coming and thankfully, it hasn’t hurt me as bad as it could have! I still have Byron and that’s a wonderful feeling of security, and Morena will do whatever it takes to survive. Jared has come up to me straight out of the blocks and from what he’s told me, he and AJ were at the bottom in Dendera, and has basically begged for mercy. I’m glad to take him, if he’s willing to give Byron and I the numbers then we control this tribe. Add the factor in that Marc could potentially come back and we are super strong in this position. If we get the numbers and do lose the next challenge, I find it very hard to see how Julia would not go home. The Survivor gods have looked favourably upon me!!!

"dendera"

- And the Survivor gods/hosts answer my prayer with a fucking GIFT. I got Will staying with me, reuniting with Nicole and Medha, and the other jokers (kidding they're good people). Should be able to ride this out if we do end up losing but honestly, look at this tribe and tell me we're gonna lose challenges now. Only if Kailyn is inactive I think, but I've got high hopes

"none"

- I am now getting a bit worried about losing so many challenges and tribe members. So far I have tried to save Morena, which was the target for many people since first day, and I have managed to divert that goal in the two T councils that we attended, but I do not think I can protect her anymore. I like her and trust her but she is seen as the weakest link and does not collaborate much in the challenges. It is true that she has personal problems but I am very much afraid that if we lose again we will have to sacrifice her. On the other hand I feel more comfortable now with my alliance with Byron, Spencer and Will, they seem very interested in the four of us controlling the tribe, I just hope they do not have parallel alliances, in that case it would be a mistake to remain in a pseudo alliance. Writing this confessional, I just realized that a swap occurred and I now belong to no tribe. I'm in the temple all alone, what will be my fate now? I just I hope former Sesibi members stick together, but they are minority in both tribes now. Anything worst could happen?

"dendera"

- 2 days without any confessionals... Wow. One of the reasons why I was really busy as fuck doing that castaway challenge for 12 hours and I have nothing to say about that here. And a tribe swap, huh? I'm so glad I stayed on this tribe, I still have the good ones such as Nicole, Medha and Aleks. But honestly I miss Benji and Jared, who are currently on the other tribe.

Sharing my toughts w/ the other OG Sesibi members:

Will- We talked since Day 1 and we had a good time talking between the two of us. I also think that he's good with challenges along with Jack, so maybe it's a good time to get along with him again? Jack- I haven't talked to him yet. But from what I heard he's from the Bang-A-Rang ORG Community. Kailyn- Haven't talked to her yet.

And also, I hope this new Dendera does well.

"dendera"

- Officially in an alliance with Will and Kailyn, which is great because they're the two Sesibi I give a shit about. Combine that with me being good with Nicole and Medha, plus Dendera having been completely disheveled, and I'm in a solid spot hopefully

Day 11
"sesibi"

- Yesterday, whilst I was sleeping peacefully, our tribe won immunity, the other tribe voted out Lori, and the tribes swapped to 7-7 with Marc at The Temple. Much like Naviti in this past Survivor season of Ghost Island, by random luck the tribe with numbers heading into the swap got a 4-3 advantage on both tribes. My tribe is myself, Julia, AJ, and Jared, joining Morena, Spencer, and Byron at the new Sesibi. I'm VERY happy we kept the plan to vote out Jared under tight raps last round, because he could very well be a swing vote on our tribe. Other than that risk, I do think I continue to have a good relationship with him, and he seemed excited to be swapped with me. As for getting swapped with Julia and AJ, obviously I have talked about my relationship with Julia going back to day 1, and AJ as another person who has become a close ally of mine, so other than Nicole ending up on the other side, we got a pretty sweet draw. The Sesibi's are all people I made contact with during the One World phase on Day 1, and so far I would say I have built the best rapport with Morena out of those 3. Morena is very nice, but she has a very big advantage in that... well... SPENCER AND BYRON DON'T TALK. LIKE, ALMOST EVER. I've messaged both at least twice in the past 2 days since we swapped, and all I get are non-responses or one word replies. I feel like a dad at the dinner table, every message back is like, "Good," "Yup!," "You got it!," like how am I supposed to work with that? Spencer is at least more involved, seemingly, in the conversations we had on Day 1 and now, and Byron is really just.... I cannot tell you one thing about him. Ok I can tell you his name, but 2 things is pushing it. Anyways, heading into this vote, the Eclipse twist is still in effect, so the 4 former Dendera's were discussing who to target. I mentioned that when I asked Aleks about his trip to the Temple with Morena after he returned, Aleks said Morena got the clue, so we should probably vote for one of the other two. I don't have a huge preference between the two, but I can at least see Spencer being slightly more open to working with me down the line. So... Byron may want to start talking more.

"sesibi"

- Long story short:

Swap happened. Made an alliance with Spence, AJ and Jared. I wanted to throw the challenge to take out sneaky little Benji. Alliance thinks it's a risk. I don't see how it is. 3 against 1 in the alliance. Fuck. Okay.

Throwing challenges is great for Spence and I. If we lose we get Marc. If we lose we vote out Benji. If we lose we vote out Julia. If we lose we vote out Morena. If we lose I take out AJ and force Jared to align with me for the merge.

If we lose I know that Will is safe. We click very well and he is definitely my contender for second or first place.

"none"

- The fact that both tribes have been swapped with a majority of Dendera worries me a lot. If the alliances from now are formed according to the original tribes, and it is very likely to be the case, the former sesibi has the lose, no matter which tribe has to attend TC. If the four of Dendera stick together, a Sesibi will be out, regardless of the tribe that goes to tribal council, I don't know if any idol is already about to come out but the expectations are not good at the moment. And when I join one of the tribes, exactly the same thing will happen, and that losing streak will continue until a new swap occurs or the merge comes, and by then there will be so few Sesibi that it will be very difficult for those who remain to advance. The damn random has played a trick on us.

Day 12
"sesibi"

- First time in 12 days that I’ve felt a little nervous. I hear that Benji and Julia want to go for me and I get that, I was a little crap at the last challenge, I will gladly admit that. While I do trust Byron, he could so easily flip and I’d be toast, so fingers crossed the loyalty remains. I think it would be in his best interests to keep me around. This vote ultimately comes down to Jared and AJ: they can side with us and send Benji home or they can go with Dendera and then my time may be up. It would suck to be voted out this early, and I’m just hoping and praying that I’m gonna make it through.

"dendera"

- I don't really know how is the vote is going to be so far if we don't win immunity. Firstly I would like to say that as much there should be a male boot in the game (This was my original idea), I heard from Nicole she is voting for Kailyn, and probably OG Dendera will vote for her as well, meaning there could be a 4-3 vote tonight but this may change. However in the other way, I don't really want her out. Voting for her is definitively a mistake and it breaks my heart. </3 I don't want to see more females being voted out that way, because I would like to make them understand that she is not a weak player in general and the fact that she's trying her best to stay here, but chances of saying that I'll get shot down. Still, I believe that she has Jack and Will on her side, but I hope they don't flip on her... As in, what if they vote for her instead? Who really knows.

Hopefully this doesn't end into a OG Sesibi pagonging in later tribals if this happens.

"sesibi"

- I was not as paranoid about this tribal 24 hours ago but Julia has really gotten into my head about Jared. I know for certain myself, AJ, and Julia are voting together for Byron. Jared has told me he is voting for Byron, but Julia kept bringing up wanting to vote him out over Byron all day because we would have the numbers with Morena to do so. However, I still think if we can last this vote with Jared and Morena both still there, we're sitting better than if one leaves, so I was pretty set on voting a Sesibi. Now Morena is questioning to me whether she wants to vote for Byron despite telling Julia she would. Additionally, even though Jared told me he is voting with us, so much paranoia has been built about him flipping that I am worried I could be the one going if they pull the numbers together. I'm hoping for the best but expecting the worst.

"dendera"

- So we've swapped and I'm in the minority ugh, which I guess is to be expected. I hope we won the challenge though, I think I got quite a good score! It's all a bit iffy now though, because Medha is telling me, Jack and Kailyn that she'll vote with us, but then is telling Nicole she'll vote out Kailyn. I have an alliance with Jack and Kailyn, and then Jack and Nicole, so me and Jack are trying to work through this. I feel like me and Jack are tight though, so I hope we can go far! (He sorta seems like he would be a big threat by the end so I don't think I could go to the end with him but he seems trustworthy atm). Meanwhile I haven't even really spoken to Aleks :/

"sesibi"

- "this kind of tribal is nervous, idk what to do, i will evict the person that i think is a biggest threat of my game. i dont know but i find him so bossy which he doesnt know that i have an allied on both tribes..good thing that before we have our school yard picks ive talk to some players and now that we swapped and even im at minority, i feel safe...i hope my old tribe will not feel bad about me, i just wanted to save myself than saving the one i knew is a threat... if its me who gets evicted, its ok, blindside ideas are always in this kind of games but i make new friends and not enemies...😍😍😍😍

"dendera"

- I'm pretty confident we won immunity but if we didn't this is ridiculous. So Will Kailyn and I decide to stick strong as the 3 Sesibi, and Medha tells us individually she wants to vote with us! Nicole then tells me she wants an alliance with me her and Will, so perfect me and Will are looking solid. But then Nicole says everyone's voting Kailyn and it makes sense for her to flip to us next vote. Yes, even Medha is voting Kailyn, and Will essentially confirmed it with her. This is 100% in line with the description Nicole gave of Medha preswap, her being completely unreliable. While I'm fine with the outcome if we lose (since I liked Marc more anyways), it's a frustrating outcome undoubtedly, especially showing that Medha will not inspire any confidence in her decision making. But the key is I stay secure, and that's still the case thus far.