Board Thread:Season 57 - Laguna Colorada/@comment-38356764-20200216021451/@comment-31555005-20200216195550

The insecurity I was communicating to you about my place in our alliances was honestly a mix of both real and fake feelings. I didn't feel amazing long-term because those alliances also all had Toby, who I wanted nowhere near the end (especially with an idol), but in a short term sense I didn't think I would be on the bottom. I kept communicating insecurities about them however because I felt it would make us get closer together in a game sense. I had greatly enjoyed talking to you about random personal stuff during the game, so I sought to recreate and enrich that bond in a game sense as well - by sharing concerns with you, I felt you'd perceive me as being open about game stuff with you, and this would therefore tighten the game relationship we had.