Board Thread:Season 38 - The Ganges/@comment-29992555-20170207150135/@comment-30203302-20170207161916

Hi Dean,

I wanted to make an earnest plea for you to reconsider your vote and I hope that I can express my thoughts as to why you still should vote for me despite any misconceptions you may have of me.

First of all, I wanted to address the idea that I gloated to you when I got voted out. I actually did not intend for it to come off as that way, so I'm sorry if I did. The reason that I told you I had an idol and a double vote is because when you were voted out, you started flaming Ryan and Blake in the tribe chat. I wanted to tell you what happened so that I could at least defuse some of your rage and get you to understand what I saw. What I intended to show was that you were going to go home regardless of whether Blake or Ryan flipped. Blake and I had a deal that we would tell each other if the other was going home which is understandably why he is so mad at me since I broke that promise. If Blake did not flip and was voting me, I believe that he would have told me and I would have played my idol. Ultimately, I wanted you to calm down because I felt like you played a great game. I told you about Ryan because you were getting extremely mad at Blake for flipping and I wanted to tell you that he had a reason to flip. I know its ironic considering what I did to Blake next vote but I genuinely cared about his feelings and I knew that he was really hurt by what you were saying about him.

I just ask that you seriously consider your own actions because I was told by 5-6 mutual friends of ours after you were voted out that you had approached them during the vote and told them that you were planning a big blindside on me. What was the point of that if not to make me look like an idiot to our mutual friends on EpicMafia? Isn't it a bit hypocritical for you to say that I'm arrogant and acted like a Survivor God when that's actually what you did this game? Did you not want my jury vote if I was voted out like you thought I was going to be?

Additionally, you admitted in your jury speech that I played a good game but that Miguel played a UTR game that was nothing special. Correct me if I'm wrong but you are voting me out of bitterness (which is what you told me you would do after I voted you out). I just think that it's a bit unfair for you to do that considering your actions in EMBB2 after you found out that you lost by 1 single vote. I heard you complain about bitter votes for a whole month after the game concluded, but you're very quick to do the same to me now.

tl;dr I think that we have a misunderstanding of my actions towards you after you were voted out and I think that you are being a bit hypocritical in your actions. I just beg you to reconsider your vote.