Board Thread:Season 50 - Kingdoms Collide/@comment-10584014-20181223062901/@comment-25624731-20181223230332

Hey Cali! I am so happy our relationship turned around :) I was definitely a mess after you voted me and it is one of my regrets in the game, but I’m so so happy that we ended up having the alliance that we did.

When it came to voting Jared at that tribal, it honestly came down to the last minute plan switching freaking me out. Jamie was pushing SO hard for Dani to go and I absolutely didn’t want that. Because I knew about Jared’s idol blocker, I figured it would be easier to just vote Sydney than switch it to Jared and risk Dani going home through last minute confusion. Plus at that point, Jared had actively talked to me about taking Jamie out, whereas Sydney hadn’t done that as much and I feared her and Jamie were still close, especially with Jamie being so adamant we vote Dani. Had everything come up earlier in the day, I definitely would have been more open to it! I just didn’t want a last second panic to cause a mishap, even though yours and Dani’s last second thinking is actually what saved us that round, so you were definitely right to have tried to get me to make that move.

My initial ideal F3 was myself, Jake, and Audrey. I love them both and trusted them immensely and I wasn’t really worried about either of them turning on me. When Audrey played her two advantages unnecessarily and when Jake’s relationships fell apart at the early merge, I figured that my good natured conversations with people would be a HUGE advantage for me at the end and would set me apart from both of them. Plus, once I lost Audrey in the game, I kind of took over her role of thinking of every scenario possible at all times and it would have been nice to have someone else to share that paranoia without feeling like a crazy person. I also think that, like Jamie and Chelsea, both Audrey and Jake are very respectable players and I would have had no problem losing to either of them.