Grab a Torch Already!/Confessionals

Day 15
"goguryeo"

- Yeah Crtha was voted out last night, but strangely I don't feel happy at all, I feel almost sad, the things that I've said about her honestly weren't nice, she really is a cool person, and Naturally now the whole wiki is going to hate on me for what I said, do I regret it? No, because it's not worth it, it would be like crying over spilt milk, there's nothing I can do about it, and I am happy she's gone, because every day longer she stayed the closer she got to taking the title of sole Survivor away from me, and this is still my game and I'm still going to be stone cold and vote out who I want to vote out, now I'm sure every body whose watching me right now is saying "But you didn't even partake in Crtha's boot" True, but I will be a part of Eddie's and Monkey's.

Day 16
"goguryeo"

- Well, I knew Jake was targeting Crtha, but, I didn't believe it, since I don't trust Jake. I mean come on. I don't know how everyone else is reacting to it. But I don't trust Jake or like him. If our tribe has to go to tribal council, there is a plan for everyone to vote me and I use my idol, but I don't know if I can trust people now. Ugh. I hate a lot of people in this season, but I have to work with them. Some maybe lying to my face. I wish they would get voted out already.

"goguryeo"

- I've own indi immunity. It's a pretty great feeling winning another individual challenge. My main concern is that I have talked to Jake and Eddie and both of them say the other one wants me out. I think though, that they are clearly using this as a cover up for wanting to get each other out. That is obvious. This will be good.

"goguryeo"

- I know I haven't sent a confessional in a while and I have a lot to cover, but to be honest - I can't really remember anything special that happened since Crtha was voted out. Hunter won individual immunity which isn't going to help him as he wasn't in danger at all, and the only effect it has on the game is making the target on his back even bigger. I thought I was the only one to use Google Image search to solve this challenge, but it seems neither Google's guesses nor mine had much success comparing to the others. Although I hate to lose challenges, I really didn't want that immunity. If my game is so bad I already need immunity on the second tribal council I attend, I better be voted out now. Logically observing my situation in the tribe, I'm not supposed to be on the chopping block:

- Cassels thinks I'm in a final 4 alliance with him, Aston and Alejandro. I also warned him about Monkey and protected him last TC. - Aaron knows that if he blindsides me, the Secret Society will be revealed and his game is doomed. - Monkey can't afford blindsiding me, otherwise next TC he will be facing a tie-breaker challenge against Cassels. - Hunter wants to win challenges, and since he has immunity he doesn't care about Monkey having the idol and will vote him anyway.

Of course I might as well be blindsided by a 4-1 vote. However, by being paranoid all the time I won't be able to focus on the game, and that's what important.

So as you could probably figure out yourself, we lost the challenge. Baekje also has a TC but nobody cares since Matt will be disqualified anyway. What annoys me is the fact Silla never lose. Actually it's not Silla, it's whatever-tribe-that-has-Alejandro-and-Aston-in-it never loses. these two guys have been immune the ENTIRE FUCKING GAME, and it irritates me so much. Grab a torch already and dip it in the fire, b*****s!

Day 17
"goguryeo"

- Well, I feel paranoid. I think I may be on the chopping block, but you never know what I can do. Hehehe. I really hate some people, if they screw me, I will legit hurt them. Well, we will wait and see.

"goguryeo"

- It's funny because Monkey's going home tonight so everyone in my current alliance (Aaron, Hunter and Amir) told him to vote for me so he's telling me all these lies about how im safe and all that other bull, when really he's the one going home! You try to mess with me? You'll be out of this game before you know it

"goguryeo"

- We're going to tribal again. It's just tiring. The original plan is Me, Amir, Hunter and Cassels will vote for Monkey, Monkey will vote for Cassels, Monkey plays his idol, then Cassels goes home. That 1 vote against Cassels is not enough for me. If ever Hunter or Cassels vote against me, there will be a tie, and I don't want that to happen.

But the original plan got revised a little bit. Hunter told me that he's voting Cassels for safety vote if in case Monkey plays his idol. Hunter told that plan to Monkey. But Amir said that it's Hunter's plan to tell everyone that Cassels will be voted to make Monkey feel safe and not play his idol. So the actual plan is to 3 votes for Monkey, 2 votes for Cassels (Me and Monkey), and Monkey plays the idol.

I really have no other options now but to vote Cassels out. Hunter has the immunity, and Amir and Monkey are my true allies. Cassels and I are on a big alliance formed by Jake, but that alliance is too big that we need to do a little bit of trimming down. Also, Cassels is not talking to me, so the best person for me to vote out now is him. I just hope he really goes home.

"goguryeo"

- THE B******S! I KNEW THEY WOULD DO THIS! I KNEW THEY WOULDNT VOTE ME! AMIR! HE IS UNTRUSTWORTHY! I KNEW I WOULD WASTE MY IDOL!

"goguryeo"

- That was a pretty crazy Tribal council. The plan was for Monkey, Aaron and I to vote Cassels. For Monkey and I, we voted so Monkey could stay in the game, for Aaron it was a just a vote used for an idol protection. Unfortunately for Monkey, he wasn't quite honest with me. If he would have told me he had the idol, he wouldn't have had to waste it. He's going home next if we lose, I'm sure about that. I need to do some convincing to Aaron though that it should be, me, him, and Monkey in the final 3. I know Ivan and I are on the same level in terms of the view of the Korea Super Alliance. We both see Alejandro, Aston, and Jake as huge threats. He will be a vote I can count on when I want to get rid of one of them. All I can hope for now is that my tribe can keep winning immunity, so I can get to the merge and win immunity, and hopefully pull of some big moves which will get me to the end and get me the title of Sole Survivor. :)

Everyone in this game is a snake. I don't know who to believe. Eddie is telling me one thing, Jake is telling me another, I just need to block out those words. I need to do what is best for me, and try not to get caught in their crossfire. They will knock each other out eventually. The best thing for me to do is round up some people and go with what I feel is right. I don't see Eddie as a threat. I see him as a liar, and a bad one. I see Jake as someone who will stab me in the back any time now. The good news about all of this is, as long as I can keep my shots silent, unlike the others, who are firing on open ground, I can dash right to the end, and win this game.