Board Thread:Season 26 - Java/@comment-26137841-20150512020402/@comment-24603302-20150512030457

Dani I'm actually shocked that you feel that way and it really just tells me you've been brainwashed into hating me, because you and I both know none of that is true. People are blowing things way out of proportion here and I really don't understand why, I was never outright rude to ANYONE leaivng this game, not to Xavier, not to Trent, not to you, not to Alex, not to Loxias, not to Sheryl, not to Danielle and not to Michelle. There's a big difference between playing the game and being rude to people which is something people are mistaken by.

I don't understand why you would be disappointed in me, because the way I acted with you is the way I've acted throughout even without you here. I'm disappointed that you feel this way dani because I really am surprised in you. I was never cocky nor arrogant to anyone as they left.

You really need to realize, Dani, and I'm sure Alex is has been brainwashing you into believing all of this, is that none of it is true. You're befriending people who flipped on US, which sent you home and that is why you have these feelings towards me. You're making it out to seem like I was the reason you were voted out, if that was the case they would have voted for me that tribal and tried to get someone to flip to vote me out, which would've been much more likely had they voted me and not sheryl. None of that is my fault and none of that is your fault for trusting me. Trusting me had nothing to do with it. You were not "stupid" to side with me after the merge because my true intentions from day one were to sit with you in the end, and had you gone with the other people, had you gone with say alex he would've stabbed you in the back at the final 3. I was and probably am the only person who would've been happy losing to you, no one would've taken you because they would've lost had they done that.

And I don't understand why you think me sending Michelle home makes me a coward? The ENTIRE point of playing survivor is to get to the end with someone you think you can beat, to not get to the end with a threat. I don't feel like me voting michelle out makes me a coward whatsoever. It's called playing the game and voting out the person who was the biggest threat and who would've won over me hands down, and Michelle would've won over me in a heartbeat, at least with mikey i have whatever little chance I do have. That doesn't make me a coward by any means, and I don't see how that's the opposite from what YOU would've wanted. I don't think you nor anyone in this game would take someone you think you could lose to to the end. Plus I doubt Michelle would've taken me anyways, does that make her a coward then as well? Because I know from sheryl that she talked about voting me out so I'm sure she would've voted me out as well and taken Mikey.

And, again, I was not rude to every single person who was voted out after you. I never made any rude comments to alex, if me lying to him about voting for loxias is "rude" then so be it, that's not rude it's playing the game. When Loxias was voted out, I mean, the only thing you could considrer "rude" that I did to him is when he told me TO MY FACE that he was thinking of voting me out, and then tried to get me to vote with him and I said no I wouldn't do that. That's not rude whatsoever. Sheryl I was never rude to, Danielle I don't see how it's considered "rude" to plead why you want someone out of the game in the tribal council thread when they're trying to stay in, if you want someone out and you think there's a chance it wont happen, you plead as to why they should go. And Michelle I was never rude to at all either, so this whole "me being rude" is false, I was never rude to people as they were voted out.

Also one more thing is people just keep saying I've been rude I've yet to hear an example of something I've done that has been rude, I've only been hearing that "you've been rude you've been mean" everything I'm being accused of is inaccurate and it just leads me to believe someone is doing a great job convincing you all that I am that.

Dani I'll apologize to people, I don't have much to apologize to ANYONE for and none of the apologies can be that long considering I've not done much wrong to people like I'm being accused of and I believe it's more how the way I played the game that is making me "mean".

Xavier- I guess I'll apologize for leading you on when you were voted out and giving you false hope that I would vote with you knowing I was never going to, I don't think I was rude or mean to you in any of my comments to you considering the only things we've talked about was the game and me possibly voting with you.

Trent- I'm sorry for leading you on as well, I guess I should've been upfront with you instead of lying, but I wanted to avoid votes so I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I came off as arrogant in any way shape or form to you in anything I've said to you.

Dani- I really don't see what I'm apologizing for to you, I've never done anything wrong to you and have always been your friend in this game and was always looking out for your best interests. I'm sorry you got rock'd out I guess? I believe had those rocks not happened and that vote went the way we want it me and you would've been in the final 2. So I'm sorry for that I guess.

Alex- I don't have anything to apologize to you for. I have a feeling you're the person who's been slandering my name so I have nothing to apologize to you for.

Loxias- I'm sorry for the way you left this game I guess and I'm sorry for my snappy attitude I had with you where you tried to talk to me about game and I didn't feel like talking to you about it as you openly stated you want me out, but I'm sorry for that I guess

Sheryl- I have nothing to apologize for she's not even on the jury

Danielle- I'm sorry that you really truly believe I hate you because I know you probably still feel that way, I don't. I'm sorry that me wanting you out of this game for strategic reasons came across as me hating you and I know how that feels to have someone gunning for you to get you out as it's been happening to me all game, so I'm sorry.

Michelle- I don't see what I'm apologizing for other then voting you out. I was never rude or disrespectful to you in any of our conversations we've had, I guess I'm sorry for lying to you and leading you on that I wanted to sit with you in the final 2, it's part of the game to do that and I wanted to make sure had I lost you would still be open to the idea of taking me even though I have a feeling that never would've happened.

I hope that addresses everything.