If the Shoe Fits/Confessionals

Day 34
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- I'M ALIIIIIIVVVVVEEEE WHEW !! Sandrahyped.gif

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- Holy Crap.

It is the most unreal thing that I have surpassed 14 other people to get to the Final Five. I can't believe I am still here. But, more than likely going home soon. That doesn't mean anything though. I won't give up just yet. I will not give up until my name is called. I will not give up until my torch is snuffed. And I will not give up until the fat lady sings. So SIT DOWN JOAN!!!

At this point, there is no getting Josh to flip. I might tell him to vote Lindsey or Heather right after immunity. But at this point, I need immunity so bad. And I need it in something I can dominate in. I hope I can pull it out.

Day 35
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- CRAP!! I cannot win to save my life.

At this point, immunity is what I need. And I know Emma needs it to. But, we are going to have to bust our butts for this one.

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- I really love this challenge tbh and need to win this challenge to make sure Emma doesn't get it

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- Tyler's funeral Plans for f5

another video 4 my fans

Day 36
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- mitchell hunty plea!! judges hunty plea i am gonna get 5th i can feel it just post the immunity results and judges hurry the frick up thx!!! i am gonna poop if i get 5th!

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- YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASS ! This immunity was so crucial for me to win and I pulled it off :D thanks @ the judges for thinking whatever I threw in there was funny!

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- Well fuck me! i am gonna be 5th unless if i could flip josh! He would be stupid as hell to not go to me!!!! STUPID AS HELL!!! but i like josh he is nice :/ i am scared that it will be me! i want this alot more like so much!!! i just dont know i feel like i am about to cry.... why i am i crying over this game! i dont want it to end i wanna atleast be 4th or 3rd or 2rd but mostly first please!!!

ugh i hate this so much!!!! i want to throw up!!!!!!!

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- i am gonna poop bye.. Heather i am gonna shart on ur torch and i am gonna piss on lindsays torch and i am gonna break joshs torch if he doesnt vote with me like tbh i am trying so hard to get josh to flip i have been doing that for ages now tbh~ so ya this is my second last confessinal brb... i need to finish a pina colada... smoothie from dairy queen and pray that my skills work.

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- Well, this immunity challenge is maybe my last hope. But then again, anything can happen. The biggest #Blindside of them all is if I won immunity. LOL.

Dang. I lost again. SHOCKER!!!!!!!!!!

Emma says that she thinks Josh has flipped. But he has said that before. So, I'm not counting on it being true. Hoping that tonight isn't my last night its killing me so bad. But, all in all, I know that I did my best. And that's all you can do in life and Survivor

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- OK well I'm finally off the phone with josh after talking for like an hour to convince him not to vote out Lindsay. I made have told a teensy lie that Lindsay told me Emma was coming after Josh to make that happen but :~) #anyways I gotta do what I gotta do! Josh enlightened me that apparently because it's day 36 right now this season is going to have a final 3 and a 6 person jury which........................like... ok who came up with that messy concept like anyways! Josh went on a huge rant to me about how everyone hates him and they think he's my goat that I'm dragging to the end and I was like..

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WELP if the shoe fits!! I don't think people are giving him near the amount of credit he deserves but I won't be saying that to any jury anytime soon like he thinks I am lmao. A final 3 honestly wouldn't be that bad because it would ideally be me, Brayden and Josh, and I think the only votes Brayden would get would be from Emma and Pedro so...rip, but that would leave 4 votes to be distributed between Josh and I, and I think Josh would probably get Nathaniel's vote. Apparently Josh believes that if Blake was the tiebreaker vote that he "owes him his life" and they are "best friends" like ok hon I'm sure about that!! Yeah Josh I definitely agree that you single-handedly saved Blake from elimination like...............are you kidding me????????? Anyways though, Josh also told me it was basically set in stone that if I didn't win immunity I was going to be voted for again by Emma and Brayden and who knows if they would have been able to sway Josh to their side. Emma has been messaging me constantly all day to ask who I'm voting for and this and that and I don't believe anything she's telling me at all, tbfh it got extremely annoying when I was literally in the middle of class and I read her messages and she said "answer me when i'm trying to talk to you" or something like OK WORK i'm over here trying to get educated and listening to you scramble isn't a priority rn! According to Josh, he was on her side until she kept messaging him over and over and over and he had enough of it. I think Emma essentially dug her own grave.

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- These people are the most wishy washyisnt people ever like make up your fucking mind i am so going now RIP my jury speech is gonna snatch them bald these losers can bitch to there friends when ever they want! i feel like ill have the best jury speech!!! final words will be soon! If my move works then weeha! bitches weeha! yas gaga yas but i doubt it even in all my mean confessinals i love these people and cape verde is bae verde :)

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- I always wanted to put this as my confessinal c; Courtneybiggestbitch.png