I Will End Them/Confessionals

Day 5
"phaluai"

- So Brett goes home and thankfully it's unanimous. No lasting harm will have been done by his vote out and any info I gave Brett to distract him won't spread and cause any ruckcus. I kept my promise to Julia, made sure Jake didn't receive any votes, and didn't have to give too much information to Tyson, so it was a pretty good tribal for us. That being said, I'm starting to trust Jake less and less. He really only talks to me about idol clues now and it's really disheartening. Tyson talks to me more than he does and that's a bit concerning. Jake may say that he has my back but I really feel like he's only trying to use me as a game piece. Plus, he showed that he did not care for Julia as an ally when he so nonchalantly told me to use her name to give to Brett. As I've said before, I really like Julia, and I feel like I've earned her trust enough for her to be a number for me for a while. Jake just basically reached over onto my gameboard and waved one of my game pieces in the air. I get that only one person can win, so I don't necessarily blame him for being willing to do that (especially because I haven't told him about my relationship with Jula). But that being said, I also want to win, so maybe it'd be in my best interest to try to take him out before he actually sacrifices one of my pieces. On the flip side, I may need to sacrifice Julia because it's very true that Jake was a huge asset in the first challenge and he even basically volunteered to do the hard puzzle for this challenge.

Oh yeah, speaking of the challenge. I am 99% sure that we're going to go to tribal, mostly because it's a double tribal. One tribe we can maybe beat, but two will be hard. I'm just basing this off the fact that the only one who really feels confident in their puzzle ability is Jake. I'm not as well placed this time around as I was during the Brett vote, so I'm a lot more nervous about going to tribal. Guess we'll have to wait and see how everything goes because right now I'm debating on whether or not I want to do the hard puzzle or not. I am the opposite of being good at puzzles, but we need two volunteers and besides Jake of course, I don't think anyone else wants to do it. Maybe we'll wait for Tyson to get on, which is going to be really late anyway.

"talap"

- We won immunity, and I couldn't be happier! Two first place finishes in a row for Talap. Let's hope for a Uspekh trajectory. Kostas is lucky we walked away with the victory. The tribe was very disappointed in his performance, or lack there of, during the challenge. He was rarely there to help, and when he was, he would mess things up. I'm pretty sure he would have been the next boot after hearing the ""iconic alliance"" (Rhi, Jace, Maya, Julez, and myself) all complain about him.

I am very pleased we did not go though because I like everybody on my tribe and don't want to lose anyone. We're all really nice so far. I feel better about Kostas as well because he came to me and told me there are no hard feelings and that we could use eachother in the game. Julez also told me he wants to have an alliance with us three. I like the sounds of it and feel way better about him now. With all that being said though, as soon as we go to tribal again (or if we do), he's gone, and I will make sure of that. He knows my style of play well, he's a wildcard, and I just can't have that. It shouldn't be a hard sell.

I need to spend the time I have immune to solidify my place in the tribe. Nathan and Konstantinos seem to be on the outs, but if we go to tribal too many more times, I could be on the bottom of this alliance. Jace seems to want Nathan and Kons out as well. He mentioned to me that Anna said she was voting for Maya with them, but then the vote switched to me. He pointed that out as a red flag. I think he clearly wants them gone next as well, but I do worry his bonds with the likes of Rhi and Maya are stronger than the one he has with me or Julez. Julez and I have shared idol guesses to increase our odds, and as far as I know, I am the only one that knows what really happened at the temple. We'll see how things go the next few days.

"samsao"

- I'm advocating for Annabelle in the tribe chat because she believes we are an F2 and need her close to give me info because I'm certain we are going to be going to tribal and she will be told the correct way to vote by whoever ends up in the majority. That's why I love her as an ally. She's safe and everyone wants to work with her. Unfortunately that's why I can't commit to the very, very end, this is going to have to be a lopsided deal, but I will help her get as far as possible because I do really like her and hope we can work well together. Yannick is the probably the person I'm closest to, then Annabelle, then Eva/Jenna, then Miguel though I think he perceives me closer than I am, then Sim then Erin. So that's my pecking order. If we're going to tribal.... I'm shooting for Erin.

We'll see. Hey. Maybe it'll be me? My last game I saved myself from a double-tribal death. I've felt haunted this whole game by karma because of Jake and now a double tribal? Damn. This game is going to be THE HARDEST GAME I'VE EVER PLAYED!!!

PS: My poop today formed a perfect question mark. #Prophetic

"samsao"

- Might have to hold up on Erin, I'm playing it cool with Eva because of our history. If I give her a single reason she will turn on me in a heartbeat. So I'm not going to rock the boat if I don't have to.

"samsao"

- i've been like semi-inactive lately just bc i have a lot to do and tbh that's gonna keep u, next week is my grandma's birthday so im literally traveling across the state for that. that said, it's no excuse for slacking so imma pick it back up and socialize some more, I feel like I can recover and put myself in a better position. i have good connections with clifford and jenna so far, same with miguel. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh i just wish time was better for me but life is about overcoming adversity >:3

"talap"

- Oh my L O R D, I am so excited that I found the idol already. I had a feeling that it was going to be something about an apple/garden of Eden because of the BB19 twists currently. Turns out I was right. A predicament now arises because I literally JUST formed a suballiance with Maya and Julez with the intent to help find the idol faster (as I am typing this the chat was just created). I am not sure if I should tell them, or if I should keep it a secret until a bit longer. I feel like this tribe is really lowkey right now and if I throw an idol into the mix by telling my allies, I am afraid I will stir people up into thinking of me as a threat. At least I have some protection in case my game goes sour LMAO.

"talap"

- I have a sinking feeling that we will be back at tribal council LMAO. I don't think our tribe is the best when it comes to puzzles. I think that it should be another easy vote if we end up at tribal. Kostas has really been aggravating the tribe, myself included, and Julez is really beginning to be skeptical that he is trying to intentionally sabotage us. Though I don't believe this, I will support her idea just to get a stronger rally after him. The hardest part of tribal will be dealing with Kostas since he thinks I have his back. I'm probably going to do what I did with Anna and just be like "I'll try to talk with people and see what they are thinking" then once 4 votes are in be like "oh god, I just asked the hosts how many votes are in and they said 4 😞 I think it's too late...." Hope everything goes well and this doesn't even need to happen though LMAO, just thinking 2 steps ahead just in case.

"talap"

- I'm actually legit so nervous for these tribal results. The feel of this tribe has been so static just because everyone wants to be the love tribe, and tribal isn't exactly the best place to just find out where you stand with everyone. So I'm just crossing my fingers, my toes, my eyes, that we somehow magically pull out a win for this challenge and I don't have to risk being voted out.

"talap"

- I'm not sure why, but this is probably the most paranoid I have felt during an ORG ever. Things seem to be going fine, but I always feel off for whatever reason. Kostas formed an alliance with me, Julez, Nathan, and himself. This places Julez and I betwee two allainces and with everyone on the tribe. I would not be surprised if Kostas has multiple deals though. He made it sound like he hasn't heard much alliance talk, so this does make me feel better about the Iconic alliance being the only true one on the tribe. But there only being one alliance makes me feel like it's too good to be true.

I am probably partly worried because I am by far the worst in this challeneg, and two tribe go to tribal this time. I don't want to be the one to cost us the win. So I came up with a strategy to win with my awful score. All the good people are thrown onto two of the levels and the two worst get one to hopefully ensure we at least tie. But it's possible even our best people cannot win.

I sense a swap coming up. Hope all goes well.

"samsao"

- I just figured out why I don't trust Erin. She says "Hun" a lot. That's something waitresses say when they're fishing for a tip. Seems ingenious. Probably because it is.

"talap"

- WHEW, so apparently, I'm going to be in a four person alliance of myself, Taylor, Julez and Kostas, assuming that our tribe ends up losing the challenge. Personally out of those 3, Taylor would've been my only pick to go out and align with but the fact that I'm being included in a majority in the first place is pretty great. Still crossing my fingers though that we don't lose cause I'd hate to divide the tribe especially since it seems a tribe swap is looming. But yeah, if worst comes to worst and we end up going to tribal again I think things are looking pretty rosy for me.

"talap"

- I think an interesting part of my strategy when it comes to sorting out who to send home is to let the alliance compile a list of pros and cons. This makes everyone be included in the final decision, and it also allows me to throw in some of my own ideas and concerns to hopefully turn the others to agree with me. An example of this would be me suggesting a con to keeping Nathan would be "he is a threat and will excel in individual immunities." This gets Nathan as a threat on people's radars and may make them want him out. Of course right now the target would be Kostas, not Nathan, but I still do want to mention it to the group if (when) we go to tribal tonight, just to get their gears going for the future.

"talap"

- Double tribal? Can I like opt out of that on a premium package for some kind of bribe?

"talap"

- Ayyy, puzzle queen reclaiming her throne, Konstantinos has again raised these concerns of sabotage and throwing though...

Day 6
"talap"

- I'm.... stunned. BUT GLAD! YAS GAWDT WE TURNED IT OUT!

"phaluai"

- This challenge is very important for the tribe. I tried by best but I feel like it's not good enough. Going to tribal is always risky, even though I think I have positioned myself well on the tribe, I can never ignore idols. Speaking of idols, someone has the idol and it's not me. That's extremely worrying. I narrowed my guesses down to Chris, Tyson and Pris. Pris doesn't even know the clues (could be lying), Tyson is very shady and my main bet is him. Something in my gut tells me not to trust Chris. All I know, if someone has swore to me and told me that they don't have an idol and they end up having one...I'm telling you now; I will end them in this game. Now we found out we are going to tribal; are we going to go with the safe option? Or should I mastermind a plan to blindside Tyson? Decisions, decisions.

"samsao"

- Literally I wasn't planning on working with Yannick and Erin, but apparently this is good bc they trust me and I'll always know what they r thinking, it sucks tho, bc Jenna is not in the chat and she is my #1

"phaluai"

- My decision all depends on Tyson's responses tonight. If Tyson has an idol, that's sealed my decision. I will make sure I either get him out or flush the idol. To find out whether he has an idol or not, I have devised my only little plan to make sure he tells me one on one that he has the idol. If he doesn't admit it, I may still go ahead with a plan to get him out and to make sure he doesn't use it, I will convince him that I believe Pris has the idol. This is going to be one messy tribal and not even I can predict what happens right now.

"talap"

- QUEEN JULEZ SPILLING ME THE TEA. Okay so Kostas is apparently trying to make an alliance chat with Julez, Nathan, and Taylor. LMAO BYEEEE, Julez just exposed that tea to me ASAP and sorry to say but unless we have a swap coming soon, Kostas and Nathan are definitely the next to go, and that was decided before they even decided to make an alliance chat and not include me. I am going to wait and see if Taylor tells me about this as well. If not, I know that I cannot trust him. Julez just told me that Taylor appears to also be against the idea and that she is going to have a talk with him about it. Still, it is weird that he didn't mention to me "oh hey, Kostas is trying to scrap together a majority alliance you aren't a part of" when he was my first ally in this game. I told Julez that me, her, Rhi, and Maya should solidify a tighter smaller group, just in case Taylor decides he wants to jump ship on us and actually take the alliance offer. Julez thinks that he wouldn't do that, but is still going to talk to him. She said she would report back to me. I hope this dumbass alliance made on day, what, 6(?) doesn't usurp the Iconic Alliance from day like 2 LMAO.

"talap"

- This time around I'm holding no prisioners. I came to play and play a good game finally. So I talked about my "advantage" to Rhi and Taylor, I told them I got a friendship idol that I can only play on someone else and made them both promise me they wont tell anyone else. I also have now an idol guess chat with jace and maya so we can try to find the idol together. That way I have a special connection with everyone within my main alliance. Of course I wont let any lose bullet so Kostas approached me abuot making an alliance with nathan and taylor and of course I agreed to it. So basically everyone thinks I'm 100% with them this time and I feel I'm in a good position. I also know rumours spread fast in these games so I wanted to tell myself to Jace about this alliance with kostas, so he trusts me even more. And starts thinking... why taylor didnt told him before? that way those two guys, (who in my opinion are the biggest social threats) won't trust each other more than they trust me individually. Seems good. I just dont want to over play pre-merge and get screwed bcause of it D:

"talap"

- I know now that it was a good idea to not tell Julez about my idol. Had I done that, I bet she would have seriously considered flipping to Kostas and blindsiding me at our next vote.

"phaluai"

- So as expected, we aren't immune this tribal. I did pretty poorly on my portion of the challenge, but I hope they don't use that as an excuse to vote for me because dang if I tried my hardest the first two challenges.

This tribal is going to be a bit harder because there's not really a mutual person that everyone feels uneasy around. The closest would be Tyson.

So, about Tyson. Apparently Jake found the idol but it was already taken. The only guess I have is Tyson, who randomly said he gave up finding it. Apparetly not only had he asked me to help him with clues, but he also asked Jake. With all that shady stuff being done, I also remember that Alietta told me that Tyson had me on his radar. I threw Tyson's name out to Ali, Jake, and Chris, and told them that he probably had the idol because I know for sure that I want him out. However, if Tyson really does have an idol, then we might need to split the votes, which is really hard to do without a stable alliance. Right now everyone's playing in, dare I say it, ""voting blocs."" I'm pretty good with everyone right now and I don't want to suggest a name as the one we split onto because it might cause waves. I would have volunteered if Tyson weren't already targeting me, but since he is, I need to think of someone who everyone cares for least.

"samsao"

- So I was going to angle for a Miguel blindside, but Sim has drawn the ire of the entire tribe for his inactivity, and he's probably screwed. What a shame.

"samsao"

- So based on activity and player fortitude, Clifford, Eva, Erin, Miguel and I have formed an alliance. I feel relatively good about the group but I can't get too comfortable in case of a betrayal or swap. Here's hoping we don't lose a comp again.

"phaluai"

- Okay so We've hit a SLIGHT dilemma, everyone has gone idol crazy, I just have to keep suspicion off me, and throw it on to someone else.

"talap"

- I'm gonna tell Maya about Kostas' attempt at an alliance right now. I am going to try and frame it be an us vs. Kostas battle so it will make Maya see Kostas as the enemy, and therefore will be less likely to want to work with him.

"phaluai"

- frick this tribal is so crazy, I feel as if Tyson has the idol. Someone found it & EVERYONE IS SCRAMBLING

"talap"

- Maya told me she had been feeling ghosted by Kostas and Nathan already. She told me that she is 100% with Julez and I and I told her that she should trust Rhi as well. I think I planted seeds of mistrust in Taylor, and though this was lowkey not the intent, it is good because this solidifies my place in the alliance and in the tribe even more. I am still waiting to hear of Julez and Taylor's discussion before I come to a conclusion on him.

"phaluai"

- I've drank to much to talk game.

"talap"

- Taylor is messaging me acting as though nothing is out of the ordinary LMAO. I guess I'm right to start trusting him less. "The tribe is so boring tonight" hm well let's spice it up with a discussion about the alliance being made against the one that you are supposed to be a part of.

"talap"

- We did it! The plan for the challenge panned out well. This is our third first place victory in a row, and although, I am excited, this puts us as a group in a sticky situation if we swap. We will quickly become targets because others will want to break us up due to our numbers.

Maya came to me and asked me about my feelings on Konstantinos because he is rubbing many tribe members the wrong way. I said that I personally like him but that I think he can be annoying and is untrustworthy. She agreed. I decided to speak to Jace about Konstas following this. He doesn't feel good about him or Nathan. I want to place distrust between Kos and everybody on the tribe so that if we do go to tribal soon, he will be the easy target, which it appears he already is anyway. When we go into a swap, we need to be unified, and we all need to believe we are part of the group. This also means that for the time being, we have to make Kos feel as comfortable as possible. Julez and I are hoping to do so by being part of his alliance. If we go into a swap with Kos, he is someone that could really shake things up, and I can't have that right now.

If we do go to tribal before we swap, Nathan will be the only one not already gunning for Konstantinos. I will need to get him on board somehow in a way that he doesn't find out that he's not in the majority. I may have to make up a fake story about Kos throwing him under the bus and then form a new alliance with Nathan and others to make him trust me.

I've had this surge of inspiration tonight for some reason. I need to play differently this time plain and simple. If I can control things without coming across as the leader then I will. I will place seeds of doubt, and do what I need to do. I have my sights set on many people. I hate it when people dominate in individual challenges, so the likes of Jake, Miguel, Priscilla, and Alietta are already in my sights. But first up is Konstantinos unless a swap changes that. I am making sure everyone makes him feel as comfortable as possible on Talap.

This is my last stand, so I am going to bring destruction until I truly am the last one standing. Nobody is safe. Not even Julez or Jace. I mean business. But until that time comes, I will be here patiently waiting... Wish them luck. They'll need it. 😘

"samsao"

- Erin is a messsssss, she not only creates an alliance with me, Yannick, Clifford and Eva, which I decided to tell to my number 1 Ally, Jenna, but she told Jenna that the girls should make an alliance, Erin thinks she can run this in a quiet way, she is WAYYY wrong.

"talap"

- Okay. I took a deep breath LMAO. I think i was getting too paranoid on the whole Taylor thing. Taylor and I talked and he said that he does not trust Kostas at all and wants him out. Then I mentioned to him that Nathan is a threat as well and needs to be kept on our radar. This got me worried as he said "Nathan is better than Kostas" and I took it as him being like lowkey aligned with Nathan (considering Nathan is a straight up enigma to me strategy wise). Then of course Taylor disappeared LMAO so I'm like welp.... RIP my game. Taylor ended up responding and clarifying what he meant and it made me realize that maybe they aren't very bonded. I cannot get too into my own head this early. Right now I need to just go through as though Taylor is 100% with us, and even if he isn't, my alliance has the numbers. I need to just stay calm.

"phaluai"

- I have a very big decision to make here tonight. So the plan is to take out Tyson and and split a vote or two onto Julia. The thing is though, Jake feels really unsafe. He wants me to also put a vote onto Julia. I REALLY don't want to do this because I might end up losing Julia's trust. However, if I trust that everyone else votes out Julia in the case of a tie between her and whoever Tyson votes for (either me or Jake), then I would lose Jake's trust because I wouldn't have voted for Julia. With all THAT being said, I also am not sure if I'll even be able to stay against Julia. In the case of me against Julia, I'd have Chris and Alietta saving me for sure, but I can't trust the others to take out Julia. I'm going to need to talk to Jake and the others a bit more before I lock in my vote. I'm really worried though because if everything falls out of place, I have a really high chance of going out.

"phaluai"

- "Last night, i decided to inform Julia about the alliances in the game because I need to be prepared for Tyson exposing the alliance if he gets voted out. This hopefully got her to trust me more. In terms of this vote, I am so conflicted. Tyson is probably the best option as of now because Pris could expose that people wanted Tyson gone if she was to leave. My gut tells me one of those two have the idol, and I am leaning more towards Pris having it. Watch it be someone completely different. I want a plan where the votes are split and we tell Pris that she's in danger of going home before the vote is revealed. She will have the minority of votes but A) will leave if Tyson uses his idol or B ) use her idol if she has it and flushes it out of the game, exposing her. Either way, the idol will be gone and I stay in the game. Someway, I have to convince the others to split the votes and agree with a plan to tell Pris she is in danger of going home."

"phaluai"

- I attract messes. In every org I play I attract the people who overplay. I think it's because I can be calming to them. I mention this because Alietta is being messy. She's overplaying and trying to take control of everything. I'm fine with it. I'm willing to sit back and let others overplay.

"samsao"

- I let Sim know he was the one leaving and tried to get his ass to hurry up and find an idol. Hail Mary pass, if he has an idol, he will use it to take out Erin. He wrote me yesterday about wanting to target Yannick but I respect Yannick too much as a player to take him out this early. If we can pull off an idol play, it puts my individual game in a better place. Eva is kind of sheeping to Erin right now. Oh! And I love how Erin said our tribe has no leader when she is clearly the leader. The girl is playing the game. Anyone else that can't see through that is going to get burnt. If I don't act soon enough, I might get burnt. I talk to everyone one-on-one and embellish the relationships for the most part except for Yannick, Jenna and Annabelle. I'm quickly distrusting Eva, Miguel and Erin. I trust my reads on people. Eva will gravitate towards Rhi and them come swap or merge, Miguel will snake through, Erin DGAF about who she takes out.

I am on a beach with very dangerous humans.

Sim, I'm trying my best to save ya bud, your inactivity is giving them an excuse to boot you but I see you as a loyal vote and I don't like voting out loyal votes. But much of this game may be out of my control and I will have to play more passively than I prefer, especially this early, if it was deeper in I would have more fodder to change the target, but at this point, there's nothing I can do and there's not much power in my hands at the moment. I'm conscientious of trying to help you stay and take out a big target but I don't even think you're campaigning for yourself or looking for an idol, so at this point, I think we're pooched.

"talap"

- Things have been going slowly. We keep rocking the challenges and I am happy about it!! I have been playing dirty in the tribe. Don' t get me wrong, I love everyone. But I made a group with Taylor, Nathan and Julez and a F2 deal with Maya. I will try to make a deal with Rhiannon and Jace + Maya to be sitting in the middle. But I understand I should be veeeety careful. It is suspicious that Maya asked me about groupings the moment I made the other group.

"talap"

- Chris Blue is a cucumber

"phaluai"

- I've decided my current plan is to have a 5-1-1 vote. This will protect Julia in any idol plays but I think it's too risky for me to vote Pris as that will fuck my relationship with her when I believe Tyson is going home. About whether to tell her that she is going home so she plays her idol (if she has one), it's going to be a last minute decision and I need to be careful of looking sketchy. I'm super paranoid of idols this season even though I don't think I'm at risk of going if anything was to happen. But, you can never be too sure. Idols are my phobia.

"samsao"

- OK we are doing this the old fashioned way. We got no idols. Can I get the numbers before 5pm EST? TUNE IN NEXT TIME FOR "BIG CLIFFY IS HERE TO FUCKING PLAY THIS GODDAMN FUCKING GAME!!!!"

"samsao"

- Boom goes the dynamite.

"phaluai"

- "So...Chris wants to finally tell Hannah about the alliance "Tyson" created but I awkwardly have to be fake to him because I totally told her the day it was formed."

"phaluai"

- OKAY LMFAO IM ACTING SO FAKE TO CHRIS & ALIETTA BECAUSE GIRL I KNEW ABOUT YOUR ALLIANCE FROM THE DAY IT WAS FORMED WITH JAKE & TYSON.

"talap"

- So for the first time ever (I think) in an ORG, I have correctly guessed/found the place of the hidden immunity idol!!! Unfortunately for me.... it's not fucking there, and upon this revelation, I shit my pants because wtf kind of luck is this? Why I didn't guess an episode from my favorite season that is heavily focused on idols until now, I will never know! So my head instantly turns to wondering who has it. Is it Konstantinos? Even if it isn't, I don't want anyone else to have it! So my bitch ass has to be extra chummy with everyone now, so that I am never on the receiving end of it. I decided to clue Julez in on this. Who knows? maybe she actually has it. That would be pretty funny actually.

Then it hit me that I don't need to keep my guesses to myself anymore, so in order to make Konstantinos trust me more, I shared my guesses with him. Not only did I do this to build trust, but I also wanted to see if he guessed the correct episode title. He likely would have told me that title to make sure I didn't guess it as well. So I feel like I can rule out Kos and maybe Julez. BUT Konstantinos could have a suspicion that I am doing this and therefore didn;t tell me. Part of me is hoping for a swap now because if the idol is the same spot on all tribes, then I know where to find it.

Ok, I'm off to kiss some more ass! Toodles!

"phaluai"

- HERE IT IS YALL…. THE ROUND THAT ALIETTA HAS BEEN WAITING FOR…. THE ROUND TYSON GOES HOME. lmaooo so we lost the challenge, well we got 2nd but its a double tribal so here we are at tribal again. i found out the idol has been found and everyone is painting it on tyson. idk if he has it or not, i think it could be ANYONE, but i feel like its tyson…. idk. but anyway alietta is running this tribe so if she says tyson goes, tyson will go. i have to respect ha she has all her little minions behind her and theres nothing i can do about it right now. so i have to go along with everything. i dont think tyson is worth saving though i was thinking about telling him to play his idol. 1) i dont trust him enough 2) hes asleep so i couldnt if i wanted to.

at least if tyson goes i have a pretty solid grasp on everyone and what their game is. tyson is honestly too sneaky and hard to read. esp with what alietta told me about him distrusting me. i don’t necessarily think that was true but the fact that it could be is worrying. shes also been planting seeds in chris about tyson. lmao alietta doesnt think me and chris talk but we’re slowly putting the pieces together on her. i also planted the seed in pris that alietta is very good with her words and talking to people. im feeling these days that pris is closer with her and im not having that… i dont need pris to fall into her trap and be voted out. i dont need to see a christine-esque vote out with alietta at the fore front.

so basically my role on this tribe is to *debbie voice* sit back, shut up, and gather intel. im not in control of the vote, and i have to tell myself that it’s okay. it doesn’t mean alietta is a better player than me. it’s final 22… there’s plenty of game left and i need to let other people bury themselves.

"talap"

- I didn't exactly get the response I was expecting from Julez. I won't fully rule her out as having the idol. I would not be surprised if she had it. I should've waited to see if she told me more guesses she made before revealing my info. I was too impulsive. I need to stop and think next time. I'm going to let things be for now, but I could possibly find out who has the idol by sharing guesses with more people. But of course that is very risky. I read into things too much, but I won't be ruling anyone out just yet.