Bye Felicia/Confessionals

"laconia"

- I will miss Alexis. We both feel close to each other, and now, shes gone. I am doing this game for her. I WILL! FOR ALEXIS!!!

"attica"

- First I want to say really Ian!? The boy's an idiot, but more on that later. Last night the girls had their first tribal and they unsurprising voted out Alexis, the inactive. What was surprising though was that it wasn't unanimous which means there could be problems over there. Now on to the main part of this confessional. I mentioned before how my allies and I want to target Ian first because we suspected he was talking with the girls when he was not supposed to. Now it could have been innocently but even then it is building a relationship with them. In a game like Survivor, you can absolutely never trust people that have relationships with the enemy. Before today this was all suspicion though. However, not even 10 minutes ago in our tribe chat, Ian says he's been talking with Shannon from the girls tribe. Now that is absolutely the stupidest thing he could have done. Not only could talking with the other tribe break some sort of rule, but now the rest of the guys on the tribe know that Ian will be the first person to jump at the slightest of things. This event puts Ian on top of my targets to get out of this game and first tribal we go to he will be gone

"attica"

- So Marty, he comes to us saying he can't do the challenge because he needs to visit his parents. Obviously that's not a big deal, especially considering we have to sit someone out. It seems to be really demoralizing to him and I'm just trying to keep his spirits up. It's really not a problem.

Day 5
"attica"

- So we are right now smack dab in the middle of the immunity challenge. This is an interesting one because both sides get to see the true players on each tribe by seeing how active they are. So it's a weird mix of wanting to do the best for your tribe but not wanting to seem like a threat to the other. Also we are currently down by a good bit in the challenge so naturally people are starting to talk about tribal. I feel confident in my alliance of 6 but I have heard the other alliance bring up my name. Apparently they are targeting me because I asked one of them to be in alliance with me early on. Like what?? First of all I only made a little conversation with that one guy and didn't even bring up the question of being in an alliance together. I'm not nervous about seeing my name pop up 3 times in tribal but excuse me for trying to play the game

"attica"

- right now, LIVID is not even the right word to describe how angry I'm feeling right now. Ian, our brightest bulb on this tribe, decided it would be funny to add Missy, not even realizing SHE WOULD BE ABLE TO SEE OUR ENTIRE CONVERSATION. This possibly ruins everything, I mean we were already planning on blindsiding his ass this round in an exciting out of the blue true survivor fashion, but his dumbass gave us another reason to do it! And now the worst part is if he does have some sort of advantage from the Temple, he could know hes in the hot seat and play it, so mission until tribal, make Ian feel as safe as possible so we can effectively blindside him out of this game and out of our chat.

"attica"

- So Marty, he comes to us saying he can't do the challenge because he needs to visit his parents. Obviously that's not a big deal, especially considering we have to sit someone out. It seems to be really demoralizing to him and I'm just trying to keep his spirits up. It's really not a problem.

"attica"

- Ok rant time. There has been a loooooot of drama going on today. I know i've talked about Ian before and it probably seems a bit too much but today has made all of it justified and then some. First of all I'm absolutely over Ian spamming the tribe chat. We like to have fun in our tribe chat and make jokes, but then he slams those jokes into the ground.... then keeps going until it's out the side in China. The biggest straw however is the Missy debacle. Jace did joke about adding missy into our tribe chat to rage since to be honest, she is absolutely crushing the trivia challenge. Ian though with his taking jokes too far ways actually went and added her to our chat! That gives Missy the ability to look back through EVERYTHING in our tribes chat. Not only that but then he doesn't even have the balls to admit that he made a mistake. He blames Jace for adding her to the call, even though that makes no sense. The admins did punish him for it by having an automatic vote against him in our next tribal council which will be after this challenge. It honestly doesn't matter because if everything goes to plan, he will be going home anyways

"attica"

- I'm conflicted because I want to lose immunity to rid the tribe of Ian, however I want the streak to continue.

"attica"

- You never know true shame until you answer a question wrong during a trivia challenge.

"attica"

- I'm on a tribe with a bunch of children. Yes I get it, we lost the challenge. At least act professional when we get crushed. It's not fair to the other tribe if we try and start making jokes when we get beat. There doesn't have to be spam every time they answer a question and gain a point. We don't need to post that WTF Missy gif every point. We don't need to plead with the hosts to end the challenge every time we lose a point. We don't need to make a full of ourselves by spouting nonsense in the challenge's chat where they can see us. We are playing a game and we will lose sometimes. Do not diminish the other tribe by becoming bratty children when we are losing. We are here to play a game and I want to beat the enemy tribe just as much, or probably more than the next guy, but we can't act like this when we lose

"attica"

- Ian calling himself the "integral cog" of our tribe made me laugh. He's the cog that the integral mechanic needs to remove.

"attica"

- DO NOT EVER try to blame me for YOUR OWN stupidity Ian. Thank GOD for that extra vote against you because when we lose tonight, you are GONE.

"attica"

- Missy is a robot, plain and simple. Not only does she know the answer to every single question that is asked, she also answers in under a second.

"attica"

- I hate to say it, but I'm saying it. I'm kinda glad we lost because it gives us the chance to get rid of that nuisance Ian.

"attica"

- So we lost, and to add insult to injury, the girls probably know everything we've ever spoken about. thankfully not much strategy went on there. Right now I think I'm in a good spot, due to my mess up in the challenge I'm kinda the jokester of the tribe I guess? Which is FINE by me, infact it works out perfectly, they underestimate me and then I can slide by without them knowing I could be a threat. The plan tonight is to vote out Ian, it was to vote out Ian way before he even screwed up and added Missy, he's shady, there had been rumors he's having cross tribe alliances, and he didn't even try to hide he talks to the women in the main chat! Also he's the head of the snake of the other alliance. Once he's gone Josiah and Eoin will come crawling to us and turn on each other. So were writing Ian down tonight, it saddens me that now it probably won't be a blindside due to him screwing up. My one concern is that I'm the only one who brought up he could have an idol, no one else in my alliance seems to even take it into consideration. Just gotta hope it's not me.

"laconia"

- i think these past few days have killed part of my soul. those minion stickers are my horcruxes.

so first of all, the reward challenge or clash of the titans or whatever it is called - oh boy. that was a bit of a mistake. at first glance, the game seemed cute and easy and something i could very quickly master. however, that didn't quite work out the way i expected. but it was cool because i got to go to the temple anyway, and then it was not cool because i am terrible at guessing things and picked a vase that makes my next vote public. oh, well, i suppose i'll just have to make sure i'm on the right side of the numbers on that next vote.

(i'm still not entirely sure why mj picked me for the reward; he has mentioned wanting to work together with me and hanne and "whoever else we want", and it feels pretty legit, but as far as why he picked me over hanne, i'm still trying to work that out. my first instinct is to believe that means hanne is his #1 rather than me, because that's what i would do if i were in that position, take the #2 so people don't suspect that the other person is your #1 and to make #2 feel better about their place in the game. i probably wouldn't have chosen mj for the reward if i had won because i wouldn't want to give away that i want to work with him. but it is possible that that's not the route of thinking he was taking, that maybe possibly i'm his #1 or he just picked randomly or even that he's planning to betray me asap. however, i'm fine with whatever the motivation is, i'm just going to assume i'm not his #1 right now and play it by ear.)

anyway, so the temple thing was fun even though i didn't get a clue or something useful. speaking of clues, holy fucking shit shannon is good and i'm so mad. basically, she gave a clue to the majority alliance which hanne is in and hanne gave it to me & jessica so we've been working with that BUT as soon as i volunteered for reward she was like "hey wanna make a clue deal?" turns out she only gave everyone else HALF of the clue, leading them to believe that aphrodite was first in the list, while the second half of the clue which she gave to me is the important part and says that aphrodite is actually last. oh my god. so the 3 of us wasted like 2 days guessing totally wrong. i've gotta give her credit, that was such a smart move. i'm gonna keep a closer eye on her from now on, that's for sure.

what else is there? the immunity challenge was quite an adventure. j esus. fave moments: gosh fuck, what the ___ missy, and the 4 hours or whatever when attica basically just fell asleep. not fave moments: looks like it's time to oil up, what the hell is a basketball scores, pac-man emoticons, minute-by-minute updates of what tata was doing, the scary half hour when i was the only one in my tribe who was up. i apologize in advance bc i'm sure my tribemates will grow on me and i'll regret being mean about this later but like. oh my god. these people cannot hold a conversation for shit what are they doing why does erica use " ;-; " every other minute how am i supposed to play strategically when everyone's giving me one word answers to every single question hhhhhhhh i'm sorry but i do not understand


 * deep breaths* all is good. we won a challenge. i am still in the game. they are all lovely people.

"attica"

- Basically i started off in a nice cosy five person alliance (Called the five horseman, so yes it was destined to fail) and all was well with the world but then Ian started getting cocky of himself and fucked up by adding Missy to the chat and he got blindsided. In fact not only did he get blindsided but Josiah and I were also left in the dark, I mean I was fine with getting rid of Ian at the next tribal council but that just flushed our numbers down the drain.