I Get No Blood on my Hands/Confessionals

Day 31
"koshtan tau"

- I am one lucky S.O.B. THANK GOD!!! That was so intense. Thanks, Ziggy Iggs! Self-votes are GREAT! Why did I trust James!?! Anyway, Molly and I were blindsided. Luckily, Bryce seems to never be informed on happenings around camp. I used this to my advantage, and he claims he was only told to vote Molly but never informed on the split. Ivan told me everything that went down, so I do trust him now. He said he had no choice because it would have still ended up me or Molly gone if Ziggy voted. So I trust them as much as I can now. I really hope this works. Well played James. You have been playing both sides. Hopefully this stroke of bad luck will screw you over in the end. I hope my conversations with James don't come back to haunt me. I said some things about taking out Molly. She can't know! Whew... This is so intense, and I'm pumped. THIS is why I love Survivor! I'm excited, pissed and scared! ALL AT ONCE!!!

"koshtan tau"

- So, I might be giving myself a little too much credit here when I say I'm an amazing liar xD! So, obviously last night things didn't go as planned. The split-vote didn't work after Ziggy self-voted like a derp and sent himself packing, so I knew that I was gonna get some heat from Molly & Taylor, who I tried so hard to blindside.

So, I came up with some lie that Andreas and Ziggy both said that Molly was targeting me during the time she was on Slava and that I didn't know who to believe so I just voted for her in the spur of the moment -- and I think she's buying it. So, despite my attempts to blindside her, I get no blood on my hands and she thinks it is all Ziggy's fault that I was manipulated...I can't believe it worked <_<

"koshtan tau"

- The failed split vote. Sighhhh. I am very sad that Ziggy, my number one partner in crime was voted out due to self vote.

It sucks that i know im the only non Uspekh left in the game and i have no one to trust.

I feel like its me against the world.. I hope i can manage to escape another round of tribal council...... Wishful thinking..

Day 32
"koshtan tau"

- SHOCKER! Molly wins the challenge because her loved one was the challenge dominator from Sardinia, Wes. He turned me down for her. It makes me SO PISSED! Now I am for sure the number one target on James's side. I just have to hope for the best that Ivan and Bryce stick with me. Molly too because she wants Erik out now!? Yup.... paranoid again. If he feels safe he won't use the idol if he has it! "Erik wanted me out" she says. Yes, because I'm going to do what's best for your game? Plus, it's ERIK! NOT Boston Rob, Molly! The idiot probably believed James when he said he was tricked. I mean first she lets someone else do all the work for her again(Wes)! Now, she wants Erik out because he's such a threat!!!(Sarcasm) I guess that's why she's the "Queen," right, guys?

I mean, I do like her, and I know I'm saying this out of anger, but she really has a way of getting on my nerves. I just have to put my happy face on, act happy, wake up, and realize I'm here to win no matter what. First goes James, then goes Molly, then goes Ivan, then goes Rebekah, and hello final 3 or 2 that I can't, or rather, shouldn't lose. I swear I really am a nice guy people. I just get pissed sometimes.

"koshtan tau"

- So after the unfortunate Ziggy boot, i was nervous as hell on what Molly and Taylor's reaction will be. Taylor is my buddy in switched Slava. So i kind of told him the split vote plan but made it seem like it was James and Ziggy's idea. And boy did he get mad at James. And spilled that James thinks I am a threat and would want me gone.

After talking to Taylor about the game, he finally promised a final 2 or 3 pact with me, which is what James did not do. Taylor now wants vote out James.

I honestly like James. I adore his personality. But he is a triple threat. And Triple Threats should not make it in the end. Plus i really have a feeling he has an idol.

Voting Confessionals
"koshtan tau"

- I'm sorry to say goodbye to a member of the Uspekh Four, but, her may be having Coitus with another alliance...

"koshtan tau"

- I KNOW ERIK IS COMING AFTER ME, BUT IT'LL BE STUPID FOR JAMES TO FOLLOW THROUGH (even though I'm voting him out, he doesn't know that just yet.) BTW, 'BJ' in my vote is because of the stupid alliance name he made for us. I'm expecting 1 to 3 votes tonight, unless I'm able to sway them else where.

"koshtan tau"

- James, you are a very cool guy. I really like you a lot. This vote is because I know you are playing a good game, you are playing hard. And you are one of my biggest threats. This is purely game-wise, nothing personal. I'm sorry.

"koshtan tau"

- Everyone acting shady as hell right now xD! I know Rebekah & Erik are good with this, but everyone else is soooooo skethcy and the only reason why I am not playing my idol is because I do not want to jump the gun at this point when I could need it next tribal.

"koshtan tau"

- James, I so badly need this to be you tonight. It's basically me or u tonight. May the best man win. You will most likely have my vote if you make it to the end. I've got a new name for you... it's time to dethrone "King James"