Make a Move or Something/Confessionals

Day 30
"maresia"

- Well, last night was a bitter sweet moment. Pedro FINALLY went home. But, everyone switched their votes on me so now I'm screwed. Emma told me she is gonna explain but I mean my game may have been just closed shut.

At this point, I have to act like I voted Pedro. And if anyone asks then I guess I can just be like. 'I voted Lindsey because I wanted to ensure no one flipped again.' Because let's face it, I cannot trust anybody.

I need to make a move this round and it has to be BIG. I just hope it will ACTUALLY HAPPEN this time.

"maresia"

- This season should be called survivor i am 12 years old and what is this because 7 covered items i am 12 years old and what is this...

also the songs remind me of this season is

Sophia Grace - "Best Friends" Official Music Video

Sophia Grace "Girls Just Gotta Have Fun" Official Music Video

basically sophie grace TBHHHHHH

"maresia"

- WHEN IM THE ONLY PERSON WHO DOESNT GET ANYTHING FROM THE AUCTION Lawnmowerdrag.gif

"maresia"

- I have a feeling i may get second... RIP if i dont get heather,tyler or scott out there good at challenges... i mean in my point of view the people who have chances of winning is

1: Heather,Scott,Tyler

2: Me

3: Brayden he is doing a good job...

4: Lindsay josh..

I mean i have a chance of winning but not with heather scott or tyler i could be overestiming them but right now i need to get them out... at final 5 i am gonna work my ass on immunity hopefully get scott to play his idol earlier...

Maybe i am overestiming heather and tyler or underestiming i mean they were on the winning tribe so they didnt have to do much... i am about to go to the plane to florida so i hope i make a move or something i wanna show people that i am a good player! i aint no floater dot dot dot mhmmmmm

"maresia"

- This morning I woke up and almost had a heart attack. My numbers are slowly falling apart and I have no idea what to do about it. I've been trying to keep issues between Josh and Lindsay at a minimum but I think a breaking point was finally reached and clearly that is not a good situation for me. Josh messaged me this morning and he was like "we need to talk" "I have been told u brought my name up" and I was like WhaT the fuCK???????? So then like a COMPLETE IDIOT I admit to him I brought it up premerge to "try to get people to think we were less close"...........which I mean isn't exactly true but oh well! He finally ended up admitting to me that it was Brayden who was telling him Lindsay and I were targeting him for the next vote which is a complete lie; I want to go as far into this game with Josh as I can because 1. if I vote him off he's gonna go crazy and will never vote for me in the end and 2. the only jury vote I think he could get over me at this point is Nathaniel, maybe Brayden????? so honestly why would I want him out? That doesn't make any sense. So that means that either Brayden made up that entire thing to try and get Josh pissed off with me which could be possible or two, Lindsay is suggesting to Brayden she wants to blindside Josh and just included me while talking to Brayden since she assumes I will follow whatever she does. I'm not loving that concept either way. I basically pinned the entire thing on Lindsay and Brayden and that only made Josh hate Lindsay even more than he already did. Josh is so set on getting out Lindsay right now that he's blabbing to everyone about it even though I tried to suggest to him that shutting up would be a better idea. I'm really dreading having to pick sides between them because to be completely honest I would rather choose Josh, but Lindsay has SOO much power right now it's ridiculous. Not only does she have a HII but she got something to negate a person's vote in the auction. And she pretty much has Tyler's entire loyalty. Blindsiding Lindsay is something I've been thinking about a lot lately because if I don't strike against her now, I'm not sure I'll ever have the chance to and I don't want to go into a final against her; it won't be hard for her to make a case since she started at the bottom of the tribe and survived while getting an idol and whatever that mask thing is. She seems so confident right now that she's gonna make it to the end and if I could I'd want to send her out the door asap. The problem with that is that Tyler would be totally blindsided by me and it would be 3-3 for Corvo and Alto, with Brayden/Emma still having an idol and Tyler being potentially pissed off at me. I don't think Lindsay would turn on me before f5, but I don't want to get to the finals and lose. I'm still the only person who knows she has the idol other than Tyler (as far as I know anyways) so basically if I make a move against her and release that information I'm definitely putting my ass on the line. I learned my lesson spilling tea about idols in spain and if I went down because of it again, everyone will be in for a #survivormeltdown !!

"maresia"

- idk should i just keep quiet... i need to make moves... i just dont know its hard being in a the 3 of the 4.

Day 31
"maresia"

- Today, is a pivotal point in the game. Alto Mira is down 4-3. Josh is telling me he is with me, but I absolutely do not believe him. The plan is still vague, but I think we are gonna make a big move tonight.

Well, that immunity SUCKED. I don't see how Heather or Scott have time to do this IMPOSSIBLE puzzle. Anyway, tonight, Alto Mira is voting Tyler. Scott has said everyone is voting me out. He is gonna play his idol on me, then Tyler will go home. Hopefully. I am praying this works.

"maresia"

- Kimhelicopter.gif Well this immunity makes this vote a lot less stressful since I'm going after Brayden now who could potentially have an idol. I'm assuming he would try to idol me out this vote if anyone sooo sorry for ruining your plans dear :~) and SLAY @ Scott and I being the only ones who submitted and have no challenge strikes. I'm such a sceather warrior tbh!

"maresia"

- I am so pissed at everyone like corvo barely talks to me... about strategy i have to try hard ugh while they LOVEEEEEEEEEE scott!!!!!!!!!

They only dont trust me because i am close to brayden!!! like fuck this theyhave krustier balls then the krusty crab!!!!

like krusty as krabby pattys!!! i am so done!!! i feel so invisable like i feel like purple kelly who will not quit!

my plan is to basically bluff to people that alto mira is voting for lindsay but in reality were voting tyler AHAHAHAHAHAHA i hope this works and i am so damn close into finding this idol.. ill be pissed if like somebody else found the idol. i am also so invisable... i mean i am trying my best but yet again i am still in here ayeee!

"maresia"

- me. when heather thinks ill be blindsided in this vote lmaooo bye heatherica ily tho fuck why i am so delunsiol or whatever its spelt,... i hope brayden stays or meee i mean like ugh i need to win this game is getting annoying!!!! why i am i so stupid omg!

"maresia"

- I think i found a smart way to find the idol! i think the answer is a runner up :O... if i am wrong damn fuck if i am right damn fuck ya!!! bitches!!!! weeyaaa!!! ITS WRONG GDGDGDDGHJJJJJ thinking that i was smart.... the most delunsional player award goes to emma lee... ill try to guess julie berry next. i am just gonna bluff to scott that i have the idol and find it later!!!! since i am so dang close! if its already found then oh shit! i am so done tho like bye emmalica!

"maresia"

- Tonights vote will be huge if everything goes as played we should have a 4-2 corvo advantage going into the final 6. But yet I just feel like that things wont go as planned, somthing will happen and I will be gone. I am begging this not be the case but if my move works I will be so happy

"maresia"

- UM okAy SO baSICALLY FUCK MY ENtiRE Life FUCK thiS gamE fucK everytHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I just fucked up I just fucked up real bad Scott, knowing about tyler's vote revealer, voted for Tyler, getting lindsay to play the idol on tyler, and brayden is probably still gonna go or it's gonna end in a 3 way tie. Honestly I am SO angry right now, I never thought precious Scott of all people could be such a fake ass bitch!!!!! I'm thanking caryn christ every moment of this game for letting me win this immunity otherwise I could be in tyler's position.

Me @ Scott right now Mariahidontknowher.gif (kidding love you scoot) but if he gets the boot for this.....honestly.......that's what he gets for lying to me!!

"maresia"

- I'm calling it now...rest in peace lindsay samuels Beypraying.gif

"maresia"

- ok now lindsay is playing a vote negator on Emma..........honestly....idek where to go with this right now I am just stunned