Board Thread:Season 46 - Kariba/@comment-34802226-20180414225919/@comment-34704154-20180415104901

Dovile!!! I’m so happy you felt that way about how quickly we became friends and I’m so grateful to be given an opportunity to speak the TRUTH about what happened around your vote out and I will say it all now.

Louise wants to ruin my chances of winning because she’s bitter and unlike everyone else, cannot accept that it’s a game. To do this, she is clearly spreading lies about me amongst the jurors. I am being absolutely honest with you. I tried to save you and I am looking back at chats now and it’s true. Although I voted in the majority, it was not the vote I wanted. You CANNOT listen to Louise, I’m about to copy and paste my convos that I had before you went:

Louise: my plan is

i don't wanna vote becky because then they'd be pissed off right

but dovile is gonna be angry is she's on jury at us for voting her

so im throwing my vote

Here you can see that Louise did not want to save you, but was too afraid to admit it so threw her vote instead. Later on she said this:

''Roisin: if dovile comes up again will we put ourselves at risk to save her? Xx''

Louise: I’ve been thinking about that

if people are really gunning for her

idk if there is a way to save her i'd like to do it but if it puts us at risk

i think we should just go with it

Again, it was evidently Louise who was unwilling to save you.

I spoke at great length with Jack and Jake in PMs about saving you too. Here’s an example of a conversation with Jack:

22 MARCH 21:30

Roisin: omg we cld save her x

Roisin: I dont think ur online but hope ur enjoyin ur day x

I rly think we need 2 keep dovile, if ur opinion is different then lemme know and ill change mine cos my main goal is sticking with u but dovile will be loyal 2 us and shes nt gonna hav the option 2 vote with the others and thats gd for us x

Jack: I think its good to keep her just idk if everyone wants to

I don't really like sending message chains because I feel it ruins the authenticity of final tribal council ahaha, but I so want to prove my innocence to you! Here you can see that I was clearly trying to persuade people to save you, despite what Louise says!!

As for the Louise-Dovile-Roisn f3, that would have been iconic if you had stayed in the game, but after you went, for me that disappeared. Louise was a threat to win and I couldn’t have that sitting next to me today. I know there was uncertainty surrounding her vote out - I have no regrets in voting her out, just the way I went about it. I never wanted you to go though and if that is what Louise is trying to say then she’s totally lying in an attempt to try and turn the jury against me!! The convos above expose her true thoughts at the time. Xx

Jake does not deserve to win this game because he played a less impactful game than me. He was often unaware of what was happening - for example, the Drew and Louise votes - and this exemplifies a lack of control over his game. Here at final tribal council he has tried to take claim for moves he simply didn’t make whilst I have owned the strengths and weaknesses of my game wholeheartedly, suggesting a greater awareness for my game. Even though I know my social game was lacking, this didn’t stop me from always knowing what was going on, but Jake did not, implying I was able to use the relationships I did have better than him - I literally knew where every single person was voting every round! I feel I really put the ‘survive' into Survivor: I relied on no one else but myself to get me through the game as securely as possible, as shown by the lack of votes against me - and that’s not because I wasn’t a threat, as Vincent’s endeavours show! Up until the last moment Jake was at risk, as shown by his loss at the final immunity challenge and subsequent two votes against. Therefore I think it can be seen that in general my game was a lot neater than Jake’s, and one that was able to make moves when the time required it, whilst Jake was left in the dark a number of times and is now trying to piece together arguments of how it was all intentional.

Thank you Dovile!!!!! I hope you can see the truth now about how you left and how I NEVER wanted you gone at any point! ily xx