Board Thread:Season 51 - The Caribbean/@comment-30202274-20190225194223/@comment-33171823-20190226144429

OOF thats a mood- fuck wikia huh.

First of all I want to explain me talking less to you. And quite honestly, it's stupid. I was a little hurt by you lying to me, but at the same time I didn't want to lie to you myself. In my mind, that was the best way to vote you out without me or you getting hurt. (Ok im stupid we know)

Now the why not the how. I don't want to recreate my speech, so I just want to say one sentence for each one.

Lex- This was more voting with an alliance than what I wanted to do, my phone died and came on right before deadline.

Hunter - Because I thought he had advantages, and I thought him and Ethan together were a threat.

Bradley - Because we hadn't talked, and because I thought he was with you and Su and therefore a powerhouse of a group.

Natalia - Because she threw Ethan and Yousef's name, and I had heard she threw mine as well, and I wanted her gone to make sure that I was safe.

Elmo - Important to give me a shot at endgame without Yousef. (But not like... I would have been ok if he stayed I just wanted a shot) Also Important in the fact that a big threat needed to go that round and it couldn't be Yousef and Ethan was immune.

Su - Personally not my best choice (also didn't vote for him but still would have) Yousef wanted him out to beat Ethan and Ethan thought he was throwing the challenges, so obviously wanted him out.

Yousef- voted for him because he asked me to, still tried my hardest to have Ethan keep him in.

Karsten- Ethan wouldn't vote Jake off, and I knew I lost in a firemaking, so I wanted a 3-1. I would have gone to Karsten but we hadn't talked in forever and he was talking shit ab me to Jake.

Now for the general questions. 1. My biggest regret was voting out Natalia. I think what I heard was a lie (regarding me) and that her and I could have worked together for a while more. She was a loyal friend and a great ally, and I feel like I did her dirty, she deserved a better placement, or even to be here.

2. I think I'm worthy because I played the best Under the Radar game, while pushing my agenda safely with 2 people willing to play idols on me and protect me. My social game may have been hurt a little, but at the end of the day I had 4 days to do what everyone else did in 7, and I think that my social game was not too far off from what it typically was. I made move after move and my target always went home, while getting close to people and working with them. I didn't need to win challenges to get here.

3. Lex- the conversation that he had with Karsten, where someone threw Hunter's name.

Hunter- being so close to Ethan, rumors spreading about his advantages, his aggression

Bradley- being close to Elmo, maybe having advantages

Natalia - trying to protect Karsten and throwing names

Elmo- best social game, maybe having another idol (Although I knew Yousef had it at this point), threat to win

Su- calling himself a goat every 10 minutes and pissing everyone off (mainly Yousef)

Yousef- Elmo going home, being the man of the hour guaranteed a win

Karsten- wiggling out of every vote and Ethan winning immunity

And I just wanna end it off with... HOLD UP NO YOU DIDN'T BOW BOW