I Can't Wait to Fucking Blindside Them/Confessionals

Day 20
"kelapapantat"

- ""So after 19 days, we've merged. 11 people all together, and here is where the game gets interesting. My plan is to lay back and really access the situation, but as it looks right now, I'm the swing, which is a dangerous position to be in. Max wants me to go with him and the brains, but Alexandra wants me to join her and brawn. Me and Elmo are in the middle.. ultimately I'm learning towards brawn, I am close to Tyler and David / Danielle are giving me good vibes. Ultimately you need to have trust in this game, and I just do not feel I can build a close relationship with the brains and move forward with them, so I'm leaning towards the brawn faction, and hopefully we can pick off an easy brain for this first merge boot.. but anything can happen this game is crazy "" "						""kelapapantat"

- Things that I know (a comprehensive list):

1) Elmo has an idol 2) I have an idol 3) Max is forming an alliance consisting of Jenna, Elmo, Nadine, Hannah, Danielle, and Ting Ting. And he thinks that he can use me as a number, because he's a total douche. 4) Elmo has no intention of taking me or Jenna to the end, because he thinks we can beat him. He would like to go to the end with Tyler, Nadine, Ting Ting, and Max. 5) Max told Christina that he hoped she made it to the jury (WTF) 6) Max is a snake. Hannah is a snake. Elmo is a snake. And I can't wait to fucking blindside them. "						""kelapapantat"

- ""Challenge Confesstional: I liked that I was able to choose what I wanted to do for the immunity challenge. I literally stink at games so I knew that really my only choice was to make a flag. I was surprised that only two of us chose to make a flag, but also happy at the same time. I decided to make a home made flag because I thought I could be more creative with actual materials than a computer program. I decided to do a beach scene and use sand, shells, and flowers as decorations. I was very happy with it and thought it turned out pretty well. But, most of all I am happy that I won! I feel much better now that I am safe for this tc. "" "						"kelapapantat"

- "I am glad that I won immunity and can breathe easier at this tc. The tribe is talking about voting out Hannah and Max. Honestly, I don't care which one of them gets voted out because they both are rude, conceited people. Since the tribe seems to prefer Max leaving, I will vote with the tribe. " ""kelapapantat"

- ""Honestly, this merge vote is a complete clusterfuck. My main goal going in is, I want an easy first vote, I want to keep the people I trust, regardless of if I view them as threats moving forward for now. The main consensus targets seem to be Hannah & Max. I have been pushing for Hannah, as honestly, I made an alliance with Max on Day 1, and that's something i'm hoping to use as leverage in the future. I feel covered on most angles.. the only ones i don't have a bond with are the brains & Danielle.. So Hannah going for me would be ideal. I didn't want to push too hard for Max to stay though, and have my loyalty questioned. I've been pulled into a 6 person alliance with David, Alexandra, Tyler, Christina & Danielle. And then i have my alliance with Max & Elmo also, and f2's scattered too, so I should be ok, unless the brains use an idol.. But you can never feel safe in this game. Honestly, at this point, I'm playing day by day, taking it as it comes, and let's see how far I get."" "						"kelapapantat"

- Since entering the merge things have been all over the place for me, I have my main beauty alliance with Jenna and Elmo, and my new swap alliance with Nadine and Ting Ting, but I cannot seem to get them all to work together, right now Hannah has been painted as the easy merge vote, and all the brawns and beauties have jumped on it, Nadine told me she was going to play her Idol (the original Ubud one I think) on Hannah, and I tried to slip in Alexandra's and Tyler's names to her, but she later said she changed her mind and wasn't going to, as far as I know I believe Hannah is going tonight, unless Nadine does play her Idol on her, we'll see, but maybe I might be blindsided instead, however I've done my best to protect Jenna and Elmo from being the Idol victim if it's played, hopefully if it is Tyler or Alexandra's going tonight, especially considering Alexandra most likely has the original Ayung Idol. ""kelapapantat"

- ""Since I'm stuck being the merge boot, I better at least get the golden PPPPPPPPP whatever edgic that goes with it. Losing that challenge sucked. And I scored well on judged challenges before, so I really thought I had that one. Wait, am I unhappily confessional ranting about everything wrong with my Survivor life AGAIN? Welp there goes my positive edgic out the window along with my chance of winning. The brains are outnumbered and I tried to convince my main allies to let me take that big bulky uncomfortable necklace off their hands, but sadly they aren't idiots so they said no. Welp, when I'm eliminated they'll miss those Survivor comics coming exclusively to the tribe chat. But it looks like I gotta go bleed to death by a thousand paper cuts as they cruelly slash me with their deadly parchments, and then they top it off by stabbing in the artery with the voting pen just like other Kira at the end of Death Note.

Ps. Ashley, as much as you think I suck at social game, my ally Chris chose me for social reasons so I CLEARLY DID SOMETHING RIGHT "" "