Board Thread:Season 50 - Kingdoms Collide/@comment-24603302-20181223015203/@comment-27051031-20181223162707

Hi Tyler!!

Okay so my plan backfired LOL. I was trying to be like Eminem in 8 Mile and say all the bad things in my speech about myself that I thought everyone else was going to say. But I guess that is officially now my biggest regret LMAO.

Let me just again say that I in no way think that I was a goat. I do think that everyone believes I did whatever Jessica and/or Audrey told me to do, so I guess that is what I meant. I personally think that I was extremely strategic this time. I was not a crazy social butterfly like I normally am but chose a few people that I wanted to work with and poured my heart and soul to them. Jakey was the only person who realized I was spreading things that people were saying to me and he tried to get me out. Luckily for me I had built strong enough relationships that not many people believed him and rallied together to keep me safe. Lowkey that first merge tribal council that was extremely messy was literally all because of me. That is one of my biggest moves this season in my opinion. I caused extreme paranoia that tribal and just got to sit back and watch while everyone scrambled to try to keep me safe. Anyways back to our question. As people have now proved to me with their speeches, no one has called me a goat, but everyone is asking how my game was separate from Jessica -- so in a way I was right! I have tried to explain my game multiple times now and how I have differed from Jessica, so hopefully you all see the answers and understand.

That's all for now!!! <3