Board Thread:Season 50 - Kingdoms Collide/@comment-10584014-20181222232018/@comment-27051031-20181223161433

Hi Sydney!!

First I would like to say that I was really excited to see you in this game. I loved talking to you and getting to know you. You are a giant sweetheart and I am sorry for the way the game turned out. I think that the reason why Jamie stayed safe so often was because people wanted to keep a big target like her in the game as a shield. Since no one was going after Jamie you were the next best thing. The reason why I targeted you was to weaken Jamie. I knew that as long as you were in the game she would always be voting to keep you. I needed her to vote to keep me! I did however seriously think about keeping you in that vote. I wanted to separate myself from Jessica -- but in the end I just couldn't get over the fact that if you stayed you made Jamie stronger, and that worried me. I personally do not think I am a goat but I am SHOCKED that no one else seemed to think that either. I brought it up in my speech solely because I thought that people were going to come for me and call me one, so I thought I would just do it first.

ANYWAYS! Onto your questions. Szymon asked me this as well, but it's okay I understand why everyone wants to know. Jessica and I were an alliance. As much as it seems from the outside world that Jessica called all the shots, that's not totally true. We discussed every single move we made. There was never a moment where I felt that Iw as just doing her dirty work. But what I think I did better than Jessica was the way I played socially. Jessica was focused on talk strategy with literally everyone in the game, she was a huge social player. I however played more strategic. I did not spread my love to every single person. I chose who I was going to be loyal to. Jessica happened to be one of those people and look where it got me. Aside form Jessica though I made strong relationships with Szymon, Jared, and Jamie. Sydney I did try with you, but I was nervous that you would always chose Jamie over me. All of these relationships were created at different parts of the game. Jared and I were in the same tribe form the very beginning and I knew that if I kept him close he would help me get to the end. Unfortunately Jared lied to me about the nullifier and I just couldn't ignore the betrayal, which is why I voted him out. Once he was gone I knew that I needed to work on Jamie. I needed numbers on my side, which is why I had to vote you out. As long as you were in the game, Jamie would always chose you over me. Once you left I was able to solidfy my relationship with Jamie by promising her I would not vote her out even if she were to lose immunity. This relationship helped me to get here.

I did always plan on going to the end with Jessica. If Audrey hadn't have gotten voted out I would have went to the end with her too! Just as I was truthful with Jamie when we made our alliance, that I would have went to the end with her as well even if she had lost an immunity challenge and was able to get voted out. Like I said earlier, in this game I tried to focus on a few solid relationships with people who I knew were going to have some control over the game. That kept me safe, and that got me here!

Hopefully this answers your question and I am truly sorry if I ever made you feel crappy throughout this season <3.