Shouldn't Have Told Everyone Your Business Booboo/Confessionals

Day 33
"saira"

- I feel horrible. It had to be done... Amelia is at school for their first day, probably hasn't seen what happened yet. I think this is the first vote I feel like such a dick... It is Survivor though, and I need to play the game -- I told myself I would play the game at all costs. Amelia could have won the entire thing.

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- never ina million years did i think mihai would be my closest ally. at the end of the day, im the underdog now. since i've used my express pass, i think i need to hang back now, especially since i just freaked out on ricky. they'll probably just vote mihai out now and me at f6, but whatever.

"saira"

- Oh, man, I am really shocked. I mean, I will be honest, today while I was giving water to the cows (LOL), I had this sudden idea that maybe the reason for which middle school said nothing to me it's because they want to vote out a new schooler and if I would have threw away my vote, their 4 votes would have been enough. I was kinda scared to say it because things happen when you keep them in your mind haha. Ricky flipped, but what's shocking about that?! I am sad for Amelia, i really am because I actually connected well with them lately and they wanted to work with me. But I am soooooooooooooo happy I get to stay one more round. Sucks that those idols are still here though.

"saira"

- oh and Oh

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- MOLLY'S LIST OF #FAKES -yap -sam -kevin - i cant even put jessy on here bc does she even exist???? - RICKY -RICKY -RICKY -RICKY

Day 34
"saira"

- Right now I want Ricky and Sam both out. I'd talk to the others about it now, but they can't be trusted. I'd probably get 2nd in a final tribal council against them, but I'm playing for 1st, no other placement.

Since I just stole Sam's idol and gave her a fake one (still have no idea if she just gave me a fake idol and acted like it was real so I can trust her more, so there's always that) I have all the things to make this happen.

Right now something is way too fucking weird, everyone's quiet. I just tried to talk to Molly but she went offline 3 minutes after I sent the message.

"saira"

- IM FUCKING PEEING MYSELF I THINK JESSY GAVE SAM A FAKE IDOL HOLY FUCKING SHIT I THINK I BELIEVE HER IF THIS IS TRUE GENERATIONS IS TAKING A WHOLE NEW TURN

"saira"

- okay here's the dilemma. i have a real shot in this game, finals deal and all, if this works and we get ricky out of the game (jessy/mihai/kevin/me) and turn this around. BUT I can't use my express pass, which is the tricky part. Jessy could easily be fucking with me so i purposely dont use the express pass so I go THIS ROUND, but when I look what I have to lose- it isn't much. Just a placement. I really do believe I won't be much better off at f6 than I am now, so whats the point? It's better to take the risk and see if it pays off than to just preserve myself for a round and get mauled then. Honestly, I think i;m going to do it. I think i'm gonna go with jessy and believe her. It's not in her best interest to fuck with me now. I'm on the bottom and after this, I'm either working my way up or I'm out, but I don't want to be the bottom anymore.

"saira"

- This is how I want the game to go: 7th - Ricky 6th - Sam 5th - Molly 4th - Mihai - 3rd - Kevin 2nd - Yap 1st - me :)

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- Generations F7 Frustrations

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- sam wants me to use my express pass and lik eidk man im so unsure now likke ???? but shes so sketchy why does she want me to play it so badly im so confused

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- HONESTLY I JUST DONT TRUST KEVIN

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- according to jessy, sam now wants mihai out instead of me?? this is after i spent a long time on call with sam last night. idk if i believe her but ..... im not gonna use it. this could be the dumbest f*cking move or the smartest??? probs not the smartest but idk im willing to take a risk

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- ricky just sent me a nice paragraph and my first thot was: oh this bitch thinks im getting voted out and wants me to like him before i go to jury DIFUUDS FUCKING RIP

"saira"

- APPARENTLY MIHAI MIGHTVE WON IMMUNITIY AND IF HE DID IM GOING TO THROW MYSELF OUT OF A WINDOW GOD WHY IDNT I KNOW THIS 5 FUCKING MINUTES AGO

"saira"

- im an idiot

also kevin:i have an idea about this vote me: stay tf away from me

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- god rffredhkfd ok im screaming BC UNLESS THEYRE ALL LYING TO ME IM GETTING ONE VOTE??? THIS IS SO MESSY AND GOOD I FUCKING LOVE IT. all right so basically if everyong STICKS TO THE PLAN, it's going to be a 4-2-1 vote, where kevin/mihai/jessy/i ote for sam, ricky and yap vote for jessy, and sam votes for me. sounds a little too good to be true but rip ANYWAY yap called me last night and told me that he and ricky want me to vote with them, because they dont want to vote for me this round. SO RICKY AND YAP ARE ACTING LIKE MY SAVING GRACES IN THIS GAME and yap's all like "so basically we're not trying to get you or ricky gone rn, so lets have the 3 of us vote for jessy since she doesnt talk to anyone but sam. and i know you have the option to vote for ricky instead, so i cant really trust you to 100% vote for jessy, but honestly if you dont youre probably going to go home." and i was like lmao ok sure sign me tf up and then i cried and told jessy all about it. I really hope jessy isnt fucking with me right now bc honestly, shes like my fave in this game. but ya ricky and yap want a 3-2-2 vote and ienfhudvfvd GOD IF I MAKE IT THROUGH THIS ROUND IM GONNA FUCKING CRY IT'll BE SO BEAUTIFUL

"saira"

- dear god, i have to vote jessy out. I can't take her to the finals. fuck my life.

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- Episode14conf1.png me: screaming internally me: lmao wasnt voting for jessy anyway

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- i dont trust kevin. i dont trust kevin. i dont trust kevin. i dont trust jessy. i dont trust mihai. fuck. fuck. fuck .fuck fuck fuc kfcu *SCREAMIGN INTENSIFIES*

"saira"

- SAM GAVE JESSY HER IDOL. LOL. I CANT EVEN. AND KEVIN, MOLLY, MIHAI AND JESSY ARE TRYING TO BLINDSIDE HER????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

"saira"

- Sorry my last confessional was LOL. I can't believe that Sam gave Jessy an Idol, and got a fake one in return and didn't check. Jessy is a smart bitch and I am inpressed but you shouldn't have told everyone your business booboo. Off with your fucking head!!!! Yap all round has been salivating at the idea of getting out Jessy -- and we were going to do it behind Sam's back, blahblah, aka, we were going to vote out Molly!! BUT NOW, BUT NOW!!!!! Kevin.... loyal as hell kevin, came running to us the first moments on call and made life THAT MUCH eaSIER!!!! Right now everyone thinks Sam is going to go, blahblah, haha, all that bad shit... But really we are going to blindside Jessy with a stolen Idol. I love this game. WAY TO IMPRESS ORG WIKI.

"saira"

- welp this is my like hour or so in the game. i have to say im disappointed in a lot of people. this is a disgusting final five, and i will do everythng i can to expose them to the jury and at ftc. i didnt use my express pass so that i could be a vote, but these people are so blind because they're so far up sam's ass that they cant see anything else. the only success, my only legacy, would be if one of these bitches plays their idol

"saira"

- So, this time I played how I wanted because I dont think I'll be much time around, so I told sam that she has the fake idol and jessy tricked her. And I did that at 5 am for sam on skype, so she would lose her sleep as I did lost mine so many times because of their lying. So, now it seems that sam yap and ricky vote for molly, and the other 3 vote for sam, although I dont think kevin is with molly and jessy. So, it's up to me and I'm like, I really like molly, but she has the express pass and will use next time and doing so will be useless to me, so the best thing for me would be to vote her out, because sam will know I saved her and that jessy tricked her, so maybe there is a slight chance she gets jessy out before me. If sam doesnt have the idol, she's not that much of a threat anymore.