Board Thread:Season 30 - Svalbard/@comment-27257276-20160127213809/@comment-27162441-20160127220824

1. Walk me through your mindset and entire strategy at final 7 and then walk me though your entire strategy and mindset at final 6 (I want every little detail)

- At final 7 and after Alietta was gone, I wanted to stick with the people that I voted with. I wanted to continue playing the social game, I wanted to continue building relationships with you, with Rhiannon, with Thomas, and I also wanted to reconcile with Brandon after I left him in the dark. There was no reason for me to vote Tyler, as I felt Johnny was a bigger threat. I wanted to vote him at final 7. Was I the one person responsible for that? No. He was a threat, and others were able to see it. I wasn't anything special.

- At final 6, I had to make another big move. I was concerned because about people considering me a pet or relying on the crutch of an alliance, when that wasn't the case. My biggest threat at this time was Rhiannon, and after she told me that she found the "Polar Night", I snitched and turned on her because she was dangerous. It would've been stupid of me to stick by someone that was going to beat me in challenges and likely wouldn't take me to the end.

2. Explain to me why I should vote for you when you were pretty much voted off at final four (a huge strategical error on your part)

- Here's the thing about that vote. I wasn't even online to discuss anything because by the time I logged on Facebook, I was told I was going. Thomas had already made a vote, and you and Tyler had already made the plan. You guys even told me that you were voting for me. How was I going to fight that? If you were in my shoes, and you came on to find out you were the one going, you'd be furious. You would feel like you didn't even get the chance to fight, so yes I was lucky to have the power.

3. Explain to me why you were so rude to me from final four onwards.

- Brett, I was absolutely livid at times. I didn't like that people were claiming that I wasn't deserving to be there, I lost it because I did play this game to the best of my ability, and they weren't seeing it. Hell, even the jurors aren't seeing it now and it hurts.

4. Feel free to defend any discrepancies I might have just stated about your game :)

"I don't really respect your game premerge, you never gave any input strategically and kind of just coasted along behind stronger players doing whatever they wanted."

- It was never my intention to stick my neck out that early on. I played nice with people so that they would feel comfortable with me. So that they would like me. I played as loyal as I could, because there was no reason to rock the boat. I wasn't going to get myself voted off over doing something unnecessary.

"But once Alietta was voted off I feel like your strategic game that had just begun to blossom kind of faded away and you began making moves that didn't really benefit you."

I put myself out there to get something that I really wanted done. I sacrificed a lot to pull that move off, and I wasn't going to keep throwing myself out there as a big player. I wanted to stay safe while I was playing and weighed out the pros and cons of each move.

"This is your game to lose right now but your answers to our questions have all been unimpressive so far. Pick it up girl because I want to vote you tonight but you are making it hard. With that being said, I have a few questions for you and if you don't give me proper detailed answers you don't have my vote tonight."

This attitude really bugs me. People are acting like I'm not trying at all or like I'm winging it, and I'm not going to lie, it is pissing me all the way off. The way people are brushing me off and saying my answers aren't impressive. I'm amazed by this because I want to get to the point. I'm not going to sugar-coat everything, I'm not going to drag something out into a 100 word essay! I'm sorry if you're not satisfied with my answers, but don't you dare say that I'm not deserving or that I'm not worthy of being here.

I know that I wasn't the best player this season, and I know that I wasn't the most "impressive" strategist or whatever. I have been at this for so long and I have put so much thought into it, and it's just exhausting because I feel like I'm fighting a fight that I can't win even when I have done a lot.

I played a great game and showed that you don't have to be winning multiple challenges or being the strategic mastermind from the beginning. I'm the only one to play a power that ANYONE in my position would have, I was a strong social player, I made big moves when I felt it was most necessary.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top:1em;margin-bottom:1em;line-height:22px;">Brett, I'm sorry if you feel like I'm lacking because I am trying incredibly hard to find the right words to say and I know that I deserve this more than Tyler, so it's really taking a toll because people aren't respecting me as a player. I know that I'm going to sound conceited and what not, but I'm trying to showcase myself. I

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top:1em;margin-bottom:1em;line-height:22px;">5. Pretend you are taking each juror out on his or her dream date. Write a paragraph detailing exactly where and what you guys would do together for that date and also if they get a kiss at the end of the night.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top:1em;margin-bottom:1em;line-height:22px;">I would take Brandon on a date, we'd smoke a bunch of weed, get Chipotle, and settle the fuck down for a few hours. We'd both need to zone out after Svalbard. Would he get a kiss? No because 1) I viewed him kind of like a brother, and  2) that's not Christian.