Board Thread:Season 55 - Nakuru/@comment-33060993-20191025010641/@comment-24277959-20191026225206

Hey Nora,

You're right, it's time to put an end to the past once and for all so this can be my last statement to you. Also yes it's fitting you can be Azula because of how her character came to an end! jkjk

So just to clarify on a bunch of little things, yes I did act okay with Chris going first in the boot list, not that I was okay with it but because I felt that was the one part of your boot list you were the most passionate about making happen. So I felt me even revealing the smallest doubt or hesitancy towards booting Chris at 8 would've made you suspicious of me and you would've picked up on it right away. I think the only other part of the boot list I had a problem with off the top of my head was Natalia going in one of the next few rounds.

I understand as well if you said you didn't promise score swapping with me, I don't remember that part either and again I wasn't too upset about the score swap in itself but rather the targeting and the attempted call after that. And I understand too the fact that I had to lie to protect Chris sounded really damaging on my end, I just also wanted to say I wasn't leaking to EVERYONE ELSE in the game your boot list, score swap, etc. I only told it to people I was extremely close to at the time of course, and I guess in a way I figured that that much was fine and that we could repair our relationship from there even if I was protecting and tight with Chris, but I also understand your viewpoint there as to why you wanted to target me. I guess the way I saw it is if you knew Chris and I were incredibly close and that my actions were protecting him that maybe you would go for him instead of me, as a way of bringing me back in, but again I understand you there.

Thank you to for clarifying about the intent of the call, I believe you there and I know we both had our reasons to be frustrated with each other.

Also, I literally just asked Nicole about the part about you wanting to idol me out at final 7, and she is saying that you did ask that, because you said you didn't believe everyone was gonna vote for Jino and that the idol should be used to take me out. Are you sure you didn't say that..? But regardless of the result again like, I don't think that matters because we were deadset against each other at that point lol.

As for the family picture, thanks for clarifying that part up, but I also do think that just talking about our families/sibings isn't something like deeply personal to me, along with pictures of my food. Like if it were about deeper stuff about my family or extremely personal stuff that I would've revealed, then I can understand how that was fucked up, but again I hope you believe that the queen/family/food thing wasn't with emotionally manipulative intent.

AND YEAH. I FIGURED SOMETHING WAS UP WITH THAT PONDEROSA PART AND YOU ALL SUCK FOR THAT BUT IT'S WHATEVER I DESERVE IT

Anyways, for the questions.

1) My favorite moment with us was actually on day 1, because it's so funny looking back in hindsight. We called and were both terrified that we would be early boots, in fact we went as far to say we would be first boot, but now looking back at it we both did really well and advanced far into the game so I think that's awesome 2) My favorite moment in the game overall was being idoled by Nicole. It just felt really poetic and ironic, the last time I got to Day 39 it was because I found 3 idols and played them all for myself. But this time around, I STRUGGLED bad to find idols, and came up short on Kikuyu 2.0 by a few hours in endurance, spent hours and hours wasted on Torobbo 3.0 on the email password, and then fucked up the 3 number locked combo for the Njano idol. So combining that, and just taking into consideration that I thought I was so fucked at Final 5 tribal council, to then having an idol played ON me, will be something I'll never forget this season. 3) The only true closing statement I have to say is I'm really glad we were able to clear up as much as we did in the short time and thank you for being proud of both me and Nicole even though we did you dirty. All I ask is that you vote who you truly believed played this game to the best of their ability and given the cards that they were dealt, and I'll be happy with the result.

Ttyl Azula