Quite the Dramatic Beyotch/Confessionals

Day 37
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- barren wastleland. lost all hope. tried all options. rip molly 5th place yet again

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- Molly has turned into quite the dramatic beyotch. She's pretty much going player to player and threatening everyone and telling them how to play their game. Girl, we get it, you're fighting for you life -- and you're doing a decent job at it, but when it comes right down to it, the reason you are going home is because of your game-play. I don't need you to tell me how I need to play, I've had a plan and I have been following this plan! I feel bad and all that stuff, I did betray her and then ignore her but really it was always hard to talk to her. Molly is a good person, we were NOT compatible in this game and that is all it is.

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- RIP Molly Christ

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- i HAVE to win this immunity. I need the 4 of them to turn on each other, and they've all made it perfectly clear they have no intention to do so if I don't win. If I do win, I'm not going to talk to anyone. Why, you ask? I want them to come to me. At final 5, alliance or not, you need to account for every vote, and I WILL tie it. so. here's hoping I have a great story

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- this is the most nerve-wracking moment of this game I'll experience

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- i've tried fucking EVERYTHING. god fucking DAMN IT

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- besides winning my goal was to get more votes cast against me than i got in kamchatka and tbh 6 is not gonna cut it

Day 38
"saira"

- So Molly is gone and it feels good. She was a strong player and the biggest threat to win. FACT. She tried to say it wasn't true, but she was going to say anything to stay. We're now going into one hell of an immunity challenge and I am not at all excited. Yap and Kevin both want Sam out, and I agreed to it -- however, I am not about the disloyatly back-stabbish bullshit. However I got F2's with everyone left and I need to make a decision. I don't know what the right choice is. I will have to wait and see.

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- I AM FUMING RIGHT NOW. FIRST OF FUCKING ALL I COULDN'T BE ON THAT ROP CALL CAUSE THEY DID IT AT 5AM TILL 6:30AM AND THESE PEOPLE PULL BULLSHIT OUT OF THEIR ASSES SUCKING UP TO THE JURY BY SAYING LIES. LYING THAT I CHOSE NOT TO BE THERE MAKING ME LOOK LIKE SHIT TO THE JURY AND THEYRE TALKING ABOUT STRATEGY AS IF THEYRE IN THE FINAL TRIBAL COUNCIL ALREADY LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT BRING IT ON BECAUSE NOW IM EVEN MORE PUMPED TO WIN FINAL IMMUNITY.

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- This challenge is ridiculous and when i think I am doing good on everything, I just don't care that much? The point is I am going to go to the end no matter what. Everyone is the most loyal to me and the only chance I don't go is if Sam decides to play a selfish game and try to get me out. I mean she might??? However I don't think Yap or Kevin would. At this point I wouldn't say I am throwing the challenge but I am already helping Sam win by not doing or working as hard. I don't know why but I want her in the end... I just want all my options open.

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- Kevin and Yap are NOT trying in the challenge and when I would LOVE to vote out Sam, lol, well not really, but even though I am thinking about it... I have no choice now, because bitch won immunity and I kind of handed her parts of it. I think he knows I did too, well she does know, but now the choice is out of my hands. Its not a choice I wanted to make and even though this jury pretty much hates me I know I can wreck her in the final tribal council. At this point in the game the worst thing that could happen is if it is tied on me and I have to beat Kevin or Yap in a duel!!

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- so I win immunity like the boss ass bitch that I am and obviously I wanna take out my competition, Ricky, which should be easy right? WRONG!! Kevin is just like okay bye vote me out and I'm like ??????? And he's like I'm voting for yap and I'm like ?????????????????????????? Convince me to keep you!! I'm honestly embarrassed to be in a final 4 with these people!! If I lose to Ricky this will be so stupid. I am so mad.