This Is Bullshit/Confessionals

Day 22
"amordehierba"

- So the vote turned out wrong and Alex got voted out. I'm pretty sad you know I kinda trusted Alex so it's someone that had my back that's gone. Now we're deadlock 5-5. But I don't want to draw rocks! And I'm sure nobody wants to even though everyone is saying they do. Last time I played, the same thing happened, and I stayed under the radar at the Final 10 because we were tied. But this time, I'm taking the game by its horns. I'm planting the seed in some of the girls' heads that a girls alliance should happen. I mean a Final 7 of girls would be ICONIC! I know Catherine would want to, Claudia could too, but I don't know about the others. I just hope it's gonna happen, because I don't want a rock getting me out of this game.

"amordehierba"

- Justin is the only one I don't like in this cast, he's always talking to me agressively, telling me it's a "numbers game" and you have to make big moves and all that shit. Just shut up! This is firstly a social game and it's not talking by talking like that that you're gonna get me to vote with you. If I have to make a vote, I'll make it with anyone except this guy. Bye!

"amordehierba"

- Looks like fucking Shannon spilled the beans on the plan to get rid of Justin. She made it inherently obvious that her and Tymeka are working together with Mackie and Justin in some sort of pair power bullshit. And she has the audacity to pretend that what Justin is saying about me spilling the beans is true by trying to act all sad about my betrayal! Cmon Shannon I'm not an idiot, I love you as a person but this might be the time we need to cut things loose in this game. I'm in a lot of trouble this upcoming round it seems like so I'm gonna look extra hard for the idol and possibly try to win another immunity challenge.

"amordehierba"

- So I won the reward pretty outright as well! Even my own challenge performance is starting to scare myself! Winning these challenges is a blessing and a curse, on one hand I got the idol clue which is extremely helpful but at the same time it sucks because I'm putting that huge physical player bullet on my forehead. Hopefully I can find it because any advantage would be good at this point in the game!

"amordehierba"

- I'm hoping a girls alliance works out because if it doesn't I'm not sure what'll happen. I really like bran but I'm sure he'd win over me. But you need Good friends/rivals at the end. I'm pretty happy Alex went because i dont know if I could actually trust him. He doesn't give a nice vibe. I really trust Syd and Brandon. Kinda trust ally, Claudia, Shannon, and Ty. I don't trust or know mackie and Justin.

Day 23
"amordehierba"

- So the immunity challenge gets posted right, and literally Mackie thinks he's gonna make a scene right and CALL ME OUT for playing the fucking game! LOL yeah I'm telling everybody what they want to hear because that's what the game entails! I gave this worthless attack towards my game no response because I want the rest of the tribe members to know how unreliable Mackie's words are. Obviously someone is a little threatened by me eh? I mean I know I'm good but I'm not THAT good lol

"amordehierba"

- I feel like if I was in this circumstance in any other game I'd probably feel lost and just defeated. One person has been really keeping me in on the know of what is going on the other side, and that is my homie Sydney. She is ready for the pairs alliance of Shannon/Tymeka/Justin/Mackie to get split up, and of course I'm willing to go along with any plan at this point just to avoid my own elimination. This plan to blindside either Shannon or Tymeka is slowly brewing and it's going to take a lot of Sydney convincing people I'm trustworthy but I also made my own bonds with these people and I'm gonna play those up to the fullest. I'm not really expecting to win immunity so I gotta play a hardcore social game and line up my soldiers.

"amordehierba"

- https://youtu.be/3rcTi-35REk Part 1

Day 24
"amordehierba"

- I guess Brandon or Sydney already told you about the plan, so I'm not gonna annoy you guys. I mean it kinda sucks to vote a girl out but I don't trust Shannon and Tymeka since they flipped on us at the Double Tribal Council. I'm just a bit skeptical, Sydney could lie to us because she wants to flip us or else, and why doesn't she want Mackie/Justin out instead of Shannon/Tymeka? I don't know, but I guess that's the only option I have at this point

"amordehierba"

- Sydney is so cool I love her. We both bonded over our Justin hate lmao, he apparently made her cry on Formosa? Like wtf this dude is crazy. He always talks about big moves but is only just a sheep. I can't wait until his creepy ass go to the jury, I probably won't get his vote at the end but I don't really give a fuck. I'm so glad about the move we're going to make, if it works, the final 6 of myself/Brandon/Cat/Ally/Syd/Claudia will be iconic. Cheers!

"amordehierba"

- This is bullshit. We shouldn't need to do this shit. Accept my fucken vote now.

"amordehierba"

- Well I didn't expect to win an immunity challenge like this so I'm not super disappointed in myself, lol at me still getting second though. Sydney's plan is looking like it's starting to brew up nicely. I've talked with Catherine, Claudia, Marie, and Ally about this plan to blindside the girls, and it seems like the magic that Sydney worked on them is possibly working. I can't get too comfortable at a point like this, but the possibility of me making it out of this vote is slightly comforting. I gotta worry about the NOW and make sure my torch is lit at the end of this tribal. I didn't work for 24 days to stop right now so I gotta do whatever it takes to make sure my name is not on those parchments.

"amordehierba"

- It's literally midnight when I write this but I gotta confess so I can vote and all I have to say is fuck Sydney

"amordehierba"

- So I'm gonna tell you what the plan is since apparently I'm the only one who sent a confessional this round lmaoo. Sydney approached Brandon and told him how Tymeka and Shannon were tight with Mackie and Justin, and that's why she wants to vote out Shannon or Tymeka. So we got myself, Brandon, Sydney, Catherine and Claudia on board. Logically, if Tymeka/Shannon "flip" on the Cordoba Alliance and vote Brandon, it'll be a tie between Brandon and one of Shannon/Tymeka. Sydney is gonna work on Ally though, apparently she's really close to Mackie and doing whatever he says, so I'm putting my faith in Sydney and I hope this plan is gonna work.

"amordehierba"

- Hi Guys its your girl this game is getting crazy lol i'm just taking it week bye week and hope i survive but hey i'm still here we have Tc and this vote tonight is going to be cazy  once again i just hope its not me well see tonight until then keep rooting your girl on and thanks for the love.

""amordehierba"

- i have so much to say and so little time maybe i should do these more!!

honestly i don't even know who i'm loyal to at this point and i think the answer is simply me. i will literally backstab anyone and that's probably bad but like.... none of these people have my interests in mind they have themselves and i need to do the same.

first of all, wrt my idol play: i'm still shook as FUCK that we pulled that off. mackie had some information from shannon and i used that + i spoke to every cordoba person to see what they had to say + i got opinions from everyone on formosa and i'm rly glad that led to the correct idol play.

i'm going to go thru my relationships w/ everyone @ this point bc i think that vote changed a lot of dynamics

mackie: mackie was my closest ally on old formosa and as far as he knows he's my closest ally now too, i tell him the most and we're good friends but i still have in the back of my head everything that alissa told me and i'm not going to trust him, if the plan next round was to vote him i probably would tbh i think he's sincere about being loyal to me but i'm not sure if being close to him is good for my game anymore

justin: i honestly adore justin despite the fact that we NEVER spoke on old formosa, i trust him more than i trust most people n i think i made a really good decision idoling him last round, it makes me sad that cordoba keeps targetting him bc he's rly awesome i think i'd rather see mackie go than justin tbh SDGJKSDGH but like that said i don't think it would kill my game for him to leave

sydney: I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START.... SYD IS SO READY TO JUMP SHIP @ ALL TIMES GIRL CHILL!!!! she's the most flippy floppy girl and she's not even subtle about it i'd be targetting her ass so hard if i felt it was the right time to do so fucking bye.

claudia: honestly idk??? we barely talk outside of alliance chats and i think she's just going to follow most of what syd says i'm hoping to keep her kind of distant based on the fact that syd was still somewhat against her going into merge i just don't want her to follow syd blindly on the ruse of girl power

brandon: brandon is the biggest fucking liar i've ever met in my life he lies more than he breathes i can never tell if he's just blowing smoke up my ass or being real with me it's really fucking irritating

cat: catherine is similar to brandon & we've also started this all girl alliance which was her idea and i'm pretty sure she's going to relay to brandon everything that we say in it

marie: marie is very nice but i also know she's very smart and i take everything she says w/ a grain of salt. we talk once in a while. we aren't close but she's also not really been lying to me other than the justin vote that everyone lied to me about

shannon: literally doesn't talk to me, is apparently going through personal stuff? hope she's ok, also hope she leaves soon

tymeka: had a real conversation w/ me today for literally the first time which is awk bc i'm going to be voting her probably. she's just so hard to communicate with and she doesn't reply half the time and it's just rly messy.... sgkjsdgh i wish she would've communicated with me sooner maybe this wouldn't be happening oh well!!!! ranking my alliances in order of my loyalty:

1. old formosa and formosa queens r tied 2. girls 3. nuformosa

alright let's go i hope tymeka leaves and this advantage doesn't fuck shit up byeeeee!!!!!!! i hope i'm still around tomorrow to write another of these!!!!

"amordehierba"

- This vote is so messy bye

"amordehierba"

- Catherine is gone, and she was an angel, so that sucks. Fricking Mackie and Justin ratted us out and now the lines are completely drawn. It's Mackie/Justin/Shannon/Tymeka against myself/Brandon/Sydney/Claudia with Ally in the middle. We just need to get Ally with us to vote one of these peasants out. I'm seriously in need of a vote going my way, because I can't live in a world where I stay forever in the minority, it sucks!

"amordehierba"

- https://youtu.be/nMdzoLSkfr4 Part 2