Board Thread:Season 28 - Generations/@comment-4600940-20151010202711/@comment-24215409-20151011055955

Hi Jessy! Thank you for the birthday wishes!

'''What time exactly did Kevin tell you about how I stole your idol? It's been haunting me for ages'''

Kevin had told me that you stole the idol around the time that you told me you were logging off to go watch Netflix the night before the vote. After finding out that Kevin was trying to take Ricky and I out of the game, I made it a point to make sure that every night before a vote Ricky and I would call Kevin together. He always spilled the beans on what was going on and we were able to adjust our plans accordingly. We called Kevin and he told us what had happened, I still think it’s fucking hilarious, and we made the decision to vote you and the idol out of the game. Later that night (at like 4:30am) Mihai messaged me because he needed to tell me something over Skype, so he called me and told me exactly what Kevin had told me.

Did you know a lot of people knew you were trying to play the middle?

Yes. I knew that basically everyone knew I was trying to play the middle. I know that it’s the reason why I was targeted on the first merge tribal council. I didn’t think that it would bite me in the butt as early as it did but I was quickly able to recover and regroup myself.

Why didn't you tell me the information about Tyler P's idol earlier?

The initial reason for not telling you was in fear that you would tell Jamie. I knew that the two of you were super close and Molly had informed me that Amber was targeting her. I knew that there was an alliance between Amber and Jamie and because Molly and Tyler were the ones I felt I had a better chance of working with at merge or swap, I didn’t want anyone to know that I snitched about Tyler’s idol. I also felt that at that point in the game, it wasn’t so much of my business to tell anyone. It didn’t affect the two of us or the way we were playing because neither of us were on a tribe with Tyler. When I told you about it, it was because it directly affected our game if he used it to take out one of our allies. I didn’t keep it from you out of distrust, I didn’t like the idea of other tribes meddling in our business so I didn’t want to meddle in theirs.

Did Shehr throw that Endurance challenge when it was posting pictures of trek items?

If it was thrown, I wasn’t in on the plan. I wouldn’t be surprised if I found out it was thrown but no one has ever said it was. We had a good rhythm going on in the beginning and we tried to stick to it but there was some sort of time technique we needed to grasp and we just couldn’t. I spent HOURS working on that challenge until I realized it was futile and we had absolutely no chance of winning. I had a lot of bad luck on that and couldn’t figure out the exact time I needed to post.

Why didn't you pass me the idol after Jamie's tribal council?

That tribal council was extremely complicated for me. I knew that the New Schoolers wanted to vote Jamie out because she told Skandi to play his idol to have Kevin idoled out. The New Schoolers knew that you and Jamie were being shady so the plan to split the vote was abandoned and then we decided to do it and then not to and it kept changing and all the while Jamie was actually going but I wasn’t aware. I wasn’t really sure how things were going to go down because the three groups of people involved in that tribal (old school, you & jamie and new school & kevin) were all saying something different was going to happen. In order for me to pass you the idol, I would have had to do it before tribal council and I honestly wasn’t comfortable enough doing that. You also kept asking me for it and continuously pushed for it and that made me a bit weary of your intentions. At that point, although you and I were working together we weren’t on the same page a lot and we were voting different ways. I wasn’t confident enough in what was happening to let go of the idol at that point because as much as I wanted you to be safe I wanted to be safe too! I told you that because I didn’t pass it to you I would do everything in my power to keep you safe at the swap, which is why when Kevin and I had a call to discuss the order in which people would be picked I made sure that you would be safe over me because I knew that I had the idol as protection and that you didn’t.