Totally On Cloud Nine/Confessionals

Day 33
"achilnos"

- Wait.. What? Seriusly? No, you got to be kidding?

Everything went according to plan? In Survivor Peru? No? Wait really!?

I did not know it was possible for a tribal council to go down the way it was supposed to go down in this game.

"redemption"

- I beat Jessy in the duel, and I assume that there will be one more duel because they want it to be epic and make it a "truel" so just one more duel and I'm back in the game. Get ready America.

"achilnos"

- The four of us stuck together, Aaron went to RI. It couldn't have worked out better for us, other than Jessy winning the duel. As it is right now, all our efforts are going to be to prevent Jesse from getting another immunity win. For someone who has been virtually invisible as far as day to day interactions, he's come up big at the ICs, and that could be the death knell for our group. We are having a double tribal, so the first immunity isn't as important as the second one, however if I can wi both, I'm not going to complain. It will just make things so much more straight forward. Jesse then Jody. Then whomever comes back in from RI, the four of us need to team up to prevent that person from winning the F5 immunity. Not sure how that can happen, but one can hope. I've got Domca in for a final 3, but haven't said who the other person would be. I think she would want it to be Natalie, and for me, that would be the perfect final 3. I don't know that the jury will respect Domca's game enough to vote for her, so all votes could be up for grabs between The Rule of Two. Alf is a great guy, he's helped me get to this point, but he could be dangerous in a final tribal setting, I do see the merit in taking him out, but not before F4, provided he doesn't win immunity then. We are getting down to the nitty gritty, this is where the players separate themselves. It's time that I stepped up and won safety. I know I'm being viewed as a threat to win, I've been told that I need to be taken out. The silver lining is that if a Huanca is in the final 3, that person has 3 votes from their alliance built in, which doesn't leave enough votes left up for grabs to get a win. I don't like using the "deserve" word, but in my eyes, none of the Huancas left have been playing a game worthy enough to claim to be the Sole Survivor. The only competition could come from Alf, and I'm not planning on letting him get there. The time to make a completely selfish move is upon me. I just hope I will have the opportunity. Apreesh!

"achilnos"

- I do not like the double tribal council at all. I want things to be straight forward so I can make my moves easily xD This makes it harder to really do anything other then making the straight forward moves I dont necesarily want to make.

It makes it harder to take out Ryan too. I wanted one more Huanca out before taking him out, but I also wanted time to talk to them.

We are gonna have to see what happens huh?

Day 34
"achilnos"

- Nobody in this game wants to be in the end with me. Ryan still avoid talk about it, Natalie dont talk about it. The Huancas are obvius. Jesse might, because he thinks I'm his only shot. Domca might because she is Domca. Jody is still Aaron's puppet. I cant trust him and that is making it hard to make a move against Ryan.

I cant make a final 3 with Jesse and Jody, for Aaron just to return and take my place.

But I do want Ryan out, but I would rather be in the final with him than get him out and screw my game. Nothing is set in stone. Who wins immunity might impact everything.

"achilnos"

- I think I gave Jesse and Jody some false hope, I talked about taking Ryan out this time. But I think my chances of taking him out and benefitting from it would improve at final 5. I would be safe from my idol and if not the idol, immunity and I could use the idol on someone else.

I would need to talk to Natalie about it and make sure I still have her if Ryan is gone, put it in her head that him leaving only benefits her, she gets no blood on her hand and would be guaranteed his jury vote and his supporters jury votes, though this is not necesarily true since she got her sheep image. I know she is not a sheep, but nobody else does.

And if Ryan do win the next immunity then I would just have to deal with that. I know that he will want me out more and more the closer we get to the final, so I need to take him out first. I just gotta do it at the right time. Doing it right now, which would require me to use my idol would just give Jesse, Jody and Aaron (if he returns) majority, or it would bring back a Ryan or Natalie who would be pissed at me. I got nothing to gain from taking out Ryan tonight. Timing is everything.

Day 35
"achilnos"

- Well, this totally blows. Both of my closest allies, Aaron and Aly are out of here. And Aly is out for good. Scrambling feels so unnatural because I really have no intentions on playing the game with any of these people anymore. It's super annoying. Alf approached Jesse and I about making a final three deal and voting someone on the other side left, and we were completely stoked about it. Then he informed us that there was no way it was going to happen. I worked my butt of in the immunity challenge and was devastated to see alf win the first part. However, I feel like I did really well on the second part. Enough to win. This is my last sliver of hope. I've been dropping subtle hints to Alf and Ryan on how poorly I did on the second section of the challenge, in hopes they vote off Jesse before me. If that's the case, and I really do have immunity for the second challenge, they won't know it! So Domca, Ryan, Natalie and Alf will all vote for me, and it won't count. Then I can vote for whoever I want! Now, I understand the chances of this happening are pretty small, but it's an outcome that could totally change the game.

"achilnos"

- So, I told Jesse and Jody that I am not with them, but I let them know that whoever returns, I do want to work with. Which I know could be a long shot as they are going to feel betrayed. But well.. Going to the final with Domca and Jesse for example would be ideal. I dont expect Jody to come back.

I have a good feeling about the 2nd challenge, from what I hear, there might be someone close to my time, but I suspect my time is the best. I am a fast typer. So chances are I am 100% guaranteed to be in the final 4. And since I hope the final is a final 3, I am as close as anyone can get.

It would not matter too much if its Natalie or Jesse next to me in the final, Jesse is less likeable but Natalie is considered a bigger sheep...

My only worry is that there is a big chance that Aaron might come back into the game and I do not want that. I do not want him here at all what so ever. He is more bitter than he shows towards me, he is a huge threat and even if I did go to the final with him, I might actually lose to him. If anyone I would lose to him or Ryan. If Aaron comes back, a final 3 between Aaron, Natalie and Ryan could easily happen.

But well, I hope Natalie goes along with a final 3 deal next round. I will give her the option and I will tell her the plan to take down Ryan without her getting her hands dirty, which would make it much more likely for her to go along with it. I need everyone on my side. I can not put all my cards in Domca's basket, who knows what she might do with them.

"achilnos"

- "The only thing that I'm factoring into tonights vote is who's least deserving to still be here out of the two people who have yet to have done anything for thirty five days. It's a toss up between the robot who responds with a twelve word response at tribal council or the floater who responds with a eight word response at tribal council. This is a game, and the fact that people still aren't fully playing it after thirty five days pisses me off."

Jody's tribal council answer is just laughable.

Jody did not start playing this game until this round. Natalie have been playing well for as long as I have known her in the game. Jody calling someone else a floater is just ridiculous when he himself has been the biggest floater, obviusly beaten by Domca.

If it wasnt for me wanting his jury vote, I would be calling him out publically over this, but I will expect someone else to call him out. It should happen. He still believes he would have had a shot at winning the game over anyone other then Domca, its delusional. He had a horrible social game which consisted of him talking to NOBODY, he did not plan ahead, he barely even spoke to his own alliance.

He is a good guy, but I do not consider him a good player.

"achilnos"

- Totally added fuel to Natalie's fire by pointing out what Jody said and how ridiculous it is coming from him etc. And I think I got her fired up, because she sent Jody a message saying "Thanks for the compiment" and though it might not lead to anything, theres a chance it could.

The more the jury hates people who are not me, the better. Please argue now.

"achilnos"

- I think being called a floater gets to Natalie and worries her about her chances, because as much as the others dont see it, she is playing to win. She said she has thought about taking out Ryan before the final if possible since the tribe switch, which is just great.

She didnt promise me anything, but this is the first time she said she could go with me. We did talk some about the possibility of blindsiding Ryan. She knows I am going nowhere, Jesse and Jody (he doesnt win challenges) are leaving now and next time I will be using my idol on myself if I dont have immunity. Everyone knows I got the idol, I didnt see any point in hiding it and people getting suspicious. So I told them that and that I wont be using it, because I "obviusly dont need to use it".

I wont be suprised if I am still a target at final 4 if Ryan leaves though, I do talk about how bitter the Huancas are towards me and it makes me seem less likely to win than Ryan. So hopefully she will want to go with me over him. The problem for me with playing with Natalie is that I can not really push her too far or manipulate her, I have to take it slow with her, she is very intelligent and if I push too much she might not trust me. Nobody should trust me. Only Jessy and Jossue had real reason to do that. But right now I will be happy either way as long as I go to the final.

I have no alliance and have gotten myself to where I am today 100% because of how I played this game. I will not give up until I have won this game, because this game is mine. I want it and I am going to get it.

If I dont win then that sucks, but at least I worked hard and did my best trying to win. I will come out of this with no regrets either way.

"achilnos"

- What I love about this game is going to tribal council, voting a name down and then seeing them go home. Lately that has not been the case. I knew I was always an option to go home, but now when you're the only person without an alliance, you're the one to go home. It's definitely weird knowing that I am for sure the one going tonight because I have made it so far. Of course since the beginning I have wanted to win, but the closer you get to the end, the bigger your drive gets. I tried to convince Natalie and Alf to flip and vote out Ryan, and they considered it but then told me they were declining the offer. Tonight's vote is basically like last weeks episode of Survivor when Jeremiah got voted out. I am very sad to leave, and I know their is still Redemption Island, but I do not feel confident going against Jesse or Aaron. I'm proud of how I've played, how far I've made it, and I haven't received any votes this far! It's not over until it is all over.

"achilnos"

- Remember six hours ago when I was 300% sure that I was going home? Me too. However, a tremendous series of events has me back in the game! I am a huge believer that everything happens for a reason, and Domca's self vote just proves that I was not meant to go. I would say I've been pretty lucky this entire game. No technical votes against me, I am still in this game after all of the odds were against me! However, the icing on the cake was seeing Domca go. She has by far played the worst game ever, not to mention the most inconvenient. I think she's a cheater,and not worthy of being here. Ultimately, she sucks so many eggs. (me trying to make an appropriate insult) I will personally tattoo the words "I not cheat, just use dictionary" on my forehead and then jump off of the highest point in Macchu Picchu if she comes back from Redemption Island. Best case scenario is that Aaron or Jesse come back and we can get some Huanca to the final three, baby! Woo! This is my time to shine! Woah. I'm totally on cloud 9 right now. Drinks on me!