Board Thread:Season 50 - Kingdoms Collide/@comment-26919105-20181223030217/@comment-27051031-20181223175239

I effing love you! This speech is TO REAL. You have such a good view on this game and on how we all played. So congrats on that :)

I'm not going to lie I 100% agree with everything you just said about me. I played super hard pre-merge because who wants to be voted our pre-merge! Then at merge I was so excited to make it there and my new goal was to be the only female to ever win TWICE! But once I self-voted I kind of was extremely disapointed in myself. I never wanted something like that to happen because to me that looks like I didn't care about the game when I really did and have put my heart and soul into every move! But it took me some time to get over that so I guess maybe it came off like I stopped trying, which really sucks.

The reason why I didn't cut Jessica is because I had been playing with her since merge and as I have mentioned before my dream FTC was Audrey, Jessica, and myself. I just didn't want to go against that. I wanted to stay loyal because I believed that Jessica believed to go to the end. I also was being targeted from final 5 on and Jessica had better connections with Dani and Cali. So imo they would have told her that I wanted her out, they would have then all voted for me, and I wouldn't be here right now!