Time To Strike/Confessionals

Day 16
"lucena"

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- Umm... What in the living fuck happenned? What??? Wtf??? I'm so blindsided. First I think it's an unanimous vote for Taylor and that Bryce is getting Taylors vote. Then I see my name and then Trent... My closest ally... I need to know what the hell happenned.

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- After seeing that Trent was booted off, a fellow member of the KND, I have decided to join Lucena to try and help Dani escape elimination. I'm gonna throw Taylor under the bus hardcore to Evan/Yannick/Bryce in the hopes he is eliminated. Ready or not, here I come... Lucena.

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- Trent and Danielle voted me. xD What the actual... Good thing I didn't make alliances with everyone, and good thing I socialized with the palm trees. Technically, they did me a favour voting out Trent. Lol

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- good thing I was honest with Taylor about Him getting votes last night. It was a little awkward talking to him now thinking it was an unanimous vote. When only I voted him.

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- So everything went smoothly with the Zach vote and I've managed to appease Michelle for now or so I think. I'm really shocked Trent went on the other tribe and sad since I was really close with him. But the show must go on! WE'VE MERGED! Omg, I'm so hype. I'm also nervous at the same time though. I heard that Evan had some control over there so hopefully I can manage to get in somewhat good with him and whatever alliance he has. I really would like to be part of a solid majority but I may need to take things a little slow and manage to slide under these first few tribals and let the big players target each other. Although I wouldn't not consider myself a big player. wink emoticon

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- Holy shit it finally happened the merge! I'm finally united with all my alliance and I couldn't be happier. I'm sure that with this happening my target should go down a little since there's much bigger threats out there than me. My true loyalties are with Bryce and Taylor. I'm really with YouTube but they just are making me nervous because I know Evan and Yannick are a duo and I feel like Ethan might fuck us over so Bryce and Taylor are really where I want to stay. Now the hunt is on for that fucking idol

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- I honestly wish we made it a few more rounds before merging. My alliance was in the majority of both tribes, and I would have been okay with losing a few, like Danielle, Michelle, Ethan, etc. I want to keep Boo and Grace around because I trust them. I was hoping to not have to betray them and then ask for forgiveness later. But I don't see them turning on the likes of Ethan and Danielle. Speaking of them too, I want them gone first two. They're big threats, and frankly I think Danielle's annoying, just based off my first impression these last 5 minutes.

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- I'm lowkey enough that I'm not gonna be a target, but I have a good enough social game that I don't see myself being seen as a goat. I'm gonna be loyal to Big Hero 6 for as long as possible, but when its time to cut ties, its time. I'm not sure how close the other 5 of Big Hero 6 are to each other, but if they are unbreakable, final 11 is the last time I'll have to break them up. So I get out Ethan and Danielle, then spill the tea on Big Hero 6 and send Evan and Yannick, the two biggest threats in that alliance packing. Of course, that is if they are unbreakable. I think Scott is closer to me than the others so I could potentially swing him over too.

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- Okay, so I'm still balls deep in exams so I haven't had time to get a consistent flow of confessionals but here comes a flurry. First things first, everything went out as planned last tribal. Trent left 4-2-1, but after he deactivated his account?? Apparently it's only for a couple days but I feel so bad, nothing behind the decision was personal and I knew just how good of a social gamer he was and how he could've linked with Grace & Dani at a merge, something I can ill afford for my game. Like I wish it was Zach that deactivated and was the one I voted off instead, but really there's no time to sulk because I can't take my foot off the gas pedal at all.

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- I made the merge! This is probably the biggest milestone I have other than winning, and I think I'm set up in a good position. It seems like it's going to be Post-Swap tribes fighting it out with a few flippers here and there, and I'm in the middle. Evan, Bryce, Yannick, Nick, and myself all came up with a plan that Nick and I are going to go with the Dani/Boo/Grace/Scott/Jordan side of things for this vote, so Evan can play his idol and take out one of them. The details are still Hazey but I think it can work out. However if Evan becomes too much of a liability down the road to keep, I'd probably boot him. I don't want this guy to control the game from here till the end, at least not if I have anything to say about it.

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- Idk why but Danielle is annoying the absolute crap outta me. She's probably nice but right now I want her gone first. Stop trying to be relevant.

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- I am the glue that holds this alliance together. If it weren't for me, Taylor would have no ties to Big Hero 6. Through me, we have another number. With 13 people, 7 is a majority, which we already have through Big Hero 6 and Taylor. Furthermore, I'm confident we also have Lucas and Michelle, and I might be able to lock Boo and Grace in too. Leaving Danielle and Ethan on the outs. We may even be able to split the votes between the two at this tribal if we can secure the votes.

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- MERGEEEE. STARTED FROM THE BOTTOM NOW WE HALFWAY HERE. This is definitely a nice achievement to swipe off the checklist, but the fact of the matter is I know I still haven't outlasted half of this cast so I'm FAR from the finish. Last night I finished a 2 hour call with myself, Yannick, Bryce, Nick and Ethan. LORDS OF THE RING LETS RIDE. At the end of the day this is my ideal final 5. I figured something really important. If we vote as a 5 strong unit from here on out, there is absolutely NO way we make it to the round of 9 or 10 alive. They'd be fools. So we have to put on a show. Give these people something to believe in before they get blindsided by the theatrics and the antics I'm about to put on. What do I mean? Well, right now, and you heard it first here, I WANT TO GET VOTES ON ME AT THIS FIRST MERGED TRIBAL. And I WANT TO USE MY IDOL. PROPERLY. What's gonna happen is that my F5 are gonna be divided between two sides. On one side you have myself, Yannick, Bryce, Taylor, and Lucas. Basically what's left of post-swap Lucena. On the other side, you can get Grace, Danielle, Boo and Ethan. This leaves Jordan, Nick, Scott, and Michelle to choose a side. What I need is for Nick to pull Jordan and Scott INTENTIONALLY away from me. And it would make sense because from his experience at post-swap Palmira he said Scott & Jordan flocked to Grace right away - so it makes all too much sense for them to not work with me. I also needed Yannick to throw my name through the mud to Danielle. I can talk to Michelle, she was left out to dry last vote and she wouldn't want to vote with the people that lied to her last vote. REFORMING THESE LINES, it would be myself, Yannick, Bryce, Taylor, Lucas and Michelle in a 7-6 minority against Nick, Scott, Jordan, Ethan, Grace, Dani and Boo. The majority puts their votes on me, I get a heads up, and BOOM, I whip out that idol and blindside whoever I really want to. Of course, this is only a preliminary plan. Nick would really have to ""flip"" Scott and Jordan and they would have to lie to me and leave me in the dark for this to happen. That's something that would have to be monitored moving forward, because if Scott and Jordan actually want to be loyal to me, then I don't need to play my idol at all. But the reason why I seem so batshit crazy or intent on wanting this idol on myself is because it would be foolish for me NOT to be a target at this point. I've already had 2 individual wins before a merge, I've backstabbed countless people to get to this point, and I had Trent telling everyone not to trust me on his way out. I've also had a kinda shitty history with idols, I'd rather go down having played one correctly than go down with one in my pocket. That, and it gives me a good resume builder for FTC and it makes me look like a shield for others, so they'll ""use"" me for as long as possible before the shield strikes back right at them when Nick and Ethan ""flip"" back to me. That's what I want to happen, this season needs a spark and I wanna light up that first merged tribal council. But for now, I just need to keep close track over a couple of things such as Scott and Jordan's loyalty, Michelle's place in the game, and rekindling the Lucas-Taylor connection. If all goes well with those three, I really don't need to play my idol, and then, Ethan would have to play his on one of the Lucena minority. So we'll see. BUT LOL I REALLY WANT TO PLAY THAT IDOL AND MAKE PEOPLE BELIEVE SOMETHING THAT ISN'T EVEN REAL.

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- And another reason why I want this daredevil vote is because in this game, ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. If Ethan and Nick, two people I trust going to the end with me Bryce and Yannick, vote literally against us in the first merged vote, the other side would have no reason to worry about their loyalties moving forward. It'd be the perfect smoke screen to ""flip"" them back over to us, and this also gives me ALL THE INTEL from the opposing alliance. So say the round after that, someone wants to flip from my side to avoid rocks at 6-6, we can know who and what to do and how to plan accordingly. That and well, I honestly just have a flare for the dramatic. Let's put on a damn good show and light this whole fucking cast up. Hopefully, they won't know what'll hit 'em [: OH YEAH LOL ONE MORE THING. I really have no clue who to idol out. I wanna idol out Grace badly but Ethan wouldn't follow through with that plan. I can try to poke and prod at Ethan and let him know it's best for his game if she goes and that he always votes with her in her exit, but I'll be touchy with it. If Scott and Jordan easily flip, if gives me good incentive to vote one of those two out. But then to worry about a merged idol play or anything I can just put the votes on like... BOO. LMFAO. We'll see

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- Survivor Retribution Confessional 7 Grace

Day 17
"tuktuk"

- So um. Fuck.

Tribal was shocking last night. That's for sure. This game really is unexpected. I wish i could've been prepared for that.

Zach leaving was good I guess. I had no ties to him. I was happy when I saw Palmira's tribal, but when I saw Lucena's, my heart sank. I honestly thought I was dreaming for a little bit, it just didn't seem right. It didn't seem possible, I've never been this blindsided in a game before.

Trent leaving is honestly the worst thing that could have happened, and whats even worse was that it was JUST before merge djfkamflwkglsflwfl I just feel so bad. I care about Trent so much, he's quite possibly my best friend in the community. He was so devastated he deactivated his facebook, and i just fdndknfnskfndodkamg

I probably sound really dramatic, but the merge tribe just feels empty. This is the first tribe ive been on that Trent wasn't on, and it just doesnt feel right. Something feels off in the game, and now i'm just doubting everything. I feel like I just had another reality check in the game, and i'm getting really tired of them. I just dont feel good about my chances. I finally built up confidence and its all been shot down. I just wanna get going again, but i just. Idk.

"tuktuk"

- Okay so I think I left off right before we voted off Felix. Umm yeah he had to go mainly because we all are under suspicion that Lucas and Michelle are closer to eachother, and Evan believes that they would wanna go after the remaining Lucena’s with them. So we went after Felix, which I was okay with really since Felix didn’t bother talking to me up until it was time to vote. Moving forward, we have this challenge and I’m thinking “oh shit another anarchy thing” and I’m actually pretty decent at puzzles. Like I was one of the two people in my last season to actually COMPETE in the puzzle alongside Heather cause everyone else backed out. Sadly that was around the time I idoled myself out. So I just did it four times and then submitted cause I thought there was no way in hell I would win. However, to my surprise I got 4th so I’m like “damn I should have tried harder” but you know what, that’s okay. It ended up being a swap, and I got to be on a tribe with Grace and Boo, and I love Grace and Boo (I also just learned Boo’s name is pronounced Boo, not Bo). Also, this is good because now I feel like I don’t have to flip for no reason to them and can use this tribe excuse thing. Immediately an alliance is made between Grace, Boo, myself, and Nick. Which we immediately got along with one another and solidified ourselves as a group. Jordan is the fifth vote in this situation, but I was able to get his name out of it by telling them how much we all love him. And then we were able to push for Zach, which thank god he left cause apparently he wanted me out and there is no way I am leaving with an idol in my pocket. So we vote off Zach, and Michelle I don’t know what shes thinking cause we all tell her it’s Zach and she tries to get a move out on Nick City, but still ended up being in the minority. I mean she is right on that Palmira wants to get back together and be a force, but what she doesn’t know is I don’t wanna go to the end with any of them on the other tribe. I would much rather go to the finale with Grace, Boo, Nick, and Jordan, take out Grace and Nick and make final three Boo, Jordan, and I. I feel like I could win in that situation, and I know I wouldn’t win against Yannick, Bryce, and Evan; Taylor is obviously closer to Bryce and would have a good case being in the minority for the most part, Lucas and Michelle could win for being in the minority, and I don’t trust Danielle and Ethan at all. Mainly because they have a relationship with Grace and Boo and I’m worried they would rather side with Danielle/Ethan over me and my Palmira trio. Anyways, with that no one knows I have the idol except for Evan, and Evan probably has the Lucena idol by now (which reminds me, I need to ask him to make sure). I don’t want to go to the end with him, but for now I’ll continue to play the part of his follower and do what I need to do to get by so I can actually make the moves I need to in order to win. I let Grace/Boo know Evan was the one running things so they can take the initiative to go after him. My suspicions of Evan having the idol are high, he was there and told me where to find the other one. That one I am only playing on myself, I made that promise in my campign and I don’t wanna sound like a hypocrite for going against that. Hopefully I can win this immunity. I’ll stay up all night if I have to. I got nothing tomorrow (actually I do but fuck it, I need to win first immunity like I did in CV) I see myself on the line, and I don’t wanna sit around and watch the game be played. I need to be the one making the moves to solidify my spot in the end. Timing is key to everything. I don’t wanna make a move too late in the game, but I also don’t wanna make one too early either. The biggest threats in my book are 1.       Ethan – don’t trust him and hes an immunity threat 2.       Evan – Immunity threat, good chance to win the game, HBIC of Palmira 3.       Danielle – Don’t trust her at all 4.       Michelle – just cause she’s trying to do her own thing when I try to get her on my side 5.       Lucas – duo with Michelle 6.       Bryce – Kinda the other one in charge next to Evan 7.       Yannick – Has other connections besides me 8.        Taylor – Close with Bryce, could win if at the end 9.       Grace – Probably the one with 500 votes 10.       Nick – Everyone things hes running things too In my mind, those are when they need to go. But obviously, I can’t make all of the decisions without help. So I need to sit back and let others decide for now before I take matters into my own hand. Then, I can start playing for myself and not for “the greater good”, Hopefully this all works

"tuktuk"

- So it's become clear to me that this cast is starting to catch on to the power alliance of Evan, Ethan, Bryce, Nick and myself. To cover our bases for a while longer until we reach the magical Final 9, we've devised a convoluted blindside plan where the idol will come into play. I personally want to cause a three-way tie to cause even more chaos and incite more mania, but we'll see how things go from here.

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- Another Confessional

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- Shit, I forgot about the challenge. dojfodjf

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- Bryce wants immunity badly, I know Dani and Scott will be up late tonight, hmmmmmmmmmm. If I win a third immunity I might as well just run around with a BULLSEYE on my forehead. So I'm gonna wait for some #advantage

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- #FREESKUPIN HE DIDN'T DO IT IT WAS ABI-MARIA WHO FRAMED HIM BECAUSE SHE WAS STILL BITTER OVER PHILIPPINES #FREESKOOPIN HE DOESN'T LOVE CHILDREN YOU CAN TELL BECAUSE OF HIS MAN CRUSH ON PETE #FREESKUPIN

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- I DONT CARE WHO WINS BETWEEN US THREE. I REALLY DONT. I JUST WANT ANOTHER GOOD ADVANTAGE AND ILL WAIT FOR THAT UNTIL I DROP DEAD

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- It is 3 am. THEN I FIND OUT THAT DANIELLE, ACCORDING TO YANNICK, LIVES IN THE WEST COAST. FUCK. I'm starving. I haven't eaten since I BLASTED a chipotle bowl at like 4 PM. BUT HUNGER IS LITERALLY KEEPING ME AWAKE NOW. THIS IS LITERALLY MY FUCKING STRATEGY ATM.

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- IT IS 6 AM. I AM THE ONLY ONE ONLINE AMONG CONTESTANTS AND OR HOSTS. WHAT AM I DOING. CAN SOME HOST PLEASE POST SOON

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- Taylor dropped out, and before you know it here's a showdown with me and Danielle, and I knew immediately I was in a precarious position. I DID NOT WANT THAT IMMUNITY. In no way shape or form can I expect to get out of this season alive with 3 individual immunity wins in my backpocket before Day 20, and it's just not gonna happen. However, I also needed an incentive to drop out of this challenge. I had to stay up overnight to finally be offered an idol clue, and the second the deal was given, you better believe I dropped in a heartbeat. So I'm keeping this clue secret for now, I'll just act like I crashed to all my alliance mates and "wake up" to giving them what they want. But I'll spend a good portion tonight and whenever the hell I wake up later looking for it, and if I don't, I'll turn it over to the close allies I trust and hope I get it. All in all I definitely believe my decision is worth it if I can get 2 idols in my pocket, and potentially have 3 of them at least belong to either myself or those that I trust. And if I get my idol misdirection play off and running, I'm sure I would have instilled enough FEAR into people's hearts that they won't want to put my name down for quite a while.

Day 18
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- Diamonds really ARE a girls best friend!

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- OF COURSE SHE WINS IMMUNITY! The one person I wanted to vote. Smh. Oh well, Ethan it is.

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- LOL WHAT, me taking the idol clue has already become public. Welp, that probably means I got one shot to get that thing right here and now before I have to turn it over to my allies. And it probably looks like the "vote me" plan will go out the fucking window because I don't think the opposing alliance will risk putting the name down of someone who just got a clue to the idol - but hey, I can always get intel on who they'll put the vote on anyways in case I do have to wing that thing[:

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- why am I congratulating dani, I really wanted her out for voting me for bs reasons ughh

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- Taylor is down for my ""Anti-Palmira"" plan. I already have my alliance in my mind: Me, Taylor, Michelle, Boo, Grace. Through Michelle, I think we'd have Lucas. That's 6 right there. We just need to get to the final 11 then flip the game on its head. Ethan, then Danielle. While I could technically flip it now, there are too many variables. I want to limit Boo and Grace's options. If I am their ONLY option, where else can they go? Also, UPDATE. As I was typing this, Taylor told me that Bryce wants Evan and Yannick out soon. Even better.

"tuktuk"

- I think I'm in a good position, everyone thinks I'm alone in this game - I'm in no alliances, I can just perfectly slide into everything.

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- I'm happy for Danielle for her winning immunity but now I'm really worried for myself. Nobody's really talking much yet. I'm telling people I'm down for anything, because I really am. I realize I need to take this game one day at a time and if that means being in voting blocks, flipping, or staying loyal I'll do what it takes to get to the end. Jordan lowkey mentioned to me how he heard it might be Ethan and that's he's waiting on Yannick and Evan to get on. I take that as Yannick and Evan (especially) are running the show. They are both two power players that I'll def have to keep watch on. I hope I can make it past this tribal.

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- Survivor Retribution Confessional 8 Grace

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- Merge Vote

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- So I kinda forgot everyone has their own agenda. This is gonna be harder than I thought to save Boo. Evan, Yannick, and Bryce are pushing hard for Boo, which doesn't add up unless they have something with Ethan. They won't even consider splitting.

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- Lucas' Retribution Video Confessional 1 - Episode 7

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- I've heared from Nick that there is a coalition to get Evan out - with Dani in charge. Ugn. Basically, I don't really want him out but this vote is really fucking messy. Ethan might have an idol and he'll probably play it, Evan might have one and Grace might have one, but there is no way all 3 of them have an idol. I would like to vote for Grace just in case an idol pops up, Yannick wants to vote Boo - but I feel like that isn't the best decision.

"tuktuk"

- Okay this is legit cray. I'm part of a huge blindside on Evan tonight. I hope this doesn't come back to haunt me, but WOW this is gonna be crazy. I tried to work with him. I said vote Ethan, I said vote Michelle, but he is adamant on Boo. Yeah, that doesn't work for me. Scott, Nick, and I are breaking off from the old Palmira crew to blindside Evan. I know I've lost Yannick and Bryce after this, but I'm not sure about Taylor. I might be able to reign him back in. Evan's trying to micromanage me. Don't micromanage me. He's been controlling too much of this game and it has to come to a stop. This game is crazier than Cambodia. I thought the idea of voting blocks were dumb, but this is actually what the game is turning into. Here are the voting blocks: Grace/Boo Yannick/Evan Bryce/Taylor Ethan/Danielle Lucas/Michelle Nick/Scott Then there's me. I'm in both the Nick/Scott group, and I'm with Grace/Boo. I'm in a great spot strategically, but I hope this plan doesn't paint me as a huge threat yet. I want to make moves, but I want to stay low key. The voting blocks are alive.

"tuktuk"

- So the plan to get Evan to negate 7 votes seems to be going perfectly. Nick flipped Scott/Jordan to the remaining KND and we formed "The Saviors" (Myself, Grace, Nick, Scott, Jordan, Dani, Boo). So hopefully this vote will go to plan and Boo gets idol'd out with 5 or 6 votes. I'm basically putting myself in the minority on purpose, so gather trust with the people on this side. And when the time to strike against the youtubers comes, I'll be ready with my idol in my pocket.

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- Survivor Retribution Confessional 9 Grace

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- Grace was in some hot water this vote, she accidentally mentioned that Evan and I might be aligned, which put a HUGE target on her back, so the only way I could get Youtube to go after Boo and not Grace was to throw Dani under the bus and said she was playing both sides and she was starting the Youtube rumors. I feel awful, I love Dani a lot but Grace is my #1 in this game and I need to look out for her ALMOST as much as I'm looking out for myself. I hope you don't help this against me and when you read this, I have no hard feelings against you whatsoever.

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- Also I take back what I said about Dani. She's awesome. First impressions are rude

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- LOL okay so Trent blocked me? That's the third prejuror to have removed or blocked me. Why, idk, the only one I've argued with is Zach but whatever, this is a business trip and if I ever get blindsided I'm not gonna block anything and everything that voted me but I guess some other people handle things differently

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- So it's tribal time and apparently I am the target of the power players. I take it as a compliment but I'm also upset because I don't believe my time in this game is up. Evan is clearly running this game and somehow an alliance called "The Saviors" has possibly come to save the day. Evan is targeting me with his alliance and mine is targeting him. If he has an idol, I'm done for but I'm really hoping he doesn't. People could be lying to me but I'm hoping they aren't and that this all works out. If it doesn't work out and I do go home I'm hoping I at least get jury. These results should be very interesting.

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- Anyways, it looks like the vote is gonna be 7-5-1. 7 on me from Dani Grace Scott Jordan Nick Ethan and Boo. 5 on Boo from myself Yannick Bryce Taylor and Lucas. Michelle votes.... idk fam. THIS IS WHAT I WANTED. LETS GO. I'm flashing that idol and this fake majority is gonna be lit up like a CHRISTMAS TREE. So cheers and enjoy the show. Also there's a lot of other mini subplots to the vote that I'm too lazy to write about bc I'm still tired from that endurance but yeah, time to wreck this game.

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- So basically here is what's going down. The Saviors (Grace, Boo, Jordan, Scott, Danielle and Ethan) are all voting for Evan. Evan obviously knows about this and is going to play the idol on himself causing Boo to leave. So Bryce Taylor and myself are going to throw our votes on Yannick and get him out. The after effects of this shit are gonna be crazy so we're all just gonna have to deny and shit to Evan. He won't really have anywhere to go so he's going to be forced to still be with us. This is gonna be one of the craziest blindsides of the season for sure.

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- I keep getting associated with the wrong people! Nobody trusts me it seems like, yet… I’m still here. This time everyone assumed I was aligned with Evan and Yannick… as well as Bryce because we’re from Kamchatka (although, that one is true). This merge kicked off pretty horribly for me. Last time Trent told me Yannick and Evan needed to go at some point. Later he mentioned me voting with Dani, Lucas, and him, so I let Bryce know Yannick might become their target. The plan never took off, but Bryce told Evan and not Yannick because Yannick is a loose cannon. Then Evan decides it’s a good idea to tell Yannick and they try to come up with some crazy plan to vote me out! Yannick is such a little baby!!! He is too sensitive and paranoid. He was talking crap about Austin’s sensitivity to the game then he goes off over something so stupid. I voted with them. I didn’t lie to them. Just because Dani didn’t know about the plan doesn’t mean Trent didn’t tell me that. Luckily, Bryce is like my protector in the game right now. He shut down their plans and keeps me in the loop, which is EXACTLY why he needs to go. I just know I am his little goat right now, but I’m not about to lose in the finals again! His time will come. Palmira planned on sticking together and voting out Boo. I didn’t want to, but I couldn’t argue it. Then Bryce and Nick, who I have a final 3 with that I have no intention of sticking to, came to me and told me all this info I was left out of! Basically some 7 person group formed and everyone was voting Evan. Evan knows and is using his idol. Evan and Yannick are voting Boo assuming Bryce and I are as well. Buuut Bryce, Nick, and I are all voting Yannick because he has too much power. This will be great for my resume, but it could easily make me a target. Plus, I didn’t mastermind this move, so I need to get rid of Nick and Bryce at some point. I would LOVE to go to the end with Michelle and Lucas. I want to work with Jordan too. I wasn’t sure what to believe, so I went to Jordan and had to lightly and unnoticeably beat the info out of him. I suggested we should save Boo. One thing led to another and he told me of everyone’s plan to vote Evan and how people were unsure where my loyalties lie. I assured him I’m not with Evan and wanted them out. I mean damn… I have said this before, people! Anyway, I’m hoping to form something moving forward because I cannot keep moving forward with Bryce and Nick. I might just have to feed them to the sharks next week if people don’t like the Yannick vote. I’ll just say I was told last minute to do it and went with it. I like playing the “I’m weak and need someone to take me in” card. It will hopefully allow me to continue to slip by. I’m still finding my footing! But I will find it and hopefully continue my revenge plot from Day 1 by overcoming everyone that has wronged me. It could have started tonight with Boo, but I’m fine with Yannick going. He’s fun and all but ya. Oh yeah, and we discussed the funny things we would put on our parchments for Boo. I said peek-a-boo. I do plan to use that completely unoriginal idea later. He told me to use it. So I am… just on his parchment. I hope he’ll get my little reference to it by writing “I see you ; )”.

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- Voting out Trent was the biggest mistake we could have made, but due to the fact that the others have practically alienated Taylor and Lucas, we still have the votes to carry on. If we can find that damn merged idol before the Final 10 tribal, we can avoid a potential rocks situation and send everyone to hell. I won't go down without swinging at them all, this is my win.

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- Michelle came up to me 15 mins before votes are due and asks me what I'm doing, like cmon, we both know whats up and we know we didn't vote with each other. If you really cared you would have asked in the 24 hours earlier.

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- Survivor Retribution Confessional 10 Grace

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- This cast is so fucking shady, I have never been kept in the dark in an org in the same way I have been in here. Michelle and I are basically treated as rejects by almost everyone, now evan also joined us, since people turned on him

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- So when it came down to results I knew it was either me or Evan and that my safety depended on if Evan had an idol or not. So I see he plays his idol and I know I'm done for. BUT THEN a miracle happened and Yannick also received 3 votes. I'm legit so happy that there was a rebellion within our rebellion. And honestly I'm just really honored that people have been putting so much work into help saving me. I'm being told that Yannick will for sure go in this revote but I know that anything can happen so I'll just hope for the best! <3

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- bryce............................. wyd

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- I just found the merged idol and gave it to Evan. If I go, that will be my parting gift. My alliance will not go down like this, no way. This is my final stand. Give em hell.

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- Currently, my plan is to scare people of a core lucena group consisting of dani, boo, grace - currently talking to taylor about it, hopefully yannick ends up suriving. Fuck you Scott, this is a message that I got from Evan, also showed it to Michelle so she doesn't feel good about the newly formed group of 8, or 9 people: "" Scott Would it be safer to do like Michelle or Lucas since while everyone else has an allegiance they don't seem to have one besides for eachother I mean if either of them had an idol they would have played it the last vote since both were kinda worried they were going I believe but if not I'm open for what you all wanna do instead"" I do believe this since Scott was basically one of those people that indirectly told me to go fuck myself whenever I messaged him

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- Confessional

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- This is getting interesting! Yannick got 3 votes, which means there is an obvious split vote going on, and I wasn't a part of it, so this whole "The Saviors" thing was a crock of shit and they are trying to blindside the youtubers. If I was in on the plan I probably would have gone along with it, but since they left me out I'm fully on board with the Evan's of the world. Sure I could go along with the yannick boot, but that would put me in the minority. I might get to go up a few more notches before being picked off, but I'd rather make a power move and try to forge my own majority than be a sheep. Also Bryce might have flipped, Evan and I compared notes and he is a little fishy. So I'm keeping my eye on him. TL;DR fuck the power, I'm going against the grain and I will do what I want. If these people wanna leave me out of their plans, I'll leave them out of mine.

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- Is it me or does Grace talk only about herself? ONLY. ABOUT HERSELF. ALL THE TIME. No? Just me? Yeah well fuck it, I just feel helpless at this revote. I don't know what to believe. And I literally called that this game was gonna be Grace's to win from a while ago and I don't know what else I can do about it. I'll explain strategy and dynamics later but I'm just hoping to win immunity, and if I fail it, act dead, get even more people to vote me, and play my idol. AGAIN. I wish Ethan could wake the fuck up and realize Grace has to go for his game but whatever, this is literally IDS on repeat I feel like

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- Okay, so ever since the merge, Evan has been PISSING me off because he is trying to do fancy shit to make himself look good. He is obviously the top player, and he wanted to basically THROW AWAY his idol by getting people to target him. Doing so, I was paired as one of his alliance members by everyone else in the game. People also know about 3/5 of the youtube premade, which was Me, Yannick, and Evan. In the game of Survivor, I REFUSE to follow anyones game. I can't continue to just exist in this game. I have made moves so far, such as I am the reason Trent is gone and the group of 10/11 that voted out Will is in shambles right now, and some others, but I feel like the safety net of Youtube will hold me back later on down the road. If I go deep into the merge with them, then the jury could hold that against me more so than now. Now, Nick is the one who figured out how we can manipulate Evans IDIOTIC plan into getting out his number ally. The plan is BRILLIANT, and it will shut down his ego. The problem moving forward is to avoid Ethan/Evan trying to make a move against ME because they aren't speaking to me right now, which isn't good. Usually Evan will try to meet in the middle and cover ground, but he isn't saying a WORD to me. I plan on after this vote exposing basically youtube and potentially try and make Evan/Ethan waste their idols (Since I no know Evan has the MERGE idol.) To do this, I want to make an OFFICIAL alliance with Boo/Dani/NC. I plan on getting Dani out the FIRST chance I get, but I think I can make her turn on Grace/Ethan with all of the information I have and I can potentially make a move on EITHER side for the next Tribal Council. I am in a VERY weird spot, where I can EASILY be targeted, however, I am also in a great spot to play both sides for a good bit as long as I can lock something down with Dani/Boo. With this move, I feel like I could have hurt my chances of making it to FTC, however, I feel like I GREATLY increased my chances in the long run on WINNING FTC. It's still Final 12 after this, but I can't wait like everyone wants me to and still have a great story to tell in the end. SO; I feel like I burned some bridges but opened up my game to another level to make moves. If I play it right, I can continue to not be a 'big name' these people are going for, especially because the moves I have made, I feel like people are giving credit elsewhere. My only problem with that is going to be having to PROVE I made the move while someone else may take credit because they actually FEEL LIKE they made the move. IE, the Trent move.