A Virtual Suicide Attempt/Confessionals

Day 28
"amordehierba"

- I FINALLY was in a majority that wasn't fucked over by an idol! This is super huge because that means that the effort that I've been putting into my social game is really paying off. I cannot lay off of the gas pedal right now. I need to continue to build really strong bonds with as many people as I can. Final 8 is the perfect opportunity to solidify 4 people that will vote together going into final 7. So I need to test all of the bonds that I've created and go with the ones that are gonna get me further in this game. If I had to rank the people I trust at this point in the game it would be: 1. Sydney 2. Claudia 3. Ally 4. Marie 5. Mackie 6. Justin 7. Tymeka I need to figure out which other three people are going to genuinely want to vote with me for a strategic and a personal reason and those are the ones I need to lock in with. I'm still keeping in mind my meat shields which are Sydney and Mackie, the other guy in the game Justin, and my other close friends in Claudia and Ally. Tbh my best case scenario at this point is to see either Tymeka or Justin go, and I'm going to see if I can get that going for this vote.

"amordehierba"

- Okay so this is my auction strategy. I feel like 3-4 people are gonna bid on the idol clue and at least one person is gonna bid 500, I don't think it's worth it and also it one of the people I'm super close to win than I have a possibility at seeing the clue anyway like last time. The extra vote isn't a super great advantage, overall I think it's a really lame excuse to target someone and I don't want anything putting a target on my back at this point. I think the safest best is to go for the challenge advantage because if I win that and win immunity I think it'll put the least amount of target on my back and me going for a challenge advantage shows that I don't feel safe because I don't have an idol in my back pocket. I'm generally a risk averse player but I did put $80 on a covered item because you do need to go to Vegas in this game sometimes to win. Hopefully it's neutral or positive and that it can give me some leverage in the game.

Day 29
"amordehierba"

- I FOUND THE IDOL YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSS Thanks Joe Dowdle, loved your couple with Sydney. <3

"amordehierba"

- So, a lot have happened these last few days. Firstly, Sydney got sent to exile (let's say it that way) and cannot vote at TC, and Brandon got a dark pearl, so we're stuck 4-4. But Claudia got a double vote, so you'd thought it would be 5-4 in our favor, but no, of course it wouldn't. Ally decided to flip back and there's apparently a split plan going on, 3-3 between Brandon and I. Thankfully, Claudia told me and I trust her, so I believe she'll use her double vote and vote with Brandon and I to blindside one of Ally/Justin in a 4-3-1 vote. I'd rather get rid of Ally, because I'm tired of the girl playing both sides, and I have a plan going forward. My plan is, after getting rid of Ally, the remnants of the Cinco will get together to get rid of the biggest threat: Mackie. At the Final 6, I'll use my idol on either Justin or Tymeka to blindside either Sydney or Brandon, then I'll get to the end with Justin and Tymeka. Justin is unbearable and no one likes him, I guess he'd get the votes of Mackie and maybe Alissa, Ty would get Shannon's vote and I could snatch the other 7 votes. Hopefully, if my plan works, I could win this whole game.

"amordehierba"

- I should've made one sooner but Shannon's classy exit kinda caused me to need a break from this and then as soon as I got back I got trapped on an island :( . I guess I shouldn't complain too much since I'm safe but I really hope me being here doesn't effect anything and my alliance stays good and gets out one of the boys. Although if Ally is gonna flip I kinda hope she takes Brandon out so he's not bitter at me, because despite Justin's statement I'm not sure I could beat him. Which is kinda sad because he's like, really really really bad with strategy.. Like when I told him Ally may flip and figured he'd give plans to stop this, his response was ""Well I hope that doesn't happen"" like what? And he didn't really see the strategic purposes of giving Ally the advantage to stay with us and wanted it for himself. But Rhone, Alex, Cat and Shannon would all vote him over me if he was there with me so that's a no. I don't know whatever happens tonight it's not my problem and I'm gonna go get drunk because it's cinco de mayo!!! (well the day after but regardless). ALSOOOO I FOUND MY SECOND IDOL AAHHHH!!!! AND IM PUTTING A FAKE ONE THERE AND THEN GONNA KEEP PUTTING ONE THERE SO THAT EXPOSE DOESNT HAPPEN

"amordehierba"

- I couldn’t make a VID CF so! Shannon went last round 5-4 not ideal but it doesn’t really screw up my game. Ally and Claudia did damage control which I don’t blame them for. Mackie was pretty upset but I don’t blame him. Sydney got her way “yay” but it’s anyways. Claudia/Ally/I made a Trio alliance which I think would work because we are on the bottom of the other alliances. The plan was to get Sydney this round but the Auction kinda screwed that up. Also I was robbed @ this auction bc I got no good items for my game. Mackie got a light pearl which is really good, Claudia got the double vote. The other items don’t really matter imo besides Brandon dark pearl.

I had no idea what I was going do for this vote but than I started constructing a plan. If I get Me/Ally/Claudia/Tymeka/Mackie on the same page we can easily get one of Marie/Brandon out and weaken them. We put two votes on Brandon + Dark Pearl and the other three on Marie. In case of in idol one of Marie/Brandon goes home because they would only have two votes.

It should be Me, Claudia and Tymeka on Marie and Mackie and Ally on Brandon. I hope this works, because the biggest blindsides are the ones you don’t see coming. If it somehow turns to me well y'all got me.

"amordehierba"

- So at tonight's tribal im making a virtually suicidal attempt to take out who I believe is the best player in this game, this also happens to be my best friend in the game and I honestly feel terrible. Prayer circle that it works bc otherwise I'm highkey screwed as fuck. I gotta make sure the other side splits their votes, so currently they think im in on their plan and I even convinced Mackie to vote Marie instead of Brandon by saying i would rather vote Brandon bc I made a promise to Marie - hopefully shit works bc I know I'm gona get so much shade for doing this & that'll be even worse if it goes wrong

"amordehierba"

- this is gonna be short sry

so last vote i ""picked"" my side of brandon/marie/syd/claudia and voted out shannon, i blindsided mackie and he was kind of upset but i think we're good now

this time i want to side with mackie/justin/tymeka and APPARENTLY claudia is with us, the plan is to split between marie/brandon 3 on marie and 2 on brandon (bc he has that vote on him from the comp) in case of an idol

i voted brandon as per my part of the plan but something just feels really off. brandon and marie have hardly communicated w/ me since syd has been unable to talk and it's really weird????? and i think mackie and justin might distrust me. i feel really weird about this vote and really nervous and i'm honestly not sure if this is going to go the way we hope. i guess we'll see.

"amordehierba"

- O M G i got auction fucked hella bad! I won a challenge advantage which normally would be nice but TYMEKA WON IMMUNITY. And then my luck the one time I gamble this season I get a dark pearl. 😂 This puts me in a reaaaallly shitty position going into this vote. My meatshield in Sydney got exiled for this vote so I'm the biggest and brightest target during this vote. Luckily I have Claudia who told me that she'd rather have anyone else go but me and if I make it through this vote I literally owe her my life in the game! So looks like ally flipped and claudia is pretending to and their plan is to split votes 3-3 on me and marie in case of an idol. However Claudia wants me, marie, her, and her double vote to vote off Ally. Another interesting wrinkle in this situation is Mackie is trying to save me in his own way, by telling me to off balance the split vote and get Marie to leave instead of me. I made Claudia aware of everything Mackie was telling me to make her feel confident in making this move against Ally. Ally has been playing the middle this entire time and I really hope that she gets what is coming to her this time. If this works this'll be the biggest heist in the game so far, if not I had a lot of fun!