The Vultures are Coming/Confessionals

Day 37
"odlaryurdu"

- Final four! Wow it took some time to make a confessional because nothing has happend. Nobody's talking at all. Anyway -- I'm excited to see who will win immunity. I'll bet all my money on Felix. I'd be happy if he wins since Jared has to go next. 1) he's dangerous bc he's a jury threat and he could win this game if he gets to the end. 2) I want to be the last khizi member. I'm already the last female, last Dutchie and last of the Austin-Cliff-Ella alliance who would be sooooo good. Anyway if Jared goes I need to win next immunity challenge and then take out Felix. I can't be with him at FTC. Hunter will be easy to beat at the end if I just stay myself and to make a amazing speech at the end. I got this.

"odlaryurdu"

- Four people left in the game and I'm pretty sure I could beat any of these 3 at Final Tribal Council. Hard part is gonna be getting there. Best case scenario, I win the next 2 immunity challenges, and I very much intend to do so. In my honest opinion, Ella or Hunter winning, would fucking ruin this season, because they're pretty much the biggest goats in the history of the world. I like them, but unfortunately it's true. Few more days to go, time to hustle!

"odlaryurdu"

- Great, worst case scenario happened and Jared won immunity. Gonna need to make a miracle happen, if I wanna survive this vote. No way in hell, he's gonna vote for Ella. I'm gonna need to take Hunter's and Jared's mutual resentment for each other and work it in a way, that will make Jared vote a goat out at Final 4, rather than an actual jury threat. Another approach would be making him believe that his chances of being taken along to the Final 2 would increase by having me in that Final 3, even though there's no chance in hell that anyone's taking Jared to FTC if he doesn't win immunity. But yeah, gonna have to bust my ass for this, because nobody wants to date a 4th place.

"odlaryurdu"

- "Apparently I'll be the one to decide the vote. I'm like move bitch I'm ruling this vote in my own at freaking final four. But hey, I'm not gonna vote Hunter and screwing up my game. Nah-ahh. Hunter has to stay and I need to talk to Jared to take out Felix. I have some good arguments for it. Only thing is, why should I try that hard. I think I'd win against Felix as well with a good speech. Felix is good at flash games and so is Jared. The chance that Jared will win FIC with Felix out of the game is HIGHHHH. So the person who goes home tonight is still undecided.

"odlaryurdu"

- OKAY. Felix or Hunter. I'm going to make the decision NOW!!!

"odlaryurdu"

- After a tough day of thinking, talking and crying I decided to vote for Felix. My sweet German friend, I'd love to be with you at final tribal council but you have to go for different reasons. First, you're obviously going to win final immunity challenge. It could be great because you could win of Jared. But also, you got a lot of people in jury who loves you and I'm sure they will vote you instead of me. Hunter has only said 'who should we vote' during merge. I'm sure he's not dangerous at all. So that makes the decision pretty clear. If Felix goes, I will do my best at FIC. And I will fight for it. I need to win it. And then, I'll take Hunter with me to final tribal council where I'll be crowned as Sole Survivor. If Jared wins and he takes me I still have a chance to win. I'd get obv Hunter's vote lol. Anyway, whatever happens if I survive this round I'm going to Final Tribal Council. But yeah, this vote is for Felix. Ily bud!

"odlaryurdu"

- I am in awe that I just won immunity. A couple days ago I was at the bottom of this game and now I'm on top. I just got an idoled played on me and now I'm safe again. I think its obvious that I'm the biggest jury threat right now so there was a good chance I would've gone this round if I didn't win.

"odlaryurdu"

- I'm in a tough spot right now. This is the hardest vote yet for me personally. I have someone who can sorta be considered my rival, Hunter, someone I was with since day 1, Ella, and someone who just idoled me last round, Felix. Looking at the jury, I'd rather go up against Ella or Hunter. I feel like I'd have a greater shot against them while with Felix its gonna be a harder battle. I feel really bad because Felix just idoled me but looking at it, I don't think hes gonna take me to the end and hes the biggest challenge threat at the moment so I have to be savage.

Day 38
"odlaryurdu"

- "Wtf Felix is freaking out against me now. And he's voted out, logic?? He's not even used to talk to me now. I'm dead to him and I have no shot at winning this game. Like Felix, go home and cry over. I'm going to write a rites of passage and will leave you alone since uhm... I'm still in the game and you're not. Oops

"odlaryurdu"

- I think I did really well with my rites of passage. I took the time to describe everything while Hunter and Jared kinda messed up with (i feel like it). Jared even named Austin, Felix lmao. That was so funny to watch, haven't told him bc if the jury reads it they might think that Jared doesn't care that much lol. So we're kinda waiting for final immunity challenge. I have the feeling I'm going to the finals. I really have that feeling. If Hunter wins I'm sure he'll take me. If Jared wins there could be a chance he'd take Hunter but I doubt that. And then, if I win I'll take Hunter with me. I have to make a big, long and good final speech to make the jury vote me. It'll be hard but I'm so close now. I can almost toutch it. Ella, you can do it.

"odlaryurdu"

- Omg I just made a amazing decision. Alright, I know Jared and Hunter are both trying to get me with them in final 2. So, I have to lose this final immunity challenge. Why? Easy, if I win then I have to choose between Hunter and Jared. They both want me with them in final 2 and I told them I wanted that as well. If I take Hunter I'll get a angry Jared and the same happens if I choose Jared. Honestly, I'll still do my best. If I win, then I'm just going to make a long story about this and that. But I'm fine being with Jared. He's been a goat anyway.

"odlaryurdu"

- So, my strategy for this challenge is pretty simple. Tonight I'm going to sleep early and a lot. Then I will start with the trololol challenge. I can post 100 images in maybe one hour? So I will def doing my best. I also know I can do the other endurance challenge. Flag challenge should be easy. And then the two flash games will be difficult. Let's hope I win the other 3 challenges.

"odlaryurdu"

- Just one hour of this hell and then we'll find out who is going to be the first finalist of this season. Actually, now Jared is second in the trolol challenge I'm a bit happier about my spot. I probably win trolol and I'm second in idol while Hunter will be first in idol and third in trolol and Jared 2nd in trolol and 3rd in idol. A step forwards, right? I'm praying. LET ME WIN!!!!

"odlaryurdu"

- I asked Hunter and Jared for their scores and I made a theory. So the only thing what helps me to win is to get 2 points with my flag and Jared getting 0 points. If I get 2 points and he gets 1 we're tied. Please people, like my flag!!

"odlaryurdu"

- Its so surreal that I won the FIC. I was in minority for majority of merge so my only option was making me look like I wasn't a threat and I was the weakest link which they believed and that was their biggest mistake. I was able to trick them into thinking I was just some friendly guy who wasn't that great challenges but I was actually always planning ahead, building bonds, and winning challenges and now I just won the most important immunity of the season. This decision is pretty easy because the one I'm closer to is also the one I can beat in the end more easily.

Day 39
"odlaryurdu"

- 39 days ago. In reality 2 months and 19 days. It's been a hell of a ride for me. I had amazing moments but also horrible moments. Let's start with my first confessional. Stating I found Hannah high class, got connected with Jared, found Jessica very silent and annoyed by Joseph already. And yet, nothing has changed after 39 days except for Hannah. I told in my confessional I saw Hannah as a dangerous player and I organized her vote. Looking at this post prooves that I handled this game good. Saying that I want to socialize with everyone and that could take me to the end. And it did, actually. It really did. I'm so happy to see that. I got through so much shit. Voting out my bestie Hannah, voting out my mate Jared, being sneaky to the people I love and at merge I got all the shit on me. Got a fight with my girl Jessica who blocked me later, got hate from Felix for being only strategic and the others has been quite normal with me. I feel like I got the most hate towards to me this whole season. Not only from other playes but also the VL. I know people posted bad things about me just for playing a game. But I can't wait to write a hell of a speech for the jury and the show them I fucking ruled this game. If they're bitter enough to ignore that they're bad people. Being bitter is part of the jury phase but it hasn't to deal with the end vote imo. Anyway, it's Day 39 guys. I freaking made it. Now I have to do the biggest task in this game. Getting the victory and winning Survivor: Azerbaijan.

"odlaryurdu"

- At the very start of this game I immediately bonded with Ella and then Jessica soon after. I thought we were gonna be this super tight trio this entire game but it kinda went away when the tribe swaps happened. I was thankfully still with Jessica and soon we were in the majority on this tribe too so that was an easy few tribals. The next tribe swap was when I really had to work, I was the swing vote on a flop tribe that lost every time but thankfully I got the idol and made the right move with it that would thankfully come in handy later. At the merge I tried to respark the trio alliance but Jessica & Ella just couldn't get along and Ella lied too much so it caused me to lose trust with her, however I still played up our "buddies since day 1" thing and I stayed connected to Felix even though both of them were on the opposite sides of me. I watched my friends and allies go one by one but I didn't let that stop me so I was always planning ahead and thinking about how I could stop me from being in the slaughter of my side. Immunities definitely helped in that but my social game definitely came into play too when I got Felix to idol me and get out Cliff, the biggest threat in the game or at least at that point. And now I'm in the end with my frenemy Ella. I'm not sure how she felt about me the whole time but I definitely was fake to her majority of the merge lmao. She was the first person I met in the game and now shes the last person in the game with me. It was definitely a lot of work, socializing, and winning a few challenges to get here but it was all worth it.

"odlaryurdu"

- Just posted my speech. I honestly don't know if I'm still allowed to make confessionals but I need to talk. I really feel like I made a great vote for Ella speech. But yeah, as I posted it I already saw some mistakea of grammar but I wrote it with my heart. And that's what matters for me. I'm proud and now finger's crossed I will win.