Operation: Bye Drewlicia/Confessionals

These were the confessionals made within this episode.

Day 15
"protaras"

- I'm so happy to still be here and of course Toby's bitch ass voted for me...I'm assuming it was him, but whoever it was is clearly a dick. But I survived 15th and now I gotta keep pushing. I owe it to Linh, and Rhi, and Pris, and even Kait. I'm not gonna give up.

"protaras"

- so like Brandon choose me as his first pic as captain that little fucker. The reason why I deactivated Twitter was because I was in this little group called the Petties and he was being a real ass with me and well I deactivated Twitter because I couldn't with his bullshit. He right away says that he misses me like are you fucking serious Ugh he's SO Petty and well I mean IF he really wants to work with him if work with him BUT he has to be out before merge. Because he is a hell of a comp beast

"troodos"

- I'm in win-lose situation right now. I unfortunately lost two of my closest allies in the game back to back. Lihn was probably the first person I trusted when the game started and we clicked very easily. Rhi has actually been one of my best friends for as long as I could remember, we've been through it all together but now I'm alone. I'm just glad I don't have to wake up and see that a rat named Ci'ere has messaged me trying to kiss my ass that he has "changed" while calling out the rest of the tribe. I honestly love my tribe. I have bonds with literally everyone on it, it's like my own little troop. Just missing Brandon & Estefana. It's just a matter of who goes first if we go to tribal, no shade but I gotta make the right choice before I get the Alexa edit. Should never feel to safe in survivor, but I love my current position.

"protaras"

- I think I just burnt a bridge with the other three Troodos...picking Britt over one of them could be a bad idea later on, I just really wanted to mend that bridge with her. I hope it works out.

"protaras"

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"protaras"

- Brandon just called me lucky due to this swap cause I'm with people I know like...yeah, kinda, but if you've seen the shit I've been through so far in this game I think I'm a bit entitled to some luck here. I wanted a swap so badly to escape my old tribe but now I'm still with most of them and honestly I'm not even mad? Toby's gone and he was far and away the worst of them so I'm happy with just that. I can work with Rob, Craig, and Stef for sure and I'm making good progress on repairing my relationship with Britt. I also have Ci'ere who I do think I can trust. Ideally Brandon will be the one going if we lose.

"troodos"

- Can I say something? Trading one shady person for another shady person in a tribe swap? Perfect. This couldn't be anymore sweeter. I'm ready for a blindside!

"troodos"

- What the fuck, I approached Drew about a plan how to blindside Toby and they told me Mai is Toby's target, so when I tell him "what if we tell him that we are voting one of you because of Mai's comments" and he's like "no don't do that, he will target you" LIKE NO SHIT, HE IS ALREADY TARGETTING MAI..... Also Drew/Ally's f2 is pretty much confirmed because I told Ally that Mai was upset over Toby's comments and Drew confronted me about it a little later on. Played yourself.

"protaras"

- When Brittany said the final 4 people who weren't pick were queens Toby said "+ Ci'ere" so I said "HI" LIKE WHAT'S GOOD ?! I am a queen bitch now that. *PAVARTI GIF) You're a peasant and messy ass player that doesn't know a thing about strategy. Toby tried to say something about me and I want to know what his problem is. Several people want to vote him out so he better watch himself, before I snatch his weave. Anyways, Jimmy picked Shannon which means he must be tight with her which he's proven since the scavenger hunt.

"protaras"

- I'm reconnecting with Ci'ere, yes I still want him out eventually but for now I gotta stay good with him. Troodos is gonna be a target due to still having all five of our original people in and I don't want us to splinter and die.

"protaras"

- not to brag but how fucking on point is my social game I think I've actually managed to recover from the Rhi fiasco and now people are more pissed at Toby for voting for me than they are at me for voting Britt last time I mean shit, I always say I'm not a threat but if I can achieve this then maybe i really am one

"protaras"

- Brandon- No idea who you are, but WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU PICK STEF?!?! YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN ON A TRIBE WITH HER! Stef- Probably my favorite fan at this point, super loyal. Craig- My final 2 deal. Eva- Oh look! My other final 2 deal! Brittany- In a three person alliance with HER AND CRAIG! PLUS we have an alliance with Stef! Ciere- Clearly on the outs in his old tribe so that could be a huge advantage to use.

"troodos"

- well that was a tribe swap that changed SO much! It's fun having a full tribe just stay together and add me... Well, Amber won All-Stars, right? Hoping my fan status is enough to win myself some allies on troodos...

"troodos"

- Tribal Council is gonna be so difficult, if we lose... I have the option of either blindly believing Ally & Drew after they already lied to me once, or I can convince Mai & Jimmy to vote Drew with me, so that if Drew/Ally lied to us again and get Toby to play his idol, Drew goes home in a 3-3-0 revote, with Shannon being the 1 vote against Toby. I'm gonna approach Shannon about this plan later, because Drew has thrown her under the bus and I feel like she won't like that. I really would just rather be safe than sorry.. lol

"protaras"

- I'm really digging this new tribe swap. I'm glad I didn't get picked to be on the other tribe because I knew I would've been in trouble if that were the case. I'm fnally on a blue tribe, my fave color and foxes are so cute. ;) I have 2 other original Troodos members that are pretty cool and I have Brittany from NZ. We've had our tiffs in the past, but I believe we're going to be icons together and work together this time around. Brandon is clueless and his social game is pretty bad and I'm the only person he switched with which means he's going to come to me. I'm not sure why he picked Stef, but I like her. And Craig seems cool as well. Eva and Rob are really chatting me up and asking about my idol clue and I'm not really sure how I feel about them anymore. Rob was in a power position and Eva was in trouble apparently. I'm glad they stuck together though because all original Troodos members are in the final 14 which means we have survived 6 eliminations in whole. They're both chatting me up and asking about the idol and that just makes me kind of weary. :o " "protaras"

- ok so well this entire game has been about getting Estefana out as soon as I found out we were playing together. We ended up on different tribes but I was determined to make it till we were on the same tribe and I was going to make her trust me then I was going to stab her in the back hard. Since y'all don't know the backstory Estefana was basically my bitch in the twitter community but she is very unloyal and it got to the point where I blew up on her and now I hate her(I made her deactivate lol I can get really mean) anyways so that's why I picked her for the swap

"protaras"

- So we have an hour to decide what we want to assign everyone in, which is good because most of us aren't here or at least aren't responding. I'm pretty excited because I feel like I can do most of these challenges so I'm comfortable fitting in wherever we have a gap.

"protaras"

- But now that I'm on a tribe full of the people I haven't been on a tribe with Ive had to really step my social game up and survive till merge where hopefully I can realign with my old tribe and eventually backstab them to so I can. Because I like to play dirty lol

"troodos"

- TOBY YOU SNEAKy BASTARD WHAT THE HECK DID YO MEAN BY AYING "WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS"

"troodos"

- Honestly, I'm not sure if Toby is trying to put words in Mai's mouth to make her a target, but all he has to do is ask me to vote her because I am DOWN to send her packing. She doesn't even make efforts to talk to some of us, and I don't know where exactly she lays on the pole. Plus, the favorites need to start packing because I'm not gonna let the fans start dropping one by one.

"troodos"

- I was in a lot of deep game thought this past 30 minutes and I came to the conclusion, that it would probably be beneficial for us to not vote for Toby and take out Drew or Ally in a massive ass blindside instead. Both of them lied to me on the Ci'ere vote, and I can't really fully trust them on this one either. Also, if Toby realized that his allies tried to fuck him over, I'm pretty sure he will want to be loyal to us instead of them. It would be a HUGE risk to take, but I'm willing to take risks to make it further. I'm going to talk to Shannon, because Drew has thrown her under the bus multiple times and now even asked me to tell Toby that we would vote for her if we lost, so clearly she is expendable to them and I really have a problem with that, because I do really like Shannon and I would love to be in an alliance with her. That being said, I'm going to talk to Jimmy, Mai & Shannon over the next day to hopefully start the Operation: Bye Drewlicia. Although there is a possibility that Ally would split away from us, I can literally give her the same excuse, that I didn't trust Drew, like she didn't trust Ci'ere and if she complains about that, she's a hypocrite lol....

"protaras"

- I really hope Eva doesnt turn on me.

"troodos"

- I don't know why everyone is just open to me, like Alex literally talks constant shit about the other players to me, Drew tells me literally everything, Jimmy just talks to be silly and so on. Sometimes I feel like I don't even have to try playing a social game.

"protaras"

- Kicking is the hardest of the challenges probably...I mean they're all challenging in their own way but it'll require a lot of time investment and concentration. I hope I can do well at it, since I'm the one person we know for sure right now who's gonna be doing it.

"protaras"

- and i immediately screwed it up fuck me right up the ass wow that was pathetic. Like this is shitty, I think if I had had the foresight to practice I would've noticed the disrepancy between my computer's time and the wiki's, but I didn't and now we're already down one challenge. fuck me

"troodos"

- Honestly, who knew that I would come into this game and be the most paranoid mess ever.. I never expected myself to have the feeling of my back against the wall this early and I still can't really get that feeling out of my head, that for some reason people are not as genuine with me as I would like them to be and it kinda sucks, but every game works differently. I've worked so hard these past days to just build social relationships with as many people as I could and make them trust me by giving them information and telling them things that they should know and making them enjoy being around me and I really hope that I give these vibes off to people, because that could be the key factor that keeps me in this game. We tribe switched last night and I probably had the biggest mini-meltdown becaues of how upset the entire situation made me, like the fact that all the purples were basically the last one chosen was complete bullshit and just kinda left me think that I was going to be completely fucked on this new tribe, but I thought about it a few times and the tribe is literally the exact same minus brandon & Ci'ere/Toby switching places. I come into the tribe and supposedly... Toby is the target... WHAT??? LMFASOASTKAOASTLASGLASTIKASSHGSJKA, ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?!?! That one crusty ass bitch I see coming in the game having sort of bad blood with is the first target for elimination? My prayers have been motherfucking ANSWERED and I honestly can't wait for him to be sent the fuck packing if we lose, because he literally didn't even bother talking it out with me, while he talked to Mai for a few HOURS while leaving me on Read. Bye felicia. Ok, let's not be a hateful bitch and go back to what's been going on. So Drew has thrown everyone on the Malama tribe under the bus and said they ALL wanted to vote me out over Ci'ere, so I went to literally everyone and told them. Why? Because I want Drew to go. Everyone's reaction was sort of being annoyed, but it was especially Ally who was livid over it and I don't blame her for it. Drew pulls her into the fucking lovatics alliance and causes her position to be put in jeopardy and repays it by throwing her under the bus, lol bye. Hopefully by doing this 'throwing under the bus' thingy I can solidify myself with all of them and make sure that they don't vote me out anytime soon, because I'm definitely not ready to go in any of the upcoming tribals. I'm here to win and not to get like 9th. Period. My goal now is to make sure that I maintain all these relationships I have and hopefully win the next challenge as well, so that I have a little more room to play. If we lose though, oh well.. I just hope that I'm not being played here and Toby gets voted off..

"protaras"

- I'm getting to know Estefana and I Think she's about to approach me with a girl's alliance because she thinks I'm a girl. THIS IS THE SECOND TIME THIS HAS HAPPENED YOU GUYS. I really like her though and her name is just so iconic. "Hola bitches, soy yo ESTEFANA" (hair flip gif) Since Brandon didn't pick his safety blanket Shannon, he now has to socialize and prove himself.

"protaras"

- I can't wait to see what goes down in this challenge, I should've done dancing or singing, but they're all inactive biatches so I'm stuck with this shiz none of my talents are being displayed rip EVA F'D UP.

"troodos"

- I think I have successfully convinced Jimmy that it makes the most sense for Drew to go home first if we lose and I've made Shannon hate Drew to the point where she wants him out. Operation: Bye Drewlicia is in full force. Now we only have to lose the challenge.... *evil ass laugh*

"protaras"

- Brittany feels "indebted to me" THIS IS AMAZING.

"protaras"

- After 5 minutes of practicing I feel bad for those 10 year old girls who are mentally and physically abused by Abby lee Miller in dance moms

"troodos"

- Motherfucker. This is literally all I can say about losing this challenge. MOTHER. FUCKED.

Day 16
"protaras"

- So between personal issues and screwing up the challenge five seconds into it, I've really had nothing to do these past few days and I'm glad we won immunity because I am not as secure in my position as I was before.

"troodos"

- I am honestly devastated, I didn't believe we would lose the first switch challenge and I am honestly just so annoyed... like I really don't want to leave being the 7th voted out and I have no idea where the vote is actually gonna go LOL, I've just put way too much passion into this to be voted off this early.. Honestly I hope that I'm just overly paranoid.. I didn't throw Drew under the bus for 82345235 days straight to NOT ensure his elimination now. Shannon is literally the most important person in this game right now and I am hoping and praying that we have her vote, because then this will run smoother than a knife through butter. If Jimmy fucks us over I am personally flying over to Australia to knock him the fuck out with his very own liquor bottles, I'll tell you that.... lmao It's just kawdasldlsdasdg, I don't know who to believe and who to trust and I just hope that it works out, because I'm not ready to leave this early, I really am not.. .-.

"protaras"

- me: tries to ignore fb for a bit me: goes on skype and forgets she has eva as a contact and shes in the same chats you are

"troodos"

- The buildup is scaring my mind. The countdown is slowly ticking away and this bomb is about to burst.

"troodos"

- Alright, so I've calmed down a little bit and I am gaining a little bit of confidence.. but just a little tiny bit... Drew is still throwing Shannon's name to me like there is no tomorrow and even mentioned to me that Toby threw her out as a voting possibility.. lmao.. I'm obviously gonna run straight to Shannon whenever she wakes up and let her know about that, because that could potentially secure her vote for Drew and make the blindside, that I have been waiting for for a long time now, happen 100%.

"protaras"

- I'm so glad to be working with Brittany this time around I’ve come to realize that I don’t need Brandon and I should probably start getting votes to vote him out. Before the second swap he had a majority alliance with Shannon, Ally, Drew, and Jimmy which means we weren’t really on the same side and if we merged together he would go back to them. So he’s cut off!

"troodos"

- So as we are attending tribal council I get into some DEEP strategy talk with Ally... and I hope that this is a good sign and not some stupid false hope decoy bullshit, because getting voted out after that would be massive bullshit.. It's 10 hours before tribal and there still has been no life sign of Shannon and she is literally the most important vote of the motherfucking night and she is just.... not there.... ugh girl what are you doing... Ally wants Toby out but has expressed her thoughts of not really giving a fuck if Drew is around or not, saying it made more sense to keep him around for now, but I lowkey disagree, because Drew is a shady fuck and I want him out this time lmao.. Here's just me hoping that Shannon gets online asap, because I literally decided not to go to sleep for this fucking tribal, and where as this is a super sad thing to do, I am proud to admit that I will go these paths to stay lmao.. oops

"troodos"

- Honestly, no one has the guts to acknowledge the elephant in the room. This is a game of "he said she said" and everyone is to fucking scared to admit who they're targeting. I'm just gonna be straight up with certain people because they're to scared to say something.

"troodos"

- Okay so Drew & Ally just messaged me the same thing at literally the same time..... SKETCH

"protaras"

- I'm very glad to have won today because I really like everyone on my tribe and I don't wanna vote any of them off. The other tribe has all my enemies on it and I'm hoping Alex and Mai can get the target off their backs and get one of them out. This time around I'm trying to be nicer and get people to trust me. I'm trying to get closer with Britt so we're trying to find the idol together and hopefully this strengthens my relationship with her.

"troodos"

- SHANNON TOLD ME SHE IS GONNA BLINDSIDE DREW WITH ME. OH MY FUCKING GOD I HOPE SHE IS NOT LIEING BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE FUCKING. AMAZING.