Play James Bond/Confessionals

Day 11
"palmira"

- Sam gets the unanimous boot. A bit of both good and bad here. Sam, if you see this, I honestly had your back for at least one or two more rounds at Palmira and maybe we could've worked even further. I think he flipped on accident, cause it happened with Bryce and apparently Taylor based on his TC answer, so I wouldn't be surprised if an always paranoid Sam crumbled a bit when asked if he felt safe over here. The good news? I mean, I know he's a very strong challenge competitor so that's one less physical threat in my way and to deal against in at least the tribe vs. tribe phase of this game. Idk. I'll kinda miss Sam, I hated him in Skye Islands but he was cool to me in this game. Others that I hated? I STILL KINDA HATE

"lucena"

- So I fucked up in the reward challenge today, I missed one building so we have all but one perfect. In a way, its kind of good I guess, so I don't have to worry about someone finding my fake idol this early in the game if we got a more specific clue.

"palmira"

- So the challenge is a reward for an idol clue. An idol clue to something I ALREADY HAVE. Time to tank the fuck out of this challenge

"palmira"

- We won an idol clue, now I really want nick on my side, that guy is some kind of idol lord.

Day 12
"palmira"

- Yeah I feel like THROWING this one. Or just getting a few obvious players and being really fucking lazy throughout. I'm definitely witnessing a sense of complacency here with the new players on this tribe doing the most work and Big Hero 6 kinda taking it lax, so I might as well get some correct answers here and there so the mutiny 3 have something to confide in and want to keep should we lose. Duh

"palmira"

- This tribe is legit. I honestly don't think we'll ever lose. The only downside is that both Taylor and Bryce are probably the next two to go, which puts us at a numbers disadvantage to the original Lucena's.

"palmira"

- Nick just said he could win the challenge for us but he's throwing it. STOP IT NICK. THERE'S NO SUCH AS THINGS AS THROWING CHALLENGES IN SURVIVOR. Okay there is. And I just threw one a while ago BUT I DON'T WANT TO GO TO TRIBAL NICK WAKE THE FUCK UP OR I'LL BEND YOUR MIND INTO WINNING IT FOR US

"palmira"

- So since Taylor is in danger me and Bryce think it's best to just throw this challenge so that way they're both safe and I could just vote out Felix. Only issue is no one else wants to throw it so I'm gonna have to sabotage our tribe. This is actually gonna be hard because I can easily do this challenge like I'm seeing people they're not (like Kelley and Wes in #5) but they're not getting the right answers from me. So a little birdy MIGHT have given Bryce the answers and that same little birdy might also be giving the rest of Palmira wrong answers to ensure they lose. :~)

"lucena"

- literally every night i start getting like way more paranoid than usual and i mean i havent been trusting my alliance already but now i just feel reallllly weird and i really get a bad feeling about grace and i think danielle needs to watch her fucking back because every time we end up in an alliance together it just makes it way more fucking obvious that we're some duo. And for whatever reason i'm the one who gets targeted first so yeah im going absolutely insane and after this it's safe to say i won't be playing any games for a while and after this game is over i think ill need to like invest in a psychological study novel because I've really been a piece of work the past week. It's like I'm on an actual man-period, not just anger. Like every night I have a #SURVIVORBREAKDOWN and im SICK of it. anyways i talked to danielle about it because i'd rather not deal with grace potentially flipping bc i know she trusts me the least out of everyone in the alliance and she seems like she's potentially interested in blindsiding grace not this tribal but the next. Idk im just worried that im playing too hard too fast i don't want to get caught plotting against her so imma have to play james bond and shit and be really sneaky but i mean taylor will do anything for safety at this point so if we can get the target on zach i think its possible

"palmira"

- I don't even know with this tribe. I feel like I'm in the same predicament I was in on Lucena, if we lose I'm first to go. That's exactly the reason why I told Tyler I didn't feel safe on there, but getting mutinied over to Palmira didn't exactly change that. Since no one seems to want to talk strategy with me (except for Nick), I just gotta do what I did on Lucena: Try my hardest in the challenges, and make myself seem extremely valuable.

"palmira"

- I was kinda inactive this round, but it doesn't matter because I have a strong alliance backing me. The target, should we lose is probs Lucas. Nothing against him, but it has to be a Lucena. The old Palmira over there on Lucena are gonna go one by one, so Big Hero 5 now has to stick together

"palmira"

- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aLzu9UcvZlw

"palmira"

- I gave Bryce and Taylor the clue to the idol. I hope they can find it to idol out one of the big threats on the other tribe.

Day 13
"lucena"

- Ok... so I reallllyyy feel like I know where the idol is!!! But I just can't find it. I somehow received another clue to it from Jordan this time to help save me! hahaha It said down under a tad to the right. New Zealand is a tad to the right from the place down under and that's the new season. I just need to find SOMETHING bright!!! I hope no one found it already.

"palmira"

- Fuck, we lost, I feel like I talked too much in the chat and not enough in PM's, so I might go home. I don't even know who the hell to target. If the target is between Felix, myself and Michelle - fine, I'll go with one of those two, but I really have no clue. All of those people were aligned before we mutined. ugh this sucks balls

"palmira"

- So Yannick comes up to me, says Nick really wants Felix out and basically says Felix's name is the one that has been thrown out? By who? Obviously, there's a tight group. Alsoi he tells me not to vote yet, like shut up - that guy does no social talk.

"lucena"

- If things keep going at this rate, it's going to end up as the Kids Next Door vs Palmira at the merge. However I doubt anyone knows my connection to the other side (with the exception of Grace of course). So I have a LOT of leeway. I have so many options, and almost everyone trusts me, which is great for my game. Hopefully I don't screw it up.

"palmira"

- I cannot believe Sam and Felix swapping is going to lead to their inevitable, premature demises. Sam would have been the last one to go on this tribe over Taylor, and he could have made it to a potential second swap. I'm 100% sure with the way Lucena prefers challenge strength, Felix would have stayed on top over there over Lucas. This is too good.

"lucena"

- I apologize for not writing recently, I've had a shitty week and I just feel terrible physically and emotionally.

""lucena"

- This game gives me anxiety. A ridiculous amount. I’m super fuckin happy that we won immunity, because I finally get a night to breathe and relax and destress, because this game is taking a real toll on me right now. I had a bad feeling last week, I couldn’t tell what it was, and it was just unpleasant and nerve-wracking. Trent was super super worried and it worried me as well, and it just sdjkghfkjgsd ugh. We made it through alive though, which is all that we can ask for. I think my biggest concern at this point is making me and Trent look like less and less of a target. We were talking about it last night, and we realized that our targets on our backs are huge. There’s no hiding how close we are, he is quite possibly my best friend in the ORG community and it hurts me to see him worry like he is right now. We have no choice at this point but to either work together, or have the world’s biggest (and fakest) falling out, right in the middle of the game. Which, would look so fucking fake it’d be ridiculous. The thing about the game that scares me the most is I feel as though I’m at the bottom of my alliance. Grace will always choose Ethan over me, and I feel like Trent would choose Boo over me. This early in the game, I already feel like I can’t make the finals. Currently, we’re in a good position. We have the 5 person alliance, and I think they wanna stay solid as long as we can, but the problem with that is that we’re screwed in another swap situation. I gotta talk to Taylor more, and hope that if there is another swap that I’ll be with Trent or Grace, because they’re the two people I trust the most in the game, even though I doubt they’ll ever take me to the finals. God. I think I’m fucked. " "lucena"

- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lbDX-ijQ5rE&feature=youtu.be

"palmira"

- EVAN answer my goddamn PM, I can see you online - this is definitely between me and felix.

"palmira"

- Okay, quick confessional for what should hopefully be a quick and easy tribal. We lost. Not good, but, it turns out the ex-lucenas really haven't put up much of a fight when it comes to them attempting to gain some ground or momentum in this game. Maybe they aren't aligned. Maybe they just don't give a shit. Idk. Michelle's been the only one really trying to assimilate herself in the majority, she got off the ground running and talked to the Palmira majority which includes myself. Felix? I guess he tried, but not with me, and the same goes to Lucas. So this round, the vote is seemingly going down between Felix and Lucas. Nick's personal preference was Felix. I honestly couldn't care less about the vote seeing how both the two targets have talked to me the very day of tribal, so I know that any "trust" I establish with whoever is kept is still essentially nonexistent at this point - but hey, I can always put on a happy face and act like I care moving forward, and that's something I pride myself in doing. So it's settled on Felix. The only real concern or conflict here is trying to get out of this vote as cleanly as possible, so I'm telling Felix it's Lucas and Lucas it's Felix. BH6 agreed to Felix, so the only intrigue here is acting along with Michelle as if we were some UTR swing vote duo heading into this vote. Surprisingly enough, she's contemplating taking a swing at Lucas instead of Felix but I'll just act as if the majority is overriding her decision. SINCE IT ACTUALLY IS. So yeah she should be voting out Felix too. With that, here's to another tribal escaped, and ON TO THE NEXT ONE.

"palmira"

- This season is so much harder than any I've played before. Not because of the competition (well obviously that), but because I'm playing better than I ever have before. I have real relationships with everyone on my tribe, and that makes lying to them so hard. Felix is legit one of the coolest people I've ever met, but it would be suicide to try to save him. Also, as much as I would love to work with him, I trust Big Hero 5 now (we really need bryce to come back so we can make it 6 again). I had a real relationship with Austin, and now Felix. My social game is making this harder every tribal. It's hard to lie and betray someone, it's harder to lie to a friend.

"lucena"

- What the fuck did you just fucking type about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class at Survivor Strategy, and I’ve been involved in numerous online survivor games with pass the torch, and I have over 300 confirmed wins. I am trained in online trolling and I’m the top survivor player in the entire world. You are nothing to me but just another weakling. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on the Internet, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with typing that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we chat over facebook I am also messaging the necessary people to get your ass voted out so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that snuffs out the pathetic little thing you call your torch. You’re fucking done, bitch!. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can vote you out of this game in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my social skills. Not only am I extensively trained in Survivor, but I have access to the entire arsenal of every idol ever created and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of this game, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking fingers. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit votes all directed to you and your torch will be snuffed. You’re fucking done, kiddo

"palmira"

- it sucks that we lost. it sucks that it i'm in the minority. it sucks that it has to be felix more than lucas because i could've worked with felix better in this game. i think felix has nowhere else to run because his mates were gone too soon. while lucas could be working on a small group in lucena which is not good moving forward. i could've brought this up with the palmira dudes but their cockiness and hatred they seem to be working together for now. however, i will find the crack in this group. there should be.

"palmira"

- So as expected, one of the Ex-Lucena's is leaving this vote. Even less shocking, it's probably me. The only option I have with this is to throw Lucas under the bus, and tell everyone to write his name down, if I want to get out of this unscathed. I don't really feel comfortable doing that to him, but that is literally the only way I can stay in this. I talked to everyone on the tribe and gave them my plea's, telling them that I'm a lot more useful in challenges and that we need challenge strength from this point forward. I don't have a lot to bargain with right now, but I'm gonna try to stay optimistic. Unless every single one of these people is lying straight to my face (which wouldn't surprise me tbh), Lucas is going to leave. #PrayForFelix2k16