That Lucky Son Of A Biscuit/Confessionals

Day 16 Pre-Swap
"ziyang"

- Oops ! I just lost my perfect game 😱 I can't breathe because i got vote before the merge ,,, Brshhhh ,,, The person, who voted me, out in this tribal ,,, RIP, so saddd ...... ,,, lol if you trust that, you are so stupid ,,, because i am fucking happy now 😂😂😂 TSN be save another day 😎

"ziyang"

- erin said if she ever plays in another org with me she won't forget this... lol

"chengdu"

- So lo and behold, we finally have our tribe swap. As I said before, I'm pretty worried about being targeted due to being a part of Chengdu. I'm actually hoping to draw the exile buff. Besides giving me a shot at another advantage, I'll maybe be back when a Brain has been voted out, reducing my visible target. That being said, I also wouldn't mind going to any other tribe. If I end up in the majority in the tribe, then good. Smooth sailing probably. If I end up in the minority, well, it'll be more stressful. But. It'll be more fun. I'm pretty optimistic about this tribe swap. I feel like if worse comes to worse I can talk my way out of at least one tribal council.

"leshan"

- Whenever anyone on Survivor complains about getting screwed by a tribe swap, I roll my eyes. I'm in the worst possible position right now, down in the numbers and easily picked off, but I don't see it as bad luck for me. This is just the chance for me to prove my social game. I'm going in there planning to be as fun as possible, make deep connections with whoever will let me, and play the same ra-ra team card I've been playing this whole time. Now's the chance to summon my inner Denise Stapley.

"ziyang"

- I really think Erin has some problems with her meaning when she said that i was inactive,,,lol,,, what ? ,,, are you serious?? ,,, i am fucking active ,,, i did it from day 1 ,,, made relationship, talked about game, plan, blah blah ,,, I did a big move when I flipped because if i voted Yas or Jon in that tribal with John and you , I don't sure i can be here now !! You didn't move and you out ! I moved and i still be here ,,, so ridiculous when you didn't know anything, you flop and you judge me like that ! I tried my best in challenge and i know i AM PLAYING a good social game too ! I am a bitch ! I look good ! Ok ? 😎

"chengdu"

- nooooooowaYESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSßSSS

"leshan"

- Going into this tribe swap all I'm hoping for is that in some form I'm with one of the beauties or that I'm with other females because right now I'm looking for an all-girls alliance to blossom. Will I be loyal? I mean I'll try to, but I've always wanted to see an all-girls alliance and plus being a minority in this game, it'll gain me much needed allies. Another point to bring up is that in this season, the guys are SUPER dominant in both competition / social aspects of this game, and right now we have 7 girls and 6 guys, so I think for my game I need to keep the guys numbers dwindling down more and more in order to get me closer to that win. It's all happening now folks!

"chengdu"

- im literally freaking out right now, a beauty or a brawn go to exile pls it cant be a brain pls no im begging you random.org

"chengdu"

- Well, we were all expecting this (tribe switch) eventually. Everyone on my tribe is attached to the hip and I'm gonna miss them, but maybe this is a good thing. It'll force me to get to know people on opposing tribes and try to blur the lines because there's no actual guarantee that anyone on Chengdu was my friend, since there were no opportunities to prove loyalties like a tribal council. Loyalty to a fault. Basically. I still want to work with the brains at merge, but I'm hoping my new tribe will change my mind. All my conversations with people like Mai and Aromal have been about being Chengdu Strong, but I think our tribe intimidates the others and I don't want to be associated with that.

Day 16 Post-Swap
"chengdu"

- seriously fuck this I'm down 4-2 on my new tribe... I seriously hope that Yas and Vanne like throw the challenge or something so me and TSN are safe.

"chengdu"

- GHSFSHJSHJFSFHISFHKSF YESSSSSSSS YES YES YESSSS

"ziyang"

- I am happy with this new tribe. I can clearly see were everyone stands. Swaps are usually made so that people can meet up with new players, make new alliances, break old qlliances, and its help you if you know more people post-merge.

"ziyang"

- YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love my new tribe! Brains vs. Beauty. I talked to Jake and Jessy and they love me.....if it's the truth!

"chengdu"

- I like Jon with no 'h' already, i mean i've done more talking with home in the past 30 minutes than i've ever did with Emile in 2 years in the orginal chengdu tribe, but he and i are making some progress too, we are talking which is not so often and it feels greattt

"chengdu"

- JON WITH NO H JUST TOLD ME THAT EMILE PLAYED IN ONE OF HIS FRIENDS' ORG AND WON EVERY SINGLE INVIDUAL IMMUNITY. I was like what the heck, im kinda afraid of emile right now but i have to be careful with jon. Maybe he's trying to throw emile under the bus so he will not get targetted. Everything is just so confusing rn thank god im having days off

"chengdu"

- WHY WAS EMILE ON THE BRAINS TRIBE?

"chengdu"

- things are actually... going pretty good. Emile is just soooo awkward and hard to talk to. Like man why don't you actually try and push the conversation forward instead of just giving short, boring replies... if we do go to TC I'm targeting him. I might be able to pull it off because I'm actually loving talking to Mai and I feel like she'd vote Emile since I told her, you know, how he won every immunity and all. She also said he was pretty awkward to talk to, so if we lose all hope is not lost.

"none"

- LMFAO LITERALLY WHAT ARE THE ODDS… I had a gut feeling from the moment i picked my number that I would be sent to Five Flower Lake. My strategy is completely and I mean completely reverting back to day one. I’m no longer on Leshan where I had full control of each and every single vote that went on. Now it’s time me for to adapt to whatever environment I’m placed in, build relationships and regain control. Social prowess is key in this game and that’s what I bring to the table. My calculated mindset and ability to make friends with anyone is what will allow me to ultimately win this game and win it good. With an idol in my back pocket it does reassure me that if I to be placed on the DISGUSTING Chengdu tribe that I have some form of security for myself. It would be smartest for Ziyang (Jake and Jessy in particular) to throw the immunity challenge so that they can get out one the Brains. Moving forward, I’m planning on observing each of my tribe mates and slowly select who it is that I am going to put my effort in befriending. I’m definitely going to make friends on each side so that I can ultimate navigate and control this game for myself like I have been thus far. And looking at the male to female ratio it seems to be the guys getting picked off one by one and I’m very ecstatic about that. Tired of seeing deserving females losing their title just because their opponent is male. Would I be open to an girls alliance? Considering the fact that an all girls final 3 was accomplished in New Zealand I know for a fact if I were to involve myself in one I’d most definitely be a target. On that same token I would for sure have an all girls alliance with the RIGHT girls. I’m keeping my mouth shut, my ears open and my stinger ready for action. I’m like a stingray, if I sense danger I’ll just sting you right in the heart. I’m hoping that it’s Brain vs. Brawn at this point so that I can just slide right under the radar and make my calculated plays with little to no backlash. I’m ready to get back to camp and start building the relationships that I need to build. And if I get put on Chengdu get ready for an iconic idol play because there’s no way in hell I’m going home with an idol in my pocket.

"ziyang"

- So far so good after the tribe swap! Jake and I got placed together which is good, even tho he's not in my long-term plans, for now he's good as gold. I feel bad for Alexa being isolated but I'm sorta considering throwing the immunity challenge in order to get her over to Ziyang. Right now, we all need the brains GONE! Yasmin, Vanne, Jake, and myself have gotten together in order to get rid of Sim and Priscila and the other brains left in the game. I'm happy these people aren't dumb and realize that the brains will have power going forward. I'm going to continue to work my magic with this Brawn + Beauty thing, which I'm still proud of to have set up after planting it into Jon's brain, and keep moving higher and higher along this game!

"chengdu"

- Swap tribe and BANG 💣💣💣💣 i am in same tribe with Mai ,,, and you know what ? ,,, i dont like her !! She is so selfish, weird and stupid!! I asked her a lot but she didn't reply anything. I asked about her alliance in Chengdu and she said that she didn't know ,,, lol ,,, it is day 16 and you don't know who is your alliance? ,,, 2 case : you are stupid or you lie me !!!

"chengdu"

- what the heck is wrong with that TSN guy? the first words he said to me was "well, if you have the numbers, then take me with you" SERIOUSLY R U LIKE FOR REAL? of course we have the numbers, i mean have you hit your head or something, we have 4 and you have 2, are you like dumb? 1 minute and he's selling Jon out already, he told me that if I have the numbers then he'll agree to vote Jon and go with me no matter what. He's acting like I have to protect him and all that stupid crap. Sorry but im playing for myself, not for the country. If you gotta go then you gotta go. I was thinking about getting rid of Jon or Emile first but the guy's definitely getting on my nerves

"ziyang"

- Swap happens and I'm SO happy. Yas approaches me immediately, "Let's get out the Brains." Then Vanne comes to me. Boom, lock and load. These ladies skip the foreplay and go straight for the nuggets. My only worry is I ran over my toe with a vacuum and now it's all munched. I think it might be infected, and they better not pull me from the game.

"chengdu"

- With this tribe swap its very clear that the former brains tribe is a very dominant presence on the new Chengdu tribe. I really do hope we stick together and continue to play this game as well as we have to this point.

"chengdu"

- I feel suck today because i dont know where is my place in this tribe ,,, it is too bad ,,, i not feel comfortable, i have some conversations today, it quick but hope it helps me a bit ,,, i dont think brains like each other in their old tribe ,,, they didn't go to tribal and they don't know who target them ,,, someone in bottom of old chengdu !!

"chengdu"

- Alexa in Flower Lake and she will join tribe that has someone vote out ,,, only thing that I scare is Brain have the number ,,, so they will throw challenge and vote out me or Jon. And then Alexa will join ,,, and Brain keep doing that plan, vote out one by one of the others!!! If i am them ,maybe i will do that ,,, it sounds good, right ? But the bad thing is i am not ! Pray for myself! I know I won't go home soon ! I have a lot of things that i want to do in this game !

"chengdu"

- Ok ! Aromal asked me how is Jon ! And BANG 💣 i think i reply wrong way ! I don't know but he didn't reply me anymore!! I said Hi to Emi and Emi didn't reply me too Mai asked me to vote Jon and i said yes. And BANG 💣 again lol Erin talked to me and we had some conversations. Now she did the same with that 3 !! I am a fucking fool ! My social in Chengdu is suck ! I must improve it or i go home !! 🖕🖕🖕🖕

"chengdu"

- I guess it's time to start playing the game. And no, I'm not interested in a brain final 6. I am however interested in making sure pris and sim are safe. In fact, if it was aromal and Mai on the other tribe I wouldn't plan on throwing

Day 17 Pre-Immunity Results
"ziyang"

- So my girl Alexa gets TWO free votes which is great for her...and maybe me if I can keep these numbers. I'm happy for her regardless that lucky son of a biscuit.

"chengdu"

- I'm being cautiously optimistic about this game... I just got a score of 1585, and looking through the highscores that's the 2nd highest out of any user who's played this week! The all time high scores are all ~3000 so that's my goal. I really do NOT want to get voted out right before the merge hits.

"chengdu"

- this is probably THE worst case scenario. I'm in the minority, against an alliance of 4 people who have been with each other the entire game, and we're definitely going to tribal council. The 1 person I'm targeting (Emile) is a challenge beast and he might crush this game and win immunity. Like this is not how I wanted this to work out.. ugh. I could really use that idol right about now.

"ziyang"

- I don't know how I feel about this individual immunity challenge. If we won tribe immunity then all would've been good. Of course there is a benefit to winning individual immunity in that you know you're safe. However, it does put a target on me, which I really don't want considering the current tribe divisions. I will definitely try to win this one. I know I can probably beat some people on this tribe, but some are wild cards. Anyway, speaking of this tribe, I haven't really connected with anyone yet. I hit it off with Jake and talked a bit with Sim. I don't think I'll be able to connect with the others too well however. I'm planning on working with Sim this tribal so if he does something weird I will smack him.

"ziyang"

- I am playing the social game to the fullest. I'm currently talking to Jake and although I am a fan of Pokemon I'm trying to play it up so we have that glue between him, me and Priscilla. The only problem is, I love Yasmin. I get along with her really well and we're so similar. I'm gonna try to campaign for Vanne to go but I'll have to be subtle about it. And it's not really anything against her, I just don't know her. I feel like I should really try talking to one person at a time because I am not good at backstabbing...yet. That's something I'll have to adapt to if I want to win though.

"chengdu"

- For some selfish and arrogant reasons im extremely happy with this idea of double tribal council. I would be sad to see Sim or Priscilla, especially her go but I believe that they will manage to stay. If they were in trouble, pris has to think about using the advantage, right? Ans it was soooo much fun seeing the brawn scrambling yesterday, the fact that tsn told me that he would vote jon out right after jon told me he and tsn were tight was super ironic (even tsn said that he and jon were close and could go to the end together like 2 sentences before). While Jon was really careful with every word he said, tsn was straightforward and threw his so-called close ally under the bus immediately. He asked me tons of questions about alliances and idols, if aromal, emile and erin were in my alliance or not. I had to chose my words really carefully and made sure not to tell him any information. God it was the worst 15 minutes of my life. I actually feel threatened by him a little bit after the conversation. He's someone who can flip so easily and is really dangerous in this game. Jon on the other hand, I think he's a great guy, he did not say anything bad about tsn. He was being truthful (in a really careful way i could see), he explained to me why john was voted out and some other stuffs that happened in the brawn tribe. Funny thing is that both of them admitted to me they were super scared to be in this tribe. And with the double tc coming, one of them will have to go, atleast i hope so. As much as I feel safe about my situation rn, I still have to be observant and anything but arrogant. After all in this tribe we have 4 guys, who knows? Maybe tsn had sway emile and aromal to team up with him and his superrrr close ally - jon already. Also, it would be a really stupid move to not get rid of emile before the merge. With a lot coming on, the only way for me to stay in power and secure my fate in this game is to win this immunity.

"ziyang"

- I have to change my strategy now. I seem to have a new alliance that hopefully, will keep us together. Sim talked to me today and wants to vote with me cos he trusts me. Hmmmm! I think they want him out, but I feel we should wait and see who wins immunity and not jump into conclusions that he should go. I am also thinking of not winning immunity cos having a good team means I will be protected and don't have to show them my skills. You win immunity when you need it most. Right now, it seems I am good with the current alliance. However, there may be alliances in play so playing hard is good. I am going to do my best to get a high score, but whether or not I will submit it and go for a lower score, is yet to be seen.

"chengdu"

- usually I'd throw this challenge to maintain my image as not-good at physical comps. But... having one of the former brawns win would be disastrous. Especially with the possible idol in play. I'm not sure what I'll do

"chengdu"

- well this is actually going a lot better than I thought! Mai just said to me she thinks that her tribemates like me and want to keep me around and i kind of let out a squeal like a little girl. Mai really doesn't seem like the kind of person who'd lie about something like that, but I'm not going to take my safety for granted. Also, they're all saying how hard the challenge is and how they're only getting like 200 and I'm just like bitchh I'm at 1550

"ziyang"

- I LOVE SURVIVOR!!!!! Everything is perfectly falling into place for me right now and I don't even have to put any effort into it. Jake and I with our winsome and CHARMING personalities somehow got Sim to approach us for an alliance LMAO. He's proposing that we link up the Brains + Beauty...... meanwhile we have a Brawn + Beauty alliance already set. I feel like Jake and I have all the power in this game right now just because our tribe is 2 vs 2 vs 2, and whatever happens at tribal is going to decide the route for the rest of the game. I love playing dumb around these people because Sim legitimately thinks that I'm going to fall for his tricks. I feel like Sim treats me like a little girl because I know whats going on at Chengdu right now, the 4 brains aren't going to go against each other and either Jon or TSN are definitely going home over there, so he expects me to make the decision to keep brains over here on Ziyang? It's almost laughable that he undermines the slightest common sense a human would have because Alexa, Jake, and I are sticking together, obviously the brawns are sticking together, but the brains are going to separate from each other.....? I'll play up to Sim's little plan to use me but I was planning on getting rid of him anyways so this just fires me up even more

"chengdu"

- so today i've spent 3 hours trying to get better at the immunity challenge and had some great scores around 1500 but I think im just gonna submit a decent one. Not like i have a chance to win or it would make a different anyway. I want to use this immunity as an advantage to see how good other players can be at flashgames. I dont want to score too high but also dont want them to think i did not even try or that i did not respect this game. So i guess im just gonna submit a 700 or sth. Plus, the person with the highest score will receive a clue to the hidden immunity idol, god i want to dig a hole. I stupidly gave up finding it like 2 wees ago, the mention of it would only make me feel even more stupid. And theres no point of guessing again now that i and aromal had guessed literally everyone, or atleast thats what i thought. Theres still a chance he might have lied to me but i'd rather not think about it bc today i feel stupid enough pls dont let that happen.

"chengdu"

- so right now, my strategy is to win individual immunity, then try and get Mai to vote out Emile with me and Tran. If I don't win and Emile wins in some worst case scenario, I'm going to try and throw Tran under the bus and save my ass. I'd feel terrible about it, because he's my friend and has been my ally this whole game! But you gotta do what you gotta do.

Day 17 Post-Immunity Results
"chengdu"

- god I'm so pissed right now. Of course fucking emile wins.

"ziyang"

- so I posted a random.org screenshot in campaign of Vanne to go. I random.org'd their names like 5 times but lets hope they decide to send her packing.

"chengdu"

- I legitimately do not understand what is with him. Just getting to 2500 took a lot of work, and he gets more than double that! How is he so good at flash games?? I honestly think he uses cheat engine on them because it's fucking impossible to get scores that high. Ugh

"chengdu"

- but now it's probably me or TSN going and idk what to do. Should I try and get everyone to vote for him and keep me alive? Or try and get someone on our side to vote out Aromal? This is so annoying, literally everything that could go wrong HAS gone wrong. I'm so close to making the merge and I really don't want to leave now.

"chengdu"

- god i really am fucking sick of emile already. He's just going to never talk to anyone, cheat and win all the immunities, then get to the end where he wins unanimously because everyone respects his "physical game".

"chengdu"

- and now, everyone has seen that I'm a physical threat because I did well on that challenge. So that greatly increases the chances of me getting the boot tonight, or if I make it to the merge then going out early jury.

"chengdu"

- the tl;dr of all that is emile fucked up my entire game and i kind of hate him

"ziyang"

- So I'm having second thoughts. Prsicilla is currently my closest ally and let me tell you, that girl is a paranoid player. But paranoia is what's gonna keep me safe. I'm worried about Alexa coming onto our tribe to form a 3 way majority between the beauties. I'm also suspicious about us being the swing vote...we shouldn't be yet we are. I think the beauties may be playing both side but who knows. I'm feeling very envious of Chengdu and their 4 brain majority :(

"chengdu"

- Like I've said this so many times before but this is literally THE worst case scenario, I'm just thinking if I can maybe convince the brains that they'll be ganged up on in the merge then they'll keep me around but idk

"ziyang"

- Whoa. Lots of things happened since that last confessional. Sim and I joined an alliance with Jake and Jessy. Everything seemed good. Then I won individual immunity! Yaaay! Now the part where things get fuzzy is when Jessy suggests a vote split. This gives Sim and I the idea to flip on Jessy and Jake because of Alexa coming in and giving them bigger numbers. The problem is getting the brawns to go onto our side of the vote. Vanne and Yasmin have not approached me at all. Yeah I should've approached them but the fact that they feel comfortable enough to not have to talk to me is very worrisome. This tribal will all depend on the beauties so hopefully Sim can rope them in. Also, still no luck on finding that idol. Oh well.

"ziyang"

- Jake and I have been discussing because Jake wasn't sure at first if we should side with the Brawns or side with the Brains. Obviously I thought this over as well, but I knew I was going to push for us to work with the Brawns because the Brains dont need anymore numbers on their side. I came up with a plan w/ my alliance of Jake, Priscilla, Sim and myself that the girls are going to vote for Vanne and the guys are going to vote for Yasmin. Obviously, Jake and I are going to vote for Sim, but this ensures to Sim that we really do have his best interest in mind. Also, it's gonna be really funny bc of people actually falling for my bullshit if they follow through with the 4-1-1 plan. I dont feel in too much danger tonight, but I'm always cautious because idols might be thrown around, the brains might turn on us or the brawn might turn on us. However, Beauties right now are a minority that's needed to better other people's game, so I don't think anything like that will happen. I think I'm looking good as gold and am hoping everything follows to plan!

"ziyang"

- Woops. Left out a pretty important part of that earlier confessional. I let Sim know about my advantage to let him know that he could trust me. He lets me know in return that he didn't get anything. Hm.

"chengdu"

- glad Mai is making some deals with Jon and TSN. Makes her look like a player, we can use that later on. Meanwhile I'll be the loyal buffoon, people need to think I'm trustworthy for the merge game. Also, silly Mai, we're not supposed to convince some person to flip to the brains. We're supposed to turn on each other to stay in the game

"chengdu"

- I've been talking to Erin and Mai about flipping and voting with the Brawn tribe. Basically, what I said was that A) on Ziyang, Sim is probably leaving B) we're probably merging next round C) brains would have 5 to brawns and beauty's 6 D) Brain pagonging would happen Erin said that she thought it was better for her to vote with the brain tribe, which is kind of frustrating. I mean, why just stick with your alliance and get booted in 9th place after your allies leave? Why not make a move and make the game more exciting? Predictability in survivor is so boring. But Mai said, ""you know, the brains are screwed anyway, I'll think about it"" which is definitely a good sign. I mean, she could be lying to me and the 4 brains are planning to vote me out right now. But you know what? At least I didn't just sit back and hope that I'm not going, and the Brains will vote out TSN. I don't want to be the one to beg for mercy. I want to be the one in charge, who's making the decisions and who's voting out who they want to vote out. If I do leave, I'll leave knowing I played the game.

"ziyang"

- okay now im stressing alot. I've talked to Yasmin and it feels like she just wants a name from me and Pris. My theory of the other 2 pairs voting me out is becoming more of a possibility.

"chengdu"

- you know when you talk to tsn about normal subjects he's actually not that bad and even pretty hilarious sometimes. Maybe i was just being a drama queen and being too difficult with him but isn't everybody nice when they're scrambling? Right now, I'm conficted between voting tsn and jon. Jon is also trying really hard to sway me to vote Aromal with him and TSN. And with Sim being in trouble, the brains are screwed either way. He said that theres no brawn beauty alliance but it would be stupid for the brawn and beauty if they dont team up to take out one of the brains. I cannot believe anything he says bc after tomorrow, he'll go back to his own tribe and forget about us immediately. He's definitely a bigger threat than tsn but if if I can convince my alliance to let him stay then convince jon that im the reason he makes it to the merge, considering how bad he wants to make the merge, maybe he'll feel like he owes me something. Also, if Jon stays, he can take out Emile for me later and i cant think of a reason why I should keep TSN. The guy is really easy to flip, but only when he's in danger, and he's definitely not in danger when the merge comes so theres no way he'll flip to the brains. I'm afraid if we keep TSN over Jon, but also afraid if we keepn Jon over TSN. Well its a sign i should ask random.org for help.

"chengdu"

- fucking lol mai just asked me if tsn had an idol. They're obviously planning to split votes between me and him. So I said "idk maybe", so if that is what happens then maybe he'll be voted out on the revote?

"chengdu"

- wait never mind. Now she just told me that she can "promise me a spot in the f6" lmfao. I'm going to swear my complete and total allegiance to the brains tribe but the second the merge hits, I'm outta there.

"ziyang"

- Okay so this alliance can't fail me if merge is in 2 rounds (which I think it is), so even if Alexa joins the tribe I'm not worried. In fact I even began to talk with Jake about possible merge alliances and I feel way better about the whole thing. Pris is okay with whatever so we're back to our original plan...not like there was another plan, but we were definitely skeptical. Our alliance is called 'The Pomegranates' and our tribe colours are red and green so Christmas might just come early!

"none"

- If I return and there are still 6 Brains in the game, you better believe I will do everything in my power to make sure one of the their games comes to an end by planting seeds and not putting myself in a ringleader position but manipulating and persuading a leader type of player (AKA the players who get blindsided early merge) to vocalize the attack against the Brains. Coming back from exile is going to be a MAJORRR disadvantage and they could be planning my demise as we speak, however I’m not scared. I know I can return and do just what I did on Leshan, which was bond with people and create genuine friendships and not just treat them like chess pieces. Being socially savvy puts me in a very powerful position without letting the others catch on to me. Keep your mouth closed and your ears open x

"chengdu"

- I don't care if Jon is lying and only telling what I want to hear right now. I have to protect myself first because when the merge comes, the other 2 tribes will most likely team up and padong us. If Jon really means it and decides to flip, cool. If not, then at least he would have to think im the reason he got to stay and hopefully will protect me for awhile. Plus, i sucked so bad in the last immunity challenge, it would be so ridiculous and make no sense to target someone like me. Me? A threat? Lmao. That just sounds so wrong i dont think anyone would ever target me that early, they have to come after some big guys like Emile or Aromal, right? I just need to stay under the radar in the first few tribals in the merge and lowkey start forming solid relationship. After all this is Survivor, alliances cannot stay strong for long. Also a good thing because if some brains guys are early merge boots, they wouldnt have time to get to know other people and if i make it to the final tribal counci, at least i would have some votes.

"chengdu"

- As you guys may have noticed,we're planning to do a 2-2 split between tsn and Jon. However,as we have no way of knowing who they're voting and as I'm very worried it'll possibly be me,I'll be flipping my vote from Jon to Tsn because I'm very worried about Emile flipping.and I don't wanna be the fucking swap boot. If all goes right this tribal is going to be a hot mess,I'll send my vote in soon

"chengdu"

- yeaaaah all that stuff earlier about flipping my vote to T? cancel that,I'm voting for Jon again

"chengdu"

- The vote of first tribal of zizang is 3-1-1. And thank god i am minority's vote. Only me vote Mama E. So it means i am in bottom of zizang. I will focus on this point and try to talk with brain. Beauty and brawn will combine and against brain. They will vote out Sim in zizang. And because of this reason, i try to lead brain to save me. If Sim out and then merge comes, beauty and brawn will go together. Brain will be destroyed one by one. I talk to them that i in bottom of brawn. And if they save me, i will flip to brain because i owe them ! Social game is only thing that can helps me now ! If i save tonight, i will have a amazing place next ! I will play both side and i can do every plans that i want to do

"chengdu"

- I'm honestly so conflicted right now. Like I said earlier, Mai told me that they are indeed splitting the votes. So I was thinking... if me, Tran, and Mai team up we can boot Aromal in a 3-2-1 vote. But I've already assured to Mai that I'm voting Tran... i feel like such a hypocrite rn because I said I was the one who wanted to be in control, but after talking to Mai I don't think that's possible because the brains are definitely sticking together. So I'm probably just going to vote Tran and then get the fuck out of this alliance at the merge.

"ziyang"

- I just hope this plays out as planned. I know Sim seemed nice and was pleading his case to me, but there was nothing I could do for him. He is a brain and had to go! It's that simple. Do I trust my new tribe.....meh! I like Jake, but there is an inner instinct telling me that he is playing two sides. I talked to Priscilla and told her I would work with her if I survive this tribal....that's just so she wouldn't write my name down. However, all may seem well right now, but as they say in Survivor, skeptical is the "key" word! Always be skeptical of new people. This tribal will tell all. Until next time, yours truly signing off! :)

"chengdu"

- so I ask Erin and Mai who's going tonight. They both say me, which is kind of terrible because like I said, I DO NOT want to leave soooo close to the merge. So I start arguing with them, but Mai mostly because Erin said that she was "fighting for me" which I instantly knew was BS. I told Mai about how TSN was unpredictable, how he would definitely flip back to Ziyang, and all this shit. But then, it all gets a bit more complex. You see, I told Mai that there was an alliance between TSN, Vanne, and Yasmin, and she thought I was lying. I was sweating and wondering if she'd seen through me, but I managed to say some shit about how they talked made it seem like they were aligned, and how it was supposed to be 2-2-1-1 but I flipped to vote off John. So then she tells me, TSN was selling me out the second we got here! That just really shocked me and it actually kind of hurt because... he sent HEARTS to me! I thought he loved me but now he's trying to get me voted out.... anyway, I tell her that that just proves my loyalty. I was trying to save TSN and he was trying to throw me under the bus, who's the better choice for the loyal ally? so then i just got sick of talking to her and just made that chat of us 5 so i can plead my case to them i guess. i just hope i don't get tangled up in all of these lies I'm making and get called out and voted out... talking to others is delicate work

"chengdu"

- what the fuck does aromal mean don't give up. im literally begging you to let me stay how is that making me give up/make you think i want to give up

"chengdu"

- Revote ... Ok ,,, i never feel nervous like now ,,, i try my best ,,, i do everything what i can do !! Mai added me in alliance with Aro. And it is a good news right ? Haha =))) Now wait to see result...