I Am a Beauty Through and Through/Confessionals

Day 15
"legian"

- So Ellie went home, and this is honestly AMAZING. I pulled off a perfect blindside and this puts me in a phenomenal position. Junior has joined, we have a beauty majority, and I'm aligned with Tyler. I'm tempted to throw the challenge to get rid of Chris, he wrote my name down, I can't trust him and I don't want him reaching a swap or merge and coming after me I'm just so proud of this move, any logic would have said I was screwed, but my social skills are really proving to be amazing. I am definitely playing well, and I'm excited for what's ahead. ""legian"

- So Tyler has shared his idol clues with me and I am praying I find this idol, it would be such an advancement for my game. I'm just so shocked, Elmo, Tyler and Alexandra have all shared idol clues throughout this game with me and see me as their number 1. My social game is really working well.' Chris is the only one I have no use for on this tribe. I hate losing but it would be beneficial for him to go Home as Ellie did, as I have 0 trust in him "						"legian"

- The fact I was able to survive that tribal, where I should have been screwed, without elmo having to use the idol on me is just amazing.

Day 16
"ubud"

- It's not looking very good for me right now- the challenge has been a complete mess and no one is showing any urgency. I'm making a last ditch effort to pull Jenna and Elmo together, all I gotta do is keep shooting baskets and hope for the best. "legian"

- So, change of fucking plans. I was almost dead set on the idea that if we lost, I'd stick with Ellie and Chris due to the fact that they're expendable, and for the lack of a better term, stupid. But things really changed. I formed close bonds with both Elmo and Jenna and started to consider the fact that well, Ayung was super divided, so it's not like they have a big squad to run back to at merge that doesn't include me. Even if they did, my bond with both of them is stronger, so they'd stick by me. Ubud was a pretty solid 6, and I can't rely on "close relationships" with Ellie and Chris to get me on the ins of the Brain tribe because I simply can't build relationships with those 2! Ellie has the social capacity of a turnip, and I just can't get anywhere with Chris. So, I decided to stick with Jenna and Elmo and I have no regrets. Ellie's gone and no one cares. And no, I'm not even phased by Junior returning from Exile and joining our tribe because unless I'm being PLAYED beyond belief, my alliance with Jenna and Elmo is solid. Also Jenna's hot in case no one knew. As for this round, talks of throwing the challenge to get rid of Chris went on for a few hours yesterday until we all realized we aren't winning anyways. I predict a swap at final 14 and I think it's dangerous to have Chris still here then, that's 5 brains too many. Also now he's throwing me under the bus trying to plant himself with Jenna and Elmo. Yeah gl with that bud. Say hi to Ellie in the VL for me, in the slim chance she responds. "ayung"

- It's a miracle...we won the challenge. This afternoon it actually looked like Nadine and Max hadn't submitted! And who knew where Ting Ting was! I was like wow this tribe is actually hopeless. I actually tried really hard in my part. I play soccer in real life so I chose the soccer task, which was not easy! I played so many times, and eventually I got up to 61. When the results came in, a bunch of people from Leigan didn't compete. I almost wonder if they purposely lost to take out the last original brain member on their tribe. Anyway, thank god, because there's a good chance I would've been in trouble if we had lost. Even though I scored for the tribe! I'm so happy Jenna and Elmo are still alive, I have no clue how they made it through that tribal alive but they're amazing. The only person that I can talk to right now is Danielle. She actually told me that she had found the location of the idol but it was gone. I already knew this because the same thing happened to me, but I'm glad she told me because it shows that she really does want to work with me. As far as the idol being found...I don't know man, Elmo has to have it. It's either him or max. This idol is gonna come up eventually. It's not going to be a mystery forever. "legian"

- Haven't done one of these in a while!! So a quick rundown.. Swap occured and I'm on a tribe with 2 brains, a brawn and Jenna + myself. Tyler aka the brawn guy becomes a swing vote between two sides but he chooses to side with Jenna and I because we have been talking to him more! #SocialGame Ellie is blindsided with 3-2 vote. Junior joined our tribe from exile!! Next round Jenna wanted to throw the challenge to get out Chris, Tyler and I were kinda iffy about it but it ended up happening anyway. The vote was 3-1-1. Jenna threw her vote to Junior in case Chris played idol so the alliance between Tyler, myself and her would be safe! Rn it's a triple tribal and I'm honestly quite saddened that I have to vote out one of the three bc I trust all of them and would like to keep playing with them. Honestly I think that I'm safe rn and that the vote is between Tyler and Junior. I could be wrong tho. I guess you never know until you see the results. If I feel any sketched out I'm not afraid to pull out my idol and guarantee my safety.

Day 17
""ayung"

- See, this is where Tyler really fucked up with voting out a Brain over a Beauty, effectively allowing 3 Beauties to take majority in Legian. Good for him! Unless he finds a way to break into the cracks. I made a 3-way alliance with Max and Ting Ting, two of whom I trust the most currently in my swap tribe, to coordinate and prepare ourselves for the upcoming triple tribals. I haven't had time to talk to Julia and Danielle. Basically, I like Max a lot. He told me of how he was on the bottom of his original tribe and that they split the votes between him and Emily. It was really sad. I'd like to keep him around a bit more, even if Julia's sort of wanting him out. I don't like how Ting Ting is depending on me for things, but I'll see for now! Hopefully Julia doesn't win the immunity from this challenge. She CAN'T win it! "						""legian"

- So I'm back bitches, back from exile, back from my vacation, back from tribal. Its been a while since ive done a confessional which is amazing cause I just went out for like the weekend and already so much has happened. So my time in exile was fun I didnt do much just talked to the hosts they were very fun to talk to and kept me entertaining. So the legian tribe? i forgot the spelling but I was happy that i came to this tribe, this is the tribe with the least amount of idol clues so I dont think anyone has found it. this is the tribe with majority beauties, even though it got sketch last tribal, we will talk about this later. and elmo is on this tribe one of my ride and dies. (ride or die is a loose term to describe someone who I have faith in but would i take them to the end? who knows) anywho I would have tried harder at tribal the thing is that we just sucked and like I could not for the life of me do this challenge like what did you want from me I was on vacation. Anyways I was my social self as I always am and made sure to talk to the two boys from the other tribe. They seemed nice and I at least made some sort of social bond but like idk I am a beauty through and through. So Jenna came to me right away and was like yo I flipped the vote it was suppose to be me but I got it to flip it to Ellie. Great job jenna, cause Chris came to me telling me he was pissed at tyler for flipping on him and ellie. I guess tyler made an alliance with the brains and he pretty much flipped idk? either way going into tribal I voted and I was going to play my idol in case chris had one but he doesnt seem the type to find idols. Like theres usually a type of people who get idols. I am that type cause I found an idol in like every season ive played. You just get a knack for like knowing how to find them? idk i think its my spidey sense but I call it my idol sense lol either way I probably should have done that scenario of me playing it if chris played it cause guess what happened I GOT A MOTHER FUCKING VOTE thats right someone threw their vote at me thinking oh hey if chris does have an idol lets mother fucking vote for junior in hopes that he goes home and the tie. well guess what I know it wasnt elmo cause he has my back. Anyways whatever happens im going to win this immunity and my general game plan right now is just to survive as long as i can with this idol like I hate playing idols early in the game and dont like to rely on them heavily but at some point I might need it Overall the vote out was good, I think getting rid of chris even though he could be the bridge for me to the brains was a good move mostly cause it got me past my weekend that i was going to be the most busy. Now i just gotta win this individual immunity, and make it to final 11. "